The sun….it continues to be so bright I cannot glance at it for a moment even with polarized sunglasses on. Or whatever that object is up there in the wherever it is we are. lol
I was going to link Gina Marie’s latest on strange energy coming from the sun until I realized it was images from 20 frigging 14 – not even included in the title. Click bait as I said is deception and I do NOT give that my attention in my personal space nor on this site. So let’s see what I CAN find in terms of current (and relevant) solar stuff….
Wildfires continue in CALI.
Right now, the @CalGuard is airlifting patients trapped by wildfire to a location where they will be met by @AirNatlGuard medics and local first responders. As this situation develops, the National Guard will continue to support our partner agencies and communities. #CreekFirehttps://t.co/mQBhuS8bnW
We are under red flag warning here in my area through next week. Riding around tonight, I was appalled to see/smell people burning fire pits. My god – the ground is so dry. Who would do that in these conditions? 90% of fires are human caused. Some things, I just don’t understand…
We watched some more videos from 5-6 years ago. That was challenging tonight – for both my mate and I. We look at those 2 people and don’t feel much of a connection. Logically, yes it is “us” but other than the human vessel, I don’t feel a connection nor do I feel a connection to the time period and the doings in which we viewed. It’s like watching someone who isn’t me PLAY me on a movie screen. I am counting on this being an indication of the pulling, disconnecting and merging going on because if not, we’re both losing our minds.
I reflected on this one – and did not like what I just typed….something nudged me to check rose’s twitter page….I quietly felt within I would find reassurance/comfort. Ok. So I check it out – and this comes up. W O W
Take a listen.
We can’t all be hallucinating or imagining this inner knowing and feeling and longing that never leaves and is always there no matter what the mind focuses on here.
This is from May 2020. Now you can all see more clearly, the "Waves". And, we did indeed with each wave DJTQ used, pull more people up.https://t.co/A3D2ASU2PZ
Apparently “time” is what I was to focus on and feel into today.
It began in the shower (of course). I thought of the video the Gunner’s Wife (lip reader extraordinaire) put out several weeks ago showing POTUS speaking to Melania saying (paraphrased) “I cannot believe I am here using your time machine”. I then thought of the experience I had in July 2009 where that craft literally called my name, guiding me to come outside. One of the most amazing experiences I have had in this cycle. The very first thought I had after wondering who is in that thing was “us from the future”. I had a hard time wrapping my mind. I can still remember sitting outside, feeling very puzzled about having had that thought. Since I wasn’t able to understand that concept, I let it go – but it has always remained at the back of my mind.
So, like putting together a puzzle, the thoughts came to me fast. Potus and Melania (and perhaps others in their family – definitely Barron) aren’t from here. They’re from Home (meaning outside of this realm). This was their first experience here in the pit. They volunteered to come here to fulfill these rolls of exposing the “invisible enemy” that invaded us who knows how long ago and they brought w/them “home-world” tech to do so with flawless precision. And as such, they were able to bypass or infiltrate the “time” program.
I then realized I was most likely correct in my first guess as to the craft I saw and who it was: It WAS us “from the future”. I have wondered if the rest of my consciousness or some part of me was on that craft. It is possible. I just know the connection I felt seeing that was unlike ANY experience of connection I have had here. I simply knew these were my people.
Part of the job to end the game here is returning us to authentic infinity – and not this nonsense they have conditioned us to believe here is infinity: that sideways 8 (as I call it). That is actually where we have been – repeating, or as we call it in this house “rinse and repeat”. I have really seen that topic a lot in recent months. People are feeling into that and seeing that is how their life has been – no matter what their choices have been. It’s that inner feeling that doesn’t lie. Our Original experience is more linear – ongoing – expanding and changing. We don’t “have” to repeat things in order to “learn” or “expand” as we have been conditioned to beLIEve here.
I also thought how difficult it is to break out of old patterns here. We tend to repeat the same relationships, experiences, etc. – often regardless of what we tell ourselves. I can tell you I feel I have absolutely wasted a lot of time in “therapy” under the guidance of retraining my brain to break old patterns. I have had some success and yet have also felt: “it isn’t supposed to be this difficult!” Life – experiencing – is supposed to be easy. (Counselors usually didn’t like that one.)
Is this “challenge” part of their prison?
Sure feels like a strong possibility to me.
