Category: Daily Notes

I’ll know we’re out of this frequency/energy when deception is not allowed.  I don’t like deception.  I don’t like it when I see people listening to disinfo channels – knowingly – but doing so to get some truth.  I don’t like it when I do it either.  At this place in the game, there is so little I trust.  I trust myself – what I desire.  What I want.  And that’s it because there is a lot of myself I can’t trust because I CAN NEVER TRULY KNOW MYSELF IN ANY EXPERIENCE OF DECEPTION – where knowledge is withheld, controlled, etc.

I have questions.  I want to know where I was before I entered this realm.  I want to know where I’ve been.  Who I’ve been.  I want to know exactly where I am.  I want to know what is outside of this realm.  I want to know how to teleport – how to fully manifest.  I want to know what trauma’s are still buried in my “reptilian brain”.  I want to know how to f’ing release them.  I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW ALL OF THAT and more.  

Not liking today – the closer it got to be the end of today that is.  I am seeing the matrix trying to manipulate the children now with their false narratives – they were already doing that to the adults.  Seen it several times – and saw it with an experience my girl had.  Until they are out of our consciousness,  NOTHING will change.  Truth will remain buried and difficult to fully see/know/experience.  This is nothing but a giant convulated deceptive realm and the next time someone makes some lame ass comment here about this being a divine realm but it sucks because we have lessons to learn is going to get permanently blocked.  I don’t have time nor wish to waste my energy on engaging in that type of conversation.  And why people come here when they obviously don’t align with what I feel and know and perceive – T R O L L S.  Passive aggressive b.s.  Matrix poking.

Oh and btw – who the “f” is this queen of canada – queen dromala or whoever she is?  How did she get to be in charge?  Even if the military installs – that’s a f’ing coup.  If the people don’t get to choose, it is just another dictator.  And NESARA/GESARA – so over that too.  The fancy currencies.  The crypto.  The 800 numbers (I walked away from that crap a few years ago when I heard this:  “when you visit with your financial planner at the bank, you have to prove to them you will do good with your money.  you will help humanity.  this isn’t about you – this is about humanity.”).  I finally said “ef it” to that scam.  If it’s MY money – no one has the authority to tell me what to do with it.  I don’t need to jump through someone else’s hoops.  Wealth is abundance and that is a Divine Right.  Anyone attempting to power over you with that – with YOUR abundance – is not your friend.

And there’s talk about the CEO of Pfizer being arrested.  Not saying he isn’t a royal scumbag who doesn’t have it coming – just had pause at what I read.  The red flag for me was reading the police ordered a media blackout.  lol  Really??!  The police have that power to over-ride the constitution?  Also seeing articles of chelsea and cuomo – all at gitmo.  Again – zero proof.  I am not saying the originals aren’t gone and we are seeing actors – I am pretty confident that is the case for most of the big evil players.  Discernment is a pretty necessary tool.

I think it’s time again to detach and go chill with something more pure – something that doesn’t talk back or attempt to control.  Something like a pastry.  Chocolate ice cream.  Diamonds are a girl’s best friend.  Nonsense.  Diamonds are over-rated, over-priced and the practice of mining them is horrid.  Nope.  A girl’s best friend – this awakened girl – this awkward doesn’t belong here girl – for me, food is my best friend.  It never disappoints.  Unless it contains onions, spicy peppers and anything that creates sulfur.  Those things can stay behind.  I’ll take my fruit, cheese, bread and chocolate Home.  That will be TO GO please.

lol

Love,

V.

I woke up early am after sleeping for maybe an hour – felt amazing – wide awake – like I was 18 again and ready to go out and have some fun.  So – I got up – went into the kitchen – looked at the clock.  2:34 is what the stove clock said – microwave clock said 1:11 (microwave clock ‘sticks’ these days).  Hmmm, I thought – my first two number sequences I began seeing some 30 years ago.

So I got a drink and returned to bed – focusing on quieting my mind so I could return to sleep.  After a few moments, in my mind’s eye I saw myself – and I began to see myself slowly fade away/disappear – starting at the feet.  It left – then returned.  I had no fear.  This continued for about 30 minutes.  The entire experience surprised my human brain – never expected much less had an experience such as that.  I fell asleep – woke up several hours later – feeling amazing again.  Now?  I feel a lift from the ugh I had been feeling in recent days (where I thought I was losing my f’ing mind one evening) – I feel I am….waiting.

We are close.

I check the world happenings at this point only as markers to tell me how close we are to IT.  A note of interest – I received an alert from our local emergency alert system – testing the system.  Hmm….

I had a conversation with Sister D today.  She too is feeling we are all simply WAITING (or as I say – waiting until….).  Others I speak with are having the same experience – even those who are exploring the PMA’s and new ways of forming community.  All feels like a distraction – a positive distraction – until whatever is coming arrives.  Happens.  So the waiting energy is collective now.  Very constant too.

It’s all one giant show – TO show.  Until….

Love,

******

Today – I just can’t.  I can’t share what I see.  I can’t speculate.  Yesterday felt better.  Today just sucks.  “Their” day.  Did I already share that earlier?  Short term memory lapse.  Tonight after dinner I was telling my girl what her dad wore on our first 3 dates some 20 plus years ago.  She was amazed I could remember something so specific when I can’t remember what we had for dinner last night.  “Priorities,” I said and kissed the top of her head.

I’ve been contemplating who God really is – to me.  For me.  So many narratives – beliefs.  Lin Wood – who overall I really like – was speaking of the old testament God – the one who judges, casts you into hell for disobeying and not following commandments.  This is the god to fear (and you’re a fool if you don’t).  I just can’t go there.  Speaking as a parent – I want my girl to respect my authority – and I want her to have enough sense to fear a consequence if she does something she knows she isn’t supposed to – especially something that would harm her or another (and it’s a real balance to get that formula down – as a parent).  But to be afraid of me?  To fear my judgment (which is different than guiding her with my perspective and wisdom)?  No.  As I have said to some who believe if they don’t honor god’s word they goin’ to hell – would you ever throw your own child into a burning pit for eternity because they defied your command?

And Rose’s narrative of One – as one of you said (and cracked me up) – “I don’t know who that dude is!”  I don’t either.  I don’t resonate.

I resonate with being a part of something beautiful and divine and free.  Creative Consciousness.  Play.  Create.  Love.  Freedom.  Live and let live.  So I ponder….if perhaps while there is one Source of ALL – there formed a variety of beliefs which includes a god that judges and tells you what to do…..a god that is like a loving parent….or a god that leaves you alone (unless you need some guidance).  Or it’s all just energy and we’re making up all these stories depending on our current experience.

What are you all doing to get through this whatever-it-is.  Period.  Event(s).  War.  Evil doing its thing and spreading their stink and energy everywhere (OMG it is so palpable!).  I did some binge watching of brady bunch – burned out.  Gonna try Laverne and Shirley next.

Other than that – yoga.  Deep breathing.  WOULD REALLY LIKE SOME SUN AND REAL WEATHER which I called for daily for weeks – now I’m just like “whatever”.  Too tired to fight that one atm.  And too mentally spent to see one more iota of evil disclosure.  We don’t need to see this much.  It went on too long.  That, right there, is my truth and remains my truth.

So let’s HURRY UP THIS COLLAPSE!  What say you?

I deleted the last one.  Decided to simplify it.

The war is real.

The challenges we are facing – also real.

The emotions we experience – understandable and also – very real.

And the Love and Power and God Spark that is in each of us?

ALSO REAL.

VERY REAL.

Love yourself inside and out.

Love,

Victoria