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Today’s Reflection ~ Not of this world (but still in it)

 

another day where i don’t have the energetic ability/desire to post what i am seeing.  more is getting exposed and i see the importance of it – but what is coming out now is just, well it needs a new category.

maybe the Q drop that “the ending will not be for everyone” describes those of us with a quick ticket Home at the transition event.

i continue to see insults and poking going on between both “sides” of the political/social spectrum.  it was stated on twitter that a particular big name person was having lunch with JoeM today and this individual reassured followers JoeM was indeed not JFK Jr – then followed up the comment with a line of laughing emoticon’s.  the comments that followed with the text were as demeaning.  so much for exploring the Truth – especially when everything has been one giant deception.

absolutely unnecessary to do this.  this creates division.  i am quite fed up/done with these “big name account creators” with massive followers pulling this garbage – and the people continue to follow along.  done with the religious speak too.  all that was put here to keep us divided – and so many continue to keep it going. gives some truth to my feeling that many of these people are just more cia/coven plants to keep up the “war games.”

so……….as i say……..today i am most especially feeling the “I am not of this world” – i’m just in it.  doing the best i can.  when i am not napping (which i did a fair bit of today – wow was i tired and bits of me focused “elsewhere”).

love,

victoria

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here’s what i don’t “get”….

 

the clinton’s……….the obama’s……..the cheney’s and the bushes and prince andrew and all of those big league players are still.  walking.  free.

and in my city – armed drug dealers and addicts and thief’s are engaging in their behaviors – now out in public for all to see (no joke – happened today) – and IF they get arrested they get released.  most however never see arrest.  and even more than that, even after arrested, have their charges dropped because we have one of those corrupt DA’s.

ANTIFA and the like continue their violence.

thugs.  criminals.  parasitic filth.  walking freely.

and yet people like Heather Ann Tucci Jarraf and Randall K Beane – who sacrificed themselves to SHOW US THE ENSLAVEMENT AND THEFT that has been put upon the people – they still sit in their respective jail cells.

W. T. A. F. is going on now.

WHY IS THIS NONSENSE CONTINUING?

i want to know:  WHERE ARE THE ARRESTS?

WHY HAVE THEY NOT HAPPENED YET?

Trump campaigned on “LOCK HER UP”…….

3 years later……1 year away from the next election…….

and the only arrests have been lower end criminals……

while the bigger players continue to use their money they stole from we the people to travel and buy homes and live better than most while people in my community and in others continue to have no place to sleep other than a park bench or a tent.

tonight – none of this sits well with me.  i find no inner peace with it.  while i have deep gratitude for my own security and safety and for what i do have – i feel an even deeper sense of sadness for those who need relief yesterday and aren’t getting it along with a seething anger at seeing the coven actors continue to walk among us.

what do we tell our children?  the world is fair and supportive?  that is a lie.  if you are willing to sell your soul here you can find a way to do well.  but if you are one who sees the dark spades and calls them out for what they are without politically or spiritually correct sugar coating, you had best know how to remain true to yourself and find your ability to warrior your way through this show.

for as i read today – i did not become a conspiracy theorist.  i simply woke up to a nightmare.

time to wrap up this horror show and bring back Love and Freedom.

 

 

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A Brief reflection

 

have any of you been feeling hot inside?  even though it is summer here in the northern hemisphere, it has been quite cool overall.  both my mate and myself have been commenting how warm we have felt inside.  at times downright hot!  suddenly it will feel as though the temperature is 95 outside – when it’s in the 70’s.  this has become a more recent experience……….sooooooo…….i shared this w/one of you earlier – how the fires in the amazon (and africa – which are far more vast) – are somehow connected to our own inner detachment and release from this experience…..our purging……our removal of all of our old “stuff” that isn’t authentic Us………

i think it was lisa harrison that spoke of burning off of old programs……..is this also a literal event as in removing the inauthentic pieces of us requires heat?

i’m sensing there is a connection between the global fire condition and the purging we are experiencing……..i continue to see some really strange experiences in people……and some “glitches” in the program here….and i have completely forgotten what i saw….i spent an hour and a half doing some organizing of toys in my girls’ room and it completely zapped away my cognitive functioning for now in terms of memory recall…….ever experience something like that (cleaning a child’s room)?  it is an experience you will never forget!  lol

over and out for tonight.

love,

v.

