After another week of trying to reinvent myself – attempting to do some crafts – or playing the piano – even making up a new tune – only to be left with this sense of absolute boredom and then depression as I thought “done it – need new”. I hate this feeling. I deeply deeply cannot withstand feeling this any longer.
So I thought – what is my vision of happiness. This came through me – easily – and I share and ask you to join in with me and do the same – then collectively we can bring in our individual visions of what we TRULY WANT for ourselves – quickly and easily.
Now would be good. Right absolutely NOW.
My eyes gather tears as I write this. It is a vision that creates a longing so deep and so powerful that nothing other than what I see can soothe the longing. I can smell the air as I typed this. I can see and hear the ocean. I feel the power of our magestic house I have seen for so long – sitting there – waiting for us. I can feel the dirt on the road and hear the rustle of the pine needle branches softly dancing with the wind. I can SEE it. I can frigging see it SO EASILY. Say “HOME” and all of this immediately and instantly comes to me – right there – so close. SO DAMN CLOSE. I’ve been seeing it for almost 20 years – each detail growing as the years here have passed. I have pictures of the house and property here and there that I look at regularly. I have phrases and words throughout the house – intentions – all that I look at and regulary.
This right here – THIS is it.
i want to sleep – i want to get up when i feel like it – i want to have easy meal prep – i want to look outside at the sunshine and know my beach is just a 5 minute walk. i want to see my 5 acres pine forest around my property. i want to soak in my huge tub or go for a walk on the beach then come back and soak in my outdoor mineral pool – all natural, build into the rocks on the property. then i want to pick fruit off of one of my many fruit trees and bushes. then use my hoverboard and go into town – check out some local music at the one club – maybe get a meal at the one mom and pop type restaurant i’ve seen. hang with real people – real friends – invite them all back to our place – kids too – and have an outdoor firepit and watch the amazing night skies – the REAL universe – and smile as i watch my girl show her friends her horse – the kids laughing with one another – and give my nod of approval when they ask if they can take the horses to the beach for a beautiful summer stroll.
I woke up this morning feeling that anxiety thing and chose to change it. I had to work at it – but I got there. I’m doing things – differently – now. Anyway, once calm/clarity came, I had these numbers go through my mind. Numbers – for me – are calming. They always have been to my autist mind. And while I despise now balancing checkbooks and the like, I really like these gematria’s and numerology. It feels like I’m figuring out a puzzle and for whatever reason(s), doing so soothes my mind.
So I began thinking of the number 56 – which Sister D has been telling me she began seeing in a crazy intense way the past couple of weeks. At first I thought 56 = 11. But then I thought – there’s more.
Then I thought of the last 17 drop: DURHAM. Then I thought of the term “THE END”.
Then I thought – add up the numbers associated with each letter (a = 1, b = 2, etc. etc. – most know this but I don’t want to assume). Anyway, so I lay there in bed and counted and added the numbers to Durham: 56.
Then I did the same for The End: 65.
56. 65.
Mirror.
Durham = The End.
Given the convos I am having – every single one of us is now officially “done”. I am also finished saying “I want to…………” It is now I AM.
And speaking of numbers – we have this cool plant out back – Jack in the Pulpit. They flower late spring/early summer. We count every year how many we have. This year is the most ever: 9.
On August 6, 2011, a U.S. Boeing CH-47 Chinook military helicopter was shot down while transporting a quick reaction force attempting to reinforce an engaged unit of Army Rangers in Wardak province, west of Kabul, Afghanistan. With 38 people killed on board, it was the largest single-day loss of life in naval special warfare history and the largest single-day loss of life during the war in Afghanistan.
The events that unfolded that night are commonly referred to as Extortion 17, the call sign for the helicopter transporting the special operations personnel. It also became one of the most devastating death tolls of the U.S. Special Operations Forces.
President of European Pharma Giant charged for falsifying COVID Vaccination Record & purchasing fake Vaccine Passport – The Expose
Spanish police carried out an investigation – Operation Jenner – which uncovered a vast network of celebrities and “elites” who paid money to have their names fraudulently entered into the National Immunisation Register, despite refusing to be vaccinated. One of the “elites” was Jose Maria Fer..
Tonight and tomorrow night chance of seeing a meteor storm.
