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the “nudging” synchro stuff began after i awoke.  i was in my “WHEN is this transition going to happen?  WHEN?”  you know, i try my best to remain neutral ~ calm ~ centered and yet….

tell me to do something different at this point and i am liable to snap at you like a hungry dog.  within i laugh one of those near-hysteria laughs as i think how many “outside of the box” things i have done since all of that “inside of the box” more or less said “get OUT”.

all of this stuff was going through my mind as i headed to the bedroom to do some chores.  groundhog day chores.  as i ventured into the room i felt this pull off to my left – it was quite strong.  “go look at the tv” i was guided.  i resisted for a second and the energy increased so ok then, i went.  below is the pic that was on the screen (music channel we play throughout the day). “freedom”.  “ascension harmonics”.

ok then.

an hour later, headed out to do more groundhog day stuff…i get into the car and am guided – again – to look at the dash.  trip odometer read 177.7. picture below.

ok then.

drive a ways.  daughter spots a car.  a purple car.  “mama look!  a purple car!”  unusual color purple.  i laugh and think “the skies were all purple” – look at the license plate.  777.

no joke.  and i’m not done yet. (i wanted to take a picture but i figure that’s a privacy thing – taking a snapshot of someone’s license place and sharing it on the internet.  you will just have to trust me on this one.)

at this point i decide to turn on the radio.  the song?  take a guess.  “the skies were all purple there were people running everywhere.”  yep.  1999.

this time i had to laugh.

what does it mean?  i don’t know.  reassurance?  validation?

fine.  ok, fine.  TELL ME i have all of this money coming – tell me all you want – give me synchronicities all over the place ~ and yet until I HAVE IT IN MY HANDS and can feeeeeeeeeeeeeel it and touch it and experience it – it remains a desire.  and even desires are beginning to feel like groundhog day, aren’t they?

paradox.  i love these experiences and yet all they do is keep me focused on the end result.  i need to see the desired result manifest.  there is that saying that it isn’t the result that has meaning but the journey.

tell that to the pregnant mother.

tell that to the person running a marathon.

tell that to the young person completing a college degree program.

on and on and on.

meaning is found in ALL pursuits – from start to finish.  and for those experiences that are traumatizing, we ALL know in our hearts that ending the trauma – getting free of it – is where the desire is.

i came here knowing who i am.  i did not need abuse and trauma to tell me otherwise nor to remind me.  oh just so done with it all.  the nonsense.  the religion of new age.

you know what is happening though?  that Me within is stronger.  solid.  the fear what others may think – the fear that maybe i would lose my audience here – it’s about as small now as a flea – and as useless too.

gotta be myself because no one else can.

below are the pictures.

love to you all ~

victoria

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wow is the body aching today.  another day where i feel i need to streeeeeeeeeetch myself.  mate was feeling the same.  “check the schumann” we thought and sure enough – spiking off the chart (at the time i began feeling rather ugh).

also very noticeable today is that feeling-between-two-world’s experience. bottoms of my feet are particularly sensitive.  i took a bike ride and that helped “loosen” me up but upon returning home and getting off the bike the achy experience returned.

in the back of my mind i am wondering “why is this happening?  what’s the purpose?”  i woke this morning thinking about our DNA, our genes, RNA…. are our bodies really changing?  upon this transition many of us continue to see and feel, will we be restoring these bodies to Source Original Code or will we be literally taking our consciousness and putting it into another body? i’m not sure.  there isn’t really much speculation on this in this community….and i am feeling now is the time (for me) to feel into this and explore it.  what do you all think/feel?

i am quite tired so i am not capable of speculating much tonight.  i will leave it here with a couple of reads.  the magnetopause and the mimic (which continues to show those patterns of energy).

so apparently i was too pre-occupied once again today to tune in to Clair.  i did feel her as i was preparing dinner.  i kinda had this “relax” message from her.  i was stressed making dinner tonight.  it was a new recipe, as i wrote of briefly earlier and had several steps and i just was not into it. i had this overwhelming desire to be doing something fun – different – new. cooking in the same old way was just something i flat out did not wish to do tonight.  anyway so instead of communicating with me (which was just not gonna happen given my state of being/mind) she went to brother rick and spoke to him instead.  here is what she passed along.

