88 Time Travel Trump Golden Girls Ezekiel Wheel Personal Synch & Two Gematrias including one on Charlie Kirk

 

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(just saw that 88 likes and 1.4 views)

 

This is just going to get more intense, more synchronicities, guiding us.

First I see this on X – V E R Y interesting – more information I did not know – more to add to my whole 88/time travel mental bucket.  For those not on X and are interested to know what’s in this, there are Scavino drops over the years showing BTTF scenes, October 21st date (BTTF day), Trump talking about going back to the future at CPAC, the airship train painting from the 1800’s with a character looking near identical to Trump inside (driving?) it – my feel on that is we are seeing what we are actually on – YRFT spoke of the yellow submarine, Melania said “they shouldn’t have chosen to sink with the ship” – lip read by TGW, The Beatle’s “We all live in a yellow submarine” – they have to tell us – one of the rules of the game – OUR game originally, etc…Quantum Leap had an episode It’s A Wonderful Leap going back to 1950’s showing a young Trump and his Father, Trump has a clock tower at every single one of his golf courses and at Trump Tower (what’s inside that clock)….

 

 

Last night I was watching Golden Girls (which both my girl and I were drawn to watch in recent weeks) and had a hunch there was something in the particular episode I was watching.  There was – an object in a scene, in the background, that looked like the FIFA Trophy/Ezekiel Wheel.  There was another comm in that episode as well but I have forgotten what it was – very sleepy last night as I watched:

Golden Girls on Hulu – Season 6, Episode 10 – 22 minute mark – naturally.

Here is a google description:

In Season 6, Episode 10 of The Golden Girls, the object on the floor next to Sophia’s boyfriend Tony Delveccio’s telescope is a large, brass armillary sphere.
An armillary sphere is a model of objects in the sky. It consists of a framework of rings centered on Earth or the Sun that represents lines of celestial longitude and latitude and other astronomically important features. The armillary sphere is featured in several shots in Tony’s apartment, including the scene where Sophia attempts to seduce him.
Ptolemaic Armillary Sphere Charles-François Delamarche. Paris, 1805-1810 c  - Ref.116604
These objects are all over this realm.  What if they can be used in coordination to move a certain large object?
I decided to do a GEMATRIA on ARMILLARY SPHERE (889):
Future All The Time
The Great Abyss
Four Four Four
Proof of the Past
Boom Boom Boom Boom
Jesus Prophecy
Help Is On The Way
The Last Supper
For some reason I was nudged to go a gematria on Charlie Kirk:
Nine Eleven (day after he was “shot”)
Kim Clement (i wonder if he spoke of CK)
Messenger
Zionism
Hammer time
Amazing Grace (I believe that is being sung today at his funeral on AZ)
Finish Line
Green Comet  
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9.19.25 ~ Puzzle Piecing on September 23rd, the year 2018 and the Ethiopian Calendar

 

I woke up this morning thinking the words “Ethiopia calendar”.  Something I had read earlier on X in the last week about that particular calendar, how we are in 2018 according to that narrative.  Then I also remembered Q saying “2018 WILL BE GLORIOUS”.

I check my e-mail box – and no joke – this newsletter showed up (a newsletter on interesting facts I subscribed to the past month):

Original photo by Golub Oleksii/ Shutterstock

The Ethiopian calendar is seven to eight years behind the calendar used in the U.S.

It’s taken a few centuries, but the Gregorian calendar, first instituted by Pope Gregory XIII in 1582, is now the official calendar used by most countries — emphasis on “most.” A notable exception is Ethiopia, which uses its own calendar. The Ethiopian calendar shares some similarities with the Gregorian: They’re both based on the solar year and on ancient Rome’s Julian calendar, and they’re both 365 days long (366 during a leap year). But Ethiopia’s calendar has an extra month, its new year is celebrated on September 11, and, most notably, it’s seven to eight years behind most other nations, depending on the time of year.