ALL OR NOTHING!!! IS THE MAY 30 METEOR STORM OUR 7 DAY WARNING TO PENTECOST RAPTURE? – YouTube
ALL OR NOTHING!!! IS THE MAY 30 METEOR STORM OUR 7 DAY WARNING TO PENTECOST RAPTURE?Source video There could be a brand new meteor shower visible on Mondayht…
F/F today…………..Lincoln, NB – remember how yesterday NASCAR focused on President Lincoln? Back and forth this war goes………….I still feel not all see the full ending – that “something else” comes and those needing to SEE go to this “middle” space……….
Pretty sure arrests have been ongoing…….But we ALL want to SEE that proof for ALL TO SEE WITHOUT ANY DENIABILITY……….
YellowRoseForTexas@YellowRoseForTexas
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Message: “Start Me Up” by Rolling Stones; followed by RRN latest article – Military wants mass arrests now, tired of waiting.
Of course, the reason it was done this way is they had to do it without triggering civil war. Boy oh boy if “Bill and Ted” scooped the movie ending I’m gonna laugh!
Understand though, these are high up in the dome. Most of the ‘star field background’ is just scenery and not real. The objects you’re viewing aren’t that big. It is a mechanism that has to line up to unlock us.
Just remembering I had a dream this morning…………….saw T, Jr. and Melania but only spoke with Melania………….I was in a conference type room and there was a lot of activity. I remembered after listening to the opening of San’s read…………..
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Heat death = solar flash/event/emit. The new world is our “return to real space”. The light = our reconnection to Universe/God (along w/the disconnect from “them” and their programs)………….The very first dream I had of “Home” – some 15/17 years ago – before I knew of ANY of this – it was early summer and I felt we had just arrived at this new home of ours. The energy was one of pure peace and contentment and it was everywhere. The total absense of evil/fear.
We are going to show you a new world.
Those who are blind will soon see the light.
A beautiful brave new world lies ahead.
We take this journey together.
One step at a time.
WWG1WGA!
Q 2450
As always, I wanted to vet. In doing so, I see he shared this one as well……Time for us to leave (and them behind)…………
I also decided to gematria DEEP TIME (a 77 in simple gematria):
Timeline
DNA Changes Ahead
Infinite
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I don’t know anyone who drinks this sheot. And speaking honestly: coffee (caffeine) is a drug designed to get people addicted to neeeeed it in order to function. I can’t use it – it always charged me up too much so I learned other ways to get me going/keep me going. As for this video: I’d say don’t get the small – instead don’t pay ridiculous amounts of money for something you can make at home. Another suggestion: consider an alternative to get you through the day/up and going. Hydration (caffeine/coffee dehydrates you). A brisk walk. Stretching. Movement. Or – a shower. That’s my morning “coffee”.
President Lincoln’s letter of condolence was delivered to Lydia Bixby on November 25, 1864, and was printed in the Boston Evening Transcript and Boston Evening Traveller that afternoon.[1][2][3] The following is the text of the letter as first published:[a][1]
Executive Mansion,
Washington, Nov. 21, 1864.
Dear Madam,
I have been shown in the files of the War Department a statement of the Adjutant General of Massachusetts that you are the mother of five sons who have died gloriously on the field of battle.
I feel how weak and fruitless must be any words of mine which should attempt to beguile you from the grief of a loss so overwhelming. But I cannot refrain from tendering to you the consolation that may be found in the thanks of the Republic they died to save.
I pray that our Heavenly Father may assuage the anguish of your bereavement, and leave you only the cherished memory of the loved and lost, and the solemn pride that must be yours to have laid so costly a sacrifice upon the altar of Freedom.
Yours, very sincerely and respectfully,
A. Lincoln.
And today is John F. Kennedy’s birthday.
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This morning my mate got up early to watch the INDY 500. He had some interesting intel to share. First, there are 33 cars. Masonic. Secondly, a giant green snake image appeared in the pre-race show which then lead to a Rave type pit called The Snake Pit. Truth right there in our face. The parasites (snakes, serpants, dragons, etc.) who feed off the people in their little pit.
The green snake aligns with an image Rose captured and shared on her youtube community page. I chose not to share it because I wanted something else to add to it.
