Single Mama In Need Of Help

 

editor’s note:  hello everyone.  i have been divinely guided you could say to come across this beautiful soul who is in need of help.  she is getting out of an abusive environment, has a child and has her own health issue to deal with.  as such, she is seeking assistance.  i told her i would share her story here and if anyone feels drawn to help her, please do so~ either by sharing this with your friends/family/social media peeps and/or by helping out financially.  she has a very similar dream as mine:  to see shelters to help those in need for as long as they need the help all over this realm.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

if you wish to connect with her directly, here is her e-mail address: OnfireforGod222@gmail.com

thanks everyone!  

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Hello, my name is Jennifer Snow-Barker and I am leaving a domestic violence/adulterous situation after 16 years of marriage with 2 children, one with special needs, Elijah, who battles autism and ADHD and is non-verbal. I also am disabled with a spinal condition. We were homeless for 2 months and I finally saved up enough to get into a small house, but we literally have nothing right now. I have always tried to be as good to people as I possibly can and I believe you get back what you put out. I promise to pay it back and forward just as soon as I can! There is a couple from my old church in Missouri who set up a PayPal account for me to help me get on my feet. Here’s my PayPal info: Http://www.paypal.me/JenniferSnow2

Thank you all so incredibly much and bless your socks off!
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Today’s Reflection – The Purple Pill and a Divine Message

 

i awoke today thinking about the concept of “take the read pill or the blue pill”.  i thought “why not take the purple pill?”  purple is my favorite color after all, and i am one who can see the various sides of a discussion/issue.  purple then combines the red and blue.  isn’t it more helpful to unite?

i wonder just how deep and far the awakening will go.  when Q spoke of the pledge of allegiance and included the phrase “under god” – i immediately thought “that phrase was added in the 1950’s – (1954 to be precise) by congress….it’s a deep state addition.”  the original pledge went like this:  “I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America, and to the Republic for which it stands; one nation, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.”

some in the Q and patriot movement seem to wish to see only a religious nation and one that is Christian.  go deep and you know religion itself is part of the programming.  and yet of course freedom is the desired end result and as such ALL have the right to believe or NOT believe in any sort of Creator and label it and practice it however they wish.

i also see some in the movement have complete distaste for anything labeled “free” and unless one works for something, one isn’t worthy of whatever that “thing” is.

that is when i feel more in alignment with the blue pill peeps who speak of things like free education, health care for all.  housing as a right.  however i walk away when i see they want the government to provide for that (which really would be just another control system).

we can have a way of being – living-creating- that doesn’t include pay to live.  THAT is the purple pill.

we can have a way of being/living/creating that provides tech to heal us, power our lives, etc.  THAT is the purple pill.

we can have a way of being/living/creating that includes a TOTALLY new way of learning.  again – purple pilling.

in short – what is it we need?  the purple realm in which we reside provides that need – gives us the freedom to HAVE that need met.  no need to prove ourselves.  no need to pay for it.  ALL are worthy and deserving to live that life of ease.  and we have the tech (all repressed – the inner and outer tech) to do just that.

enough on that topic…onto a little divine message that came through to me. on my ride tonight, i decided to visit my sacred tree.  it’s been awhile.  i ride up, greet her, then place my hands on her.  as i am tuning in, i ask if she has a message for me, if she has anything she wishes to say.  just then my phone goes off, signaling i have a text message….and i hear “check your phone for my message”.  i check my text and it’s a friend speaking of the current energy today – must be something new.  thanks tree.  i was wondering if something different was up today.

that’s all for today.  as you can see – a rather neutral day with a couple of sparks to capture my attention.  gonna go search to see if i can find some more magic.

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Late Night Capture

 

well i’m pretty impressed with this camera as it caught something in the western night sky – at 11:15pm.  my mate noticed a glow in the west – sometimes we see it, sometimes we don’t.  no clue what it is.  we can rule out city lights as we would see that nightly.  anyway, so i was taking pictures of these glowing clouds and while the clouds didn’t show up, i captured something.  it isn’t a planet.  it was likely a craft of some sort with a field around it given what i can see when i zoom in.  it’s in the upper right – looks like flat (and no it isn’t a bird).  anyway i was taking pictures one after another, quickly and it only showed up in this one photo.

also a note of fun:  we saw 2 beautiful shooting stars.  g’night everyone.