This temporal difference is a feature, not a flaw, and stems from something Ethiopians call Bahere Hasab (“Sea of Thoughts”), the method used to calculate the calendar. Both the Gregorian and Ethiopian calendars recognize Jesus’ birth as a key date in their calculations, but they differ on when this event is supposed to have occurred. In the Gregorian calendar, Jesus’ birth year divides B.C. from A.D. (or BCE from CE). The Ethiopian calendar instead places Jesus’ birth around 7 BCE. This event is supposed to have happened 5,500 years after Adam and Eve repented for their sins in the Garden of Eden. Many of the atypical features of the Ethiopian calendar are shared by the Coptic calendar, including its 13-month construction and mid-September new year. However, according to the Copts — an ethnoreligious Christian group native to North Africa — it’s currently the year 1741.

 

I’m thinking about that, reflecting.  There has been much talk about September 23 in the vibe.  So, I went to the Q posts to see when that drop was dropped, as my hunch said “sept. 23” but my brain said “no way, nope” – I know not to get any hopes up much less put full trust in those hunches.  Not that it isn’t possible – but in this psyop with hidden stuff and movie scenes and time travel – I can only rely truly on what I SEE – factually speaking.  Anyway, check it out:

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So not only was it dropped on September 23, but September 23, 2018.

The year we are in if following the Ethiopian calendar.

You think I’m finished?

Nope.

I went through History to check out what things happened on September 23:

On September 23, 1846, astronomer Johann Gottfried Galle discovered Neptune, and in 1952, U.S. Vice Presidential candidate Richard Nixon delivered the televised “Checkers Speech,

Benign enough, right?

On their own.  But as the dude in Contact said when listening to that signal from Vega, “there’s more here.”

First Neptune.  Why Neptune?  Well, we have a SKY EVENT on September 23 involving Neptune (and interestingly enough, Antarctica):

On September 23, 2025, Neptune will reach opposition—its closest point to Earth in the year—and will appear at its brightest, though it will still be too faint to see with the naked eye and require a telescope or binoculars for observationThis opposition coincides with the same eclipse season as a partial solar eclipse on September 21, 2025, which will be visible from the Southern Hemisphere, primarily near Antarctica

 

Continuing on, what’s with this Nixon speech and Crackers?

Crackers was Nixon’s dog.

DOG COMMS

    • 1952: 

      Richard Nixon delivered the famous Checkers Speech,” a televised address where he defended himself against accusations of improper use of campaign funds by showcasing his family’s dog, Checkers. 

  • 1969:
    The classic Western film Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, starring Paul Newman and Robert Redford, premiered in New York City.

    Why am I listing the above film?  Robert Redford as most of us know died this past week – at the age of 88.

Am I done?

Nope.  😄

Guess what TV show also appeared for the first time on September 23rd?  (Hint:  It was a futuristic kid’s cartoon)

Drumroll please…………………..

  • 1962:
    The iconic animated television show The Jetsons premiered.

    Oh and also according to the Ethiopian calendar, the new year began on September 11.

All of this coming my way today, Friday.  So much is happening now – I will see if I have the energy to list it all later.  But for now, I just wanted to pass this one along.  Feel free to share.

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9/18/25 ~ Some finds and sleuthing

 

Weird day.  Woke up to smoke in the home – fire smoke.  That took awhile to figure out the locale – fire several hundred miles north brought in by strong north winds.  My food order was not delivered – was told order was not received.  I sent proof of the order – and await a response.  Utility bill arrived – almost $200.  WTF, I think, placing a call.  Last month was lower.  I found out they made an error on my bill – and on the bill of many others – one of the charges was not included – a $50 charge.  Not my problem, I said – the city should just eat the mistake.  Ya’ll know where that one went.

Keeping myself neutral as much as possible.  I know what I want to do – it just costs money I don’t have.  Local agencies don’t cover what it is I want to do and need.  So I feel rather – trapped – atm.  I know I can make this happen.  I also know I am in need of real healing, real quiet and a miracle or two.  Sleep is not removing this mental fatigue.  I’ve had too much on my plate for too long without the support I need.  But I WILL MAKE THIS HAPPEN because I know the Universe has my back and I know there is Flow and Abundance in it.  I also know to be gentle with myself and know that the most popular of authors who talk about the art of manifestation and similar and who make a lot of money at it never. talk. about. the. nature. of. this. reality.  At least I haven’t seen it thus far.