Moving on, speaking of time, my daughter and I watched some older dvd’s of her as a small child. We went back to 2014 – just 6 years ago. Seeing myself – wow. It’s like seeing a totally different person. My mate watched for a bit too and later told me he had the exact same experience. Our conclusion? We were much more plugged in then. Today? We’re as unplugged as we feel we can be. Much more authentic. Physical bodies different too. Part could be age for there are body changes that go with that as well as grace. However, most of it is simply this detaching and merging process that has been going on – obviously longer than I have realized. It is something neither of us can put into words. It is, again, an inner feeling/knowing.
We both thought – while that time was beautiful – no way would we return to that “time”. In fact – energetically – I simply wouldn’t “fit” into that time period.
Anyway….very interesting inner journeying today. As far as physical sensations – something I haven’t shared much of lately – here is what I have been noticing:
Vision changes/issues
Either light/interrupted sleep or sleeping like a baby
Dizziness and a sense of not being fully here
Little to no appetite to needing to eat like a growing child (the favorite remains fruit – that is a staple)
Moments of intense fatigue (extra tired lately no matter how much sleep i have)
Sometimes my manifestation skills are sharp – other times I feel I can’t create sheot. We have had a lot of heat lately and the forecast had called for mid to upper 90’s all week long. No. Not in my experience. So I tuned in as I have done before with weather. I told my family if we can weaken and move hurricanes, we can lower temperatures. So I spent time a few days ago calling forth the cool ocean air from the west. I welcomed it. Just did what came natural. As I watched the forecast, I saw one of the meterologists say the weather seemed to be shifting and they would watch it. Did I do that? Hmmm. I kept at it.
And guess what? We had 78 today and an ocean breeze (we were supposed to be mid 90’s). Tomorrow – similar forecast (when just 3 days ago they said we would be upper 90’s). The heat keeps getting pushed ahead. I continue to focus on cooler temperatures. I will see what happens.
We are in a simulation. And there has been a war going on. As their programs weaken, ours strengthen. I am thinking this may be one of mine. It is not the first time I have been able to influence the weather. Just kind of surprised me to see this change – especially so dramatically.
Cool. Cool. Coooooooooooooool.
Let me know how you’re all doing.
Love,
Victoria
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Thank you all for your love, friendship and support!
The matrix is breaking down, people are saying. Yeah, I get that. But I don’t want to be forced to deal with it – especially from other people. Today was NUTS.
Because of this mask wearing mandate b.s., I decided to give delivery a try (after pick up turned into a fiasco). I placed my order with a local store. I had assumed they did the delivery as their site said nothing to the contrary. Turns out, insta-cart workers do the shopping and delivery. Ok, I thought. No big deal.
HA!
I get a text this morning at 11:30am saying the shopper’s name and they are beginning to shop. Over the next 30 minutes I receive several texts saying “this item isn’t available would you like a substitute?” Then all goes quiet. I was beginning to wonder where my food was about 40 minutes later when I receive a text: We’re sorry. Your delivery is being delayed by 1 hour. Well naturally I wonder – where is my food going to sit? I had perishable items, so I rang the store’s customer service line and was told there was nothing they could do about it and to phone insta-cart, which I did. The woman on the phone was very patient and kept calling me “Miss Victoria”. She told me on her end she was seeing I had a new shopper and the shopping was starting all over again.
What?
So naturally (duh) I ask “Uh, what happened to the previous shopper? And what about all of the food they shopped for?”
“Well I don’t know,” I was told.
“So can you look into that? Can you call them? What if they just left the store with my food?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” is what I was told. Again.
So as I am talking to this woman, I receive another text – from the new shopper. In the background my mate is saying to cancel the order and request the shopper be fired. Quite loudly (as I was ignoring him – ha!).
The new shopper breezed through the store – was able to find some of the items I had been told by the previous shopper weren’t available. 45 minutes later, I had my food. No receipt (I was told they don’t provide them – not allowed to. ???) While this went on, I called the store and told them what happened. The clerk said “yeah the food could just be sitting in a cart somewhere” as though this happens all the time. “That’s a waste,” I said. “Maybe you should go take a look and see if that’s what happened.” “Nah, I don’t think so. He probably just put it back on the shelf.”
To that I said “but once food is touched in your store it is not to be placed back on the shelf and you can’t return food either because of the covid” I said making my voice sound like a ghost when I said “covid”. Yeah, the clerk continued to be of no help. Just another zombie.
I hung up.
Not doing that again. Scratch off another store in which to shop.
I forgot to say that I had also scheduled a chicken delivery from a local farm. I had filled out the order form online and received an e-mail 3 days ago saying she would drop it off early this morning. I said I wasn’t sure that would work and asked what time and if I could pay ahead of time and just leave a cooler outside. We do that with our ground beef – no problem. Two days go by I haven’t heard from her so I wrote her again yesterday as there was still no response by the end of the day yesterday.
