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Today’s Feeeeeel/Reflection ~ and some energy reads

 

A couple of hours ago, Sister Deborah informed me that Gregg Prescott (In5D) had experienced a heart attack early today and was in the hospital undergoing surgery.  An update an hour ago by Michelle Walling stated he is doing well.  He had a stint put in.  (if you’re on facebook, you can see the updates on Michelle Walling’s page – and send your message of support there as well)

I felt the need to go outside – and go sit in the garage for a bit to reflect on this.  My mind is like a dog at times – easily distracted.  I begin with one thought and others flow with it.  First I sent him thoughts of healing and perfect health.  I was then reminded of a cluster of dreams I had of him almost 2 years ago.  One night he appeared 3x – each time not speaking – just smiling.

And then I was reminded how it was his site who helped put me “on the map” so to speak.  I shared my “Thoughts of a Weary Human Starseed” article on his 5D site – one of my first original pieces.  He was generous enough to post it on IN5D.  That is what brought some of you here.

So to say I was experiencing a lot of emotions upon hearing of his health is an understatement.

I then tuned into the matrix concept.  What exactly is it?  Are we really in holographic biological avatars – only a piece of our consciousness “here” – the rest on the outside?

That’s what I arrived it – slowly – about 2 years ago.  All “rabbit holes” eventually end – and this is one in which I have yet to receive anything meaningfully different on.  My feel has remained the same – just expanded as I have felt into it more.

I thought of Gregg again and wondered – what happened to him?  He’s in his 50’s.  Healthy and fit.  W T F?!

Life telling him something?  Nah – I don’t always align with that much these days.  He seems to be the type who follows his passion and his heart.

An attack?  Yeah – I can see that.  And I can definitely feel it as a legit, real possibility.  I recently learned he has had a lot of struggles financially with his site so….

Only he knows though.

I thought of those attacks.

I thought of the war we are experiencing.

And then I had a thought – is it possible that some of these energies we feel that knock us down and out for a time – causing these vessels to ache and scream – is it possible some of those experiences are a result of this war?  

Are we healing – or expanding – or my LEAST favorite (because I now find it to be part of the program to keep us focused on staying here and suffering more physically) – are we getting upgrades and downloads.

Or are we being attacked – energetically?  Our consciousness here and/or on the outside?

Is it possible some of the energies we see showing up these graphs are due to assistance in our awakening – and some directly resulting from this war?

The more “time” passes in my personal experience, I see myself with a giant sieve around my body – filtering out all that doesn’t align – making more sense of this reality.  Simplicity feels like truth to me.  Complexity – just more of the matrix game.

So simply put – I feeeeeel we are in one of those wars for energy – OUR energy.  We have had a team on the outside and on the inside of this realm fighting to end the control and the enslavement of this experience. Cleaning up all of the artificial dimensions inserted.  Remember even POTUS tweeted months ago about cleaning up the criminals in “All Dimensions”.

The closer we are getting to this end – the crappier some feel.  If we feel one another – the collective – within this realm – we will also feel all of the entities who created the game too.

Makes sense doesn’t it?  Reading “The Art of War” as I have done (one of POTUS’ favorites), has given me some perspective.  The team not wanting to give up its control will fight nasty – will become sloppy as they near the end – throwing out all of their moves, etc.

While some say separation is an illusion – it has been FELT here at the visceral level.

For all practical purposes, how do you end an experience of enslavement – especially when the controller’s don’t want to give up their control?

Whether we “chose” to play this war game, this game inside of this realm – doesn’t matter to me now.  It is ending it and getting out that matters.

Freedom.

Restoring ALL to Original.

And now – some energy reads.  Interesting as I was drawn to sleep during the “spikes” below.  It was one of those once I put my head on the pillow I was out in a deep, dreamless state before popping back awake suddenly – not knowing where I was.

 

i thought these two below (magnetic field and plasma) were interesting in how they were scattered for awhile then aligned into one (more or less) solid, joined line.  

