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So I can’t find the original T statement from yesterday – but instead of saying “John Durham” he called him “Robert Durham”. I felt into this and woke up this morning thinking “it’s a comm for his brother Rob(ert)” – who left the stage about 2 years ago or so. It’s been my feeeeeeeeeeeel ever since that he’s still here and playing the role of T at rallies, etc. I had a hunch T was telling us “Robert” has been the one talking to us – a confirmation. I also woke up hearing REO Speedwagon – Roll With The Changes – this lyric in particular: I knew it had to happen. Felt the tables turnin’………
He’s speaking today in Wilkes-Barre, PA. Sure there will be comms to share later.
San has a new one too – talking about a long (difficult – for many of us) road that is transitioning. Love that word. TRANSITION.
Reminds me of this I saw earlier…….The term “parade rainer” was in my mind this morning too as I woke up. Thoughout my life I have always – ALWAYS – felt off when someone has said I’m too idealistic or “that will never happen” or “give up and just stop”. You know – settle for less than what I want – which yes we’ve all been rather stuck at doing here – but that internal flame that wants more? Keep it LIT. If it’s something that comes from within – I NEVER STOP. I may sit down for awhile and vent – but I return to Center again and KEEP ON ROLLING. So a beautiful synch that I see this one as a Reminder. THIS is who we all REALLY ARE. Always have been always will be.
So – I’ve shared here how we lost our privacy a couple of years ago. Until then we had a 12-14′ privacy barrier. New neighbors moved in – tore it all down – and put up a 5′ fence. Hugedifference. So we decided to do something about it – on a poverty income that is – as building a fence or putting in a bunch of trees was absolutely not in our budget – not even close. So we invested a couple hundred dollars and rigged up a bunch of tarps with (allegedly) heavy duty rope and other tools and for a few weeks had some privacy again. Until today when an unexpected all dayem day wind event took place and ripped it all down – shredding the tarp in places and most importantly ripping the rope in half.
Money down the drain.
And no more privacy.
So……………..
We are both quite f’ing finished with this whatever/wherever it is we are where only the $$ elite (sell outs) get to really do what they want. Buy. Sell. Move. Add on. x y z
It was brief – but stayed with me. I was seeing this giant chess board – checkered patterns in 2-3 shares of blue. T was off to the left and was almost hovering above it. He was definitely monitoring/watching it. His energy was quiet & serious. Then I woke up – but as I was waking up I saw the 17 post 1234 in my minds eye (interesting – didn’t know that was the ## as it’s a number I began seeing again this year after not having it in my space for about 30 years – was the first ## I began seeing way back when)…………America Will Be Unified Again 11.11.18 – those are the words I “saw”……….but of course this is about humanity everywhere – and later on I released some tears (the sadness of the division – division is absolutely fully so totally opposite to what our hearts need/desire to create)…………behind that pain was this knowing we WILL heal and most importantly we will Unite. Have faith in all that is human. Have faith in ourselves.
I am really feeling the pain inside of how this realm – how their systems – how it all impacted my experience and the connections with family and what it has done to my own child. I’ve been feeling this off and on for awhile now – but it really pushed at me as I visited a store. I saw a beautiful family – mom, dad and two boys – around 5 & 7 – all masked. I about lost it right there. Let me tell you – the “self censoring” I do now out in public……
As I left, I turned on the radio: Gordon Lightfoot began singing Carefree Highway – a favorite from my childhood. Those of us from that era are pretty lucky we had a good selection of pure, innocent music to form our development.
As I drove and listened, I was taken back to my own childhood – which was far more innocent than what we see today for our children.
I wasn’t forced to cover my face.
I wasn’t forced to listen to b.s. propaganda about the “privilege” of my skin color.
I wasn’t forced to urinate in a “gender neutral” bathroom.
I wasn’t forced to see otherwise adult activity – drag queens – reading to me.
I didn’t have to see people drugged out on meth walking the streets.
I didn’t have to worry about needles in the parks or wondering if a homeless person was going to come out of a bush with his pants down.
I didn’t have to worry about filth (feces and urine) in the streets and graffiti on the buildings.