So early this morning (for me) there’s a knock on the door. It’s her asking if I got her phone message from 7am this morning. lolol Really? So I said no – did you get my 2 emails? Yes, she received them. That’s why she called this morning. Wow. So then I ask “ok do you want my debit card?” and she looks flustered and says “oh yes” – goes to her car and says she didn’t bring her card reader.
Of course. I’m half awake and I’m more “with it” than she is.
So we got it worked out although she gave me several pounds all frozen in one chunk. Found that out after I went inside. Another “really?”
So then tonight around 9pm I decided to take a drive with my girl to talk about a couple of things. As we return home, I notice my neighbor is outside by her car. I was still talking with my girl and wasn’t in the mood to engage in conversation so the two of us sit in the car and continue to talk, waiting for her to go inside. Well my neighbor stays by her car for a couple of minutes then begins walking down the sidewalk towards my car, calling my name.
No. Just no.
She walks over to the passenger side front seat (the windows are up), peers in and begins calling my name again. I tell her “Not now! I am having a talk with my girl.”
My girl is going over what we had talked about – or is trying to – when neighbor then starts knocking on the passenger door. That was enough.
So I roll down the window and snap at her: “I told you I am having a talk with my girl. This is private. Where are your boundaries? Why would you just knock on my door and window like that repeatedly when it is clear I am occupied and not responding to you?”
She says “I just want you to open up my pop for me.”
“Your what?!” I ask thinking she has got to be kidding me.
“My pop can you just open my pop?”
So I said “Oh for the love of god FINE!” – grab the pop from her hand and as I begin to open it she says “careful”. Well too late – the damn thing sprays all over the place.
I hand it back to her – not even fully opened – and say quietly and slowly “Just go, ok? Just go.” So she’s apologizing and saying thank you at the same time and I said “this is just on mark for how today went” got out and went inside and get a hot wet towel to clean up the mess.
I could say I am DONE with all of this crap here – but what would be the point? I’m still here being forced to deal with the world now and then. After today, and after the grief I got in my own home how I “created” this mess and “I told you so’s” I am done with ridiculous drama from sleeping idiots and narcissists here there and everywhere who won’t own personal behavior.
So….how was your day today? lol I did have some beautiful moments that, now that I’ve vented out the above, I will hold in my heart. The drive and conversation with my girl was healing and a friend visited this afternoon and brought along his new puppy – a black little cutie part poodle part border collie. OMG puppy love! And this little guy loves women. It took him a bit to warm up to me but once he did, he crawled into my lap and let me snuggle him just like a baby. Loooooooove! Oh how I have missed having a dog. It’s been 10 years. We aren’t allowed to have one here. Just another b.s. matrix agenda. College students that trash a house – that’s ok. A dog? Noooooooo.
So as I am giving love and receiving love from this little sweetie, I remembered a dream I had a few nights ago – where at the time I was on the outside looking in at myself – and I was sitting cross legged on a floor, hair in a ponytail – just as I was today – holding a small black dog like a baby. In the dream though I was younger. Anyway….so in the messy ugh of this realm, I am grateful I had those heart-based moments. I am quite in need of those now – the more I open up my heart again the more I feel the ache and longing.
I see the schumann is now totally black where we had that repeating pattern. Speculation abounds. I ain’t diving into that one until whoever is in the know tells me.
Rose says she sees 2 hearts here. Not sure about that but hey – here you go. It’s a nice thought (and since seeing this I keep hearing “two hearts…beat as one…” U2):
I don't know if you can see it @TWC_Spin But there are two hearts as the 'holes'. A large one, and on its side, a smaller one. Showed up best on the blue images. pic.twitter.com/8PHqbs2i4p
There’s some speculation that Trump mentioned the country unifying under a Kennedy but this big twitter account owner is not giving us a source.
I’m so overly done with this kind of click bait deception. And I know that is why many choose to come here – I don’t engage in that. I back up things with sources but since most of my stuff is just my perception and feels, I let you know this is just MY take.
It’s an interesting day. Movement – things are on the move again. Much better than yesterday. That heavy feeling lifted. The schumann image continues as you will see (and likely most of you have already seen it). I tuned in to see if I could “get something” on this as I feel it is consciously/with intention being created. The phrase “mirror your enemy” came to me (from The Art of War and as I have shared here before, if one wants to understand what’s going on, read this book). A few days ago we had that same image appear followed by the black line and it felt like all went to sheot – energetically speaking.
