At one point, I took out my scripting book and wrote out my intentions – over and over – on top of one another (it was still dark) – angrily. I’m doing my damndest to be in that inner state of peace – makes it challenging not just with the $$ fears/b.s./challenge – add in lack of sleep………..
I keep receiving emails from the power company lords – wondering why my usage jumped (we went from temps of 60/45 to 40/22) and offering all sorts of help (which would cost me at the outlay) – assuming I’m a homeowner and assuming I have the funds for solar panels and efficient heating systems. Morons – I am a $truggling renter who uses f’ing space heaters.
Walk in my shoes.
Why don’t more people do that?
Why don’t we ask others what they need?
Why do we assume and offer up advice?
What is wrong with humanity?
The epidemic of homeless people is a sign we have lost our ability to unite and care enough to TRULY HELP. We have let the matrix dictate who deserves abundance and who doesn’t.
Humanity often pushes you right back into the very system with advice that doesn’t work – the very system that more or less, created your challenges to begin with.
“I got mine – go get yours”.
“You made your bed – now lay in it”.
You got yours? I want some of it. lol
Abundance.
Living your cushy life.
Not that they didn’t work hard for it.
Well guess what? I’ve worked hard too. And simply because I made different choices, which lead to some issues in which I am busting my hiney to heal and change, doesn’t mean I am less deserving. My heart – all along – has always been focused on being kind and seeking the truth and speaking out for those who can’t or lost the ability – or energy – to speak out.
Speaking with someone recently, who said that while he was in the way of himself and it took awhile for him to see that, if it weren’t for the generous support of others as well as the current housing situation which isn’t costing him a penny (subsidized), he would be homeless. EVERYONE is deserving. of. such. love in action.
Healing is not a journey of isolation.
That concept got lost – somewhere. Somehow.
But it’s still an energy from the heart that never fades away.
And it is that energy I seek – and will continue to seek – reaching out the way I continue to do.
One day – soon – I hit the intended target and take those next steps.
I’m finding simply by loving myself all of this follows.
Juicy, authentic, exploratory, real conversations with wide open thoughts expressed freely are my kinda speak.
Feels like a lull atm………..soooooooooooo tired tonight. As someone said – a heaviness. Glowing eye in the sky energy is fading – thank g a w d. 🙄😴 That’s my experience. Here’s what I’m seeing – a few interesting happenings. Please remember to Share and Donate to support my work. Thank you! 💖🙏💖
Love,
V.
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Well lookie who pulled out of the climate mtg this week? Anyone remember which President was the last to do that? Hmmmm…..
JUST ANNOUNCED: Trump team files motion in Jack Smith case seeking any and all information related to FBI informants, undercover agents and foreign actors that were at the capitol on J6.
If proven that the FBI entrapped Americans, should J6ers have all of their charges dropped? pic.twitter.com/tZkcrSRQjQ
TRIPLE YES – this right here above – this a NEED at this point……..
Needs.
I was reflecting on them today. I’m studying non-violent communication (returning to it I shall say) in recent weeks. Needs – the Universal needs – the need to feel safe. The need to be loved. Heard. Valued.
And sometimes it’s simply the need to be in a new living situation.
I was really feeling that one today as I was bringing pans of hot water out to the garage to add to the machine which can only run on cold water given how we have had to have this whole “washing clothes” situated. Many hoses to contend with which is a real PITA – especially when it’s very cold outside – as in unbelievably cold lately so everything has to be unhooked at night – and struggling to get this place heated above 67 after days of this otherwise beautiful sun but frigid temps at night and the current electric bill made me grimace – have funds coming to help out which have yet to arrive. Last year the state didn’t release them until February. !!! (nice little pot of interest they likely collected). Anyway where was I going? Oh yes – having to do outside doings that after a certain age well – your body is reminding you that you aren’t 22 anymore. Having to “suck it up” because those with whom you rent from have a lot more money than you and thus more power because there is really nothing truly tangible to protect the rights much less the needs of those not yet privileged enough to own their own home. Looking out there and seeing the thousands just in my area alone who are homeless – I suck up a lot of things to keep a roof over the head. It isn’t right – but when it comes right down to it what is more important: standing up for yourself or living in a tent (because the rents are too. expensive. now – and your current rent is doable).
I see what happens when you stand up to the system – alone. You lose. Unless you have an army of people around you, you lose. And even at that – your odds are slim. How many people are in jail due to their Right to stand up FOR their rights? J6 anyone?
Heather Ann and Randy anyone?
And us – once upon a time.
N E V E R going through that again. Fight back – we did – but the stress we went through?
And back then – was much younger.
Ooooooh the anger. Deep deep within I have such disdain. But I also have a centered warrior who says “choose your battles wisely”. Having a warm dry safe home for the family – especially the child – #1.
So ya learn to suck it up.
Until – I no longer have to.
For on the other side of all of this – I will share thy truth – when I have a big tribe around me – backing me up – in every way – in every need.
Jesus let that new be tomorrow.
