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Beautiful. Any ideas as to the meaning of this one? I see a realm within a realm within a realm within a realm…all existing as One. And perhaps… “beyond” our physical space/realms there is Source connected with it/us all, encircling it with a giant hug – totally protected. I look at those half circles strategically placed though and have no ideas coming forth.
I am watching a video by a couple out of Portland, Oregon. I had an e-mail from them earlier today and decided to check out their newest video. I want to share but want to ask permission first before I do so. Their energy is so authentic, grounded and just pure.
The video discusses the subject of “how do I ascend”. It is so much alignment with what I feel and what I have shared here. They add in some extra, beneficial goodies though. Shared is how we need to get out of the brain and let go – don’t get into the worries of “I am doing this right. Am I good enough. Am I healed enough.” etc. etc. etc. (Sound familiar? lol)
I wanted to share an experience I had earlier today, before I watched the video interestingly enough. I was engaged in some activity in the kitchen ~ I don’t even remember what it was. But I was suddenly frustrated. The monkey mind began to chatter. Grumble grumble am I the only one who ever…, why do I have to do this…
Higher Self then spoke through me. “Is this how your 5d Self would be engaging in this activity right now?”
Wow. Stopped me full on. Talk about a powerful statement/feeling.
What a great approach to implement. Stop myself throughout the day and ask “Is this how my 5D self would speak? Eat? Do? Move? Think? Feel?” Fill in the blank.
Ascension is not an outside activity. Yes the energies are indeed changing us at every level. But this process is strictly an inner-focus and journey. And as I wrote about earlier, we all ascend when we are ready. When we intend. Surrender. Let go. And now I will add – practice BEING our 5D self. Get used to the experience. We will be guided in this. As we always are when we ask.
I feel like I have been giving the recipe for making cookies and left out the most important part – actually baking the cookies.
Getting there, one intended moment at a time. ♥
Love to you all ~
Victoria
Let’s intend this one folks. Looks like those at the top don’t want trouble and legal ramifications and are in negotiations with Heather and Team. And consider subscribing to Neil’s channel. He is a very dedicated citizen journalist in this truth movement.
(you will have to forgive me for typing in all lower case. that is my natural way of typing and today i am just not concerned with proper grammar skills.)
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not as intense as yesterday but still zzzzzzz. leftover sleepies. i did ground and integrate/release yesterday.
i noticed something new today ~ an inability to tolerate the smell of my bathroom cleaner. it is one of those organic/all natural ones and i have used it for years. not anymore. immediately my inner self said “NO” to the smell today. ok then. from now on vinegar and water ~ if i can even tolerate that scent much longer. may just turn on the hose and spray down here shortly.
i am indeed sensitive to smells – which really went through the roof in 2004. this was before i was aware of energies and ascension and changing body chemistry. at the time i wasn’t sure what to think – it kind of bothered me. so indeed anything chemically – unnatural – sends me into a tizzy of “MUST LEAVE NOW”. i can also actually “feel” the frequency of the scents/odors. so at times a scent may just resonate with my frequency and i am fine. other times a scent may be mild – totally natural – and i cannot stand to be around it. must vacate scene.
ok – deep breath with this one as this is some new stuff i am presenting. i am also receiving some insights into new earth. i am going to keep much of it to myself as it is highly personal but i do feel ok in sharing this (and please know this is just my perspective/feelings): the realm of new earth, that frequency “construct” is already in place. we can now choose to go. while these energy frequencies are allowing us to Remember and giving us the chance to heal/let go/purge, there will not be one such energy wave that puts us all there at once, for lack of a better description (although i still see this event people speak of as such an energy wave that NO ONE consciously escapes the experience it brings). it is a CHOICE at this point. an intention. the frequencies, the structure, are in place to support us. there are others there. teams to help us acclimate.
weeks back i was intending to go – and stay – and my higher self said “are you really ready to do this?” baby, it was a powerful experience! the feeling i received was ok we can do this now. but is human self ready to let go? and i mean TOTALLY LET GO. leaving behind certain people (temporarily as ALL will be rising to the occasion, so to speak, along this journey). leaving behind the “stuff”. ALL of the old ways of this 3D construct.
not that there isn’t “stuff” on the new realm.
human me became afraid and said “no stop”.
the feeling was kind of like the feeling i remember having when i entered this world. an energy “vacuum” sensation that happens in an instant. transports us – only this time of course it transports this entire vessel.
it is indeed a totally new experience and feeling. new earth. i am so grateful for the dreams/visions i have had over the years of this beautiful realm. the feeling – this total sense of “YES ~ everything is ok”. i am also believing this is not an end point – but a step “up”. some will stay. others will go on to other experiences. kinda like stepping out of a mud puddle you have been in for a very very long time ~ that disappears permanently once you remove yourself. and the sweet land you place yourself upon is in absolute alignment with who you are – at the moment. i must remind myself energy NEVER remains static for long. it MUST explore/move/expand/experience. i believe this is why most of the population has varying levels of claustrophobia. our energy bodies and human bodies have been more or less stripped of this ability ~ certainly to explore it in a manner that is limitless.
