i am in the middle of a wonky-state. i will be going to bed to take one of my 7pm naps after i put this one together. as you will see by the reads below, pressure abounds. i looked at the magneto and said “ah the big squeeze is upon us again”. the plasma continues to be dense and heavy. i just know when this happens now.
i have moments where i will ask others how they’re feeling. you feeling sleepy? foggy in the head? body aching? i have struggled to understand how some of us feel these things SO intensely while the normies go on as if everything is la de frigging da. lol
i know that answer. the more you awaken out of the slumber, the more you feeeeeel – every thing. and the more we withdraw from this experience, the more we feeeeel all of the goods coming in to ensure our safe exit. is that how it works? that’s just what came to me so i’m going with it. i had some other insight and d/l at the dinner table earlier that left me buzzing including the top of my head. i don’t normally do that. anyway i don’t remember what i said. no surprise there! definitely feeling something coming in throughout the day…..first part of the day i was up and light…..now………….BAM d/l comes in energetically and i am ready to sleep.
THEN….now this one is crazy weird (in a good way)….while i was getting dinner out of the oven my mate, from the living room, suddenly began to speak and WOW – his voice did something really interesting. it got deep – as in “jaba the hut” deep – but only for a few words then went back to normal. i said nothing but gave the “wtf just came out of you” look. he came into the kitchen and asked “did you hear what happened to my voice?” i had to laugh. uh YEAH i noticed that what was that about? he said – and i aligned – that perhaps it was his REAL voice coming online. i know when I speak the past several months when i am not wanting to use words this coded like language comes out. i know what i mean as it is totally feeling based.
so uh yeah….that’s all i have for now. leaving you w/those graphs i mentioned. the gaps in data (big gaps) on the solar wind reads continue, btw. so…..a very sleepy “talk soon”.
I awoke this morning after a challenging night…along w/a dream I was not pleased about…and could feel a timeline shift – backwards. I resisted that. NO! I don’t “believe” in that narrative any longer. And then I saw the schumann and saw that damn dark line.
Coincidence? Am I misinterpreting this? My feeeeeeel is that old energies being released/left behind made another attempt to cling….and then the “light” (love) said, “we shall overcome”. The schumann graph above can be indicative of this. Merge and like a mama does with her baby, soothe the pain and fear stuff with Love.
I then got online to see the headlines. Not much fun in that for me any longer. Officials in France are saying they plan on making it illegal now to protest. They have millions of violent immigrants willing to do the european cabal’s bidding. And there was some commentary on that saying the people of France are now seeing they were just sheep being lead to slaughter – this from JoeM – the infamous Thestormisuponus person. Why would he say something like that? He has supported the movement.
Where is Huber, I wondered. My mate showed me an article addressing that. Republicans are giving him until the 21st to share his findings.
Where is the declas?
And there is growing discussion of people here in the states to take up the yellow vest movement.
I thought there was a PLAN in place to ensure that was not NECESSARY.
But how are we to know? NOTHING of significance is being shared with us. We are just told to put things together – and trust the plan.
Are we coming or are we going?
Energetically I feel the need to just shake off all of the political happenings. Even though I am one to scream “JUSTICE NEEDED TAKE ACTION”, another piece of me says there are those who have been ensuring this happens. Like maybe, Miss Victoria, you don’t have to carry that torch any longer? And besides, is that end result even on my personal timeline?
Listen to the head or the heart.
The struggle is real at times and it sucks.
So I leave it up to the flow to guide me when I have these moments. And the flow sent me a piece to read through one of my awesome readers. And it addresses an experience I have been having, which was suddenly quite powerful earlier today. My daughter had the radio on and Don Henley, “Boys of Summer” came on. My generation. I can remember being 18, driving in my car, sunglasses on, had my summer tan and I could recall exactly how I felt at the time. YOUNG. ENERGETIC. FREE. I could work or play all day, party half the night and repeat the next day. Always up for something new – where life FELT new. Light. I was overcome with tears and longing. Why am I doing this to myself, I wondered? I don’t want to torture myself longing for an experience I can no longer have. I encouraged myself to “get real” and accept myself as I am now.
But I couldn’t let go of that inner longing. It was there and it demanded I see it, embrace it. So I did.