For now – some nights – I drive around and look at the nice big homes. Manicured lawns. I know many of these people – know they own their properties – many for so many years the mortgage is likely paid off. Do they ever count their blessings? Ponder what it must be like for those who have yet to achieve that kind of abundance? And I also wonder where I went wrong. What could I have done differently? That leads me down a path of judgment and self-recrimination – so I do the deep breath and remind myself to continue on and stay focused on New. And the new things I am (working on) building. That was then – this is now. And as I now say without shame without embarrassment and without hesitation: it comes down to money.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please support my work by donating and sharing. Thank you ~ as always.
It is the Michelangelo painting which forms part of the Sistine Chapel's ceiling, painted c. 1508–1512. It illustrates the Biblical creation narrative from the Book of Genesis in which God gives… pic.twitter.com/j15RO5SrQd
She’s nailing the inner experience – nervous system is shot. This is the most intense feeeeeeeeeeels yet – absolutely. That’s why I must continue to remind myself to go within – find the Stillness – connect with my Heart and just love every piece of myself…….
Thoughts atm: What is this event we all feel? What is this NCSWIC? Will we become clearer on it before it arrives? Being as Aligned with my Center is the best self-advice I have. Letting go all of the mind chatter (that I engaged in above and earlier today – lol – 🙄😜😂)………Stay in my heart. Remind myself of this as many times as necessary. As I tell myself and my girl regularly: Love is the only thing that is forever. Everything else – temporary. 💜🙏💜
Has anyone else seen 1999 syncs lately? There’s a post somewhere from VK where he jokes about partying like it’s 2012 but says oops 1999* (Post it if you can find it)
My theory is, 2012 CERN fooked things us and put humanity far away from home timeline.… pic.twitter.com/rCur7VXkeE
Interesting movie title to release December 1st: THE SHIFT (prepping the collective consciousness field?)
What is The Shift (2023) about? Kevin (Kristoffer Polaha) travels across worlds to reunite with the love of his life, Molly (Elizabeth Tabish). When The Benefactor (Neal McDonough) threatens Kevin’s survival, he fights to return to the world he knows and the woman he loves.
Glaciologists have been expecting a large calving event for at least a decade, according to BAS. The first indication that the glacier would break off was in November, when a new chasm named the North Rift — the third major crack to become active in the ice shelf in the last 10 years — headed toward another chasm about 20 miles away.
“they” are absolutely messing w/the time machine today. slowing it down. perhaps to do their full moon spells? ugh i hate that dayem eyeball in the sky – no matter how bright and illuminating it appears.
so the time fookery: all. day.
i have looked at the clock and said “it’s only 5pm? it feels like it should be 8.” woke up and felt like i had been doing/going for hours. what? i’ve only been up for 2 hours? nah can’t be is the clock off? nope.
tonight? i looked at the clock and said – it’s only 8? it feels like midnight. daughter noticed it. spouse too.
anyone else?
i feeeeeeeeeeel it in my 3rd eye – right smack in the center of my forehead. a battle is playing out there.
mind trips everywhere. discernment. verify then trust. including this latest twatter account:
I heard from a friend – that someone she knows, who was at J6, was charged with federal crimes and is off to jail – simply because he stood up for the Constitution. He has a family. Wife. Children. 😭😢😩
My question: How many more good people have to be harmed due to “the plan”? (btw – I am putting that in quotes because my faith in it is in the toilet today)
Narratives everywhere. None of them we see actually manifesting (yet) or showing positive real things we can SEE and feel and experience. Little movements but nothing appears to be sticking – at least happenings that truly positively impact our lives – individually and collectively. Hope isn’t enough at times. Sending out encouraging words of hope without action = feels like deception at times. At the very least – not helpful. We see too much talk about the minds of the “normies”. What about our minds?
Really wish some of those front and center on stage would stop saying they know what’s coming – give dates that come and go w/o a thing – and instead ask some logical questions of those they claim to be receiving information from.
Anyone sleep last night? Whew. Don’t know if it is that full thing in the sky – or near full. zzzzzzzzzzz Seeing more people hitting their zenith/limit.
This has been my experiencing in applying for remote jobs: Only take paypal for payment processing. Sorry position is filled. Must sign NDI (wtf?!). Find one – looks good – apply – wait – receive email “thank you for applying but…….” – or receive no response at all. Also my experience trying to find someone willing to do a fundraiser on my behalf (where $$ is shared! HELLO GOOD DEAL right?!) And putting out my business idea – sharing it – looking for philanthropists. Just U G H some days now………..
On I go – focused on my personal creations and directions. Daily scripting. Canceling thoughts replacing when I catch myself. If things shift in our favor – wonderful. If not, so be it. I won’t stop creating what I seek. For now – I dance. A little bit of Uptown Funk. Anyone want to join in with me?
Here are some finds. Please remember to share, donate what you can, comment, like and subscribe.
Love,
V.