my dream was not a dream.  i was there.  now i am assuming “there” is that next space we enter – briefly – before fully returning home.  to the new. whatever you wish to call it and however you wish to define it.

she is also saying they are 1/3 through the summer in the new.  and the best is yet to come.  (does that mean our arrival?  i know the first dream i had of the new way back when long before i was aware of the event, the new earth, etc. it was summer and i felt we had just moved there.  just arrived.)  what is really cool about this piece of intel share is earlier today i was thinking “ok, so if we are weeks away from the event, the transition, that will put us into fall there.”  thinking that i then heard “no.  it will be summer when you arrive.”  i thought “how is that possible when it would be fall here?” but then of course knew – leaving one realm and entering another does not mean you enter the same type of climate or season.

she also said major downloads on the way with much more info coming.  the air waves are being cleared of altered frequencies to allow the flow of All/Source/Love to permeate our atmosphere.  as i read that, i thought and shared with rick that his speaking earlier in the day of the mind control tech/frequencies being removed to allow the new energy in was the event.  i got chills when i wrote that.

he then wrote back and said clair said yes, we are setting the stage for the event.  you are correct victoria.

some other things were shared.  i had been thinking of my body earlier – what i want it to look like.  i have always felt i should be taller than i am – by at least half a foot or so.  as far as looking different, when i have seen myself in the new, i look pretty much the same.  she spoke to that and said i am about a foot taller with only slightly altered appearance.  (i have had a feeling ALL of us are taller in the new.  perhaps even 6′ or 7′ is short.  kinda feel we have been “compressed” here – not just energetically but physically.)

there was discussion on the children and it was mentioned in the new i am “much less pre-occupied” as there is much more support to provide for the needs of all.  in the new ALL in the community help in guiding the children but of course children know who their parents are.  that dynamic does not change.  we are in an experience of more love.  more support.  as of course i have seen and felt for years.  and the children are safe and protected – always.  another experience i have seen and felt.  it is a totally completely different “feel” there.  the concept of worry is gone.  non-existent.

the feel instead is one of contentment.

love,

victoria

hello everyone.

well i had another trump dream.  when i first walked in and saw him i paused and felt myself laugh and think “again?  i wonder what i will see this time.”

the dream began with me outside of new land/territory.  an ocean was nearby. my heart was aching.  i was calling for home.  i was determined to make this transition happen.  i felt like this physical space was a temporary landing in a way.  new but not the final destination.

there was a lot of people around and i wanted to escape that.  so i walk into what can only be described as a round, open space – surrounded by a variety of shops, the shops on 2-3 levels.  i was at the ground floor.  the temperature was cold. it had begun to rain (drizzle) and i heard a voice call me to “at least go to the ocean while you are here” and i said “no – it is too cold to enjoy even the ocean now.  i need warmth.” at that moment, a beam of light from the sun came through the top of the open building space i was in and shined on the ground – there was no rain in the space.  i walked over to it – it was like my own personal space – and it felt perfect on my body.

however curiosity got the better of me (much like my personality) and i decided to go check out some of the shops on the inside.  that is when i saw Trump.  he was in the room i selected.  he was sitting at a table in the back corner, alone, wearing reading glasses.  (i’ve never seen him in glasses – my mate says he wears readers on occasion – not really in public though – cannot confirm that.)  i walk over to him – he looks up, smiles briefly, says hello.  he reaches down, takes a check and shows it to me.  it’s made in the amount of one million dollars and in the “pay to” it is labeled “SLEEPER” in this fancy cursive.  he asks if i have ever seen such an amount on a check.  no, i responded, i haven’t.  he then gets up and as he does, he tells me about hotels and communications and how “people out there” will rent rooms for their own use and pay the government to do so.  but now that was stopping as he had the check.  he said usually these people pay quarterly.

at that, he got up and walked away.  i decided i did not want to go down that path, so i turned to go back outside – only this time the outside was amazing.  open space.  lush.  green.  bright sun.  and this time there were only a small amount of people, including my daughter who greeted me, took my hand and we went skipping off together.

