Category: Daily Notes

UPDATE:  just saw this on vincent kennedy’s twitter – thought i would share.  it is collective:

Something feels off today.
Don't know what it is.
Its an energy/vibe.
Cant explain.

— Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) December 12, 2019

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wow.  a lot to share.  last night my mate and i both were suddenly very wired – again (second time in recent days or maybe weeks – again my sense of linear “time” is pretty much gone now).  i was shaking – amped.  i thought it was the full moon energies (and at first said NO i am not being influenced by that charade) but felt it was more than that.  i looked at the schumann this morning, and just like when this happened previously, the schumann was suddenly spiking off the charts again.  (second large spike is the one i refer to)

when i was finally able to go to sleep, i slept in fits.  i also woke up with deep grief, the song “still they ride” going through my mind. song below.  the lyrics – very very telling and appropriate.

Jesse rides through the night
Under the Main Street light
Ridin’ slow
This ol’ town, ain’t the same
Now nobody knows his name
Times have changed, still he rides.
Traffic lights, keepin’ time
Leading the wild and restless through the night
[Chorus:] Still they ride, on wheels of fire
They rule the night
Still they ride, the strong will survive
Chasing thunder
Spinning ’round, in a spell
It’s hard to leave this carrousel
‘Round and ’round And ’round and ’round
[Chorus] Still they ride, on wheels of fire
They rule the night
Still they ride, the strong will survive
Chasing thunder

i also noticed outside was really dark – almost like night.  it was very stormy (much like the song above) – rain and wind that i haven’t seen (in intensity) in a very long time.  i felt it was indicative of a cleansing.  my heart was still heavy – i couldn’t get past it – couldn’t feel to release the energy – but then suddenly the storm was gone, the sun parted the clouds and i felt a lift – at least an ability to actually clear things out of me.  to help i pulled up the song above and immediately began to weep.  i cried deep off and on for over an hour.  mate too.  much of my pain was around grandpa don – but i also felt i was weeping for my entire experience here.  i let myself go with it – saying whatever i needed to say – moving however i needed to move.  as lisa harrison said – this experience really does focus on sucking the joy and life right out of us.  not just the pay to live but the deception.  the energies themselves.  the mind wipe.  the toxins.  these limited altered vessels.  all of it designed to attack us at every angle and way.

also of note – with lisa harrison’s share of the pancreas – she really is spot on w/this.  many having issues with their pancreas.  i spoke w/my mom and she told me of a very good friend battling pancreatic cancer.  my mom isn’t into any of the awakening, but i did tell her this was a collective experience – many having issues w/the pancreas.

we are purging all of our experience here whether we know it or not. purging.  and purging – because we are getting out.  being set free. returning to a state where WE are controlling our experience – not others.  saying good-bye to what we have known here.  as sister D wrote me this morning:  I am saying goodbye to the old.

another share – i wrote rose (yellow rose for texas) last night.  i told her i have not been able to see the arrests happening much less the trials.  i don’t feel it – don’t see it – no matter what i focus on – it is simply not in my timeline/frame of reference.  others have shared the same with me.  here is her response:

I actually think most on the east exit feel that way. We already witnessed them caught and put into the pit. DJT did in fact, catch the entire swamp. Their incarnates are rather simply like robotics on auto pilot now. Its just a show. But either way, we go by whatever decision The All makes. Its not a whim. There were other worlds tied into us, here, and other major issues to resolve than just ‘humanity’. Above had a reason for the show they’re putting on right now. Many are waking on the gurney’s now, and that’s a relief. Hoping the numbers increase dramatically soon.

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Take Me Home Tonight.  (as i turned to the station, eddie was singing those very words)

It’s The End of the World as We Know It (and i ain’t feeling so fine now but being it is the end of the world we have known it –  i am more than fine with that)  And who among us doesn’t laugh as we pause and sing loudly “Leonard Bernstein”.

222  333  so 3’s and 2’s today

Last night’s dream:  I’m walking up the street – a cul-de-sac.  People are flipping out.  Afraid.  I soothed two women – saying let the plasma go through you.  We are returning to our Original Selves.  Well I tried to – one seemed receptive – the other was in her own bubble of “flipping out”.

As the dream ended, I heard “arrests in January – that is the timeline”. POTUS said he had to do his exam early as January was going to be a “very busy month”.