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Reflection/Energies

 

i had a feeling today would feel “heavy”.  anniversary of 9/11.  i have chosen not to mourn – not to dwell on what happened on that day.  it sparked a huge new step in my awakening.  each year since then i have mourned.  i have felt – all over again – the loss.  the anger.  the rage.  the lies we have been told.  and 18 years later – the truth is still being suppressed – while the memorializing continues.

so – i am not participating.  why give the controller’s and their human bot minions here more “free food” (energy)?

that being said – it was hard for me to escape feeling the collective dip in energy.  and to add to their agenda of harm and abuse, they were at it today with their trails in our skies.

i reject it all.  truth now.  freedom now.  now.

now.

now.

now.

enough of that.  i have noticed recently that at times a correlation between an electron or proton spike and a spike on the schumann.  (at the 18 hour).  i see that today (see below).  are WE doing this or is it happening TO us?  or both perhaps?

who else is overly done of saying/thinking “i don’t really know”?

yeah me too.

for now i am investing my energy into bike rides and music.  and the occasional sweet treat.

love,

victoria

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Michelle Walling (live) ~ The Great Comeback- Phoenix rising

 

(i wish to thank sister D for guiding me in this direction.)

i can really relate to her words – in particular the passion part and the ways in which the matrix attacks those the most who are awake – attempting to “make it” and share our message with the world.  it is time to Unite Together and create a dynamic energy field – our own – be supportive of one another – TRULY being supportive as in interaction, giving what we can, building our own community even at the distance level.

i have had this feeling too that we are in the middle space –  not in the old but not in the new.  the term “purgatory” has been going through my mind lately.  as a “former” catholic i am quite familiar w/the term and it does seem to be a suitable one for where we are now.  not in hell but not in heaven (so still feels like hell at times).  hell being here/underworld – heaven being home (Original Creation).

anyway – i sense a change in her.  more grounded.  softer.  i admire her strength – her courage.  that happens as you pull yourself away from this false reality in which we have resided in.  i just had an image of walking down a hallway – a hallway lined with agent smith’s throwing knives your way – laughing – yelling – accusing and other attacks.  they can look like smith’s or they can look like your family, your partner, etc.  KNOWING these attacks are an illusion – aren’t about YOU – even though they sting and you feel it viscerally in these vessels – they are STILL NOT. ABOUT. YOU.  and the more you stand and face them – say “NO” or whatever words/action you choose – the more empowered at that quiet space you become.  today was a royal bitching circus for me and i stood solid throughout as best as i can – focusing intensely when i was able to not slip into old thought patterns of helplessness.  i know i need to practice not powering over another or using the energy of others to get what i need or to protect myself – and to stop feeding the powerless storyline.  it is tempting – oh today it was tempting – but if i am to walk the talk i KNOW that is ALL old ways of being that 1) isn’t WHO I AM and 2) is NOT what i wish to participate in therefore it is NOT what i will choose to create.  do i want to create more of the same movie script or do i want to create what is REAL and PURE?

although…….when money is a part of the equation and i hear “follow your heart – don’t worry about the money” – i feel i have something practical to add to that piece as i have been following my heart and thinking outside of the box for years – and my passions alone don’t pay the bills – well – not yet.  open to what is new – truly supportive – and oh to feel safe in just being me and having that be enough.  

love,

victoria

The Great Comeback- Phoenix rising

Posted by Michelle Walling on Saturday, September 7, 2019

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Tonight’s Amazing Sky Captures ~ (caught a UFO of some kind too)

 

we had an early evening thunderstorm.  they are rare here so when we have one, i relish in the experience.  the cleansing smell of ozone.  the changing skies and temperature drop (we hit 90 today).  all of this made for some really beautiful sky scenes.  and one of the pre-thunderstorm captures seems to include a disc-shaped UFO.  i did not see this with my own eyes so whatever it is was fast moving. (i would have seen a bird, obviously)

after the thunderstorm we were treated to yet another amazing sunset.  the skies have really been wonderful lately.  speaking with neighbors tonight they too noticed something is new and “different” about the skies as well as the weather this past year.  many more blue skies with the bit white puffy clouds.  more moderate temperature’s too.  in those moments of doubt, i remind myself of this and stay the course my heart continues to guide me on.

love,

victoria

the brewing storm clouds.  this came on rather quickly.