And that, my friends, is key as to why some of us struggle TO do as they teach.  In the end it really isn’t us.  It’s *this place* knowing some of us SEE.

Here’s what’s a-happening.

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Victoria

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Actor…………the “hands”………..

 

JUST IN: DHS Arrests Eleven Democrat New York City Politicians For Trying to Break Into ICE Holding Cells | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

If this is legit – looks like he removed the card from his phone:

 

 

not A movie – but THE movie……….central casting……….another patsy…….

10km:

No tsunami threat for US West Coast after 7.8M quake strikes off Russia

 

 

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For all who still follow……….i know one thing – i definitely feel that ‘bubble’ around me and in 2018 when i felt the closer we got to the end the more i would need to sleep – i am right. there.  my girl as well…😴

 

 

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World Stage Finds: Movie Scenes, Biblical Stories (prophecies), A Gematria, Monday is the 5th Anniversary of the Abraham Accords: 9.14.15

 

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Life moves pretty fast.  If you don’t stop once in awhile you might miss it…..Ferris Beuller.  To which I today say The Universe is a continuous slow and I ain’t going to speed up for anyone or anything anymore.

That said – things are moving quickly these days on the world stage.  If I miss some of it, so be it.  I prefer the words of John Lennon over Ferris anyway:  I’m just sittin’ here watchin’ the wheels go round and round….No longer riding on the merry-go-round.  I just had to let it (matrix) go.

To let It flow.

Something like that.  I got in my bike time, sun time and swing time, putting me back in my body, in center, so I became quietly philosophical.

That song from the 80’s – Dirty Laundry – runs through my mind as well this week.  Humanity is still drawn to that “dirty laundry” like moths to light.  The scenes on stage get more ridiculous – they have to – to break the spell – to where people stop being triggered and thus controlled, and instead say “wtf?  ok THIS ain’t making sense!” and refuse to participate in the emotional charge and instead question that dirty laundry and who is behind pushing it on humanity.

🙏💖

Victoria

 

 

Qatari PM says Israel must be ‘punished’ for strike, vows to continue ceasefire efforts | The Times of Israel

Draft resolution ahead of Monday’s Doha summit, which falls on 5th anniversary of Abraham Accords, reportedly says Israeli actions threaten both ‘current agreements and future ones’

 

GEMATRIA:  Doha Summit (123)

Holocaust

A Cabal is the Final Sacrifice

Earth Ascension

Eighty Eight

Green Means Go

Reptilians

Black Hole Sun

The Red Heffer Sacrificed

 

Delta for tomorrow – interesting:

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River of God – Euphrates Prophecy! – YouTube

 

Text stating "Donald J. Trump" with a heart and American flag emoji, followed by "@realDonaldTrump" handle. Additional text mentions Chanda K. Nagamalliah, a well-respected murder victim in Dallas, Texas, and an illegal alien from Cuba involved in child sex abuse and theft, released under Joe Biden.

 

S c r i p t e d (comms continue to show):

 

 

 

 

 

Not all are acting.

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/florida-investigate-teachers-found-celebrating-charlie-kirk-assassination

 

😢😩

Oregon Is Hiding The Truth About Child Sex Changes | ZeroHedge

The Oregon Health Authority makes this data available for purchase, and a few years ago, I purchased access to the 2019 data for a federally funded study. I found that while Oregon had estimated that only about 175 patients would obtain taxpayer-funded gender transition services at a total annual cost of no more than $200,000, more than 7,585 patients had done so at more than 100 times the initial cost estimate. That included 160 children using “puberty blocker” drugs and approximately 370 children taking cross-sex hormones. There were also 33 biological girls who had mastectomies – including some as young as 15 – and two 17-year-old girls who had their uteruses and ovaries removed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

VERIFIED

 

 

WATCH: Coast Gard Personnel From USS Jason Dunham Intercept Venezuelan Boat, as Maritime Siege Is Now Reinforced by Stealth F-35 Fighter Jets

 

 

 

 

A serene night scene with the Milky Way galaxy visible in a clear, starry sky. Tall pine trees and mountains frame a calm lake reflecting the stars and surrounding greenery. The landscape is illuminated by soft, natural light, highlighting the tranquil setting.