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Late Afternoon and Tonight’s Sky Captures

 

editor’s note:  the shots i took looking due east – around 7:15pm – with all of the bands (i will note the pic below) – do not come close to the scene i saw with my eyes.  the depth of the purple that was lower in the horizon was amazing.  i have yet to see that deep of a purple show up.  and it was due east too!  i was actually having a conversation with a friend who had just pulled up in his car (i was on my bike) and had to interrupt him when i saw the skies and excused myself as i took pictures.   the time of the photos start at around 5pm when we went from blue skies to a lot of wind bringing in a huge wall of some amazing clouds, which you will see below.  i had a feeling we were going to have an amazing sky scene at sunset.  the glow ended up lasting for a good hour – and as has been the case for some time now – often starts in the east before the west lights up.  

aside from some amazing sky scenes, WOW did i feel floaty today!  and tired too.  i zonked out within minutes for awhile around 9pm.  

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(this is one of the photos i took – due east at around 7:15pm – that had the deep deep purple low in the horizon.  the bands were brilliant all the way up.)

(this glow just kinda snuck up on me – taken on my ride)

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Last Night’s Dream ~ JFK Jr…..

 

hey ya’ll~

yeah, so i had another “dream”.  again, didn’t ask for it ~ it just happened.

i was in a mall and it was quite crowded.  i get called to look in a certain direction and there he is ~ John Kennedy Jr.  this time he is young, at least young looking.  i walk over to him and he takes my hand.  i don’t recall talking at that point – we just walked around.  i felt he was guiding me.  i then see my biological family (parents and sibling).  i asked him if we could go talk to them so they would “see” – see the truth – see that what i say has meaning and purpose and truth.  (my family, overall, thinks i’m nuts – and if not that, wasting my time at all of this.)

“sure,” he says.

so we walk up to my family – i introduce them.  one parent is staring off into space, not paying attention.  my sibling – in the background waiting to likely see what my parents do.  and my other parent is at least listening and showing some interest.  very fitting for who they are, btw.

at that point john jr and i leave.  we make a quick stop in a shop and i see carolyn – i had really wanted to see her.  she was, you could say, just being a normal american woman.  talking with some people.  she ran some sort of a business – i could sense what.  anyway – she is very confident when she is in her element, sharing her gifts.

we then walk out and are back in the mall.  he then gives me the feeling it is time to go.  as we head towards the doors to leave, he said he wants to give me a date as he knows that is what i am seeking.  i see a calendar flash in front of me, some pages being flipped forward, and i see the month of november and hear, from him “18” – so maybe november 18th?  or just november of 2018?  i was trying to figure it out in the dream and obviously got it wrong as i then heard him say “the week before thanksgiving.  that’s when we want to do this.”  the feeling i received from him was “they” really wanted to do this by thanksgiving.  by “this” i strongly feel he meant show the world Team Q ~ of which he is connected to.  does he post drops?  i’m not sure – but he did give me the impression he is connected with them and KNOWS.  (and is he connected with them in THIS realm if he is alive?  or outside the realm if he really did pass in 1999?  again – i do not know for SURE – but i feeeeel it is the first take.)

we were still at the door – and as we walk outside suddenly the skies are dark and there is a storm brewing.  a massive storm.  rain, wind.  a squall, i hear and see and feel.  he immediately says “i have to go now – they know i’m here” and takes off.  “wait!”, i call.  “what about me?!”  he calls back “you’ll be fine.  just lay down.  they don’t know you.  they really are stupid, you know.”  and then he hops in this little black sports car – two-seater- and takes off quickly.

i look around and decide to lay down where i am as i see a group of men – ordinary looking men btw – looking around for someone.  they don’t see me and seem confused as to where this person they are searching for went to. as the dream i ended i recall thinking “wow they really are that stupid.”

the overall impression that i received of the dream is his energy.  i have never had a dream of someone and felt that kind of energy.  it is solid. powerful and protective yet very gentle.  a very nice combination.  and there are just some things he knows – and when he does he wants you to trust him.  no discussion.

it’s interesting i had this dream last night too as, overall, i got off of the “is he alive or not?” train.  my feel has been he is and so i felt no need to explore it further.  last night i kept seeing videos pop up about him and simply chose not to watch.  i didn’t need any further info, or so i thought.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”smiley” wrap=”i”]

we are in good hands.  there is soooooooo much going on that we cannot see, in this realm and outside of this realm…. and we can tune into it by going within and calling for the experience.  we can feeeeeeeeeeeel.  get visions.  have dreams.

and just sometimes, those experiences happen when we least expect them.

much love to you all~

victoria

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Today’s Reflections ~ Deception. Disinfo.

