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editor’s note: earlier today we had this strange chem sky – it was just a smattering of them covering the sun. the west and east skies were clear. i knew something was being done to block our view. so i waited until the western breeze pushed the chem crap east – and took my camera and just played around with it. here’s what i captured. the duration of these photos was about 5 minutes so whatever “it” is moved. lens flare? planetary object? ship?
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i hope i remember the barrage of rambles that came my way. i really need a waterproof recording device – or computer.
earlier today i was engaged in a conversation and could see how judgmental i was being in my own mind. this doesn’t feel good. i was tired, yes – frustrated, oh you betcha, of this “hurry up and WAIT”, and thus was not into surrendering any of my programs or current story. i was fully aware of how i was being – but i was too damn tired, or i let that be my excuse, to stop the train of thoughts going through my mind that were leaving behind nothing of beauty or softness.
i thought of this tonight in the water. i knew there was a fear there. and i found it – quickly. i have this fear that unless those of us on this awakening journey (wanting truth on the ALL – here, there and everywhere) – this fear that unless we ALL are on the same page in terms of our feels on karma, reincarnation and theories like that as well as this matrix/controlled realm/simulation, we will never be free.
a huuuuuuuuuuuuge sigh was released with that one. felt and released. and yet the question still remains. if we are co-creating this experience, doesn’t holding onto this realm’s version of karma, reincarnation and the like keep those very experiences going? is it similar to voting in the same two party system puppets expecting a different result while ignoring the controls behind the political party system?
how powerful is it when we refuse to comply with the old spiritual teachings, even the new age ones (which i know offends some in the lightworker community)? i ask not only HOW effective and empowering it is for us ALL to put our energies on freedom so we can once again be free to create/be/do as we wish without restriction, without powering over another – removing ALL systems of control…i also ask is doing this necessary for us to transcend the old and bring forth the new of freedom? (saying this as love is freedom)
so i am wondering if my fear is something to just surrender or is there truth in it? perhaps both?
my feels on the previous/above theories have expanded over the years. there was a time i thought (our current definition of) karma was one of the “laws”. i would see someone suffering and think “oh you were really bad in a previous life” – or else i would think “soul contract – you signed up for this” and other such nonsense. i never could align with these thoughts, they never made their way into my heart (heart rejected them continuously) so they remained thoughts in the mind in my cranium.
however the mind in my Core – the eternal mind – the feeeeeeeeeeeling center – grew stronger as i began to listen to her more. karma. telling someone “you are experiencing so much struggle and suffering in this life because you were likely horrible in a previous life” – even though of course we have mind wipes coming into this realm and thus have no MEMORY of this alleged previous life so we are flying blind – and yet those who preach the “law of karma” would say it is our responsibility to figure all that out.
this is as effective as telling a child “you are having a consequence you don’t like for a behavior you did only we aren’t telling you what that behavior is. you will have to figure that out on your own.” yeah, not effective. nor loving.
i do have a feel there is a level of karma – but what we have been taught here is a CONTROLLED level of karma and is thus an illusion.
we’re only experiencing the result of the controller’s version.
same thing for reincarnation. reincarnation is of course who we are – beings that continue to seek experiences, often in physical form. we experience as eternal Source Fractals in a variety of ways, on and on and on and on. always has been. always will be. and yet as defined in this controlled realm, reincarnation says “you HAVE to go here.” or upon death “you HAVE to go through this process.” and my personal (NOT) favorite: “you HAVE to keep returning in order to remember something you cannot remember because we have taken that ability away from you and in order to become what WE say you must become only THEN can you get to paradise which of course will never happen because we lose our power for our power comes from our controlling of you and keeping you afraid and weak.” i know that isn’t the definition of reincarnation presented in this realm, but it may as well be. a much more truthful energy of reincarnation says “go experience. be. love. create. however you wish.” (in so long as you aren’t powering over another – and when you ARE in the space of Love you have no desire to power over another).
i am seeing/sensing old programming coming up in big ways. i am seeing, sensing/feeling this by people suddenly pushing the agenda’s of karma, soul contracts, reincarnation, and the sin of “playing the victim”. it is my feeeeeeeeeel this is due to the Source within us pushing this up and out – filtering out the lies, the illusion, the filth, the programs – and what often happens first is an intense clinging to what is familiar. change can be scary ~ and that in and of itself is a huge program in this realm.
so i will leave this as a final share: old programming is all over the place now. shed the beliefs of the brain in the head. let go the words of the master’s, guru’s, channelings, religious texts and feeeeeeeeeeeel within for that brain within your center for your truth. it is simple – if it feels loving, supportive and free, it’s truth. if it feels restrictive, painful, struggling, judgmental it’s false. let. it. go.
that is all for now (there is more to this i am continuing to feel, but this is all i feel the need to share at this moment).
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editor’s note: i am simply not up to posting each article, copying and pasting a portion and linking the rest. a virus is going through the household – sinus-focused… WOW was it intense yesterday – the dizzines and pressure in that region. i spoke nothing of it – received a text today from brother rick who said he was dealing with a sinus virus – and was guided that all was well – then sent me this:
STAGE 1 – POTENTIAL FOR LAST! THE LIGHT CELEBRATES!