I began to wonder about home. Liberation. New Earth. Restored body. All of that “stuff” I have had naturally just come to me over the years – little pieces at a time until it formed a puzzle – a beautiful scene – that I have, off and on, longed for. Sometimes slightly, other times deeply. But always there ~ the longing. As I wondered all of this I asked, “is this even real? is this going to happen? am i even going to experience this – fully – this piece of me now that sits and wonders? And….Am I wasting my time?”
AM I WASTING MY TIME?
I absolutely refuse to engage in that. REFUSE.
No. I CAN’T be wasting my time, I felt. My head can come up with a logical story around this – even try to convince myself it’s all just another false matrix program to toy with me…. and each and every time within, deep within that knowing tells me IT IS REAL. IT IS WHY I AM HERE. I AM HERE TO EXPERIENCE THIS TRANSITION.
Just be patient and allow. Call it forth when I feel the need. Just like the Q plan story, there is a lot going on behind the scenes I cannot yet see in this present state/form. I keep getting that as a reminder to soothe my frustration. And need I say yet again each attempt I make to create a new life for me NOW in this realm falls apart? For each meditation I enter asking to be given guidance as to what I can do NOW HERE to create a new life – I receive nothing but emptiness. No vision. No inspiration. It’s like I look into my looking glass of 3d earth – for my own individual path here – and I see NOTHING.
So back to this article. I will now share a piece of it here and link the rest below (the bold/italics portion is my addition). Let’s just say I had one of those moments of overwhelming emotion that also left my brain in a state of “gobsmackedness”. So Thank You to MJ for being the divine warrior of Flow I needed today. (and yes – it was encouraging to read the words about this shift home and the date of 1/31/19 – another one of my readers told me she had been in communication w/another who also gave that same time frame. this also feeeeels like an alignment w/what yellow rose for texas shared yesterday about the energies are now in alignment here and at home so a grand solar event may not be necessary. we just portal on out perhaps?)
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“But, going back to the message that I have received. Because of the work that has been accomplished in these last two years, everything has sped up, and human souls as a collective have decided to move onto the “new earth”, to a new frequency and higher vibration. Which has moved the “last day to jump onto the new earth” for lightworkers to January 31st, 2019. That is the reason that many are experiencing nostalgia at this time, a sort of “mourning” of their “youth”, days gone by, and seeming longing for the past,even those who have never really cared about the past and were always looking towrds the future, have found themselves feeling these emotions. Others have all of a sudden become fixated on the idea of making a living will, or restructuring their earthly posessions as if trying to make sure that when they are gone, their earthly posessions will go to the right hands. All of this has been happening because EVERYONE on this planet are in the process or have already moved onto the new platform, and were simply saying goodbye to their old selves.
If you have been called to move to the new earth, to new earth frequencies but were holding yourself back because you felt that you needed to assist those near and dear to you, please know that they have already moved onto a new platform on a subconscious level and are consiously moving onto the new platform at this time. Their bodies are simply adjusting to new energies, just like your bodies have adjusted upon your own awakening. There is no reason to be concerned that someone would be left behind, because as it looks from this point in time, no one will be left behind.”
been a lot of cloud cover at these two locations but i was able to capture some blue lights/orbs including one as you will see looks like an organic type of what i call “sky worm”. i saw the usual lighted tubular crafts as well but decided i’ve already taken enough photos of them. also received a guided “look” message yesterday from home in a song. “East”. (those who read yellow rose’s material know what i am speaking of.)
i keep getting an image of me at a table at the new place with a lemon cake with sparkly candles. a birthday cake. which means things better speed up as my next earthly birthday is just a few days from now. oh and i will be 22, btw. (i was 27 for many years so i decided it was time to pick a new number). [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”]
and lastly, i decided to share the audience who we had show up for tonight’s Presidential Speech (which essentially went as i anticipated). as you can see, it was a lively bunch.
