Category: Daily Notes

Today’s Insights/Messages

 

i don’t know where to begin – got a lot of little things to share.  so i will dive right in w/what is most present in my mind.

our abilities.  for me that is telepathy at the moment.  i have tried this with a few people in my life – and it’s working.  there have been a couple of people i have not spoken with in months – people with whom i feel that ancient/soul-based connection.  i put out a “hello get in touch with me” message to one last week.  24 hours later i received a message from this person.

so i thought to give it a try again.  person number 2.  or shall i say beautiful soul friend because these are what these connections are to me – people i deeply feel connected with and have an instinctive/need-to-protect sense. anyway i put out the message of hello – haven’t heard from you – get in touch if you feel the desire.  this time in just a few hours – i received a response.  today i tried it again – and within minutes received a response.

distance plays no part, of course, in any of this.  i was talking about this with brother rick tonight and as i did, i received a visual.  that barrier – that heavy barrier – the veil if you will – is so thin it now has holes and gaps, making REAL communication instant and clear – regardless of the distance.

and speaking of communication, brother rick also shared he had received some intel/info from Clair.  he asked her how much longer and she said 1122. i reminded him of my recent dream i had of JRK Junior – where he showed me a calendar – and gave me the very strong impression/feel that thanksgiving was hugely important to him – and that ALL had to be wrapped up by then – would be.

i have felt into this more and it is my feel that he – or whoever these people/being’s are engaging in this Universal Cleaning Up – have the ability to traverse the dimensions – have the ability to see past/present/future – which is WHY this clean up is really going smoothly.  at least there’s a pattern and a DEFINITE flow to it when we feeeeel into that.  the chaos is there serving its own purpose – to those resisting the flow.  it is a strong pull, a strong force on its own – i can feel it and it HAS indeed knocked me on my doubting ass from time to time…..but when i tune into that ALL WITHIN of FEELING – i can FEEL FULLY that all is going as planned: this creation is NOT GETTING HIJACKED ANY MORE.

NOT on my watch or yours or yours or yours.  the clean up crew is in full force – no going back.

so back to the 1122 – which is the calendar date of thanksgiving over here in the states – which is also the 55th anniversary of Kennedy Senior’s assassination.  so me receiving that – and Clair saying 1122 to brother Rick – was just a confirmation.  i tuned in and felt Clair say the same – she was just confirming the info i had received.

as rick is feeling as well – the energy is WOW now.  he is also seeing 1122 all over the place.  me?  i’m just seeing numbers.  mostly double’s.  here’s an interesting number combo that came up on my receipt at the store today.

the first balance showed $17.66 which i found intriguing – then when the cashier typed in some of my info the final balance showed $16.77. upon seeing the numbers “1766” i felt a shift inside….something told me the year 1766 was a highly significant year in terms of what is now being cleaned up, particularly here in the states.  so i did a little googling and here’s what i found:

“The Declaratory Act

AN ACT for the better securing the dependency of his Majesty’s dominions in America upon the crown and parliament of Great Britain….

Colonial legislatures organized what is now known as the Stamp Act Congress in response to the Stamp Act of 1765 which called into question the right of a distant power to tax them without proper representation. 

“By one Act they have suspended the powers of one American legislature, & by another have declared they may legislate for us themselves in all cases whatsoever. These two acts alone form a basis broad enough whereon to erect a despotism of unlimited extent.”— Thomas Jefferson

what this is showing is how we have been under British Control (law of the sea) since that time…highly significant to the revealing of the all and the cleaning up….

i am also hearing the journey song “stone in love” like MAD lately.  i awoke hearing it after a dream.  heard it in the car today on the way to the store.  as i began this piece i knew i needed to tune out all in my household and listen to music as i wrote this piece so that i would get into the flow (music always does that – gets me into that flow – as clair keeps saying all year “music will set you free” –  now i get it)….anyway so i go to youtube and pull up an reo speedwagon song – 3 songs later – guess which one is playing right now? yeah – stone in love, journey.

