Category: Daily Notes

Today was awesome (the title will come into play later).  A group of heart-centered, awakened, “real” humans as I call them got together at a local park and let our kids play.  No forced distancing.  No masks.

Free and frolicking – the way Original Divine intended.  The way WE intend.

It was wonderful.  The conversation was lively – authentic – honest and not once did anyone give the “wtf?” look.  No blow-back when criticism was given about the systems of science and education.

WE ALL AGREED.

THE CHILDREN PLAYED.

IT WAS WONDERFUL!

Something we all needed – young and old.

After living here for many years – having seen all former friends and connections just fade away slowly or abruptly end – all because of perceptions – I cannot express how healing it is for me to FINALLY be connecting with like minded people.  We all spoke of the experience of feeling like outsiders here.

I have intended all year that before this game ends, I am going to find at least ONE like-minded person here as well as these people having friends for my girl to play with.  And I along w/the Divine manifested it.

Anyway….so after play time was up, my girl headed over with one of the families to have dinner with them and as such, I decided to head to the store before going home.  My usual go-to store for they allow you to shop w/o one of those mask things.

That is, apparently, until Friday.

I went in and had no issue.  Shopped for a bit – no issue.

But then I got in line.

And encountered a bot.

A bot with an agenda to poke.

Repeatedly.

“Where’s your mask?” I hear come off to my left.  I ignored it.

“Where’s your mask?” I hear again.  Oh god, I think – I am not doing this.

She kept at it so I glanced her way and said “I am exempt.  Medical.”

Apparently she thinks she’s the local mask nazi for she kept asking me and mumbling or saying things I couldn’t make out.  She did, after all, have on a mask.

So I finally glared at her and said “Look, you don’t know my situation.  You don’t know why I don’t wear one.  So it would be best if you just shut it or I am going to report you to store management for harassing me.”

It was then my turn in line – the clerk asks how I am and I said “I was fine until that woman behind me began verbally harassing me for not wearing a mask.  Can you tell her to shut up?”

Instead of showing some good customer service, the clerk says “well we are no longer allowing for medical exemptions”.

“Since when?” I asked.

“Since Friday,” I was told.

So I took a deep breath – calmed myself – and decided what the hey – let’s use this as a chance to drop some truth.

So I said this was not about a virus.  I talked about programming and the agenda and concluded in saying “and those masks you’re wearing?  They don’t work.  In fact you are harming your immune system.  I suggest you research all of this.”

The clerk said “Oh I don’t want to get into the politics of this” and I said “But it IS a political issue.  This is about conformity.  This is about our Freedom!”

At this point one of the clerks walks towards me and asks if I want a face shield.  I put up my hand and said “No.”

As I took my food and walked out, I noticed the bot (aka agent 44361) behind me refuse to put her groceries on the conveyor belt until the clerk sprayed it off – which she did willingly by saying “yes of course”.

O M G

I laughed – then looked at 44361 and gave her the look below and said good thing her stupidity wasn’t contagious.  Then as one last moment of courage, I said loudly “TRUMP 2020!” and left the store.

So my mate and I figure ok if we gotta do this on occasion to get some food, time to get creative w/this mask issue.  Not that I want to comply – but I know I also don’t want to deal with confrontation – especially now the way some “people” are these days.  I would say the agent smiths have been activated now.

Love,

Victoria

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Thank you all for your love and support!

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I woke up this morning hearing the phrase “let the music guide you home. Let music set you free.”  Some people speak the language of math and science ~ I speak the language of music.  Over a year ago, Brother Rick passed along the message to me from Clair that music would help set me free.  Guide me Home.  I had no idea what that meant at the time.  Pursue my music?  Really?  AGAIN?!

Now I see that music speaks to me.  Songs.  Titles.  Lyrics.  Melody.  I have shared here many times over the last few years music that has spoken to me.  So when I heard this phrase this morning upon waking up (here – ha!), I felt perhaps there was some inspiration in that to motivate me out of the funk I had fallen into last night.  Challenging day in the household.  I have yet to master the ability to be around strong emotions and remain centered. I can – for a time – but I automatically shut down and it takes me 12-24 hours to bounce back.

So….my girl and I headed out today and drove around this end of town – venturing down streets we haven’t been on for a time.  The song “Closing Time” was on the radio as I changed the station – the very last couple of moments.  Hmm, I thought – Closing Time.  Haven’t heard that one in a long long time.

10 minutes later or so, on a different station, that song comes on again.  Ok – that was obviously a synchronicity for me that contained a message of some sort.  I listened to the lyrics and soon was in tears.  Here are the words that spoke most to my Heart:

Yesterday and today the desire for that New Reality was full on overwhelming.  Doing certain chores – doing things FOR the system (according to what the matrix says is how things are) was enough to make me scream inside.  Energetically I have to push myself to new levels to do certain things.  What was once a struggle became a challenge and now – well I won’t use the word “impossible” – but whatever energy is right in back of that term (in terms of next in line) – that is where I have landed.