Leaving that all here as is.

Love,

Victoria

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So… here is how I began my experience today.  Reading a text from Sister Deborah, she tells me she has been seeing the 37 and 73 at least 15 times per day.  I don’t recall if I shared that here last night – I don’t believe I did as it was very late when I feel I put together what these 37 and 73’s she has been seeing so often now.  I had posted on Lisa Harrison’s latest DTC video (aside from the brief one today which I will link later) – how I have been seeing 12:22 for several months now – and how all year I have had a growing feeling about this 7 year cycle (2012-2019).  Sharing this, someone commented back.  the 12/22 breaks down to 7 (1+2+2+2) and 2019 breaks down to 3 (2+0+1+9).  73/37.  I sent this to Sister D late last night – and this morning she informs me POTUS = 73.  She goes on to say at 11:11 she saw (4) 2’s.  I responded back – noticed I had sent it at 11:22.

She writes back and says she received it at 2:22 (different coasts/time zones obviously).  Not done yet.  lol

So then I go open up my email box and notice the latest Lisa Harrison video update arrived in my email box at 1:22AM.  I let Sister D know – she writes back and tells me she sent the message at 2:37 (there’s that 37 again).  She sends another message a bit later – and I notice the time I received it:  11:44am.  By this point I am laughing like a giddy child on Christmas morning.

Heading out later in the day, my receipt total at the grocery store was 10:10….and as I get back into the car, the clock on the dash tells me it is 4:44pm.

Lisa Harrison’s latest is very interesting – and something I have been feeling as well as the word “pancreas” has been in my space lately – mostly hearing from others I know how they know someone who has cancer in that organ or another issue w/it.  I may as well share my thoughts on her video and just link it on its own next.  She speaks of how it is a collective purge now – her feeling – one in which I align.  I noticed how she pauses before saying how many of us are feeling this purge and it is due to this matrix realm sucking the life – and joy –  out of us.  We know it isn’t very spiritually ahem “correct” to say something like that – but ya’ll know I don’t speak that language here.  I appreciate her honesty and yes – that is something I have been feeling for a few months now – the result of this experience which indeed does make every move to suck life and joy out of our experience.  ANY system or behavior of power over – that denies us of our rightful experience of Pure Freedom (which is much more than just a mental practice) – does suck joy and life out of us.

So I purge that.  Last night my girl had a friend over for dinner and a movie and I was able to release my grief and pain and watch the two of them play in such a state of joy and that child-like fun.  I joined in – played beauty shop.  Danced.  Got totally silly goofy with them.  It was a MUCH NEEDED lift from the experiences of, well, honestly, all dang year but especially the past 2 months.

Today I did some yoga stretches and told my girl “let’s get outta the house”.  We went to the store and then to a local craft sale.

While in this final scene in the neck of this bottle we are being pushed and pulled out of – I will be doing what I can to remember what is Within Me.  I will be focused on joy – playing in between purging whatever doesn’t serve me – whatever is needing to be released.  As I told my girl last night speaking on grief – it is important to know when the release is about grief and when it becomes something you cling to because of a story you tell yourself in your mind.  In other words – you gotta take a break from the grief or whatever difficult emotion you are feeling and PLAY.

Love,

Victoria

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wow talk about an emotional roller coaster.  yesterday with its beautiful moments of gratitude, surprise acts of kindness to today learning our adopted grandpa has just days left and is in the first stages of dying.  we had not been visiting the last 2 weeks due to a cold virus we had been passing around to each other and now that all are well, we were going to go visit later this weekend.  however after i spoke with his daughter in law today and hearing the urgency of where he is now – which knocked us for a pretty good loop – we knew it was time go see him today.

the visit was beautiful and difficult.  he was very peaceful – in and out of sleep and for the first time since we have had the honor of knowing him, we had to carry the conversation.  he has the true meaning of “the gift of gab” and it is in such a way as to lift you up if you are feeling down.

we held his hand.  stroked his forehead.  i sang to him and when he was alert, joked with him about dancing with beautiful ladies and going sailing with them.  he’s an east coaster by birth and he has been “visiting” the cape cod region recently as his Soul is likely coming and going.  who knows what wonderful adventures he is having.  a few weeks ago we had purchased a card and my mate and i each wrote him a letter.  we read them today.  he was in and out, eyes would open and close, but i know somewhere he got the messages we were conveying – between a lot of tears.