 

A wooden chair and table with an open book sit on a stone patio framed by ornate black doors with intricate carvings. Beyond the doors, a serene waterway reflects lush green trees and traditional Chinese-style buildings with dark roofs. Branches from a large tree extend over the water, creating a tranquil scene.

 

A stack of pancakes with chocolate chips, topped with a large dollop of whipped cream and dusted with cocoa powder. The pancakes are arranged on a white plate, placed on a marble surface.

 

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9/13/25 ~ Finds, Headlines and More Puzzle Piecing; 3I Atlas Update

 

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Can you hear that?

Today I reflected in my quiet space – wondering how long the “movie” has been going on.  Perhaps our entire cycle – this time around – this particular loop.

There is a Unity taking place.  A shift has occurred.

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Well over a dozen such events here in my State alone as well……….Definitely The Shot Head Around The World.

 

 

 

 

 

Another 3.11 marker:

 

Charlie Kirk’s Wife Erika Frantzve Once Appeared on ‘Summer House’ After Allegedly Turning Down Cast Role

 

Some said caps or veneers – but those are very white and perfectly straight:

 

“the family” = CK’s parents………i find it more amazing how many are trying to shut down those who are asking legit questions – we know by now not to take anything at face value….

 

 

And then we have this – Zionists gonna zionize……..WE DO NOT CONSENT

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https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/nasa-bans-chinese-nationals-working-agency-programs

NASA has barred Chinese nationals holding U.S. visas from its facilities and networks, the latest move by Washington to safeguard the space agency as its space race with Beijing intensifies.

Chinese nationals, who until now could work at NASA as contractors or contribute to its research, were informed on Sept. 5 that their access to the agency’s systems and facilities had been revoked. Bloomberg first reported that many suddenly found themselves locked out of NASA data systems and excluded from both in-person and virtual meetings related to their work.

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/energy/trump-backs-promise-sanction-russia-issues-ultimatum-nato

President Trump’s prior two week deadline where he vowed to make a big decision on Russia has come and gone. He’s now backing off the prior threat to impose heightened sanctions on Russia, including secondary sanctions which would seek to punish its trading partners, particularly China and India.

There’s been no peace agreement, and the latest out of both Russian and Ukrainian leaders suggests negotiations are effectively dead at this point, as Moscow forces keep advancing in the east village by village. There’s been little to no momentum from the Alaska summit with Putin.

On Saturday Trump made clear in a long Truth Social post that he’s backing off pulling the trigger on new sanctions, and listed things NATO members would have to do for it to happen. He set some new standards which are very unlikely to met by all NATO countries – or rather a significant ultimatum.

 

The big bully on stage not backing down…

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/no-palestinian-state-place-ours-netanyahu-rejects-un-two-state-recognition

Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu has firmly rejected the idea of Palestinian statehood at a moment it is being pushed in the UN General Assembly, declaring“There will be no Palestinian state – this land belongs to us.

 

Well, well, well now, you don’t say………

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/researchers-found-unvaccinated-children-healthier-vaccinated-didnt-publish-findings

Dr. Marcus Zervos, an infectious disease specialist at the Henry Ford Health, and colleagues studied 18,468 children born between 2000 and 2016 who were enrolled in the health system’s insurance plan, drawing data from medical, clinical, and payer records and supplementing with information from Michigan’s immunization registry.

After 10 years, 57 percent of the vaccinated children had a chronic health condition such as asthma, compared to just 17 percent of the unvaccinated children.

This study found that exposure to vaccination was independently associated with an overall 2.5-fold increase in the likelihood of developing a chronic health condition, when compared to children unexposed to vaccination,” the authors wrote. “This association was primarily driven by asthma, atopic disease, eczema, autoimmune disease and neurodevelopmental disorders. This suggests that in certain children, exposure to vaccination may increase the likelihood of developing a chronic health condition, particularly for one of these conditions.”

