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Today’s Reflection and Energies

 

 

so………..earlier today brother rick sent a message, saying he was guided to prepare for a huge influx of energy this week – said to be the last round before our transition.  he also sent me the post below a few hours later.

i’ve continued to have a feel about late october.  i shared that with him and he said no – he was told these energies begin tomorrow. so it is quite probable late october would be the culmination of a build-up of energies.

as i washed dishes while preparing dinner i heard “remember how you usually feel energies a day ahead of time”.   i let it go – kept doing what i was doing.  then about 10 minutes ago something intense hit my body – right in my center and upper chest – very expansive.  i literally had to stop talking and close my eyes.  the need to sleep – well that may become more intense than in previous energy experiences.

i did feel a huge lift in the heavy/dense/bleck/dark (ok – EVIL) energies late last night.  today definitely felt lighter – and for some time early today i was so content – almost blissful.  very soft – heart naturally open and expansive. i felt the energies/consciousness of forgiveness coming in and i let it in – acknowledged it – and let it go.

looking at the LASCO – something blasted off the “sun” they show.  who knows what it really is.  there are no indications of significant solar storms on the graphs.  looking at the solar winds – very strong proton and electron spike.  and the schumann – which was offline for about 2 days late last week – is back online only with large chunks of missing data and i mean large – never seen that before.  anyway – all of those goodies are below the social media share on the incoming energies – which i just read again and remembered the forgiveness energy i felt early in the afternoon (prior to reading this, btw).

we got this!  lol – what choice do we have?

love,

victoria

Update:

Welcome to the Prewave of the Sunself Physical updates(16th) and the 3pt influx(17th) this is going to be a big week for our physical bodies as almost everyone has passed the point they can process and are starting to feel it ether in their emotional bodies or physical bodies while this process may feel impossible to handle and that you just want to give up, know you can handle this and that it is possible to keep moving focus on 1 foot in-front of the other do your best to forgive those who don’t know what they don’t know, and to forgive yourself for the same this time is going to be very illuminating and i can promise those who choose to work through the stuff that comes up will expand into more clarity then you knew possible  ::hugs::

ELECTRONS AND PROTONS (low and high energy today):

 

WHERE’S THE SCHUMANN?  (kinda like where’s epstein, schumer, rbg, etc.)

 

LASCO:

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Today’s Reflection on Unity and Division

 

let me tell you – the more i dive into and feel into words and theories presented here, the more i see that most everything – if not ALL – is a program….something to be questioned for greater innerstanding and/or something to be tossed altogether.

for some reason my inner self wanted to grasp the concept of Unity and Division – how Division is ending.  i have not been able to fully feel into that and i was not “getting” why.  it sounds nice in theory doesn’t it?  all of us United as One.

and yet – that feels off to me.

i have come to feel that the ending of Separation is pretty simplistic in that we are ending this Separation from our own Selves.  whatever piece of us has been inside of this cube realm longs to be reconnected to any and all of us on the outside.

but feeling One with every part of Existence?  perhaps that will be part of this transition.  and yet – freedom includes pure freedom of choice and that leaves me knowing there are some creations and thus some being’s i would have no desire in which to have experiences.

so that leads me to division.  there is going to be Division happening.  i was thinking of my own experience in my own part of this realm.  i’m not happy here – where i live.  grateful yes for what i have.  but do i feel connected in my town?  no.  do i resonate w/it?  heck no – far too crowded regardless of where you go.  do i feel any sense of a tribe here?  nope.  i wish to “divide myself out and away”.  it feels unnatural to me to have this giant “melting pot” of ALL behaviors and ALL choices and ALL perceptions/feels/beliefs.  i long to feel COMMUNITY and CONNECTION and that ain’t happening here no matter what choices i have made over the years.  the inner does not lie.

so….that word Division gets a bad wrap in the truther movement.  i look at it simply.  division is all are free to live as they wish.  create as they desire and choose.  you go there.  i go here.  etc. etc.

reconnected with all of Us – having TRUE individual experiences.

