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Two relevant videos: MRMBB333~ Oregon woman spots GIGANTIC craft in sky – Says ” Coolest thing I’ve EVER recorded!” and WSO/Steve Olson ~ Resisting Resistance and The Funky Time We are In

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ pairing these two videos up as i feel both of them are showing what is going on right now…..first in the MrMBB333 video – the video footage of the lightning – was more than lightning.  it was more evidence of the space war that continues.  my mate and i feel they use these storms to rather “hide” their battles – and they may use the energy of these storms to power their craft as well.  and then there are the myriad of cloud formations that clearly, to me, show cloaked craft.  also of interest to me – is when Mike says the clouds look so low it is as though you could reach up and touch them.  as i said in my piece earlier today – i had a feeling in my body that the realm got compressed again.  

i also pondered the possibility that these cloud ships and craft we are seeing now aren’t really big – we’re just small in here.  as yellow rose has said – we got shrunk.  i know when i saw myself on the outside i was much taller/bigger than i am now.  i also feel these stories about ancient “giants” are really us.  

in WSO’s video, steve speaks of feeling quite low in mood the last couple of days.  i mentioned that yesterday – how i was struggling to hold the faith.  continued in to today but not as strong.  a collective feel and perhaps as steve alludes to – it is “them” sending in this frequency to encourage us to give up.  and i “feeeeel” it is one of those divine moments when President Trump shared that video (that i linked earlier today) encouraging all to essentially have faith – keep going.  as steve says – this leads to the end of the matrix.  as he was speaking i was feeling into his words and i told my mate “when the inner dimensional entities are removed, the program here ends and we get out.”  as i said that he said he got chills.  

so much of this concept of “ascension” has included a LOT of programming. rules.  should’s.  behaviors practiced deeming us worthy or not.  lots of fear. all of it?  absolute nonsense.  everything i know/feel myself to BE says this is a simple narrative (Occam’s razor) – we are in a matrix/hijacked realm where people are held captive and the actions (war) to end the controls of the realm thus freeing the people continue – nearing the end.  or as i found today on twitter – the following tweet by Adam Foreman (woops – the tweet is no longer there so here’s the image he shared):

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Today’s Experience

 

even got the little play toy/treat nearby – and that isn’t bringing me out of the need-to-not-move experience.  earlier at the store my heart suddenly did a weird flip – i then felt dizzy/disoriented.  i couldn’t take in all of the people around me.  seriously sensitive to any type of crowd situation today – an ongoing experience – today was intense.  (i seek guidance/assistance to rectify that situation – if nothing’s shifting in the upcoming near future then i need to get outta dodge and plant myself in a quiet/rural/sleepy town – 100 plus miles away from big city influence.  been focused w/that intention for awhile now – and nothing’s coming to me.  i look around and finding the right situation – size/location/affordability has not yet presented itself to me/us either.)

i’m looking around for some energy reads – the solar wind stuff hasn’t updated.  schumann isn’t showing a thing.  allegedly nothing “solar’ish” going on.  i decided to check in on the cats as they are quite good at reading the myriad of energy graphs – but i kept getting the “internal error” server message.  so i am on my own with figuring out what’s going on.  if i would have to guess i would say collective drama – as well as this i experienced earlier today while sitting outside in the sun (YES SUN AND WARMTH!!):  the clouds looked/felt closer as did the sun.  i had a feeling we have gotten more “compressed” here.  i still wonder if that’s even a “real thing” – but others have claimed it and until i SEE i only have my inner feeeeeeeeels to go by.

for now i am relishing in the silence in my household at the current moment…contemplating whether to nap first then bike ride or bike ride first.  far too much excitement for one day.  ha

love,

victoria

 

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Weird weather continues

 

we are currently having absolute downpours.  50 degrees.  just 12 hours ago the weather forecast was for showers ending early today – turning sunny. and now we have this – just 3 hours ago there was a sudden emergence of heavy, “long lasting” downpours around.

long lasting?  that’s a new one.  lol

i have lived in this part of the country my entire life experience – and i have never seen weather like this in september.  something’s up – i feel it.

from what yellow rose has said – and her friend adam foreman – the realm has to be cooled and damp (w/a lot of rains) upon our exit.  don’t know about that one but i am finding this amazing amount of rain and cool we are experiencing in a good portion of the states to be very unusual.

returning to this piece almost 2 hours later – it’s still pouring.  one of our puddles measured 5″.  storm drain up the street is flooding over.

please share your unusual weather experiences – if you are having any.

love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Reflection

 

sitting here i had a feeling something was going on w/the schumann….see below.  the overall feel today was one of extreme fatigue – and feeling pretty relaxed at the same time (see below as well for the plasma read – when it dips in density like that i often feel relaxed).  speaking with a few others here in my town and the consensus was all are feeling very tired and sleeping far more than usual – even for this time of year (early fall).  i didn’t expect to need to sleep even more than i had already been doing – but that is my feel – and all in the household are experiencing it.