“there are no coincidences.”

another topic in all of this – aging.  are any of you beginning to feel you may be getting younger?  i am having moments of this.  some days i will feel my calendar age (which will never be given although anyone with a keen eye for detail will have been able to figure that one out by now given the info i have shared) – other days – 18.  22.  (the age i am aiming for and have been for months.)  so today my body was behaving in a way that i have not experienced since i was in my early 20’s.  coincidence? i thought.  so later on this evening i go on a walk and run into a neighbor down the way.  we begin talking.  she’s in her late 60’s and tells me she’s begun having hotflashes – like she used to when she was in her 40’s.  i got one of those “a ha!” feelings, looked at her and said “perhaps you may be getting younger?” she laughed and said maybe.  “energies,” I said – “they’re new and intense right now – doing all sorts of things to us.”

change.

that word – change – i had an impression/message in the shower the other day.  you know how so MANY of us have said we are overly FRIGGING #%$@@*!!!! tired of groundhog day, right?  of course we are.  we are AWAKENING – enough to KNOW that CHANGE IS who we are.  pure creation energies are ALWAYS changing….moving….expanding….doing this doing that….

we were NEVER meant to spend so much time inside of offices and houses doing the same damn things every day being confined to chores or tending to health issues – sheot – none of that is supposed to take the “time” and “tending to” as it has in this realm.  and because we have awakened to all of this inner and outer sheot game/story – we are READY TO END it – break free – walk away and BE that creative Force of Source again.

let’s see what else is going through my mind….oh the colors in the skies. aluna ash linked a video showing purple misty skies at 11pm.  i will link that in a bit.  it was captured last night – 10/6.  what’s a bit interesting to me is last night we attended a potluck and at sunset i noticed this AMAZING glow in the west.  yes, it wasn’t at 11pm at night – but the sky just looked – different.  a couple of us noticed it, commented on it…. and walked to a spot where we could get a better visual.  i took a couple of pictures – handed off the camera to my mate who went to capture more.  he then brought it back to me and i headed off in a different direction (“yeah bye gotta leave the party for a bit to take pictures cause that’s what i do”)….and took some shots which i am including below.  there was – at first – this pinkish/purplish type of mist around the glow – and it was a dry evening (today – rainy).

tonight at dinner, i was looking out the window – facing west – and noticed a slight pink to the otherwise gray cloudy rainy sky.  i asked my mate – hey does the sky (and i mean the entire sky) have this pink hue to it?  i asked our girl – she has the purest eyesight.  she noticed it too.  i looked to the south and wow – it was really noticeable in that direction.  by this time it was almost 7pm – getting quite dark – and i took pictures but they just did not show the color.  most showed just black skies.

i’m just staying neutral on this.  now if – when – that mist begins to show up around me in my house – THEN i will go nuts with excitement.

until then, i remain as i said – neutral – observing – but i gotta tell you the growing feeling of huge change and endings and especially CELEBRATION and REUNION is really present within me now.  feels like something that was once visible and palpable to me but still sooooo far away – and now – so close.  reunions.  oh i cannot wait!  as the song that just happened to begin playing next on the youtube – boston – is singing to me: “it’s been such a long time”.

YES.  IT.  HAS.

love,

victoria

******

Thank you for visiting and for supporting my work.  Please feel free to share. This is a donation based site.  I humbly ask for and gratefully accept all donations.  Please click the button below.  

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

 

 

0Shares

A Little Story from the Future: What Was It Like Living On Earth?

 

A Bedtime Story of Hope…

Once upon a time a young boy was complaining to his Mother Grand about his flying craft and how it wasn’t flying as fast as he wanted it to.  He tinkered with it, using both tools and his mind to enhance the beautiful machine.  Mother Grand watched with love and humor in her eyes.

“There was a time in your mother grand’s life where we didn’t have flying craft,” she said quietly.