this just sucks.  there’s no other way to put it.  i’m grateful he isn’t in pain or showing signs of struggle.  it’s just hard on everyone else watching this beautiful Soul transition up and out to Home.  but i see that’s where he is headed – where he wants to go.  about 2 years ago he and my mate bought compasses they wore on their wrists.  today my mate placed his on grandpa’s chest and said use it to find your way Home.

wishing him a gentle transition and a continuation of many adventures.

love,

victoria

Today was a whirlwind.  We had to hire someone to come out and inspect and clean our chimney.  The man who came out was very friendly and kind. A smile on his face and in his eyes.  The kind of person you want to be around.  He agreed to take a look at no cost and was available within 48 hours of calling him.  The issue we had was after burning in our open fireplace, the room slowly filled with smoke.  We’ve had draft issues before – but nothing like this.  So he came out, ascertained there was a large accumulation of creosote that was causing the draft and smoke issues.

When he was getting ready to leave, I asked him how much we owed him. He hesitated and quoted me $50 less than what he originally said.  I looked at him – at first confused – and said “are you sure?”  He smiled and said yes he was sure.  So as I looked down to fill in the check I thanked him – saying how tight things were for us this year after a year of financial hits.  I said “this really means a lot to us!”  What he said next put me in tears.

“You know what?” he said.  “No charge.  It’s the holidays.  Merry Christmas!”

I looked at him and shook my head.  “No,” I said.  “That is SO kind of you but we have to pay you something for the work you did.”  Nope.  He had made up his mind.  “Just leave me a good business review online,” he said.  I laughed and said “I already was going to do that even before this amazing generosity of yours!”  I walked over to hug him – at least shake his head – and he laughed and said he was all sweaty and dusty so I touched his arm.  “I HAVE to touch you in some way,” I said laughing.  And crying.  I told him for this act of kindness he was going to be blessed hugely.

So he left and I went online and shared the story on two local social media pages.  Some hours later it has already received over 300 likes and loves and a lot of comments including many saying they will definitely be using him (YAY!) and some offering us an extra christmas tree and decorations.  (we already have a lot of decorations – too many – i should give some away – 30 years of accumulation adds up!)

Wow.  You know?  Sometimes there are just no words.  Tears and a “thank you”.  I was happy to share the story and even happier to see so many who were touched by the story – some even saying they were crying reading it. THAT is gold to my heart!

So later this evening my mate went to light a fire.  The same thing happened.  Smoke slowly filled the room.  Dang.  My mate thinks it may be a structural issue which no way do we have the means to fix that.  He will call the guy in the morning as he had said if we notice the same issue, to call him.

We talked about this.  This will mean we have to run the electricity more which here in my state is is one of the most expensive even though we are right next to an abundance of rivers, lakes and the pacific ocean.  Kinda like how we get our gas direct from Alaska and yet pay some of the highest rates in the country.  (rolling my eyes)  How will we afford that, we discussed.  “We’ll manage.  We always do,” I said reminding my mate.

Our heating system in this house isn’t the best – the front half (450 square feet) has just one little wall cadet 3 feet from the front door – an absolutely ridiculous place to put one.  BUT we will make do if we have to.  As Linea said in her recent video – it has been tough lately for some of us especially $$ – so we expand the thinking.  Certain “things” seemingly being pulled away from us so we get creative.

All throughout today I kept getting nudged to look at the tv.  The soundscape music channel was speaking to me each time I looked. Messages about heaven and earth and home and incoming waves in the sky and the sun and portals.  Far too many to just be a coincidence.

I reflected on this as I was scrubbing the smell of smoke from my hair and body this evening – and the walls, ceiling, curtains, etc. (that stuff is like glue!).  I have shared here about our adopted grandpa and neighbor has been in a rehabilitation facility where he will likely remain with an aggressive form of cancer.  When we have wanted to visit – something happens.  Illness.  Or he just isn’t up to company.  Calling him has resulted in the same thing.  The last 3 times we have called, twice he wasn’t able to talk and tonight, we waited for over 5 minutes before being disconnected.