 

aren’t those “lines” amazing?  this was looking in the opposite direction of the sun too.

 

here’s the “ufo”…

 

and now for the AMAZING glow at sunset.

 

the purple skies as well were fantastic.

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Late evening reflection

 

i have noticed an even bigger increase in energy sensitivities.  the past week i can be around someone or walk into a space and immediately feel sick or off inside – if there is reason to.  and now apparently all it takes at times is a mention of someone’s name for me to experience this.  my spouse and i both noticed this in recent days when we were outside.  i was watering the plants when our neighbor began to talk.  this person has an energy that has at times repulses me.  lack of bathing and other issues are behind this.

so this person is talking and they begin to talk about one of their family members – someone for whom no one in my family can be around.  the last time this person visited, i hid.  so – this neighbor begins talking about this individual and upon just hearing his name, i immediately was hit with nausea.  it was so intense i had to walk away.  my spouse had the same feeling, coupled with dizziness.

i went inside – chilled – saged – burned resin.

lately i have wanted to simply raise my voice and say “F YOU” to a lot of people still engaged in power over either passive or aggressive.  i pause and laugh as i think if this situation continues to increase i’m gonna need a plastic bubble around me surrounded in frankincense and the like.

so my suggestion is to be consciousness that sensitivities are on the increase – as is our inner “NO” voice.  don’t power over and we’ll be ok.

i am challenged to remain patient as we “wait” for all of these changes – the big one of course for me is the financial freedom.  i’ve been looking for some extra part time work without a “hit” yet.  and i am simply and fully tired of talking about money – especially with my mate.  it is a topic in which i am finished – energetically. i also get seriously triggered when the topic comes up.  i have done and continue to do all i can to increase my earnings.  giving the middle finger to the system and whoever else who accuses me otherwise.

the deep breathing continues for as long as i need to do so…..

love,

victoria

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Today’s Energy Experience

 

briefly – i felt as though i was not all “here”…..it went beyond tired…..it was as though a small piece of me was here and the rest someplace else……..my mate had the same experience a couple of days ago……while both of us (and many of you) have had the experience of not being altogether “here” – for the two of us, on these separate days, the experience took on a much more palpable feel.  it was very difficult for me to ground myself fully today.  even with two rest periods – nothing worked.  i still feel “out there”.

was it due to the protons?  i’m not so sure on that.  hesitant.

before i share those reads i wanted to share a dream i had last night. actually i had a few dreams – in each one there were new people and new scenes. they didn’t feel “right” so i observed and got out of most – with the exception of the last one where i hung around simply because it was “new”. (something to clean up in my mind and heart – the desperation…that creates an energy they feed on)….before i pulled myself out, i wanted to see who was watching me.  i’ve been feeling the pull lately to know who is watching me.  it has been said by yellow rose that each of us is assigned a “watcher” upon entering here.  i have yet to feel “off” or “wrong” about this so i have remained neutral on the possibility.  so in the dream experience, as i asked to see, i looked up and into what looked like a snow globe.  on the other side of the apparent glass was a different environment.  i saw a being look down at me – tall – skinny – and had eyes similar to those characters in the movie “they live”.  i said “yeah i see you – you really are hideous” – then got out.

now for those who remember –  or don’t know – the star of that movie – rowdy roddy piper (wrestler turned hollywood actor) tweeted before his death a few tidbits about this movie.  below are the tweet images:

theylive

 

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theylivedoc3

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and here’s a little tidbit about me – i used to watch rowdy roddy on portland saturday night wrestling.  i was often babysitting.  i also had a friend whose mother worked for the tv station and it was then that i learned it was all staged.  he was one heck of an entertainer – keeping this young teenage girl occupied on otherwise lonely late saturday evenings.

now that i got offtrack with a trip down memory lane, i will leave you w/some of today’s electron proton unreal whappa-doo’s.

love,

valiant verbose victoria (alter ego if i were a wrestler)

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Alexa ~ letting children play x-rated music

 

i’m still very upset about this so i am doing my best to remain neutral as i write this.  however lack of sleep (due to barking dogs and local drug camp vagrants lighting camp fires all night allowing smoke to drift into our house and a child who had a challenging day yesterday) has me in quite the “state” today.

my girl went to play at a friends house yesterday.  i already knew the parents had Alexia in their house.  however i was not in knowledge of the fact that their daughter had one in her room as well.

when my daughter came home yesterday, she said she had something to tell me.  she told me another girl (who had been playing as well) asked Alexia to play the “wings on my penis” song.

