I have one thing on my mind and in my heart now:  Home.

And the Freedom to create it and go there and experience it.

I reflected on the YRFT video I shared here – about this “free will” program “still running” here.  Free Will – here that is – is not the same as Freedom.  Free Will here is making a decision for oneself while being deceived at the same time.  It’s THEIR program – or at least it was ours until it was seriously hijacked by them.  Think about it logically:  How can anyone make a truly informed decision if one does not have all of the truth – the details – the facts?  You can’t.  Impossible.  And WHY doesn’t she or others like her ask these questions?

So we do the best we can with what we have and know now.  I don’t know friends – I’m just finding more b.s. the further down the whole “exit/home” narrative I go…..not that I don’t align with the concept of getting out of prison and returning to a REAL world – I absolutely do – just that I don’t align with this energy of free will and making the right choice for yourself in this prison.  I call b.s.  LOUDLY.  It all feels like matrix AI distraction to me – look over here prisoner and make sure you do x y z (which sets off our fear alarms within of doing it right or else – which is a program of theirs).  And the whole Subconscious/Soul choice – same thoughts on that.  The subconscious is how they trap us – for the subconscious is what holds the trauma and memories and is what enters our minds with the thoughts and our bodies with the energy when we’re suddenly triggered by an event outside of us.  As far as our Soul making the choice – who knows how much of that is here and what exactly our Soul really is.  All we have here is what we feeeeeeeeeeeeel and think – and as I said – we do the best we can as these Amazing Beings in this prison.

Also had one last thought last night – the woman from CA saying she is their Queen – she’s working with T, etc.  If that is true, she would be heavily guarded and/or insulted at all times – just like T is.  But no – she’s out in the open.  That would be a security risk for ANY “leader” such as herself who seeks to allegedly bring down the whole system.  And why was she burning the Canadian flag this week?  The Flags belong to the Land and the People – NOT the government or any leader – elected or otherwise.  And I also found it “interesting” (ok – telling) that once the Convoy of truckers headed into Ottawa and stated their commands – which was end the mandates AND Trudeau step down – she follows on their wheels and proclaims the same thing.  Why not work WITH them?  Senses have been off about her since the moment I learned of her.

And they remain off.

When you have the ability to think logically and really look at something being totally neutral – you bypass the ego and even the heart (that wants something to be true SOOOO much) – and can see a different picture sometimes.

Truth is easy to feel, understand and know.  It just – IS.

For now – as I began this piece – I am solely/Soulfully focused on H O M E.  And below is what we have been watching around the clock now.  And now it has the Aurora – so we’re “good to go”.

Love,

Victoria

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I care about the hearts and souls of humanity and our Freedom.  

This song goes through my mind now every. single. time I hear read see ANY headline word statement intel narrative that violates MY FREEDOM.  My mate will read a headline showing one of “their” doings ~ my hand goes up and I say “I don’t care anymore”.  Someone will send me something showing one of their filthy agenda’s.  “I don’t care anymore”, I think.

I absolutely do not care anymore what any of “them” say/speak/do.

P E R I O D.

UPDATE:  I forgot to add something……….He was really “up there” – and when I saw the sun coming in on him, it was as though he was looking almost directly at the sun – as though he was near-even with it (in height).  Something about that – how “high up” he was – the sun shining on him and the color of his eyes – which I said were blue – deep blue.  I searched online to see what color his eyes are – I’ve seen gray and I’ve seen blue.

I also wanted to share his inaugural speech on 1.20.2017.  Notice when the military comes out.  Notice what he is saying – how “special” this day was.  This was not just about transferring power from one admin to another – rather it was about the transfer of power from Washington DC back to the People.  (Corportation back to the Republic)  I’m pretty sure that’s when the military stepped in and began the job – and either that was not T or if it was – it is possible we haven’t seen the real one since.

I had another T dream (DJT) last night.  Again – it wasn’t expected.  I was in some sort of a high rise type space – way way up.  He was in the corner – looking out a window – sunlight streaming in.  He was watching the sky.  All I could see was his profile (right side).  I noticed the color of his eyes – very beautiful light blue.  The sun cast a really nice brightness on his eyes.  His energy was quiet – but intense (the sense was he was watching things – monitoring).  I watched him for a bit – not wanting to interrupt his thoughts.  Then I asked “do you have anything for me?”

He asked “You know the Trump card, right?”

“Yes,” I replied.

“Look,” he said.

Suddenly in my minds eye I am seeing what looks like a stage – on top are two long, rectangular metal objects with lights below them.  They looked like stage lights – but they also seemed to represent the “T” card(s) – of which there were two.  The one on the left fell which then triggered the one on the right – which only started to fall (that I could see).  He could only tell me a bit about just one – the other one remained classified/secret.  The first one – the one on the left – he told me was a highly advanced space craft used by the Navy.  That’s all he said.  My sense was it is being used to take out the enemy and perhaps – its programs/equipment (whatever was used to put us here).  I did not get any visual on what this craft looks like.  It’s possible (likely) it is cloaked.  Whatever it is, obviously it is not for us to see.  Yet.

Then the experience ended.

That’s all I have atm.  Life doing’s call for me.

Love,

V.

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Long night.  Woke up a few times pounding my fist on my pillow.

We watched a Little House earlier in the evening – Bully Boys.  A family of brother’s – representing what is evil in this realm:  humans doing evil’s bidding/work.  It ends with the Reverand, who finally sees there are some people who simply serve evil, grabbing one of the brother’s, slamming him into the wall and asking the men in the congregation (who at the time, you know, were really MEN) “you got this?”  Yep, they did and together they ran them all out of town.

That’s what you do.  That’s what is takes.  None of this negotiate, find a peaceful agreement nonsense.  EVIL DOES NOT COMPREHEND SUCH A BEHAVIOR.

