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This is what fear can do:

I went to the store today – minus a mask.  I have researched this enough to know that masks don’t work and you are also breathing in your own bacteria that you are supposed to be expelling….plus you aren’t doing your immune system any good.  I am in a state where masks are recommended but not required.

So I head inside, go down the first aisle.  I have several things to get in this particular aisle.  A woman (with a mask on) had entered the store behind me and stood about 5-6′ away from me – watching me – as I selected items.  I quickly realized she was waiting for me to finish my work in this particular aisle.  Once I moved forward, she took a step or two.  To be honest it was both a little creepy and comical.  I don’t like to be watched – especially for such a duration of time.  I realized I had forgotten something so I walked back down the aisle to retrieve the forgotten item.  She walked backwards – again waiting – and watching me.  So at that I leaned forward over the meat section and with my head, motioned for her to just go past me.  Nope.  She remained.

I also noticed when I would stand up or return upright – she would back up and away.  Each movement I made, she responded.

I finally just shook my head and giggled before I headed off.

THAT is the power of fear.

THAT is the power of the media programming.

And THAT is what I am trying to point out and help break w/those in my daily reality.  And I am not having any success.

Later on in the store I had several people with masks look at me and give me a look.  It was an odd experience.  Normally a masked individual receives the quizzical look.  Now it’s the unmasked ones.  I read last night there is talk from our governor to encourage businesses to require a mask to shop inside their stores.  I will not comply and neither will my mate.  I am hoping by that time, if it even manifests, the Justice Department will follow through on their statements saying States cannot violate our constitutional rights even during states of emergencies.

I tried to share the plandemic video with people I know and online at some local social media outlets.  The posts were removed from the local media pages and so far, those with whom I shared privately have essentially said not interested in all of that.  That’s why I continue to say in my experience out here I am not seeing people awaken – much less even wanting to.  I am ready to see that change.  I am ready to frigging connect with others around me who authentically want to know the truth and are open to seeing another perspective aside from the one on their mainstream media outlets, mainstream science, university studies, etc.

I remain very thankful for my mate and for all of my friends on the internet. While we may have different perceptions on some things, we all share the general knowing that we have been lied to by all of the systems at play….and we each want the Truth and we each seek to know it – even if means letting go of a pre-conceived narrative.

So….feeling alone in ones physical space is draining and I am SO DONE with the experience.  Tonight I had to run outside to the garage and release my frustration on my punching bag while my mate exited the space (I tend to get vocal when I wail on the bag).  I wonder if even upon seeing the depths of deceit – visible for all to see in the upcoming days – if this will be enough for some to “change”.  Expand.

I felt the war amp up again last night and into today.  Not surprising given what is being exposed today.  And it is this reason, I feel, that prompted Q to share the Armor of God prayer.  The team knows this is a dimensional war, although I feel most of those entities have been dealt with…however there are still some around – likely inside the human hosts.  Again – this is my feel and as always, I remain open to expanding on that and changing my perception.

For Truth is what I want.

Truth is what I seek.

And Truth is what I – and all of us – will have.

Love,

Victoria

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“WEIRD” is the new normal now.  Everything seems to be weird including the birds.  They are staying on the ground more today – not flying as much and the beautiful songbirds we have been hearing daily now are quiet.  The only birds we hear are the varieties that squawk.

Physical experiences are weird too.  Chest tightness – pressure.  Struggling to keep a straight thought.  And as is often the case the need to just be alone in my own space/silence is intense.  Having GI oddities too.

We spoke with a relative today who is not into any of this awakening stuff.  She began having odd sensations in her inner ear.  She was off balance – struggling to walk straight so she went to the E/R where she was told she’s fine – just inflammation.  What was extra interesting about this is she said the E/R staff said they have been seeing a lot of people with the similar symptoms.

Getting pulled in and out.  Many of us have had that experience off and on for 2-3 years.  Now when it happens I just go “oh, ok”.

It seems some (who otherwise have not) are starting to have the experience in dream-state of waking up on the other side – on tables/gurney’s – feeling very groggy and disoriented – seeing others around them – assisting/helping.

And the attacks continue for many.  I know it when it happens .  No sense in pretending this isn’t a phenomenon as some who claim “you are creating this – no one else”.  Not true.  Until we are out of the matrix program, the invisible ones are free to do their nonsense – and we continue to see this inside this realm w/the “deep state actors” pushing their agendas.  However we ARE powerful and I know we have the ability to protect ourselves.  Here is an awesome suggestion from a friend from Rose’s youtube page (for those whose old methods aren’t working as well – the burning of resin, sage, mantra’s, etc.).  I like this one because it taps us into the most powerful of all forces:  LOVE. Below this suggestion is a comment from ROSE that I appreciated.  This has been my experience as well – trying to do anything new actually – I continue to feel this energy of “stay where you are” – but also continue to call forth NEW too.  It can be a very frustrating paradox to experience.

