Category: Ascension

Better for Being Broken #5

 

Editor’s note:  I think we can all relate to this one…

 

March 6, 2018  Amy Jones

If I let someone get to know the real me, what would they think?

I learned to hide the real me.

I believed no one would like the real me.

I felt unlovable because the real me did not deserve to be loved.

I began experiencing fear, shame, self-judgment and trust issues through the belief pattern that I could never be the real me.

I allowed these problems to be a controlling factor in the way I lived my life because what I cared about most of all were my family’s acceptance and approval. I continually sought their advice and opinion while sacrificing my own feelings, thoughts, experiences and choices in pursuit of illusive unconditional love. I wore the mask of someone who I thought would make them happy. I hid behind shyness trying to figure out who I needed to be to please them. Over time, I learned to be someone else.

After many years of therapy, I recognized this was a pattern in my family. This deep-rooted need for approval, acceptance and love from a parent, a spouse, a friend or an authority figure. I watched it destroy self-respect, taint relationships, and cause self-sabotage. There were countless examples of the belief that everyone you love will eventually leave you or disappoint you so “better to treat people poorly now to force them to leave sooner rather than later”.

And yet, the devil we know is much more powerful than the devil we don’t know. So, year after year, I continued this pattern of needing approval and acceptance from everyone around me. I allowed myself to be treated poorly, looked the other way and made excuses so that I could receive the love I always wanted. I deferred to the needs of others for so long that I forgot I had needs of my own.

The longer I wore this mask, the more faded I became.

I lost who I was.

I believed my opinions didn’t matter.

I sacrificed my needs for the needs of others.

I judged myself.

I lived in fear, self-loathing and pain.

Many of us are broken. Experiences change our perspective and transform us: birth, death, divorce, disease, suicide, marriage, weight loss, weight gain, change in financial status, disappointment and fear as well as a host of other situations and circumstances.

These heart shattering situations are so impactful, they can affect us for the rest of our lives; leaving a deep and sometimes lasting scar.

In the aftermath of heartbreak, I am on a journey to heal my heart. Follow me as I create my NEW LOVE story on Facebook & Instagram.

©Amy Jones, 2017 – All Rights Reserved
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Yellow Rose for Texas (YRFT) Update and SUMMARY – A SERIES of Shorts 3-16-18 – CATCHING up to SPEED

 

Editor’s note:  I awoke this morning, briefly wondering when I would see another update from her (YRFT).  For a few days now I have had the thought.  This usually means she will be releasing a video.  I am happy to see and listen to this one. She shares a beautiful message on who we are/where we are.  I also really appreciated the synchronicity where she speaks of us being in a movie, the movie is almost over.  While in the shower (my magical space), I suddenly felt in my body the anger I hold over the truth of how we really have been in a movie (a simulation you can also say).  I thought of The Truman Show and began going around in my mind’s eye, stating out loud what I am done with.  All of the false experiences.  The fake surroundings, above and below.  I could really feel that in my body and was a bit surprised as to why I was suddenly feeling this now.

There is a reason.  To let go of an experience, sometimes we have to process it out first.

That is what I did this morning.

Enjoy this piece.  I hope it provides you with the reassurance it provided me.[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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Published on Mar 18, 2018

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How To Prepare For The Wave

 

A resonating piece.  I appreciate how she states those of us with blogs who write of The Event are finding it difficult to write about it at this point.  I feel the same.  As Michelle shares, we are feeling a sense of completion at this stage of our journey.  I can only speak for myself, but I hold the same inner experience.

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New Earth News- How To Prepare For The Wave

by Michelle Walling,
New Earth News Correspondent

In5d has been sharing information through New Earth News on the waves of energy sweeping the planet and “The Event”. The time is getting closer for something to happen that will change everything, and those who wish to move forward into a New Earth reality will have a chance to remember and to finalize what they came here to do. Today we will address how will the physical body handle “the wave” as it washes over the planet.

You may recall Allison Coe sharing that there will be a rainbow cloud or wave of iridescent light come over the planet. Her clients stated that they will feel it tingling as it gets closer, like electrical, and they will actually see it as it comes in the sky. It may look similar to the shimmering wall in the movie Annihilation.

 

A few nights ago I had a dream about that wave of energy. In my dream it looked similar to this but there was an underlying (kind of dark) grayness to the clouds. When I told Gregg about this, I described it as if it were the darkest thunderstorm coupled with the most beautiful colors like the pic above.

