I woke up early this morning – feeling quite agitated. I got up – got a bite to eat – trying to shake the agitation. I returned to bed and felt guided to go within. And I emphasize – REALLY go within.
It took some time but I did it. Found some very deep pain. I worked with myself – and continued to go deeper. Insights came. I began to ask question. Who am I? REALLY – who am I? How can I heal? WHERE am I? WHO AM I on the outside? The more I went within and STAYED within (which was a challenge) – I began to feel energy moving at the back of my head and neck. I then could see (in my minds eye) a cord and felt myself going into some sort of a tube to connect with myself, let’s just say “elsewhere”. It was pretty amazing – and I felt wonderful. Liberated.
Shortly after this I drifted off to sleep and had one of the most blissful/restful sleeps I can recall having. I don’t remember the experiences other than I felt I was connecting with others and the experience left me feeling joy and love. Soft and gentle. Peaceful. When I woke up, I began to hear “I Remember You” (Sebastian Bach – Skid Row).
For now, I felt guided to keep doing what I did this morning – and focus on doing something new – something I’ve always wanted to do but have put off, etc. The focus was on finding the joy where I can. Nothing else matters atm. So I remembered a couple of hobbies I have wanted to explore for years. Expand – learn more.
Here are a couple of finds I found most interesting.
You all know how the anon’s have said when something is in a bracket they call it the “kill” bracket? Could it also indicate 17 wanted us to put our attention to what was IN the brackets – to align with the date – for a future delta?
“Sen. Feinstein “missed today’s vote and votes last week due to a family medical emergency,” her spox says.
She would’ve voted yes on nominees & CR, they add, and she’s “carefully following the vote situation in the Senate and will return to Washington as soon as possible.”
That’s all I have atm. Lots of headlines of horror that I’m just not into. There’s either a plan or there isn’t. If there is, it’s playing out. If not, people will have to unite. I’m not feeling called to do that now – after screaming about it for months.
I had the thought come to me earlier – time to use Jesus darts to throw at evil now. I was going to see if I could create a meme or image around the idea. Turns out – it’s a real thing. lol (Not that any of this is a laughing matter. NONE of it is. But sometimes a little humor can help boost morale.)
Throwin’ those darts at evil. And at this point my god if the sleepers can’t SEE “the beast”……..
🔴More shots of arrests from Australia.
Many people were arrested this weekend for no reason.
The police are very tyrannical.
Australians, you are not alone.
🔴Pastor Artur Pawloski was arrested today immediately after he landed in Canada. He is facing six years in prison for having his Church open during the lockdowns and facing additional charges for baptizing his daughter in a local river. Artur is one of many other Pastors in Canada who have been arrested for keeping their doors open during the pandemic. He is a true hero in my book. We shared the stage just one week ago, and I’m so thankful for that opportunity. He asked me to pray that he could spend three days with his family before they arrested him, but the Canadian Gov’t prevented his family from seeing him. Would you please support and pray for my friend, Artur?
Saveartur.com
I still remember those early days…………seeing that perfect little round hole and knowing no dayem plane did that……seeing the interview of a local gas station manager whose station had camera’s that faced the pentagon….and who said the feds came in and took his video camera’s hours after the attacks….20 years later and we are STILL WAITING for full public disclosure….although most everyone awake knows….
So even though I am not feeeeeeeeeeeeling lifted today – I am intending this black line is another evil agenda collapse. While in the shower, I cleared as much as I could from my own ego and pain center and felt – again – (as my dream below will show) that we ARE playing a part here and aren’t just spectators watching “the movie”. We ARE the “movie” and we CAN bring in the END – OUR end. As I said last night – if they can drag it out we can speed it up. So let’s put on our Speedy Gonzales hats and get this thing done!
So….on we go with the dreams.
I had a lot of dreams last night – trying to find some peace and assert myself at the same time.
At one point I’m in a room and I see Mike Flynn – and I think Lin Wood. Flynn is resting in bed – talking about the plan – as much as he can share. I am sitting close to him – kinda of crouched on the side of the bed. I hear him say something about 2022 and 2024 and that is when I said “NO” and walked away to the other side of the room. I informed him he and his team are not the only people here – there is a fleet of very old Souls here as well – “starseeds” – and WE ARE DONE. We are NOT allowing this to continue into next year. This year is it.
“This is OUR plan now,” I told him. As I was speaking I noticed I was washing dishes. In my “waking” version of reality, I wash dishes – and sometimes when I do, I channel my emotions in the process. The act of doing this chore helps me get to the core of what it is I am feeling.
And lately – it is “DONE” – the emotion. I haven’t found anything at this time beyond that feeeeel. The suffering – the division between families over not just politics but the poison dart – the people fighting back only to be harmed or killed. This waiting – for people like myself that is – for real healing modalities.
Evil has had its time here.
Now it is OUR time.
It is now OUR experience of Freedom.
N O W.
And boy was I claiming that last night and stating it to the General.
We are that powerful. This plan is also OUR plan. We don’t need to be sideline spectators. We can help shift it by commanding it shift.
I recently was told – by more than one person – to hold the line – armor up and FIGHT.