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that odd blue worm-like formation….
some blue orbs and that blue glow again on the horizon…i also just noticed what looks like a perfectly formed “O” in the sky as a cloud….or maybe that’s a “Q”….lol
now and then there are gaps in the site’s data…. but they have been large and daily lately. rather than just post images i’ll share the link so you can check it out if you would like. not feeling quite so wonky today – still needing as much zzzz time as i can create. https://www.swpc.noaa.gov/products/ace-real-time-solar-wind
i did have quite the interesting, intense dream last night i wanted to pass along as i feel it highlight’s what’s going on. i was in one of the elite, dark/trafficking couple’s home (not going to name names – just don’t feel the need nor care to). they had me locked in their basement. it was warm and clean – spacious – but still locked in a space i did not wish to be in. (very descriptive of this realm – many nice designs about it but still….most of us know this ain’t home.)
the housekeeper and groundsman helped me get out. i had an advanced phone with a faraday cage around it to enable me to communicate safely (for a temporary amount of time). w/their help we put in new locks on my side of the room. i summoned the wife – she entered and as soon as she did, the housekeeper and myself knocked her unconscious and drugged her – placing her in a separate locked room (where only i had the key). as she lost consciousness she said “but i treated you so well while you were here” and i said “you kept me against my wishes. it doesn’t matter how well you treated me.” i knew i had about 35 minutes to get out before the husband came looking for her.
next scene i am outside and the groundsman wants to leave w/me. he points to a car – i knew it had a full tank of gas. i insisted on driving. he complied. it was a difficult journey out – unstable road – but a beautiful orange pulsing light kept shining its way in front of me, guiding me and another energy helped keep the back end of my car (which was very twitchy) on the road. i was free. and i awoke with such an intense sense of energy – liberation and old fading fear all in one. lots of anxiety and a huge release of adrenaline. the sense of “YES MY CAPTIVITY IS OVER” was intense. i shook physically for some time and released a lot of tears. there were other more personal images in the dream for me – showing how both “dark” and “light” being’s have been around me – and love ALWAYS comes through the strongest in that quiet strength it carries. it showed my own strength as well. a very powerful dream.
allowing myself to NOT be ok with “how things are”….
i am the type of being that when i see suffering and know it can be alleviated but the powers-that-be (it will become powers that were when said powers are REMOVED and our freedoms returned)…the powers-that-be repress it/control it. so i speak out. and i feel anger. and pain. that is who i am. i am not one to feel nothing or shrug and say “that’s how it is” and remain in this rather sociopathic-type space of neutrality. when does THAT behavior ever change a thing?
well not that ranting and raging does anything either. but when combined w/other voices and action, can and does invoke change.
my mate has to return to the hospital to get another MRI. radiologists orders. something appeared that he/she wants to get more detail on.
i am not going into detail as to his health issues. i have done that enough in this space. but to say we are concerned is an under-statement. i had to go on a walk and cry and smack some poles with my walking stick. the rage i feel towards the medical system has kicked up again. they refuse to acknowledge his real underlying issue but hey, that’s “just how it is” right?
the medical system is complicit in their neglect. they are complicit in my husband’s suffering (unnecessarily). they are complicit in refusing to acknowledge his diagnosis by a real lyme expert which includes blood work by a real (certified) lab. and yet they get to go off to their cushy jobs each day and return home at the end of the day in their cushy expensive cars and gated community home. no culpability.
and yet i’m just to be ok with all of this.
I. Am. Not.
it’s such a situation of insanity most can’t deal with it. a recent conversation i had with a family member – their eyes glazed over and they stopped listening. they are in need of just being “ok” with how things are.
I. Am. Not.
and so i am allowing myself to be in the “i am not” ok space. because i’m not. and i never will be. this type of treatment is not ok. it never has been. and it never will be.
and yet there IS tech to heal and cure all disease that the powers that be have kept from us. and yet each day those not affected by difficult disease see this and yet go on with their day not saying a word about it. they are in need as well with being “ok” for this for their own sanity. i get that. and yet….