Then Gregg posted about FleurBrun’s experience here, where she was trying to explain that she had just experienced the wave. At the time she didn’t realize that very few had experienced it and I think what happened is that a few people were shown what it would be like so that they could help prepare people. She posted a follow up video explaining that it is coming and she feels like she needed to get out the information so that people could be prepared.

Reducing fear is the main goal and a part of allowing the physical body to withstand the energy. She also said something very profound that went along with my dream.

Continue reading here. 

 

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Amanda Lorence ~ EVOLVING CONSCIOUSNESS:  TIP 3 MASTER YOUR FREQUENCY EACH DAY:

 

Another wonderful read from Amanda.  I deeply value her work and am grateful I found her.  Very awesome suggestion in which I will be Doing.

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Amanda Lorence shared her post.
March 15 at 3:23pm

Helpful repost for these ‘times’. Take back your inner power. Love to all 💙🌈💙

Amanda Lorence

October 5, 2017

EVOLVING CONSCIOUSNESS:
TIP 3

MASTER YOUR FREQUENCY EACH DAY:

Upon waking from slumber, sleep mode, dream mode each morning, the brain will automatically re-calibrate to WHAT IT THINKS IT KNOWS. To what it has repeated experience of. For the vast majority of humanity so far, this would be a consciousness set within a frequency range of the Third dimension. A limited consciousness.

In slumber, sleep or dreaming mode, our consciousness is generally raised to a higher frequency. When we wake each day, we can intentionally stay in that higher state of frequency, if we choose, if we intend to. And by repeatedly doing so, we can give the human brain (processor), a different Programme to adapt to. We can break through the conditioning.

Rather than wake and allow the BRAIN thoughts to kick in straight away, which automatically reduces the human frequency at the start of the day, we can take moments immediately upon waking up, JUST TO BE. In no thought zone, zero thought, just feeling the state we WERE in before waking up from sleep. The longer we stay in this intentional NO THOUGHT mode, the more we feel how it feels…and this NO THOUGHT takes us to the heart. Where pure love resides and is then automatically expressed out into the day. As soon as thought kicks in at the start of our day, this connection is temporarily lost, until we become aware of our thoughts and change the ingrained pattern.

Many are oblivious to how energy works, so do not know how to change their daily experience, from the start of the day. We can always change our thoughts, in any moment. Yet seizing the day, upon waking, placing awareness to WHAT IS, to love, to wonder, to joy, to harmony, to peace, to excitement, places those intention into your thought system that then as a consequence produces feelings/emotions, which changes your thoughts and emotions at the start of your day.

You become the master of your thoughts, thus feelings and emotions WITHIN that you then emit OUT. All power is WITHIN. We are not at the mercy of the outside projection. We can allow the brain to adapt to the power WITHIN every day upon waking. It will become accustomed to it the more we practice it.

Change worry into wonder and excitement. Change stress into harmony. Change apathy into loving wisdom. Change selfishness into selflessness. Change programmed mind into open mind that allows for all possibility to reside. Love resides within all things.

Intend your day. Feel the love you hold WITHIN.

AL 05/10/17

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Solar flares and the Consciousness Connection

 

a very insightful, fascinating read!

Are you experiencing sleep disturbances, feeling irritable for no reason, anxious, jittery, having visual distortions or feel immensely drained? If so you may be experiencing the effect of Solar Flares.

(editor’s note:  yes, yes, yes, yes, yes and yes…lol)

What are Solar Flares and Why are They So Important Towards Awakening?

di-9213-enzThe Earth is composed of a Magnetic field, also known as the geomagnetic field that encompasses the planet. The magnetic field extends from the Earth’s interior region to where it meets solar wind or a stream of charged particles emanating from the Sun.  “The magnetosphere is the region above the ionosphere and extends several tens of thousands of kilometers into space, protecting the Earth from the charged particles of the solar wind and cosmic rays that would otherwise strip away the upper atmosphere, including the ozone layer that protects the Earth from harmful ultraviolet radiation.” [ref]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth’s_magnetic_field[/ref] We can imagine the Magnetic field as if it is a spider web that surrounds the earth radiating webs of energy. This is also connected to ley lines on the energy grid of the collective consciousness.