The young boy looked at her with eyes wide.  “How did you get around mother grand?” he asked.

“Automobiles,” she replied.

“Auto mo what?” the young boy asked, looking quite perplexed.

“Automobiles,” she corrected.  “We also called them cars.  We drove them on roads.”

“But they could fly right?” her grandson asked.

Mother grand shook her head.  “No.  We operated them with a steering wheel, an engine and wheels.”

“That doesn’t sound like much fun,” he said, wrinkled nose, shaking his head.

“Well compared to what we have today, no, it wasn’t much fun,” she said, laughing quietly.

“Tell me more about old earth mother grand,” the boy asked.

“Ok.  What do you want to know?” she asked.

“Well, how did you live?  What did you do with your time?” he asked with interest.

“We worked jobs,” she said.

“Oh I heard about that from mom and dad,” he said.  “Why did you have to work jobs again?”

“To make money to live.  To eat.  To shelter ourselves,” she said.

“That doesn’t sound fair.  I’m glad no one has to do that here,” he replied.

Mother grand sighed, remembering times past.  She ran her hand through her grandson’s hair.  “So am I, honey,” she said.

Quiet fell between the two of them.  The young boy continued to work on his craft.

“Would you like a meal?” mother grand asked the boy.

“Yes, please.”

Mother grand went inside, walked over to the food replicator and coded in “Spaghetti with meatballs”.  As that was prepared, she walked to the side of the house and picked a couple of peaches and a handful of berries off the trees.  Minutes later she brought the food to her grandson, who, smiling at her, proceeded to inhale the bounty.

Some things never do change, she thought, smiling to herself.

“Mother grand,” the boy asked, “on old earth, how long did people live?”

“Well that depends,” she said.

“On what?”

“Oh lots of things.  Where you lived.  What you ate.  How much money you earned.  It’s much different today,” she said.  This was a painful subject for her, having seen too many of her friends and loved ones succumb to disease or struggle with health issues on old earth that today were easily healed.

“How is it different?” he asked.

“Well today if the body begins to show any sign of distress, you have the option of using your mind or visiting the healing center to heal.  On old earth, while people knew the power of the mind to heal, we were constantly assaulted with all sorts of nasty poisons that made healing very difficult and often only temporary,” she said.

“Poisons?” the young boy asked.  “What do you mean?”

Mother grand paused, reminding herself some things weren’t spoken of in the new earth – not that it was forbidden – nothing was forbidden here – all was allowed in so long as the creation did not power over another.  No, poisons were not spoken of because the term had no reason to exist here.

“Poisons were things created and used in the old earth to make people and plants, all life, sick,” she said.

Her grandson looked at her with confusion in his eyes.  While there were schools that discussed old earth, not all chose to learn of the old ways.  Her grandson was limited in his knowledge of how things once were.

“Why would someone do that?” he finally asked, his voice a whisper.

Mother grand looked down, overcome with emotion.  She took a few moments to come up with an answer that would make some sense.  She shared what made the most sense to her heart.

“Simply because some people made that choice,” she said quietly, looking directly in her grandson’s eyes.

The gaze was held for several moments, the grandson finally looking off into the direction of the vast forest that surrounded their home.  A look of sadness was around him for a bit.  Mother grand merely observed him, knowing he would speak when he was ready.

“I’m quite grateful people don’t make choices like that now,” he said finally, looking at his grandmother.

“Me too sweetheart,” said mother grand, taking his hand.  “Me too.”

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Victoria

******

Thank you for visiting and for supporting my work.  Please feel free to share. This is a donation based site.  I humbly ask for and gratefully accept all donations.  Please click the button below.  