I. Am. Not.
what do i say regularly? Love helps. PERIOD. it doesn’t harm. and that is what he and i have both been on the receiving end in our dealings w/his health issues. like so many others.
so i said we will do another fundraiser and get you on cannabis oil. REAL cannabis oil. this is who i am. life dumps a load – i get to work immediately taking charge. making a plan. commander victoria steps up and does. HELPS. and yet i am also under no illusion i am as equally exhausted as is my mate in dealing with health issues. trying yet another x y z treatment….i have my own health issues needing REAL treatment and yet again when money is the issue and/or restriction to healing tech is in place….
you get the picture.
i was very appreciative and touched by a tweet put out by psychic ustava – speaking on the subject of people saying “nothing outside of you can harm you unless you allow it”. nonsense, she said. not in this realm we are in. harm, abuse and mind control are very real and ARE very harmful.
preach it sister.
i will end this by saying the event cannot come soon enough. the release of the tech cannot come soon enough. ENOUGH FUCKING SUFFERING.
ENOUGH.
just….enough. i want my girl to know the visions her dada and mama hold in their hearts really ARE going to manifest. that all we have spoken of the past few years is real. truly really is…REAL.
yeah, that right there.
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I saw a couple of things in passing today about the event – why it hasn’t arrived yet and how the “lightworkers” still have work to do waking up the people. Once enough get it, then we get out. Then the event makes an appearance. Perhaps “the event” is our escape which puts us inTO the frequency realm in which turns on all of those latent source codes.
Some of the most awakened people I know are EXHAUSTED. They feel the effects of the magnetics (not even to mention the poisons put in place here) while the sleeping masses seem absolutely untouched by these experiences. My mate’s headaches have been unbearable lately. And yet he’s to put his focus on helping to awaken the masses – the programmed masses who resort to abuse when their narrative is challenged?
NONSENSE.
More programming.
We can assist by sharing. But to make it our mission to hurry and awaken as many as possible so we can get the reward, the desert? That smacks of deception. Love doesn’t resonate with such behavior.
My mate needs to be focused on himself. He needs access to the repressed healing tech.
Damn. I know I continue to say this – likely because I KNOW it to be TRUE.
LOVE HELPS.
LOVE SHARES.
It doesn’t stand outside of a prison and say “more work to do for YOU before we can help”.
This has become as distasteful to me – those who speak these words – as those who follow and support the elite. If it isn’t helpful or supportive of love and freedom – it is complicit in supporting what’s been so very wrong and harmful about this realm. The truth is SO GLARINGLY OBVIOUS at this point – if you ain’t gonna see it – you are REFUSING CONSCIOUSLY. Then again, I still feeeeel we have some fake humans here that can’t awaken – it isn’t in their program to do so.
All of that being said, it does appear there is a massive stargate next to the sun that not only is Gina Maria seeing but now MrMBB333 is also capturing (both videos below). I have passed this all on to Yellow Rose for Texas and asked her take – and see if it aligns with mine. We are about ready to be pulled up and out of here via a massive energy portal. (portal being the entrance, stargate being the device)
Take my hand and I will take yours and together we will get out and be whole and healed again – away from the poisons of this place ~ FREE to create in full freedom as we were Originally Designed/Created to do.
check this out. clair says “energy turbulence”. ya think? fricking fracking dayem i feel i am in a very low gravity environment aboard a ship that is out to sea in some choppy waters. i have literally walked sideways leaning today. i can feel the pressure in my head and chest. people i read are reporting head issues and heart palpitations. note to BIG ME: this experience needed to come with a nanny and a cook and personal assistant for errands because driving today was OUT of the realm of possibility.
energy graphs continue to be wonkafied. even weather patterns we watched (thornews on youtube) showed some strange weather system formations. the solar wind site i visit has, again, huge gaps in data. where’d it go?
anyway, here are a couple of things for your viewing pleasure. word of the moment continues to be: INTENSE.
magneto showing the squeeeeeeeeeeeze effect….
the effective heights of our ionosphere
and uh that’s more or less my experience today…..magnetic pull to the bed and blankies…..mumbling incoherently…..
another WOW KAPOW day! plasma incoming reaching us (graph below). i went outside to pick up sticks from last night’s windstorm for fire kindling. normally i can do this w/o an issue. today? felt like i had no energy – body felt very weak – energetically speaking. i came inside and was ravishingly hungry suddenly. body aching here and there continues but not as long lasting. mate’s pain is intense. a friend stopped in with some cannabis balm infused w/coconut oil and peppermint. smells DIVINE! non-psychoactive and is said to knock out pain quickly. very handy healing remedy to have around these days. arnica cream was working well just not long lasting and not always enough.
