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More finds and a reflection

 

So there is a lot of speculation going on.  Who knows the full truth?  Antifa was there today.  Patriots were there.  The dude w/the horns as it turns out is an actor out of Arizona (that info is below).  Neal from The Light Reports on youtube was there and last week spoke of storming the capitol – not to create violence but to exercise the right of the people to remove tyranny. Creating violence without purpose is different than using force WITH a clear focus.

President Trump’s twitter account was muted for the next 12 hours facing possible permanent suspension.  Q spoke of this (also shown below).

It is insulting and disgusting to me that these criminals in Congress had protection and were whisked away for their “protection” instead of making them face their accusers – The Patriots.  Now they have returned from their little hiding places – safe and sound while The Patriots outside are being held away from the rats nest.

Doesn’t that feel off to you?

And now they are talking about impeaching Trump.

Was today a trap?

Why did POTUS tell people to “go home”?  Why invite the country? These Q drops are showing this was going to happen.  Looking glass.  This video he made was obviously shot ahead of time.  Did he see this young girl getting killed too?  What was the purpose of today?

So while I know there has been a plan – and I have not walked away from it – I am feeling off today – about Trump and the plan.  Today is not a day about Freedom.  These filthy rats are spewing their lies at this moment – freely.

The questions I feel we must all now ask:  How long are we going to allow this to continue?  Where is the line in the sand for you?  

Here is MonkeyWerx latest.  He has on a Patriot who was there today and he has a balanced, realistic perspective.

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POTUS’ other twitter account:

We will see:

 

A possibility (POTUS asking people to Go Home):

 

Again – a POSSIBILITY:

 

POTUS’ speech:

 

Ok – after this one – looks like we are all being played:

Loeffler Says She Will No Longer Object to Counting Electoral College Votes For Joe Biden (VIDEO)

 

Judicial Watch??  Really??

 

Could this have been spared?  What was the purpose of today?  Other than to show us evil continues on without impunity and good people get attacked and shoved out of the very space in which they are BOUND to occupy?

EXCLUSIVE: Evidence Reveals Individuals in the Capital Today Who Weren’t Trump Supporters

JUST IN: Stephanie Grisham, Top Aide to First Lady Melania Resigns

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1/4 More Intel/Finds and a dream share/reflection

 

These first two are awesome!  I had thought that perhaps the 4, 5 & 6 aligned with dates.. I actually didn’t give those 3 numbers much, if any, attention… And The Guardians, as we know, were the name recently assigned to our Space Force Team.  Guardians indeed.  They are the team that helped take out those “dimensional criminals”….Which brings me to my dream share. Last night I was underground in tunnels.  I wasn’t afraid – but I was sensing “them”.  They have a smell and a vibration – in fact their light is a putrid looking yellowish color.  I both smelled and sensed them.  The dream didn’t involve anything other than that.  I saw no children – and sensed no children.  Reflecting back to my childhood, as I have shared here before – I used to smell them (once in awhile) in my bedroom at night.  They would appear in my room by taking the form of something currently frightening to me and project it on my wall.  As the image appeared, a smell would then come over me.  The child part of me didn’t know what was happening but that inner Me did.  Thank God that inner Me has always been “online”.  I knew who they were and I knew they were “hiding” in some other realm – watching – and trying to scare me.  When I learned my parents were not going to believe me and thus not help me (my vivid imagination), I just learned to deal with it on my own.  I spent too much of my childhood frightened – and also angry – and that brings me sadness – but also a resolve to keep the warrior up and focused to ensure they are permanently removed from creation.  They have no right being in our experience at any level – ever.  We are ending their experience of control and power over and deception and trauma.  It is end game for evil.  Today – I felt them acting up late afternoon – checking in with Sister D she felt it at the same time as well.  They attack where we are at our weakest (whatever issue we struggle with that is our most challenging) and did they pull it all out on me today.  Let’s just say I had the most intense panic attack I can recall having.  I could feeeeeel/sense them putting things in my space – in my experience – to draw up that claustrophobic experience.  Normally I could have handled it better than I did – but I have been so tired lately and feeling that war energetically – facing something like that as I did today – alone – well, let’s just say I have had to focus on forgiving myself for what I felt at the time was a huge failure of my strength. Fuck – I am so ready to have their influence gone. Anyway – here’s what crossed my path this evening.  Love, V.

