Category: Daily Notes

first – my child had a dream last night where suddenly the sky was dark – the sun had gone out.  people were running around saying “the sun went out!”  she also said in one of her dreams she felt like the entire earth was shaking.

when we woke up – we noticed our yard had big pine tree bows all over the place.  (we have a pine tree out front).  that only happens if there’s been a wind storm.  last night was quiet though – it was foggy all night and lifted late morning – so if we had had a wind storm the fog would have not been present obviously.  so we found that odd and i was going to shrug it off – however i decided to go to rose’s channel – recent video – to check on the comment section.

turns out – we weren’t the only one who had a similar experience.  check out these comments:

“Hmmm wondering if our vah is moving… there was an unprecedented thunder clap right above my home that sounded very like something heavy being dragged. Never heard anything like it in my life. Got me excited though startled lol”

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rose commented that she was working on an updated video.  here is her response to the “vah is moving” comment:

i wasn’t so fond of the energies today or how i felt.  my family was up almost all night last night with either anxiety or strong body reactions or sensing and seeing unusual “things”.  frustration and irritation are off the charts. body’s itching.

we all went to bed early too – exhausted.  and yet – couldn’t sleep.  i finally got up around 3:30am to eat something (marionberry pie – lol) as i was suddenly quite hungry as well.  ok – “quite hungry” doesn’t accurately describe my experience.  i was ravishingly hungry.

speaking of food (some days it’s all about food w/me)- i became quite fond of ginger the past few years.  i drink the fresh root tea regularly.  each morning i sprinkle powdered ginger on my eggs (soooo good w/greens and scallions mixed in – dollop of greek yogurt). my latest ginger obsession? crystallized candy ginger.  it packs a zing and my body loves it.

the inner relaxed a bit today – but feeeeels like it has picked up in the last couple of hours.

earlier today, as i stated in the Q post, i had some questions – in particular about the event.  we know Q/Trump, etc. has used looking glass or similar tech to see future timelines play out.  we have seen past proving the future.

ok then.  therefore they likely have seen the event.  now i understand why they would not share this.  however – i want to know what makes them more privileged to access that information and those tools.

those of us who want to know such information – we have that right.

yeah maybe it’s my ego at play here.  definitely it is.  and yet – we have that right to KNOW what’s coming.  and when.  at least a general timeline.

this tension is at the surface now.  no keeping it hidden.  heck, no keeping anything hidden now.  lol  so…….for now i am locking myself into the back room to be left with my own silence.  i utilize my tools.  the resins.  the sage. candles burning.  deep breathing.  walks.  crystals and rocks.  and yet – i feel the need to keep it simple now.  the outer stuff is not where the power is. within – those tools – that’s where it is and what i know to rely on.

my mate just said something that is quite true.  everything we are feeling and thinking is being amplified.

some words to keep front and center in my experience.

how ya’ll doing?

love,

victoria

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i had a dream last night where i was in a former neighborhood of mine from childhood/teen years.  i was visiting individual homes of people i knew at the time.  quick pop-in visits before i walked out.  i then saw a family from my current experience and saw them driving away from me.

i let that go too.

and on i continued….walking up a hill feeling quite weary – heading towards the home in which i lived in at the time.  it felt metaphoric as i knew i wasn’t actually going to this home.

just when i was thinking i couldn’t go on a figure appeared – dark at first – until a street light shined upon them.  i paused – observed – and realized it was Rocky Balboa.  i approached him – he spoke to me the way Rocky would – brooklyn accent.  he encouraged me to carry on – and as he did – we did this swirling/twirling dance and upon doing that – he energetically “pushed” me uphill – giving me a boost of energy.

i woke up thinking “Rocky Balboa?!  what was that about” – kind of laughing it off.

until i saw this – first thing on my facebook feed this morning – a picture that accompanied a discussion about how we are about ready to all Go Home…

You really can’t make this stuff up….

Love,

Victoria

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My daughter and I had interesting dream experiences last night.  I really don’t know what to call these anymore.  Dreams make it sound like they aren’t as meaningful as are “waking” experiences.  So I shall just call them nighttime experiences.

In my nighttime experience, I had packed a small bag and went to some conference/gathering.  The people there knew me and had been expecting me.  I was quite tired and in need of water so as one of the greeters approached me and began talking to me, I told him to “please wait” and I took out my water bottle (the one I have here in my daily life).  The water was not satisfying.  I coughed and dirt came out of my mouth and the bottle.  So I excused myself and turned around – in need of real water.  I manifested a drinking fountain and walked over and took a drink.  Wow – the water was, in one word, PERFECT!  Cold and crisp and clear and absolutely pure and completely satisfying.  I was excited and relieved.  “This is the water from Home!” I said as I guzzled away.  After I had my fill, I walked back over to the group.  I said before any further conversation was to be had, I needed to go get some food – 3 days worth I said after reflecting – and said I would then need to rest.  I would see them all the next morning.  And with that, the experience ended.

I don’t know what the 3 days was about – but that felt important.  I only needed 3 days worth of food.  The part about the water was quite telling and aligns w/my feeling that nothing here – well at least very little – comes close to how things are at Home – in our Original Experience.

My daughter had an equally interesting dream – perhaps even more interesting (to me that is).  She had a dream where she was in Antarctica. She said she remembers thinking “what am I doing in Antarctica?”  She said she saw the ice chunks breaking away quickly, ice melting all over and giant Craft were emerging up and out of the ice.  That is all she recalls.

Fascinating, isn’t it?  I pause and smile – listening to her right now singing in her little sing-song way that only children do – acting out some scene with her dolls.  There is a lot of wisdom in that little person.