 

 

Green?

Manhattan-sized interstellar object 3I/ATLAS turning green as something is ‘switched on’ as it nears Sun

The Manhattan-sized interstellar object 3I/ATLAS is now turning green as it rockets closer to the Sun — with experts stating it appears something “switched on” to inspire the “anomalous evolution.”

Scientists from the European Southern Observatory’s Very Large Telescope in Chile reported a dramatic rise in Cyanide and Nickel outgassing, which has changed the mysterious object’s color from red to green over the last two weeks, according to a recent report.

These increases are “super-linear” and have a rate-limit that is not determined by “the availability of photons, nor a linear response to temperature increase,” according to the paper.

 

 

 

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Today’s Finds, Sleuthing/Puzzle Piecing ~ 7.7 Quake in Russia (10km) – ISRAEL FOR LAST – The Shot Heard Around The World ~9.12.25

 

I was so sleepy today at times – but had energy to go on a good ride – tired again – then on the way to the store heard an 80’s tune and cranked it – I haven’t been able to do that in a quite a while – my system just hasn’t been able to take it in – I am learning not to judge my nervous system – some things feel safe, others don’t – this particular song has good memories attached to it including one i will N E V E R share with my daughter as it involves me, two girlfriends, no parents, drinking beer for the first time – dancing TO this particular song.  she has a serious disdain for anyone who drinks – past or present.  😄  atm i have chocolate kicking in.  referenced below – plus chocolate milk with a splash of salt.  we are finally at the end of this movie.

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Is ra el flag too…………He’s telling us.  Timestamp 10:01 – Q post 10:01.  Map of Little Saint James Island…………

Laura Aboli: MYSTERY surrounds inclusion of “SHLOMO PERL” at the bottom oF a TRUTH SOCIAL post featuring a photo of POTUS and KIRK while they front flags of the U.S. and ISRAEL

Shlomo Perl:

“Shlomo Perl” can refer to several different people, including Solomon Perel, a Holocaust survivor who famously disguised himself as a Hitler Youth member and whose story inspired the film Europa Europa

  • Disguise and survival:
    He survived the Holocaust by posing as an ethnic German, eventually becoming part of a Hitler Youth camp and serving in the German army as a translator.

    Living a DOUBLE LIFE:

Charlie was, for much of his career, a staunch defender of Israel. Yet in recent months he began to raise uncomfortable questions; even daring to suggest that October 7th might have been a stand-down operation. For Israel, that had become a problem.

And in any case, Charlie was above all America First, dedicating his entire adult life to defending and promoting such values. So why would Trump choose this image? Why not one with the American flag alone? What is he pointing at? 🧐

Then there’s the strange inscription at the bottom: “Shlomo Perl” 😳
• Shlomo is Hebrew for Solomon, rooted in shalom (peace, wholeness).
• Perl (or pearl) symbolizes purity, wisdom, and something precious formed under pressure.
• But it might also be a reference to Shlomo Perel, the Holocaust survivor whose life was portrayed in the film Europa Europa — a story about hiding one’s true identity, surviving by living a double life. A film, by the way, that Israel has tried to suppress at all costs because of the questions it raises about the official WWII narrative.

 

My friend/fellow Anon/sleuther D shared this one I hadn’t seen/put together yet:

 

 

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“loomer”………🙄

 

There you go:

 

The anon/truther in me is just as focused on “we have the watch”…….“FOLLOW THE WATCH”

What does Valhalla mean? Kash Patel’s special message for Charlie Kirk sparks questions | Hindustan Times

FBI Director Kash Patel said at the end of his portion at the briefing, “To my friend Charlie Kirk, rest now, brother. We have the watch, and I’ll see you in Valhalla,” per the outlet. …

The term refers to a warrior’s paradise in Norse mythology. As per History.com, the term means the war-god Odin’s mythical hall. Built with spear shafts and covered with shields instead of a roof, Valhalla was seen as the dwelling place of Odin’s chosen warriors in the afterlife.