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Really amazing!  And here are a few more alignments w/the above phrase:

It’s The Final Countdown

Twelve Twenty Two (I see that on the digital clock almost daily 12:22)

Expose the NWO

The Hammer of the Whole Earth (here’s a meme I created last week that kinda sums up this alignment):

Connected to a Higher Power

 

 

Not lookin’ good for the swamp….

 

Just sharing for those going…..I continue to feel protection and I feel there is a plan in place to deal with these “antics”….

 

Now THIS is interesting…..ground holds too?

Not military – commercial – but here’s a website that tracks all current flight cancellations.  Not seeing any issues w/flight delays/cancellations into the D.C. area (Dulles).  Here is their U.S. (lol) misery map.   I did some calculating.  Flight cancellations – internationally – are up atm.  Average is 120K per year but using the current number canceled today internationally -914 – if that number holds, that works out to almost 330k cancellations.  The CV is behind this of course.  Moving on….

 

I love this.  What’s so cool is before his rally ended and he was wrapping up his speech, I was in the bathroom when suddenly I heard YMCA in my mind and had the desire to dance.  I walk out just as he finishes speaking and on comes this song.  Then – well – just look (if you already haven’t).  This ain’t no white man dance.  This is Trump Dancin’…

 

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A dream share/synch

 

I had a dream last night that, while it had some annoyances thrown in, felt significant upon awakening.  I was back at my old high school (major groan) but I was talking with someone with whom I had a connection to back then off and on for several years.  One of those experiences where I kept running into them – long after high school days.

In the dream, I kept finding coins.  Everywhere I looked – there were coins – as in nickels, dimes and quarters.  Stacks of them – which I began to collect and stuff in my pockets.  Soon I had so many I began giving some of them away.  It felt great.  That feeling of abundance – I sure am ready for that (again!) in every part of my experience.

Later in the day I spoke with Sister D.  She spoke of her dreams and said in one she was in a classroom looking at a blackboard.  A piece of chalk suddenly began to write on the board on its own – IN GOD WE TRUST.

It was then my girl pointed out the connection between our two dreams.  On our coins here in the state we have that phrase imprinted on them.

Abundance is incoming.  It is a growing feeling I have had now for a couple of months.  Lisa Harrison said something a year or two ago that has stayed with me:  Right before we transition outta here, we will experience a temporary period of abundance/wealth.  Given that feeling plus POTUS mentioning in late December in an E/O “much more money is coming” says to me that experience is knocking (and I AM ANSWERING). Only this time – he isn’t just talking about little stacks of “coins”.

Make America wealthy.

Make us ALL wealthy.  Healthy.

Full abundance for every one of us.

Love,

Victoria

one last addition:  as i get on twitter to share my piece, this pops up:

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Reflection in the New

 

I had some insight earlier today.  Yesterday was a real challenge.  The day also dragged on and on.  I could feel/sense that time being stretched as much as possible – like a rubber band.  A couple of times I stopped what I was doing and intended for “time to SPEED UP already and get this day OVER with!”

Today however feels light.  At least far lighter.  More of that “flow” of Now. That “rubber band” broke.

My sense and feeeeeeel is that “they” were really at it yesterday because they truly knew and know 2020 IS end game.  Something happens in this “calendar” switch – they know it and thus were pulling out all they could in those sensitive energetics to streeeeeeetch out yesterday – the last day – on that calendar.

As the evening went on last night – I began to feel better – slowly.  By the time the midnight hour arrived, I suddenly wanted to do the traditional countdown.  I did – we all did.  I stomped loudly with each second for a full minute.  A first for me.  Each step – I felt more empowered.  When we finished, I got out my guitar and me and my girl sang songs – most from The Sound of Music.  We then all went to bed and I felt lifted.  Dreams were neutral – for all of us.