i have thought and felt this one out today and the way i see it is there are a couple of options being played out (that i am able to feel/see).  one that leads to an experience of the arrests, the end of debt slavery, etc. and the one that leads to the WHOLE NEW NEW.  and i chose the NEW NEW.  which of course is no surprise.

i want to add that i feeeeeeeeeeeeeel the transition/event is ending the entire separation experience which means we will ALL be in ONE connected energy space and where we choose to live/be/do will be based upon our desires. wants.  frequency.  choices.  FREE ~ FINALLY~ to FULLY CHOOSE how we live/be/do.

i feel the info from trump shows how he is freezing and confiscating assets. plus i found it very interesting that one of Q drops mentioned hotels and those secret rooms used by “them” and how the comms used w/in these spaces are now severed.

and with that, i will end this piece for it is time to eat dinner.  i am quite tired today after spending much of the afternoon helping my child facilitate a lemonade stand.  lots of walking around.  conversations.  my entire being is saying “no more people’ing!”  i tried something new for dinner tonight – vegetarian mac and cheese.  instead of cheese i use a blended mix of sweet potatoes, carrots and almond milk.  yum!  (and i say that as a lover of cheese but wanting to cut way back on it.)

how are all of you doing?  (oh i do wish to put this out there and i strongly feel lisa harrison could be passing along an update or something – some word.  as i read about this “someone has some explaining to do” and we have the right to ask questions and desire some sort of answer.  if you align with that, express it and even comment if you wish on her youtube channel. i don’t say that in anger and i am not trying to make a demand – just a very resolute feeling within that we would like to hear an update.  we’re all in this together.)

love,

victoria

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Grumpy anyone?  Wow did I feel pulled back into an old hole ~ a variety of thoughts that I thought “ok these are not mine – if they ARE – exit NOW!”  I had to do that several times.  I awoke with this huge feeling of anticipation that had some dread in it ~ and I’m going to share my initial and current feeeeel of what some if not most of that dread is.  The feeling was the biggest yet and this time there was not the excited piece but the fearful stuff.

As I said I have rare blood and I have felt for awhile this has given me the ability to tune into the code hacker’s.  Today I feel this anticipation in a way that felt like “the end is nigh ~ prepare” and it felt like much of this energy came from them and it was an unpleasant feeling.  (I don’t know if I would select this blood type again ~ I have a feeling I did that for a variety of reasons ~ possibly to keep me alive physically ~ fend off the toxic environment, vaccines, etc.)

This anticipation feeling was so intense, I had to take my flower essences, which helped a good bit.  I had tuned in to inquire if this was mostly hormonal.  It had some bearing, but mostly, no.

I also struggled several times with getting my hands to function ~ namely my left hand.  I dropped stuff that should not have dropped ~ paper mostly. My mate had the same experience ~ same hand too.

I had a return of gastro issues and some body pains.  I read online where another mutual new earther is having ascension type flu symptoms today. Overall, I just had this sense of malaise coupled with doom/the end.  But I was also able to feeeeeeeeeel the purpose and see the road.

One issue that was present for me today was deception.  I have seen some in the new earth community say they have intel but will not share it.  I don’t get that.  We are all in this together.  We are all trying to put together this massive puzzle and as such need access to ALL info to flush out what fits (feels right) and what doesn’t.  If what we feel and “get” is wrong, false, etc. so be it.  I feeeeeeeeel any being who purposefully withholds information, especially when it is done in groups, are participating in some sort of a elite group ~ only they are privy to such benefits/info.  Another arm of the power over game that needs to end.

Spill the beans.

Share what you have.

It is up to US to deal with and process the information and end result.

That is all for now.  It is quite cool here.  I am very tired and needing a very long and quiet nap.

Love,

Victoria

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Silence from those sharing this date.  So I will break that silence and say what many of us are thinking:

WHY THE FUCK ARE WE STILL HERE???!!!!!

Kick the wall.

Hit the pillow.

Cry out to the sky (I already did that one).

So ok is it time to make a back-up plan?  The one where we say screw it all, time to take control and action for my own life ~ unite TOGETHER ~ pick a place ~ combine resources and build our own NEW EARTH Community HERE.  N O W.

