editor’s note: ok my stomach clenches when i see this. feels like pressure building getting ready to be sprung free like a slingshot sending a butterfly free. (not the best description but it’s all i have at 12:44 in the morning ~ need to get to bed after this one.) it is my feel i just experienced – this date is significant. even though 9/11 is considered an event that happened here in the states, it was something that has affected the entire realm for the traumatic and freedom crushing events that followed. those that wish to keep us controlled are desperate, trying to create scenarios to keep us “low” and afraid. the awakening has long reached critical mass – thousands upon thousands – millions of us know 9/11 was an inside creation. we know what it was used for. and our collective energies are silencing their narrative – energetically and as we are seeing, literally. ALL is energy and as such, this energy is showing up on these graphs. this is, as i say and feel, an inside job first and foremost – with much needed and welcomed assistance and help from that energy (and other Beings) outside that is responding to what it is we are creating with our thoughts and desires, knowings and commands. WWG1WGALL. in love and truth. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
p.s. ~ still having issues with posts not showing up in the subscriber list. it’s only increased. i feel it is likely shadow banning. i’m not giving that my focus so instead i say if you find little to no e-mails in your box each day, just go to the main page and click on the latest posts menu. i also reached out to another website owner to see what app/plug-in they use as i (and i know many of you if not most) desire just ONE e-mail get sent out each day with a brief blurb and link to all posts created.
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editor’s note: i just so appreciate and love her words. she is a highly sensitive woman and i know she has struggled, very much at times, being of this world, functioning the way everyone else (seems) to do quite naturally – quite similar to my own struggles. being real – being natural – being authentic – indeed that is where we are being guided to go now – more than ever. having a conversation today i began to pull back but i felt my fractals of ME all around, energetically pushing me to “go on and speak how you feeeeel like speaking right now” and so i did – and seemed to be valued – and i didn’t receive the look. i have been wondering if some of my sensitivities are due to heavy metal issues. i have done some detoxing around that. i had my share of vaccines as a child – including a few in my younger adult years. i also had 3 years of allergy injections out of college (a waste of time and a mistake – it went against everything i felt but i wanted to please my then-husband who had found my summer allergies to be an inconvenience). at the time i was completely unaware of vaccines much less allergy shots and the preservatives in them. doing this almost weekly for 3 years had to have an affect. looking back i see how my sensitivities increased quite a lot during that time. i know full restoration is coming and is mine to own and accept. for now i do what i can with supplements and food choice to keep this vessel as clean as i am able to with not just my budget but with the offering’s of this failing, limited and in some cases absolutely archaic system (medical/health).
i also appreciate her thoughts on the event/transition – by intending it, being open to it we allow it in. a partnership if you will. we are Source Creator Beings and this is not something that is just all happening outside of us. it is an inside and outside experience.
anyway….as i remind myself – be you. who else am i going to be? “new human wants all full power back.” YES SHE DOES.
Seems there is an influx of energy that brought up some uncomfortable emotions and symptoms. Everyone is unique in their experience.. for me nausea and acid feeling in stomache. Emotions of anger pushing out past abuse energies. In my outer reality i experienced it by seeing a person, in one of the fb groups im in, talking down to people, for talking about their personal struggles and asking for advice. In my experience, people who are intolerant to others talking/ being natural, is bc they dont feel ok being natural within themselves. Overall, planetarily, systems are being busted thru. Anwhere where people are told to be un-natural, will not withstand. The Energy is pushing this out. Which is why we see a lot of super “professional” types, seeing that it is futile to keep uo the act of “professionalism.” Naturalness is bleeding thru no matter the layers of un-nanaturalness. Im seeing it everywhere.
So yes i felt this Energy move thru today. The air kinda feels spicy and dry. Its also 9-9 which brings a certain strength of energies out today.
The planetary energies are* bringing the Event, whether other energy-writers say it or not 😊😉
A few visions ive had, have shown me that when we have strong Energies, the Event is anchoring more and more. It is building. Amanda Lorence writes about this sometimes on her page..!
So yes it is kind of hard to be some who knows*.. who has integrated* the Event energetically within, to be amongst others who are not here. Keep the faith and knowing, my vision also showed what an important job we are carrying by being someone who has integrated* the Event within, and who holds conscious* knowing* of the Event.