And I continue to feel that today – on far less sleep than normal too.  I even feel and look younger.  Softer.

We also began the day with a conversation from a local fellow patriot and Trump supporter who SEES.  He made a delivery for us and we weren’t sure who would be showing up – so this was a wonderful surprise.  Felt like a Gift from the Universe.

So – my sense is – “they” (invisible enemy) had a power supply cut off and we should feel better from here on out – overall (I want to emphasis that word as the war and cleaning here is still playing out).  It was no coincidence December was the most challenging of all months energetically in that previous calendar year – for many of us.  I pushed that energy outta my space last night with our countdown.

I welcome in the lighter frequencies of Love and Freedom for every one of us who desire it.  For the rest – hasta la vista.  In the interim, I am having the desire for a Light Saber for my birthday.  A girl can never have too many toys and weapons.

Love,

Victoria

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End of year share

 

Ending this year with MEME’s – reflecting how I am feeling.  I don’t really know what’s coming or when or how (or even if) this is all going to end/transition.  My ability or desire to wait – well let’s just say that well is empty.  My focus is very much like the first meme on the right as far as what may transpire in the upcoming days and weeks – but I am also more focused on what’s inside of me and what next I want and know I need to do.  I know some are saying ok – time to warrior up.

BLAH BLAH BLAH is what I have to say to that.

I am tired.  Spent.  It is time to SEE this work manifest and pay off and show itself.  Let those who are younger, single, healthy, $ well off etc. do the warrioring- if that is really even a thing or even necessary.  Not turning a blind eye to the concept that everything here may just be a narrative that is not based in real truth.  Truth is seen –  not just something to hope and intend for year after year.

May this calendar change from 2020 to 2021 really/fully/authentically hold the energy of True Transformation for EVERY ONE OF US – in exactly the way we desire, need and want.  Thanks for being a part of my experience here this past year.

Love,

Victoria

 

 

 

These days this is how I look when I see children in masks, people taking walks in masks, biking and jogging in masks, people standing 20 feet apart in conversation, people giving huge space when I walk past them, biden/harris/blm signs, etc. etc…..

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Today’s Finds/Intel

 

Ok – they are trying to pull EVERYTHING now – into next week – because next week IS it.  I am having electrical/internet blocks to share things – to search.  We have felt the house “move” as in earth activity twice in the last 30 minutes.  It is fairly mild outside and the weather is calm so it isn’t wind or cold.  It was noticeable.

Speaking of weather – check out Wages World’s latest.  Note the date(s) “they” are predicting this unheard of low pressure…Trying to create a massive Nor’easter for the 5th/6th.  Of course.  We know weather is created and manipulated.  Who is in control now?  And most importantly:  Who gets the final say now in what weather we are to get next week?  At the 48:58 moment – if the live chat still shows up for you – you will see one of the people in the chat speak how he saw what looked like a large moon rise and then set and get replaced by looked like a large star.

We also have an incoming CME (Wages World video above talks about it.)

Check out these interesting images on Facebook put out by Deputy Chief of Staff Dan Scavino, Jr:

Back against the wall – standing between Jefferson and Lincoln.  What’s behind the door?  Is he saying the door is about to open – once he steps aside?

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ABOARD AIR FORCE 1…..Where have we heard that?  A c u e post.

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POTUS will be well insulated/protected on AF1 and abroad (specific locations classified) while these operations are conducted due to the nature of the entrenchment. It is time to take back our country and make America great again. Let us salute and pray for the brave men and women in uniform who will undertake this assignment to bring forth peace, unity, and return power to the people. It is our hope that this message reaches enough people to make a meaningful impact. We cannot yet telegraph this message through normal methods for reasons I’m sure everyone here can understand. Follow the questions from the previous thread(s) and remain calm, the primary targets are within DC and remain at the top (on both sides). The spill over in the streets will be quickly shut down.
Look for more false flags – stay alert, be vigilant, and above all, please pray. “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. Love is patient, love is kind.”
God bless my fellow Americans.
4,10,20  (which we know aligns with D J T numerically)

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And then this one on Twitter.  Listen to the music.  Those are War Drums…Imagery too including a child dressed as Captain America.

