Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

Last Night’s Dream and a Reflection

 

Life is feeling very precious right now.  I feel as though I am in a place of mourning, resting and also in a holding pattern of getting ready to say good bye to all that once was.  Like being on a very very long holiday.

Some “I wish I had” stuff is coming up and I’m allowing it all.  This is not the first time I have had this experience but it is feeling deeper and more intense.  More authentic.

I had another dream where I was having energy in my spine activated.  It was all voluntary.  There were many other Being’s there – not all were opting to have this done.  I walked up to a man who had quite the accent.  He was very knowledgeable and had a sense of purpose.  He took my right hand and at the tip of my finger (middle) he made it possible for this grayish substance to come out of me.  (I was not sure what it was – upon awakening I thought to the movie matrix and the grayish goo – all I know was I felt quite the relief when it came out of my finger.)  He then ran his hands up my spine – just once – pausing at each energy point – and wow – did that feel great.  Light.  Release.  HUGE release.  He then put a tent over me – kind of like a sensory deprivation tent – which at first i thought “nooooo claustrophobia” but the experience was pleasant – and very peaceful.  I stayed in it only for a brief period before I removed it – happy and energetic and wanting to go help those still in the room.

Then I woke up.

I have continued to feel this “something is about to happen-break free – change” off and on for awhile but wow is it palpable and intense now.

The need to let go of it ALL – right there in my heart.  It feels as though this is just going to all end – not a gradual fade away but abruptly.  Not in a violent way – not at all.  Just one moment all is as it is now – chaotic and overwhelming – then the next moment, it’s just done.  And all that matters is each other and love.

So now, today, I am going to hold my family close.  I am snuggling with my girl – holding her close.  Doing some fun crafty things.  Playing in the pool.  And just fully relishing in each moment – finding the connections – the heart connections.  Letting it soothe me – awaken me – ground me.

Have a beautiful one, everyone.

Victoria

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Kp Message 7-20-18… “Allowing the Universe to Unfold”

 

editor’s note:  forgot to post this.  remembered again.  feeeeeeeeeeeeeling this one.

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There are a large number of energetic outbreaks going on right now. Individually, collectively, cosmically… At least I hope that’s what I’m sensing right now…

I feel that my life path is at a stopping point, maybe a resting point. There’s been no draw or movement or pull to do “energy work” or anything like that. It’s also like I’m sensing “I need to be moving”, but have no sense about “where”, or “when”, or “how”.

It’s almost like I’m done with this planet. Maybe I’ll be moving to another one.

I honestly don’t feel like moving, though… anywhere. I just want to remain where I am, feed the birds and my chicken, pet Mira, walk with Mira, and stay away from all the humans that are so NOT awake.

So who knows where all this will go. We shall allow the Universe to unfold itself before my eyes.

Aloha, Kp

 

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The event 2018. Going home. Music is the translation of love. 85 views 14 0 SHARE

 

editor’s note:  so beautiful.  and very much needed.  music does soothe the soul.  i listened to quite a bit earlier this evening.  this one is just a huge hug for the heart.  enjoy.  (to see the lyrics, click on the “you tube” icon w/in the video to go to her page – in the comment section she shares the lyrics.  they are quite profound.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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Published on Jul 21, 2018

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Word of the day: Frustration!!

 

as i sit here contemplating this day – where a piece of the mower broke off (it’s only 2 years) and where my computer keyboard is having keys that are sticking and where the computer i was gifted turns out to have memory that is over half less of what i have now – and i am at max capacity w/this one – so i have put out feelers to borrow a keyboard until i have the money to buy one to just attach and continue to milk this one along….where my mate has fallen off his bike and my little one took 2 spills yesterday….

where all is still ok and yet it isn’t, you know?

i am grateful we are ok and have what we have….

and yet i am internally strongly feeling quite done and continue to be DONE with this whole game. this lie.  this, this realm of shit.

and the voice nudging me to hurry and finish up this piece and link it up because i don’t know how much longer the keyboard on this laptop will hold up – which is true – and yet again, you know?

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it is almost 5pm.  i haven’t a clue what to fix for dinner.  nothing sounds good.  no.  thing.  i want new.  i feel i continue to get squeezed to push away this realm – so fine, i let it go.  i have no issues in doing that.

but fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

i need new to come along in its place.

yesterday.

thank you.

is that asking for too much?  lol

so ok enough of that…………i had more programs become present in my awareness.  the “excuse me” when one sneezes or burps.  or passes gas.

programming.

why should i or any of us offer up this shame-based “woops” when it is a common noise our bodies naturally exhibit?  we may as well be saying “oh i am so sorry for being human.”  it’s as ridiculous as apologizing for the noise our feet make when we walk across the floor.

so we will no longer be engaged in that program.

one last note – i had a dream last night where i feel it was a part of me – perhaps – the energy felt very familiar – activated the energy in my lower spine, which allowed me to float and filled me up with such beautiful love that flowed around my heart like the most perfect manna i could bathe in.

love,

victoria

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FBI Chief Threatens To Quit If Trump Invites Russian Agents To US (VIDEO)

 

Posted on  by True Pundit Staff

FBI Chief Christopher Wray dismissed Russian President Vladimir Putin’s offer for US law enforcement agents to travel to Russia and interview the subjects of last week’s DOJ indictment, saying “that’s not high on our list of investigative techniques“ during a Q&A with CNN’s Lester Holt at the Aspen Security Forum.

He also threatened to quit if President Trump were to override him and insist on indulging Putin’s request to have Russian agents interview Michael McFaul, the ambassador to Russia during the Obama administration – after Sarah Huckabee Sanders said the administration was open to the request.

Asked by Holt if he’d ever threatened to quit, Wray said, “I’m a low-key understated guy but that should not be mistaken for what my spine if made of — so I’ll just leave it at that.”

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