But now we have this same signature which began last night – and at the time I didn’t feel the same “ugh”. So it is possible our Alliance – friends from Home – have sent in their own frequency to mirror back everything the enemy sent our way. I also felt it was a barrier they are creating – like holding up a mirror and reflecting all back on them.
And isn’t that what they have coming? A little “taste of their own medicine” so to speak. Our version of karma.
There was definitely some positive movement today. Feds came in and deputized local Officers in Oregon to begin removing/arresting the terrorists in Portland – and likely anywhere else in the state. Here is what I found and what was passed along to me by some of you wonderful people.
“As violent riots continue nightly in Portland, Oregon, the Trump administration has acted to deputize Oregon State troopers to effectively circumvent Multnomah County District Attorney Mike Schmidt, who has refused to prosecute hundreds of rioters who have been arrested.
As Breitbart News reported, Schmidt has said he will not prosecute crimes including interfering with a police officer, disorderly conduct, criminal trespass, harassment, escape in the third-degree, and riot.”
Twits a bit hard for me, but I'll try. This is the HI2 cam/Stereo. Left to Right>Venus, 3 small vahs and above them high, is a cluster of rocks. The Rock cluster looks like it has a hook tail with the 3 vahs as the end. So cluster wraps like net.
ok so apparently this is the tweet this big account used to push the narrative that trump is telling us a kennedy will unite the country. (that’s what we want but i don’t think this tweet contains that message – BUT it could imply a new kennedy would be a republican….)
See, even a Kennedy isn’t safe in the new Radical Left Democrat Party. Taxes up big, no 2A. Biden has completely lost control. Pelosi strongly backed the loser! https://t.co/DKYVBpbpP7
— The Dirty Truth (@RealDirty on Parler) (@AKA_RealDirty) September 3, 2020
interesting….thanks to brother rick for giving me the heads up on this one…i don’t know who this woman is but she rocks….from what i read these people aren’t attorney’s – just citizens – but they know their stuff. be interesting to see if the court follows through on this………
They are NOT attorneys. They are citizens who know the law better than any lawyer or judge. They specialize in indicting public officials who violate their oaths of office. There is no one better. pic.twitter.com/fVtJupRd5Z
I gotta tell ya….sitting down here again after several hours….things continue to feel WEIRD. Off. Each day brings a new “feel” – and what I am seeing more chaos. I don’t consent to this – but I don’t know what else to do other than to go along with it. Fighting back feels futile. Is this an authentic feel or another manipulation? Feel like I need a bowl of wheaties to get some strength back in order TO tune in better.
I can share this – I felt and saw the attacks today. Hold the energy of Protection. I reminded myself of this one all day.
It appears that my ongoing search for like-minded people is working. We found the one family, now I have found another. Each has a daughter our girls age. Today while we visited a local little library, I saw this guy in a white truck. For some reason I felt “hey he’s one of us!” I turned the car around and he was still sitting at the stop sign, waiting to take a left. That is when I saw his “Police lives Matter” bumper sticker. Woot woot! I jump out of my car and begin running towards him but he takes off. I don’t know if he saw me waving my arms – perhaps he did and thought I was pulling a karen. lol Hopefully I will see him again.
Here are some finds:
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this one cracks me up – “enhancement”….something that keeps the clone going…or whoever/whatever jb is:
TRUMP CALLS FOR 2020 PRESIDENTIAL DRUG TEST: "He’s on some kind of an enhancement, in my opinion. I say we should both. I should take a drug test, so should he…. I wanna take one. I’ll take one, he’ll take one. We should both take a drug test." pic.twitter.com/AvAJDzoynu
I was thinking about the Mason’s today….how they infiltrated politics, religion, etc….This prompted me to reflect on my own life and how I never really bought into anything here – from public education, high education, religion and politics, I always carried this inner b.s. radar that went off from the time I knew how to walk and talk. For that I am grateful.
Yep I realized yesterday already that they did not update for entire day, today it's also stuck at 13:37… Wonder how the train is coming along! pic.twitter.com/yzrB49c65B
One of the “attacks” came through tonight when a neighbor asked me if I had seen this tweet. This person knows I support Trump (and they do not) and it definitely felt like a poke. So I just dismissed the media’s b.s. as fake news and said they were desperate to deflect away from the real nightmare: Biden.
Mike Pence was never put on standby, & there were no mini-strokes. This is just more Fake News by @CNN, a phony story. The reason for the visit to Walter Reed, together with the full press pool, was to complete my yearly physical. Short visit, then returned (with press) to W.H… https://t.co/GUVdbJRvqD
Some good conversations going on right now on twitter on the cosmic happenings (i have noticed i cannot look at the sun now – not even w/sunglasses – it is unbelievably bright atm)…and speaking of “time” i read brother rick say he “lost” 4 hours today. !!!