my mate had an interesting dream last night.  he dreamed of soap bubbles. that and the number 43.  the soap bubbles could be the description of our original experience – one realm and within that realm a myriad of experiences.  no separation.

one of you shared w/me earlier today how lee loo first came through to lisa harrison.  the message was analog – not digital.  analog is more organic – expressed in sine waves.  that confirms, for me, that this message came from pure consciousness – a real being – and not some AI program.

wrapping it up for now.  the need for sleep has taken over.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Energy Reads and WTFLIP is on the LASCO2 (causing it to go offline as it hasn’t updated since)

 

the magnetopause has not updated in 8 hours.  the LASCO2 (image capture below) has also not updated in the last 7 3/4 hours.  the magneto’s last update was at 16:42 this afternoon – the LASCO2 – 17:19 – w/missing data from the “glitch” seen below at 16:50 until it stopped updating data at 17:19.

also linking some proton and electron reads – plasma and magnetic field reads as well.  now who is going to figure this all out?  lol

also including some webcam captures – more of those long tube craft.  wonder if they smile and say “cheese” – they are showing up regularly. also sharing 2 images from the same webcam 10 minutes apart – the one captured at 06:00am shows a light source of some sort – then at 06:10am – next capture (which come in 10 minute increments) it’s dark again.

 

 

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Today’s Reflection/Experience

 

today.  was.  amazing.  i had so many beautiful connections and some surprises too.  i still felt out of it – not as intense as yesterday – but that “not all here” experience lingered.  i also woke up feeling a lot of anxiety – which faded away.

at the store i had my first amazing experience.  as i checked out, i was speaking with the clerk (they all know me in this particular store).  we were discussing money and i just blurted out how wonderful it would be if this food were free.  she agreed.  i then said “pay to live needs to be removed.  it keeps us enslaved.”  she got more animated as she agreed again.  then we were off talking about the wrong’s of pay to live and how we both have always known it just isn’t a fair or just way of being.  i was in the flow – i couldn’t stop myself.  lol  so i shared heather ann tucci jarraf’s name with her – told her she may want to look her up.  as i said her name, i began to get chills and the more i spoke of her paperwork and her doing’s oh my GODDESS was my body lit.  chills that went up and down everywhere i thought i was going to fly away.  i was tuned in and it was wonderful.  this may sound strange – but i also felt she “felt” me and was acknowledging the conversation i was having about her.

it was all so just mind blowing to me at the time.  here i was just sharing information and kapow wow!  perhaps that is how we are really connected at Home.  telepathically/energetically – where there is no “distance”.

and i also felt – in that moment – how powerful Heather is.  she’s well known.  ok so we are ALL powerful and well known here – but she has played a huge part in the awakening here.  it was her mission.  she feels us too.  that’s what i “got”.

so bidding this young, awakened/receptive clerk good bye, i returned home.

later on, a neighbor’s baby girl (who is not quite 1) reached out for me today and snuggled into me.  a first.  this little one knows us – we see her quite often outside, visits over there and here – but she has never just reached out to me like that much less snuggle into me.  so today felt different and special.

we then had an old friend we haven’t seen in months stop in for a surprise visit on his harley.  (i have always loved the sound of a harley).  it was wonderful to catch up with him.  i feel a brotherly type connection with him – always have – from the moment i first met him. such a wonderful surprise.  the love train was really flowing today.

i am still rather floored over all of the people i just “happened” to see and connect with today.  this went on all day – into the early evening.  we also had conversation with some other neighbors that just felt – cosmic.

that’s it.  the connection’s today had a different energy to them.  it’s like our real connection took on a new level of depth.  we are supposed to be spending most of our time connecting like this – instead of having these experiences in limited random moments.  

we are on the cusp of something.  i know i have said that before – but something has “opened up”.  i don’t know if that means the event is close or we are about ready to merge back into our Full Original Selves.  it may just simply indicate an old code was wiped out that kept us detached and more of US came online.  i just know something happened both yesterday and expanded today.

as one of you recently said – i’m starting to really enjoy this.

love,

victoria

 

 

 

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Today’s Reflection ~ Zzzzzzzzzzzz

 

total smackdown flatlined today energetically.  i woke up – and felt like i kept that groggy dream-like sleep going.  i couldn’t shake the feeling.  i had already slept a good 9 hours – almost solid (certainly very deep sleep) – and yet here i was feeling like i simply could not get out of bed and function.