so yeah….feeling heavy and light at the same time. the body pain however is better today as i mentioned above. acclimating while purging. i feel at this now moment it is best for me to just observe my own reactions….see them for what they are w/o judgment. make amends when i need to with others and self and move on.
anybody watching that ship/portal/object gina maria continues to capture? i saw it today on her channel and it’s now sideways. pinkish hues. the event portal? would not surprise me one bit. it doesn’t feel like a ship.
so below are today’s reads. the magnetopause (couple of readings). electron and proton and plasma reads. then off for a nap. usually i make it to 7pm lately. today? 3:00. zzzzzzzzz and much love.
victoria
plasma. see the green? dipping low reaching us…
magnetic field. uh wow?!
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editor victoria’s comment ~ i’m kind of obsessed w/this webcam at the moment. the other night as i was doing my before-sleep meditation/tuning in, i was wondering why i wasn’t seeing anything in the skies. i heard “you are.” i am, i wondered and as i did, i thought of the webcams i’m monitoring. anyway so for today i have captured the large tubular light craft during the afternoon and evening, EU time. and like clockwork, that large planet like object is rising at the same time it has been each night ~ starting around 4am . the moon is now in the “new moon” phase so again, don’t know what “it” is. there will be a second object rising soon too ~ although tonight i don’t see it yet and normally it has appeared by now. i also captured a very bright blue light/glow at 9:30pm europe time last night (afternoon here in the states). could simply be a light reflection coming from town but it was so vivid blue and bright it captured my attention.
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object rising in the eastern horizon at 5:20am local time…
tubular craft making an appearance again….
i would like to know what caused this blue glow….i’ve only been watching this webcam for about 5 days now and this is the first i’ve seen of it…
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i’m still someplace else today – more than i was yesterday. in the new i am definitely having much more of a family tribe. being a parent – for both my mate and i – has become extremely difficult. energy to keep up just is not there. making it through the day and just coming up with an idea for dinner plus prepping it – well that’s a “success” to me these days. and i’m damn tired of it. i want to feel alive and well again and be fully functioning. these incoming plasma energies (below) are really impacting this body. still engaged in my 7pm naps – and i don’t want to get out of the bed when i do awaken.
tonight as i was half awake cooking dinner i said out loud to no one in particular – ok if you take one more piece of this energy of mine within i am going to have to live in bed.
how some can feel AMAZING right now – well i am not having that experience. that isn’t because i don’t feel amazing changes are taking place and that we are right there on that door step just waiting – feeling that so deeply in my body – it’s just the PROCESS of this – whatever “this” is – is it ascension as some say? it is a true escape from an energy prison? whatever “this” is – at this point – feeling amazing and liberated and light and free is NOT my experience. i want to scream with frustration at how fucking tired i am.
if i am around any sort of conflict or drama – i walk away. just walk away girl, i tell myself now. walk away. cannot and will not participate. just let others BE.
i had an image come to me today – in terms of this political stuff/change. we have had this beautiful table full of spoiled food (disguised as healthy). do we want the rotten food cleared and the table cleaned before we are gifted with the real stuff? of course. the table is being cleaned. that is where i see things are at.
other feels that continue – Kennedy Jr. will be the one to reveal the truth to the dem/left supporters. potus cannot pull that off by himself. their programming is far too deep. that is unless this massive cosmic experience we call the Event does it. that is possible too.
for now if i had the luxury i would simply be sleeping. ordering take out. stocked up on frozen meals. eating healthy (home cooked, fresh, etc.) is not making a difference – at least not much of one – so ease is becoming top priority. stretching. head pressure is here. congestion. in a nutshell, i am a tired pecan who is done with this 3D experience.
speaking of the dimensional speak ~ tuning in to the Source within me – as much of Source is actually in these current body models – if I were Pure Source Love – would I want all of my creation scattered in different dimensions? no way. i’d want everyone at my big table. sure you can go join in with your own little tribes and groups but division where you aren’t allowed to visit other tribes? NO WAY.
relief. release. relaxation. and for now – doing some light detoxing. not feeling like eating much.
off to stretch, do a few rounds on the punching bag, then watch the JFK jr. special although i have no expectations of that and may not watch the entire program.
