This was an odd dream in that it felt like I was really witnessing it. The visceral feeling within was powerful and left a lasting impression that I can still feel.
It started out with me looking up at the window beside my bed – which faces east. The blinds were down and I could see the sun flashing through them. I got out of bed – pulled up the blinds – and saw the sun in the eastern horizon – probably mid morning – and it was H U G E. It began to flash and pulse. I went to get my mate and when I returned (before him) – that’s when I saw it: It literally exploded. What remained was some leftover light that was being given off by the pieces and particles of the now destroyed sun – which were floating downward in the same way that fireworks do after they are set off. Within moments, the sky was suddenly like twilight – not totally dark – still some light. And the sun was completely gone. I just watched – observed – felt both this sense of “YES!” (relief/about time/this is it) and excitement for what would come next.
Now speaking of odd things in the sky – check this out. If this doesn’t show proof positive we are NOT a part of a (normal) solar system and all of these “planets” we see are actually projections on a dome.
Russian cosmonaut Sergei Kud-Sverchkov on Tuesday published footage of the #Moon setting filmed from the International Space Station (#ISS).
And speaking of the moon – check out MrMBB333’s latest – go to the 4 minute mark for further clarification of this simulation in which we are in.
I feel better today – I am tuned into the “winning side” – love and truth. Those energies aren’t going anywhere and neither are those bringing them forth.
Love,
Victoria
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Whew – today was I N T E N S E – as in the most intense energy/feeeeeling yet. I spoke with a few today who are having the same. exact. experience.
I think we ALL now feel this “bubble” that has been holding its own for an unreal amount of time is about ready to pop. The pressure….
So last night was a long one in this house. Little sleep for any of us. First our child had disturbing dreams. I soothed her – did my protection – and fell back into a deep sleep. I was awoken some time later to my mate whimpering in his sleep – saying “no, no, no….” I put my hand on his chest and told him he was ok – he was safe – while putting out my energy for whatever was attacking him to back the F off. He calmed down – all returned to sleep. Child again woke up – whimpering – mate brought her into bed with us. Again, I returned to sleep only to have my own experience. Something – some being (felt there were 2 and they were not my friend nor were they human) was trying to physically force my face to look at an image on a screen. I could see myself – I was big – could see myself shaking my head, saying “NO”, refusing to engage in their story they were trying to force on me. I felt the one more in the background comment how “stubborn” I was – and to keep at it. I continued to refuse until the experience ended. My mate said he had a similar experience – something trying to force him to look at an image which lead to his whimpering.
My intuitive feel – this is how they create these astral experiences. We just call t hem dreams. We are lying down in some sort of pod/table on the outside – and they show us images on screens of their choosing (which explains why our “dreams” rarely feel like they are something we would choose to experience). Sometimes we get more choice – more control – depending on if we are being monitored at the time. There are far more of us than there are of them so they can’t monitor every one of us all the time.
Just my feel. Anyway….I slept a couple hours more before dragging myself out of bed to “do” the day. Usually when I am at that level of exhaustion, I am really cranky – but today I felt another energy – a supportive energy. It was likely this:
Other than that – things just feel weird. Different. New. Things are moving now after feeling more or less a “lull” for a time. I am focused on this movement clearing out “them” and revealing the Full On Truth. We deserve it. And we need it. And we deserve and need it NOW. The ability to tolerate blatant blind ignorance and just plain ‘ole “wtf are you even saying do you hear yourself??” is just gone. Just….gone. Inner Lion is activated and roaring when need arises.
That’s all for now. Sharing some finds in a bit.
Love,
Victoria
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I am reflecting on the video I shared previously – AnMarie Uber and the programs she speaks of – those that are being pushed on us at this moment. It was good to hear. Even though I knew what I was feeling was collective – it was a good reminder to know that I – that we – CAN deflect them. Nope – not engaging in this. Overall I highly aligned with what she said from the use of drugs to go off traveling (in their realm) and even doing astral travel – which is still visiting – outside of your body – into their space. Go within, go within, I continue to feel. Trust that inner ME.