5th layer opening! *”Sinus virus” working! 71% (non-regressive) – Next >>>> Opening of the 4th.
Reverb package “The Reprogrammer” in progress >>>> 98% (non-regressive). STAGE 1.
Sector 5/9 of *Base 23T in deprivation: 89% (non-regressive). Zetas invited to withdraw. The Light Celebrates! Next >>>> 6/9.
Attention Consecrated Terranos! Special projectors for Emissions in special redirection.
End of Transmission (source)
not so sure what i “think” of this one – feeling it? is it a coincidence? if not – why is it necessary for any sort of “virus”? if i need to rest, fine – i shall rest. but well, let’s just say i have a lot of questions now that continue to grow….collective journey yes but also a very individual one as well. will tune inward when i am able (not so tired) to see if i can feeeeel the answer…
the fatigue….well let me explain that. as for my child, all such viruses begin in her tummy where she cannot keep food or beverage down for 12-24 hours before going to her head. today she and i both thought she was ready for some more food, having kept apples, pineapple and crackers down. a bit of orange juice and kapow. the couch, rug, blankets, my little girl and my sweats were all privy to this bodily gift. lots of laundry. and a very tired mama (i think that is the result of being up at 2am, 3:30am, 5am, 7am, 8am….). cranky is in the air…
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https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-09-16/spygate-operative-nellie-ohr-testify-congress-week-about-work-fusion-gps
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-09-16/us-diplomats-involved-trafficking-human-blood-and-pathogens-secret-military-program
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-09-16/its-not-economy-its-bad-money-stupid
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-09-16/weve-reached-never-never-land-austin-fitts-warns-americans-face-end-financial
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-09-16/were-going-unmask-you-james-okeefe-set-expose-deep-state-new-investigation (editor’s note: btw this one is the best!!)
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2018-09-16/fbi-had-no-clue-about-trump-russia-collusion-when-mueller-took-over-lisa-page
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editor’s note: the “message” came to me as i was pondering all that is going on, the journey, transition and as i reached for my camera to take some sky photos something said “look at the tv”. i did and captured the nice song title which you will see below. much love and goodnight. v.
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last night i had a dream. well an experience. i was on this stage – no lights other than the sun shining in through a window. it was just me at first. then this unknown male walks onto the stage, gently takes my hand and we begin to dance. the dancing went on and on and on…. i awoke and carried the feeling. the dancing and the movement of it made me feel sooooooo free. my heart was hugely expanded. i kept feeling and thinking “this is the feeling of home. love. freedom.” we think we have all of this here – it’s quite different there. take what we do know of all of that here and expand it greatly (that is what all of this is about i feel – US expanding).
when i was fully awake i remembered watching “singing in the rain” last night. at first i thought this dream was just about me wanting to dance with gene kelly. which of course that was likely part of it. but i kept feeling there was more to it.
while in my personal portal (shower – lol) i heard and felt this was more than a dream. it was an experience. a combination of things, including home and love and that feeling of freedom (sooo blissful) and what was going on right now.
so today, i receive a message from brother rick. he’s passing on a message from his friend terran (bill from terran cognito). terran’s friend Denise tuned in to what was happening at the Solar Observatories. here’s the brief conversation:
Terran: If you get a free moment everyone wants to know what is going on at the Solar Observatory in Sunspot NM
Denice: Lol! Ready? Only getting a song. Pure joy flowing re: solar observatories
The song? Peter Wolf – “Lights Out”. Here are the lyrics (as shared by one of the people in the comment section):
Lights out, aha
Blast, blast, blast
Lights out, aha
Blast, blast, blast
Lights out
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
I know that it’s wrong
To be dancing with no lights on
And I know that it’s wrong
To be holding you for so long
And for the of the night
I’ll be holding you tight
So tight
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Lights out, aha
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Lights out, aha
Oh, what can I do
All I need is to dance with you
And turn the lights down some more
We’re the only ones left on the floor
Let the music play
I want to hold you this way
Girl, stay
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Lights out, aha
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Lights out, aha
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la
Oh, holding you, girl
Sha-la-la-la-la-la-la
Oh, baby please
Lights out, aha
Blast, blast, blast
Lights out, aha
Blast, blast, blast
Lights out
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Lights out, aha
Dancing in the dark
To the radio of love
Lights out, aha
Dance, dance, dance
Radio of love
Oooh, girl, in the dark
Shine on, love
Oooh, girl, in the dark
Oooooh, aah baby
Oooh, girl, in the dark
i decided to pull up the video (hadn’t seen it since my youth). here it is.
as rick said – reminding me of something yellow rose for texas has said – right at the time of the event the sun shuts off. perhaps she is correct. perhaps that is why the FBI/”they” are shutting down the observatories around the world and why, as rick also said, you tube has shut down over 100 videos so far on anyone showing sun captures. (i haven’t looked into that yet but it would not surprise me). interesting too that the town in NM is called “sunspot”. [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”]
anyway, i am really getting a kick – joy – out of these synchronicities.