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

 

 

 

 

 

0Shares

A Bit of Clarification on my Ben Swann share

 

i have received messages from some of you on my ben swann share.  i wanted to clarify a few things.

one, i have long felt ben is compromised and as such is not one i follow.  i first heard of him when he aired a special report on pizzagate on an ABC affiliate.  as many of us know, after his report, he disappeared for awhile and then returned – seemingly different.  it was then i thought “he was spoken to”.

i shared the video after seeing a friend post it.  i hesitated because it was ben swann but i focused on the info he provided.  and it is info i felt we – certainly i – could take the time to contemplate.

the 4th amendment has been royally ripped to shreds over the course of the past few administrations and there are questions surrounding kavanaugh’s “interpretation” of it.  he has had close ties with the likes of bush junior and karl rove.  we cannot turn a blind eye to that – at least i won’t.

do i feel he will be confirmed?  absolutely, yes i do.

do i feel he is playing a role in the alleged arrests?  absolutely, yes i do.

do i feel it is possible he was once deep state and has turned for the better? yes.

and yet i am not walking into this blindly.  yes, i want those arrests – as much as all of you.  i have been at this awakening/uncovering/sharing for 20 damn years and as such – i am a weary tired traveler.  

and yet – regardless of how weary and tired i am – i absolutely DO NOT want anyone sitting in a SCOTUS position that is going to neglect to follow the Constitution….that is going to allow the ongoing destruction of our freedom’s and liberties.  i cannot just look at the next few weeks or months. i have to consider the long term future (the event may not happen when i feel or want it to).

so for now i continue to keep the watchful eye balanced with that hopeful heart – and when i see something that gives me pause – when i see something that may just force me to reconsider a long-held feel thought or belief – i will pass it along.

victoria

0Shares

Today’s Reflection on the Event ~ 10/4/18

 

i have had this expanding feeling that this event wave is like a tap on the shoulder that says “wake up” – and we literally do wake up.  i have had this conversation with one of you this week and it’s encouraged me to expand on this – consider it.

and so tonight on social media, a fellow event friend said more or less the same thing.  it is her take the event wave will not result in some of us disappearing or in a situation where some stay behind, etc (the biblical vision of the separating of the wheat and the chaff).  it will be more in alignment with us literally waking up and looking back on all we have experienced and say “oh that was just a dream” and we continue on our way….and i add to that we continue on our way in a frequency/realm/reality of OUR FULL creation ~ one we have fully created already and will continue to expand on/create.  when i say “we” i mean our BIG Selves along with other fractal’s of our being that have been slowly “coming together” for lack of a better term and have already created/been creating an experience that is frequency specific to Who We Are.

i reflect on that and wonder ~ how many of the people in my life will be a part of my new creation.  what will i “think” and feel if not all are there? like character’s in a dream that my conscious mind doesn’t know – character’s that aren’t in my daily life?  it is possible of course, in dream state experience, to have a very strong attachment, a very strong feeling towards someone who isn’t familiar – to wake up – and to go on with your life as the feeling of attachment fades.

makes me ask the obvious:  WHAT IS REAL?  

how this plays out of course is still anyone’s wildest guess and feel….but one thing for certain is something IS happening and it IS imminent and people are really having visions and insight’s come to them in a HUGE way right now.

as always please share your experiences/feels.  i love to hear them.

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

victoria

******

Thank you for supporting my work.  Please feel free to share.  This is a donation based site.  I humbly ask for and gratefully accept all donations.  Please click the button below.  

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

0Shares

Pre-Event Mist Being Experienced By Many

 

i awoke to seeing this message pop up first on my social media page (linnea fairylight ginn):

“SHITS ABOUT TO GO DOWN.
I C THE MIST.
PRECURSOR FOR EVENT. CHECK OUT FLEURBRUN AND ALUNA ASH ON UTUBE. CONFIRMATION FROM ME IN COSTA RICA.
Addition: I am receiving confirmation from friends. Numerous. Share your experiences, if this is happening for you to. Pay attention to the next upcoming weeks.Remember NO FEAR. you got this”

