How are ya’ll feeling today?

Sleep was a challenge again last night.  I woke up frustrated after a few hours of sleep and kept hearing thoughts in my mind.  Songs too.  I went within and intuitively began dismissing everything playing in my brain.  Just another narrative.  Cut the programming.  That quieted things and I was able to return to sleep.

Those outer tools are all within and that is what I continue to “get” is the most important to do atm.  What else do I have?  Having the experience of being cut off from most everything now – that’s all I have – the one tool – My inner spidey sense.  And I continue to Intend and ENFORCE FREEDOM….A return to Organic Creation…..the “real world”…..I strongly feel:  FREEDOM or bust.  I will NOT be controlled or used or looshed anymore and ever again.

ANONUP is down – again.  The admin is not saying anything on twitter yet.  I had some good finds to share from the site – and I will do that once the site is up and running again.  But here are some other goodies in the interim.

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As I continue to say – don’t get complacent with these “reopenings” when all who were involved in shutting us down are guilty of violating our Constitutional Rights – Our Basic Human rights throughout the realm.

Wyoming Governor to Lift Mask Mandate, Reopen Restaurants, Bars, Theaters, Gyms to Full Capacity on March 16

RNC Tells Trump Attorneys to Shove It – They Will Continue to Use Trump’s Name to Fundraise and Have Every Right to – Update: President Trump responded within hours

LIVESTREAM VIDEO: Michigan Attorney Matthew DePerno and Witness Mellissa Carone Speak on Election Investigations at Undisclosed Michigan Location — 6:00 PM ET

Good actors playing stupid really well…

“The Guy That Runs That Outfit Over There” – Joe Biden Forgets the Name of the Pentagon and Name of His Secretary of Defense (VIDEO)

Gab Hacked Again – Group Apparently Linked to Angry Trans Activist and DDoSecrets

Bill Gates Collaborated with China Firm BGI Genomics that Was Caught Mining Americans’ Data

Confirmed: FBI Hired Known Drug Addict Stefan Halper to Set Up and Bring Down the President of the United States and Anyone Connected to Him

“Unknown” reasons…..

President Trump Back in the ‘Big Apple’ for First Time Since 2020

Psaki Says Biden to Give His First Primetime National Address to… Commemorate the One-Year Anniversary of the Covid Shutdown (VIDEO)

BREAKING: 12 States Sue Biden For Executive Order Assigning ‘Social Cost’ To Carbon Emissions

EXCLUSIVE: Wife of Antifa Activist LEAKS Medical Records of Trump Supporter with Cancer

LinkedIn Profile Seems to Confirm Allegations Made in ItalyGate

Exclusive: More Than 432,000 Votes Removed From Trump in Pennsylvania, Data Scientists Say

Death toll rises to 98 after series of blasts at Equatorial Guinea military base

https://www.zerohedge.com/covid-19/assad-syrian-first-lady-test-positive-coronavirus

Speaking of going within (Sister D passed this one along to me):

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W H A T is this 3D REALITY?

* Breaking through the MA-Trix *

Dear fellow travellers…

When you consider life and ALL that it is, you may wonder what in fact is our True reality. What is it all about and how do we understand what is the right path to take, in order to ascend above the chaos and find enlightenment.

It is indeed a BIG question that many may spend their entire lives, seeking the answer to.

Consider then for a moment, that this place we call home and many refer to as the Ma-trix or inverted reality, may indeed have many complex layers. Layers that are purposefully hidden from you, in order to achieve the ultimate agenda of ‘behind the scenes’ controllers. Of distracting you.

Suppose you were a powerful and clever Pirate with a bounty of magnificent, exquisite, priceless treasure. A treasure so great that you could rule the world for all time to come. Yet it wasn’t their Treasure and they could never really know it’s precious wealth. But others could. Wouldn’t you want to hide it, in the very last place that anyone would look for it. The ‘very’ last place that a person would expect.