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Saturday morning brief reflection

 

i woke up this morning thinking about dreams – in particular mine and my daughter’s.  i have been bothered lately when telling myself i control my dream experience.  and yet – do we really?  to what degree?

after i got up i saw a post that spoke of the “demons” of the astral realm – the controller’s – and (obviously) how they interfere with our dreams to “steal” our energy (and this is ending – they are losing that power).  i’ve had that thought countless times and yet today it sank in.

if they created this realm/experience – they ensured they controlled every facet of it – including our “dreamstate”.

so i am done telling my daughter her dreams are completely her creation – especially after she has told us often how she DOES fight back and DOES get herself out of her dreams when she can.  we have not had complete control of our experience here and the astral experience is no different.  just as we would not attack ourselves with toxic verbal thoughts while in our “awake” state – we certainly wouldn’t do it while sleeping.  and THAT is what the controller’s have wanted us to beLIEve – that our dreams are solely our creation.

this is not to create fear or dis-empower – it is to share knowledge and be honest about it.  for when we take those new steps into full awakening – it does empower us.

love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Reflection

 

so earlier during breakfast, all three of us were talking about what’s going on and what we feel/see coming.  our girl pointed out the movie – close encounters – and asked us to remember the sand scene in the desert which was blowing wildly following the arrival of the craft.  we were discussing the blowing sands from africa.  AAAAND some time early this morning – before i fully woke up – i began hearing toto’s “Africa” after several months of not hearing it in my mind.  i had been hearing it earlier this year then it disappeared.  makes me wonder if the weather wildness – at least perhaps the blowing sands coming from africa – are due to – how do i say this – our getting in final alignment for our exit out?  i don’t know – just found this all – interesting.  something to make me do one of those “hmmm” looks/feels.

my mate then began to speak.  i recorded him so i’ll just quote it:

We know that there’s a stargate ship.  this is all about magnetics.  we know that we’re in a honeypot.  we’re in a trap.  as the theory goes there’s a black hole with a small contained universe underneath which is on one side of the whole.  it has an event horizon around it.  we call it the sun.  it’s really the entrance and exit out of the black hole.  the stargate ship is going around because this is a magnetic bubble and we’re magnetic ourselves inside that bubble.  for the ship to extract us perfectly it has to align precisely at a certain point between us and the sun to exit.  only the stargate ship can go through the portal because we couldn’t survive on our own going through the portal.  it’s blocked out the sun the last 2-3 days.  so it’s going around it’s blocking out the sun routinely.  it’s going to align any minute in the perfect spot.  when it does it can extract us out of the magnetic bubble – because we’re magnetic too – we’ll be on the ship the ship goes through the sun out the portal the universe is shut off and all evil dies in this little bubble left behind.

i asked “where do we go once we get out?”

and he responded:  “we go back to the Real Universe.”

there ya go.  sounds good to me.

we have seen proof/images of that Stargate.  i linked it here previously this year here.   BlueKoolaid  was one of a few channels (we observe) who captured it – i recall MrMBB333 as well. so the theory above is absolutely possible – if not probable.  the “flash” is us exiting out the sun and when we get “Home” we fully wake up in our Real Selves – as we Remember and see the All.

as i ran an errand this afternoon i was feeling a combination of fluster and frustration.  i tuned in – reminded myself this is not how Who I Am. i recentered – tuned into my Heart.  did some other self-talk and as i did i felt “you are so close to coming Home.”  as i felt that flow through me a wish flew into the car – around my space – then flew back out.

it is hard being who we really are here – especially considering just a portion of US is here.  but i do feel us at Home is tuned in – or perhaps we here are more awake and thus tuned in THERE.  whatever it is – however this is happening – we can do this.  Home has our backs.

i was going to leave you with current electron proton reads – which are intense and chaotic – but wordpress is giving me an error warning w/each one so i’ll just leave the link to the site.  and as i reflect upon this – who trusts nasa images?  i don’t and yet i use them as do others who also don’t trust nasa.  lol  perhaps it’s time to just stop utilizing that and go by how we feel.  and how i feel is whatever is incoming is powerful and serving a divine purpose in getting us the frig out.

love,

victoria

update:  just saw where sophia and the cats both were recently deceived during meditation/channeling.  as rose says – Home doesn’t communicate via channeling.  not sure i agree w/that 100% but i do feel that the entire Universe was hijacked and compromised and hence ANY info coming in whether via channeling or even through the heart space needs to be questioned.  we are all vulnerable to deception in this current energy space.  i would like to see more spiritual “oomph” kick in and those who channel and share start questioning these messages.  not to be antagonistic but to deepen the validity of them.  my red flag awhile back was when i would receive silence or be told i wasn’t ready to know that yet or blah blah blah.  i continue to see predictions and promises be given only to continue to wait to see them fulfilled and those doing the channeling let it all go.  i don’t get that.  who would allow a friend to play such a game?  being true to one’s word is part of that umbrella of Love.  stuff happens i realize – but to allow oneself to be treated as less-than does not help our search for Truth.