big me – the universe – life – gave me the necessary blast to at least give the impression of a functioning robot.  woops – adult.  lol  i did very little online today and only heard from one of you who was having the same experience.  my mate is experiencing the same thing – fully not all here.  our daughter was also unusually sleepy upon awakening.

so i managed to function.  went to the store.  mate and i worked together to do the meal stuff/prep.  it was an amazingly beautiful day here in terms of the weather.  very warm – sunny – after off and on weeks of cool and rain it felt tropical today.

the feeling i had this morning was one of being pulled out of here – slowly – once again.  i finally made the decision to take a nap around 4pm and was out immediately.

little synchronicities found their way into my experience.  while in the car i was guided to look at the dash board.  clock radio said 4:22 – while the trip meter said 22.2.  i also saw several songs today too – about waiting for the light, the coming light, eastern something or other, into the mist….. i thought to photo capture all of this but decided i no longer need to do that.

aside from the “not altogether here” feeling my body feels heavy – and i am having some achy joints.  tried pulling off a bike ride but called that off as my body was not into it – and i could see my girl struggle to pay attention to parked cars along the road.  it appears all of the satellite stuff is back online – not seeing anything on the “charts” and “movies” to indicate why i am feeling this way – why some of us are.  the only explanation i have is what i shared above.

any of you having a similar day?

love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Reflection ~ Ending this day with love, music and gratitude

 

my experience did not begin with the words in my title.  nope.  i awoke feeling frustration.  grumpy bear was out and she struggled to stay centered. i let myself get lost in that experience – feeling poked and dare i say it?  challenging life to bring me some pokes.  i was in the mood to take all of my challenges and lay it on someone else.

honesty is beautiful in a way isn’t it?  lol  even when the behavior being revealed is a murky dramatic mess.

so while i made the choice to stew in my angst, eventually i decided to create some moments to counter the mood.

i ignored the chemtrail laden skies this evening to focus on some beautiful sunset images.  i have shared some pictures of those below.

and i took the time to pour out my pain playing piano.  i recorded a couple of pieces to share, also below.  you will have to excuse my rendition of somewhere over the rainbow – at least the end.  i’ve only begun playing this song recently (why is that??? i wonder)…. and have played it maybe 4-5 times so i made up the ending in an attempt to cover up the fact that i left out the real ending (which to me is the best part of the song).

i also let myself process some of the stuff i chose to read today – and chose to see.  difficult awakening stuff.  using people for agenda’s – especially children – is just, well there are a lot of words i could say but i feel you get the point.  i read words of locals on a community board upset over people on welfare – annoyance was heavy in the air today.  then there was the trip to the store which was unusual – for this particular store that is. people were walking around tuned out – out of it – running into me or my daughter – while the kids in the store were out of control.  yelling.  crying. it was so loud – i’ve not had that experience there in all the years i’ve been shopping there.  one little guy – about 4 – was running up and down the aisles opening and closing cooler doors.  he ran up to me a couple of times as i was trying to pay for my food, saying “lookit me lookit me!”.  mom and dad were both there –  letting him do his “free ranging”.  then there was the clerk who was absolutely out of it – scanning my items like he had weights on his hands.  at one point he was staring at some beets i had purchased in produce.  he seemed confused by them so i said “those are beets”.  he looks at me and asks “huh?” and i said “beets” to which he gives me a confused look – again – and i said – slowly – “beets.  those.  are.  beets.  beets.”  he goes “uh huh” and rings ’em up.  lol  argh!!  i was very happy to leave that environment.

as we walked out of the store both my girl and i spoke of the environment. an older gentleman, parked next to me, seemed to be privy to our conversation and appeared to align with our experience.  as i got into the car he looked over at me.  i paused – gave him a “whew” look – he gave it back then we both smiled at one another.  a nice way to put a lid on that experience – with humor.

i feel i know what’s up.  the unplugging is in full on effect and all are experiencing it in their own way.  i am at least grateful i feel i know what’s up – as does my family – so we can talk about these sudden “not so pretty” experiences we are having.

i am grateful for a home when so many in my community don’t.  and not just a home but a SAFE home.  food to eat.  the ability to keep ourselves warm.  and grateful i have my tribe in those of you with whom i connect. your words – your sharing – your support – continues to really help sustain me.  you matter to me!

much love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Reflections on Home and triggers

 

greetings to you all ~

something again has shifted.  it feels like a new flow now – what was once a trickle is now a gentle but continuous stream of energy (from Home i am feeling).  i sense it and i see it manifesting in others.  the lining up with Home is palpable today.  i have seen numerous social media posts on going Home.  it was uncanny – and beautiful – and validating/confirming – to see others holding the same inner feel as myself.

i am also seeing an equal number of people really experiencing “the triggers”.  i tuned into my own triggers today and most importantly – how i react to them.  i wanted some clarity and comfort.  my storyline goes like this:  i get triggered.  the emotion arises.  story is always there creating the emotions.  my story is someone needs to be held accountable for this.  how dare they do blah blah blah.  hang ’em to dry!  after that, then someone needs to make me feel special and seen again so that i don’t have to feel that horrible void of emptiness and loneliness.

today – i could fully detach – and see it as just a program in my mind.

and “I” (BIG ME) don’t reside in a program.