Then there are the numbers – in particular the number 17.  I am seeing it everywhere.  It has become my most present number.  Here are some photos I decided to take (and this doesn’t include all of the moments):

First last night – after seeing it throughout the day – I noticed my twitter account follower number: (fuzzy I know but the count is 1717)

Then tonight, again after a day of seeing the number, I hopped into the car to head to the store.  Check out these numbers:

I glanced at the clock on the dash.  It contains no 17 – but the numbers do add up to 17:

I also an interesting experience this morning.  I was still in bed – eyes closed – honestly, hiding from the world.  I did not want to face this reality – at all. So I was doing some self-comfort practices when suddenly, in my “minds eye”, I saw an object shaped like an eye.  Oval.  It was surrounded in blackness but the object itself was a shimmering light.  It opened – forming more of a circle – and I began seeing objects and beings exit.  All was being lifted up and out.  It seemed to contract – open and close – while beings and other forms exited.  I couldn’t see faces or see any real detail – just outlines of solid, obvious forms.  This experience went on for several moments – a first (in terms of lengths of these very rare experiences).  The last thing to exit was something I found interesting and perhaps humorous.  Remember the movie Contact – when Ellie is sitting in that chair inside the craft?  I saw that chair lift up, go on its side and exit out – then the object/portal shut.  Then I saw a flash of an explosion and the experience was over.

The duration of this experience was long enough for me to enjoy it – and talk about it to myself.  It was literally like I was watching a movie in my mind.

I wonder – why that chair?  What does that chair represent?  In the movie it was something the humans made out of fear.  The Beings from the outside never included it in their diagrams but Ellie was required to strap herself in nonetheless – that is until the vibration coming from the chair was so intense – it knocked loose the compass Palmer had given her – so she releases herself from the chair to snag it – and right after she does, the chair slams into the top of the craft.

Perhaps it was a message saying to TRUST and allow this process to happen – without relying on some human-defined (limited knowledge) process or assistance.

For what is happening is far greater than my human brain can grasp.

Or – perhaps as Q says – multiple meaning can apply.  So – as my mate just amazingly shared with me, the chair represent “we are sitting”.  When we leave – we Stand.  (MIND.  BLOWN.  lol)

JUST AS ROSE SAYS.

I’m not done.  Speaking of MIND BLOWN….lol  I decided on a hunch to gematira “sitting” – which btw adds up to 17 in simple gematria:

God’s Here Find Him

The Alien Signal

Together

Go Big Or Go Home (we say that in this house sometimes)

Do Not Fear

Falcon Rising

Beam of Light

Good To Be Back Man

Escape Sign

TO GO HOME

There ya go.

Love,

Victoria

p.s. ~ as i go to share this on facebook, i see i have 17 notifications….i also glance at the clock right after – 9:35pm – adds up to 17….

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Thank you all for your love and support!

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Today’s title is dedicated to my girl who, upon seeing her mama take some time in the bathroom to have a mini melt-down, said “mama – today’s a fidget spinner day.  When you come out, use your spinner.  We all need those today!”

She was absolutely correct.  A wise girl, as I told her.

Each of us had such moments today – each for our own personal reasons.

I don’t like these calendar days where much of the world focuses on some date that “they” decided to create FOR us.  I can sense their ceremonies.  Today, I lamented how I am finished having to detach from that and do the extra work to be in my Heart space and vibe as “high” – as best as I can.  It’s like being in the middle of a storm with winds trying to push you around – and remaining still, feed solidly planted on the ground.

Sometimes the wind knocks you off your feet for a brief moment or two.

So get out those fidget spinners and breathe deeply.  Eat some chocolate.

Experiences today I find “relevant” for these “times”:  Suddenly knowing I’m in a dream and having that experience of “am I about to awake”.  And getting into the car today, I hear the end of an REM song “that was just a dream, just a dream, just a dream…..” Suddenly feeling a part of me – in full – doing something else – and calling me forward to join in some way – big or small I don’t know.  After being ravishingly hungry, able to eat pretty much anything, nausea is upon me – sensitive stomach – craving root veggies – a sign I need to ground and detach from those around me.  For as I said – it was a fidget-spinner day – and I am having to walk a fine line between being supportive and letting others have their own experience based on their own choices…

And this is happening as a whole but also VERY uniquely and individually.  I saw that very clearly today on a walk I took.  Seeing a variety of different experiences – some with Biden signs – some wearing their masks outside – each comfortable with their own experience – whether based in logic, fear or from the Heart.  Let it all Be, I felt.

I continue to choose the Heart as best as I can.  And when I fail to do that, I got my fidget spinner.

Spin away Wild Ones to whatever experience you desire for yourself.

Love,

Victoria

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Thank you for your ongoing love and support!