Wouldn’t you also design a treasure map so wild, so full of fascinating distractions and hidden traps and false information and tricks, that people would get tripped up along the way, waylaid by the pretty, but false jewels dropped along the path like little bird crumbs – in order to keep seekers from finding the TRUE treasure. Irresistible, sparkling jewel drops that seemed irrevocably real, but were just there to take you off the True path that would lead you to this hidden Treasure. A wealth beyond conception. Beyond belief. Limitless. Far more precious than all the jewels in the Kingdom. Hidden from you.

If a supposed highly intelligent malignant entity or entities, could create such a reality as that which we currently find ourselves existing within – is it then also possible, that this same force, could create realities within realities. Multiple layers within this supposed Ma-trix reality?

It’s a question to ponder, is it not?

If a force had such an intelligence, that we as humans, with our currently limited use of exponential intelligence, could not fathom – then this could indeed be possible. Don’t you think?

So having said that, if it’s a possibility that layers of this reality could exist without our knowledge, then it’s also possible that versions of enlightenment as we know it and how people feel they experience it – could in fact be other created layers of this same inverted reality.

That those who worship God’s, Goddesses, Deities, Channel other-worldly beings, read Tarot, use Hallucinogenic substances, Channel Archangels and Galactic beings, use Tantric practices, follow Repeating Numbers, seek Chakra attuning, call in Higher Angelic beings, practice Witchcraft, use Incantations and Spells, have Reincarnation beliefs, toss Ruins and Message sticks, follow New Age beliefs, seek Past Lives, Chant words and Spells, call in Ascended Master’s, follow Spirit Guides, Pyschic messages, believe in Twin Flames, Spiritual Enlightenment and the myriad of other things people are drawn to – may in fact be layers of the same Ma-trix reality. Not separate. Not higher states of consciousness or enlightenment or separation from this existence. Is that possible?

Perhaps these have just been put in place as wonderful and clever distractions for us. Something to in fact Guide us away from what is of paramount importance. To take us off track and have you believe that you are “on track”, becoming enlightened. Ascending this limited existence. Becoming more than this reality.

If ALL these layers existed. If they were indeed just further layers of the same locked reality, in order to provide a false sense of enlightenment, of ascension, of having broken through the false reality – then what is R E A L. How does one, exit this “reality” as we know it? That’s another BIG question.

The answer is something you may have already heard before, many times. It is so simple, that you may have overlooked it or believed it to be not very important. Just another ‘thing’ to do. Or something to find quietude.

It’s Y O U. That’s it. Really. Simply You.

In order to transcend that which is shown outside of you. That which appears to you as reality. That which many feel they are locked into and others spend a great deal of time and thought, trying to break out of. You need to go WITHIN.

It’s the answer to everything.

By going within, to the part of you that holds the Universal answers to ALL that exists, to ALL that you are, to ALL that is – you break through the thought bonds that hold you to this reality.

That doesn’t mean that you do nothing else but meditate or be still. You still need to look after your Earthly vessel. You still need to connect to Nature and ground to Mother Gaia. You still need to connect. But it is where your store-house of information resides. For YOU. Everything you will ever need to know, sits there within you. Awaiting your inner-standing. Awaiting YOU. Your acknowledgment. Your presence.

It is here that you will find the nourishment your SOUL needs. It is here where you find your quietude. Your PEACE. Where you will find YOU. All the answers to your journey. To your questions. ALL reside within you. The Universe is there. The entire Universe.

So, if you are questioning your path. Go within. By seeking information from others, from external practices and rituals – you are following a path of others. By listening to ALL that is unfolding on the world stage, you are committing to your 3D version of reality. By seeking answers from those around you, you are receiving information from their beliefs and reality. Not yours. Theirs.

You can continue searching O U T there for that which you seek. Your heart seeks. Or you can turn within. And find Peace. “The space in between thought”. That is the KEY. Be Love.