 

 

and the shooter is this young man:

Mirror, anyone?

 

Ruby’s real name:  Jacob Leon Rubenstein – parents were Polish Jewish immigrants……….

 

and this – “33” hours later?

 

IS RA EL……….Powerful speech……..

 

Benjamin Netanyahu’s family has Polish roots and was known by the surname Mileikowsky before adopting the name Netanyahu. 

 

 

R I C O……..

 

 

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Very Strong Earthquake of Magnitude 7.7 Just Reported 120 km East of Petropavlovsk-Kamchatskiy, Russia

The earthquake hit around noon on Saturday, September 13th, 2025, at 1:37 pm local time at a shallow depth of 10. km.

 

 

 

Talk about a synchronicity – earlier today while at the kitchen sink washing dishes, I suddenly am tuned in to Trump’s speech in Ohio at the Whirlpool Factory – focused on what he said about we may not see him for a while.  I’m not convinced we’ve seen the original since then….

 

 

still blasting away……..

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The Art of Setting Boundaries for Highly Sensitive People

 

 

A scenic mountain valley with rolling green hills and distant peaks under a partly cloudy sky. A rustic wooden fence runs across a field filled with purple and yellow wildflowers. A winding dirt road stretches through the valley, flanked by scattered trees and small houses.

 

A rustic wooden cottage with a moss-covered roof, surrounded by vibrant pink and red flowers. The cottage has multiple windows and a small staircase leading to the entrance. A white picket fence with blooming roses lines the lush green lawn. Tall trees and misty mountains are visible in the background.

 

A stone path winding through a dense forest. Tall evergreen trees with dark green foliage line the trail. Green vegetation and moss cover the ground and rocks along the path. The scene is misty, with soft light filtering through the canopy.

 

I have tiramisu in the refrig…………😋😊

A square chocolate cake cut into nine equal pieces, each topped with a smaller square of chocolate. The cake has layers of dark chocolate, white cream, and a brownie base, with chocolate drizzle flowing down the sides. A white plate holds the cake, and a glass of iced coffee is visible in the background. A card labeled "HANDMADE Special Gift" is placed on a smaller plate beside the cake. An Instagram watermark is present.

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So much happening atm…………

 

 

I’m too exhausted today to share headlines – I’ll just recap in bulletpoints what I have seen:

*Is ra el attacked Qatar

*Qatar says the US did not warn them as stated

*Trump WH says they were warned but it was too late to avoid the attack.

*T also condemned the attack

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*SCOTUS approves Trump Admin. withholding $4 billion in foreign aid

*Bloomberg:  Recession started in 2024

*In Napal, government bans social media so citizens burn down the Parliament.  Epic!

*Shipping Container loses massive numbers of cargo containers in Long Beach Port.

This however I will share – as this is what I am into – what comes naturally for me – while 90% of the world doesn’t see things like this or understand their significance – I and others like me do.   I immediately saw the hands and thought of John.  That is not a natural position to take.

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I feel emotionally depleted.  Angry.  Needing justice for myself personally.  Struggling to surrender, forgive, let go.  It seems the harder I try to release trauma, the more intense anxiety becomes.  I’ve had an increase in that area and that is the last thing I need.  I want justice for those who created this trauma in my body to begin with.  At the very least I want what is in me returned to sender.  E X H A U S T E D.  Spoke with a social media marketing company –  patriot-oriented – for what I need to do to promote my beautiful site – altogether the basic price tag will be around $1700 per. month.  I have asked for some understanding of my situation.  And I’ve had to amp up the complaint process as I am now being ignored in my request to apply for this scholarship for funds for schooling.

What I need?

Rest.

Quiet.

Financial blessings galore.

Ongoing until I am back on my feet again, thriving.

