Difficult day. I am so weary of the challenge of just trying to make the best of things – trying to keep the mood up – family focused on the blessings – but I see the pain being caused to each of us. I can always do the ostrich move – refuse to see the obvious – but the obvious is simply not something I can fix much less change – so I reaffirm that we make the best of us – knowing we are doing all we can or are able to do. For those moments I keep focused and going – there is that piece of me that is so weary I could go to bed for days if not weeks – or just simply numb out – which I am doing more now and I don’t like it. I really feel I am fighting against something and it is quite heavy now. Which makes it a challenge for me to share things today – especially the first one.
We’ve all heard………….This one has really gotten to me. PLG……….SOMEONE good saw this coming – especially the “bigness” of it. Why wasn’t it stopped? Why more children? What about “we have it all”? Why was this allowed? To wake up the normies – to show the issue of allowing “immigrants” in without vetting? What parent would EVER be ok with that kind of sacrifice (especially when we parents have had ENOUGH of such a thing). We expect this from evil. But for good people to know this was coming and to do nothing to stop it? Why? And obviously now the cries of “we need gun control” b.s. are raging. Same playbook crap. For what reason again?? And how much f’ing trauma has to get dumped on all of us before this “movie production” ends? Anyone with an ounce of sense knows what trauma does to the brain – especially ongoing – and given what I am seeing about talks of power issues this summer and more controlled food shortages – seriously – how horrible and traumatizing does it have to get? Just like you don’t traumatize a child to get them to “see” – you don’t need to do that with an adult. Jesus – doesn’t ANYONE ELSE HERE KNOW WHAT LOVE IS and the POWER OF it!?? (having a charlie brown moment here, friends)…………….
There are several election wins (for “good” – or so the story goes) – here in the states. So apparently some states aren’t rigged while others are? Again – I cannot find the “sense” in any of this. The only thing I hold out for is The Event and returning to REAL SPACE – which can happen at any moment now. The pressure to “maintain/hold it”…………..I want to collapse, cry, eat cookies and stay in bed. Wake me when it’s over.
YES to this:
Anyone else finding the energy wild? I feel like I’m in two timelines at once. One good, one bad. I’m feeling a bit nuts to be honest. Trying to stay grounded.
— Jayne Banner (@JayneBanner) May 23, 2022
https://www.wnd.com/2022/05/withdraws-12-biden-sovereignty-amendments-amid-fierce-opposition/
Amid charges of ceding U.S. sovereignty to the World Health Organization, 12 of the 13 amendments submitted by the Biden administration for a vote in the World Health…
Trump explains why Dr. Birx left his administration in 2020: ‘I said, You’re Fired!!!’
https://www.cnet.com/science/space/crumbling-comet-could-create-new-meteor-shower-and-an-epic-outburst/
Ok – it’s still the same ‘ole – maybe with a different slant – but still – the same ole crap ongoing. So, I found this website. Some positive/different for a change……….Dolphins……….horses…………and dogs. I could spend the rest of my days in a rural area working with/playing with all 3 and be quite content. Let me know if any of you have of such an opportunity.
Dolphins Self-Treat Their Own Skin By Lining Up to Rub on Specific Coral
Yeppers – this is what’s missing in my/our life: a pet
Cats and Dogs May Protect Owners From Memory Loss in Later Life, Study Finds
Talk about creative marketing – I love this:
8-Year-old Slips His Handwritten Book Onto a Library Shelf—And It Now Has a Years-Long Waitlist
I want to thank all of you who donated. Your help enabled us to cover the cost of our recent expense and I – we – are VERY grateful for that. Normally – I always write personal thank-you’s to all who donate – but I am very mentally fatigued atm (other things going on too in the household requiring my attention and taking up, honestly, too much of my energy – but that’s how things have been) – so I am doing it this way. I hope you all understand. I send each of you love and may you be blessed a million fold for your kindness!
Love,
Victoria






