“So I was told to think of my babies when they were little and smile, remembering the love, then surround myself with that love and push it outward. When I did that, the “thing” that was attacking me was shoved back violently. I did it a few more times and it wanted nothing to do with me. I’m guessing that’s like the bubble that you suggested.”

this morning i had an interesting experience during that state we call sleep.  i was at a familiar – but different – house.  there was a reunion taking place. i visited with a few people.  the dream got weird for a bit – confusing (because we are still here after all so not all is under our full control yet)…after a bit of searching which included hibernating in a familiar bathroom so i could recenter again in a private space, i knew it was time to go.  so i packed my bags, called out to my daughter it was “time to go Home”..i heard her in the distance say “ok mom!”  i was then hugging someone from my past who has since passed on – she looked great.  young.  healthy.  she was with some unknown man.  i told them it was time for me and my girl to go home and the man said “ah, i see you decided to hook to the left and go east”.  yes, i said, smiling.  the experience ended.

as i always do when i share these things – i shrug and say “ok.  we will know soon enough.”  direction doesn’t really matter to me – what is in my heart does.  Home.  that is what vibes.  Home.

today we had a “social distance” (UGH that phrase….) birthday sing for our daughter which then quickly turned into a sprinkler run which morphed into an awesome water fight.  i got in on the action.  there was essentially no “social distancing” at that point.  the parents just let the kids be kids.  we already said we were done following the guidelines but of course respected other parents choices for their kids.

the talk turned to the virus of course and once again i was left feeling so out of place.  the “leaders” being listened to by our visitors…..deep state actors….every one of them.  i said the only one we go to for real information is POTUS and his pressers.

i would love to have a convo about Q.  The Plan.  The Great Awakening.  The Matrix.  Home.  The hijack.  All of it—just once – have that conversation with someone local who GETS IT – other than my mate.  I am weary of feeling alone in the company of others so in a way this lockdown has given me the excuse to avoid gatherings.  It’s painful.  My heart and my soul and my very essence – the totality of my being LOOOONGS to feel Home and Connection. Authenticity.  Conversations free of matrix programming and system words.

To quote my child:  Raise your hands if you agree!  lol

Love,

Victoria

I was thinking about emotion today and how this realm has “educated” us to think that showing emotion – especially strong emotional response – is something to control, to repress.  Today I wondered if those who essentially show little to no emotion are really human.  You know – always in this state of self-control – a robotic like state.  To me, our emotions are what make us human.

I was reflecting on one particular experience of mine that happened in the past couple of years.  During the Eclipse in August 2017 here in the states, as I have shared here, I captured the pock-marked planet.  I didn’t know it until after I uploaded it on the computer.  It was not something these eyes they programmed us with could see.  That’s long bothered me – why can my camera see things here that I can’t?

Anyway….I was pretty excited when I noticed my capture.  I showed a few people.  A couple showed some emotion – surprise – and asked questions. My dad was immediately excited – eyes big – saying “You need to put that on your site!”  First time he had shown any interest in what I do here – but his response didn’t surprise me.  But there was one instance where the person showed no response.  Nothing.  It freaked me out some.  So again I said “look at that!  Isn’t that amazing?  It was there – but only my camera caught it!  Don’t you want to know what it is?”

I get so uncomfortable where I live at times – feeling like I am surrounded by robots.  Zombies.  Very polite – but still – the disconnect is so big and so apparent now – it is like I really am in a movie and I am the only one who knows it.  Or so much of my surroundings are fake.  It really is as though some are simply programmed to be that way and cannot have a different experience.  It isn’t on their radar.

Anyway this came up after one of you showed me such raw, beautiful emotion – it was a GIFT to witness and put me into a state of reflection.  Pure raw emotion is not a sign of insanity or mental illness or crazy – NOT having those experiences is what is messed up.

So………..one last thought.  I was taking down some winter decorations – especially since it was in the 80’s today.  I’ve meant to take them down but the task has felt just too daunting.  That is a pretty common experience now – normal every day tasks sometimes just feel unnatural and daunting.  So as I was taking down these items, I was feeling the energy drain and thinking I simply need that new experience.  WHERE is it?  I also thought of this east/west concept.  I’m even weary of pondering that now.  Which is it, I wondered.  East.  West.  Home.  I just know it’s Home.  And suddenly I wanted some reassurance.

I was guided to look at the television.  Here was the song playing:

Divine was not done.  I was guided to change the channel.  Here is what was playing on the next channel – just a couple of seconds later:

Keywords East.

Home.

That is all for tonight.