🙏💖

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Hello Darkness My Old Friend: A Conversation With a Panic Attack

 

While panic attacks are not something I am immune to, it has been quite a long time since I have had one, of this caliber that is. Life just sort of caught up with me tonight. In all of the frantic rushing around I’ve been doing, battling the system overlords who tell me I have to pay them $150 and up for water, for electricity, who are informing me this week I have to give them $136 to put on little square paper stickers on my car or risk having the car impounded, to the recent battle with a landlord who has more money than god to beg – to grovel – to let me stay here another few months as I am not equipped TO move much less afford a place as cheap as this little home while listening to him insult me saying I should have been doing more to keep up with the cost of living (and let me tell you I was in tears after this conversation – the humiliation I felt was horrible. I wanted to rip his head off and try out my new curse words – but kept it all inside rather than risk being thrown out sooner than later)….then there is the system agencies in which I am dealing with – trying to get help with job training and placement and scholarships – at times in a battle – being put on wait lists – being told “no funds for that” – being told “you don’t qualify” for a myriad of reasons (not desperate enough, not poor enough) – to being bounced around from person to person who fail to keep their word, who get me started on a program then drop me like a hot iron….

Y E A H…….

Life just caught up with me tonight.

At the store.

While in line checking out, seeing the total appear on the screen. One weeks’ worth of groceries. $214.

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I didn’t like how this place felt today.  Feels ungawdly foreign – not a new feel per say, but today was at a new level.

What’s keeping me going:

My daughter.

Knowing there are others like me who feeeeeeeeeeeeel the same and think the same who are every bit is D O N E as am I.  Hearing from you.  Hearing your stories and situations.  That connection keeps me going.

And remembering what Bill Woods said.  He’s about the only one I have trusted over the years.  He spoke out and obviously spoke such truth “they” made his life hell.  Those allowed to stay on stage and stay big?  Yeah, I do not trust.  (unless it’s part of the movie and they are acting and insulated/protected – which still leaves me feeling disgust at times as everyone who has spoken out deserves the same protection)

We need relief.  Not another religion.  Not another way to make money.  Not another educational opportunity.  WE NEED RELIEF FROM EVERYTHING THAT HAS KEPT US ENSLAVED.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

💖

Victoria

ZELLE:  themamatrinity@gmail.com

CASHAPP:  $VictoriaT1144

(p.s. – I will be putting up my daughter’s amazon wish list once she has it finalized – for those who are interested and able to help.  🙏)

 

RFK went lit in congress today:

 

There was a time I voted for this demon – more than once…….

 

 

I went rather lit today myself………

 

 

 

Yes they are……….

 

 

 

 

 

BREAKING: OMG: DOJ Deputy Chief Says Government will “Redact Every Republican” While Leaving All “Democrat People” on Epstein Client List (VIDEO)

 

Israel Tells Hamas: Lay Down Arms, Free All Hostages – Or Gaza City Gets Leveled | ZeroHedge

 

UK LABOUR CHAOS: Failing Keir Starmer Reportedly Ready to Fire Deputy Prime Minister Angela Rayner for Not Paying $46,000 in Taxes for Her Second Home

 

https://earthquaketrack.com/recent

 

Volcanoes Today – Summary of Volcanic Activity World-wide | VolcanoDiscovery

 

‘Blood Moon’ to rise during total lunar eclipse Sunday night – Insider Paper

Stargazers will have a chance to see a “Blood Moon” on Sunday night during a total lunar eclipse visible across Asia and swathes of Europe and Africa.

When the Sun, Earth and Moon line up, the shadow cast by the planet on its satellite makes it appear an eerie, deep red colour that has astounded humans for millennia.

People in Asia, including India and China, will be best placed to see Sunday’s total eclipse, which will also be visible on the eastern edge of Africa as well as in western Australia.

 

fyi – as i see this post and go to share it, i hear on the tv the word “trap”……..

 

“1010 for the win”?

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Is this what happened tonight at the WH dinner? (w/gates, f’erberg, etc.)

