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The first dream is mine that I had last night.  I traveled to Antarctica.  It was a pretty barren valley – what a valley would look like after a massive snow melt.  Any frozen tundra had melted.  I was up on top of a fairly large rugged hill looking down into the valley.  I saw the entrance to a large cave.  I was curious – and I wanted to go down inside that cave.  I felt a connection with it – and had the feel “that’s where it all began”.  But suddenly a large group (50 or so) of gray-like being’s exited the entrance.  They were very tall – spindly – long arms, long torso and they looked rather perplexed – confused – not knowing what to do.  They have been removed from the cave.  I felt no fear viewing them – felt they were rather powerless – just programmed to follow orders.  I wanted to go down in there but felt something tell me “no”.

I responded back and said “I’m going”……….so I ran down the hill – almost flying at times – and jumped onto a large, flat floating rock and just as it began to go inside of a rock tunnel, I changed my mind and I climbed up an incline – narrowly avoiding falling into water that was moving quite fast.

The next scene I remember I was walking to a mirror to see myself.  I can only recall having such a dream just once in this cycle – where I approach a mirror to see myself and that was over 20 years ago.  Last night, I walk over to the mirror and see an image that is clearly not me.  (felt like a poke)

“NO!” I commanded.  “This is NOT me.”  And I backed away – and said “I am going to look again and this time I am going to see the REAL ME!”

So I approached again and this time – it was Me.  I was younger too.  But it was Me.

Then the experience ended.

Last week my mate had a dream that felt very real.  First he’s in a pod, hooked up on a bed.  He’s covered.  The cover retracts.  He looks down and sees a female human (he thought it was me).  As she walks closer, he wonders why isn’t she taller?  He felt immense love for this being.  He reaches over and grabs her, holding her.  He sits up and sees how tiny this being is in comparison to his own form.  He then slowly stands up as he is holding on to this being (who he again feels was me) – and he keeps on standing up – and he realizes he is very very tall – 20 feet or more.  Once he stands fully up, he blacks out and falls backwards.  The experience ended.

He also had a dream several weeks back where he saw himself in a reflection – himself only much younger.

Interesting – we are getting clues.  That is my feel.  I feel – we are in stasis in Antarctica.  Like Heather Ann Tucci Jarraf has said – Antarctica is key and is the last to be exposed (which is already happening) before “the event”. Terran Cognito has seen himself in stasis (as a giant) there as well.

We are the giants.  Our Original Self – out there in stasis.  Who knows how many bodies have been cloned w/our consciousness.  Isn’t it stated that each of us has 7 look-alikes somewhere in this realm?  Their damn virus infected everything.  Who created the virus remains to be seen and known.  And who was able to either repair themselves of it or escape it altogether – also remains to be seen and known.

I have been expanding my perception on this entire experience lately – and I see my dream travels as well as my waking “travels” are guiding me.  The truth – as always – will be Known and Seen.  For NOTHING is hidden forever.

Love,

Victoria

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Love,

Victoria

their narrative is dying – the false reality construct they follow is disintegrating – and they are fighting back and poking quite intensely now. there was an air of frustration today that i both felt and saw – obviously felt it within myself as i know i let myself get triggered today.  i struggle with that one.  but i also know that (the struggle) is the result of being in this experience.  some just enjoy poking.  nothing better to aspire to.

the controller’s ability to control the narrative is more or less over.  their ability to reset us (anyone really interested in this subject check out Jon Levi on youtube – fascinating research and data) – not going to be allowed any longer.  it is truly #GAMEOVER  it has become easy to see the programs here – to see how fake the experience here is.  the tools they have used.  the symbols.  shoot even the infinity symbol that is widely spouted as something beautiful – for some to worship – what is that symbol but just a never ending loop.  no escape.

there is still “time” to return to Love and heart space for those humans who were put here and programmed to poke, create doubt and confusion and other behavior’s that support fear and judgment.  for those that choose not to – good bye to them.

We have people in congress who are doing whatever the hell they want without consequence (certainly not visible to you and I).  They steal.  They harvest.  They harm.  They lie.  They deceive.  And their story continues to play out while suffering continues on.

And we’re just supposed to find our  happy space and trust without question.

In my city there are drugged out homeless people who crap and pee anywhere they want.  They verbally assault and accost citizens, including the children – all without consequence.  They can sleep wherever they want. They break into cars daily and trespass.  Again – ALL WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE.  (unless you consider arrest, then get out hours later then fail to show up for court thus enacting a warrant where the individual then goes into hiding at one of the numerous homeless drug camps where even at that if they do happen to be arrested again, they go through the same damn cycle)  Revolving broken system of injustice.

And then there is me.  I choose to homeschool my child and yet some damn ‘tard reports me to the state – and now I get monitored.

Can you tell I have done plum HAD IT with the dark here?  That I have HAD IT with deception and behaviors that harm that continue on?

And yet we are to blindly trust we’re getting out and things are happening.

