A collective feeling now.  Feeling that squeeze where zero zip nada is aligning – and that feeling grows – if that’s possible – but it is.  I go within to seek answers to questions – when – what – where – feels like I am trying to find water in a dry well atm.  I hope you enjoy today’s share.

With love….Victoria

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Nothing much is aligning.  I’m just feeling rather “numb” to everything – reconsidering – once again – my choices.  Is the choice to keep holding firm to what I want – or do I just toss it in and say screw the waiting – and do a little bit of selling out (more than I already have that is).  You know – “if you can’t beat ’em, join ’em”.

Everything is feeling like a lie.  A narrative.  These alleged messages from home – all sound like AI to me.  Wouldn’t a real response from family/friends who are working to liberate their loved ones, etc. be “we are doing everything we can.  Have faith.  You are not alone!”  Instead we get this robotic sounding b.s. or the “raise your vibe/go within” nonsense which does NOTHING to change the parameters.  Could it all be so we stay complacent and thus vulnerable and isolated?

Who the eff knows.  T was allegedly on Fox tonight with Dan Bongino (who did he boink to get that position??) spewing the same words about the jab – how it’s safe – encouraging people to get it but still saying freedom of choice.  I swear they’re all sounding like a bunch of controlling psychopaths at this point.  At least today/tonight.

Maybe it’s the energies.  I don’t know.  I don’t care.  Energy this.  Energy that.  In the interim life continues to pass on by.  And yet it also feels more restrictive than ever before.  There is that spike protein shedding issue that we are sensitive to so doing normal things feels more challenging – for obvious reasons.  Hell if their plan is to kill us all anyway, why not just live a little and take a chance.  Enjoy things while we’re still here and give a big FU whatever to the consequences.

Some are saying big things to happen in DC this week.  And yet big WHAT?!  All revealing OR lockdown by the commies nationwide prompting riots and further chaos and military arrests/controls as we are seeing in Sydney.

I wish I were a hobbit.  I wouldn’t have to deal with this bullshit.  I never consented to any of this – ever.  And yet – what control have I had?

Yep.  Z E R O.

So ok then someone give me a reason – a real reason – something I can SEE that everything is going to be ok and there is a benevolent plan – albeit it messy and violent – to end this sheot show.  And a “when” would be so helpful to my weary Soul.

Heather’s paperwork – still sits –  nothing happening.  Nothing moving.  Years spent in jail for nothing.  All of her work – and maybe 10 people out in the world of awakened journalism – know OF her.  Although I gotta say – after hearing her say “ALL ON” for the last 3-4 g.d. years – I’m even tired of that narrative.

And now we have this alleged new PM of Canada who is self-appointed.  Who the “f” does that?  Aren’t dictators self-appointed?

Good people out there trying to remove criminals in office – protesting – creating paperwork – and honestly what good is any of it doing?  Until the military is fully backing the people – and the police and sheriff’s too (instead of this being the minority it needs to be the majority) – until the courts are once again legitimized and lawful – we’re screwed.  Spinning our wheels.  Eating a never-ending dangling carrot.

And I am tired.  I am so tired.

No more carrots.

If there is a Divine God – if there is something good outside of this space – it’s time to step in and do.

Looking for some new book series to enjoy.  Anything to distract me.  Since I don’t have a bathtub I can’t “calgon take me away”….Fantasy book – take me away.  And enjoy the weather coming in.  Looks like rain….

The song on the radio is saying “It’s all mixed up.”  (Cars).

Yeppers.

The feeeeeeling today is back and forth.  Things are either changing rapidly or at a snails pace.  (not to insulte snails)  I felt a lot of the poking – but when I went within and was in my quiet/alone space, I could feel my heart again and know – the best way to be in this experience – for me – is to go into that quiet place within.  

