Category: Daily Notes

I am listening again to Lisa’s latest (and last) DTC and WOW….are the synchs popping up.

1. She speaks of The White Dragon – the White Dragon is now here.  Tonight my mate was going through some old shirts.  As I mentioned last night, I have been wanting a big comfy sleep shirt and was not able to order one last night for some “reason”.  ha  So tonight he was showing me some of his I could wear and he pulls out one from well over 10 years ago:  The White Dragon.  It’s a linen shirt given to him from a previous employer who, at the time, told him “this is the White Dragon.”
2. The number 3.  33.  She speaks of the “negative 33”.  It’s been 33 years since the Harmonic Convergence (Aug. 16/17, 1987).  I woke up this morning thinking again of her team member’s collage he created in 2014 (I think that was the year).  I’ve shared it here and mentioned it a few times in recent months.  It had 33 panels.  The last 3 were the most interesting to me and seem to be approximately 3 months apart in their relevance.  The panel of the person sitting in front ot the computer, researching – this is likely showing people at home due to the “virus”.  Then there is the panel of the cities burning – which began about 3 months after the lockdown (here in the states).  The final panel – the person leaving via a portal.  If the 3 is significant or indicative of “timing”, we are in that period now for that last panel.  As Lisa says too – if the final pull began on October 3 and takes up to 4 weeks as Home shared back in February, then that 4 weeks is up October 31st.  And again, how many of us have not been able to energtically see or feel the U.S. election?  Just putting this out there.
3. Continuing w/the number 3, I decided to plug in Harmonic Convergence into the gematrix calc.  Interestingly enough, according to Simple Gematria, it adds up to a 3.  Here is what phrases align:

WILLIAM MOON (what IS it about this name and this person?  WHO is he?  he drops codes and has special access to the WH grounds but as far as his identity, I don’t know.  Given his seemingly nomadic lifestyle, he may be someone from Home)

TRIPLE QUANTUM DOTS  (another 3 reference)

THERE IS NO SPOON (i’ve been saying very similar lately – really drawn since the start of october to saying “this is not real this is just an illusion this is a dream”)

The number “3” has always been a part of this household.  From the 3-6-9 to our birth numbers to our carefully selected last name – all versions/alignments with 3.

Personal “stuff” from today – music continues to speak to me.  I’m seeing myself playing music in front of people.  I’m waking up hearing the Van Halen song “How Do I Know When It’s Love” – the last 2 mornings.  I turned on the radio today and there’s another Van Halen song.

We are all connected now.  The “distance” between Home and here is just really non-existent.  The merging is really speeding up now.  I wanted to say – that it has been such a deeply humbling experience being a part of this process – getting to know and connect with so many of you – my family. We’re not “supposed” to need validation – but this girl has had a lot of healing come about from connecting with all of you who align with the concepts of Home.  And for that – thank you.

So…..that’s what I have tonight.

Love to you all ~

Victoria

Every member in this house had attack dreams last night.  My mate had one he said was so horrifying he refuses to share it.  My dream had some evil little parasite disguised as someone in my life – driving me where I did not want to go.  First I used my words – when those didn’t work I thought “ok time to use physical force” and just as I began doing that, I was pulled out of the dream.  Kicked out actually.

I woke up – angry – very angry – pounding my pillow.  Usually I would say “ok – just let it go”.  But not this time.  This time around I was determined to return to that matrix scene and kick the living sheot out of that entity.  So I focused but simply was not able – no – I was not allowed – to return to that space and take care of business.

Today the energy is so heavy.  Body moved slowly and there was some aches.  I feel overwhelmed – unable to know if I will want to do x y or z later today.  I can go about 30-60 minutes into the “future”.  So making plans or promises just aren’t normal for me now – or anyone I know for that matter.  This is collective now.  Earlier in the day my sweet girl was asking me about making cupcakes for a possible social gathering.  Today – I just couldn’t take that in.  With schooling and household chores, my brain said “NO” and I put my body down on the ground – right where I was – put my hands over my head and cried.  Why the sensitivities increased to where they are, I don’t know.  The only conclusion that feels “ok” with me is “ok if we are gonna emit, and to make that as easy as possible I have to have such total disdain for this realm, then so be it.” For if this is the new “norm”, I don’t know how I will function in the foreseeable future.

Whatever THAT is.  Seeing the “future” – is something I simply cannot do now.

The cures for disease are in my space today.  Allegedly this anti-viral Trump took is derived in part by mice.  Last night his daughter Ivanka was encouraging everyone to get their flu shots and if they had questions to go to the CDC site.

What?

Is this movie the awakening or the zombie apocalypse?

Some days I do see the two narratives.  The question is – which one has the final ending?