To put it in another way, it really helps*** the Event so much, to have those of us who are consciously on board withe Event and New Earth… to have those of us who understand* the Event so that we dont go inti fear when it happens. We soothe the collective fears, at the Event, by being someone who does not fear it.
Keep cool but also keep listening within.. our anger and sadness that is brought up today, has a point, it wants you to go into it all the way to see what’s there. Dont stop yourself by saying you should be nice/ tolerant of mistreatment we see in others. Instead, go all the way thru, to regain our power. The new human wants all her power back !
editor’s note: the collective feeeel – that i am both feeling and hearing is being experienced by others is heavy and dark. today i am feeling – deeply within – an ancient pain – feeling i have been part of an eon’s long battle and FUCK, I AM TIRED. DONE. DONE with being bullied and pushed around by ANY one being or collective – human or otherwise. DONE with having to protect myself and then getting dismissed or ridiculed by programmed bots for not being “strong enough”. I AM NOT ALWAYS STRONG ENOUGH BECAUSE I AM FUCKING BONE WEARY TIRED of feeling i have to watch my back, be on guard when all i want to do is just RELAX FULLY and BE and never fucking again have to worry about some asshole or group telling me what to do/think/be or else…..some say dark consciousness doesn’t attack light. BULLSHIT! it seeks to smother what is pure and divine because it is so far removed from that experience it doesn’t know what else to do BUT attack and consume. i know this experience well and i no longer pretend it is not real and present. but that does not mean it gets its way.
so i chill and gather up more of the divine perfect source energy that has kept me going this far.
so this heavy feel many of us are feeling – part may be due to our weariness and those times we have let the dark consciousness enter our own space and consume us now and then. there is something else i am sensing too – an attacking feeling. it is there and this attacking feeling is NOT OURS. this is the energy of a desperate dying fading losing-its-power species/consciousness. let yourself feel the experience but don’t drown in it. rise above it. BE the Love. BE the Divine Power. LOVE RISES TO THE TOP. Always! [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
editor’s note: hello everyone. i have been divinely guided you could say to come across this beautiful soul who is in need of help. she is getting out of an abusive environment, has a child and has her own health issue to deal with. as such, she is seeking assistance. i told her i would share her story here and if anyone feels drawn to help her, please do so~ either by sharing this with your friends/family/social media peeps and/or by helping out financially. she has a very similar dream as mine: to see shelters to help those in need for as long as they need the help all over this realm. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
if you wish to connect with her directly, here is her e-mail address: OnfireforGod222@gmail.com
thanks everyone!
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Hello, my name is Jennifer Snow-Barker and I am leaving a domestic violence/adulterous situation after 16 years of marriage with 2 children, one with special needs, Elijah, who battles autism and ADHD and is non-verbal. I also am disabled with a spinal condition. We were homeless for 2 months and I finally saved up enough to get into a small house, but we literally have nothing right now. I have always tried to be as good to people as I possibly can and I believe you get back what you put out. I promise to pay it back and forward just as soon as I can! There is a couple from my old church in Missouri who set up a PayPal account for me to help me get on my feet. Here’s my PayPal info: Http://www.paypal.me/JenniferSnow2
Thank you all so incredibly much and bless your socks off!
i awoke today thinking about the concept of “take the read pill or the blue pill”. i thought “why not take the purple pill?” purple is my favorite color after all, and i am one who can see the various sides of a discussion/issue. purple then combines the red and blue. isn’t it more helpful to unite?
i wonder just how deep and far the awakening will go. when Q spoke of the pledge of allegiance and included the phrase “under god” – i immediately thought “that phrase was added in the 1950’s – (1954 to be precise) by congress….it’s a deep state addition.” the original pledge went like this: “I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, and to the Republic for which it stands; one nation, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”
some in the Q and patriot movement seem to wish to see only a religious nation and one that is Christian. go deep and you know religion itself is part of the programming. and yet of course freedom is the desired end result and as such ALL have the right to believe or NOT believe in any sort of Creator and label it and practice it however they wish.
i also see some in the movement have complete distaste for anything labeled “free” and unless one works for something, one isn’t worthy of whatever that “thing” is.
that is when i feel more in alignment with the blue pill peeps who speak of things like free education, health care for all. housing as a right. however i walk away when i see they want the government to provide for that (which really would be just another control system).
we can have a way of being – living-creating- that doesn’t include pay to live. THAT is the purple pill.
we can have a way of being/living/creating that provides tech to heal us, power our lives, etc. THAT is the purple pill.
