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Israel ~ The Elephant in the Room (a dream AND new earth AND synchronicities galore!) plus what did i capture at 1am last night in the night sky???

 

wow!  just W O W!  at this moment i wish i could channel all of this information i am going to share into your minds.  but we are not quite there yet.

last night i had a dream of being in a foreign, unknown land.  the climate was hot, arrid.  palm trees.  subtropical.  i was outside of this beautiful white, very ancient building with a dome on top.  gold accents surrounded the dome.  it was so ornate.  you could feel how old it all was.

i walk inside and realize i am there visiting two people i know – my former neighbor/friend and her mom.  i adore these two women and have felt our connection goes beyond this realm.

so i am speaking with the mom, trying to get her to see what i was laying out in book form.  so i thought to try her daughter (who is very intuitive, open and well happens to be a big Trump supporter – lol).

suddenly i felt the elephant in the room was making an appearance.  i had no idea where that thought came from but i knew it was time to go before chaos ensued.  so i exit the building and proceed outside where i see even more of these beautiful golden, dome-shaped buildings.  children are running all over the place – and are playing with baby lemurs and baby lion cubs.  my first thought is “OMG where are the parents?  these children could get hurt.”  but i felt no fear.  and the images outside of the buildings were amazing.  the feel was – peaceful.

i then awoke to the sound of something crashing in my living room.

a baby elephant figurine on a shelf had fallen.  !!!!!  here is the picture.

as i went to pick it up, i was sharing the dream i had with my mate.  i had remembered my friend and her mom were in israel taking a holy land tour. he said “the elephant in the room is israel”.

wow.  bingo!  talk about connection!  putting it all together, i dream i am in israel, trying to get my friends mom (who is a HUGE supporter of israel) to listen to what i had to share and she wouldn’t.  then i felt the elephant in the room was coming and i needed to get out before chaos ensues.

then the elephant in my living room comes crashing to the floor (and yes it makes me sad as it is part of a set i picked up at an antique shop in seattle 25 years ago.  i got it because my mom had the exact same set when i was a child and i loved looking at them).

then i think of Q and how they have said “israel is last”.  and with trump and putin meeting this week, a lot is going to come out about israel.  they may not even remain a nation (speculating here ~ some have said the same).

israel can indeed be called “the elephant in the room.”

anyway i get online and see that AT THE TIME of my dream my two friends had just uploaded pictures of their trip to israel.  here is one:

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close but it still lacks the beauty i was seeing.  the gold and the white.  it had this purity to it.

THEN a little while ago i’m texting with my brother/new earth friend and he says he spoke with clair last night (she is the other dimensional female he began speaking with and then i suddenly started hearing her in the shower – she is part of our Soul group).  this is verbatim what he said she shared:  “she just showed me domes on buildings, looked like gold.”  (in the new earth which is here now – we are merging – explains all of the unbelievable skies and other things showing up that are not of “this realm”.)

i will leave you with a picture i took last night at around 1:30am.  i had been sleeping and my make woke me up.  i am not one to be woken up and do ANYTHING for ANYBODY so i was a little cranky.  but then i felt clair (who i had been trying to speak with prior to falling asleep) nudge me and say “go see it.”  so i go outside.  never seen that object there before.  it was 10 x brighter than venus.  my mate, who goes outside each night at this time prior to bed has not seen this object there.

so i grabbed the camera and as i began taking shots of it, it was like it communicated back with me.  it dimmed.  noticeably.  well ok then.  here is a capture of it.  you will have to zoom in.  my photo editing software sucks or else i would.  anyway as i zoom in i see circles around it – kinda like saturn.

 

as i show this to my mate later today he said there are people who are reporting ships with rings around them.

ok then.  as my mate says “things sound crazy but sometimes the most crazy thing is the truth.”

and so it is.

here is to our merging and continued synchronicities.

much love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflections/Experiences and a Final Note On “Division”

 

I took my girl to the park today and as I normally do, I don’t go there to socialize.  I go there to enjoy some quiet time.  My girl is old enough to occupy herself, this park also providing no shortage of children in which she can play.