**

according to some of the people making comments, others are seeing it too. i sat down awhile ago and played the piano – was guided to.  heard “play it and it will come”.  i have been told for weeks “your music will set you free”….  so i did.  i felt it was to guide me into my heart space.  it worked and was a beautiful experience ~ as it usually is.

i also had a very unusual experience while dreaming last night/early this morning.  a first.  it was one long dream – i kept trying to change it up.  it was getting rather boring, to be honest.  i felt like was running out of ideas to create in the astral realm.  around this experience i actually heard “there is nothing left for you to experience now.  let it go.”  so i did – and woke up. now was this around the issue itself or does this have a broader meaning? not sure yet.  i just thought it was interesting to have this experience and then to wake up and see linea’s post.

i have also had synchro’s like crazy today around this experience.  each time i was pulled to check out the tv, there was some message to be gleaned. below are the images.  also included are some sky captures.  lots of chemtrailing going on today – including a “style” not seen before – what looks similar to a strand of DNA.

and just heard on the radio the FBI report is due to drop in a matter of minutes (5pm pacific time in the states).  you read it first here.  lol  (probably not but hey it sounds kinda cool.)

keep your eyes on the skies, feels in the heart and feet on the ground – unless called to fly.  then by all means fly!

love,

victoria

(soundscapes music channels includes a variety of quotes.  the quote on this particular capture came from John Kennedy.  “there are no coincidences”, right?)

(after i literally was playing from and to Love – and to the energy event wave of Love – i got up from the piano and saw this one above had been playing.)

 

 

******

Thank you for supporting my work ~ for hanging in there with this human being.  Feel free to share.  As this is a donation-based site, I gratefully accept and request whatever you are able to donate.  Please click the button below.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

0Shares

Schrodinger’s Other Cat ~ Flying Blind/CME Incoming [UPDATE4] (and some of LoveInActionNow reflections for the day)

 

editor’s note:  the two staircase image ~ i feel this is a representation – a metaphor – for what people will experience after this event experience.  all are getting “out” (my feel – cause that’s what Love does – and gives you the freedom to choose after the assistance) – yellow rose speaks of this using the terms “east” and “west”.  i’ve seen where i go – where i’m at – so i trust all of Me which today i am in this feeling state of thinking the me typing is just another simulation within this simulation – i am the dreamer – and the Awakened Me is already “home” – and the event is the voice that i finally hear that says “WAKE UP”…..well other than that i am seriously tired today….last night in the minutes prior to falling asleep i began trembling and shivering all over….today – body having a time – dropping things OH MY dropping things as if what i am holding is not really there…..fatigue?  merging?  both?  i don’t know what to “think” today so not pushing the brain to try which is why i have been rather quiet today.  ssshhh…....

one last comment ~ i hesitate posting this as ya’ll know the last thing i ever want to do is spread disinfo….so i will just say this – i saw on a friend’s social media page there may be some intense times coming up after tomorrow – the presidential alert allegedly creating some sort of an activation with the arrests to follow and well you can imagine – the advice is to stay out of cities, the usual – and stock up and water and food….well we have done that so often throughout the last 10 plus years i rather don’t give that kinda stuff much attention these days – HOWEVER – today as i put some groceries away into the refrig (this was before i saw the message on social media) a voice within me said i may wish to consider getting some extra water to have on hand.  so just putting this out there….

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

victoria

******

Ah. This latest from Lisa Gawlas explains why we can’t see anything right now… well, can see less:

I could see two earths both in eclipse of each other, passing each other in opposite directions. It was stated that the “old” earth and the “new” earth are eclipsing each other. creating a black out of sorts. In another preview to a reading (no one got a reading, not even the ET connections.) It was explained and shown this tremendous energy being exchanged between the two realities during this passage. It was also explained by one of my lady’s ETs this energy is why the connection could not happen. Way too much distortion to work thru. To much finalizing the upcoming blueprints (if you will) of the next phase of earth and of each living thing on earth. With this new set of blueprints, we are all going thru a changing of the guard, of guides/teachers and such. As we step into this last quarter of 2018, we will also start to draw down to us, at least those using their divine will, the energies of the first quarter of 2019.

modern-wood-spiral-stairs-030317-927-04-775x1161
Time to choose.