I read something about this the other few days after reading a bit about the Magnetic effects of Nibiru coming closer. It's said that when it gets close enough the orbit will come to a stand still in which sun might not rise for hours or not set for hours. (3 days of darkness)
thanks to sister Jules for telling me about this one….wtfrig? does he know about “the” event….is he talking about the parasites? remember he was part of one of the Q posts…his name was not referenced but the pedophile awakening we were told would trigger an awakening would come through humor and we all remember his oscar speech earlier this year where he let it all hang out…..
this one is floating around twitter….i saw it 3x so took it as a little nudge to share….tomorrow marks day #1….we will see…
Plan to destroy America started after WWII thru ideological subversion and demoralization of the baby boomers. Marxists infiltrated academia and educated a generation of students incapable of critical thought and programmed to react to stimuli like Pavlovian dogs.
personal share time…..i don’t really know this guy – we just follow each other on twitter – but wow is he sharing stuff to spark me awake in a way i need. i know i was fast on my way to becoming and staying someone i’m not – apathetic. angry. thinking love, romance, etc. was for “young” people. my heart has grown jagged and weary over my 50 so years of living/being and i admit relationships have challenged me and have been very difficult for me – to trust and be myself without being hurt, attacked, have the rug pulled out from under me. so i am feeling very strongly to Remember that vibrant, young, open girl that i know is STILL THERE and oh god she wants to come out. this song tonight is just doin’ it for me and i am grateful to this man for sharing it. thank you to those who have shown me love and respect and who keep coming here listening and reading my words whether they are wise and balanced or out of control and crying for help. you can say i am a woman lookin’ for a hero right now….
Just remember kids! ❤️Will Find a Way! And by the way, it’s on the way! 👇😁👍 Keep that Heart Open! 😊https://t.co/gqe3wAHcrc
The level of fatigue, body discomfort and nausea is really at a peak today. It simply sucks today to be here. I can distract all I want – that inner frustration and agitation is still there screaming at me to “DO SOMETHING” to “GET ME OUT OF HERE”.
Another date was given for “10 days of disclosure” set to begin tomorrow. We will see. Two years – we hear dates – see them come and go – and then are told to stay the course. Hang in there. Go within. And oh my very favorite today – let it go.
Let what go, exactly? My attachment to this prison? I’ve done that as much as I know how – off and on for 4 years.
How do you “let go” and be who you want to be when there are more state imposed restrictions than ever?
Fight it? Alone?
Really?
Our state gathered enough signatures to recall our governor and the state said “sorry you didn’t collect enough”. Now what?
Our local co-op has now blocked me on twitter because I reached out to communicate and called them on how they violated their own policy and discriminated against my mate over his medical disability. We received some form letter from the national association who essentially told us to work with our local store. We called and reached out to over half a dozen civil rights attorneys without one getting back to us. How are we supposed to “work it out” with a law-violating entity who refuses to cooperate much less communicate?
And yet I am supposed to just let it all go and let evil and the agenda of fascism continue to intrude its way into my life, violate my freedoms and my right to live peacefully and travel/go/do as I see fit for MY OWN experience?
Would anyone just “let it go” if some terrorists entered your land and began destroying your property?
Yeah, I think not.
Let it go.
Shove that narrative.
I am also shoving the narrative that the “ending” is going to be scary.
What, more trauma?
Love doesn’t operate that way. EVIL does.
So once again evil is getting its way.
As I strongly affirm – I don’t need to see evil to know it’s there. I can only detach so much. I look outside and see people in masks. THAT is enough for me to know evil is still around. Some of us get very uncomfortable seeing another in a mask.
So….once again….my only idea that feels best to me now is to raise money and get outta dodge. And I would need a lot of funds to do that as my mate is physically disabled and I have my own cognitive/mental issues that impede our ability to pack up this house alone and move. We need help to accomplish this. I need a new life and I need to begin working towards that now. Anyone good at creating Go Fund Me pages and would be willing to help me and my family? Please?
Thank you. Thank you so much. I really don’t know how much longer I can sustain this energy. If we were surrounded by like minded people in an area w/o mask mandates, that would be very supportive now.
Their jig is up. I don’t understand how even the most programmed aren’t seeing this scam for what it is.