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This one may be rather rambling.  I was clear 8 hours ago – but didn’t have the chance to sit down and write it all up until now – and now, well, it doesn’t feel as clear to me.  A day with a child will do that to the mind.  lol

I was reflecting on something I had seen take place in a twitter conversation – someone quite focused on making sure others had their “facts straight” according to this persons own perception.  I thought on this concept – how we each have our own reflection – our own perception of this reality and our experience in it.

Each of our perceptions contains truth – and falsehoods – falsehoods as we have had pretty much everything taken and hidden from us.  While the truth is there to be found – as we know it takes a lot of dedication and time to explore the truth and feeeel into it.  And even at that – it won’t be until the programs of control end will we see.

So I wondered today:  how can we have moments where our perceptions are so vastly different?

I have one theory.

There are a lot of us inside this realm.  It is my feel none of us are from here.  As I share here at this site, I align with the theory that this is a simulation of original experiences.  And as such, we don’t all come from the same place – but we’re still all “trapped” in here together.

So – I feel a large part of the problem I was seeing playing out on twitter is that given we’re not all from here – we each have our own “memory” (sense) of our Original Homes and therefore, what happens after the experience here ends, we will each be going to our own experience – and that experience will look different.

I was thinking of Rose’s latest.  I haven’t commented about that yet but I have taken some time to tune in and go with how I felt.  Overall I aligned but there was one part in particular that simply did not and does not resonate with me:  this idea of an after-life judgment.

Who is doing the judging?

Judging is a power over move.  It is someone telling you what is right and what is not about you and your choices.  And why would we even have such an experience after living here in this prison where we are limited due to the controls placed into and upon us?

Perhaps it is the word that triggers me – perhaps what is referred to is a post-life reflection.  That – I can see/feel into.

But if it is the “religious” form of judging – that could be an experience some have chosen to have prior to the hijack.  Simply because it doesn’t align with me doesn’t indicate others would feel the same or want the same. Perhaps some feel they need the experience.

I also don’t align with the sense of division in the sense that some of that feels punitive to me.  Again, it could be my own triggers.  All I have to go by is how I feel for now.  I look at this “ending” pretty simply:  I want the consciousness/creation of evil removed from ALL of creation.  I want to see every one of us purely Free to Choose our own experience without impingement.  There are many who are still more or less fully plugged in and simply because they have chosen not to (or not been able) to “wake up” – they still deserve that chance.  I don’t align with this feeling of “you must choose and you must choose NOW or else you will go west and stay put for the rest of your experience”.  I align with the idea that even if they go to this space some call “west” – they still get the chance to SEE everything – at their own pace – and then when ready, they can choose to stay in that experience or “go Home” to whatever original experience they had prior to the hijack.

That is what Love does.  Source.

And hey – isn’t it possible each of us will need a little reprieve/rest after what we have been through here – no matter where we are in the awakening?

So I do as I always do – take what feeeeels like a connection and toss what doesn’t – while at the same time realizing it is also possible what I have “tossed” may one day become a Truth for me.

So……I also wanted to share current physical experiences:  I have had recent days of being absolutely full on ravenously hungry.  And I have had moments where I go sit down to eat when I am not feeling particular hungry but discover I can eat – and eat – and eat without getting “full”.  Am I feeling more and more the idea that this body is just a biological projection of my REAL body – and as such – I can have such experiences.  I also felt light/dreamy/rather blissful today.  I spent yesterday and last night dancing too.  I felt young – someplace within I felt that vitality of when I was 20 something.  Ok – 22.  lol

So I feel this shifting back and forth going on – merging back and forth – one day feels new and then the next more “normal” – even though NOTHING is normal now.

And that is fine with me as I never did normal.

I wanted to share one last little tidbit that clicked with me after having a conversation with Sister D.  We were talking about trauma and the reptilian brain.  She mentioned the scene from the (first) Matrix when Neo pulls out that plug in the back of his neck – right where that reptilian brain stem is. One that thing is removed, all other connections are released and he is freed from the matrix.

Powerful.

Love,

Victoria

Thunderstorms are rare here – certainly on the west side of the state.  They began about 4 hours ago.  I have lived here my entire life and I have NEVER seen back to back storms – especially on the west side.  Thunderstorm cells forming on the west side and staying on the west side are just unheard of.

And back to back?

We have also seen mostly horizontal lightening.  A lot of rain.

But no wind – also unheard of.

Is the spiritual war over oregon now clearing out all of the demonic parasites who have wrecked havoc here all year?

God of All I hope so!

Interesting this is taking place on the 17th too…

We also had a very bizarre symptom in this house when this all began:  every member of the family had to pee a lot – off and on for an hour.

So….this is a quick one as another storm is headed north although these looks to be more west of it so these may bypass us.  Just wanted to share something of a “biblical” nature is happening here in Oregon and it has cleared the air enough for us to open up the windows and breathe in fresh air, oxygen and ozone.

What a movie!

Love,

Victoria