So I spread out my blanket on the picnic table, unload my goodies….sandwich, grapes, sunglasses and my favorite ~ a slice of chocolate cake.  Oh how I want my life to be full of those feeeeeelings produced by eating chocolate cake ~ without having to eat the cake.

I noticed a mama off to my right who had a water cup and some snow cone cups placed at the end of the table. As she walked over to take a drink of water, I rather groaned inside.  I was hoping she wouldn’t sit down.  I wanted my space.

As I began stating those words in my mind, my heart had another idea:  “talk to her.”

“No,” my mind said.  “I want to be left alone.”

Ok, I felt within.

Minutes passed.  I had eaten my sandwich and the chocolate cake.  My girl was occupied with another girl her age.  Suddenly, I was bored.

“Talk to her,” I heard/felt again.

This time I listened.  What started off as my commenting on how she was carrying her baby girl in one of those forward facing carriers and how I had done that with my girl until she outgrew it, turned into a good conversation with some synchronicities mixed in.

As we spoke of public schools, I told her I was interested in a new charter school that was opening up next fall.  Not only did she know of the school, she knew the mom and daughter who are behind it.  Turned out I do as well.

That lead to other sharing’s.  At one point, as we spoke of the insanity in our world at the moment, I experienced a first:  she said “please don’t tell me you voted for Trump” then she went on to ask if I did.

I had never been asked that ~ not like that.  It caught me off guard at first, but I remained neutral.

I decided to respond.  I could answer honestly “no” but then went on to say why I was grateful HRC didn’t win.  I shared a few more of my views and ended up handing her my business card to my site as she was interested in checking it out.

I was hesitant to hand it to her.  Over the years I have had people misjudge who I really am in my heart based on a few opinions I hold.  And we know today if you say you support Trump in ANY way, you can be thrown into the pit of false assumptions.

I told her I wear no labels.

The Truth of me is about freedom.

And being loving.  And kind.  And generous.  And honest.

And on seeing an entirely new system put into place (or at least be given the freedom to do just that without the system imposing its will ~ as I say if people want to continue w/things the way they are, they have the right to do so.  For those who want altogether new?  We have the same damn right.)

I want to see an end to coal and oil and gas and nuclear.

No more pay-to-live.

No more enslavement or power-over of ANY kind.

So yes, I said, I do support Trump on some things.  Not all, but enough for me to support what he is doing.  Ending human trafficking.  Cleaning up the filth the political and judicial systems.

And as I said ~ there is so much more going on than what they show us.

The narrative of “this is how things are” always comes with layers to dig through to find the truth.

And we both could agree that we want to know the truth ~whatever it is.

So I handed her my card.

So much division.  As I told her ~ the left and right miss out on our common heart stuff.

The right clings to individualism so much, there is this “I’ve got MINE you go get YOURS”.  The left thinks not only are we one but we are all the same and therefore all sense of individualism gets lost.

It has been my feel that we are one but we are not the same.

We all want to love and be loved.

We all want to be free.  Oh my how deeply I am feeling this one ~ so strongly it feels I could power my body to fly just with the sheer energy that goes along w/the desire.  Free to do as I want and need.  Heal myself and my body. Heal my trauma’s.  Move to where I feel a sense of home.  All of this without restrictions or limits.  All of this feels like a bag of sludge around me lately ~ especially the old wounds and energies and I do all I feel I can to release it. How am I to know exactly how to do that?  How are any of us?  We’ve been robbed of so damn much.  As one of you commented ~ your nerves are fried. I relate to that one.  Tonight I cried over the restrictions ~ these damn systems.  Pay for this, pay for that (of note:  within the last 2 days I have begun to see the buzz word “quantum financial system” ~ replacing the term “GCR” ~ which speaks of each of us receiving credits ~ bypassing the banking system somehow.  I know HATJ spoke of something along these lines ~ new codes coming online where all receive credits.  Just have found it intriguing that suddenly I am seeing this being spoken of in some of the circles I belong to.)

