Category: Daily Notes

 

ok something’s going on.  i’m feeling very floaty today.  tonight?  totally between a variety of experiences.  extra special experience.  walking sideways.  chest is heavy.  INTENSE!  i’m not even partaking of alcohol – just oj and mineral water.  perhaps another piece of me out there is having a party.  brother rick texted an hour or so ago and said essentially wow these energies are intense!

checking in on the schumann, etc – i see nothing unusual.  all is quiet actually.  the live meteor’s channel however is showing some really strange dotted lines and continues, like the lasco, so show a white plasma-like signature all over.  i asked what those never-before-seen dotted lines are on the live meteor’s channel and was told they are clusters of ionized electrons coming through our magnetosphere.  and yet – it is an obvious signature in a very straight pattern – no wavering.  and the electron graphs on the solar wind site don’t show anything unusual incoming.  in fact the electron reads are flat.

i went back in time to view some of my saved lasco pictures to see how long this whitish haze has been going on.  it began back in november and has only increased in scope.  obvious questions:  what is this and is it leading up to something?

who knows.  not i.  but someone “outside” does and i aim to tune in and find out.

and lastly a dream share.  i had a dream a few weeks ago where i saw myself in a mirror – felt someone was messing w/the image – did a “re do” then saw myself differently – more in alignment w/myself.  however – something was still off.  then 2 nights ago – holding no intention – i had another dream where i saw myself in a mirror.  same mirror too.  this time i felt woozy and looked disoriented – as though i had been propped up/sat up after being vertical for some time.  others were around me – in back of me – assisting me.  it took me a few moments to focus and when i did i said “wow!”  it wasn’t that i was so young – it was the color of my hair.  strawberry blond – lots of it – and very curly.  i was a bit confused as to why i would feel the surprise over my hair (esp. the color) – then when i was pulled out of the experience i remembered brother rick telling me in the past year or so seeing me at “Home” – and my hair was strawberry blond.   in my mind i dismissed it as my hair in this vessel has been reddish brown – certainly not s. blonde.  but i was not able to let it go as i felt his description was likely accurate – and as such held the desire for clarification.  so……..

for now – i send you all the intention of an AMAZING Glorious 2020 with perfect EVERY THING.  May ALL that YOU desire manifest with Ease.  thank you all for your loyalty and support this past year.

love,

victoria

 

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that’s the best title i am able to create at the moment.

seems as though headlines are the same story – just different words.  someone tweets about confronting pelosi at some sporting event claiming it was “epic”.  epic?  ha!  the guy very politely said he didn’t like what she was doing in california.  she dismissed him of course.

that was it.

what was so epic about that?!

epic looks a little something like this.  a group of people from california approach her and make a citizen’s arrest.  first they stop at one of the homeless camps in her district and put her to work cleaning up and handing out money, food and whatever else these people need.  then she is hauled off to jail where she remains for the rest of her experience here or decides to make a new choice.

THAT – is epic.

i was feeling a bit overwhelmed with the whole “next day same experience” feel so i ventured into the garage, cranked up the stereo and wailed on my punching bag.  did some dancing.  moved my body in whatever way i felt i needed to.  intending for new x y z – ongoing.

here is what keeps coming to me – are we tired of this show yet?  let’s hear it – are you tired of this show?

what are we going to do about it then?  collectively what can we do?  what are we able AND willing to do?  i know for me and for many of you as well – the usual ways of creating a new experience flatlined this year.

now what?

as you ponder that, check out the schumann.  we also have something unexplainable on the lasco.  matrix busting down perhaps?  program error? all i know is whatever was transiting the sun from the LEFT headed TO the right – “disappeared” in front of the sun a few days ago – and has yet to emerget.  and NOW we have some ship/vah coming FROM the right headed to the LEFT.  in this experience of anything goes, well – apparently anything goes.

it is time for OUR “anything goes” to M A N I F E S T ’cause this show has done run its course with me and i know for many of you as well.  as i said this morning my “plum done had it has plum done had it”.  lol  not really funny though.

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The first dream is mine that I had last night.  I traveled to Antarctica.  It was a pretty barren valley – what a valley would look like after a massive snow melt.  Any frozen tundra had melted.  I was up on top of a fairly large rugged hill looking down into the valley.  I saw the entrance to a large cave.  I was curious – and I wanted to go down inside that cave.  I felt a connection with it – and had the feel “that’s where it all began”.  But suddenly a large group (50 or so) of gray-like being’s exited the entrance.  They were very tall – spindly – long arms, long torso and they looked rather perplexed – confused – not knowing what to do.  They have been removed from the cave.  I felt no fear viewing them – felt they were rather powerless – just programmed to follow orders.  I wanted to go down in there but felt something tell me “no”.

I responded back and said “I’m going”……….so I ran down the hill – almost flying at times – and jumped onto a large, flat floating rock and just as it began to go inside of a rock tunnel, I changed my mind and I climbed up an incline – narrowly avoiding falling into water that was moving quite fast.

The next scene I remember I was walking to a mirror to see myself.  I can only recall having such a dream just once in this cycle – where I approach a mirror to see myself and that was over 20 years ago.  Last night, I walk over to the mirror and see an image that is clearly not me.  (felt like a poke)

“NO!” I commanded.  “This is NOT me.”  And I backed away – and said “I am going to look again and this time I am going to see the REAL ME!”

So I approached again and this time – it was Me.  I was younger too.  But it was Me.

Then the experience ended.