And yet – when I am honest with myself – I don’t have it in me now to do that.
Certainly not consistently.
Not in the way I once did.
Not now.
My body – my mind – my Spirit – is TIRED.
Soooo tired.
Battle-weary.
I know I’m not alone.
Think of a professional boxer.
A paid “fighter”.
They have trainers to help them.
They have a support team.
They train.
Then they fight.
And then they REST.
Not even the best trained soldier can fight for long durations without needing to rest.
Or even just stop.
ESPECIALLY if they are more “mature” on the calendar years or sustain injuries.
After listening to Yellow Rose’s latest – I get that now.
I received validation that screaming as I have (and many of us) have been doing – releasing – being honest in saying I AM DONE – perhaps that is being heard.
If her info is correct – we have been heard.
And those on the outside are horrified at how this is playing out at this point.
People fighting back and getting horribly assaulted.
People fighting back and getting killed.
It’s war.
It’s evil.
Enough IS enough.
I don’t have it in me now to sustain this “fight back and resist” energy.
I wake up feeling weary. As I have said – the need to sleeeeeeeeeeeep is regular now and very present.
That tells me we are at the end.
And it also tells me – this wayward daughter can lay her weary head to rest. If or when I feel I can roar – I will. But at the level I once did?
Likely not. I am who I am now.
My mate said – after he roared the other day – it exhausted him.
Sometimes going along isn’t about selling out.
It’s about keeping yourself GOING – get the basis so you can feed yourself and your family.
Respecting your body’s needs. It certainly does not imply one has sold out.
And so I am absolutely finished with anyone telling me to suck it up and do.
Sometimes when a soldier is on the battle field and is too tired to go on – those around him/her HELP. They carry the soldier. Those who CAN do what they can to help the one who just CANNOT.
The energy today was another UGH day. Overall. It’s like the UGH is now running continuously in the background and it is up to each of us individually to push it back or ignore it or visualize it being removed. However, I can “rise above” those whatever-they-are and be in my own space.
At times.
Distractions.
Lots of distractions now…..
It almost feels as though something is taking my face and saying LOOK and I simply don’t want to LOOK. No – I want to see the NEW.
Last night I wrote a message to myself that essentially reminded myself – powered myself up – to BE IN CONTROL of my own inner world. And NO MORE inner dialoguing – no more inner repeating the same stories. The same f’ing trauma’s. I visualize a giant sucking machine lovingly removing EVERY DAMN THING this matrix put into me that I DID NOT CONSENT TO.
TAKE IT OUT. REMOVE IT. I don’t want it. I don’t need it. IT IS NOT ME.
IT IS NOT ME.
However I am also being gentle with myself – I have to be. You cannot create heaven in hell – not as long as hell (those energies) are operational. We can just shine our inner “flashlights”. This is far more of a complex experience than I realize – I keep sensing that.
So………..turn off the matrix. SPEED UP THE ENDING. END IT ALL NOW.
I noticed something today – the feel OF the matrix. I paid to register our car. It is our car but the state says it is their CAR. That all caps. I noticed when I typed, I was only allowed to type in ALL CAPS. VICTORIA INC according to “them”. The energy coming from “their” site was so oppressive. I did it quick and exited.
Cleared my computer and me from the experience. It’s all so archaic and old and I am sooooooooooo beyond DONE with it.
Have I said how DONE I am? lol
My body is doing things it was programmed to do – that I look at now and know: this is not natural.
This is not me.
My desire to connect with the REAL GOD – Jesus too – has been present for awhile. I’m finding that a challenge atm. “Call on me and I will be there.”
Not seeing that. But I also know – I feeeeeeeeeel – I have to remove those shells around my heart in order TO.
And it could also just be another program I am clearing – or that has been cleared.
Our REAL connection to REAL Source – we may not experience it at all here. It may be something totally different than what we have had here.
I take on my family’s pain. I see my mate struggle so much physically these days – with walking, getting around, dealing with his chronic pain. And now he has to really watch being around people – the jabbed. This is no way to live. And I am absolutely powerless to heal him. I can assist – but I cannot heal – even though I know intuitively this is a gift I have – certainly I once had it. WE ALL do. Seeing him going through these health issues for over 10 years – it is overwhelming. I’m a different person because of the medical horrors and mistreatment he has gone through – and all of the treatments including many holistic approaches. I am more vocal and empowered but also more apathetic. And my girl – with the issue of friendship. She has been bullied this past year by a couple of girls she once knew in person (they moved away with their families in recent months). This has occurred online. It incenses me – pains me to see her suffer. So tonight I strongly pushed her to speak up and out (as honestly mama bear could not take it anymore herself!) – set a good healthy solid boundary and claim “NO MORE I AM DONE WITH YOU TWO.” Call them out on their abuse. With our help, she did it and I am so proud of her for taking a stand on her behalf. Petty, fake, toxic behavior – in our children – is learned and allowed by lazy, uninvolved parents. It ALL brings up that ongoing inner feeling I have carried since I was a little one: I DO NOT BELONG HERE. This place is foreign to me. And many “human” behaviors considered “normal” I find appalling.