It really is as though we are being pulled up and out and away from much of what we have had here.  I feel that.  Where this is leading – I cannot say for sure.  I know where I WANT it to be leading to so I continue to hold that vision in my mind and heart.  And…..When?  Any moment now, perhaps. Lisa Harrison has a new video I will be listening to and sharing here in a bit to see what she and others have to say.

One last share.  Tonight, brother Rick sent me a text saying Clair had told him the animals came here to boost the love.  He recently “inherited” a cat.  lol  He already has a dog – an amazing, beautiful dog whom I cannot wait to meet.  Last night he shared a picture of the cat with me and I smiled – then sighed.  We aren’t allowed to have pets here and that, at times, has been a challenge as my mate and I have always been HUGE animal lovers – especially dogs.  In our 20 years together, we have had 2 dogs and even during that time, we would have strays show up at our house – dogs and cats both.  All of that stopped after we moved into this house – and well, at times it is lonely.

So viewing the picture of his new found cat (who has one of the most adorable face I have seen on a cat, btw), I felt a bit envious.  I felt that longing for wanting another animal again.

Then last night I had the most amazing dream – a first.  In the dream I get out of bed, look out back and see a lot of animals back there.  A variety too. A mama cow and 2 adorable calves.  Sheep.  Goats.  It was as though a farmer opened up a fence and his animals strolled right into our yard.  I was tickled – giddy like a child.  I walked outside only to see some of the animals start to leave and walk away.  I ran to the other side of the house and saw our previous dog.  I called out her name and felt excitement.

I shared, briefly, this dream with Rick and he made a comment about certain animals most always returning Home.

Perhaps the dream served a two-fold need:  1) To provide me a sense of Love from the animals and 2) To show me – I am returning Home.

We all are.

Love,

Victoria

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Energies are intense today.  I am seeing story after story of people on social media – sharing their current struggles and some are quite intense.  The collective “I AM DONE WITH THE FILTH HERE” is huge.  DONE with the controls.  DONE with seeing the rats skip out on court dates and continue with their illegal activities all without (visible) consequence and the show continues to spin while good people continue to struggle and suffer and I for one am absolutely totally fully DONE with that type of experience for us.

Even my DONE is DONE.  lol

As I told my mate – liberation is not a process – it’s an EVENT.  All of this “purge” stuff is nonsense – in terms of it being required that is. Nonetheless it is happening and today I had a visual as I was tending to my own inner stuff.  All of those old programs we took on and in don’t want to surrender.  All is energy – all is consciousness in some form – and thus all very much self-aware which leads to that state of Being:  “I think therefore I am.”  Today I spoke words of love and said “join with me in Love. Feels a lot better.”  That provided some much needed soothing.

I also feel what we are experiencing (got this from tuning in last night) are the effects of this ongoing war.  There are days when the controller’s are more subdued (controlled) and other days when that program is absolute madness in its intensity.  The visual I have and the feel I have at this moment is this:  Normally their program has been fairly controlled and intentional but now?  I see them flailing – throwing darts here and there in desperation.  Desperation – that is where “they” are.  The program(s). Whatever label we wish to give it/them is in a state of desperation and is throwing out crap at random.

And we feel it for we are ALL plugged in/tuned in to this experience here. What I feel called to do is see it for what it is and observe as much as I can. Acknowledge my own inner struggles in this – connect in Love with others – offer my support.  Hold space for anyone in need including myself – thyself. Today, other than sending love to the old programs within, I also went for a long walk alone (Solitude is soooo  needed during these experiences) and played the piano – reconnecting to the Best part of myself.

Remembering Love In Action….which looks different and unique for each of us and is displayed by following the inner Me/Us from the Heart Space.

If any of you need to talk or share I am here.  Just tell me what you need and I will do my best to help.

Love,

Victoria

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I had a new/unique experience yesterday that was a bit disturbing – at least perplexing.  I wish to keep it to myself for the personal nature of it, but am choosing to share what I have as I of read someone else – another female – mama (truther/the event/home person) – having the exact same experience yesterday as well – which she was finding every bit as perplexing.  I had a dream of it last night that deeply pulled at – likely poked at – my heart.