Love,

Victoria

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i feel a struggle within me…..feeling very fatigued….”battle weary”….and quite overly done with deception and trying to figure things out on my own – searching and finding different “truths” all claiming to have the answer…

and this isn’t about philosophical stuff – but about basic tasks….

i just don’t get this realm….how can everything exist as Truth at once?

don’t bother answering………lol……….this place has never felt like home to me.  i just ask you send me some love please.  thank you.

love,

victoria

Last night’s dream experience was a whole different realm – new territory I explored.  In the first experience, my daughter and I were walking around a city and entered a store.  At the counter was President Trump – dressed in a navy blue winter coat with a big hood, that covered his head – leaving only his face to be seen.  I thanked him for the job he was doing – he smiled back and gave the thumbs up.  I headed out to leave, but then stopped and turned around.

“Are you ok?” I asked.  He was sniffling a bit.

Yep, he said.  He was fine.  And smiled again.

And with that, I turned to leave – but not before I heard “The Gap”.  The store, I thought.  He was working at The Gap.

I then left that scene and next, I’m in China – alone.  I felt I was there to comfort the female child of a family who had betrayed her.  Her brother was there but he stood back as she ran down a hallway in a large apartment complex, into my arms, weeping as she said “I can’t believe I didn’t see it!  I can’t believe they betrayed us like this!”  I held her, soothed her, looked at her brother, who has a look of empathy and sadness in his eyes – then the experience ended.

When I woke up, I knew the words “the gap” meant something so I put it into the gematria calculator.  Here’s what comes up:

Barack Obama

I’m China

Vaccine

Alliance

I Am Free

Eight Chan

Donald Code

I pause – reflect – and just giggle – in awe and humor.  This really is an indescribable journey sometimes.

Love,

Victoria

I don’t know if it was the Schumann (below) that enabled this experience, but I was able to go back in time last night while in dream-state to a television studio set of a popular family show from the late 80’s/90’s.  I got two names – one was a producer I felt/heard – and in a moment of synchronicity, one of their names came up tonight in a tv show my mate was watching.  I don’t know anything about any of these two individuals – their names only vaguely familiar.

I was observing the children and I wanted to rescue a couple of them.  I befriended one of the people on the set who seemed to ‘control’ the children actors.  But the more I spoke with him, the more sick I began to feel and the more difficult it was for me to contain my emotions.  He seemed to catch on to what I was really there for.  I was alone – and just did not have the courage or the strength to save those children on my own so I pulled myself out of the experience.  I woke up and felt very heavy and sick to my stomach. I purged (cried) later in the day when I finally spoke of it.

It is pure evil how the children have been used.  I saw the grooming and the way they use gifts and fun surprises to gain the trust of these little ones. The rage I felt was overpowering.  I have deep gratitude and a very strong sense of humbleness towards those who are exposing and rescuing.  It really does take a certain kind of person to do this.

This brought me back to something the being who goes by the name of “Thor” shared w/Terran Cognito’s latest. It has been a feeling for quite some time and is now my solid sense of knowing that Thor is not who he proclaims to be.  He recently said the only remaining power-over games are between humans here.  Nonsense.  The “invisible enemy” are the dimensional parasites who reside in human hosts here.

Then…when Terran asked to know who did what to whom, Thor said this was not information he needed to know.

It certainly IS information we need to know.  At the very least, we all have the right to know exactly how this hijacked happened and WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR IT.  That’s how you ensure it never happens again.

Thor speaks like Heather – far too much for me actually to the point where it feels creepy and manipulative and I feel he does this to gain Terran’s trust.

And attention.

Months ago Thor said the “next time” they chatted would be in person. Never happened.  He also said we are not to seek the energy of justice against those who committed crimes.  We were to be in a state of forgiveness (for to do otherwise would have us stuck here longer – even Heather said she didn’t align with that one – it was just fear talk).

Forgiveness.  The ultimate goal, right?  We all want that and seek it.  But that takes time doesn’t it?  (and can you imagine saying any of this to one of the victims of human trafficking?)

Who would speak like that?  A benevolent helper of mankind or one of the hijackers not wanting to be on the receiving end of a rightfully angry populace – looking to escape justice – at least accountability for their actions?

Yeah…..

My inner truth radar and b.s. detector is solid – when it is activated that is. Much of the time I don’t know for sure what’s up – but when I KNOW something I KNOW it.

And I KNOW if someone wants a hidden truth, they have the RIGHT to KNOW it and SEE it and be given access TO it.  To do likewise is just a continuation of the power-over game.

And I for one am DONE with that.  I want Full Transparency and Truth – even if that means being told “I cannot tell you right now due to protocol but you WILL know that when it is safe”.

In this experience of deception, it sure has been a challenge, for me, to honor that inner, solid state of Knowing.  But that’s been part of the game here – to create doubt and pull ourselves out of that state of Knowing – especially when things like logic and “facts” run contrary to that Knowing. The mind can be manipulated as can our emotions – but that inner radar? That’s Source.  It may be rather muted here, but it’s still there.  Always.