The Red spectrum shows hell and the Jail images, its the lower frequency. The snake is busy eating, its doing its job. It is showing a type of antenna or whiskers. I don’t know, looks a bit thin for horns, what’s your opinion? Remember, this object is not as large as science claims.
Snake sent in after a bad operator. haha He’s caught.
And as we remember, T reading the woman and the snake poem a few years ago – then he started reading it again this year. He’s telling us the truth. It appears we are using their creations to destroy their own. Remember the mirror technique. It’s being used for our exit out.
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Did I already share this? I finally decided to give it a listen. I woke up a couple of weeks ago with that madonna song “True Love” going through my mind. NOT a madonna fan (now that is) and that song always rather annoyed me so I didn’t know why I was hearing it. Then I heard it on the radio days later. And now? I see this one by San………….I know what this indicates as I have been feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling that inner passion coming up – after ignoring it and even berating it in recent years due to pain/disappointment.
Then there’s this one. I captured this twice this year – totally unknowingly at the time – but I realized this week, going through my photos on my phone, I took the picture and captured the object on the 22nd of January and the 22nd of February. As ya’ll know – 22 is my big go-to number so I found it very interesting.
Important to archive. Above & next drops have high probability of shutting down /pol/. It is being safeguarded for these transmissions but not 100% secure. Who owns /pol/? Why is this platform being used? What recent events almost occurred re: /pol/? Why is this relevant?
Stay alert in main US cities (DC), sporting events, and other conservative gatherings.
Repeat.
Stay alert in main US cities (DC), sporting events, and other conservative gatherings.
More false flags imminent.
ELECTIONS (TUES) no longer matter at this stage.
Snow White. Godfather III. Above will have context as news unfolds. Summarize and paint the picture. Critical. Q
I typed in Project and automatically what came up first was Project Deep Dream – so it is trending. People are looking. It’s an AI. And pretty sure they’re telling us we’re in a computer simulation run by an AI. We wake up to STAND. Got something yesterday in the shower portal. There is no self battle. THERE NEVER HAS BEEN. We aren’t battling our mind. Our heart’s are not battling our minds. We are battling “them” (evil).
Google’s program popularized the term (deep) “dreaming” to refer to the generation of images that produce desired activations in a trained deep network, and the term now refers to a collection of related approaches.
17 drops with DEEP DREAM:
4516, 799, 166 & 165. References to Twitter. Jason Bourne. We know Jason Bourne was a mind-controlled assassin for the cee eye aye (in the movie series).
I’ve shared this one before – good to revisit to remind us what was said that day on live television. We are not waiting for the military. They’ve been busy all along……….
2. The US Military has been in control of OUR GOVERNMENT
since
January 20, 2021.
3. “We will have a peaceful transition to —>#MilitaryPower”
by
General#WilliamWalker, Commanding General of the#NationalGuard’s 25,000 soldiers positioned in Washington DC on January 18, 2021
Major General William Walker Talks about a “Peaceful Transition to Military Power”
Major General William Walker tells George Stephanopoulos that he is proud of the National Guardsmen “who have come to help … with a peaceful transition to military power.” Oops! Why didn’t he say Biden Administration?
>>2325405 No, the truth was not revealed (yet). FISA didn’t have much impact to be honest or there is still something missing to it, which reveals the whole truth.