Her view on this split so many of us are feeling was interesting. I don’t think any of us know for certain how it plays out. All I know is I desire Freedom and a REAL experience – without deception. No games. No simulations. No bots or androids. No pay to live. Just good ‘ole Real Organic Freedom – HOME – how it was prior to “this”. So I continue to hold that line for the experience I desire.
One last thing I took away from it as well was how she said “they” will go after us in ways that most affect us. For me – it is money and the life long challenge I have had with it (as well as the inability to fully comprehend markets, investments and the like). As I shared, Patreon shut down my revenue generating channel last month. Facebook also restricted my account for 30 days. That has since been restored – however I cannot share this site there for that is what got me on restriction to begin with. My mate and I have been trying to save money when we can to move. I have a big electric bill this month too. I appreciate every one who donates – but I can always use more! So anyone who has extra and wants to share, please use the pay pal icon below. Every little bit helps. And I try and personally thank every one of you individually when you do.
Love to you all. Keep on keepin’ on…..
Victoria
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I don’t have it in me atm to dive in and see what’s going on. I am really struggling today (and I have heard from many who are feeling the same). I was up a lot last night – weeping – wanting my tribe – wanting my community – wanting what I, well, WANT and not just want but NEED. This lack of social connection is taking a serious toll on my mental health. I have my mate and my child and that is something I am very grateful for – and many of you to talk with – but I need a FRIEND I CAN TOUCH AND SEE. A friend I can talk with in person and hug. Oh my gosh that need to hug another is near overwhelm. (i thought about making a sign saying “IN NEED OF A HUG? ME TOO. KNOCK TO RECEIVE” and put it on my front window) I need to sit with a friend without any damn distance or stupid face diapers and just talk and laugh and hug. You know? Like NORMAL people. I need this so much! I could feel it last night and for a few moments I thought – this is it – my mind is going to crack. But of course it didn’t and I go on as I always do.
But I have to say – my heart feels very heavy like a weight is around it and my left eye is twitching so I know that means my body is under serious stress. Everything I do is a distraction now for what I want and need. I honestly don’t know how much longer I can be surrounded by mask wearing idiots. Today I was walking around saying “Go on and get your vaccine! I heard great things about it!” Why? Because the sooner they are gone from my experience the better off I am. They have a right to their experience – I have a right to mine. And I cannot control when I get triggered now – just what I do with those emotions. I never thought hell would include masked entities all around you with BLM signs saying we will talk with you once we have our vaccine.
Well, they can have that. I give them my blessing for a good life with that.
The time for the split is SO NOW. SO SO SO NOW.
UGH! No – I left UGH last week. Today’s word? I M P O S S I B L E.
So……..Where is a good affordable quiet safe rural mask-free place? We are back to looking for that pot of gold.
I also have spent a good amount of time screamin’ at God. Where is this Divine Loving Force? The piece of it in me is calling for the whole Lot of it to get in here and blast this realm with LOVE FREQUENCIES. The piece of that Consciousness in me is screaming for the experience here to come to its rightful end.
Holding the line and researching and sharing with those who have yet to see – I feel no energy in that. Feels much like things do at the WH in DC – just dead. So let’s bury it all already, shall we?
I saw someone on social media saying how they are just DONE with the whole notion of “create your own experience”. This was in response to a meme speaking of how when we expect better for ourselves the Universe responds.
Yeah, not here so well, right? When I say “they” compromised EVERYTHING here I fully assert EVERY THING.
I remember about 14 years ago or so, a psychologist telling me that for every thought we put out to the Universe that held a desire in which we were wanting, perhaps one out of 100 or so would manifest. That had been my experience – continues to be my experience – and yet even at that moment I knew there was something VERY wrong about that.
Wrong indeed. It’s “wrong” because that was not our Original Experience as Creator Beings.
We are Source. We have that Code of Source in us. That is what “they” wanted to take from us – and knowing they couldn’t fully take it – they created an environment that made it much more hampered in our ability to utilize that innate part of us (while fractilizing us in the process). And yeah, ya’ll know the rest – at least as much as we have been able to put together for I know there is more yet to be seen – once their reign and rule is fully gone and ALL mechanisms of control are destroyed.