One last reflection to share – how I felt today.  It was one of those “not all here” experiences.  It didn’t start out that way – but by early afternoon I was sure in that space and it grew all afternoon.  I had a similar experience yesterday too but today was more intense.  It required me to partake in 2 naps.

Here’s the latest schumann.

As always, feel free to share your experiences either here in the comment section or privately via the Contact option.

The silent war does continue.  I feel it.  Many of us do.  As Prince said – the ultimate prize was for our Soul energy.  But no one is going to take that from us.  Be in the heart.  Remember you are Divine.

Shine on you crazy Diamond (heard that song today – thought it was a nice way to end this piece).

Love,

Victoria

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Earlier today, I was sitting at the table eating lunch with my daughter.  She had been chatting away as is very typical and lately, more than ever, my mind has not just needed but required a certain amount of silence.  I was starting to get overwhelmed and somewhere in the back of my mind I called out to “please let me hear my saxophone song play!”  It’s a beautiful, haunting piece called “La Sua Bellezza (his beauty)”.

Well, I kid you not – within seconds I hear it begin to play on the soundscape channel.  (picture below)  Talk about instant manifestation!  Thank you very much!

One of the members in the household had a dream last night and saw numbers that corresponded with July 4th at 9.  Another member had a dream of a funny dancing chicken-type Being looking through a portal hole – all to showcase some humor.

I felt a shift from yesterday.  I still feel though i am getting ready to sneeze – holding in energy in anticipation.

Moving on…..

I wanted to share something from Sister Jules about the Starlink Satellites.  I find her theory fascinating and interestingly enough, earlier today I as well was thinking about the Starlink.

Here are her thoughts in her own words: “I just had a realization… “STAR”link is being set up for the WW, and ONE of the things it will do is be their STARS! Our CURRENT stars are part of one of their systems – the constellations are part of HERE, and they have PEOPLE we call “stars”, who are astrologically connected to those big stars in the sky we look at on the dome, and they literally “hold” that energy there in the program – like they are responsible via their satanic contracts, to act precisely according to that powerful astrological sign holding the energy for that star… any way, all these systems being taken down. So the WW will expect stars in the sky, but they won’t get THESE ones. The constellations will be ended, and those satanic locks won’t bind our souls and connect us to those archetypes. But WW will still see STARLINK! It will still be PART of the twinkly things they see in the sky… they will still have a system, and this net will be one of them. But no more mah net, and other systems like the constellation stars! I never rattle it off the way I’m seeing it but it is cool for them! And their stars will move and do fun things and they will know the system and what it is offering their world. They won’t be tricked into thinking those lights are something else, but they will do more than the stars we see. They will do light shows, and they will have project BB but for global transmissions – truth shown to the world, etc. All through this skylink tech.”

What I had been thinking about earlier in the day was how Starlink will be used for the Sky Event (which I still feel has more than one meaning)….I thought back to the dream I had last week where i saw it all go down in the sky and thought perhaps some of that was Starlink together with The Alliance.  I also recalled the dream i had about 3 years ago where I was literally seeing the “stars” fall from the sky and had no fear – just relief and happiness.

If we are in a matrix – a fake simulation/copy of the Original – which everything in me says we are – then it has to come down.  Period.  Just like taking down a movie set.

Now as far as Starlink…

I was never a fan of Musk.  I didn’t like how he essentially stole the name “TESLA” and used it to make inferior products that certainly did not use real Tesla Tech.  However, I am sensing and seeing he has either flipped or is controlled.  Of course none of know for sure because we don’t have access to the actual movie script being played out.  (btw i am still for pulling the plug on the projector).

I was having a conversation with Brother Rick on my walk tonight….both of us commenting on how we are noticing flowers blooming that don’t normally bloom until summer.  Peonies (which here normally bloom in july) are out…the Heliotrope….Wysteria….the Irises (which are usually a mid summer plant)…..Rhodie bushes – it’s almost as though the flowers all want to be in the last scene….it hasn’t been unusually warm overall – pretty average – dryer than normal – and cool nights.  He also commented he was up at 2am and saw an unknown light – same experience we had a few nights ago…and the energy was wonderful.  His theory?  It’s the REAL light coming through the matrix – the real light from Home.  I happen to love that theory. Enough of FAKE!

While we have seen two narratives playing out, I am not buying their fear. I am not buying their hype.  The agenda of forced vaccines and mass mind control and other horror stories just will not be happening.  Too many of us are awake and not consenting.  They are pushing as long as they can but as far as full manifestation?  NOT HAPPENING.

I sense the war – and I knew from the time I was small that I was here for something BIG and wonderful – but I would have to “wait” until later in my adult years to experience it.  I knew I was here to experience an END to the old.

And I feel we are indeed there.

Love,

Victoria

and for the beautiful, haunting song….

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