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This Morning’s Vision ~ 8/21/19

 

below is the image i sketched from the vision i had this morning as i was in a light sleep.  i wasn’t thinking of anything in particular other than sleep so it surprised me that this came through.  it was very vivid too.

you can see the first image shows a bunch of perfectly defined (well in my image that is) circles within a box/cube.  there was no movement and nothing touched.  all was separate.

then it morphed into the vision below – a bunch of sparkles that i feel were the transformation of the circles – onto one line.  all began to move in a counter clockwise motion.

my translation:  the end of separation and the switch into One Original Experience again – each of us unique in our own creations – coming alive/online again (hence the sparkles).  and as important:  MOVEMENT ONCE AGAIN after stagnation for soooooooooo long.

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Some pics for today ~ 8/20/19

 

today felt like a “nothing burger” in terms of news and movement.  but there were some interesting sky captures including one “cloud formation” in particular.  who knows what it really is – never seen “clouds” form like this.  you’ll see below.  also sharing a couple of music channel shares that called me to take a looksie.  they speak for themselves.  which is good as i am too tired tonight to come up with descriptions.  lol

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Today’s Reflection/Experience ~ 8/20/19

 

i woke up this morning and could feeeeeeeeeeeeel within i was being “jerked” around in some time-loop experience.  at least an attempt to “rinse and repeat”.  it’s an energy.  i have no proof other than that inner feel.

and i thought “some say that’s nonsense.  no truth to it.”  talk myself out of it.  and yet – i couldn’t so i stopped.

and i thought – why is it nonsense?  isn’t it possible ALL of us are experiencing this transition in our own unique way?  and those unique ways align w/others forming some sort of a collective experience.

of course.

that also explained, for me, this question of how could people look at this reality here and think it is thriving?  or want to restore/repair it?  none of that aligns with me.  i have been searching for something that feeeeeeeeeeeeeels beautiful to me within as i look at nature, etc. and it is a challenge now.  and when i am able to find something of beauty it doesn’t move me the way it once would.

so again – my experience.  my inner feels.  and my perception.  unique.  we are One but not the same.

checking out some of the social media i see others are feeling as i am.  that feeling of being looped again.  and the “oh dear all that is let this be the LAST TIME THIS HAPPENS I CANNOT TAKE THIS ANY MORE!”  here’s the image i just had:  i am seeing a child who is attempting to move forward and the parent grabs their arm and pulls them back.  for us though this isn’t about keeping us safe – this is about control.  matrix not wanting to let us go.  to which i say – too effing bad ‘tards.  we’re outta here!

and that voice of condemnation now kicks in and says “be nice be kind don’t talk that way”.  eh, whatever.  sometimes that voice is just another program.

i had another image around that time – a strong, strong feeling within accompanying it.  i’m on a board game and i have literally walked on every piece and now i am at the end square and can go no more.  why?  no more square’s to walk on.

as i was having these inner moments of energetic discomfort within i finally let loose – raised my voice and cried to release.  that helped some – and yet i found while out and about most everyone’s energy annoyed me.  didn’t matter what i “told” myself.  i could calm the inner fire of annoyance but i was not able to toss it out.  so – i let myself just Be.

and in doing THAT – i went on with my experience without wanting to smack someone.  lol

i pause as i am reminded of a meme i saw last night of an old woman – sitting in chair, doing some sewing project, looking at the camera with a perfect look of grumpiness.  the slogan said something like:  I don’t like people sometimes.  They make me want to say bad words.

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lol

we all annoy one another at times don’t we?  part of the experience of awakening and knowing – at least if this is YOUR experience – knowing this is a game.  a trap.  a controlled experience.  while also knowing you are getting O U T.

with the details sketchy at best.

so we breathe.  and do the best we can.

and eat chocolate cake.

love,

victoria

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Some observations in my locality

 

i was just reading a post on a local social media page and read where people are commenting on how more dogs are barking incessantly lately – at all hours.  my mate and i made that comment just a few days ago as it is something we have noticed ourselves in our neighborhood.  most long term subscribers know my daughter and i have been chased or approached by aggressive dogs.  it was something that began in early 2018 and went off and on for several months.  in all of my years as a human in this realm i have/had NEVER experienced anything like that – such an occurrence only happening once when i was a child and that was only after i had provoked a dog by teasing it.

