Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

Where I Am And Who I Am Today

All of this angst and purging I have been doing recently has served a purpose, even if I wasn’t wanting or willing to admit it at the time.  Yes, not knowing anything for sure, not being able to SEE much less PROVE what I feeeeel in my body is Truth and what I desire to be occurring is a challenge for sure.  I want to know Truth.  I want to see Truth.  Now. Not someday.

I keep coming back to the same words:  I Create My Own Reality.

Just how far does that power expand?  I am only beginning to see.

Again, this is just for myself.  The only advice I could ever give someone in this area is to BELIEVE in the thoughts of your Higher Self and Heart ~ especially those ones that don’t go away AND the ones that make you feel HOPE.

Yesterday as I said was one hell of a challenge, at least the first 3/4 of it.  I was on the couch, unable to function.  Having had more or less a week of such a state of being, I surrendered to the experience and just let myself feel like crap.

After I rested, I decided to do some internet research, see if I could come up with anything for the site.  As what often happens, many of the pieces I find, some I post and others I don’t, have a message for me at that time.

Yesterday was no exception.

I kept seeing the theme that I Create My Own Reality (or as I also tell myself ~ I have far more Power than I own and admit).  And I also saw something powerful – that when I focus on all of the things that happened to me, I am living in the past.  As I read – I am focusing on what happenED.  That stuck with me.  It spoke the necessary words my wounded heart and ego needed to hear.

All of the sheot, it’s just a story.

And I want a new story.

I also read and had already felt in my body (sensing it as a lightness) that the matrix grid is more or less gone, which includes the reincarnation trap.

Ah ha, I had something to ponder.  The reincarnation grid being gone means all of the lies of karma and lesson’s to be learned before we can do xyz and all of matrix speak – it’s gone.  Which means releasing all of that low vibe stuff is going to be easier.

It can now be released.

It can now be eliminated.

Terminated.

All three words coming to me from 3 different sources.

Then there was the video I saw describing the Anastasia series of books (of which I recommend).  The young man was sharing the basic premise of the books and that is FOCUS ON WHAT WE DESIRE.

(Noticing a theme yet??)

Lastly had a powerful experience last night.  I saw the weather forecast for today.  Cloudy and rain.

Again.

What would this be, day number 172 of this type of weather?

So I stood in the kitchen before I went to bed and intended sun instead.

Last night I had a dream where I was standing again in the kitchen, looking out the window.  It was cloudy.  I intended for the clouds to part and the sun to appear.  I then heard a voice “you have the power to do this.”  The sun began to appear and the dream experience ended.

This morning, I awoke to sun.  After a few hours the clouds returned.  I started to get frustrated and instead, calmed myself.  Tuned in.  Grounded with Gaia and connected with the clouds, the sun, the animals.  It was so powerful.  I could feel all of that beautiful energy – and I know I was just feeling a small piece of it all.  Wow.  Anyway, so I then intended for us all to request the clouds part and the sun returned.  I stayed in that space for a time, then closed it up, gave thanks and let it go.

In about 30 minutes, the sun returned and stayed.

We have so much more power than we know.  Than we own.

Every single one of us.

The key is to focus on what we desire.

I need that tattooed on my eyelids.  lol

Focus on what I desire.

Focus on what I desire.

Focus on what I desire.

If I can do it, you can too.

It is that difficult and that simple at the same time.

Let’s focus on making it simple though because I know we are all VERY much ready for a new paradigm.

So much peace and love and blessings to you all.  You have my gratitude.

♥♥♥

Victoria

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Vibrating Your Way Back To Exist On New Earth Now

Lisa Brown ~ 4/5/2017

Awakening every day to working with all of you in the sleep state. Teaching Mastery to those ready and sharing the “hows” to “do” all of this. I awake exhausted most days for years, because I work so much in my sleep (for years once becoming conscious) and as I left “seeking mode” and moved into Ascended Master” phase, I teach… continually….

The more conscious work we do in our sleep state, the easier our waking state becomes. The less disruptions in our waking state, because we maintain that brainwave state with our whole body… the one that gives us the ability to WALK IN THE DREAM (Higher/Lighter Density Realms) in our waking state too….

Sleep is for conscious clearing of timelines to collapse timelines intentionally so that we can do what is important in our waking one. Intentional focus, intentional creation, intentional anchoring of higher/other/alternate dimensional realities into this physical one here. Our abilities to do this are simple…. get over our little human everything and re-focus on what is truly important…. for all of HUmanity here….

