Well, my girl had a JFK jr. dream.  She was quite annoyed with that – it was her first – and she said it probably happened to her because I have essentially told him/the plan to p-off (until I SEEEEE).  lol  Anyway, she was inside of an old fashioned trailer – tiffany blue – with cake decoration type on the wall.  He had on a tux – red tie – he smiled at my girl and said “I’ll be revealed soon.”  The experience ended.  So take it for what it is until there’s physical proof.  That’s what I’m doing.

I had a dream I was inside of a large vehicle – Humvee type.  I was the passenger.  I looked over to see who was driving – it looks like some super hero type dude.  Ungodly huge upper arm muscles – short brown hair – very straight I recall – long pointy  noise (I am describing his profile).  He was trying to maintain control of the vehicle – doing a good job overall.  Felt he was there to get us both to safety.  The territory was unknown/unfamiliar – large rugged mountains that lead to a valley with a river running between them.  I felt we just had a little ways to go before we were out/safe.  Then the experience ended.

I woke up hearing Runaway Train – always a song I have loved.  One line in particular is absolutely valid:  Somehow I’m neither here nor there.  Runaway train never coming back.………The desire to just pack up and GO is so strong with me now.

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Emotionally – I am going between numb to crying to calm.  Mate said he cried at least half a dozen times yesterday.  Ditto that.  As we were falling asleep, we were talking quietly – and suddenly I began to cry.  Usually he will comfort me but he was so tired and when I paused, I heard him lightly snoring.  lol  No matter – when I get into this space I tend to want to be alone with it to clear it.

I haven’t checked what’s going on “out there”.  Feels like a chaos off in the distance.  The sun is out……..

Love,

V.

At this moment I am grateful (if you can call it that – perhaps relieved is a better word) for the task of folding laundry.  Mundane – but it gets my mind quiet – at least focused on something other than what’s going on “out there”.

And today – my mind is being seriously intensely pushed to bust up into a billion different pieces.  I’ve spoken with several of you and again, it’s collective.

Aren’t we tired of hearing that?  Gawd knows I am flipping worn down from saying it/typing those words.  It’s collective…..Makes me do this:

I tuned in – in a moment of quiet and calm – and felt “they” are seriously pushing the doubt program.  Doubting our hearts.  Our intuition.  Our senses.  Doubting our ENTIRE experience of awakening.  I continue to know that anything deceptive that misleads any of us regardless of our age or gender or level of awakening holds the onus of responsibility for that doing.  All we can do is – well, I don’t know at this point, do you?  Regroup.  Recenter.

Even THAT feels like groundhog day.

I don’t need to just take a step back and regroup.  I need a f’ing NEW EXPERIENCE in which to DO that and have it manifest into something that I desire.  I create.  I CONTROL.  Control is ONLY an illusion in an experience of enslavement and deception and INVISIBLE controls.  We are being pushed to the absolute brink and all I know to DO is take care of my body.  Sleep.  A lot.  When I can.  Move the energy.  Dance.  Jump up and down.  Punch pillows.  Throw eggs (like Denise says though throw ’em at people and not on the floor as I suggested because well, you know……….lol)

Gotta have humor to keep the mind SANE in these moments.

So…………..I remain trusting in only WHAT I WANT.  What is right for me.  And honestly what is right for me is right for all – which is Freedom.  You do you.  I do me.  You choose what YOU choose and I choose what I choose.  And in that energy space we support one another the entire process.

Right now I am feeling a TON of distraction.  The 355 movie.  The russian rocket (which allegedly splashed down “somewhere in the pacific”).  And I just heard – another rocket – Lemur-2-djara – also came down today – landing in the southern Indian Ocean (where the “f” was the coverage of that one??).  T making a big feather ruffling over first doing a presser tomorrow then cancelling yesterday.  What is good?  What is evil?  I don’t know.  How can we?  If this truly is The Art of War type of psych/physical war, it’s largely deception on both sides.  Question remains:  Are either side working for us and Freedom?  Or is just another “came coin different side” that we’ve been living under for eons?