I feel like Charlie Brown when he gets fed up with the insanity of the holiday’s and cries out “DOESN’T ANYONE KNOW WHAT CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT?”  Only I am crying out “aren’t others fed up with what’s going on and want their OWN version of reality to manifest instead of those with some plan?”  When will it truly become about the individual freedom to create FREELY?  I command it.  I intend it.  

N O W.

I had a dream last night where I felt I was inside the matrix seeing things from that vantage point.  It literally was a circus and I could see people plugged in to it – almost obsessed with seeing this movie we are being shown.  And it was indeed a movie.  And while I “got it” in terms of its purpose – I wanted no part of it so I walked out.

As I told my mate last night – I have found the exit door – and I am done pounding on it.  I am searching for tools to break it down.  The alleged help we are receiving on the outside is not moving fast enough.  It is time for us to go within and break ourselves free.  Am I impatient?  Am I being too demanding?  Maybe.  And maybe not at the same time.

Maybe I really am done now.  Seen enough.  So tired of not fitting in.  If not aligning.  Of desperately wanting an experience that truly aligns with who I am.

And who I am is feeling exceptionally out of place now.  And now that the one person (outside of this house) here in town who knew who I really was – and still liked me enough to want to include me in his daily life – is gone.

So what’s the point?

End of rant.  lol

Love,

Victoria

well it looks like ya’ll are receiving email notifications once again.  now that i know what to do this should not happen again.  sometimes when i update the plugins internal stuff changes.  i always use plug ins that at the time say are compatible w/my version of wordpress.

anyway onwards….

last night before drifting off to sleep, my mate and i were talking about grandpa don.  reminiscing.  the last thing i said was how i really miss his knock on the door – a special knock.  i then said it would be wonderful to have a visit from him in our dreams.  we both agreed that was something we would like.

so this morning my girl (who had crawled into bed with me early this morning) woke up and looked at me.  “mama i had a dream of grandpa don,” she said.  i asked her what it was about.  she said he came to the front door and i opened it and she heard him say “see you soon”.

wow.  pretty cool – beautiful – isn’t it?

currently my mate and child are out doing a couple of errands.  i stayed here to play the piano – a tribute to grandpa d.  when i was finished i was nudged to look at the television (music station playing).  the song was about saying good bye my love – peaceful journey.

very fitting to end my piano playing.

and a good way to end this brief reflection.

love,

victoria

UPDATE:  just saw this on vincent kennedy’s twitter – thought i would share.  it is collective:

Something feels off today.
Don't know what it is.
Its an energy/vibe.
Cant explain.

— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) December 12, 2019

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wow.  a lot to share.  last night my mate and i both were suddenly very wired – again (second time in recent days or maybe weeks – again my sense of linear “time” is pretty much gone now).  i was shaking – amped.  i thought it was the full moon energies (and at first said NO i am not being influenced by that charade) but felt it was more than that.  i looked at the schumann this morning, and just like when this happened previously, the schumann was suddenly spiking off the charts again.  (second large spike is the one i refer to)

when i was finally able to go to sleep, i slept in fits.  i also woke up with deep grief, the song “still they ride” going through my mind. song below.  the lyrics – very very telling and appropriate.

Jesse rides through the night
Under the Main Street light
Ridin’ slow
This ol’ town, ain’t the same
Now nobody knows his name
Times have changed, still he rides.
Traffic lights, keepin’ time
Leading the wild and restless through the night
[Chorus:] Still they ride, on wheels of fire
They rule the night
Still they ride, the strong will survive
Chasing thunder
Spinning ’round, in a spell
It’s hard to leave this carrousel
‘Round and ’round And ’round and ’round
[Chorus] Still they ride, on wheels of fire
They rule the night
Still they ride, the strong will survive
Chasing thunder

i also noticed outside was really dark – almost like night.  it was very stormy (much like the song above) – rain and wind that i haven’t seen (in intensity) in a very long time.  i felt it was indicative of a cleansing.  my heart was still heavy – i couldn’t get past it – couldn’t feel to release the energy – but then suddenly the storm was gone, the sun parted the clouds and i felt a lift – at least an ability to actually clear things out of me.  to help i pulled up the song above and immediately began to weep.  i cried deep off and on for over an hour.  mate too.  much of my pain was around grandpa don – but i also felt i was weeping for my entire experience here.  i let myself go with it – saying whatever i needed to say – moving however i needed to move.  as lisa harrison said – this experience really does focus on sucking the joy and life right out of us.  not just the pay to live but the deception.  the energies themselves.  the mind wipe.  the toxins.  these limited altered vessels.  all of it designed to attack us at every angle and way.

also of note – with lisa harrison’s share of the pancreas – she really is spot on w/this.  many having issues with their pancreas.  i spoke w/my mom and she told me of a very good friend battling pancreatic cancer.  my mom isn’t into any of the awakening, but i did tell her this was a collective experience – many having issues w/the pancreas.