i wish to add one last thing: anyone who would say you aren’t ready. this isn’t how this process works. etc. etc. pay them and such words no attention. your inner self will KNOW, ok? listen to him/her. if you feel you are truly ready to go, truly done with this realm, go within and explore this further. go BEYOND the desire that simply says “i want to ascend”. see what comes up for you.
that is all i have to share at the moment. it’s hard to share when it’s a feeling and something i have seen. so i am no longer convinced this is about us being in a state of total healing in as much as a total willingness to surrender and let go and just…go. any healing needs will be taken care of upon transition. love works like that, imho. it’s like taking a leap into the unknown. higher self knows when ego is ready to align. just like ego knows to trust higher self.
a symbiotic relationship taking us Home. (that one deserved a capital letter)
A reprieve from Gaia, I see… It was interesting to note in conversations yesterday how many said “i slept all day” or “i feel so groggy”. Ground. Drink water. Rest. Repeat.
Editor’s note: This piece means a lot to me. Much gratitude to the author for writing and Universe for sending it my way. I’ve been seeing crows often lately, including an experience this morning where one appeared on my front lawn and just stood there in front of the window in which I was looking out of. Old stuff had cropped up and damn, if my ego just kicks up a fit in letting it go in a finality. I want retribution! Punishment for those who wronged me! And a god damn hug with an apology! I knew this crow had a message for me but I was too in my “head” to listen much less hear. However I had a feeling a message would be forthcoming. 4 hours later, this piece shows up in my e-mail box. Very appropriate read for yours truly. Let go of all expectations which is really about releasing the need to control situations to force them to fit into my agenda. This doesn’t mean I do not get to create the reality of my heart ~ just don’t hold on too tightly to the process or end result. Perhaps that is why the song by 38 special “Hold On Loosely” began going through my mind last night. Makes my stomach clench up with the thought of surrendering like this ~ and yet somewhere I know the beauty and FREEDOM in doing just that. Enjoy! ♥
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August 4, 2017
Gary Z McZee, Staff Writer
Waking Times
“To fall in love is to create a religion that has a fallible god.” ~Jorge Luis Borges
“Trickster god is god’s God,” Crow says, peering from behind The Branches of Lost Time. These branches are a metaphor for our misremembered synapses. They symbolize our having lost touch with both our own nature and with wild Nature, our forgotten link between cosmos and psyche, our misunderstanding of how we-the-microcosm makes up a vital aspect of We-the-macrocosm.
Crow is here to remind us. But Crow’s medicine is harsh. It is ruthless: a tearing apart, a torn off Band-Aid. For Crow is between worlds like no other creature. His moon-eye sees the light. His sun-eye sees the dark. And his shadow is the grayest thing in the universe: The Middle-gray, the Middle Way, casting itself over and above all things. Smearing out yin-yangs, he reveals how nothing is separate; how everything is connected to everything else in a glorious melting down of black and white, dark and light, life and death, finitude and infinity.
Crow is here to remind us that we need to get over ourselves. He is a black beacon in a room filled with blinding light. He’s the Dark Truth in the sugar-coated ointment. He is here to trick us out of unconsciousness. He is here to crucify the ego. But more importantly, he is here to resurrect it as a mighty tool for the self-actualized Soul.
“Buddha is dead. God is dead. The path is littered with insufferable egos. Even your own ego has an enlightened sword penetrating through its self-righteous heart, and your soul is all the stronger for it.” ~Seven Signs You May Be Unfuckwithable
Don’t worry so much. Ego death doesn’t hurt. What hurts is realizing that you’ve been, as they say in Zen, “tied to a post without a rope.” What hurts is admitting that your ego is nothing more than a front for your multilayered self. What hurts is letting go of your expectations. What hurts is letting go –full stop.
Crow is here to help you let go. Crow’s medicine has just the right amount of humor disguised as honor and compassion disguised as courage to fill up the humble pie disguised as a red pill needed to get you past the blue-pill addiction of your un-mighty ego. Sure, Crow shoves it down your unwilling and reluctant throat with a beak blacker than dark matter and harder than God’s Femur, but he gets the job done with a humor of the most-high.
He’s a necessary amoral agent: Zeno’s Compass, Ockham’s hellraiser. He’s here to flip your worldview on its head, to vivisect the animal of your knowledge, to cut what you think you know about the way the world works in half and pluck out the organs of all the things you take for granted. He’s neither gentle nor comforting, but he is sincere in his exact fierceness. He must be, in order to reveal yourself to yourself. In order to transform your whiny, woe-is-me placation into a mighty self-overcoming revelation.