 

Speaking of Scavino, GEORGE had this one to share:

 

Me thinks Roberts will be the next to fall…

 

Symbolism….and uh (arrogance) stupidity will be their downfall…

 

On a hunch I decided to check out Elon Musk’s twitter page.  Found some oddities:

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And this – another reference to Chess:

 

Nothing to see here….other than clear and obvious fraud…

 

Speaking with someone today who, like myself, did not like President Trump in 2016 (who really back then was known as “The Donald”).  She thought he was a narcissist.  Today she said he just calls a spade a spade and she has respect for him.  He’s blunt and honest – which is NOT the same as narcissism.  She said I speak much the same at times.  Thank you, yes I do. This woman does as well.  I would rather have the blunt truth than a a pretty lie.

 

Now here’s a plot twist:

Vice President Pence CANCELS Planned January 6 Trip to Israel

 

I think that’s enough for tonight.  Sitting down to watch the first Lord of the Rings.  Sending you all love.  2020 is ending – victory is near!

Love,

Victoria

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An Open Letter to All Who Support the Lock downs, Mask Mandates, etc.

 

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For months we have heard this mantra:  “For the common good.”  We are to isolate ourselves.  Close our businesses.  Cancel activities.  Cancel weddings and postpone funerals.  Shut down our schools.  Sterilize everything.  Cover our faces.  All because of a virus (that is highly treatable and for most, curable) and all “for the common good.”  The media outlets assault us with images of old people dying and hospitals being “at full capacity” (a largely questioned narrative and rightfully so).  We see infection numbers that seem to change in the ways of the wind and moon.

Once the images and numbers settle, we are left with the common mantra again:  “For the common good.”

And yet, who belongs in that “common good” category?

Do you?

Do I and my family for that matter?

Hmmm…

Let me tell you how this world-wide lock-down has impacted me and my family.

I am a survivor of sexual assault.  More than once, I might add.  As such, I experience severe claustrophobia and panic when I have ANYTHING near my face and neck area.  Yes, that includes turtle necks.  I also have a sinus condition.  Combine those experiences and I am someone for whom wearing a mask is a challenge.  Let me rephrase that:  It is a HUGE challenge.  And yet do it I must – in certain situations – if I want to feed my family and NOT be verbally attacked by someone who thinks I am not wearing it correctly much less wearing one at all – which has happened several times.  Most stores around here do not offer pick up or delivery services.  The delivery services – when allowed – are expensive.  There are delivery fees and you are expected to tip.  And every single delivery service does not take our family’s main form of food payment:  EBT.  So most of our grocery store visits require in-person shopping.  I have a spouse who has similar claustrophobia issues along with breathing issues.  Wearing a mask for him presents the same challenge.

For both of us, our panic and claustrophobia have increased markedly since this all began.  Before entering a store with a mask requires us to both self soothe and prepare ourselves for potential verbal attack by a customer who chastises us for dropping it down (to take a moment or two to breathe) or for wearing it, in their mind, “improperly”.  We must also mentally prepare ourselves to keep that face covering on our face fighting the bodily response that screams to TAKE IT OF TAKE IT OFF.

Four weeks before this all began, I had finally found someone locally who treats PTSD using the modality I had been seeking.  She was forced to close her business due to the lock down.  As Morpheus says, life is not without a sense of irony.

But we are doing this “for the common good”, right?

Take our daughter.  She has had all of her activities cancelled.  She has been denied the right to play with friends in the way she once did (and that is not due to OUR decision but due to the decision of her friends parents who are absolutely trapped in fear over this virus).  She has dealt with an increase in anxiety and depression.  Regularly she cries.  She wants to go back to seeing her friends.  She wants to participate in her roller-blading activities again. Again – NONE of these decisions to stop her from participating came from myself or her dad.  But still – try telling that to a child who is in tears.  She is brilliant and wise – but she is still a child.