WHAT??   i wish my what had what??

i asked her to repeat the song – asked if she was sure that was the name.  she reassured me yes – that was the name of the song.

she then told me Alexia began playing the song.  it started off sounding like a little boy singing – praying to God.  it was then she said she plugged her ears and told the girls to turn it off – that her mom would be really upset if she knew she was listening to this song.  the girls let the song continue to play while one said “so then don’t tell your mom”.  my girl continued to plug her ears until the song was ovre.

so we talked about what had happened.  i told her many times how proud i was of her for the choice she made to refuse to listen, to speak up AND to tell me.

it was then that i decided to look up the song.  i found it – and the lyrics are – horrifying.  dark.  explicit.  and in NO WAY (obviously) suitable for any child to hear – much less an adult.

so i passed on the information to the mother who said she would talk with her daughter about it.

i’m so god damn frustrated with dealing with parents who let their children have way too much access to technology.  who are just – unaware.  don’t think of potential consequences.

and when those choices affect my family – especially my child – mama bear comes out thrashing.

Alexia has no business being in anyone’s home let alone a child’s bedroom.  AI d/s spying tool.  And the fact that Alexia will play such x-rated music so indiscriminately – is something to make every parent – hopefully – think twice before allowing this tech into their homes.

For now I applaud my girl.

And whenever any uninformed bot attempts to criticize me for the choices we are making in raising her, I will pass along this song to them.  THAT is what our children are being exposed to.  So you’re damn right I will be doing all I can to protect her in today’s environment – which is FAR more toxic than any previous generation.  That is my RIGHT.

And that is my responsibility.  If all parents engaged in the same/similar and stop feeding the beast, we could truly offer our children what is safe, truthful, supportive and pure.

Love,

Victoria

 

 

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Today’s Energy Reads

 

schumann and protons…….

well explains today – more inner heat and i swear purging stuff out of this vessel (lots of showers!)……even after the sun set and it was upper 60’s – it still felt very warm – to both my mate and i…….it’s 11pm and i’m still warm…….i did have a dream a few nights ago and some white substance was coming out of two fingers – one on my right hand one on my left………i didn’t feel fear – more curiosity………i observed and when there was a hesitance to not let me see or remove i said “bring it.  i can do this.  get it out.”  who knows – real experience or a compromise……felt significant to me but then again i feel the buggers are still active when we sleep……..

so besides inner heat i have felt extreme fatigue today – followed by bursts of energy – only to return to fatigue and right now i am moments away from closing my eyes – in between “something whatever is going on” continues…

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Today’s Brief Reflection ~ Creating The Ending of Our Choice

 

i have been feeling into this – especially today.  and something feels quite “off” to me…….

it is said we have to “see all” upon our (alleged) exit from this experience – inside this hijacked, controlled realm.

why?

why do we “have to” do/see anything?

why do we “have to” experience further trauma, pain, suffering and horror on the matrix screen in order to leave it?

seriously – WTF?  why?

that is just another power over energy.  freedom gives us the choice to experience whatever reality WE WANT – not what someone else says we have to.  and yes even if it is Source allegedly saying that – although i know in my heart Source is a consciousness that simply carries the frequency of “be/create/do as you wish”.  nothing more – nothing less.

if this is the ending, it feels like the matrix creator’s version and this is not the ending i desire to have.  

my ending is peaceful.  loving.  gentle.  helpful and supportive.

for myself.  for all who align and choose the same.

so LET US MAKE IT SO.

let us make it so.

love,

victoria

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