I reside in ALL spaces and I never fade or get muffled and cannot be destroyed and will always and all ways BE – amazing.  pure.  total creator.

i feel with all of this current triggering going on:

  1. as i have said recently, the matrix pokes us at the end.  that can be helpful for us and one of the things i felt today we can do – if we feel drawn to – is send that AI program well wishes.  love.  wish it its freedom too.
  2. allowing us to SEE ALL which includes our own stuff.

so then i pondered – ok – how do i deal with all of this?

i viewed it like a movie.  i can change the script OR i can just totally accept it as it is – let it BE.

since it’s a program created originally by others, how can we be held to fully respond and change the program if we don’t know the codes?  perhaps that is why i have also been feeling and seeing – i have yet to see one person who does not get triggered – at all.

so, for me, now i feel that “trigger program” gets left behind upon our exit out/transition.  it won’t stick.  it isn’t part of my Original Source Code.

so that has me where i am in this moment now – to just let all of the trigger stuff BE without feeding it more with my uncontrolled emotions.  and when i do “slip up” and engage – love myself.  and love others when they do the same.

as i was writing all of this out i had a visual.  i saw myself as a “foreigner” here (no duh).  i am seeing a triggered person for the first time.  i am curious –  intrigued.  and in having that visual, i laughed.  i saw the humor. and i could see – our humor saves us from a lot of pain.  (our REAL humor – not the sarcastic type that passes as humor here).  it is a VERY useful tool.

one last share.  all of the above came to me as i was preparing to take a nap. as i was drifting off i had a vision:  a black sky.  stars scattered throughout.

i had a feel i was seeing into the matrix – seeing one of the scenes.  next one perhaps?  i saw the word “ONE” then i saw another word i could not pick out – it faded.  it had a “p” – that’s all i could catch.  then i saw President Trump’s famous signature.  then it faded away – slowly – literally as if in a movie clip.  it was quite amazing.  perhaps an EO is going to come next.  to end this movie.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ And sharing a dream

 

i feel something different today.  a shift.  again.  lol

i had a dream last night where i was surrounded by a field of grass of varying sizes.  there were pools of water – much like a marsh you could say. the depth of the water, from my perception, ranged from 1/4″ to a little over a foot. off in the distance was a beautiful forest.  the sun was behind it, casting beautiful rays through the trees.  i knew that was Home.

at first i felt i had to wade through the swamp.  i put my right foot in – felt around – and didn’t really like the experience.  i knew i COULD continue to walk through the water to get to the forest.  i knew i would be ok.  but – i could also go another way.  a way that may seem longer – by a bit – but it was also dry.  warm.  it was just around a fence, near a bend in the road.

i looked down and saw i was wearing flip flops and shorts – not really proper attire when walking through a marsh/swamp.  my mate and daughter were there then.  they seemed to be waiting to see what choice i was going to make.

i said i was not going to walk through the swamp and get wet.  i was choosing another path – which was down there a ways – but would get us to the same destination – just in “better” physical condition.  so we headed off that way and the experience ended.

this experience speaks loudly to me about my ongoing desire to let go of all of the drama here.  to let go of the thought i NEED to see all of the filth and truth being exposed here – aka “the swamp”.  i can still SEE the swamp from a space of observation without immersing myself in it.  when i do that now – when i not only see a headline (which impacts me quite enough) but when i also dive into the latest headline and/or revealing, i feel it energetically in my body and it feels horrible.  and the feeling in the dream that the other way may “seem” longer, i feel, shows that my ability to let go of the drama here, while a challenge to old programs i carry, it is very doable.

i also have a feeling that Home – the connection TO home –  is very very close – closer than we’ve experienced yet.  my dream experience relayed that feeling.

i am feeling and seeing more of us walking away from the movie script here – focusing on Home and on what feels GOOD.  i feel part of the program here has been to convince us to see all of the filth on the way out of the movie.  i see no need for that – for myself that is.  others of course may hold a different perception.

i also wanted to share an experience i had last night after returning from the store.  i was putting my things away when i suddenly felt something “synch up” within.  i just suddenly knew this body is not mine.  it felt foreign to Conscious Me.  i’ve had that thought off and on for quite a long time.  but last night – it lined up.  i knew it.  and i was – and am – ok with that.

that is all for now.

love,

victoria

 

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