Can’t go here or do that without the invisible master saying “no”.  Arrrrrrrrgh tonight it is a HUGE thorn in my ass and I don’t know whether to scream or fall into apathy.

Systems systems systems.  ENOUGH.

We all must see how the systems, by their very design, do not allow for us to BE THE way we are CREATED to Be/Do.  It is this design that has lead to the divisions.

But there is hope as we embrace the idea that we do not need these systems. We don’t need their dirty rules and imposition upon our lives.   They do, however, need US to survive.

Let us think about that one as we move through the destruction and chaos of the old and continue to collaborate on the New.

Much love,

a very weary but still kickin’ Victoria

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A Reflection on our “dark” side…

 

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i awoke feeling a lot of heaviness.  dense energy.  itching skin.  upset stomach.  a lot of heavy around my eyes in particular.

i felt a purge was coming and i was correct.  after i let it out however it needed to be released, buried stories began to reveal themselves.

how many of us have questioned our own dark/shadow sides?  is there too much “in there”?

how many of us have wondered if we are “light” enough?

pure enough?

good enough?

i know i have.

the words i read this morning said sometimes those showing the most anger and “negativity” are actually the ones with the most light within and those showing the most light ~ rarely if not ever showing signs of anger, etc. can have the most dark.

first i want to clarify my perception on dark and light.  i feel it is all energy. if we choose to use it for destructive purposes, harmful purposes it can be considered “dark”.  if used for healing and helpful purposes, “light”.

i also feel all of the buried trauma’s and stories, the emotions stuffed and fears not wanting to see can arise coming out as “dark”.

(and then there is pure evil which i feel is not innately human and therefore i am not going to touch on that one other than to say i feel it feeds upon itself. like an addiction.  the more you feed it, the more it takes over and consumes the physical vessel.  a virus if you will.)

we are all programmed here whether we choose to see this or not.  we likely all come pre-programmed (imprints/codes in these bodies ~ which i know are a dumbed down version of the original design).  a lot of the stuff coming out is old programming.  i see it as necessary as i see/feel we are being pulled away – slowly (yeah i know **groan**) out of this simulation.  again this is just my perception.

i remember one of my first in-person encounters with someone who was into ascension and new earth.  it was 2012.  i saw a sign out in front of her house stating “2012 – the year love wins”.  i wanted to meet this woman but there were all sorts of blocks put in my path.  i let it go.  eventually it happened.

she was charming and had a bright light to her eyes.  but something felt off. however, i ignored that.  she had that sign on her property, a group i was invited to join, and spoke the right words so i dismissed that inner signal that said “red flag”.  one of my “programs” i helped create ~ certainly kept it going by ignoring it ~ was to make relationships into what i wanted them to be.

in time i grew (spiritually indeed) to see what the flags were about.  she spoke words of love and light and all that gooey stuff ~ but she didn’t back it up with action most of the time.  promises went unmet.  words of commitment to do x y z broken.  when i finally spoke up about it i got the “i don’t do drama” along with “i don’t need to apologize”.

i had grown enough in my own sense of self that i was able to say “simply because you don’t get angry doesn’t mean you don’t engage in drama”.

passive-aggressive behavior.  i saw it in her and i have seen it in the spiritual community as well.  people with unseen/unacknowledged ego’s who enter your space as loving, charming, considerate ~ and yet if you show a human emotion or speak with authenticity over a fear or struggle, they cut you out in a flash or they speak down to you as if they are somehow the experts on your life and personal experiences.  that smarmy energy.  fake.

i have a keen keen KEEN sense of this ~ and i not only see it in others, i see it in myself at times.  i know the energy vibe of this behavior.

one of the programs i bought into hook, link and (almost) sinker was the self doubt program.  so i have created a pattern of judging my dark side while dismissing my light side.  i had all of this pain ~ this anger, fear and rage ~ could i really have all of this purity and beauty too?

as with us all, i feel, people come along to plant a little seed to help us see who we really are.  sometimes that brings up the muck, other times the gems.