No easy feat, dissolving egos. But Crow does so with pluck and aplomb, with molten mettle and mercurial moxie. The letting go process is easier if you just give your ego over to him to chew-up (courage), to digest (cocoon) and eventually shit-out (rebirth), but he doesn’t mind stealing it from you like a thief in the night either. Actually, he would prefer pulling it out of you kicking and screaming and begging the gods to save you.He would rather stamp out the little light that blinds you so that you can finally see the bigger light that awakens you.
Don’t worry. On the other side of this beautiful annihilation is a soulful illumination: A Three-eyed Raven. He has come to carry you to a terribly exquisite juxtaposition: the gloriously painful journey of self-overcoming.
“Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.” ~Anais Nin
At the fork of in the path, at the crossroads, where yesterday’s you meets today’s you in bardo-perfect juxtaposition, there is a psychosocial reckoning at hand. There is an existential decision to make: get busy adapting and overcoming, or get busy stagnating and succumbing. The cliché phrasing is ‘get busy living or get busy dying,’ but on the Path of the Three-eyed Raven there is room for dying (rebirth) as a steppingstone for growth toward living life more profoundly, adventurously, and on-purpose.
So here you are, in a state of in-between, unmolded clay. You’ve been rocked to your foundations with the realization that you are not your ego, that you’ve only ever been unmolded clay. You’re no longer that, and not yet this. You’ve emerged from your ego’s death with your soul bloody from a thousand and one cutting questions. Your ego is now a pulsing blister inside you, oozing indifference and apathy even as it begins filling itself with interdependence and empathy. It leaps and bounds inside you, a terribly beautiful wound turned primordial womb that purges pettiness and superfluity even as it begins impregnating itself with the world.
Crow is satisfied, perched up high, licking his razor-sharp beak, filled to bursting with the rigid invulnerability of your ego bulging inside him. But the Three-eyed Raven is anything but satisfied. He sees the Infinite Game being played out. He sees how you are an integral catalyst for the progressive evolution of your species. He is a symbol for your ego’s rebirth. The most wide-awake aspect of you that invulnerably and soulfully flexes out; that individuates and self-actualizes as it perpetually overcomes the vicissitudes of self, and thus the vicissitudes of life.
With Crow’s medicine in one hand and your wide-awake ego in the other; with Crow on one shoulder and the Three-eyed Raven on the other, you are ready to self-overcome. You are ready to existentially crush out. You are ready to bridge the gap between man and overman.
Don’t be afraid of this vulnerable power, though it is both the scariest and most powerful thing in the universe, save for the power of a good sense of humor. Embrace it. Be fearless with it. Use it as a tool to leverage wonder and numinous experience into your life. Use it as medicine for a profoundly sick society. You –the you not drowning in ego pettiness and woe-is-me religious placation– are the one the world has been waiting for.
Gary ‘Z’ McGee, a former Navy Intelligence Specialist turned philosopher, is the author of Birthday Suit of God and The Looking Glass Man. His works are inspired by the great philosophers of the ages and his wide awake view of the modern world.
This article (Crow’s God: Ego Dissolution and the Evolution of the Self) was originally created and published by Waking Times and is printed here under a Creative Commons license with attribution to Gary ‘Z’ McGee and WakingTimes.com. It may be re-posted freely with proper attribution, author bio, and this statement of copyright.
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I read this on facebook and found it very helpful and truthful. Both genders have been pulled out of their authentic selves. We all know current societies run on the concept that the male dominates the female. This comes in many forms. Power over. Controlling behaviors in conversations. Questioning behaviors. Restrictions. Expectations. Demands. Using money to control.
It is time for the males, as some are indeed doing, to own how they have participated in this falsehood. It is time for the masculine to listen to the feminine as she shares her stories of being dominated and abused and harmed.
It is time for the women, as some are indeed doing, to own how they too have participated in this falsehood. It is time for the feminine to listen to the masculine as he shares his stories of being harmed and lied to by this patriarchy system and robbed of his right to own his own feminine energies.
Working together, in purity, with conscious intention to stay out of defensiveness, we can help one another heal.
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Some of the strongest and most complex bands of energies , vibrations , and frequencies known to humankind are in focus.
These bandwidths , are meant to literally act like lasers , meant to cut away , to dissect the archaic , rotting cores of Paradigms of destruction.
The oppressions , suppression , abandonment of Gaias Goddess /Priestess energy is one of the trails of tears.
Our Men , who have been laid before their feet , have agreed to a contract that will ignite the power within the temple of Woman. It is a selfless act of love , to some it will be a trigger that will be the catalyst of pain. Not pain from the Man , but the pain of female collective , as well as the individual. The Man will reenact a scene , that will spark fire within the old embers , raise the pain , bring it to the surface , so Women can finally stand in Sovrieignty as individual as as a collective into their own power. Healing within and healing without the full collective back into Love.