i saw an interesting video the other night (i think i may just link it – it’s long – as in 3 hours long – and i fast forwarded throughout) and the guy spoke about how there are some here to Awaken and Go Home (he gave us the name “positives”) and there are some who are here to keep the old system going – simply not programmed to awaken (those he referred to as the “negatives”) then the rest – the majority – are the Observers.  most of these Being’s resonate w/the idea of staying here and cleaning up “Mother Earth”.  …  i pause and reflect – and laugh a little.  i used to feel guilty for not wanting to do that.  i thought i SHOULD stay behind and clean up.  yeah well i know anything with a “should” attached to it is an unhelpful narrative so i eventually let it go.

this continues to be a “go within/trust thy feels” experience doesn’t it?

other than that – the energy felt weird today.  my body ached and longed to be pulled.  i went on a couple of bike rides – one quite intense – to release what was obviously lingering trauma energy from last night’s dog encounter.  i also stretched my body on some playground equipment – did quite a bit of moaning to help release.  that helped some – for awhile – and now i need to get on a yoga mat and stretch again.  i also had another experience while resting where i felt something off to my left acting like a gentle vacuum on my brain.  “pulling out” memories to take with me?  who knows.  i’ve had that a few times over the past 2 years or so – always while resting – and always off to my left.

i think that’s about it for now.  let me know what’s going on w/ya’ll.

love,

victoria

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Energies. Images. Stuff.

 

this must be in the air today – with some that is.  challenging day – HUGELY challenging day.  exhausted.  fed up and done with the experience here.  we need to be understanding of each other and ask what others need instead of the old program of assuming one knows what another needs.

schumann is spiking.  protons are spiking.  and adam foreman has some interesting graphs to share about where we really are and who we are now.   question is – how do we change this?  how do we get out and return to our Original Experience?  at the very least how do we break free from the pay to live prison?

 

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Last night’s dream

 

so this dream i had of trump – another one.  i have lost count of all of the dreams i have had w/him in it.

in the experience i had last night i was observing him from afar.  he was surrounded by a lot of people – “important” people in terms of well known. the “in” crowd.  i should have written it down as the happenings of the day have caused the experience to rather fade away.  so…i don’t recall all of the things i was observing him doing.  but i am able to clearly remember the last scene.

i’m in an elevator and he walks in at one of the stops.  there is, once again, a lot of “important” people around him.  i recall feeling “he doesn’t know who i am.  he won’t be interested in associating with me.  he’s with his people.”

but then, he looks my way, smiles and walks over to me.  he gently places an arm around my shoulder and as he does so, he pushes back the crowd of people with the other hand.  i suddenly felt so safe – so protected (an experience i have not had much of in this incarnation).  i notice the material on his pants.  a midnight blue color.  shimmery, almost.  it was marked with a pattern of star-like shapes – silver.  i knew then he is not from here.

he’s one of the “crazy” ones from Home.

that may sound “crazy” to some – but you know what?  i don’t care.  like Trump, deep within, i don’t care one bit what anyone thinks of me.  only the programmed piece of me here inside this pit has cared.

the scene in the elevator went on for some time.  i relaxed – let go – and relished in the feeling of being so comforted.  so cared about and for.  you could say i totally soaked up the experience.

it was also showing me an experience of what i long for – what i need – to be with others w/whom i just completely gel.  energetically it becomes more difficult for me to engage in any interaction, any conversation, that is fake – where the topic speaks of the same ‘ole same ‘ole.  i long for and need to have conversations where NEW is spoken of.  NEW experiences.  NEW ways of Being and Doing and Creating.  oh my god i feel i am screaming inside needing to have such conversations – such experiences.  to be in the presence of others who just GET me – because i get THEM back.  connection.

and no more having to follow the agenda here simply because of others who continue to power over.  i am so overly done with that.  i am at the door, bags in hand, door is open, awaiting for that new experience i have not only longed for but helped assist in creating to M A N I F E S T.

love,

victoria

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Note to subscribers ~ re-sending confirmation e-mails

 

I have had enough of you lately asking me where my posts are.  I post daily – so this must be an issue w/my subscriber plug-in updates.  So I am in the process of re-sending confirmation e-mails for post notifications for all subscribers – which is taking me awhile.  I began the process but got interrupted with a visit and requests from child so I will continue later this evening when I have more – quiet time.  lol