And I sure as heck didn’t have to concern myself with adults and parents too programmed and pussified to stand by weakly. Parents of our generation would NEVER have allowed what is taking place today. I can tell you if someone from the schools brought in a drag queen to read to my class my dad would have paid an immediate visit and it would not have ended well for them. Every dad back then we knew would have done the same.
As it should have been and should be today.
Sure – there was propaganda.
Yes – there was nonsense and lies pushed on us to program our young minds.
But not even close to the level it is today. Today’s level is pure evil and perversion.
And as such – my longing for those “good ‘ole days” is very much in my space. A cleaned up version of course. But the days when kids played outside – together – until dusk……….
The days when families stayed together………
The days when people – adults – would have given the middle finger to the government if they were told to mask their face and stay inside………
The days when the streets were safe – everywhere – for all………
Jesus – enough already!
No more lies.
No more division.
And NO MORE EVIL.
Here are a couple of songs of innocence. First is my rendition of Grandpa. It was so much on my mind and in my heart this week, I decided to teach it to myself yesterday. Below – Carefree Highway. Innocence and pure now – please – for all.
I sat down today to play the piano for the first time in weeks. This was one of the songs I felt the desire to play – and share with the world. It’s challenging now for most of us now – so a little comfort in this way is what I want to share with ya’ll. Love, Victoria (p.s. – if you hear a male voice in the end that’s my mate – who forgot i was recording – and when he tossed in a “sheot” about accidentally putting lemonade in my water bottle instead of his i shot him a “SHUSH” look – which he did then profusely apologized once i turned it off….i was going to re-record it but decided to just leave it – comfort w/some human comic relief…..)
This first one is interesting – rather aligns in a way with something I got in the water portal. I was thinking of the term “dark to light” – and how we have been encased in this ship/realm surrounded by water which creates a darkened environment – above below and all around and the only light here they give us is some artificial reflector. (just got the image of being in a submarine – submerged)…… So once we are lifted up and out – we return to Real Light. Dark to Light.
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One theory is it’s being drained to lift this ship up and out………Remember the sudden disappearances of many bodies of water 3-4 years ago only to eventually reappear? Displacement should be coming into play here, right?
The title alone is interesting – had me thinking “i’ve been wanting to know that my entire life” to “uh getting out of this prison”…………higher truth (FINALLY) coming to Light…tools we are used to using are not usable here now (didn’t I just talk about that in my previous reflection??)…obstacles removed so we can move forward quickly (there’s that quickly term i’ve been talking about)….all of a sudden we go from what’s familiar to what’s unfamiliar…..being pushed outside of this realm/the matrix……..another good one by San Tarot……….We’re gettin’ outta here! ….btw she pulls a water card….
NEW: DOJ releases full unredacted memo sent to former Attorney General Barr that recommended not charging Trump for potential obstructive acts arising from the Mueller investigation.
I went on a good ride today – alone. I was thinking about – carrying in my heart – the message from San tarot’s recent intuit/read: How we – how I – am carrying this flame inside – in my gut – of what I want – what I want to create but have not been able to do that because something I need access to has been blocked. That was such validation for me – and likely many of you – because the collective is absolutely finished.
She then showed the GATE card – with Light streaming in – Light containing information that enables Creation to move fluidly once again – the way it was originally designed to. The gate is opening, she said showing us the card.
Even though in my quiet moments – within – I feeeeeeeeeeeel that is coming to assist – I still refuse to give up or give in and sit on my ar$e. Wait & Sit. That is just not who I am. But I also cannot deny the very truth of my current experience which is most every step I am taking to move forward is being met with silence or a block.
Which tells me we are now here:
So focused on that – but still doing my “thing” because as I say – what do I really KNOW other than what I want/desire/need. I speculate until the frequency blocking any & all truth is completely gone.
So I have been having a strange experience in recent days. You know that sensation you get when you get off of a merry-go-round? You feel dizzy and also winded and ungrounded – you need to center yourself? Yeah – that. Well I see others are having the same experience. Check out Lisa M Harrison’s TG chat group for more shares on this. (i can’t find a link to the channel itself – so if you’re on TG just type in Lisa M Harrison Chat to go and see for yourself)…..update: got the link: https://t.me/+og_XUn1CpNBjZWVl
I have also been having a growing sensation of being without a real home. Tonight on a ride I really felt it – I feel homeless. I know I have a home to live in that is safe and secure and I am grateful for it – but it doesn’t feeeeeel like home anymore. I think I shared that recently. Anyway tonight it really hit me – that combo of feeling lonely and lost – without roots.