Yug.  Enough.  Movies by their nature are deceptive so aligning w/what is being shown to us – all of these “bad” and “good” “actors” – I just am not into.  Yes I post and yes it has some excitement but when I am absolutely honest with myself – which usually arrives after I’ve done some good purging and I find that Solid Me again – I know I am done with the nonsensical crap we see.  The drama. Not only do I long for Freedom and Home, I want an experience where there is no deception – for there is no need for it.

Love,

Victoria

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Well I certainly had a lot more energy yesterday.  Today I am back to feeling drained of everything – including motivation.  I am fully in the moment now – when I look to the future of something I “plan” to do – I know I cannot schedule things for it really now depends on how I am doing/feeling that day and in that moment.  Likely explains my desire to be finished with calendars and clocks and I emphasis FINISHED.

Speaking with others in my neighborhood and all are saying the same:  anxiety elevated.  Foggy brain – totally in the moment – unable to recall what was done or said in previous hours or even minutes.

I tuned in to the election – and again – I just don’t feel it.  Today I felt there is no energy to support it – certainly not the way we have done “elections” in the past here.  I tuned in to 2016 – completely different energetic space.  It is all so clear to many now that we are watching a movie – combining comedy and outrageous behavior along with off-the-chart drama (that is quite comical in certain scenes).

I was also drawn to re-read The Last President – the ending.  The speak of the house is calling for the President to relieve himself of his duties for the survival of the republic.  However, the capitol dome is blown up.  There is truth in that book indeed.  That “explosion” is a metaphor for things that are ending and perhaps even the solar flash.

People are leaving.  Eddie Van Halen left us today as did Johnny Nash (singer of “I can see clearly now” – a favorite).  What’s interesting along that thought is the dream I had last night.  I was surrounded by guitarists – including Stevie Ray Vaughan – who I noticed was singing one of the songs I composed over 20 years ago.  An arranger stepped in and added some guitar riffs and a rhythm guitar and I was blown away how awesome the song suddenly sounded.  As I was leaving the experience, some young guy walked by me off to the right – long, brown feathered hair that he tossed back.

Amazing.

I feel I have been tuning in to what I want to do next.  Prepping myself.  I know music is at the top of the list.  That world would not have had room for someone like myself or anyone who would not be willing to sell out no matter how big or small.

How are all of you feeling/doing and what are you experiencing?

Love,

Victoria

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I had an experience this morning that happened twice within a few minutes: I suddenly saw myself – my Big Self – that is tuned into me within this vessel – fully awake, pounding on this egg-shaped pod I saw around myself. With the pounding came this sense of “GET ME OUT OF HERE NOW!  I AM READY I AM AWAKE!”

A few minutes later – I had the same experience/vision.

The thought that came to me was “this is the final awakening”.

The sense I had was that our awakening happens at the mental level, emotional level and the Spiritual Level both here AND on the outside.  We have reached the Final Stage.  Just my feel.

I was then able to fully “get” an issue I have been dealing with for 5 years now – something that was Divinely Guided but did not end up the way I had felt – or thought.  Today I saw why.  I also feel what I had wanted to create here could be created in the New.  As I told my mate:  “Would we be open to going elsewhere if we were Alive with creativity and energy and a solid sense of Home where we are now?”

No.  We have had these longings and accompanying struggles/experiences for a reason:  to make the transition as smooth as possible.

And as my mate JUST HAD HAPPEN:  He has been looking for quarters with the “W”  mark on it since the beginning of 2019 – with no success.  A couple of months ago he decided to search again.  He has said – once he finds three – it is time to go Home.  He.  Just.  Found.  #3.

From this:

To this:

I don’t feel the need to say another word atm.

Love,

Victoria

The “I am sooooo sleepy” continues ~ although being nocturnal is something we are also experiencing.  I have heard the same from others.  I began reading HG Wells The Time Machine today and conked out about 30 pages in.  Reading has always done this to me.

Cleaning and other 3d matrix realm chores feel unnatural at this point.  I don’t clean as I once did – but tonight I was forced to GI the bathroom when my girl notified me there were ants crawling on the floor.  I  C A N N O T have THAT!  lol

“Time” is also off – in a strange space now.  Zero point feels like it has arrived.  So as I shared with the family – we eat when we’re hungry.  Sleep when we’re tired.  Etc. etc.  Clocks and calendars – only need them if we have a delivery or company.  Speaking of, I was looking at the calendar today and noticed Columbus Day is in a couple of weeks.  “Since when is C. Day in October?” I asked my mate.  He said – it isn’t – it’s in November.  Not according to history.  Our own personal matrix glitch or just this ongoing sense of “where is my mind – what is happening to my hands – why am I suddenly so loopy I giggle and drop things or suddenly so tired I have to stop what I am doing and sleep”.  Well, you get the picture.  And I also notice when these experiences happen, they affect everyone in the house at the same time.  Some say it’s 5G – but if that were the case we would be having those moments consistently.  Not that we haven’t been bombarded with dirty energies in the past – I just don’t feeeeel they are as “dirty” as they once were.  The clean-up includes and thus touches every thing.  