I was thinking of something rose said in her latest video about us only having had 4 life experiences/cycles as long as we have been inside this particular realm.  Hmmm….  Many many years ago I was doing past life hypnosis sessions.  It was at a time I was reflecting on my precious incarnation cycles.  I was able to recall 4 different cycles (not including this one) – and only the 4.  It is something I revisited off and on for a good 10-15 years and I was never able to recall any other life experiences.  I found this strange – very strange – because I KNEW I had obviously had countless experiences in a physical vessel so it perplexed me why I could not recall anything else.

Technically, if my memory is correct – if that inner “feeling” that aligned w/the memory is also correct – I have had, including this life, 5 cycles here. But who really knows what is Truth when it comes to “stuff” like that.  I know all that I desire to know will be fully revealed when all energies of deception and all of the veils of illusion/delusion are removed.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

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repeat world.  ya’ll should hear how my mate says those two words.   sometimes it makes me laugh – when i pause and detach from my own sense of frustration and “what’s taking so dang long??!!”

today was the super bowl here in the states.  we did not participate.  why would i give any focus to not only a sporting event that was most likely rigged – but to an experience that holds that dark secret of being one of the biggest trafficking days?  all one would have to do is think of just one young person or adult having to endure such horror and then turn off the tv.  then there’s the halftime show.  (saw enough of those references on social media feed today.   U G H!)

we spent much of the day outside.  it was cold but sunny (another day they got wrong – it was supposed to be rainy – loved and appreciated every moment of it!).  i bundled up in layers and took off on a bike ride – a first in a few months.  my legs said “YES YES YES GO GO GO!”  made my body happy – well except for my face – the only part of my body not protected.  by the time i got home i had to apply a heated buddy on my face to dethaw.

i was thinking of yellow rose’s latest.  i would have liked to hear more info on this “green light/good to go” she said came through in the last week or two.

i continue to feel anything being played out on the political stage will simply not be in my reality – my mate continues to have the same feeling.  i don’t see a financial reset.  healing tech.  arrests.  trials.  MAYBE the next election but even at that – i just don’t have any real authentic interest in it.  if i do it is either forced or just a distraction – a temporary moment to give me something to get excited about.

i pause – and laugh as i reflect on the grocery list i wrote up last night.  end of month/beginning of month when bank account is low and bare shelves are showing up.  as i wrote it i felt this frustration of having to repeat yet again another month of the “repeat world”.  lol  so i began writing and let myself completely go stream-of-consciousness.  “butter.  eggs.  and almond milk.  AND hemp milk.  oh and some cheese.  can’t forget the greens and fruit.  oh and yes we also need some frigging flour for the frigging loaves of bread i am making now every couple of frigging days and hmm oh yes maple syrup and oh yes that’s right some potatoes for hashbrowns and yes some FRIGGING SNACKS because we can’t forget to have frigging snacks in the house….”  honestly it wasn’t funny at the time but after i wrote it i looked and laughed.

it’s a challenge.  it really is.  i do my best to focus on the little things – watch the inner words. it’s just this “it’s a new month new checks coming in make another list for food and pay the bills and watch it all disappear in the first two weeks” cycle.  that rinse and repeat.  to be utterly honest this is now feeling like i am trying to convince myself i like eating snails for dinner.  i can feel the gratitude for having them to eat – and a safe place in which to eat them – but the actual reality of the experience is simply not aligning with me deep within and there is no changing that.  we are seriously burned out in this house over it – and i know many others are as well.  i played the piano yesterday and stopped.  it just isn’t doing it for me the way it once did.

so the feeling of “job is done.  all is done here.” as rose and lisa have both shared – as well as many of lisa’s followers – seems to be solid and aligns w/some yet-to-be-seen/experienced Truth.

and that will just have to satiate me.  for now i continue to remain open to something fun – enjoyable – and new in the here-and-now to present itself to me.

love,

victoria

night and day.  yesterday as i spoke of – i was energized.  invigorated.

today?  absolute opposite.

and it has nothing to do with my sleep or diet or mental speak.  whatever changed came from “out there somewhere” and filtered its way into my experience – and that of my mate and child and from what i am hearing – others as well.  the common theme – very tired today.  concentration – not happening.  intense emotions coming up.  my mate tuned into this today and said the feel and thought he had was yesterday we were energized – today – drained.  the war, apparently, continues.  and i also realized – it is super bowl weekend.  need i say more?

i felt it switch last night too.  i pushed it away.  denied it.  nope – not going to happen.  i intended to remain in my power.  saged.  burned the resin.

sometimes all that we do holds little effect.  how can any of us operate at full capacity when we are operating w/o an owners manual?

that is what happens in an experience of free will.  i see this clearer and clearer – just as lisa harrison says.  free will was the operating system here and it is vastly different than freedom.  i am left to ponder how much we CAN do to change that over – to end free will and bring in freedom.

how do we do that?  

energetically there is enough of us “in the know” about this.  i see countless numbers of people commanding freedom – coming from within.

why this has not “over-ridden” the other program here – i am perplexed by that.

this need not be slow.  change can happen fast.  any game/program of “power over” delays.

still feeling the void – that empty space – when i tune in and seek guidance. this is more than a void actually – i am feeling cut off today.

my feel – feel the boundaries w/in.  not only firmly state what you desire but give a resolute “NO” to any other experience that tries to impinge its way in here that is not supportive of freedom.  and keep at it until….

the needs for february ~ unusually expensive utility bill due to an issue with the toilet which we have since fixed – a winter electric bill – fluoride filters for our water unit and supplements.  i don’t know what else to say about my finances – it feels like i have been cut off in that area as well including new ideas to increase the b’s (benjamins).

and with that – i will end this piece.

love,

victoria

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Thank you to All who support my work!  It is so very appreciated.

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