we can have a way of being/living/creating that includes a TOTALLY new way of learning. again – purple pilling.
in short – what is it we need? the purple realm in which we reside provides that need – gives us the freedom to HAVE that need met. no need to prove ourselves. no need to pay for it. ALL are worthy and deserving to live that life of ease. and we have the tech (all repressed – the inner and outer tech) to do just that.
enough on that topic…onto a little divine message that came through to me. on my ride tonight, i decided to visit my sacred tree. it’s been awhile. i ride up, greet her, then place my hands on her. as i am tuning in, i ask if she has a message for me, if she has anything she wishes to say. just then my phone goes off, signaling i have a text message….and i hear “check your phone for my message”. i check my text and it’s a friend speaking of the current energy today – must be something new. thanks tree. i was wondering if something different was up today.
that’s all for today. as you can see – a rather neutral day with a couple of sparks to capture my attention. gonna go search to see if i can find some more magic.
well i’m pretty impressed with this camera as it caught something in the western night sky – at 11:15pm. my mate noticed a glow in the west – sometimes we see it, sometimes we don’t. no clue what it is. we can rule out city lights as we would see that nightly. anyway, so i was taking pictures of these glowing clouds and while the clouds didn’t show up, i captured something. it isn’t a planet. it was likely a craft of some sort with a field around it given what i can see when i zoom in. it’s in the upper right – looks like flat (and no it isn’t a bird). anyway i was taking pictures one after another, quickly and it only showed up in this one photo.
also a note of fun: we saw 2 beautiful shooting stars. g’night everyone.
editor’s note: the shots i took looking due east – around 7:15pm – with all of the bands (i will note the pic below) – do not come close to the scene i saw with my eyes. the depth of the purple that was lower in the horizon was amazing. i have yet to see that deep of a purple show up. and it was due east too! i was actually having a conversation with a friend who had just pulled up in his car (i was on my bike) and had to interrupt him when i saw the skies and excused myself as i took pictures. the time of the photos start at around 5pm when we went from blue skies to a lot of wind bringing in a huge wall of some amazing clouds, which you will see below. i had a feeling we were going to have an amazing sky scene at sunset. the glow ended up lasting for a good hour – and as has been the case for some time now – often starts in the east before the west lights up.
aside from some amazing sky scenes, WOW did i feel floaty today! and tired too. i zonked out within minutes for awhile around 9pm.
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(this is one of the photos i took – due east at around 7:15pm – that had the deep deep purple low in the horizon. the bands were brilliant all the way up.)
(this glow just kinda snuck up on me – taken on my ride)
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yeah, so i had another “dream”. again, didn’t ask for it ~ it just happened.
i was in a mall and it was quite crowded. i get called to look in a certain direction and there he is ~ John Kennedy Jr. this time he is young, at least young looking. i walk over to him and he takes my hand. i don’t recall talking at that point – we just walked around. i felt he was guiding me. i then see my biological family (parents and sibling). i asked him if we could go talk to them so they would “see” – see the truth – see that what i say has meaning and purpose and truth. (my family, overall, thinks i’m nuts – and if not that, wasting my time at all of this.)
“sure,” he says.
so we walk up to my family – i introduce them. one parent is staring off into space, not paying attention. my sibling – in the background waiting to likely see what my parents do. and my other parent is at least listening and showing some interest. very fitting for who they are, btw.
at that point john jr and i leave. we make a quick stop in a shop and i see carolyn – i had really wanted to see her. she was, you could say, just being a normal american woman. talking with some people. she ran some sort of a business – i could sense what. anyway – she is very confident when she is in her element, sharing her gifts.
we then walk out and are back in the mall. he then gives me the feeling it is time to go. as we head towards the doors to leave, he said he wants to give me a date as he knows that is what i am seeking. i see a calendar flash in front of me, some pages being flipped forward, and i see the month of november and hear, from him “18” – so maybe november 18th? or just november of 2018? i was trying to figure it out in the dream and obviously got it wrong as i then heard him say “the week before thanksgiving. that’s when we want to do this.” the feeling i received from him was “they” really wanted to do this by thanksgiving. by “this” i strongly feel he meant show the world Team Q ~ of which he is connected to. does he post drops? i’m not sure – but he did give me the impression he is connected with them and KNOWS. (and is he connected with them in THIS realm if he is alive? or outside the realm if he really did pass in 1999? again – i do not know for SURE – but i feeeeel it is the first take.)