So I wanted to share something about this upcoming what feels ever presence imminent moment.  My mate was enjoying some alone time in the man cave, quieting his mind.  He came inside and told me he “got something” on what he calls the singularity event.  It is very close – massive.  He also got the way Good/God/Love wins – is an energy barrier/wall is being built (which is what we may be seeing on the Schumann).  Evil is bouncing back on itself now due to this energy wall.  So, “evil” will literally take itself out once the final energy comes in – once the singularity enters.  It creates a division and it will be instantaneous.

I reflect on that and wonder if that energy wall is also what President Trump referred to in that infamous tweet from February 2019 where he was speaking of the wall and wrote criminals in all dimensions keep out.

I am all for that.

Love,

Victoria

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That’s my feel anyway – feeling I reached a peak and now I’m in this space of full on surrender knowing what is mine and what isn’t.

I had a conversation with Sister D and we each had an identical experience with our landlords this past week or so.  In each conversation with our individual land owners, both of us felt we were saying thank you and good bye – and the energy exchange went both ways whether the exchange was conscious or not.  My mate and I had a convo w/ours this week and it wasn’t until later in the day where we both commented how we were saying good bye to one another and giving gratitude.  For me it felt like an energy “cord” was healed and cut.

My girl and I headed out today for a nature walk.  The first place we wanted to go would have required me to wait in traffic gridlock (road construction) and my sensitivities simply cannot do these experiences now, so we headed to another place.  As we walked in one direction towards the road, I could hear cars.  Each one stood out and annoyed the sheot out of me.  With my girl chatting away, I had to plug my ears and take deep breaths to stay grounded.  (Did I mention my sensitivities are imploding now?  ha!)  As we headed back up and away from the noise of traffic, I commented that I would be absolutely wonderful to never hear another damn car noise again.

Sister D and I spoke of the debate.  She didn’t watch.  We started to – and my mate and I struggled to get into it -but we were simply frustrated – then suddenly the internet went out.  It didn’t come back on in a consistent manner until after the debate.  Attack or divine providence?  I lean towards the latter.  (we have been having a lot of internet disruption so it could be just another system here crumbling.)

We also spoke of hand holding those who may be “shocked” as the truth is shown in more “obvious” ways (not that it isn’t obvious at this point but that is just my perception) – neither of us have the desire to “be there” for others in those moments.  I’m thinking that was just another matrix program.  I have zero zip nadda desire to do that now.  My focus now is within and getting out of here and stepping into the New.

And I am not aligning with seeing full disclosure either.  Just not interested.  Others have shared the same.

I am also seeing others share their experiences and insights on the new – how in the new we don’t have these tedious chores.  The cooking, the cleaning, the dusting – all of these “slave jobs” that take up far too much of our time.  I remember I once felt guilty and lazy for wanting the Easy Life. Press the EZ button.  Now?  No guilt.  I know what I want and I don’t let old programs of self judgment to interfere.

My girl and I had an odd experience hours apart last week – we both had a sudden, painful poke near our elbows – mine on my left, hers on her right.  It was as though someone poked us with a needle.  It didn’t feel “evil” or anything negative – just interesting.  Perhaps one of those “something being done in the outside” experiences.  (And btw – that’s really all I want to talk about now.  The call to be in that space is ever present.  I appreciate speaking about the awakening and all of that – but now unless the conversation is about Home, I am just not energetically aligning with full authenticity.)

Energetically I am quite exhausted much of the time.  Mentally detached too from things around me.  Again the feel is part of me is absolutely elsewhere. It makes no difference what I eat or how I move my body.  Even going for a nature walk did nothing for me today other than a temporary distraction.  All I could feel and think was how I would rather live elsewhere with a path to the beach near my home.  I am waking up with anxiety – which has been ongoing.  Sister D remarked the same.  But it feels different than waking up suddenly in a panic.  This feels like an anticipation or as the “experts” label it – anticipatory anxiety. Let’s just call it excitement that something big HUGE new is coming and my human brain still doesn’t know exactly what it is so there’s a little apprehension in the energy.

And speaking of excitement, I will end this piece with a message I received from Brother Rick just a bit ago – we are so close, Home cannot contain the excitement any longer.  As I shared that one w/my mate, I rolled my eyes, sucked in my breath and said with my jaw tense:  “are we ready to go?”   My mate gave the same look and said in the same manner “F YES!”

We have had enough encouragement.  Enough messages.  Enough intel.  As Brother Rick sometimes says  JUST GET ‘ER DONE.

It is SO DONE!  Because WE are.

Love,

Victoria

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