We activate our own dreams, the things we “need” to get the job done, we activate the “next awesome everything” because this is what we are CHOOSING to focus our own energy on….

We listen to that inner/higher guidance that speaks softly (strongly when we don’t listen and then using the outside reality to get our attention if we are shut down/disconnected/refusing/not open)…. for the subtle realms become the outer realms eventually…. soft, simple, loving, supportive, beautiful, exquisite…..

There is no more chaos, because we stopped the chaos…. there is no more drama because we got tired of it and we stopped that victim energy too, there is no confusion, because we don’t have the battle between our heads and our hearts anymore, there is no more lack, because WE don’t LIVE there anymore….

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The Dissolution of the False Light Construct

 

By David Manning
Contributing Writer,
HowToExitTheMatrix.Com

Over the past couple of months, in energy work sessions, something really interesting has been showing up. I wasn’t at all sure what I was seeing at first. Then, as it became clear, I was amazed at the scale of the process. What I was seeing in individual fields was the dissolution of the False Light Construct (FLC).

This is a really big deal. The FLC has been operational for many thousands of years on this planet. I don’t pretend to know much of its history. But I’ll talk about what it is that I have come to understand.

Basically, we, Humanity, have been fooled. Largely by the organised religions on this planet. We have been taught that there are a huge number of rules and regulations governing our morality, our behaviour, our salvation. We have been taught that there are ways we need to behave if we want to get into “heaven”, if we want even the slightest chance of meeting god. The very natural process of spiritual evolution has been twisted and tainted with guilt, fear and shame, and made into something unnatural.

Over many centuries, our connection to the earth has been deeply compromised. We have trained into an understanding that the earth holds the hell zones, and investigating those regions underneath us was dangerous.

As a largely uneducated and superstitious population, we were a tricked into believing a natural connection with other dimensions, and psychic abilities to perceive other worlds, actually meant we were consorting with Satan. Our great nature spirit deva Pan became the devil. Sensuality, sexuality and a deep pleasurable relationship with our own body was twisted into something shameful and guilt ridden.

Our capacity to receive energy rising naturally from the earth into our systems, to an able us to feel fully nourished and nurtured was minimised, so we would experience more lack, and come to hunger for wealth rather than experience true abundance, which is perpetual flow, moving through us.

The connectedness we have had to the sun, another vast source of energy that sustains us, has also been massively diminished. Our worship of a being, a male deity that is jealous, vengeful, and wrathful, has been funneled through priests and organisations that have been among the most corrupt, dangerous and bloodthirsty institutions on the planet.

We have been taught to believe that penance and suffering were ways to collect spiritual brownie points. Martyrdom was saintly, women are second class citizens, and that “man shall have dominion over the earth.” Look where that one has got us.

These teachings have been layered artfully into the collective field over thousands of years. They have bound us in torturous constructs that have sapped vitality and well being, and literally siphoned off vast quantities of prayer energy and supplication into the FLC.

This False Light Construct is now falling apart

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A Prayer

I know the last few pieces of mine have been rather hard-hitting, full of some angst and pain.  I’ve had a lot to purge.  And my ego has desired for me to stay safe and avoid being hurt, which resulted in dealing with those voices that say “Look at the world!  Why are you wanting to have faith and hope?  Why would you want to give your Love to ANYONE?”  And my personal favorite, “Screw being patient!  I want what I want NOW!”  As I continue to tend to my wounds and see the wisdom in my ego (yes, I do believe it has something to say) I rise back up into Who I Am and intend the reality in which I am choosing to help create.  Tonight, this came to me in the form of a prayer, which I now share with you.

Children, Play, Rock, Swing, Leisure

I visualize a world that is safe for our children to play in the streets, at the parks, in the homes of their friends and family.

I visualize a world free of disease.

I visualize a world with pristine waters, clean air and fertile soil.

I visualize a world economy that is resource-based.

I visualize a world that offers all people healing modalities that are effective, quick and painless.

I visualize a world where all foods are truly organic, in abundance, provided for all.

I visualize a world where Truth is something to share freely and equally desired to hear freely.

I visualize a world where thoughtfulness and kindness are in the hearts of all people.

I visualize a world where freedom reigns.

I visualize a world without borders and endless laws.

I visualize a world where access to clean water, abundant healthy food, clean air, housing, education and healing are Sovereign Rights.

Mostly, I visualize a world in which I feel safe to send my child out into, in which I feel proud to share with my child, in which I can finally say “yes honey, what you are being taught and told is true”.

♥♥♥

Please, visualize this with me!