we are purging all of our experience here whether we know it or not. purging.  and purging – because we are getting out.  being set free. returning to a state where WE are controlling our experience – not others.  saying good-bye to what we have known here.  as sister D wrote me this morning:  I am saying goodbye to the old.

another share – i wrote rose (yellow rose for texas) last night.  i told her i have not been able to see the arrests happening much less the trials.  i don’t feel it – don’t see it – no matter what i focus on – it is simply not in my timeline/frame of reference.  others have shared the same with me.  here is her response:

I actually think most on the east exit feel that way. We already witnessed them caught and put into the pit. DJT did in fact, catch the entire swamp. Their incarnates are rather simply like robotics on auto pilot now. Its just a show. But either way, we go by whatever decision The All makes. Its not a whim. There were other worlds tied into us, here, and other major issues to resolve than just ‘humanity’. Above had a reason for the show they’re putting on right now. Many are waking on the gurney’s now, and that’s a relief. Hoping the numbers increase dramatically soon.

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Take Me Home Tonight.  (as i turned to the station, eddie was singing those very words)

It’s The End of the World as We Know It (and i ain’t feeling so fine now but being it is the end of the world we have known it –  i am more than fine with that)  And who among us doesn’t laugh as we pause and sing loudly “Leonard Bernstein”.

222  333  so 3’s and 2’s today

Last night’s dream:  I’m walking up the street – a cul-de-sac.  People are flipping out.  Afraid.  I soothed two women – saying let the plasma go through you.  We are returning to our Original Selves.  Well I tried to – one seemed receptive – the other was in her own bubble of “flipping out”.

As the dream ended, I heard “arrests in January – that is the timeline”. POTUS said he had to do his exam early as January was going to be a “very busy month”.

Leaving that all here as is.

Love,

Victoria

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So… here is how I began my experience today.  Reading a text from Sister Deborah, she tells me she has been seeing the 37 and 73 at least 15 times per day.  I don’t recall if I shared that here last night – I don’t believe I did as it was very late when I feel I put together what these 37 and 73’s she has been seeing so often now.  I had posted on Lisa Harrison’s latest DTC video (aside from the brief one today which I will link later) – how I have been seeing 12:22 for several months now – and how all year I have had a growing feeling about this 7 year cycle (2012-2019).  Sharing this, someone commented back.  the 12/22 breaks down to 7 (1+2+2+2) and 2019 breaks down to 3 (2+0+1+9).  73/37.  I sent this to Sister D late last night – and this morning she informs me POTUS = 73.  She goes on to say at 11:11 she saw (4) 2’s.  I responded back – noticed I had sent it at 11:22.

She writes back and says she received it at 2:22 (different coasts/time zones obviously).  Not done yet.  lol

So then I go open up my email box and notice the latest Lisa Harrison video update arrived in my email box at 1:22AM.  I let Sister D know – she writes back and tells me she sent the message at 2:37 (there’s that 37 again).  She sends another message a bit later – and I notice the time I received it:  11:44am.  By this point I am laughing like a giddy child on Christmas morning.

Heading out later in the day, my receipt total at the grocery store was 10:10….and as I get back into the car, the clock on the dash tells me it is 4:44pm.

Lisa Harrison’s latest is very interesting – and something I have been feeling as well as the word “pancreas” has been in my space lately – mostly hearing from others I know how they know someone who has cancer in that organ or another issue w/it.  I may as well share my thoughts on her video and just link it on its own next.  She speaks of how it is a collective purge now – her feeling – one in which I align.  I noticed how she pauses before saying how many of us are feeling this purge and it is due to this matrix realm sucking the life – and joy –  out of us.  We know it isn’t very spiritually ahem “correct” to say something like that – but ya’ll know I don’t speak that language here.  I appreciate her honesty and yes – that is something I have been feeling for a few months now – the result of this experience which indeed does make every move to suck life and joy out of our experience.  ANY system or behavior of power over – that denies us of our rightful experience of Pure Freedom (which is much more than just a mental practice) – does suck joy and life out of us.

So I purge that.  Last night my girl had a friend over for dinner and a movie and I was able to release my grief and pain and watch the two of them play in such a state of joy and that child-like fun.  I joined in – played beauty shop.  Danced.  Got totally silly goofy with them.  It was a MUCH NEEDED lift from the experiences of, well, honestly, all dang year but especially the past 2 months.

Today I did some yoga stretches and told my girl “let’s get outta the house”.  We went to the store and then to a local craft sale.

While in this final scene in the neck of this bottle we are being pushed and pulled out of – I will be doing what I can to remember what is Within Me.  I will be focused on joy – playing in between purging whatever doesn’t serve me – whatever is needing to be released.  As I told my girl last night speaking on grief – it is important to know when the release is about grief and when it becomes something you cling to because of a story you tell yourself in your mind.  In other words – you gotta take a break from the grief or whatever difficult emotion you are feeling and PLAY.

Love,

Victoria

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