Maybe it is.

Or maybe it is as I was sharing with my mate last night ~ this marks the end of an old system.  the system which has been crumbling for awhile now.  the last wave of energy has entered and completed its run…. and now we watch ALL transition.  how long?  how much time?  i wish i knew.  i opt for the ASAP NOW time frame.

all i can go on is how i feel and the one dream ~ the flash happened when the weather was pleasant in my area – not hot – upper 60’s, lower 70’s. leaves were still on the trees.  and people were home.  we have a holiday weekend coming up. the forecast for my area is partly sunny, highs in the low to mid 70’s.  and the tree is still full.

and if none of that happens, i am going with the back-up plan.  for i know i am truly done consenting to the stringent controls and limits the systems put upon me and us all.  i asserted as such today with a sense of finality.  i have seen what i have seen.  felt what i have felt.

it.  is.  time.  as billy joel sings ~ i don’t care what you say anymore this is my life.  go ahead with your own life and leave me alone.  (and if you align with my vision, let’s combine what we got and make it happen!)

love,

victoria

p.s. ~ just saw this update from linea (i would say an update IS necessary):

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how ya’ll doing…

i awoke this morning trembling………agitated.  i’ll spare those details as it is just another groundhog purge.  afterwards, i lay there peacefully ~ breathing deeply from my belly.  suddenly a vision comes to me.  another “flash” with a message.  i saw the inside of an airplane and could feel myself sitting in one of the seats.  i then hear the flight attendant’s telling us it is time to put up our seats in the upright position and to make sure our seat belts are buckled as we prepare for take-off.

interesting.

i could go into more on that and how i feel but at the moment i can’t.  my daughter and i experienced another aggressive dog incident at a park where if dogs are on site, MUST be on a leash.  this dog, a pitbull breed, was wandering alone, no leash.  i made the attempt to go get my belongings so we could leave, but it began barking aggressively at me, forcing me to climb up on the play equipment (where my child was already playing).  we stayed up there – the dog walking around in circles – watching us.  i was so uncomfortable ~ and i had HAD IT with such experiences.  thankfully i had my cell phone so i phoned the police.  they wouldn’t come – said all they could do was pass the information on to animal control.  i was upset about this as well and said my child and i were afraid to climb off the equipment.  and while this was happening, another boy at the park walked up to it to attempt to look at the dog’s collar and the dog aggressively barked at the boy too.  i shared that as well with the police.  seriously lame response.

the dog finally wandered away.  my girl ran to her bike and took off.  i quickly gathered my belongings.  at this point i heard a woman call out a dog’s name.  the owner.  a ha!

i got on my bike and rode over and told her what had happened and that this park did not allow wandering dogs without an owner or without a leash.  i told her the behavior of her dog and how frightened my child was.  she proceeds to offer up this lame excuse about having an issue with her house and gets quite defensive. no apologies.  nothing.  well i spoke to her the way i should have and have wanted to speak for a long time when dealing with bots like this.  let’s just say i made it clear i didn’t give a fuck what her issue was i cared about my child who was again traumatized due to her aggressive dog – who has NO business being out in public.

as we are having this conversation, the dog begins running around me in circles, barking at me.  by this point i am yelling for her to get her fucking dog under control to which she says “i am!” and to which i said “then get it the fuck away from me and get it to stop barking at me!”  i was able to ride away as the dog (FINALLY) ran towards its house.

this was the last straw for me.  i have ordered some protection and will be using it if necessary.  people who don’t follow the basic rules of civility and who endanger the lives of others have no business engaging with society ~ animal or human.  it was divine synchronicity when the mailman visited – sporting a fresh bite to the leg – by a dog.  he has filed a report and the owner will not be receiving mail any longer.  he said the owner was very unconcerned and even said he didn’t care if the mailman got bit.  it’s a nasty looking bite too. he gave me the recommendation for some dog protection.

dark on its last legs?  who knows.  definitely felt like an attack.

no more.  not when it comes to my child.

and for the bullies out there ~ those who cannot or will not come from a space of heart and accountability ~ their actions are no longer going to go unnoticed, unreported and unaccounted for.  their time is up.

more later after i have found some calm again ~

victoria