I feel two experiences playing out now. I not only see it, I feeeeel it. Today I was feeling the one of UGH/repression and was rushing about to do this and that in order to do this and that and blah blah blah….while I was doing this 3d crap in a way that simply didn’t align, I began hearing “don’t worry….about a thing…..cause every little thing’s….gonna be all right.” That line kept playing – until I slowed down and tuned into the other experience: Freedom. Home. Exit. Escape from the Matrix.
Tonight I went to the store for some food – the usual store that “allows” (eye roll) you to claim medical to shop mask-free. I walk in and one of the employees says “excuse me do you need a mask?” waving one in the air.
I paused. I just could not do this anymore. This nonsense of asking. This invasive questioning into a territory that is none of her f’ing business. So I stood there and just stared at her. And shook my head “no”. And kept shaking my head no. Should I say something? I contemplated and said “Medical,” I said slowly, with a bit of a growl, then walked off.
This section was pretty crowded and several people stared at me until I stared back.
Not one person was without a mask. I need to find others and agree to meet at the same time, same place as I am DONE doing this alone. Power in numbers and honestly, I don’t trust my fellow human if they ain’t on the same page as I am.
I reflected on “nice” people. My area has people who are “nice”. Polite. And yet – what is nice?
Nice is when you will respect people’s right to make their own choices – even if you disagree with them.
Nice is when you not only respect this but will back them up if faced with adversity.
And that is where I question how “nice” most are who are clearly not awake.
I don’t hear from people I once did. Parents for whom I reach out to see if maybe they have relaxed on their “covid practices” – I don’t hear back from now.
I “get” there are two narratives playing out. I’m just done being forced to participate and interact with the other side because the other side is bat sheot stupid.
Sigh….I am doing my best to remain patient and respectful but I feel like I live in Oz when I belong in Kansas. And I am needing my place in the Universe to bring me what I not only want but need. You know – NOW. Seek and ye shall find. I seek and continue to seek and continue to call forth from my Heart as I know and as I read so many of you are doing now and are still at that bus stop waiting for that damn new bus to arrive.
Dreams were bizarre last night and clearly not of my doing. I slept well for about 5 hours – woke up – could not get back to sleep and when I finally did, I was awoken from a nice deep sleep by the sound of a leaf blower and lawn mower right next to our bedroom window doing nothing but make noise and blow dust around and into our window for there is nothing next door but dead grass and dirt. Just, you know? Who does that??
Just call me the lone hitch-hiker lookin’ for a ride outta here…
Love,
Victoria
Here are some finds…
people around here are failing miserably:
This is a test. You are being tested to see how much of your freedom you are willing to blindly give up to false authority figures. It is a test of your critical thinking skills or lack there’d. It is a test of how The Cabal can use fear to intimidate and force you to comply.
— SilverThread IsStrongerThanYouThink (@leslie_hileslie) August 31, 2020
yes it does:
The IRS needs to cease to exist, immediately. #criminals
.@IngrahamAngle ask Who do you thinks pulling @JoeBiden Strings.@realDonaldTrump people you’ve never heard of, people in the dark shadows. We had people that got on a plane in a certain city and it was loaded with people in black Outfits on their way to the RNC to do damage. pic.twitter.com/jXjk9UPOu4
— The Dirty Truth (@RealDirty on Parler) (@AKA_RealDirty) September 1, 2020
UPDATE: We have officially launched a resource to connect patients across the country with physicians & pharmacists who are HCQ knowledgeable!
they don’t need unemployment…they need jail time (and to be on one of those work crews where they go around and clean up their mess….didn’t their parents teach them the value of cleaning up your own mess??)
House bill would block rioters from coronavirus unemployment benefits https://t.co/uqvl3NHHxh
I see what they are doing here. Abusers must be terrified. If they announce this in advance, that means multiple things. Abusers will be caught nation wide, in mass. 👀
Operation Safety Net aims to rescue 200 missing Northeast Ohio children https://t.co/OEih0FzkAk
I have been pondering for awhile what Q said about 4-6% lost forever (drop 529). Forever…that’s a mighty long time. Multiple meanings can be applied (that stat may align w/the recent COVID numbers). And yet – I have returned to that word “forever”. Tonight I had the thought – these 4-6% lost “forever” may also be referencing those going to “the pit”. The evil acting out here – forever removed from our experience. Just something I thought of and decided to share…
Are we at the end? Really, honestly, fully completely at the end?
I get a chill as I type out those words and pause…
My girl even got a chill earlier tonight talking about things wrapping up and as she said “I never get chills mom!”
