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I deeply need for this whatever it is that’s taking place to wrap up. This quest for freedom. Feels to me when we assert our boundaries further whether seen or unseen, those seeking to continue control amp it up for another swipe. I felt this energetically this morning….then saw it when I received my insurance and water bills – both of them jumping up – quite significantly. Water bill jumped up 3% in one area, 15% in another and over 4% in another (they add on all sorts of ridiculous taxes which they call “fees” so the city can get away with it and one of those taxes is to fix our roads which we have been paying on that for about 12 years and the roads are worse than ever). Insurance bill jumped up too. Every damn 6 months it does – corporate increases which they pass on to me.
I drove around once again going within to find some peace and answers. I don’t know where else to “go” and even if I did I don’t have that kind of money to get there. Today’s rental prices – everywhere I look – are insane – literally – insane. Then take into consideration first, last and deposit. Hence, the growing homeless population.
So I found no peace nor did I find answers in my drive. I did hear Floyd’s “Comfortably Numb” come onto the radio and said “nope – I will not go numb nor will I listen to this music any longer that was created by people who sold out” which stinks as I love their music.
How long can this unsustainable b.s. continue? The homeless need to unite and fight back. The poor. Those most victimized – UNITE. Around here people are too pacified. They approve every tax increase, speak out of their overly-educated minds somehow forgetting their HueManity. Our city council is horrid and yet the people continue to vote in the same idiots who waste money solve nothing of substance and feed the mouth of the big university system.
Anyway….today was just an energetic day of blah and getting nailed again by “da man” for more $$ out of my pocket pushed on me far too hard. How am I to EVER get ahead?! How am I to actually heal my body with the things I wish to do when something “out there” (da man) comes along and says “Not so fast. I’ll take that money there missy for my already over inflated budget and bank account”.
I am upset over this. I am done with it and I keep saying this. I create my own reality? REALLY? IN WHAT WAY? I’m done with this “control your reaction” nonsense. What does that do to eliminate any of the unnecessary suffering imposed by the system of control and pay to live? It makes for a complacent, always allowing society who sit back and watches the theft continue. That is not who i am OR Who I Am.
Perhaps an area with yellow vest peeps is where I need to “go”. Some answers…..open door….SOMETHING pretty awesome to help me in moving “forward”. The “no’s” have had their way long enough in my life.
Love,
Victoria