 

lately there is a lot of deception and disinfo among the alleged truther community.  we already know the mainstream outlets are full of deceit and over-the-top drama.  i rather expect more from those seeking the truth.

maybe it’s laziness.  maybe it’s desperation ~ wanting what we desire and see and HAVE wanted for so very long ~ we are willing to grasp at ANYTHING that may point in the direction of REAL change.  i totally understand that.

and yet as desperate ~ as needing of change as i am, i want to know the truth.

the other night i linked a piece that contained a video showing an alleged massive UFO.  the youtube site that showed the clip is known for creating CGI.  i didn’t watch the video when i linked the piece here ~ my responsibility.  i needed to have done that.  late last night i decided to listen to the video.  there is no talking.  silence (other than the sounds of the plane).  it was videotaped aboard a plane.

so let me get this straight.  a massive object is being captured on a flight and yet we hear no one say “WHAT IS THAT?!” (well in japanese as it was on a flight in japan).  nothing but silence in terms of no one speaking (and the usual sound of being in a jet plane).  that puts the entire credibility of the video in major doubt mode.  human’s are curious.

i also read another piece last night that claimed the info in the article had just happened.  i decided to investigate before i shared it here.  turns out the incident happened in 2009.

then i see a piece today claiming gwb junior is against investigating the events of 9/11.  people were commenting on it as though his statement was just released.  the piece was written in 2002.

i woke up this morning questioning every damn thing i am “into” right now.  i even questioned the concept of our higher self.  is it just another AI program and thus when we THINK it is helping/guiding us, it is just looking out for its own survival (our energy)?

why isn’t reality changing?  our thoughts have changed thus changing our energy/frequency – what we put out there.  we have overwhelmingly given the energy of DO NOT CONSENT to the controlling systems.

i am tired and fed up and done with these pacifying tidbits of info that say “this is coming” and “that is coming”.  the journey is no longer satisfying.

results now.

who is in control?

who is doing the creating?

we have the right to know.

deception ~ you no longer have my consent.

disinfo ~ ditto.

that is all for now.

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Another Synchronicity…

 

so late afternoon i was reading something about certain psychics (no names were given) were allegedly seeing “nothing” past September, alluding to a new timeline, transition, etc.  i stopped reading, got up and thought “hmm…i wonder if the cats (schrodinger’s other cat) have any insight into that.”  just as i had that thought, something (again) said to look at the tv.  the picture is below.  (i checked their site – i had to of course – and nope – no mention of the above and no new updates.)

now i need a multi-million dollar lottery win numbers come my way….i would do so much good with a blessing like that!  i have long felt so much of the wealth ends up in the “wrong” hands…

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Today’s Synchronicities and Some Reflections….

 

the “nudging” synchro stuff began after i awoke.  i was in my “WHEN is this transition going to happen?  WHEN?”  you know, i try my best to remain neutral ~ calm ~ centered and yet….

tell me to do something different at this point and i am liable to snap at you like a hungry dog.  within i laugh one of those near-hysteria laughs as i think how many “outside of the box” things i have done since all of that “inside of the box” more or less said “get OUT”.

all of this stuff was going through my mind as i headed to the bedroom to do some chores.  groundhog day chores.  as i ventured into the room i felt this pull off to my left – it was quite strong.  “go look at the tv” i was guided.  i resisted for a second and the energy increased so ok then, i went.  below is the pic that was on the screen (music channel we play throughout the day). “freedom”.  “ascension harmonics”.

ok then.

an hour later, headed out to do more groundhog day stuff…i get into the car and am guided – again – to look at the dash.  trip odometer read 177.7. picture below.

ok then.

drive a ways.  daughter spots a car.  a purple car.  “mama look!  a purple car!”  unusual color purple.  i laugh and think “the skies were all purple” – look at the license plate.  777.

no joke.  and i’m not done yet. (i wanted to take a picture but i figure that’s a privacy thing – taking a snapshot of someone’s license place and sharing it on the internet.  you will just have to trust me on this one.)

at this point i decide to turn on the radio.  the song?  take a guess.  “the skies were all purple there were people running everywhere.”  yep.  1999.

this time i had to laugh.

what does it mean?  i don’t know.  reassurance?  validation?

fine.  ok, fine.  TELL ME i have all of this money coming – tell me all you want – give me synchronicities all over the place ~ and yet until I HAVE IT IN MY HANDS and can feeeeeeeeeeeeeel it and touch it and experience it – it remains a desire.  and even desires are beginning to feel like groundhog day, aren’t they?