>>2326287 FISA = START. FISA = IMMEDIATE CONF OF ILLEGAL ACTS RE: SIGNERS. FISA = IMMEDIATE CONF START OF HUSSEIN SPY CAMPAIGN TO RIG AN ELECTION WAS BASED ON FALSE INFO. FISA = IMPLICATES HRC / D PARTY AS FEEDERS OF FALSE INFO W/ THE INTENT OF SECURING MSM + BLAST/INSURANCE. FISA = IMPLICATES SENIOR MEMBERS OF UK MI5/6/SIS, US INTEL, WH, FVEY, R PARTY (CONGRESS/SENATE) OF KNOWN CORRUPTION IN EFFORT TO RETAIN POWER AND RIG ELECTION + SAFEGUARD EVENT(S) BY POLITICAL KILL TO ACT WHILE IN POWER GIVEN MSM FAKE PUSH RUSSIA NAR. FISA = TIES MSM HEADS (TV/BEHIND/CORP) TO D PARTY OTHER FOREIGN HEADS OF STATE IN CO-OP STRATEGY. FISA BRINGS DOWN THE HOUSE. FOIA DOES NOT INCLUDE FISA. DECLAS BY POTUS KEY PARTS THAT FACTUALLY DEMONSTRATE THE ‘DIRTY’ ‘FAKE’ DOSSIER WAS USED AS PRIMARY SOURCE TO SECURE HIGHEST LEVEL OF INTEL SPYING ON PRIMARY REPUBLICAN OPPONENT (+POST ELECTION (INTEL ASSETS FOR/DOM SPYING ON THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES)) FOR THE OFFICE OF THE PRESIDENCY OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. LOGICAL THINKING. PUBLIC AWARENESS – FISA/SPYING FOUNDATION BUILT HUBER. NO SPELLING ERRORS INTENDED – MOBILE / UNKNOWN IF ABOVE. Q
I’d heard a couple of years ago that
Elon Musk built the Border Wall with Tesla Tech,
& that STARLINK is also Tesla
as are the CovFeFe boxes for the 5G Towers
as are the Med Beds
& the Maglev Trains in the D.U.M.B.S & tunnels
connecting all continents
as are the antigravitics, etc. etc. —
All made possible by Tesla Tech
that was stolen & used by deep state demons
but is now being restored to Humanity
for whom he intended it.
So exciting 🙏🌎🌸
Ukraine is near Economic collapse
they’ve got no fuel left..
This is THE END
as the CEO of BlackRock said.
Their 30 years to get their NWO up
has been shot in the foot by Putin..
Putin is a White Hat
So is Elon Musk..
STARLINK is several things:
STARLINK is SDI worldwide
Star Wars Defense Initiative.
They could launch EVERY MISSILE ON EARTH
& STARLINK COULD TAKE OUT
EVERY NUCLEAR WARHEAD
BEFORE IT COULD EVER GET ANYWHERE.
It wouldn’t get 50 seconds out of the barrel
& would be VAPORIZED with STARLINK.
Also,
they can flip a switch now
& transfer the ENTIRE INTERNET into STARLINK
& into the servers for it..
ALL THE DARK WEB
& ALL of the information:
of the children being trafficked
the weapons, drugs,
the auctions, people doing the auctions
the snuff stuff..
They’ve already entirely analyzed the dark web.
Elon Musk turned it over to Durham
THAT’S what the Durham report is
along with HBiden’s laptop
ALL OF THE DIRT
ON EVERYONE 💥
I had that thought yesterday as well – and as I share this I NEVER take away from the idea that this below may be false. However – we know how “they” work – and we know we are definitely watching a movie (how often remains to be known) – so this is absolutely possible – and I pray it is so………
Here's the real big " Matrix " question. How do any of you know that the below "victims" are actual real people? What If they are computer generated identies and the whole mass shooting story is bogus? Can you prove they are real? Feelings/emotion cloud judgment. pic.twitter.com/6u9kwtFFFH
How did an 18 year old living with his grandmother have 2 BRAND NEW Daniel Defense AR15 rifles, worth almost $5000, plus ammo, plus optics with body armor AND a $70,000 F250 pickup? What about his therapist who specializes in hypnosis? What is project D E E P D R E A M?
So Lincoln and Kennedy have a lot of very interesting similarities. No coincidences. How does Ivanka fit in? I read once where she requested Lincoln’s bedroom during T’s inauguration. And then I found this – Arabella. Time travel is how we are winning ~ and pretty sure Ivanka is part of that tech. show. Who is really who – and where did they all come from – and when?
I had to gematria I TOLD YOU SO (155 in simple gematria):
Hello from the future
Mighty Mouse (i did some comms on that a few years ago – when i was asked, at age 5, who i wanted to be when i grew up – i said “mighty mouse”. destroyer of evil. savior for humanity. at the time i had found a video of Trump singing the theme to the Mighty Mouse show. i am not able to find it online now – surprise surprise. however – i was able to find the piece i wrote about it – and yes, the video has been blocked from being viewed in “my country”.)
Ok – never mind – I realized the quote was TOLD YOU SO. I decided to leave the above though – esp. the info on mighty mouse – for fun. Moving on……….