Also feeling the draw to watch (rewatch) What Dreams May Come and Melancholia.
Been thinking about some things…………narratives………….
Rose’s concept that T is setting things up for those going “west” and T is going “home/east”. So who then is president in that experience?
Accepting and seeing the Truth is an individual choice. Are certain experiences on the outside based on that? Some want politics and money and “systems” while others want freedom from any and all controls and “have to’s”. Who makes that choice? The Soul? The Spirit? Just who and what exactly ARE we when we’re not inhabiting a physical vessel? The me here now absolutely knows what I want.
We keep hearing “this is war” as in “there is suffering and loss”. And yet – this is our first experience at a war AGAINST evil. War has always been an evil agenda against us. So we cannot look to how war has been in the past as to how it will be seen/experienced now.
Everyone – absolutely everyone I feel a strong connection with here – are feeling the same: the level of being “DONE” is at a peak – it has peaked – we need a new word: FINISHED.
NASA graphics artists have placed things like faces, dragons, and even the word “SEX” into cloud patterns over their various ball-Earth pictures #flatearthpic.twitter.com/lp6imJrkPX
Fauci has been long gone & is A waste of time to think about. There are way More important things to do, like continue creating A solid foundation to build on that others can go ahead & take credit for. . https://t.co/e2opLui6SN
Out there – still unchanged – but within is a bit calmer. I really have to work at it some days. Took a long ride alone.
So I wasn’t going to share the dream I had this a.m. – but decided to as I saw what could be considered a confirmation of sorts of what was in my dream experience. And given what those of you are saying who reached out to me so far (thank you, btw – for your love!)- maybe it will give you a boost in faith/hope….
So in this experience, I felt I was in a reclined position. I saw what may have been a privacy curtain around the space I was in – the place felt busy but quiet at the same time. A male’s face was looking at me – someone I knew from childhood – someone who passed this year. I was quite determined in wanting my experience here to end and for the new one to begin. I was ready to “get out”. I remember his eyes – they were serious but so patient. He said no – and to give it 6 more weeks or so. Well I immediately began to search for a calendar so I could figure out that time frame. He still spoke to me (even though I was no longer looking at him) and said something about there are no calendars “here” and you can’t go by that but he was just trying to give me a sense of time – that it was very soon – and to hang in there. I wasn’t alone.
That’s all I remember. It ended or went on to something else blah blah don’t remember. lol Anyway – as I said I was going to keep it to myself because, you know, the absolute last thing I put here is frigging hopium and we’ve all had enough of that. At least I have. So I was drawn to visit Lisa Harrison’s telegram group earlier and saw Lisa share this:
“i know I have said this before but for some reason feel the need right now to repeat myself (which I hate lol) but from June (I think) onwards it all looks black and white, until we hit October and it then looks technicolour, straight out of ‘the wizard from Oz’ type feel, no idea what it means yet but it keeps coming up and I feel compelled to say it again, sorry for repeat”
I absolutely agree this summer has sucked. Horrid feel out there. Totally feels “lacking in color” since June. And…..October is in – 6 weeks. It also aligns w/the Kim Clement prophecy of “they fall in the fall” – something I had no idea he had said and something I heard/felt in 2018 only mine was “they fall with our fall”. Fall here for those of us in the northern hemisphere that is……….
So we will see. This time I will add “in about 6 weeks”.
Here’s what else is going on. There is probably more to share – but I’m just not into the search as I used to be atm. I’m also focused on only those things that inspire and guide me/us to the end and show us that we are there. Thank you for all of you who hang in there with me – together – we do this.
Love,
V.
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There is no time when we are Quantum…………or it is time FOR Quantum……any other guesses……….
US Mortgage Lenders Are Starting to Go Broke as Loan Volumes Plunge – Bloomberg
The US mortgage industry is seeing its first lenders go out of business after a sudden spike in lending rates, and the wave of failures that’s coming could be the worst since the housing bubble burst about 15 years ago.
San’s latest…….giggle at the title – reminds me of the dream i had and how i was at the front of the line (metaphorically – probably literally) at the shift/..