paradox.  i love these experiences and yet all they do is keep me focused on the end result.  i need to see the desired result manifest.  there is that saying that it isn’t the result that has meaning but the journey.

tell that to the pregnant mother.

tell that to the person running a marathon.

tell that to the young person completing a college degree program.

on and on and on.

meaning is found in ALL pursuits – from start to finish.  and for those experiences that are traumatizing, we ALL know in our hearts that ending the trauma – getting free of it – is where the desire is.

i came here knowing who i am.  i did not need abuse and trauma to tell me otherwise nor to remind me.  oh just so done with it all.  the nonsense.  the religion of new age.

you know what is happening though?  that Me within is stronger.  solid.  the fear what others may think – the fear that maybe i would lose my audience here – it’s about as small now as a flea – and as useless too.

gotta be myself because no one else can.

below are the pictures.

love to you all ~

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Today’s Stuff ~ 9/2/18

 

wow is the body aching today.  another day where i feel i need to streeeeeeeeeetch myself.  mate was feeling the same.  “check the schumann” we thought and sure enough – spiking off the chart (at the time i began feeling rather ugh).

also very noticeable today is that feeling-between-two-world’s experience. bottoms of my feet are particularly sensitive.  i took a bike ride and that helped “loosen” me up but upon returning home and getting off the bike the achy experience returned.

in the back of my mind i am wondering “why is this happening?  what’s the purpose?”  i woke this morning thinking about our DNA, our genes, RNA…. are our bodies really changing?  upon this transition many of us continue to see and feel, will we be restoring these bodies to Source Original Code or will we be literally taking our consciousness and putting it into another body? i’m not sure.  there isn’t really much speculation on this in this community….and i am feeling now is the time (for me) to feel into this and explore it.  what do you all think/feel?

i am quite tired so i am not capable of speculating much tonight.  i will leave it here with a couple of reads.  the magnetopause and the mimic (which continues to show those patterns of energy).

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Update on last night’s dream as well as some new intel

 

so apparently i was too pre-occupied once again today to tune in to Clair.  i did feel her as i was preparing dinner.  i kinda had this “relax” message from her.  i was stressed making dinner tonight.  it was a new recipe, as i wrote of briefly earlier and had several steps and i just was not into it. i had this overwhelming desire to be doing something fun – different – new. cooking in the same old way was just something i flat out did not wish to do tonight.  anyway so instead of communicating with me (which was just not gonna happen given my state of being/mind) she went to brother rick and spoke to him instead.  here is what she passed along.

my dream was not a dream.  i was there.  now i am assuming “there” is that next space we enter – briefly – before fully returning home.  to the new. whatever you wish to call it and however you wish to define it.

she is also saying they are 1/3 through the summer in the new.  and the best is yet to come.  (does that mean our arrival?  i know the first dream i had of the new way back when long before i was aware of the event, the new earth, etc. it was summer and i felt we had just moved there.  just arrived.)  what is really cool about this piece of intel share is earlier today i was thinking “ok, so if we are weeks away from the event, the transition, that will put us into fall there.”  thinking that i then heard “no.  it will be summer when you arrive.”  i thought “how is that possible when it would be fall here?” but then of course knew – leaving one realm and entering another does not mean you enter the same type of climate or season.

she also said major downloads on the way with much more info coming.  the air waves are being cleared of altered frequencies to allow the flow of All/Source/Love to permeate our atmosphere.  as i read that, i thought and shared with rick that his speaking earlier in the day of the mind control tech/frequencies being removed to allow the new energy in was the event.  i got chills when i wrote that.

he then wrote back and said clair said yes, we are setting the stage for the event.  you are correct victoria.

some other things were shared.  i had been thinking of my body earlier – what i want it to look like.  i have always felt i should be taller than i am – by at least half a foot or so.  as far as looking different, when i have seen myself in the new, i look pretty much the same.  she spoke to that and said i am about a foot taller with only slightly altered appearance.  (i have had a feeling ALL of us are taller in the new.  perhaps even 6′ or 7′ is short.  kinda feel we have been “compressed” here – not just energetically but physically.)

there was discussion on the children and it was mentioned in the new i am “much less pre-occupied” as there is much more support to provide for the needs of all.  in the new ALL in the community help in guiding the children but of course children know who their parents are.  that dynamic does not change.  we are in an experience of more love.  more support.  as of course i have seen and felt for years.  and the children are safe and protected – always.  another experience i have seen and felt.  it is a totally completely different “feel” there.  the concept of worry is gone.  non-existent.

the feel instead is one of contentment.

love,

victoria

 

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