I just honestly absolutely fully cannot see myself or any of us talking about this ongoing experience this time next year. I do feel we are seeing things wrap up. And the energy of the experience now feels different. It feels more murky here – I really deeply feel the pull now – detaching so this space feels more murky. And yet….it feels settled too. Maybe it’s the idea of “all is done”. ? I know I am not describing it well and am sharing differing terms. I just know something is up and nothing is the same now.
Here are some finds that, I feel, back up this feeling of mine.
im getting hacked bad and havent been on in a week abouts.. check this out Clear view of The Incoming BINARY STAR in Colorado Aug 30 2020 sunrise https://t.co/SkoS8DcSwv
Rose says our exit (division of the families) and the crossing of Nibiru align…
Wow! Colorado it's visible already! It will be more visible sooner than later! Because according to these cam shots the Nibiru System has passed Venus and is getting closer! pic.twitter.com/arhZ2fsvx4
And check out what Jon Levi says in the opening of his excellent video…and he goes on to say the way out? Antarctica….i know i have had the thought over the last few years of our real bodies are in stasis in Antarctica….we are on a stage watching a movie….amazing video, friends:
And then William Moon is sharing a lot of photos today talking about “Remembering the White House”….Here are just a few of many:
Remembering the @WhiteHouse through the soulful camera lens of William Moon! How will historians, the people and the world evaluate @realDonaldTrump? / Photo by William Moon at the South Lawn of the White House on August 30, 2019 pic.twitter.com/ajk3vYepF8
Remembering the @WhiteHouse through the soulful camera lens of William Moon! How will historians, the people and the world evaluate @realDonaldTrump? / Photo by William Moon at the South Lawn of the White House on August 26, 2019 / @FLOTUS pic.twitter.com/XTsICAyt3J
Remembering the @WhiteHouse through the soulful camera lens of William Moon! How will historians, the people and the world evaluate @realDonaldTrump? / Photo by William Moon at the South Lawn of the White House on August 30, 2019 pic.twitter.com/XTN0bMPrGt
and an update from Sister Linea…loving what she is sharing and saying…the new “cage” movement as she calls it – lol – and the narratives many beautiful people still follow….this place is a virus/war zone designed to control and operates on punishment and rewards….god i am so ready to be Free of this place – restored – and to return Home…..
I was reflecting on all that is being seen earlier. There is a video going around that I am seeing pop up on twitter that is alleged to show how far down the rabbit hole the evil is and had planned here. I saw some asking “do I need to watch this?” There was fear in those words. We don’t *need* to do anything.
I remember the first time I felt evil at a physical level. Cold. Calculating. Once was enough.
I have gone down many rabbits holes over the last 30 years. Each one simply leads to another. While I appreciate what that journey did – helped me in my awakening – I wonder if I needed to explore as much as I did. I’ve always known within – Sensed – evil runs the game here. I have always felt off about the experience here. And I have carried within the memory of the war. Do I know everything in detail? No.
Do I want to know or even need to know the details? No. At least not now. I have enough trauma in these cells.
I know what is ok and what is not ok for me and I don’t need to read someone’s words or experience to know that now. In the past, due to my fear and doubt programs, yes – I absolutely did need that validation from another. But now? No. That “need” (or false need) is fading.
And for me it is simple: I want evil’s influence gone completely from my experience – regardless of that location. Here. At Home. I just want my Freedom and Full Abilities returned/restored so I can get on with my Experience as ME.
I’m the type when watching a movie that is intense, whenever something evil, deceptive, violent is going to occur, I usually cover my eyes. Not because I am afraid (when I was younger, yes – it was due mostly to fear) – but rather because I know it isn’t something I want to experience. I’ve had enough violence. Why put more visuals in my mind when I don’t HAVE to.
And at this point – as “evil” continues to reveal itself – I don’t want nor need to give it my attention – especially of the fear/shock kind of reaction. Evil thrives on being seen. It’s like a disease.
So I remain an observer of what’s playing out – focused on those things I choose to experience and remembering ME pre-hijack and becoming that amazing Being once again. But I am now sensing the difference between what I really want to focus on and what “evil” wants me to see. I hope that makes sense.
Energetically, I do feel something switched yesterday. I just got the image of a stuck wagon getting a strong push forward out of the muck. I felt this yesterday as a sense of relief – lightness – even when doing mundane tasks (and yesterday was full of such things). The Light at the End of the Tunnel – that’s the best way to describe the experience. I feel it is there for all to see and feel – however that looks. And the beautiful Lisa Harrison left a comment here saying she felt something huge yesterday and is very excited. I’m curious like a persistent child with stuff like that – so I hope she leaves more detail. If not, I’m sure we will hear about it on her livestream next Tuesday (assuming she will do one).