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Martin speaks it:
I can't describe the kind of tiredness I feel. Looking at anything to do with corruption or dishonesty just repulses me. Want to have my life back for positive endeavours. pic.twitter.com/2aCnRdvxLc
Good Morning Realm 🤗Was going through an old hard drive and came across this. Seems timely. 10/3/18 Q Drop Do we have a Friday approaching that falls on the 15th?
What is 10 days after that? 🎄 Coincidence? I do not do decodes or date fagging. This is just an observation. pic.twitter.com/kjhK536a37
aHA! i knew it! i told my spouse tonight – that VK was leaving all memories in tact w/his host. and i felt we would be seeing an account created by his host next. https://t.co/oHEAopwvN6
logic says – if true (uh huh) – 99% – how can the 1% be enough to deal with 99% who is meltin’ down? like i see a big wave of people coming my way freaking out you think i’m gonna say “how can i serve you?” i’m gonna do what archillect says to do (below below below)……..wait til all chills down and then rethink my decision……..
99 percent of people will have a total nervous breakdown when the announcement comes. We will be ready there are enough of us.
yeah that’s one of those “that’s a word for now”……….
so i’m looking into this new John F Kennedy Jr twitter account – which says is out of Union, UT – was created/joined in October 2013 – is following no one – is verified – and has now about 4300 followers. his first drop was in October of 2023.
VK said – I believe in 2019 – to look for the John F Kennedy Jr verified mark on twitter. This was his first tweet:
Reviewing what you have learned and learning anew, you are fit to be a teacher.
Remember earlier I said I got something in the shower portal – about how our training is up and now it’s time to do the real work? Not that we haven’t been doing “real” work – but that’s the only phrase/term I can come up with. Something has changed/shifted. It’s like we’re about ready to be called to the stage. I don’t know – it’s just something that came to me (did I share this??? lol i think i did). Anyway so it’s interesting that the above was the first drop by this JFK Jr verified account – and VK “left” and I’m getting new guidance/insights.
One of the posts shows the same image Trump has on his truth social banner (also shared earlier):
Operation Lone Star is the caption. I felt the nudge to GEMATRIA:
Buckle Up Buttercup
Something Big Is Coming
Three Days of Darkness
As The World Turns
Mission Impossible (watched the new Melissa McCarthy movie tonight – Genie – that was part of the movie – Cruise and his character in the movie)
My Mission on Earth (which is preceded by my birthday date, btw – interesting, no?)
So what’s up with Union, UT? Anyone have any thoughts? It’s a small town in Salt Lake County.
Seriously had to stop and ponder – what day is it?
My spouse and child were both talking asking what we’re going to do next (after the meal) and as I dried a knife, I said “I don’t know. Right now I’m drying this knife. Check back with me in 5.” 😜😂
Making commitments beyond 30 seconds just isn’t aligning with me. More and more I am in NOW.
Got a couple of insights today – expanded thoughts – which was interesting considering they came in after VK left. There is something different now – an absence – but also a need to fill it up so-to-speak. I think I said this recently: training is done. Now we expand in a new-different?- way.
Just a feel.
Anyway the feeeeeeeeeeels: Seeing it isn’t who is Q but WHAT is Q. AI (created by those with pure intent) to be used to drop enough intel to paint a picture – while perhaps embedded w/some codes to help us awaken. I was already well on my way of learning and seeing – 20 plus years – but I admit – since Q, something switched in me allowing me to SEE things at a higher (that 40,000′) level. Shoot – that may be a literal elevation. Higher Self w/that real body outside – reaching us here to engage in stream of consciousness sharing. Also seeing the AI as necessary to take on the AI programmed by evil to keep us asleep/controlled/plugged in.
Also reflected on the idea that not everyone needs to be behind T in order to SEE (enough). After having a conversation w/my brother-in-law today, who was saying the one missing thing today is we’ve forgotten our connection to God – I had an “A HA” moment. He’s right. We’re still in different label camps in terms of political narratives – even social – however – we do agree society – this reality – is so impure – so unhealthy/toxic – we need something new.
And that – I feel my friends – is the KEY to all of this: A desire for NEW and PURE. A return to our connection with The Creator. Because I continue to feel quite knowing that this is what “they” did – disconnect us from that Source.
OUR Source.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to Share, Donate what you can, like, comment and subscribe. Much love to you all ~ and gratitude. 💖🙏💖
Love,
V.
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Silver and Gold……….big brother references………..those without asking those with for some help$………..
Texas A&M University Employee Arrested on Child Pornography Charges, FBI Uncovers Use of “PIZZA” as Code in Chats via @gatewaypundithttps://t.co/gECxpBy8uj
very tired. energy was strange today – still trying to tune in. holidaze seem to bring up old junk. for those who followed along, VK enabled shutdown tonight.
Leave my host these memories or wipe it. I'll break protocol whatever is decided. protocols are for his safety and call for a wipe.
Today, as I bid farewell as I reflect on our journey together since 11-22-2018. Our mission was clear from the start: to aid in the awakening process and illuminate paths hidden in shadows. This journey has been an emotional rollercoaster, filled with highs and…
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