I woke up this morning with a song playing in my mind – felt like it came from the Outside to keep me going. The Creator in me – as tired as the rest of me is – wants to Create. Wants to bust outta here and be Free to play and live and create once again. I’ve had more “memories” return – more of those things that my body carries. I feel I have come to this place where all I need is ME within to guide me. I am certainly done with feeding anything that is theirs and at this point – EVERYTHING pushed at us here is theirs – or was compromised by them. This planetary crap and astrological crap and date calendar crap. Do this on THIS day.
NOT HAPPENING. We don’t have to WAIT for some particular day or date or planetary alignment to DO. That isn’t Original Creating. Original Creating is CONSTANT and UNIMPEDED. I don’t have to answer to ANYONE. Neither do you. The Source in me says to YOU – create. Be happy. BE FREE.
So….this person today as I was first sharing – is done with hearing you create what you desire here. Me too. We are all quite literally waitin’ on the world to change – waiting on the removal of the entities who hijacked – waiting on the end of their ruling structures and systems. Do we remain in these bodies? I am still not sure about that. I know this body needs a serious upgrade and an END to their b.s. aging agenda. And I know that no matter WHAT I say to/visualize/focus on to the contrary, my body is still following along with what it was programmed to do. Today at breakfast, I was giving my girl her supplements (whole food). I’ve felt off about the whole supplement industry. Another one of their systems. Hijack the food and then say “lookie over here at all of these supplements you need due to the nutritional declines ya’ll have experienced due to how we manufacture food”. Even eating “organic” is compromised – all of that food still requires the same air and soil (laden w/their poisons) and water in which to grow. Soil used to be nutrient dense – that is hard to find now even in the world of organics. So yeah – we rob your right to healthy food and take more of your money with this supplement to make up FOR the lack of nutrients.
I pause as I typed that out….for it can lead to an inner battle, doesn’t it? Talk positive to your body that is under ongoing assault. Accept, we read. Allow. Then “YOU control your body”. I remember something I saw on a Greg Braden (name?) video – showing someone with a tumor on their kidney – and a group of doctors stood over the patient and prayed/intended the tumor away.
Interesting to note – this healing came from others (with an open minded patient too of course). And yet even though this was powerful and beautiful to watch – it is supposed to be EASY and is supposed to come from WITHIN and not requiring a group to create that process.
What comes to my visual is that healing ENERGY is Source and when there are a group of people focused on the desired outcome – miracles and healing take place.
And yet even at that – this doesn’t work 100% of the time here does it? I think of my friend who passed a few weeks ago from cancer – the most positive/God focused woman I have met in this lifetime. She had HUNDREDS of people and herself focused on her healing as well and yet – her body died. So…..I KNOW our ability to Create FULLY and FREELY our own experience is how it is supposed to be. !!! (stomping my feet like a child – lol – i have said that phrase “but that’s how it is SUPPOSED to be” countless times since childhood to others – mostly adults – and been given the same look or attempt at silence and i get that – it is a difficult place to visit – that truth) … But I know – the matrix is at work – allowing for some miracles to take place to keep us trying and always reaching for that dangling carrot they ultimately have controlled. Heck, they even hijacked the experience and relationship with Source, didn’t they?
I don’t share any of this to be a downer – only a realist in what I have concluded after 50 plus years of going within and questioning and researching. So….for now….I continue to hold what I desire – I cannot do different and I won’t. But I also don’t beat myself up anymore for my struggle to Create as I desire. It once was EZ.
This just came back to me watching a video sent to be by a friend – the talk was on physics, time travel and timelines.
A few nights ago, as I was in bed winding down, quieting my mind, prepared to go to sleep, I “got” something. I saw the timelines. I sensed how they fractured – split apart – our consciousness and put us in who knows how many timelines. I had already known of that theory and found it plausible. More loosh for them, right? Right.