NONE of it is “normal”.
Who allowed unhealthy to become normal anyway?
So my emotions these days are all over the place.
Moving on with more thoughts coming my way……perhaps each of us is getting lined up individually to get outta here – so there IS no creating new here (lasting that is – I am getting glimpses to embrace totally new ways that I am looking into but even that feels like a “distraction UNTIL”….). Certainly I just do not feeeeel this realm is fixable. “There ain’t enough sage…..”
So we’re in that ongoing holding pattern. Hence – WRAP IT UP. Speed up OUR END.
And/or it could be what I read in Linea’s comment section. Something Rose said:
“Rose said the same thing…(quietly in the comments) – that we have already gone through this and whatever we’re going to go through here at the end. And right now we’re up there in those beds waking up, and this is our memories coming back…, this is our debrief…, watching what happened already.”
That could make sense…………And Bill Wood said the ending was already done. I feel something happened in 2012 where “they” could NOT get their ending. Something happened in that December 2012 period. And I’ll bet those f’ers have looped and looped and looped us to where time now feels sooooooooooooooooo g.d. slow and yet – fast at the same time. It’s like there are two different versions of me awake now. I know this – I have had SO many deja vu’s the past few years – including one just yesterday. Now when they happen I say “nope already done this” and move through it without attachment or saying “ooooh cool one of these things again!” We HAVE already done this. And I have also been feeling the need to remember again – to get those memories back.
Question is – is it us HERE that has gone through this – or US on the outside?
IF that is truth.
SO are we playing out the movie or are “they” delaying the end?
Or both?
Ok – enough on that. My mind is telling me it’s had enough.
Here are some finds.
Love,
V.
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Linea’s latest….(wondering what male came in at the end – she sure ended it quickly….)
As I told my mate – one way to prod awake the normies – those who watch this show. When they see these “things” on this show say hey the PCR test doesn’t work – well they’ll believe it then. (eye roll – but it’s the truth – that’s how these people roll)
Remember when Bill Wood said the closer we get to the end (that merge of the two timelines he saw on PLG) the more powerful our ability to create the outcome/experience we want. Remember that?
And remember how he also said the only thing “they” can do is delay their demise (which they are doing in a BIG way now – they’re f’ing with their time machine/program or whatever it is to stretch out this end and I for one am f’ing beyond DONE with that)?
So let’s use this to our advantage. Let’s focus on SPEEDING UP OUR TIMELINE.
We the many souls come together in service to our Divine God to ask the universe to honor our request to manifest a timeline that creates a future for this Terran planet Earth that will allow all souls & every living creature to live together in an individual sovereignty in this universal consciousness in peace, security,& prosperity.
1.We ask to manifest a future where every single soul on this planet receives sufficient light & wisdom to connect with our“One God of the Universe” enabling us to co-create the earth of love & compassion he intended for us & every other living creature in free will.
2.We ask to manifest the patriots & angels win this battle against evil & corruption & create a Constitutional Republic with smaller govt, a new monetary system(Nesara), new judicial &educ.systems & new operational systems that allows for individual sovereignty that provides for the basic needs of every soul&creature on this planet fairly & justly.
Do any of you have a daughter who is pre-teen (9-12) who too has had a difficult time due to this scandemic and is need of a friend to talk to? I don’t care where you live. The girls can facetime (we use duo). Let me know! Thank you.
Others are saying the same. This is a new unusual one.
How are you all feeling today? I’m about ready to bust outta my skin with HADITDONE energy. My mate recently went to one of the big stores recently – the one where I swear they have some transmitter/transponder inside that amps up the spike protein shedding going on. And again, within a few hours upon returning home, he has blisters appear on two places of his body. I did my magic on him and it worked a bit – slowly. We have a big event here in the city and people are saying how it’s all back to normal now that most are jabbed (you know – did the responsible thing) and doing what the governor and city officials are telling them to do.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE! The GOD Spark/Voice in me is saying NO MORE. We know “their” god(s) are here.
WHERE IS OURS??!!
I am just f’ing done with all of this so once again I am SCREAMING inside does ANYONE know of a nice, safe affordable home in a rural area that is more FREE than this nazi prison state. I know the entire realm is enslaved by evil but there are more free areas. And AFFORDABLE is a must. Must have everything we seek for this to work.
Funny thing happened on the way into the kitchen tonight. I began to make/bake Cranberry Almond cookies when I thought “turn on the radio”. Talk about the Universe speaking. Favorites plus a song I’ve been hearing in my mind the past few days – thinking “I need to listen to that one.”
First the cookies (turned out REALLY YUM) – our girl is telling me to “dip them in chocolate”. lol Excellent suggestion!
Now for the songs….
First one (that I’ve been hearing in my mind the past week) – Survivor: Eye of the Tiger
Second one – Kansas: Carry On Wayward Son
Third (a favorite for 30 years) – 4 Non Blondes: What’s Up
Next up – the WH in Yellow?
It sure is. Thanks to Sister D for passing this one on to me….JB isn’t there…..We know that….I also saw from Nancy Drew/Kelly Brady that the North side of the WH no longer has security….