But hey, we are doing this “for the common good”, right?

Let’s talk about that term now, shall we?

For my story – for our story – there are hundreds of thousands –  millions of similar other stories.  Untold suffering.  Untold loss.  Businesses closed. Livelihoods lost.  Domestic violence up.  Suicides up.  Drug abuse up.  I recently spoke with a Counselor who agreed with these increases.  She has seen huge increases with her clients experiencing anxiety and depression.

What about these stories?  These people?  These children?  Don’t they matter too?

They better if you really believe you are doing this “for the common good.”

And if you DO feel in your heart they matter too, then it is far past time to look at the end result of these lock downs and command an end to them. For these stories are only increasing and will continue to increase in numbers until we are living a truly dystopian experience where we are all afraid to leave our homes.

Makes you think perhaps that was the plan all along, doesn’t it?

 

 

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12/29/2020 Intel, Finds, Reflection

 

So today feels lighter.  I woke up still feeling ugh – but not quite as heavy. Throughout the day I have felt their presence lift and I have been able to find some humor and enjoyment.  I called on Love and Home and Source Creator/God today and it feels like there is less “static interference” in that process.  I went to the store for some supplies and had a positive exchange with a customer in the produce section that was humorous.  I felt “lit up” and that felt wonderful after yesterday’s energy experience.

Then I had another fun moment when I called Sister D and once I heard her voice, I began doing this ridiculous voice.  As she laughed and I did as well – she then shared she felt almost giddy today after a day or two of feeling that depths of horrific despair I and so many of you have been feeling the past week or few days.  What was interesting is I didn’t really feeeeel that sudden sense of silly fun until I heard her voice.  I then remembered the exchange I had had at the store earlier and thought – hmmm – ok – the energy lift is there for me to tune into.

Like attracts Like.  I was thankful for the gift – so if you are reading this Sister D – THANK YOU!  The lift has continued.  I still feel the need to be in humor.

Two more days of 2020.  The divide continues but one thing we can all agree on is we all are more ready than at any other time to put this particular calendar year behind us.  We just have different versions of the reality we want.  For me it has always been about Freedom and that continues to hold a fire of truth within.  #2020ENDGAME for everything and everyone who stole from and deceived us.  Bring it on and in!

Love,  V.

HERE ARE TODAY’S FINDS TO SHARE:

Yes we will – learn much about PENCE in the upcoming 10 days.  Did I share here?   I can’t recall – but he is scheduled to leave the country just after he casts his vote on January 6th.  He hasn’t traveled since March when his plane was re-routed by the Trump Admin.

 

Excellent thread…

 

More air traffic to Greece…..This guy has great instinct.  At the end listen to his words on Pence.  A new MONKEY WERX 

 

This one feels like a message from President Trump – an end to the NWO and a return to Liberty and Peace where our connection with Source is the TRUE relationship and not this “obey the system evil satanic rulers”.

Important Proclamation on 850th Anniversary of the Martyrdom of Saint Thomas Becket by President Donald J. Trump

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/ukraine-press-conference-explicitly-ties-hunter-joe-biden-corruption

 

CDC recently said there has been a “significant decline” in the flu this year…Drum roll for the obvious eye roll and the “duh”:

https://www.zerohedge.com/covid-19/mysterious-disappearance-flu-san-diego-prompted-call-audit-covid-records

 

In position.  CCP is not getting their agenda:

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/map-us-military-presence-near-china

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/direct-and-severe-violation-court-strikes-down-cuomos-covid-19-orders-churches-synagogues

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/dont-be-sheep-washington-sheriff-voices-support-restaurant-facing-shutdown-100k-fine

 

All in the family:

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/georgia-judge-sister-top-democrat-orders-end-voter-roll-clean

 

I still feel “off” about Jenna….

Trump Attorney Jenna Ellis on Wisconsin Supreme Court Case: Bush v. Gore Is Precedent Here – President Trump Gets Same Opportunity as Bush to Argue His Case (VIDEO)

 

There is more to this story.  Out of respect for what just happened however I am just leaving this as is.  If you want to learn more, just see who he surrounded himself with/worked for over the past 20 years.

