Category: Daily Notes

I am at my “wits ends” today.  I had a moment where I had to retreat to the bathroom and cry.  I cried out for answers.  I cried out for energy and help to keep my energy up so I could continue on with this ongoing journey of confusion, frustration and chaos.

I feel deep frustration – inner knowing frustration – of why there are others (what are they – “special people”??) who have the answers as to what’s going on, the timing of events, etc…. when I and all of us have the same damn right to have access to the same information.  Some like to tell us not to ask for dates or not to question things.  To just Trust and Allow.

F THAT.

I mean bleeping bleeping bleep – Q team knows things TWO YEARS IN ADVANCE.

Why do THEY get access to that and we just get to guess and put things together.

This is not just their experience.

They don’t get to “drive us”.

They are trapped in here with us as well.

Why do some get so triggered when people like myself command an answer?

President Trump spoke of “next year” being magical and all of that – mining for minerals and wealth out in space..

BIG FLIPPING DEAL.

Who would get to do that?

People like me?  And you?

Or again – only the “special” people who are hoarding knowledge and truth and aren’t sharing with us except for in cryptic clues and puzzle pieces.

Maybe it is time we stop playing that game and refuse to support UNTIL we get CLEAR CONCISE answers.  We are far beyond the time/experiencing of having that right to KNOW.

I am not consenting to this violence going on across the country.

Why is it being allowed to play out?

WHY MORE SUFFERING?

Who is in charge here?

Who has the ability to bring this ALL TO AN END?

And WHY isn’t this being done?

We create our reality?

BULL PUCKY BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP.

Not here.

I am feeling like Richard Dreyfuss’ character in Close Encounters of the Third Kind.  He has come a long way on his inner knowing/guiding journey and now the system “experts” are blocking him from continuing on – stopping him from knowing the full Truth that only THEY know.  It is up to THEM whether this “meager, meek little human” is let in on the Truth.

Only – he ain’t having that.

Yeah.  Speak it, Brother.

This is where I am.

And I KNOW I am not alone.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

Ok – this recent experience I shared – 2 days ago – about my mate and I each having very powerful deja-vu experiences where we both KNEW we had already done this…..  I have had several people contact me telling me they had the same experience.

A bit ago, my girl asked what a “Vah” is – then she reminded me of what President Trump said about receiving a “Vahs” from Kim Jong Un for Christmas.  She said he said this in 2019.  No, I said – that was 2018.  No way did that just happen 5 months ago.

She was correct.  I looked up the article on my site and sure enough – I shared it on January 2, 2020.

W T A F??

In my body – this happened far more than a year ago.

Why is this still happening?

Why do I feel the reality I continue to desire to see for myself gets pushed out and pushed out – or when something does manifest it doesn’t align w/a thing I saw or felt.

What can I trust?

Seriously – I want to know – WHAT and WHO can I trust?

Whoever has the Truth isn’t sharing it.

Feels like we are on a very loooooooooooooong time experience now.  And yet then again tomorrow we may suddenly be on a very fast space.  Back and forth we fight with the Invisible Enemy.  We don’t know their names.  We don’t know their numbers.  But we know who they are – and they gotta go.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

p.s. ~ a note of interest – it seems in the past 2 weeks many of us (females so far) have had dreams of JFK Jr – often in a role of comfort/reassurance….

After spending years of feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling my way to truth….

it is time (for me) to now SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE my way to the truth.

These narratives we have followed – the plan…draining the swamp….exposing all….home……the event……

those who are actually DOING the DOING’s of all of that – it’s time we SEEEEEEEEEEEEE all of this being spoken of.

Earlier today I had read some of the comments on LMH’s recent update (DTC #73).  One of the people commenting said they had woken up with the song “Stuck on You” going through their mind – feeling it was their Bigger Self at Home reaching out.

Driving home from the store today, I thought of that and reflected, wanting to hear from my Big Self as well.  I turn on the radio and Barry Manilow is singing “Looks Like We Made It”.  Oooh, thank you, I said to myself.  The song finished playing and as it did I thought I would like to hear another one just in case this first one was just a coincidence.  I turn the radio station to hear Lover Boy sing “Come on baby Let’s Go!”

I laughed.  Tears came to my eyes.  I told my mate as I brought in the groceries and he laughed as he said “you HAVE to write about that one!”

I also wanted to share my thoughts on how things feeeeeeeel today.  First we had a very unusual schumann signature – almost like 2 bubbles – one on top of another.  I don’t recall seeing that before.

Second, the weather.  It has grown very cool here – and quite windy.  We should be around 70 but we struggle to get out of the 50’s lately.  And the nights have been very cool – down near 40 – as in run the heat and wrap up in an extra blankie.  I spoke with Sister Jules today and she said it is also very cool where she lives (should be near 90) and her child is even commenting on it.  Rose has said we cool for the emit and this coolness that came on in recent weeks – the month of may – has been noticeable – so much so others around here speak of it.  My thought was we are feeling the cooling come from Antarctica.  It has needed to “thaw” before we exit.

Now on to a dream.  Our child had a Sky Event dream.  She said she was in the backyard playing with a friend, eating popsicles, so it was quite warm out.  Our girl had shown her friend the “SOLD” sign on grandpa Don’s house (the house has sold and has the “SOLD” sign on it currently).  After doing this, a massive ship appeared and came within inches from the top of our house.  More ships appeared in the sky – coming from the west and southwest (same location I saw in my recent sky event dream).  People were freaking out – some in excitement others in fear – but everyone was seeing this – everywhere.  One of the ships began playing the theme from Close Encounters.  Her dream then ended.

A note of interest – Lisa spoke of the 29th.  I have felt something about that date (5/29) as well.  Anyway – next thursday and friday, the 28th/29th – is supposed to be quite warm here for those 2 days.  So……….as always…..we will see….but I do feel in the “vibe” today a LOT of movement.  Something shifted last night.  I did have a few moments where I felt triggered and near overwhelming emotions came out.  I felt some were mine but not all.  The power and pure ugh dark thoughts that came through my mind – ugh, as I said.  Just UGH.  I went to the heart, released and recentered again and have felt great since.  My mate said in recent days he had some really ugly thoughts as well go through his mind and he pushed them out.

My feeeeeel on all of that – even if the emotions feel real – the experience that created the emotional state and the words with it were not authentically us.  Trauma fractures the mind and creates false states – and that also allows “them” to infiltrate and download.  So whenever we – whenever I – think “I don’t want to think that or feel that!” I know it is not authentic for Me/me.  I am so very ready to have all of their programs gone and all of Me reunited/restored.  When you are in a controlled simulation, you will have the controllers/creators programming.  We see this happen with the media, hollywood, etc. so why not on the inside and outside from those dimensional “criminals” as well?

Yeah.  DONE!

I end this one with a picture of my new favorite beverage – the beverage for the Awakening/Awakened.  Cheers!  WE MADE IT!

Love,

Victoria

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