we were still at the door – and as we walk outside suddenly the skies are dark and there is a storm brewing. a massive storm. rain, wind. a squall, i hear and see and feel. he immediately says “i have to go now – they know i’m here” and takes off. “wait!”, i call. “what about me?!” he calls back “you’ll be fine. just lay down. they don’t know you. they really are stupid, you know.” and then he hops in this little black sports car – two-seater- and takes off quickly.
i look around and decide to lay down where i am as i see a group of men – ordinary looking men btw – looking around for someone. they don’t see me and seem confused as to where this person they are searching for went to. as the dream i ended i recall thinking “wow they really are that stupid.”
the overall impression that i received of the dream is his energy. i have never had a dream of someone and felt that kind of energy. it is solid. powerful and protective yet very gentle. a very nice combination. and there are just some things he knows – and when he does he wants you to trust him. no discussion.
it’s interesting i had this dream last night too as, overall, i got off of the “is he alive or not?” train. my feel has been he is and so i felt no need to explore it further. last night i kept seeing videos pop up about him and simply chose not to watch. i didn’t need any further info, or so i thought. [wp-svg-icons icon=”smiley” wrap=”i”]
we are in good hands. there is soooooooo much going on that we cannot see, in this realm and outside of this realm…. and we can tune into it by going within and calling for the experience. we can feeeeeeeeeeeel. get visions. have dreams.
and just sometimes, those experiences happen when we least expect them.
much love to you all~
victoria
p.s. ~ one last experience i want to share. on my facebook page for this site, i noticed someone had recommended my site. this person also shared why they come here each day. my heart did a huuuuuuge expansion. i got tears in my eyes and touched my heart. that feeling of gratitude….. i told my mate about it and said THIS – THIS is the REAL “reward” for doing this site. if i could pay my bills using that energy – this energy in here right now – i would be one of the richest Being’s on the planet. for those of you who have shared not just your money donations, but your words with me, THANK YOU!! [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]
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lately there is a lot of deception and disinfo among the alleged truther community. we already know the mainstream outlets are full of deceit and over-the-top drama. i rather expect more from those seeking the truth.
maybe it’s laziness. maybe it’s desperation ~ wanting what we desire and see and HAVE wanted for so very long ~ we are willing to grasp at ANYTHING that may point in the direction of REAL change. i totally understand that.
and yet as desperate ~ as needing of change as i am, i want to know the truth.
the other night i linked a piece that contained a video showing an alleged massive UFO. the youtube site that showed the clip is known for creating CGI. i didn’t watch the video when i linked the piece here ~ my responsibility. i needed to have done that. late last night i decided to listen to the video. there is no talking. silence (other than the sounds of the plane). it was videotaped aboard a plane.
so let me get this straight. a massive object is being captured on a flight and yet we hear no one say “WHAT IS THAT?!” (well in japanese as it was on a flight in japan). nothing but silence in terms of no one speaking (and the usual sound of being in a jet plane). that puts the entire credibility of the video in major doubt mode. human’s are curious.
i also read another piece last night that claimed the info in the article had just happened. i decided to investigate before i shared it here. turns out the incident happened in 2009.
then i see a piece today claiming gwb junior is against investigating the events of 9/11. people were commenting on it as though his statement was just released. the piece was written in 2002.
i woke up this morning questioning every damn thing i am “into” right now. i even questioned the concept of our higher self. is it just another AI program and thus when we THINK it is helping/guiding us, it is just looking out for its own survival (our energy)?
why isn’t reality changing? our thoughts have changed thus changing our energy/frequency – what we put out there. we have overwhelmingly given the energy of DO NOT CONSENT to the controlling systems.
i am tired and fed up and done with these pacifying tidbits of info that say “this is coming” and “that is coming”. the journey is no longer satisfying.
so late afternoon i was reading something about certain psychics (no names were given) were allegedly seeing “nothing” past September, alluding to a new timeline, transition, etc. i stopped reading, got up and thought “hmm…i wonder if the cats (schrodinger’s other cat) have any insight into that.” just as i had that thought, something (again) said to look at the tv. the picture is below. (i checked their site – i had to of course – and nope – no mention of the above and no new updates.)
now i need a multi-million dollar lottery win numbers come my way….i would do so much good with a blessing like that! i have long felt so much of the wealth ends up in the “wrong” hands…