My city – overrun with homeless and criminals and yet – aside from my mate and perhaps 1 or 2 other males we know – the rest of the men are soy boy beta males more concerned about their gardens or being politically correct and quiet.

I had a meltdown last night.  Again.  I spent – WASTED – a good 2 hours of my time looking for a place to live and a work-at-home job.  Every. Single. Work at home Job that I qualified for – REQUIRES PAYPAL.  Every single one.  Then there is the housing situation – my god – has that jumped in the last 6 months.  I could not find ANYTHING we could afford (aside from 1 bedroom or studios).

What has happened to this ability to create the experience I want?  I’m absolutely done hearing “this place is breaking down”.  NO SHEOT it is.  I GET that.  I SEE that.  And yet – I still have a life to live here – responsibilities.  Desires and needs going unmet.  My girl needs new friends and WE need new people who are open and will let our girl play with their girls.  TWO F’ING YEARS OF THIS – no matter what we do she will never get that back.  And such kids are not to be found around here.  So for now – socialization is done via facetime.  And it isn’t like the extended families care about this – or her.  They’re off doing their own thing – still believing the lies.

I checked in on my girl last night – watching her sleep.  She’s growing so fast.  I got a knot in my stomach as I thought “she’s going to need new clothes again” and wondered how will I pay for that?  The moving fund we have keeps getting touched – especially since this “plan” has allowed for “inflation”.  My gawd…………

I’m angry.  I’m very angry.  I am WILLING TO WORK.  I am OPEN to receiving abundance.  Heck – every day I get on this thing and expect – am open to – seeing donations flooding in – seeing someone say “hey we have a house” or “hey I know of work for you or someone to help you promote your site”.

But just like every damn day I expect to see all that I have felt and known and called forth for so many years to finally – FINALLY – break through: I end the day disappointed (to varying degrees).  But then I perk up and say “there’s always tomorrow.  Tomorrow will be it.”  And I KNOW tomorrow will come – at some point.  I just know that this “waiting” is harming me – my mate – and most importantly our beautiful girl – which is why I continue to look – continue to reach out – and at times continue to scream HELP MY FAMILY PLEASE because we’re doing this thing alone here.  NO ONE does this place alone – we’re not supposed to.

Someone told me today they are rolling with the changes in their life.  Seems like those “changes” are things – atm and in previous years – that none of us want.  So I have moments where I roll and moments where I pick up those unwanted rocks – crush them in my hands and toss them into a volcano.  For I will NEVER relent – NEVER give up and NEVER surrender to the “rules” of this game.

So expect me to continue to scream and command – to continue to ask and reach out – because somewhere – somewhere out in this place – something is seeking to meet up – searching to meet the needs I express.

Love,

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I am one part this:

And one part I NEED A HUG DO YOU NEED ONE BECAUSE I WANT TO GIVE OUT HUGS LIKE NOW AND GET ONE BACK!!

Out and about – people are zombies.  Saw a near-miss car accident – idiot running a stop sign – oncoming car had to slam on brakes to avoid a t-bone.  Probably wearing a mask.  Seeing them EVERYWHERE now.  My gawd.  The stewpidity – it’s worn on me.  My patience/kindness program is malfunctioning.  Maybe that’s a good thing.  I don’t know.  Inside a store to get some supplies as the ones I ordered aren’t due to arrive for at least a week (which doesn’t match what their website said originally).  Anyway seeing the signs “the co v i d jab protects you against all variants” and “face masks required as of august 2021 mandate” (which is a f’ing lie as the original 2020 b.s. was never reauthorized)……..O M G…………I just stood there shaking my head asking to be projected OUTTA THIS HELL HOLE that I don’t consent to participating in – not with these programmed brain dead O2 deprived idiots.  My compassion and energy is best shared with the children being forced to comply with the agenda because their parents are dolts – and towards those who share my perspective.

Seriously – everyone else?  F ’em.  They aren’t doing me any favors and so that destroys their virtuous crap dialogue “I am doing this for the all.”

They are not.

Been reading some claim they broke free from the matrix.  lol  Really?  Then why the bleep did ya come back?  And why aren’t you showing us all how to do the same?  I remember in my earlier years in the new age movement some would claim “you will have to forgive me (for their aloofness) – I’m in 5D”.  I remember at the time I would try to get into that 5D space – but then finally came to realize these people were just flakes no matter what “space” they resided.  Being grounded can happen anywhere – it’s about being REAL with what’s going on within thyself and on the outside.

And sometimes we gotta escape/distract from the outside – and even inside – but really really the outside these days.  Distractions incoming when all other forms of self comfort fail to be created or sometimes, felt.  A bit ago I snuggled into my mate and we just held one another – both of us saying “enough is enough” – at this point continuining this “thing” is creating more harm than good.  At least that’s how it feels today.

Feeling everyone’s kinda in their own space atm – own bubble – while I’m needing to connect and talk and give out and receive some hugs.  My experience here seems to work out that way.  Probably a personal matrix glitch.  When I’m feeling the need for comfort or connection – people disappear.  When I have no need for it – people flock to me.

Nothing here makes sense to my heart or mind.

Moving on……….

Feeling the betrayal stuff coming up.  My only real thought on that was to own we are all doing our best (well most are – I can only find leniency/patience in the “well it’s their program” narrative for so long and at this point as I said – that ability in me is short-circuiting)…….Self love – all starts with us – and then we share and create this beautiful love comfort bubble that spreads and spreads.  And keeps going until we burst and bust outta here and break down the entire matrix energy of ugh.  That was a very nice vision I had that popped outta my mind and heart space earlier today.

‘Tis all I got.

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Love,

Victoria

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