Category: Daily Notes

Another really good/positive update….Her reference to 2012 was interesting….I thought back to last night and how I went through an old journal from 2013….It actually began in late 2012 and went through 2014….But I kept feeling this 2012 narrative as I read through my journal – the end times energy…the mayan calendar, etc….the new earth….I now can see what I was subconsciously doing was merging a part of me back then with who I am today….Life was very challenging for me back then – my choices weren’t always the best (version of me) – but I was drawn to a few entries that surprised me – the wisdom and the humor and strength that came through….It feels to me now what I did last night was “take” some of those pieces of me and merge them into me today – especially the humor….I used to be very child-like at times with my humor – I would laugh at things deemed “not socially acceptable”….That sense of silliness and playfulness – I have missed that piece of me…Now and then I tap in and bring that out – but not as often as I would like…

The number 13 was also interesting to me…..I am a “13” baby (came into this realm on the 13th)….I have had the usual comments throughout my life about the bad luck and voo doo stuff….I have always felt I chose this date for a reason and have spent moments returning the number to purity….

When Lisa speaks of this upcoming event – not necessarily THE EVENT – but some big event that stops everyone – that unites everyone – that is something that is a worldwide event (and I love that she used JFK Jr coming out as an example – my feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel since the beginning that he is the one to unite everyone and redpill the masses in an instant)…..I wonder if the two recent experiences I have had – where I literally felt time come to a stand still and felt EVERYTHING had stopped (including the experience I had tonight and shared earlier) – perhaps I/we (mate had the same experiences) are being prepped or given a preview of what’s to come.

Oh yes – I just remembered this one – Lisa speaks of making these leaps in consciousness – how the energies now support this – and how we can suddenly go from this here to this Being with “super powers”.  That sparked something in me.  Definitely something to ponder – and open myself to.  I always did want to be Mighty Mouse when I was a young girl.

I think that’s all I wanted to share.  It is sleep time for me so my brain is saying “stop”.  I therefore listen and end this piece…

A good restful night to all.

Love,

V.

Today was difficult.  Really difficult.  I began the day feeling off – but centered myself and refused to feeeeel what I was feeling from them – magic and poking.  When I woke up after some otherwise fake dreams, I noticed i had a fairly large blood blister on my hand.  I have no recollection of pinching myself on anything.  Was I in some sort of a fight last night I don’t recall?

Getting online I see some messages about their “attacks” today – we warriors putting on our battle gear – or at the very least stay grounded and centered.

I was good until late this afternoon when I just slowly began to break down.

I spent the rest of the day – off and on – in tears and am ending the day wrapped up in a blankie.  Emotionally I am spent.

Where is this going?

What is really going on?

Tonight in my personal space, I tuned in and felt silence.  I put out the message that I want access to looking glass tech.  Others have it – I want to see as well.  I want us ALL to see – all who desire that is.

I see these two “sides” playing out – both sides feel so blended together at this point, seeing the Truth is impossible – for me – today.  I honestly just do not know a thing tonight.

So with that, I am signing off…

Love,

V.

If you could see my face when I share these things – these perspectives – you would see me shrug and give more or less the same look Lisa Harrison gives when she shares her feelings on things but can’t offer any proof.

I was looking outside right after sunset – and said Ok Home – show me.  Show me what’s outside.  Give me a preview.  Lately I’ve also been called to wear pink.

So I’m watching the sky – not seeing much – but I kept at it.  When I walked away, my mate decided to look out a different window – which gives more of a north view.  “Wow”, he said, “come check out this pink – it’s like the sky is splitting open!”

Well, that got my attention so I follow him outside and this is what I saw.

I am at my “wits ends” today.  I had a moment where I had to retreat to the bathroom and cry.  I cried out for answers.  I cried out for energy and help to keep my energy up so I could continue on with this ongoing journey of confusion, frustration and chaos.

I feel deep frustration – inner knowing frustration – of why there are others (what are they – “special people”??) who have the answers as to what’s going on, the timing of events, etc…. when I and all of us have the same damn right to have access to the same information.  Some like to tell us not to ask for dates or not to question things.  To just Trust and Allow.

F THAT.

I mean bleeping bleeping bleep – Q team knows things TWO YEARS IN ADVANCE.

Why do THEY get access to that and we just get to guess and put things together.

This is not just their experience.

They don’t get to “drive us”.

They are trapped in here with us as well.

Why do some get so triggered when people like myself command an answer?

President Trump spoke of “next year” being magical and all of that – mining for minerals and wealth out in space..

BIG FLIPPING DEAL.

Who would get to do that?

People like me?  And you?

Or again – only the “special” people who are hoarding knowledge and truth and aren’t sharing with us except for in cryptic clues and puzzle pieces.

Maybe it is time we stop playing that game and refuse to support UNTIL we get CLEAR CONCISE answers.  We are far beyond the time/experiencing of having that right to KNOW.

I am not consenting to this violence going on across the country.

Why is it being allowed to play out?

WHY MORE SUFFERING?

Who is in charge here?

Who has the ability to bring this ALL TO AN END?

And WHY isn’t this being done?

We create our reality?

BULL PUCKY BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP.

Not here.

I am feeling like Richard Dreyfuss’ character in Close Encounters of the Third Kind.  He has come a long way on his inner knowing/guiding journey and now the system “experts” are blocking him from continuing on – stopping him from knowing the full Truth that only THEY know.  It is up to THEM whether this “meager, meek little human” is let in on the Truth.

Only – he ain’t having that.

Yeah.  Speak it, Brother.

This is where I am.

And I KNOW I am not alone.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

Ok – this recent experience I shared – 2 days ago – about my mate and I each having very powerful deja-vu experiences where we both KNEW we had already done this…..  I have had several people contact me telling me they had the same experience.

A bit ago, my girl asked what a “Vah” is – then she reminded me of what President Trump said about receiving a “Vahs” from Kim Jong Un for Christmas.  She said he said this in 2019.  No, I said – that was 2018.  No way did that just happen 5 months ago.

She was correct.  I looked up the article on my site and sure enough – I shared it on January 2, 2020.

W T A F??

In my body – this happened far more than a year ago.

Why is this still happening?

Why do I feel the reality I continue to desire to see for myself gets pushed out and pushed out – or when something does manifest it doesn’t align w/a thing I saw or felt.

What can I trust?

Seriously – I want to know – WHAT and WHO can I trust?

Whoever has the Truth isn’t sharing it.

Feels like we are on a very loooooooooooooong time experience now.  And yet then again tomorrow we may suddenly be on a very fast space.  Back and forth we fight with the Invisible Enemy.  We don’t know their names.  We don’t know their numbers.  But we know who they are – and they gotta go.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

p.s. ~ a note of interest – it seems in the past 2 weeks many of us (females so far) have had dreams of JFK Jr – often in a role of comfort/reassurance….

After spending years of feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling my way to truth….

it is time (for me) to now SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my way to the truth.

These narratives we have followed – the plan…draining the swamp….exposing all….home……the event……

those who are actually DOING the DOING’s of all of that – it’s time we SEEEEEEEEEEEEE all of this being spoken of.