I.  Don’t.  Know.  I go by what I sense – what I intuit – and I use logic as well.  I also go by what I see and hear.  I have seeeeeen increase in military in our skies – in our area – beginning in 2018 – and a big increase in the past 6-10 months.  We have heard military fire – fire AND return fire – that one occurrence with no police sirens following.  And we have heard loud explosions/BOOMS coming from the Pacific when “earthquakes” were registering.  So something’s afoot and has been for a few years.  NO ONE can deny that.

So…………….I have no useful advice now.  No real truth to share other than what I have here.  The end result – how much of this are you and I creating with our own inner energies?  Is our awakening having an impact in creating that desired result of Freedom we all seek?

Again – that remains to be seen.

But I will say this….

If evil wanted to put us under a spell to make us think THIS time we’re actually getting benevolent/truthful help in removing them altogether – why would this awakening been allowed to happen?  And why is there so much resistance in our push for our Freedom?

Just something I ponder these days – in an attempt to keep my mind focused and in tact.

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Love to you all….

Victoria

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Welcome to the gregorian calendar’s 2022……….If we were on the old Julian calendar, it would still be in 2021 – around the 19th of December………..At least according to my research (which is limited) the Julian calendar lost 1 day every 130 years plus 10 days were omitted.

That said – we haven’t a clue what the actual year here is.  Given the time manipulation and the trap – no stinkin’ way are we actually as a species in 2022.  Could it be closer to 10k years inside this place?  Or a million?  Or just a couple of hundred?  I don’t know – none of us do.  But we will learn.  We will know.

Which leads me to my card read I decided to do last night.  I used 3 different decks.  Each read felt manipulated and old messages no longer needed (or be reminded of).  However there was one card that quietly nudged at me – those are what I pay attention to.  The Native American Medicine Cards showed me Armadillo – which is the boundary card.

I reflected on that – went to bed – and woke up knowing what it meant:  We have all been in a back and forth state of allowing for the plan to unfold to standing up firm.  It’s been a dance.  And I feel part of this allowing has enabled us to give our power away to other humans.  What harm can it cause, I felt, to assert our boundaries NOW and keep them solid.  NO to all that violates our freedom.  NO to all that violates our right to know and SEE the truth.

If “they” can manipulate time – so can we.  Is it possible we can speed this process up by being the Armadillo and putting on our protective armor – which I see as part of our God Spark – the part of us that tells us what is ok and warns us of what is not ok.  It tells us what we want/need/desire – in that now moment.

So be the Armadillo.

While I was sleeping I had what I felt was another “event” dream.  What’s interesting is it included two members of the same family who were in my first event dream almost 4 years ago.  At the time it was the dad and son.  I wondered “where are the mother and daughter?”  Well last night I had such a dream of the mom and daughter.  I could see light coming in around them – waking them up.  I actually related with the mom in a way I have wanted to – but gave up trying years ago.  However I pushed it too far and saw her close up some.  So my feel I am left with this is “the event” is ongoing – waking up each of us.  And yes – all here who are heart-based humans are impacted by these energies and this process.

I felt a shift today – an uplift.  Could be part of the collective “yeah it’s a new year let’s make it AWESOME”……….could also be part of the awakening.  My girl said last night she felt something come in she hadn’t felt since T was first elected in 2016 – a shift/uplift we ALL felt in this house and it had nothing to do with the local collective energy (as the majority voted for HRC and as I have shared here – when I went out into the world I only saw people who were clearly upset – many of them crying – and I was honestly the only one in the store I visited who was up and smiling – being given the look “omg how can you be smiling???”).

Time and timelines are maleable here – changing – being messed with by both sides and yet – we must remember THIS IS OUR PLAN.  This is not just a WH plan or a satanic plan (talking about the war).  This is OUR life.  OUR awakening.  OUR experience.

It is truly time to STAND.

Next up (later) are finds – most of them discovered by my intern (with whom I happen to share my bed lol) – along with my insights.  We are still saving money when we can to move.  That is not a desire that has changed – the goal post has just moved – until the time is right and the goal achieved.  Please donate what you can.  Small amounts done by many add up as ya’ll have heard me say more than once.

Much love and freedom and truth to every one of you.

In gratitude ~

Victoria

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