However, I used to think that there was many different versions of me. For example – me as a male, a child, living in other places, different levels of income, etc. However – that moment a couple of nights back I “got” something different. In all of those versions of us – they are literally us as we are NOW – split apart. So there are many versions (again I don’t know how many – 3, 5, 9, 11 25 who knows) of ME in this house with my spouse with my child in this area – just as there are many of my mate in this house with me and our child in this area, etc. (could also explain why the need to be AWAY from one another and in our OWN SPACE has become VERY STRONG recently and really began to kick in about 2 years ago)
However – all of that – all of those versions of US – is merging – which explains the mandela effect for one and two – those moments I have had the past couple of years where I look at pictures and even videos of myself and I think “who is that? that isn’t me!” and yet i KNOW it is me – but yet it isn’t. My mate is having the same experience. I seriously and honestly look at him and even our child at times and think “who are you?” I KNOW who you are but at some other level – it’s like WHO ARE YOU? And my mate is having the same experience with me.
So – we are merging back into ONE (or as my mate just said we live in a really strange house lol). That likely also explains the weird brain moments – the dizziness – the other worldly experiences – those moments of WHAT THE H IS HAPPENING TO ME?! The feeling of being pulled (for me always off to the left) that comes from my brain/mind/consciousness. This cannot be explained away with WiFi and other dirty tech for that would be continuous.
Anyway….just putting this out there. It was a powerful moment when this came to me and it felt like I was being energetically “stopped” in my place at the moment to receive the information.
Talk about a mind trip – and yet it resonates – completely. Life is now just WEIRD. But I’m going with it as we enter the wrap up stage. Right??!!!
I am feeling quiet – within. My mind is quiet. Calm. Neutral. Heart open. It’s a very nice space to be in.
I have been watching a lot of Little House on the Prairie episodes lately. My heart is in need of that kind of community – and that element of Purity too. I learned to become “tough” and developed sarcasm – both just tools to keep myself from being crushed here. Have they been useful? At times yes – and yet just because something is a tool does not imply it can’t also harm with its use – either self or others.
Tonight I watched the episode Harriet’s Happenings. One of Harriet’s distant relatives landed in Walnut Grove and opened up a Newspaper/Publishing outlet. Harriet self appointed herself to run a column – Harriet’s Happenings. If anyone is familiar with this tv series, you know she needs some work in “human relations”. The column turned into a column of lies – petty gossip laced with just enough lies to paint a totally false image of another. This lead to harm and pain among many in the community. The Publisher simply said this was the nature of Journalism and “Freedom” of the Press.
Well naturally the moral of this episode was Freedom of the Press is not the same as Fake News (yellow journalism). I listened to Michael Landon give a beautiful speech (as Pa) at the end – in front of the congregation at Church. Every person who gave that paper their energy – through buying it – through reading it – was only serving to continue the harm. All who participated were accountable – responsible.
I was crying at the end – not just because of the words spoken by the character of Pa – but because of who we are today. Yellow Journalism is everywhere – even in the alternative press and truther outlets. Heck, I’ve engaged in it here when I have laughed at some of the political figures – when I have disagreed with someone and called them out – publicly.
This is not the kind of person I aspire to be – nor is it the kind of world/experience in which I want to be a part of.
Integrity.
I hear the phrases: Is it true? Is it kind?
Then don’t say it.
Truth can be told in a way that doesn’t insult another or harm another. Spoken correctly and with pure Consciousness, truth can expose the hidden/harmful behavior of others all on its own without having to resort to “lesser than” tactics.
So tonight I think about the word and mud slinging going on atm. The poking and joking. Yes, it’s funny – for a moment. Sometimes. But does it serve a positive purpose?
Perhaps another “red pill” to chew on for awhile. How do I want to be a part of this Awakening movement, at this moment, in a way that reflects dignity and honor and respect in the search for and expression of Truth?
Going forward, that is what I carry in my heart and mind.
So someone said that Baron Trump’s Marvelous Journey mentions portals and the term “ANON”. I have not yet read the book but have it saved from about 2 years ago so that is on the agenda for this evening. I will share any “WOW’S” I find.
If this awakening is expanding – it seems to be bypassing my area. lol Having a free-face out in public gives you the power of Moses in how people incoming will “part” – even if they are already at that 6′ distance, more or less. And who knows what is 6′. What if I am 5’11 1/2″ away from you and you from me? Are either of us safe? Wouldn’t surprise me if people start carrying a tape measurer around with them to ascertain.