Love,

Victoria

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A Message From Home

 

i hope this message provides some comfort for anyone in need….

early this morning – once again at around 5:00am – i woke up – wide awake. my heart felt very heavy.  i got up to warm up my buddies (hand made socks stuffed with rice i heat up and apply on my body).  i snuggled back into bed with them – feeling like a small child.  i cried some – even whimpered.  i knew i had tears to release – i’ve been carrying them for a few days now w/o release. the longing for home and family was very strong.  i lay there trying to remember my experience before i got trapped here.  i focused on remembering family – and friends (mostly family).  nothing came through.

i then began asking questions.  is this really going to happen?  am i longing for something that is just empty fantasy?  i was at a low point and stated my perception that i felt they could show themselves now – quite safely – in some way inside of this realm.  i said if this was true, i needed some sign that i could see.  not hear.  not feel.  but SEE.

i drifted off to sleep for a few more hours.  when i woke up i had forgotten about the experience (the request) – even though my heart was still heavy – just not as overwhelming as it had been.

dishes got washed.  breakfast made.  as i sat at the table with my child, quietly eating, i glanced outside.  in the skies was a sideways “V” shaped cloud.  very odd.  i frowned – which made my child want to know what i was looking at.  as she looked outside she saw it and said “wow mom that’s weird.”  so i grabbed my camera and took a couple of pictures.  what was also interesting is it was the only cloud of its kind – the rest were the big white fluffy kind.  and also interesting – it faded quickly.

as i took a picture i remembered my request from earlier in the morning.  i felt an inner little push and heard “is this a big enough sign for you?”

below are the pictures i took.  a message from home?  i don’t know for certain – but if my feelings continue to guide me towards what is truth, then i would say yes.

i am also including a picture of a rainbow which is what greeted us first thing this morning and a song title capture.  i had heard that song off and on for a year or so and never felt called to see the title – until today.

love,

“V”ictoria  lol

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One last ~ brief ~ reflection

 

brief – i’ll try.  ha!

so now two of you have told me in the past 2 days that you are seeing things. one of you said you are seeing the pixels of images in the skies.  and another told me you are seeing different versions of where you are walking.  both of you stated “just like a movie”.  my vision is fading in and out – the images i am focused on that is – REALLY noticeable today.  the image i have in my mind is as a movie scene closes – the view slowly fades.  that is what i am seeing/experiencing.

i continue to be absolutely famished too – cannot seem to get filled up – and have put on a few pounds which i never do this time of year.  the last couple of nights i have woken up around sunrise – fully awake – and very hungry.  this morning both my daughter and i experienced it.  and i was craving melon, juice and dark chocolate.  i had all 3 on hand.

i am contemplating my usual bike ride – but nothing is “usual” now.  so resting it is.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Day #19,633.something something

 

that’s about how many days i have been in this vessel in this experience. and let me tell ya – in some ways – it is not getting easier.

my vision is getting wonky (again – seems to come and go).  my energy to make it through the day – strained.  my ability to type is a challenge in recent days.  and my ability to balance my bank statement is a struggle.  it’s either in my favor or in the banks favor – today’s mistake was in the bank’s favor.  not a pleasant moment when i’m already counting pennies and dollars.

so how much longer is this going to continue while these promises of freedom continue to get shared?

most days i can deal (more or less) with this ongoing ongoing’s.  but days like today – the challenge to do just that is very real.

energy graphs (solar winds) have not updated – again.  they have been updating 12-24 hours after-the-fact – likely and obviously due to “they no want us to see what’s really going on so they have to manipulate the date and present it back to us as something that won’t cause speculation”…..so i will have to guess – which is to say something wonkified and weird is going on.  again.

leading to….

something….

wonderful….

liberating….

at some point….

the song “saved by zero” has been going through my mind….just that line: saved by zero.  (zero point i am feeling)

that and “i’m not afraid anymore” and “heaven a place on earth”….an 80’s song by belinda carlisle that i was really never into.

in the ongoing NOW moment – i could use that $$ liberation/abundance rose and lisa have spoken of that we will experience prior to transition….i was looking once again at other areas to live that are less costly.  great lakes region.  i love the ocean but would be quite content living next to a vast lake with a shoreline.  the idea of moving given current challenges is quite overwhelming – but we are open to the possibility – search – and “put it out there”.