Last week my mate had a dream that felt very real.  First he’s in a pod, hooked up on a bed.  He’s covered.  The cover retracts.  He looks down and sees a female human (he thought it was me).  As she walks closer, he wonders why isn’t she taller?  He felt immense love for this being.  He reaches over and grabs her, holding her.  He sits up and sees how tiny this being is in comparison to his own form.  He then slowly stands up as he is holding on to this being (who he again feels was me) – and he keeps on standing up – and he realizes he is very very tall – 20 feet or more.  Once he stands fully up, he blacks out and falls backwards.  The experience ended.

He also had a dream several weeks back where he saw himself in a reflection – himself only much younger.

Interesting – we are getting clues.  That is my feel.  I feel – we are in stasis in Antarctica.  Like Heather Ann Tucci Jarraf has said – Antarctica is key and is the last to be exposed (which is already happening) before “the event”. Terran Cognito has seen himself in stasis (as a giant) there as well.

We are the giants.  Our Original Self – out there in stasis.  Who knows how many bodies have been cloned w/our consciousness.  Isn’t it stated that each of us has 7 look-alikes somewhere in this realm?  Their damn virus infected everything.  Who created the virus remains to be seen and known.  And who was able to either repair themselves of it or escape it altogether – also remains to be seen and known.

I have been expanding my perception on this entire experience lately – and I see my dream travels as well as my waking “travels” are guiding me.  The truth – as always – will be Known and Seen.  For NOTHING is hidden forever.

Love,

Victoria

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Love,

Victoria

 

their narrative is dying – the false reality construct they follow is disintegrating – and they are fighting back and poking quite intensely now. there was an air of frustration today that i both felt and saw – obviously felt it within myself as i know i let myself get triggered today.  i struggle with that one.  but i also know that (the struggle) is the result of being in this experience.  some just enjoy poking.  nothing better to aspire to.

the controller’s ability to control the narrative is more or less over.  their ability to reset us (anyone really interested in this subject check out Jon Levi on youtube – fascinating research and data) – not going to be allowed any longer.  it is truly #GAMEOVER  it has become easy to see the programs here – to see how fake the experience here is.  the tools they have used.  the symbols.  shoot even the infinity symbol that is widely spouted as something beautiful – for some to worship – what is that symbol but just a never ending loop.  no escape.

there is still “time” to return to Love and heart space for those humans who were put here and programmed to poke, create doubt and confusion and other behavior’s that support fear and judgment.  for those that choose not to – good bye to them.

 

 

We have people in congress who are doing whatever the hell they want without consequence (certainly not visible to you and I).  They steal.  They harvest.  They harm.  They lie.  They deceive.  And their story continues to play out while suffering continues on.

And we’re just supposed to find our  happy space and trust without question.

In my city there are drugged out homeless people who crap and pee anywhere they want.  They verbally assault and accost citizens, including the children – all without consequence.  They can sleep wherever they want. They break into cars daily and trespass.  Again – ALL WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE.  (unless you consider arrest, then get out hours later then fail to show up for court thus enacting a warrant where the individual then goes into hiding at one of the numerous homeless drug camps where even at that if they do happen to be arrested again, they go through the same damn cycle)  Revolving broken system of injustice.

And then there is me.  I choose to homeschool my child and yet some damn ‘tard reports me to the state – and now I get monitored.

Can you tell I have done plum HAD IT with the dark here?  That I have HAD IT with deception and behaviors that harm that continue on?

And yet we are to blindly trust we’re getting out and things are happening.

I feel like Charlie Brown when he gets fed up with the insanity of the holiday’s and cries out “DOESN’T ANYONE KNOW WHAT CHRISTMAS IS ALL ABOUT?”  Only I am crying out “aren’t others fed up with what’s going on and want their OWN version of reality to manifest instead of those with some plan?”  When will it truly become about the individual freedom to create FREELY?  I command it.  I intend it.  

N O W.

I had a dream last night where I felt I was inside the matrix seeing things from that vantage point.  It literally was a circus and I could see people plugged in to it – almost obsessed with seeing this movie we are being shown.  And it was indeed a movie.  And while I “got it” in terms of its purpose – I wanted no part of it so I walked out.

As I told my mate last night – I have found the exit door – and I am done pounding on it.  I am searching for tools to break it down.  The alleged help we are receiving on the outside is not moving fast enough.  It is time for us to go within and break ourselves free.  Am I impatient?  Am I being too demanding?  Maybe.  And maybe not at the same time.

Maybe I really am done now.  Seen enough.  So tired of not fitting in.  If not aligning.  Of desperately wanting an experience that truly aligns with who I am.

And who I am is feeling exceptionally out of place now.  And now that the one person (outside of this house) here in town who knew who I really was – and still liked me enough to want to include me in his daily life – is gone.

So what’s the point?

End of rant.  lol

Love,

Victoria

 

well it looks like ya’ll are receiving email notifications once again.  now that i know what to do this should not happen again.  sometimes when i update the plugins internal stuff changes.  i always use plug ins that at the time say are compatible w/my version of wordpress.

anyway onwards….

last night before drifting off to sleep, my mate and i were talking about grandpa don.  reminiscing.  the last thing i said was how i really miss his knock on the door – a special knock.  i then said it would be wonderful to have a visit from him in our dreams.  we both agreed that was something we would like.

so this morning my girl (who had crawled into bed with me early this morning) woke up and looked at me.  “mama i had a dream of grandpa don,” she said.  i asked her what it was about.  she said he came to the front door and i opened it and she heard him say “see you soon”.

wow.  pretty cool – beautiful – isn’t it?

currently my mate and child are out doing a couple of errands.  i stayed here to play the piano – a tribute to grandpa d.  when i was finished i was nudged to look at the television (music station playing).  the song was about saying good bye my love – peaceful journey.

very fitting to end my piano playing.

and a good way to end this brief reflection.

love,

victoria