Priestess/goddess, they are here to heal you , build you , not destroy you. Be grateful , that they too have agreed to heal you , they are trying to rectify the horrific damage from a twisted Masculine Lineage.
Step out , do your work , love yourself as no other can or should , so women before , during and after you will have healing through Devine Goddess /Priestess Lineage and suffrage will be No More.
The Masculine fiber of space , has gone through rumbles of change as of late and Gaia will Nurture as no other can, their raising of their own Phoenix of Rose Gold Light .Patience , tolerance and compassion is the compounds needed on the knife cuts if Masculine protocol. All will catch up to meet equally All.
HOLY SMOKAROONIE KAPOW SQUARED! WOW!! Mind…blown… Constant peak above 40hz?? How are you all feeling?
RS Base Frequency 7.83 Hz.
RS Today’s Peaks:
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We have a neighbor who lives on our block. She has some health issues, physical and mental. Overall at this point she is stable and gets around on her own just fine. We have looked out after her since we moved in. If we notice certain behavior patterns/changes, we call her sister. Her younger sister is a wonderful soul. She brings our neighbor food, flowers and little things on a regular basis. Visits her. It has been humbling to watch. At times painful as it reminds me of what I do not have with my own sibling, in spite of trying to connect at those authentic, emotional levels. My family doesn’t do that. They are very in-the-head, individualistic types.
I recall in my early 20’s I was quite individualistic myself. That is until I began to experience episodes of panic. It got to the point where I couldn’t leave the house, for awhile my own bedroom. I tried all sorts of things at the time, both traditional and holistic. Talk about humbling. I began to see myself and others in a different way. For a time. Until I got the sucker under control by freeing myself of some things that no longer worked for me. Then I more or less fell back under the spell of individualism.
Then life happened again. And again. Cost of living skyrocketed, my income stagnated. Spouse got hit with health issues. Relationship troubles. I would find work only to have the company close up or my position no longer needed. Self-employment failures. Being forced to move twice within a year with a small child took a further toll. More health issues for my spouse.
I continued to quietly reel downwards on all levels.
As I was experiencing all of this I began to soften my view on people who struggle – especially those who struggle long-term and/or chronically. I had this old ridiculous family view that it’s ok to have problems – as long as they are temporary. You deserve help – but only temporarily. At a certain point, you aren’t worthy of help. On your own, sweetheart.
Interesting how life will lead us through hell to see our own dark thoughts.
I still struggle with panic and at this point I don’t know what to do about it. I have moments where I surrender it, moments where I fight it. I have a couple of chronic health issues – physical as well – that I do what I can on my own to treat. My insurance doesn’t cover anything alternative and mainstream medicine doesn’t recognize my issues.
Given all of this, I am now a pretty humble puppy. At least towards those who struggle long-term – or even short -term. I KNOW the pain with that.
Where I am not so much humble is my disgust towards those who have turned their backs on me – and others who struggle to live with chronic ailments in this individualistic system. I also am not so humble towards those who have financial means to help their family members needing help with treatment, living expenses and don’t. A friend of mine has chronic health ailments, pays a ridiculous amount of money in rent (because that’s what the system dictates) and often has to for-go certain treatment protocols and holistic doctor visits (again because mainstream docs do not treat or recognize her health issues) while having siblings who are healthy and very very much in the position to help pay for her treatments. It is an issue that goes right to my core. Going back 15 years or so I have prayed for and intended to be blessed with a financial fortune so that I could help people like my friend. Whatcha need? How much? Let me write you a check.
I have often thought that kind of wealth and financial abundance has ended up in the wrong hands for far too many.
It is unfortunate to say, but for some of us it takes getting kicked in the ass to remember our kindness. Our generosity. Removing us from judgment and into those states of unconditional Being.
So today when I have moments where I am feeling some bitterness and pain, wishing I had much more of a real support system, a real family I can count on unconditionally, I will see my neighbor’s sister pop over to check in on her big sissy. Arms full of food and as I said, flowers (such a beautiful gesture – simple but beautiful). And while it still pains me, I smile and give thanks. I give thanks to the sister and affirm our neighbor’s absolute divine gift to be treated this way (another belief I have had – the “i am not worthy” crap). At one time I told our neighbor’s sister how wonderful she was – how it was a beautiful gift to me to see her care for and show concern for her sister. For there have also been a few occasions when our neighbor more or less locked herself inside her home – police there – sister there as well, waiting, for a few hours, doing all she could to get her sister to just open the door, feeling helpless.
Throughout it all, our neighbor’s sister has hung in there with her. For decades, she has told me. Accepting her sister for who she is, where she is, meeting her at that place.
Beautiful. Humbling.
And who I continue to become myself.
