At this moment….

This is why my ability to be patient and trust the plan is, more or less, tapped out.  I certainly don’t have either the way I did 3-4 years ago – even 1 year ago.

My mate is sitting in his recliner next to me – moaning.  He is so uncomfortable now.  He bleeds out his rectum daily – has off and on for 15 years – and the system says it’s hemorrhoids and constipation – but it’s beyond that now and has now interfered with his daily doings.  He has lower left stomach pain – has for those 15 years – but it’s at a new level.  He’s marked in the local medical establishment because he insisted they treat the lyme which they don’t acknowledge.  They just want him gone and likely dead.  That was the conclusion I came to after I got into it with them over their ignorance (you don’t have lyme – we don’t know what you have but it isn’t lyme you need a different diet – olive oil, nuts – even though those items make him physically SICK and no diet he’s been on his helped including gluten free – and I told them that to which they gave the matrix blank stare).  He needs real healing and medical care not found in this realm.  

My girl was down earlier (she’s humming now – thankfully – smile)….masked zombies everywhere…Parents all around here toss their babies into the indoctrination satanic camps…..I have reached out to parents left and right to find someone who has a girl her age to play with locally or talk to online.  A real child – a real human – someone who is thoughtful and knows how to be a friend.  Every damn time I do this, my girl ends up doing all of the reaching out (most have been in other parts of the country).  She’s done with it.  And I am mentally taxed from reaching out – asking mama’s “hey is your girl still interested?”  Are there any real humans left??!!  She and I look for places to rent elsewhere – and wow has housing risen even more under this “fake presidency”.  Fake my ass.  This fake movie whatever it is is having REAL consequences – negative – harmful – on many if not most.

I have a dear friend from childhood who has a rare form of brain cancer.  I’ve been telling him since 2017 that healing tech was coming out – that would cure his disease.  A dear friend’s mother died last year – cancer (well the treatment did it).  Again – I said healing tech is coming.  Today?  I sound like a f’ing fool today.  We all do now – to the “normies” that is.

And while I see the children being rescued – allegedly – from trafficking – they are now allowing them to be used for medical experimentation.  What’s the f’ing difference?  It feels like they swapped one horror for another.

FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHHHHH ENOUGH!  Where is our God?  Where is our real power and our real support?  Why is it evil seems to have all of that power and we’re left with zero tech and just ourselves, our voices and some measly 3d guns?!

Perhaps it is time we all reach out to these alleged plan leaders and tell them our support is over.  Let them know we absolutely do not consent to protecting the ‘normies’ by not releasing too much as to not overwhelm their precious stupidity.  F THAT.  Seriously in all ways I can muster in support of that term:  F. THAT.

And so ok – we let them know.  Then what?  More waiting?  I pray for answers.  I go within.  And I get nothing other than let it go and allow.

Neither is helpful.  But it’s all I got and I honestly don’t know what else to do now.  All is a distraction as evil is now everywhere.  You either see it or sense it by now.  And if you don’t, as one of you said months ago, shame on you.

Author: Victoria1111

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