Well, we weren’t entirely blind. We could see a little.

Yesterday, we saw a huge pillar with two spiraling staircases — one for the JUSTICE Timeline, the other for the SOURCE Timeline — but BOTH go to the same place.

Both have The Event at the top. What’s the advantage to either one? We’re trying to figure that one out. We aren’t allowed to know that much, it seems, but we do know that the JUSTICE Timeline is ROCKIER. The SOURCE Timeline is more like SOURCE: quiet, with superior coffee, tea and scones. Both culminate in The Event. So… non-stop excitement or peace & quiet? We know what we’re choosing.

Continue here.

0Shares

Today’s Reflection ~ 9/29/18

 

as i was going through today’s headlines i saw a couple that gave me pause. one, kanye west wants to abolish the 13th amendment.  not that the government follows this one as we’re all slaves in metaphoric chains tied to the banks and corporations.  why would he say this though?  he has some explaining to do.  but then again he’s one of the elite and if he tweets something controversial, the world goes crazy.  how sad it is so much attention is given to these celebrities – regardless of their beliefs.  i am much more interested in what any of you have to say than i am any of them.

second headline ~ kavanaugh raises almost $400,000 in 5 days – and that’s stated as a positive.  ford does something similar and it’s controversial. honestly both of these folks run around with the D.C. elite so i don’t trust either of them (although i have a bit more trust in kavanaugh but that could be my own bias and wishful wanting).  this whole circus is a con job – an embarrassment.  the right is every bit as much “asleep” as is the left.  the left are in mellow-dramatic hysterics – the right are wearing the “i am better than you” pompous hat.

i still have no desire most days to say i am a proud american.  i am a very disgruntled being who resides in this space called america who views her government as a giant puzzle of deception and game playing.  hopeful that is changing but until i see the finished result, i’m remaining detached – observing.

all of these craft that are allegedly here – likely watching – observing – perhaps thinking “we came here for this?!”  would i get involved w/humanity at this point?  given how i feel today, no.  i’d exit.

as i have long said – how can i be authentically responsible and discerning if i am not given all of the data?  the full truth?  the full as in the brunt of the responsibility rests right with all who have lied and deceived and abused and created and continued the systems of enslavement and power-over. about all we can do is say NO – as long – and as often as is needed.  and follow up that “NO” with as much action as we can.

however that looks is up to each of us.

i am feeling the presence of the being’s out there – i was able to tune into that earlier and for a moment could feeeeeeeeeeel them – and they are simply watching.  given what i have read – and felt into – we are the last of the realms to be cleaned up. can i prove this?  nope.  again – until i have the full truth and all of the data it’s still a game – even though it is being played through my heart.

aside from all of that, i am unbelievably punchy tired today and very thirsty. commanding change and freedom – love and support.  kind words.

the players who engage in power over and games of deception can exit the stage – N O W.

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

victoria

******

Thank you for supporting my work.  Feel free to share.  I gratefully and kindly request you leave me a donation for the work I do.  Please use the button below.

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

 

0Shares

My Patreon Page

 

here is the link to my patreon page:  https://www.patreon.com/user?u=5626767

i am starting to link more my own pieces and other articles/video’s there.  for now most of them will remain public but the plan is to make it a mostly “patron only” site.  you can do this for as little as $3/month so a great deal!  it is much easier to navigate and is a much more supportive platform – plus far less censoring.  for now though this site will remain – just a bit less content.

thanks to you all for your support.