You are the Creator you seek. Your Heart. Love. The GOD resides within you. The Chalice is YOU. The Holy Grail, The Sacred Oil, The Path to Enlightenment. ALL you. Do you see?

The choice is A L W A Y S yours.

Sometimes we have to go round and around in large circles, before we find ourselves spiralling back turning inwards, towards the centre once more – back home, to ourselves.

We are it. Y O U are It.

Breaking FREE can be as simple as not following the “paths and scripts – Out there”.

You are already F R E E. Sovereign. Of GOD.

It’s a journey sweet souls and sometimes we take the long windy road, because that is enticing with it’s sense of adventure, the unknown and other times we find a less travelled road. A road we take because something from inside ourselves, draws us down that path. Something calling us.

What is calling Y O U?

Much Love

Rowena Coulsby

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Anyone else wondering where you are now?  I haven’t been able to feel stable/grounded today.  This whole “whatever it is playing out experience” has gone to another level of ridiculous and I feel more detached.  Is that possible?  Sleep last night was off even though I drifted into a nice cbd/magnesium supported sleep only to wake up an hour or so later – agitated and shaking.  WTfrig?  I went within – and got nothing.  NOTHING.  I reached within and up and out to Source/Divine.  NOTHING.  I grabbed a big crystal – placed it under my pillow.  Did the same – NOTHING.  I could not comfort myself or find center – so I just let myself BE.  Eventually I returned to sleep.  Slept in fits.  When it was time to get out of bed for the day, I said “nope – staying here” and tried to rest/sleep for an hour or two.

Nope.  Not happening.  So I got out of bed and just tried to “do” whatever this is I am doing.  My body felt sloppy and didn’t want to function properly.  After dinner I tried to rest and nap for an hour – slept in fits – lightly.  So what the H is going on now?  For a visual I feel like this:

Everywhere I look now – I see chaos.  I see things that don’t align.  I see things not making sense.  I see a variety of responses and a variety of “scenes” here.  As brother Rick said tonight (and I think he’s spot on) – something about a lot of experiences each person is having/participating in.  (I may have completely missed his point – I am just flatlined today mentally.)  I am left within feeling empty, without attachment, have (as Sister D said today) no clue what I am doing.

The whole “not feeling attached to a thing – not even myself” is new and strange.  Am I allowing or steering the vehicle?  What the H do I control now?

One of you mentioned something LMH said last fall.  I’ve been hearing that one lately myself.  Allegedly “years” end in March – which could explain why March has been the “go to” month for me (and LMH) as a moment of ending/new/transition.  Anyway, she could not see anything past March.  Who knows?  All I DO know is that as time passes I feel more detached – overall – and it has kicked into high gear this month.  Of course it is totally possible – probably likely – March will end and April will enter and all will still continue to roll on here.  My “faith” in change “out there” has waned due to weariness.  And frankly my dears, I am dayem tired of going within and changing me.  That sheot “out there” – the controls, the toxins, the systems that harm – THEY can all go KAPOOF.  And all who have enforced them knowingly – THEY are the ones who need to change.  The rest of us – we are fine just as we are.

Other than that………..Elvis has been in my space almost continuously the past 36 hours.  Hearing his music on the radio….hearing his music play in my head.  Been seeing his face on social media as anons try to figure out if he’s still alive (as that Pastor – anything is possible – I’ve heard him sing – the similarities are amazing).  I have always felt a connection with him – going back to when I was a little girl.  I know, odd isn’t it?  I found out in my 20’s he shares my numerological numbers (27/9) and is also a Capricorn.

Who knows?  I obviously don’t know a thing atm so I remain confused, tired and staying as detached as I can from the variety of movies playing on the world stage.  No time has that Rush song lyric rang more true:  All the world’s indeed a stage.

How are you all feeling?  Can you relate to what I have shared?

Here are some finds…

Love,

Victoria

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https://www.zerohedge.com/political/two-more-women-accuse-cuomo-harassment-lets-review-partisan-fawning-during-nursing-home

Saving israel for last….I had an insight about that the other day – a new one – which I have since forgotten.  