 

EU Flag Ordered Removed From Polish President’s Office: Report | ZeroHedge

 

 

 

 

John Denver Parody account on X?  Female out of Asia – who conned people out of over 1.37million – according to research (below).  That last part surprised me – but I stopped following almost 2 years ago after he/she went after a friend of mine who was trying to help me – and JD said I would get help only if i went through his (her) steps.  He was very nasty.  My friend D was the only one who came to my defense – others just let my name get roasted because they were too cowardly to step up.  That’s what these big accounts do – they lure people in with just enough truth – and form a cult base – then if others start to question the big leader and/or their narrative, the followers go after those asking the questions while the cult leader sits back, says nothing and lets the abuse happen.  I have seen this happen before – and it makes me wonder how awake we really are at times.

 

.66% – no surprise there……..

 

Two white mugs with brown handles sit on a rustic wooden table on a cabin deck. A scenic forest with tall evergreen trees, a river, and autumn foliage is visible beyond the deck railing. The wooden cabin interior frames the view, with slanted wooden walls and beams.

 

A wooden bedroom with a large bed covered in white linens and a beige blanket. Large floor-to-ceiling windows reveal a stunning ocean view with waves and a vibrant sunset sky filled with clouds. The room features wooden walls and ceiling, a woven rug, and bedside lamps with warm lighting. A decorative wooden object hangs on the wall.

 

A serene waterfall cascading into a tranquil pool surrounded by purple wisteria flowers hanging from branches. Rocks and greenery line the water\'s edge, with lanterns illuminating the scene. Traditional wooden structures are visible in the background.

 

Here are other ways to support my work:

1. You can support me at my other page where I share my personal musings, music and photography:  Victoria T is Creating Intuitive Reflections of the world around me.

2.  My inter-active Journal, “Live To Impress Yourself” on sale at AMAZON.

3.  I am also an affiliate for BlueHost.  If you or someone you know are interested in starting/creating a website and are in need of a hosting company, check out BlueHost. It’s who I use, and I have always found them very helpful from setup to assistance. Click on the previous link to get yourself set up!

4.  I am now offering Personal Tarot Card reads.  For just $25, I offer a deeply intuitive, one-of-a-kind experience to provide clarity and guidance on your most pressing questions.  Go here to place your order. 

And…..Please find and follow me on the following platforms. 💜💥💖

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A Reflection…………

 

Call this my current Mission Statement

A note:

I am getting dropped left and right “out there” in the system. Doesn’t matter my actions or intentions. It’s been going on since May.

Just this week here is what I have experienced:

1) Was to meet with a woman from local agency – online – 3pm today. Sign documents to get going on a program to help with job placement, training, etc. I receive a message from her at 1:15pm: “I waited for 15 minutes and had to leave.” I took a screenshot of her message she sent last week – showing the time was indeed 3pm and I didn’t miss a thing.

2) Signed up for another program to do the same – only this one will provide me with a job coach. I did this over 3 weeks ago and was told it would be 1-2 weeks out before I heard back. I emailed earlier this week and asked for a status update. Budget cuts and staff layoffs have pushed out that 1-2 weeks and they are “doing the best they can”. I said I’m on a timeline crunch here can you give me an estimate wait?

3) Person #3 who passed along paperwork for a scholarship program – over 3 weeks ago. She was supposed to send me additional paperwork to sign, find me someone in the field in which to interview and check in last Thursday. She failed to do ANY of this. I emailed her, texted, left a voice mail – NADA. So I contacted her supervisor who said she would “give her a nudge”. This is a time sensitive issue here.

So just a heads up for those who are struggling seeking help on here – those who say go out into the system for help need to zip it.

Do the right thing instead.

Be that Warrior of Love and ask. what. they. need.

What do I need?

MONEY.

Promotional help for the work I already do (both websites are on my profile page).  I can hire my hosting company or a patriot-oriented agency who reached out to me – if I had the funds.  The agency begins at $400/month and I don’t know what my hosting company charges.  

Hundreds of anons and truthers sharing my work – and if they resonate and read it – contributing just a few dollars every month – which is doable for anyone unless you’re unemployed – can catapult me into the forward direction I have been working my arse off to achieve.

Please forward this one around.

I am not the only one struggling unnecessarily.

And there are enough of us TO BE helping one another.

No more excuses.  

💖

Victoria

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