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

victoria

0Shares

Last night’s dream ~ they’re heeeeeeeeeere and a synchronicity

 

last night i had a dream i was inside of a restaurant here in town.  the street and location felt very specific to me (one of the main roads, east side of the street).  as i’m sitting at a table, talking, i felt the need to look out the front windows (that faced west).  this massive craft flies over.  i point and say “that’s mine!”  not sure what that meant – maybe family from home?  something i once operated?  i was very assured when i said the words. anyway, the manager of the place came over to me and as i was starting to tell him what to do, a group of grey’s flew by headed south.  “don’t engage with them,” i said.  i felt they were unable to do any harm but their power and purpose was more or less meaningless.

i then did something odd that i am not sure what it represented- legit fear or unnecessary fear.  i quietly told the manager to lock the door to keep out any extra people from coming in and to close the curtains.  he complied. now why i would i do this?  i’m still pondering this one.  trying to keep us protected from mass chaos out there?  trying to keep ME safe?  i know if i were to suddenly know what to do in such a situation, i would not want any crazy type knowing who i am.  mob mentality.  make sense?

anyway it was a very visual dream – and interesting it happened after i spent some time outside last night – sending out messages to home – stating “i know you’re out there – not seeing anything with my own eyes yet”.  i don’t see in the skies what i once did though and that is likely due to my “if you’re just here to show off or control us, you aren’t welcome” energy.

with the sighting’s people are capturing throughout this realm, we obviously are not alone – indeed right now we aren’t.  it seems all eyes are on us – perhaps we are the last realm to see a cleaning up…liberation….transformation.  at some point we will know all that we seek.

until then i remain, as always, discerning with any outside “visitors” – familiar or not.

the synchronicity came earlier today when i was contemplating the event and how it plays out.  i walked into the living room and felt that nudge to look at the tv.  “eastern journey” was playing.  i thought of yellow rose and her philosophy as i have shared here – the event creates a split – those going the way of the new world of tech, new monetary system, etc. go west.  those going home go east.

also had a moment with 7’s.  as i was in the car backing out of the driveway, something said look at the odometer.  70.7.  i go to my destination and do my thing.  as i headed home, traveling maybe one block something said again look at the odometer.  71.7.

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

victoria

******

Thank you for reading and supporting my work.  Feel free to share.  I gratefully accept and request donations for the work I do.  Please click the button below.

[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]

 

 

0Shares

A Couple of more thoughts

 

was guided to look at the tv first thing this morning ~ saw the song playing (can’t find my way home)…  later on at the park, i was going through my notebook and turned to a page from about a year ago – and i was in much the same state within as i am today.  i firmly told myself – change it up if nothing out there is aligning with you.  change up yourself, girl… because i will not continue to have this inner experience of waiting for this and waiting for that.  nor will i continue to listen to those who say “be patient – it’s coming” (the “unfettered access”….the arrests….the collapse of the system….even the event…)

can’t find my way home.  you know – a common theme for many of us.  and yet acceptance is something i need to do.  “somebody must change”.  that “somebody” has to be me if i wish to have a different experience.  while i (seem to) obviously have zero control over “getting” to this new earth-real earth realm – and wonder if it’s even “real” or if i am going to experience it in this life cycle – i need to change ME so that i do not continue along this path of emotional longing.

and number ONE:  i NEED to find another means of increasing my income for my child’s friend just stopped in and asked if our girl wanted to go out to pizza with them and we had to say we just can’t afford it.  the little friend asked why – her family does just fine in this regard – so a moment of discomfort.

this brings up a deep rage.  if i am serving such a purpose – WTF is the Universe not rewarding me?  and why can’t my regular readers toss a few dollars my way each month?  that is not asking for too much – not given the amount of time and energy i spend at this each day.  this breaks my heart and makes me question why i ever started this site.  (for those handful of readers who do donate/contribute – this statement is not intended for you.  i am in deep gratitude for your financial support!  it took me awhile to allow myself to emotionally accept this support!)

time for new – even if “new” isn’t really what i envision for myself.

that is all for now.

[wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

v.

 

 

0Shares