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/well-level-tel-aviv-iran-responds-israel-updating-plans-strike-nuclear-sites

Another character from my childhood on the naughty list:

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/cancel-culture-mob-goes-after-cartoon-skunk-pepe-le-pe-normalizing-rape-culture

https://www.zerohedge.com/covid-19/greyhound-ceo-tells-dhs-head-migrants-must-test-negative-covid-19-boarding-buses

https://www.zerohedge.com/technology/billionaire-olivier-dassault-frances-10th-richest-man-dies-helicopter-crash

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/senate-passes-19-trillion-stimulus-package

Insurrection! ANTIFA Sets Fire to Portland Public School Headquarters and Torches Vehicles in A Series Of Malicious Terrorist Attacks

I cannot bring myself to share anymore of the headlines at The GP. At this point, I don’t want to see any of this chaos anymore.  I have had enough.  So let’s find some happenings that align with the experience I want and command in my mental spaciness.  lol

I’ll take a leap forward 25 years instead.  But I appreciate the sentiment:

I wonder if there are fact-checkers for Alexa….wait for it….

Don’t know how well these things work – unless the majority get some “smarts, balls and ta ta’s” and do it…..speaking as a solo individual even citing law – these businesses could care less:

Sister D passed this one along ~ from a social media group – taken in NZ before the earthquakes occurred:

We watched another Little House show.  In this episode, Pa discovers he has inherited a fortune from an Uncle.  After putting several things on credit, in the end, it turns out the Uncle had a lot of debt and the only thing left to Pa was a box full of money – confederate money.  Worthless (at that time).  A lien was put on his property, and to pay off the debt, their house and farm are put up for auction.  The town comes together – sending away outsiders for the bidding – leaving only local friends to do the bidding.  The total amount bid for all items was just 6 cents.

Beautiful.

That is true community.  True friendship.  And that is what I long for.  This is what I need.  I cried – wept – still am inside.  I need a small community like this – one that will welcome me and my family.  Nothing drains the Human Heart and Soul more than isolation and lack of real connection – and I know every one in this house is running on empty in this regard.  

We had some of that real sense of community with Grandpa Don.  We were there for one another and visits were regular and often.  BBQ’s.  Dinner’s.  And always good conversation.

GOD I miss that!!

After he passed, a month or so, my girl and I talked about visiting the local Assisted Living Home – see if we could find an elderly person who had no local family and was alone.  She warmed up to the idea.  Then this f’ing “virus” hit and no one is allowed inside those places.  I cannot begin to express the trauma, the pain and the rage I have within over knowing these parasites here stole our entire life one year ago this month.

We have done it all wrong here.  “They” knew that.   City living destroys all that is organic and divine and real.  Business.  Coming and going.  And the past year has intensified the disconnect even more with this ugly putrid horrifying lockdown.  We are in a prison inside of a prison.

I am tired of not fitting in.  I am tired of not being able to exchange a real smile with someone in a store.  I am tired of the distancing and fear.  Tired of pay to live.  Tired of the struggle.  Tired of BEING tired.

Yeah….You get where I am.  lol  I’m human.  I pull myself up by being in Gratitude for what I do have – which includes every exchange I have with each of you.

Here are some finds.

Love,

Victoria

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Report Says McConnell is Working to Choose His Potential Replacement, As Part of His Exit Strategy

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There is that date again:

Unmasking The Knights Templar: Hidden Tunnels Uncovered Underneath Society’s ‘Vatican’ Fortress

Doctor Mocks Anti-Vaxxers While Getting Experimental COVID Jab – Dies Days Later (Video)

Angel Doc @angeldoc

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From@MaggMountains on Gab:

https://theconservativetreehouse.com/2021/03/05/rosenstein-now-admits-recording-trump-was-discussed-with-andrew-mccabe/