i am thankful, oh so thankful to those who have helped me see my shiny gemstones within.

one happened when i was 19.  this woman worked with my mom.  she was so cool.  wore gauzy type clothing, lots of bracelets that clanked together and those big hoop earrings.  upon meeting me, she said i had one of the brightest aura’s she had ever seen.  i had never heard of an aura, but somehow i knew what she meant.  she later told my mom i was here to do big things.  i let those words marinate within my being for days.  it felt ~ wonderful!  no one had ever spoken to me like that and i wanted more of it.

i had to wait.  lol

the next time i recall this happening was about 25 years later.  my brother-in-law was visiting and he and i were having a conversation about life ~ the pains and the healing ~ the real stuff.  he was feeling some guilt over taking a little extra gasoline to get him to where he needed to go.  at the time he was homeless and struggling.  i said something like “those oil bastards steal from the people daily.  you’re a good soul.  let it go.”  i waved my hand as i spoke.  he laughed then looked at me, considering me thoughtfully.  “you know what?” he said.  “i have never seen a light as bright as yours, except for our nephew.  don’t ever lose it.”  i looked at him with some surprise.  “really?”  i asked.  “yes, really,” he said.

i felt all gushy and warm inside.  and yet i also knew – i too have light.

bright light.  it is who i am.

i have always known of this bright light.  i have always known i AM a bright light.

i know and have known that there has always been a reason why i have been blind-sided by others who thrive on their bully-like, power-over behavior ~ aggressively or otherwise. some say i am naive for having allowed this experience.  i say trusting along with a driving knowing that we CAN BE and LIVE paradise, sooooooo if you are being an ass, then see it, own it and make a new choice.

i have also come to this rather unfortunate conclusion that not everyone in this realm is human/has a soul.  i may be incorrect, i hope i am, but that is a feel i have come to see as a real possibility if not probability.

for all Souls, dark will attempt to consume and put out light for it does not wish to acknowledge its counterpart.  in truth there is nothing to fear in facing our darker pieces.

darth vader did it.

if he can surrender into what is pure and creatively helpful, so can we all.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Finding Meaning

 

note:  this is a random stream of consciousness where i am taking a variety of thoughts and weaving them throughout as i write.  you have been alerted to the possibility of some confusion.  i will do my best to help lessen that experience….

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as i have sat here the past hour or so, looking around at what’s up, reading opinions and what not, i feeeeel an underlying desire for meaning.  a restlesness.  perhaps we have reached another collective feel to have more of it. perhaps a knowing we have never had it and we want it in its FULL entirety

meaning….it’s certainly been on my mind and in my heart lately ~ that desire for meaning.  not necessarily purpose (that feels rather 3d and old to me now) – but meaning.

meaning = a feeling experience.  i have read where meaning is found in the NOW moment/experience.

at the moment, i feel torn about how to direct that energy.

last night, as i lay in bed, i had this new thought/feel appear:  being in the NOW is another program.  whaaaat????

so i let it marinate.  and i realized that being in the NOW has been, overall, an impossible task for me.  i notice when i do give full tending to a situation in the NOW, deep within is the desire to be free.

it’s always there.  and it pulls at each “NOW” moment.

for me a sense of meaning = freedom.

freedom to explore and experience however i choose ~ without limits.

how that looks to each of us is unique of course.

and i know i do not have that freedom here.  i will not go into that as i have already spoken of freedom and what it feels and looks like to me.

so last night as i felt through this “being in the NOW is another program” i thought ok – so what do i “do”?

go within and feel and hear.

and what i hear is “end the simulation now.”  and what i feel is the longing for that to happen NOW.  ooooooh the longing……experiencing that right in that core/gut area….

i want NEW and i am not finding that here.

i go within and intend.  new abilities.  healing.  new people.  new places.  etc. etc.

and yet here i am/I AM.

for these “new” experiences i KNOW – i just KNOW are to be experienced and found elsewhere – “out there” – outside of this physical realm.