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A reflection on YRFT’s first video – the collapsing babylon

 

well i could sum it up in one word:  W O W!  her perspective continues to align with mine.  from the dreams and the visions and the inner feelings and knowings – i continue to support her and her insights.  some of what she says aligns w/what lisa harrison has been getting – in particular how close we are to the end – how there will not be any further mandela effects (which are just them messing w/the codes)…..

i also appreciate her saying the transgender agenda was part of their goal to get us to be accepting of EVERY THING and to create division and confusion – to pull us away from all that makes us Human.

so…..that’s about all i have to say really – much of this has already been covered.  so i will end this reflection (before going on to her next video – birth of new races) to share a dream our daughter had a couple of nights ago.  she experienced seeing the archons (the monsters) dying – including the queen – who also had a rectangle type shape on top of her head.

a lot to take in.  but again – that’s how they got away with it – and likely part of their reasoning for messing w/our original DNA coding – they made it easier for them to get away with their tricks.  but our connection with Home NEVER LEFT.  Love works that way.

love,

victoria

 

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Tonight’s Reflection ~ and some energy reads

 

i began the day feeling both equally ravishingly hungry and deeply fatigued. i tuned in while in the shower (portal – ha!).  i felt very weak and glancing down at my hands, noticed my left hand was trembling (i had already had breakfast).  i asked what was going on….what was happening….i felt – and still do (with some much needed skepticism as well) – that something was being done to the big and real me on the outside that was draining some of my energy here at that moment – or at least allowing normal flowing energy from the outside to be reduced to the me still here.

i know – crazy talk.  and yet i cannot shake the feeling or the visions i get that tell me what i just described is spot on truth.

the shaking continued as did the fatigue for about 30 more minutes then suddenly – it was gone and i felt “normal” (my normal that is) again.

i have been feeling into all of the drama and chaos and outright insanity that is taking place on the world stage.  this cannot continue.  i have felt for some time that there will be no 2020 election.  terran cognito mentions this in his latest piece (here).  i completely share the feeling.  part of me thinks (ok – is concerned) this is being stretched out (dragged out) until well into next year – and yet energetically – much less for practical means such as our safety and the well being of the country – i don’t see this as being a possibility – not without increased violence, chaos and harm.  i don’t consent to that kind of a scenario/experience and i don’t know of anyone who does.  we are restless – far too restless.

restless for change.

restless for freedom.

the bubble of what can best be described as impatient frustration grows.

we aren’t falling for being told to simply “be patient”.  once awakened to the concept of AND remembering we once were – free beings free to create what we desire – you just don’t put that desire back inside of a box and tell it to wait.  perhaps for a time – but that time has come and gone for us.

i see us as a collective surrounding a long, chain-link fence.  we once were deep within the grounds behind the fence.  then we slowly walked towards the fence.  we stood there for some time.  we began to make some noise. that noise grew louder.  now we are shaking that fence – and we will not cease until we bust on through.

i also wanted to speak a bit about what i am seeing on the main webcam in europe i follow (the eibsee hotel).  i noticed something interesting last night and didn’t now if it is a coincidence or something more.  i know, i know – we are told “there are no coincidences” but i am not 100% able to support that now.  anyway – i noticed a big increase in those long tube-like craft showing up (on the nighttime captures).  i also noticed a lot of chemtrails (also during those nighttime captures) – a few times quite “assaultive”.  and yet i noticed when i would go to the next screen capture (10 minutes apart) – the trails would be completely gone.  then more would return – only to fully disappear.  and these were obviously chemtrails – many of them crossed one another leaving the skies looking horrid.  i had the thought today that it is possible these craft are assisting in cleaning up the skies.  i did notice a very large chemtrail being laid here last week – and was surprised to see it disappear within just a couple of minutes.  perhaps a new formula?  maybe.  or maybe this is part of the weather wars and these trails are being cleaned up – where there is assistance at that moment.

i leave you w/a couple of solar wind reads.  the protons are just nutso at the moment (similar read last night as well) – and the magnetic field is interesting – those lines are usually scattered.

love,

victoria

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