we are also noticing a change with local wildlife.  the song birds seem to have disappeared.  instead we have a large population of scrub jays who squawk a most horrid sound – repeatedly.  the crows – which we used to have in abundance – have all but disappeared.  i have seen no robins this year.  i have seen a huge decrease in bees, wasps and hornets, flies, mosquitoes and even lady bugs.

the weather – has been almost as weird.  much cooler than normal – and even when we have had normal heat or above normal heat – the nights are damp and are downright chilly as in i wear socks to bed most nights.  we also have this near continual breeze which has been going on for months now.  earlier in the year it was more powerful – now it’s just a nice breeze we have much of the time throughout the day.

and then there is the huge increase in homeless addicts and mentally ill roaming the streets.  i don’t know what is more surprising to me – the vastness of the problem now or the fact that many do not SEE it.  my visiting friend asked how anyone around here couldn’t see it – it’s so obvious.  all throughout the city.

makes me continue to consider the possibility that some are programmed NOT to see.  are they even “real”?  a rather unpopular perspective – but i know enough – have seen enough – feeeeel enough to know that in any game that is controlled by unseen beings – ANY THING is possible. holograms.  inserted players.  clones.

so…… things are indeed changing here.  let me know if you are noticing a change in your area – in particular w/the animals.  that is the biggest change we are noticing at this moment.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection and Experience(s)

 

i was out of the loop today with all of the happenings ~ and it’s likely good for my mind/heart/soul that i was given the headlines i just linked.  yikes!

i was however tuned in to the All earlier – the Flow.  i have a life long friend in town.  we haven’t seen each other in years.  we have always had this common connection and have been able to maintain a friendship even when we have vastly different perceptions at times.  today while in the shower portal, i was thinking about our visit.  she was coming over today and i had been thinking about what to say to her.  what to talk about.  i felt this quiet but still very present sense of urgency to “spill the beans” on the things i have researched and what i perceive as happening here in this realm and outside.  at first i resisted thinking i didn’t want to overwhelm and i did not want to come across as arrogant or preachy but something – the Flow – just came through and essentially said “go for it.  share it all.”  all of it?! i thought.  yes – all of it.

i then had this inner knowing that NOW was the time for her to hear these things.  and again i thought oh that sounds so arrogant – but the feeling of arrogance was not there.  i felt there was a reason she was here in town NOW and that NOW was the time for me to tell her and for her to hear it.

so – a few hours later my beautiful friend arrives.  we hug and laugh and talk….like old girlfriend’s do.  we settle ourselves out back while our girls went into the pool.  we had not seen one another in 4 years and i felt there was so much to say where do i even begin?  we talked for a few minutes – getting into the flow of conversation.  and then i felt it.  felt that nudge and i just began to talk.

i began by talking about the site and how that came about.  then, well, out it came.  the stuff about where we are.  the controller’s inside and outside.  our “fall” (hijack).  the deep state.  jfk’s assassination.  the cia.  the plan.  trump’s role.  even jfk jr.  it just all came out in this flow – in bits – but still in this flow.  my mate wandered in and out of the conversation from a distance and said, “honey don’t redpill her too much!”  i wasn’t trying to do anything really.  this came from my heart.

her eyes popped open wide several times – and she was open and receptive and well, in short, she believed what i was saying – at least she wasn’t surprised.  she’s already very awake to the nonsense in the world.  the media.  politics.  the role of big pharma and the corruption of the medical system.  but, as she said, until just 2-3 weeks ago, she couldn’t stand Trump – but she began to question the insane hatred being thrown at him.

and now, well, she seems to get it.  and she even said she never did feel JFK Jr died.  lol  she is very intuitive.  always has been.

i just know this had Divine Plan in our conversation.  it’s interesting too as she lives in a sanctuary state and her city has become as much of a horror show as has ours – in ways that are a little different but she as well has noticed how this horror just kinda went nuts this year.  she had driven around our town enough to see the tents and campers littering the streets and was shocked – also saw a camp in a local park.  also of interest – her child had displayed similar behaviors recently as has our own girl and a couple of our girl’s friends have as well (according to the parents).  so yeah – she knows something big is up.  and now, i am hoping, she has a better view of what that is.  the more you know, the more you can approach the situation.

i pause – and laugh – as i think how i have rather longed for just one experience where i am sharing my perspective and especially my support ot Trump and not get attacked.  “just one experience,” i have said for some time now.  and today – i received.

it’s crazy out there now.  hold onto one another.  energetically.  physically.  emotionally.  however we can.  and it will be all right.  it will be MORE than all right.

it will be – perfect once again.

love,

victoria

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