If it is truly darkest before the dawn we are at “peak dark” right now.  I refuse to budge from what I feel to be True – the visions and desires I hold in my heart.  Those remain no matter what is created “out there”.  Just very very much ready to have what I hold within to manifest “out there”.  What the controller’s have created is a mess and I am quite finished with their creations.  I was told by brother Rick that the “All Being Seen” in full we keep pulling for to end this game will be seen very shortly.  I hesitate to share that as we have heard that before.  I don’t play games or mix words and hold high expectations for spoken/shared words to be kept – at least owned.

I took another financial hit.  All I can do now is say “ok” – shrug it off – move on and continue to seek support/supporters from the work I do here and on my Patreon site.  The holidays are upon us.  Child has needs and wants (plus she really wants a tree) and we are barely able to keep afloat these days given the ongoing $$ hits/challenges we took all year (very ready to put this year/experience behind me!)  It has been bitterly cold (for this time of year) and we have plowed through most of our wood.  I can request a small amount of wood through a local ministry but it isn’t nearly enough for what we use to keep us warm here.  Wood is ridiculously expensive – $200 and up for a cord (which is what we go through each month).  As I have said before – the heating in our house is terrible. The front half has nothing so we rely on space heaters when we aren’t burning which is very costly so I keep that to a limited amount.  And being we have an open fireplace, well anyone who burns knows that isn’t the most efficient means. But I am grateful we have at least this for there is no way we would be able to keep this house warm (enough) w/o it.

Today I have a loaf of bread baking.  We are all healthy (aside from mate’s disease).  The temperatures have climbed out of the teens and are now around 40.  I am strongly intending for a warm winter.

My experience can only continue to improve with miracles and abundance flowing freely to me/us.

That is my wish for every one of us.

Love,

Victoria

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so i headed to the shower for what i intended would be a much needed break from the drama of today (more extended family related stuff) but once that hot water hit, all of this stuff began flowing through me.  so i thought i would share.

i saw an ocean and waves.  for decades i have used the ocean as a metaphor for Source.  each of us being the wave that makes up the ocean that is Source.  i got the feeling that Source really is about Creation – always expanding – always creating and that must include doing so Freeeeeeeeeely.

much like that wave – always moving – ebbing and flowing.  moving moving moving.  when we – our essence – leaves whatever physical experience/physical body in which we inhabit – it returns to the ocean if it chooses – returns to Source – for a rest.  it’s much easier to be in movement as a wave, ebbing and flowing, w/an entire fleet of other waves.  being in that kind of movement in a separate physical body can be tiring.

i also felt into freedom and creation.  i see what is happening here in this realm.  i see the anger and FED UP/DONE energies.  see it and feel it.  we all can.  the collective US – the Source in every one of us – is DONE with ANY sort of oppression repression deceptionand compression.  by its very nature, as I said, Source seeks to ALWAYS CREATE.  ALWAYS EXPAND.  (except perhaps when it chooses to just BE in a state of resting – but even then – by nature will automatically resist ANY attempts to control/power over/remove that experience).

by the very nature of Source expansion and creation, that energy, in “time”, will literally destroy ANY opposing energetic experience to stop that natural tendency to create and expand.  destroy.  consume.  whatever label or however one wishes to describe the ending of such an experience of restriction – that creation of power over/restriction in and of itself is destined to fail.

and that is what we are experiencing today.  this isn’t just about government’s or institutions.  this is at the very Core – the Source in every one of us saying “I WILL BE FREE AGAIN NOW”.  as MLK so beautifully said:  “Free at last.  Free at last.  Thank God Almighty we are Free at last.”

For me it has been Freedom or bust for as long as I can feeeeeeeeeeeel.  And I am not planning on doing the “bust” thing.  So Freedom It Is.  For that is WHO I AM and who every one of you are.

One last thing that has been weighing on me – the idea of another mind wipe after so many “years” as yellow rose has said.  That’s just how it is, she has said.

To that I would say that is contrary to what Source Energy is.  Any being or energy or system or whatever who says “you will now lose memory of this” is NOT SOURCE.  It is another power structure that may have Source within but is NOT acting on Pure Source Energy.  Freedom Asks.  It doesn’t take.  It doesn’t violate boundaries or choice.  IT ASKS.  And if I am not being asked whether I want/desire/need this or that, then I ain’t taking it.

I ain’t aligning with it.

And I ain’t giving it my power.

Power to the people.  The individual.  Every one of us.  Sweet love doggone it, I am SO READY to see every one of us have that fully returned.

So.  Ready.

Love,

Victoria

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