Congressman-Elect Luke Letlow Passes Away from COVID at 41; Louisiana Republican Was to Be Sworn in Next Week

 

This woman is awesome and needs a lot of prayers right now for the battle she is engaged in.

Salon Owner Files Lawsuit Over Oregon Governor Threatening to Have CPS Take Her Kids for Defying Lockdown

 

D.S. panic:

WHAT A DISGRACE: Pence Disagreed with Louie Gohmert on Electoral College Vote Before Lawsuit

 

What was I saying above about the flu numbers suddenly decreasing this year?

Good News! Flu Cases Disappear in US – Number of Positive Flu Tests at All-Time Low for Some Reason?

Ok so this Wages World one is interesting.  We watched it last night. Antarctica.  That keeps coming up more and more the past 1-2 years.  As Heather Ann has said – Antarctica is key to this ending here.  The fact that the jet stream is flowing in the opposite direction and the normal cloud cover seen this time of year is virtually non-existent – I would say that END is here.  He speaks of this oddity at around the 34:00 mark.  LINK

Ok….now let’s talk about the Schumann.  See where that cobalt blue line enters?  Around that time – right towards the end – I was suddenly very sleepy.  I was in the middle of making dinner so the process included me leaning on the counter eyes closed stirring.  Minutes after eating I was in bed asleep – mate too (he as well was in sudden need of closing eyes).  I slept for about an hour and I had an interesting experience as I woke up.  My head was feeling kind of weird – and as I noticed I felt like something was lifting me up – a “pulling out of” experience only I felt it in my mind only – not my body.  It was quite strange.

 

Earthquake activity:

Croatia  6.4 according to USGS who as we know tends to downplay intensity.  (according to wages world, 7 people died including 1 child).  Very shallow quake.

Japan  5.0

Oregon (5.7 – off the coast)

Mid-Atlantic Ridge 5.9

Something nudged me to see if I could find any further usual activity in Antarctica.  I found this:

https://www.usnews.com/news/world/articles/2020-12-16/antarctica-rocked-by-30-000-tremors-in-3-months-chilean-scientists-say

Several tectonic plates and microplates meet near the strait, leading to frequent rumbling, but the past three months have been unusual, according to the center.

“Most of the seismicity is concentrated at the beginning of the sequence, mainly during the month of September, with more than a thousand earthquakes a day,” the center said.

The shakes have become so frequent that the strait itself, once increasing in width at a rate of about 7 or 8 mm (0.30 inch) a year is now expanding 15 cm (6 inches) a year, the center said.

“It’s a 20-fold increase … which suggests that right this minute … the Shetland Islands are separating more quickly from the Antarctic peninsula,” said Sergio Barrientos, the center’s director.

 

And then this:

https://www.news18.com/news/buzz/scientists-find-antarctic-peninsula-hottest-in-decades-warn-of-rise-in-rapid-ocean-warming-2932397.html

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Today’s Reflection

 

Today is rough.  Really rough – energetically.  I felt “something” come in around dinner time last night and even though it was subtle – I noticed it and it felt like “poke incoming”.  I said “no” and dismissed it.  But – about 2 hours later my mate suddenly became violently ill.  He’s just coming out of it.  It was a long, disturbing night.  I saged.  I resin’d.  I intended out my a$$. Nothing was lifting that energy.  I had a lot of physical discomfort.  Yoga, stretching, CBD did NOTHING useful.

Today – I’ve both gone within and occupied myself with activity to soothe and ground this intense frustration I have felt all day and nothing’s working.  I haven’t been able to walk away the frustration and pain and agitation I am feeling.  Haven’t been able to breathe it away.  Cry it away. Haven’t been able to stand in the beautiful sun and breathe it away.  Today – it. is. always. present.  Them, perhaps?  My own “NO SERIOUSLY I AM DONE WITH THIS AND COMMAND NEW I AM SO DAMN DONE I HAVE NO DESIRE TO EVEN TALK ABOUT IT”?  Likely a bit of both.