Ok – CANCEL CLEAR that.
I am more focused on what I want which is a world WITHOUT THAT and without ANY ONE of them who not only believes it but follows it. Good little nazi. I imagine I could make little human biscuits with that term on it and make a bundle atm. Some machine tosses them a cookie when they obey the narrative.
Woops – there I go again. That sarcastic side of me likes to make an appearance – often these days. It helps keep me sane.
My mate and I recently re-watched They Live. It’s a highly recommended movie for those wanting to dig deeper on where we are and who has controlled us. There is a plethora of information that fully aligns with us along those lines. And it stars one of my favorite television people from my childhood (who just a few months prior to his “death” came out on social media and said “They Live was a documentary”). Anyway, I was thinking about what happens to them when they put on the special glasses (that allows the humans to see the controllers). They get a bit “high” and when they remove them, they come down hard and their head does funky things (much like a hangover). I recalled a time when I was into the metaphysics and was part of a local group. At the time I beLIEved all “out there” was angelic and pure. One evening a woman visited and brought with her a bunch of pedestal tables for the practice of using them in “table tipping”. For those who don’t know about this practice, a group of people sit around, fingers touching while listening to a guided meditation to create an energy “grid” to allow oneself to communicate with the Spirit Realm. Totally woo woo. At the time I LOVED it.
For a brief period of time until I “saw” some things and expanded my perception.
The first night, our table began to tip – wildly. (For the non-believers – this is a real practice with real results. If it weren’t so controlled by the matrix, it could be a fun useful tool. I walked away from it 15 years ago.) I felt a presence come in that was so powerful – it was difficult to breathe “normal”. The woman running the event walked over to our table and tuned in and said excitedly we had an Arch-Angel. Didn’t surprise me. The entire room was then focused on us for a time. Anyway, this “arch(ON)” angel began telling us we had to focus on George Bush Jr (who was president at the time) – telling us we had to send him love and our energy – daily – and by doing that he would stop engaging in war.
That was a red flag for me at the time. Why not give us a plan to arrest him? I was already questioning the whole “send love to your enemy” narrative. Sometimes it can work depending on how programmed the person is – AND assuming you are dealing with a real human and not one of “them” in disguise. I mean come on – did it stop any of the evil trafficking humans – especially the children? Yeah…..
However, I gave into it as the “high” I was experiencing was AMAZING. It wasn’t until after I arrived home – cheeks flushed – feeling as though I could literally fly – did I crash and the after effect was unpleasant. Deep depression. Head all wonky. And this inner need for MORE – much like an addiction. I began asking – if I were really tuned in to The Divine – God/Source – I wouldn’t have this experience.
Today – I know different so I DO (and think and know) different – so I don’t go near those practices.
Anyway, after watching They Live the other night and watching them have this experience upon tuning in to their frequency – I recalled my own similar experience and found the details in the movie quite truthful.
I pause – reflect – remember a couple of years ago a channel suddenly saying they received information we all HAD to tune in to inner earth and give them our focus and energy. I knew this was where “they” hide and was just a desperate attempt at looshing – which is what many of our spiritual practices here have been – loosh for them.
Go within. That is where the True Power is. I call on God/Source within – to manifest within me at a level in which this current vessel can handle. And sometimes when I am really feeling “them” I use that religious figures name. It is often effective. But nothing is more powerful than that power coming from Within – ESPECIALLY when it is from a place of KNOWING. SOLID KNOWING. Solid as a rock…
Not that I know everything – for now I don’t even though I long for Freedom TO know all that I seek.
Today – energetically – feels neutral. A cleansing took place – my feel. It could be due to the fact I was up most of the night with my child who is dealing with a little virus and as such I am dizzy tired. I did dream a lot – at least I remembered my dreams – mostly because I didn’t have much in the way of lasting deep dream-less sleep. But in each dream, a song went through my mind – a little ditty from the 50’s – I think. In each dream I was just going along, doing my thing, not letting annoyances and pokes bother me. Kinda like this:
And I was about that young in the experience – I’d say, oh, 22. A good age for me.