Now the Sun hiccups from time to time or produces what are known as Coronal Mass Ejections(CME) produced from its own Magnetic field. CMEs are enormous bubbles of superheated gas called plasma that are ejected from the sun. Over the course of several hours, one billion tons of material are lifted off the sun’s surface and accelerated to speeds of one million miles per hour. “The plasma itself is a cloud of protons and electrons carried aloft by the solar wind.  Traveling at a million miles per hour, the ejecta can cross the 93 million mile distance to Earth in just a few days.  A jet moving that fast could get you from Los Angeles to New York in 18 seconds.” [ref]http://earthsky.org/space/what-are-coronal-mass-ejections[/ref]

These geomagnetic storms are often associated with Solar flares because they are powered by the sudden release of magnetic energy stored in the corona of the Sun. A Solar flare is a huge burst of magnetic energy that produces radiation across the electromagnetic spectrum at all wavelengths, from radio waves to gamma rays. However most of the energy is spread over frequencies outside the visual range and for this reason the majority of the flares are not visible to the naked eye and must be observed with special instruments. Although close to the magnetic poles many individuals are able to witness the Northern Lights or an Aurora which is where the Solar Storm interacts with the upper atmosphere creating beautiful light emissions.  …

…  Some of these effects include:

  • Nervousness
  • Anxiety or feeling anxious about something
  • Jittery
  • Dizzy
  • Irritable
  • Lethargic
  • Exhausted and drained
  • Have short-term memory problems
  • Lack of Focus
  • Heart palpitations
  • Time Dilation or the feeling as if the day slips away very fast
  • Power surges in the body followed by energy drops or abrupt crashes
  • Overly Emotional
  • Feeling nauseous or light-headed
  • Insomnia
  • Light Sensitivity
  • Bizarre Dreams or very vivid dreams
  • Buzzing/Ringing in ears
  • Throat and thyroid issues
  • Visual Disturbances
  • Have prolonged head pressure, sinus disturbances and headaches

Click here to read the article in its entirety.

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Current Photonic Energies Increase: Your Electromagnetic Field PULLS Realities to You – These are called “Experiences”

 

3/3/18

Lisa Transcendence Brown
Wide open and off the charts… Gateways open wider and more…
Ultra-high photonic charging frequency winds super-charging/activating more Crystalline/Christed Consciousness DNA. Gamma in the mix to over-stimulate (there are many purposes for this that are necessary to “push” and clear). Cosmic HEART Rays blasting away and activating in every way.

Your body Acceleration has begun again… observe yourself, your reality, your body and honor what is appropriate for you. Let go of the old beliefs and open up to NEW “reasons” instead (alternate realities) for what/why/how all is occurring and see the PURPOSES instead.

These weave and wave and relax, while gamma does the opposite…. Charging your Star-Light Particles and Waves to open your own heart more, raise the overall vibrational frequency more and more and more. ♫
These are each’s veils lifting, these are each’s suppression emerging, these are dismantling the old codes to replace them with new ones. Those codes, like a computer are the codes for your program that plays out in your own physical reality world. NEW Codes mean all new programs “loading” into your physical body template, so that you can transmit a whole new reality that REPLACES THE OLD.

Your body and consciousness ANCHOR YOU in whatever dimensions/realities you hold. If you hold your highest, most expanded one, then this anchors your consciousness in the reality you do desire. If you anchor your consciousness in a “lower vibrational one” then that is the one that plays out until all of that energy is gone, so that your heart can open more, for your body to unanchor from that physical dimension and re-anchor in a higher one. Your cells vibrate at a rate that dictate, your body is made up of cells. Your LightBody is ENERGY moving inside of your physical body and when this energy slows down or speeds up, then your physical body vibrates differently. The more plasma, the more crystalline your body is, the more you DIRECT ENERGY yourself. The more you FOCUS YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS, the more you can “pull” those alternate realities into this physical here. The more energy you PUT INTO that, the more you CREATE it to be. If unconsciousness is where you focus (duality) then this is what your ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELD pulls to you…. these are called “EXPERIENCES”…

Continue reading here.
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Anyone else feel this way at times?

 

Late last year I began having an image in my minds eye of what was happening with me.  I didn’t ask for it ~ it just happened.  I could see myself, arms and legs expanded, my head back, mouth open and all of this orange/yellow/gold light was coming from within me – surrounding me.  It was quite visual and I am not much of a visual person (but when they come to me w/o effort they are powerful).  I am more of a sensing/feeling type.  I found this image tonight and was like “that’s it!”  Anyone else having the same experience at times?  Lately it feels like I want to pull apart my chest and just let go – expand in a huge way – to break free ~ free of my own limitations, free from all forms of control and attempt of control by others. Fully expand into ME.  Full consciousness. As I do this the desire to scream is powerful.  So at times, I do.

Fully “ONLINE” once again.

I know, may sound strange but it’s my experience.

Here is the pic.  Below that, a great scene from the matrix ~ final battle scene.  Both are very appropriate where we are “today”.

Image result for neo the matrix #3 final scene image

 

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