That’s all for now. Going to share a few things I have found intriguing next.
Last night I had what could be called the strangest/longest night I can recall having.
First I went to bed early – crashed hard too. But then woke up an hour later and I was wide awake. W I D E A W A K E. I don’t like that. lol
I also realized I was shaking all over. I had already taken CBD oil. Why was I shaking? I didn’t feel afraid or particularly anxious – but there I was – shaking like a fall leaf on a tree. So I climb out of bed, go into the kitchen, notice the clock says 1:11. “Very funny,” I grumbled. I took some magnesium/trace mineral concentrate, put it in water, drank it and returned to bed.
I waited for sleep to come. While I did, I felt an inner nudge – Big Me (my best feel/guess) ask “what is your best trait? What about you do you like best?” I remained quiet within – felt – reflected – and felt this was another ongoing experience where I was tuning in and Remember Who I Really Am – and sifting out those parts I’m not.
My humor. I suddenly just knew – my humor is my favorite quality of myself. I then began going through other traits in my mind but within felt no need to do that. Just needed the “more favorite” piece.
I noticed the shaking had subsided, so at last I was able to drift off to sleep.
Then came the dreams.
First I feel I tapped into someone who just allegedly committed suicide. There was a middle aged man in my dream named Steve (Steven) and there was a young girl there who was fighting with him in some way. The names got confusing as did the rest of the experience but I walked away from it – thinking “not my monkey” – just knowing I didn’t need to take on this experience. When I shared this with my mate, he told me about Steve (Bing) and his suicide and how his children esp. his daughter are fighting over his estate.
I am not venturing further down that rabbit hole so I will just leave the link for anyone interesting in learning more.
Then I was in an old childhood home – searching for my own space – which I finally found. I was able to turn on the lights I wanted and the music I wanted. The song? Boston – Gonna Hitch a Ride. Check out the lyrics. The chorus is particular interesting for what I have already been experiencing…feeling….wanting:
Day is night in New York City
Smoke, like water, runs inside
Steel idle trees to pity
Every living things that’s died
Gonna hitch a ride
Head for the other side
Leave it all behind
Never change my mind
Gonna sail away
Sun lights another day
Freedom on my mind
Carry me away for the last time
Oh yeah
Life is like the coldest winter
People freeze the tears I cry
Words of hail their minds are into
I’ve got to crack this ice and fly
Gonna hitch a ride
Head for the other side
Leave it all behind
Never change my mind
Gonna sail away
Sun lights another day
Freedom on my mind
Carry me away for the last time
Gonna hitch a ride
Head for the other side
Leave it all behind
Never change my mind
Gonna sail away
Sun lights another day
Freedom on my mind
Carry me away for the last time.
Yeah….. Love it. Thank you.
Then a bit ago, as I am prepping dinner, I wanted to hear some music so I turn on that little transistor and hear – AGAIN – Tears for Fears singing “nothing ever lasts forever” and “so glad we’ve almost made it”…..
And when I woke up the songs on the music channel soundscape were messages from Home and Almost Home.
And THEN (talking like my daughter – lol)…..last night when I arrived home and was sharing my songs-in-the-car experience with my mate, and how I recalled once Brother Rick passing along a message from Clair saying my freedom would come with my music. For some reason last night that popped into my mind. In a totally Divine Synch, moments later, Brother Rick texts me telling me Clair had just popped in to say the wheel was about to switch (or something like that) – as in all that has been going one way is about to switch to the New.
So I wrote back saying WOWSER – and told him what had just popped into my mind and the music experience and he texts back later and says how funny that was as when Clair came through he heard music playing and that never happens.
So…..Oh yes one last thing….Last night while I lay wide awake shaking and tuning in, I also heard/felt the desire to Remember how we communicate. Original communications. Do you think we really spoke in words the way we do now? I don’t know, I thought – laughing to myself. But I do – in some small way I do know communication is different. We use the term telepathic and that holds truth. It also involves the heart and energy and sensing and feeling. Eye contact is used too. Touch.
So perhaps there is verbal in the new – I feel that – but also most is non-verbal and this time we all REMEMBER and Know how to utilize the non-verbal unlike today which as we know with any relationship leads to frustration when we don’t pick up on the non-verbal stuff – which is the majority of our communications.
Just as we are ALWAYS creating – we are ALWAYS communicating.
Off to enjoy my version of a traditional spaghetti factory dinner – homemade and with some quiet as our little chatter box is enjoying dinner with her bff at their house.