Like all of us – I want my freedom.  And today the longing is at a new level and my ability to still hold the line and be patient is broken.  lol

I want to know where I am.  I want to know what happened and why I have felt my entire life that I don’t belong here – I don’t fit in – and want to go Home.  I want to know the TRUTH of everything I desire to know.  And I want access to all of that wonderful removed/repressed healing modalities and technology so I can heal my body and get this damn trauma out of my mind and body for good. I keep working with my body but it isn’t enough.

I am just full of angst today and as I said – nothing is working to remove it. So…..I am stuck w/an experience I do. not. want.  And THAT is me accepting myself fully.  Girl is pissed off and f’ing done and in no mood to hear love and light it out of me words of new cage sheot.

But thus is how it is here in this prison – in moments.  La la’ing it away today just ain’t working.  So I am being with myself as honestly, authentically and gently as I can.  I did notice the big fake orb in the sky called the moon is almost full.  Perhaps that is part of it.  Who knows.  Whoever does have the full on truth – whoever is controlling all of this – ain’t gonna share so as always we are left to put together our own pieces of the puzzle which tonight, I am in no mood to do for as I said today I want all of my questions answered without hindrance.  Bread crumbs aren’t sufficient.  I want the whole loaf of bread presented to me INTACT.

For now I am going to binge watch some little house on the prairie.

Love,

V.

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Last night’s dream experience and a share

 

I shared monkey w e r x latest video here last night.  He mentioned seeing Max well’s in mate # and said it was not assigned to any of the district jails here in the states which lead him to ponder if she was at Get Mo.  I decided to explore that one.  It took me awhile and google was of no help.  I finally found some article that said those held at get mo are assigned a particular number code at the end – which is the same number as assigned to Max well.  I was going to go public and blast that info everywhere but I felt a hesitation.  So I decided to share it this way.  If you want to learn more for yourself, you can re-watch his video.  Just wanted to say I got confirmation.

Which combined with the flight patterns tells me clean up is INDEED underway and is really going on in large numbers at this time.

Not surprising considering the dreams we had last night.  I had one where I was driving an old car of mine only it had a V8 instead of a straight 6.  Suddenly “I” wasn’t driving it so I got out and just watched it play out.  Another car came up beside “my” car and was driving erratically and offensively.  My car then began to speed up greatly and that is when I could feel some absolutely unwanted entity off to my right guiding the car challenging mine.  I also then felt whoever it was – was operating my car as well.  It started telling me I was the one operating my car – even though I knew I wasn’t.  It was driving in a way that I would never drive.  I then knew – this is all an illusion.  A movie that I was watching.

My car then went down this hill speeding like wild and then it went off into a deep hole.  The entity on my right (again – invisible to me) began to poke at me saying “see?  your car crashed you died!”  It was taunting me.  I remained completely calm and in control of myself and said “Nope.  This is all fake.  And it isn’t my creation.” Then I got out of the experience.

As I did, I heard my girl crying for me in the other room.  I went to check on her and she proceeded to tell me she had just had a dream where a monster tried to convince her she (too) had died.  I stayed back there with her and put out my armor of protection and did some mama lion energy spells.

I then went on to have some more dreams that I used to my benefit to purge some old ancient crap – including what I feel is the original trauma – that feeling of being abandoned.  That goes hand in hand with being a POW – especially when you cannot remember or fully remember the hijack.  You just – know it.

And when I woke up to actually GET out of bed – I heard “10 days of darkness”.   10 days out from today is the 6th of January so……….

Here is an interesting sun capture that shows the lens that helps project or operate this fake bullshit we live in got blown away – at least moved.

This came in prior – something energetically knocked it off its track:

More later.  Just learned our neighbors (Trump supporting family w/kids that my girl plays with) bought the family some musical instruments for Christmas – including a drum set – so I am going to drop in when I pick up my girl and ask if I can play.

Love,

Victoria

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