As long time readers/friends of my work know – I do not align with unsolicited advice. Â I have had a practice of reminding myself to hold space and ask what the person needs or if I can do something for them to help. Â If not, I keep my thoughts to myself. Â Well, I certainly try to. Â I could improve on this!
At this moment, more than ever before, I feel the words below are very important. Â The experience here is exhausting now. Â And those tools, some days, simply don’t work as they once did. Â Letting go is a challenge at times. Â I employed it earlier and I felt these little energetic knives coming my way each time I said “let it go”. Â I can let go of my frustration at having my right to shop for food denied the way I am accustomed to because I cannot wear a mask – until it is time for me to decide “ok how am I going to get food and where”.
How does one find ongoing peace when in prison? Â I reflect if that ability is partly due to ones personality and energetic imprint. Â I want my full freedom. Â That is just who I am. Â Staying in that neutral and or all is well space for long periods just does not align with the Truth of that inner need/desire for Freedom. Â I am an intense, driven Energy Being who knows what she wants and don’t like to have that experience contained in ANY way.
The striking back coming at this experience now by whatever/whoever these invisible entities are is palpable. Perhaps not all feel this. Â Many do. Â For now….I hold space for myself and for all of us who are feeling the blow back going on. Â If any of you need anything, just ask.
Love,
Victoria