I had a T dream last night.  Another unexpected/unasked for experience.  That’s how they happen.  He was sitting on a folding chair against a wall.  He had on a white collared/buttoned down shirt – collar open – sleeves rolled up – midnight blue slacks.  He looked tired – resigned – a bit sad too -and the feel I had was for now he is on the “sidelines” watching – allowing things to happen.  I walked over to him, kneeled down in front of him and began a conversation I can’t recall.  It was brief.  But I do remember I asked him about HR beast to which he said “she’s sitting in a prison cell”.  First one to go.  I also got the feeeel from him many many other such types are in the same situation.  It was then that I thanked him – asking him if I could just lay my head in his lap – like a child does with a parent.  He felt very fatherly.  “Sure,” he said.  And I thanked him for coming here to fulfill what was a very difficult roll.  Energetically he was tired – knowing how many have died and suffered as a result of this clean up – but there was no other way.

There was no other way.  A very solid knowing.  What do ANY of us know about war unless we have been trained – given the details.  For everything we see there are multiple things happening we don’t see.

So while I keep my eyes open and mind – always – I also now, more than ever, understand the “trust the plan”.

I will be sharing my finds later – and some are very interesting – especially the video/photos taking by Madison Davis (on fb)/Nancy Drew (on telegram).  DC is definitely being prepped for something to happen.

One last share – about the donations.  I am still receiving notices from PPal telling me recurring payment(s) are not going through from some of you.  So if you are reading this and have not yet done so, please cancel your recurring payments to me (as ppal blocked me from using their services suddenly in the last week or so).  And any of your payments that do go through to PPAL but don’t get passed on to me sit with them for 180 frigging days at which time they have the choice to keep.  Gggrrrr…..So please make sure to cancel so none of us get (further) screwed by these entities.

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Love,

Victoria

one last addition:  thanks to karsten for his comment prompting  me to remember what else i wanted to share.  when i woke up this morning i was feeling this 8/8 lions gate stuff.  as most of you all know i don’t follow those calendar “energy” dates as i find most of them (along w/the moon stuff) to be matrix programs.  HOWEVER – i can open this mind of mine to know we can use them AGAINST them (when i feel for the most part in the past those days were looshing days for them) to create what WE want.  and given the energy i am feeling building up – i feel something will be released (for the positive) around that day.

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My long time/original subscribers and/or readers know about this one.  Many of you may not.  I had only had my site up for a few weeks when I unloaded my heart and thoughts one evening.  It is this one piece that kind of “got me on the map” and I thank Gregg Prescott, IN5D, for letting me share it on his site at the time.  I decided to pull it up and read it again.  Interesting to see how my perception has changed some but I still hold that same life long feel of “can we just go home now” (although today I typically say “FREEDOM”).  Also of note – the talk (from myself and others commenting) of how zombie-like and crazy the world was back then.  Compare that today and W O W.  I had no CLUE what the journey to Freedom/Liberation was going to look like.  Makes me laugh and cry at the same time.  At this point I now feel we have ALL earned the right to proclaim “Ok – NOW we are done.”  Love, V.

Thoughts Of A Weary Starseed Human

One thought I forgot to add:  I want a reality experience in which I don’t have any need to post NO TRESPASS signs….

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How we doing today?

Feels really rough and bumpy out there doesn’t it?

We don’t know whether to trust and have faith or stock up and prepare to literally battle (or go hide).

Local ongoing conversation about the pokie and the c v and all of that – those who fall for the spin are being presented with different pov’s from doctors, etc. and these folks are immediately dismissing them – without listening.

THAT is why there is division.  You have topic A with one side over here and another side over there – both saying WE ARE RIGHT WE ARE RIGHT.  So naturally as humans we “pick a side” that aligns with what WE believe to be true.  And at times when presented with another pov we dismiss it immediately.

How much of what we see is distraction and how much isn’t?

As my girl says – why do we have to pick a side?  Why can’t everyone’s pov be right?

Perhaps that’s where this is leading to – a split of realities where for some this whole drama will continue for them and for the rest of us – Freedom.  Perhaps we won’t see the full truth revealed.  I don’t know.  I can focus on what I wish to see all I want – as can millions of us – but that doesn’t seem to be doing squat to end this and bring about this transition – this split – this whatever is coming.

Allegedly.

The energy is just complex and intense and aggravating with a bunch of pissy thrown in.

Cookies and blankets and coloring.  Seriously anything remotely fun/comforting to detach from this insane level of UGH being pushed.

How are you all handling these moments?

Love,

V.

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