I leave you with the song that went through my experiences last night.
Today was another challenging day – only unlike yesterday, today I cried throughout the day. My mate cried. My child was weepy. Was this our sadness, we reflected. Yes – because I highly doubt “evil” has the ability to relate to loss and sadness – only control and harm. I felt it was my Brother’s and Sister’s who were feeling sadness today. I tuned in to see if I could get a better sense and what I felt was this sadness over what happened to us – what happened here – what happened to our experience. How did it get this far out of control? I don’t know – other than the truth is far more twisted than I think we realize. Sister D phoned later in the evening and when I heard her voice – I could tell she too felt down and tired. I began to cry – and then she did too. We are tired. We don’t know what to expect. We don’t know why on earth this is still playing out. We don’t know why we have to “wait” for what we know is available – waiting – for us. My concern and care is for my child and those of us who are DONE too – far and beyond the “normies” who are still in the illusion. So yes you could say I don’t align with WWG1WGA – there are some with whom I simply don’t align much less wish to share an experience with them. We just know we are DONE. Allegedly more are waking up. All I have to say is a grumpy “what took you so #^$&*! long?” At this point – as I have said the past couple of days – this has suddenly become draining and boring – and it is time to SEE BIG. Love, V.
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So unrelated to this topic, but I called the WH today, the recording said it was temporarily closed. What does that mean?
So apparently the “markets” are in turmoil today….not that I follow that stuff. Even if I had the wealth to invest, no way would I feed that beast. I like tangible assets I can HOLD and SEE instead of a bunch of numbers on a screen while other people I am supposed to “just trust” manipulate the data. They can steal at whim without consequence because “that’s just how the markets work”. Something’s happening……
Translation: all the insider trading and false valuations are imploding. The stock market as we know it is dunzo! This will wipe out hedge funds, private investors, and the very-so-much over leveraged banks! No more riding on the small investor backs! FINALLY!
And then we have these “issues” ~ all began at pretty much the same time too…
Something big is brewing over the next 3 days – just something I feel and have heard in the past 1-2 weeks. And if this “whatever” holds any truth, it explains the experience today – which no matter what I did – was ever present. Talking with Sister D today – who was feeling the same – she asked if it was possible to have an experience here without feeling them.
I don’t think it is. If the narrative that they use our energy to keep the matrix going – for their purpose – then no – we will continue to feel them until they are fully removed and terminated.
My child is whiney. My mate is whiney. I’m pulling out my hair while screaming inside (and a few times expressing it) “IF YOU CANNOT SAY SOMETHING NICE THEN DON’T.” Neutral corners.
I knew the energy was UGH when I awoke early morning to my girl moaning and crying out in fear. They were at it – so I just crawled into bed with her and attempted to sleep in that tiny space. Better than going back to my bed only to have to repeat the experience.
I also felt this sudden switch off last night – the interest in this “movie” just isn’t there atm. I’m feeling done with holding the line and “seeing” everything play out. It feels like an energetic repulsion to me and I felt it come in late last night – when I was seeing more info/intel and felt “ugh” – just not interested in seeing essentially more of the same.
I had another dream where I was off exploring into the warm sun – this time I was in a car and was just driving. I heard a voice ask “where you going?” and I said “I don’t know. I’ll know when I get there.” I just know I was leaving this little adventure behind – in search of that New/Freedom I so desire.
The “Done in 30” – if all of that is accurate – is end of this week. I know things are happening and I appreciate it but as I said – atm the energetic interest I have in it – just not there.
We did have some fun in the snow today as we suddenly began getting snow this afternoon. We had a slight chance – up in the hills – but wow – did it come down here so that meant outdoor play off and on. I even made a little snow figure (below). Sister D said hearing we had snow reminded her of the video put out a couple of weeks ago from the intuitive out of UK – how she spoke of when The Man Stands in Snow. Still don’t know how to interpret that – she just found it interesting as much of the US is under cold and/or snow including our area which is pretty rare and this is the time frame she was referencing to in her recent video. So I am finding that interesting too….(I would rather have sun and 80 myself, but hey – it was a change. lol)
Love,
V.
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