Peace and blessings now~

Victoria

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Dutch Media Cancels Dr. Phil Show After Show On Pedophilia and Child Sex Trafficking

Editor’s note:  So unfortunate.  No coincidence here.  Got something to hide? Insult.  Point finger.  Cancel a tv show.  etc. etc.

Dr Phil Canceled After Exposing Elite Pedophile Ring On TV Show

Escaped pedophilia network survivor revealed to mainstream

By: Jay Greenberg  |@NeonNettle on 4th April 2017 @ 3.05pm

Just days after Dr. Phillip McGraw exposed an Elite pedophile ring on mainstream TV by interviewing an escaped former child sex slave, his show was canceled by Dutch Media RTL.

Despite airing the show for 15 years, the network refused to comment on the reason for the cancellation other than it was to do with the “choice of programming” made by the show’s producers.

During the show that was aired last month, the child trafficking escapee, known only as Kendall, exposed a whole culture of Elite pedophilia that included heads of corporations and high-ranking politicians right at the top of the political spectrum.

She described how she was flown all over the world as a child on a private jet to VIP events and given her own make-up artists and stylist to make her “look pretty” for her “clients”.

Since she had spent almost her whole life in captivity she had rarely seen television or had access to the internet, but now says she sees the men and women she was sold to in the mainstream media all the time:
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Do You Really Really Really Want A Reality Free From The Old?

Lisa Brown
4/5/2017
What are you “willing to do” (as love) for a whole new REALity that is fully exquisite and provides you with all that you truly desire, supports you fully, makes it easy for you?

Are you willing to focus on your own vibration, observe your own actions and take responsibility yet? Are you ready to JUMP, take that LEAP and go for it yet?

Are you willing to COMMIT to yourself as a SOUL, focus on your light energy, focus your own energy on CONTRIBUTING to all of HUmanity now?

Have you EXPERIENCED (subjected yourself to) the lower unconscious density realms/dimensions/timelines enough yet?

Are you FEEDING your light, feeding your spirit and SHARING the magnificence so that others can awaken, be aware, experience this too? Are you still hiding, keeping things for yourselves, judging and seeing others as still unconscious too?

You are a Cosmic Portal…. As you ASCEND, you have the capABILITY to expose others, ignite others, inspire others and SHOW them, through your presence, your vibration, your own words, your own expanded state…. THESE REALITIES DO EXIST…. why would you hide such a thing? Unless you are not sure/don’t fully believe yet….. unless you are judging THE NEW/NEW EARTH as too weird…… then how do you expect to arrive if you cannot fully accept these realities yourself yet?

Descending your highest aspect selves into your physical form means that you WALK & LIVE THIS REALITY as pure and true. It means that you are not ashamed or worrying about other’s judgements (that’s your own by the way)…. it means that you’ve experienced the exquisiteness, you’ve seen (your ability), you’ve opened that PORTAL to what is not only possible, but very very real… and it means that when you OPEN UP FULLY to SHARE this with everyone, you CREATE/ANCHOR your own physical body into this vibrational reality here…

It’s the DOing that anchors all in the physical. Until then it just floats in the ethers as a “one day” kinda thing… Your experience is dictated by how willing you are to fully open up and BE YOUR HIGHEST ASPECT YOUS… in your physical form…..

That fence that you straddled, that “one foot in each world”, there comes a moment where you have to JUMP/step out of the old (unconscious/perceived as safe, yet the opposite of truth)…. There comes a moment when you will have to GO ALL IN…. where you will have to CHOOSE…. which earth/timeline/dimension…

OLD EARTH OR NEW….

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5 Benefits of Thumping The Thymus Gland

5 Benefits Of Thumping Your Thymus

By Admin On

The thymus gland is behind the top of your breastbone (sternum) and is responsible for producing mature white blood cells which fight the common cold as well as infections and serious diseases; it has a major impact on your immune system.

Performing the thymus thump helps to stimulate the thymus gland and keep this critical gland at peak performance.

It is said the thymus thump helps to release fear as well. Perhaps that’s why gorillas pound their chest, to show that they’re not afraid.

5 BENEFITS OF THUMPING YOUR THYMUS

  1. Release fear.
  2. Increase your life force energy.
  3. Increase strength.
  4. Increase vitality.
  5. Strengthen your immune system.

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Wiped OUT!

Sleep, Bed, Woman, Bedroom, Sleeping

No daily notes today.  Way too wiped out.  Barely functioning.  More when I feel “human” again.

♥

V.

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