that is all for now. (but stay tuned!)
love,
victoria
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the above is a photo i took of the great awakening page on reddit about 30 minutes ago. you will see it’s been removed. according to reddit the reasons were inciting violence, harassment and dissemination of personal information. this is of course propaganda speak that really says: “we did not like them spreading the truth”. goddess robin was the first to notify me of this. while i am not surprised, i am brought to the floor in how i feel as a result.
as i have been saying and feeling – too much talk with too little action results in distrust. “we have it all” we keep hearing. allegedly trump and team q have been using the deep state comms and ways and rules against the deep state. IF this is the case, then why not arrest and detain – indefinitely – these same deep state people? thanks to one of the main characters, BHO, who authorized the NDAA, law enforcement can arrest and detain anyone simply under suspicion and detain then indefinitely, without a lawyer. been done many times against otherwise innocent american’s.
so the obvious question: WHY NOT EMPLOY THIS NOW? use THEIR very sick crafted laws against them? war doesn’t follow any virtuous philosophy.
we have been told most of their (deep state) comms are down. and yet we know the deep state (still) has the means to bring down sites, social media pages, etc ~ or certainly put the pressure on the owners of these media outlets to target and remove certain pages. it is therefore totally possible for team Q to put them back up.
next obvious question: WHY AREN’T THEY DOING THIS?
keep “fighting” we are told. “this is not a game” we are told.
yesterday just left me with such a feeling of angst and remorse. how do you best honor those who are murdered? by bringing the TRUTH to the world.
enough of this “people won’t be able to handle it yet”. Nonsense! and it isn’t like the media outlets or trump’s team is going to shove this info on people. it will STILL be the people’s choice whether they wish to listen and hear.
i am sure for every point i have shared, team q and those who are, imo, blindly following them (blindly meaning not asking questions and not listening to their own intuition, feels and discernment) could offer me up an equally valid response.
i am open to hearing them. if you have something to add contrary to what i have posted, please share. i am always open to the insight’s of others as long as they are offered up in respect and from the heart.
and speaking of the heart….my own heart is having a very difficult time in “inner-standing” WHY the criminals who have controlled, deceived, poisoned and traumatized the good people of this realm are still walking the streets.
in truth~
victoria
so i’m buzzing around twitter and come across this clock. Q clock. i think i may have seen it late last year?? anyway i look at the clock – it ends on 11/22 – thanksgiving – also jfk’s anniversary of his assassination. in my dream, as i shared last week, i really felt this solid sense from jfk jr that “they” wanted this wrapped up by thanksgiving.
and as a note of interest, the ## 11:22 has been every bit as “in my face” and awareness as has 11, 44, the 7’s, etc. – and this number combo goes back almost 20 years for me. interesting, huh?
anyway….yeah, imagine my “wow” moment when i saw this clock tonight:
how ya’ll doing today? my mood is quite somber and low today. here it is 9/11, 17 years later, and we still haven’t been told the full truth. we’ve been left to figure things out ourselves, which many of us have been doing ~ for 17 FRIGGING YEARS.
we have created blogs around it.
we have spoken out about it.
written books.
we have lost relationships and jobs because of our work.
we have been ridiculed by family and friends.
and yet here we still are…year another year gone by and I have not seen anyone in the Q community or in the white house speak of 9/11 (except to chant “never forget never forgive”).
why not? what’s the damn hold up? is there a hold up? or are we just going to keep letting year after year pass on by while well meaning but grossly misguided individuals continue to mourn in fields where an alleged plane went down (but no plane was actually seen/captured)….
*where just 2 planes caused 3 buildings to collapse to rubble.
*where an alleged jetliner crashed into the pentagon causing only one narrow hole and no fuselage was found.
*where within hours footage was removed and the words “a new pearl harbor” and “osama bin laden” came spewing from the mouth of brian williams and friends.
in the days that followed this massacre, i began to question – at times aloud – including once in a restaurant with my family. oh goddess was that almost comical. two of my family members were attacking me, including one commenting how “people like you” (that would be me) scare them given my right to vote. veins popped out in the forehead. meanwhile i’m sitting there, stunned (i was much younger obviously), thinking not only where the FUCK am i now but WHY the fuck am i here and certainly i cannot be the only one here who has questions. question authority – not allowed. ok then nazi sympathizer’s. at least i knew where they stood on the issue and i with them.
i don’t know if part of what i am feeling today is part of the collective. perhaps part of it is. i tuned in and did feel some was. and yet much of this energy i am experiencing is mine. accumulating over the past 17 years. 17 years of doing what i can do to create change – to bring truth out into the open.
it’s been a long 17 years and i know – i will not “do” another 9/11 remembrance day unless the full truth is revealed for ALL. for now it’s just another day to feel the anguish of those murdered along with the pain of deep frustration and weariness in knowing those who planned and created this still walk free.
and that is no way to honor those who died.
in somber kindness,
victoria
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