i can see in my minds eye the “fractures” the simulation has created to limit our abilities.  when we DO experience one of those beautiful moments of synchronicity, when all aligns, we celebrate and cling to it like a child with a blankie ~ in a way (understandably) fearful it may be taken from us, and/or not knowing when such another moment will manifest.

freedom = meaning = ALL is about such moments of synchronicity – not just a random, now and then event.

i want meaning.  i want new.  i want freedom.  and this means ending the simulation.

i.  want.  it.  over.

for almost 20 years i have felt we are in a matrix like system of control.  felt it without any proof ~ other than the inner feels and knowings.

and in feeling that, THAT is my be-in-the-NOW moment where nothing else enters.

spiritually incorrect perhaps.  but i am as i am and it is as it is and that is my truth for this simulated day of 7/6/2018.  24/25 more simulated days….at my command…

love,

victoria

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What Does this “Going Home” Really Mean?

 

i have been thinking and feeling this question out the past few days, feeling this prompt to sit with it.  play it out.  if this simulation is ending, soon, july 31st even, what does this mean for me?

after listening to linea’s latest video, i was prompted again to explore this concept.  i will begin by saying, like linea, i feel this sense of calm, almost a resignation ~ like she shares, a passenger sitting on a train, bags, packed, quietly waiting for take-off.  as this transition draws closer, i thought i would be excited, but i’m not.  i’m just, neutral and calm about it.  ready indeed, but a calm ready.  for now i keep playing the 3d game from a more detached perspective.  even the Q/drain the swamp game has lost a lot of its luster.  i keep feeling – just a program.  all part of this matrix.

will ANY of it matter a month from now?  i could….would….will….easily walk away from it all.  

going home.  what does it mean?

it feels, to me, i get all of my questions answered.  i get to see where i am.  i get to see all that is out there.  all of these objects that show up on my camera (and the thousands of other camera’s around this realm) – i get to see with my own eyes.

i get PROOF with my own eyes.

what will it feel like to see the simulation end?  how will that look?  what will i see??  will my body look the same?  will my consciousness expand quickly or slowly?  time will cease to exist ~ if this is true ~ how will THAT feel/play out?

i can feel in my body that i will likely think “oh wow HOLY SHIZBOT it really is happening!”  marinate with that experience for awhile before feeling “what now?”  or perhaps i will easily know what to do and will just, do.

i can visualize someone walking up to me, handing me a ticket, saying “you are free to go now.  no more pay to live.  no one to power over you.”  what do i do first?

heal this vessel.  get my kabillion questions answered.  go to the homestead and chill.  adjust to having life be so easy and having abilities i have not used for very long in a physical body.  feeling young again.

connect with others also choosing this journey.  share our stories.

connect with my family in a new way.

bask in all that is REAL.  and pure.

no masks.  no programs.  no unnecessary drama.  no lies.  no fake ANYTHING.

just pure love, truth, sharing, caring and freedom.

victoria

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Today’s Reflections ~ PURGE is the Word of the Day

 

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I woke up this morning with a good amount of energy and about 4 hours later was hit with a huge wall of fatigue, body pains, nausea, bloating and this very heavy feeling in my body.  A purge day was upon me.

What came up first?  I wanted a massage today.  I did not want to use my little portable massager.  I needed a full body work over, massage, energy work, the works!

As I lamented I over how my body needed this, I thought how messed this matrix system is (as though that part of me whining doesn’t get that by now??).  The ONE THING I need ~ the ONE THING that makes me feel better than anything else (yes, more than chocolate) this realm has had to offer is body massage.  Oh my goodness it transforms me into a peaceful, happy puppy.

It all just did not feel, well, fair to me in that moment.  The one thing that makes me feel the best is something that

  1. My mate cannot provide due to health/hand/wrist issues and
  2. The affordability factor.  Massage therapists typically charge as much as if not more than a trip to the doctor (and most insurance, at least mine, doesn’t cover the cost.)  Not that LMT’s don’t deserve this money ~ they do! The health benefits of massage are far better than anything most western trained doctors provide.

I left the house in this mental funk, off to get some food, grumbling that if food were free, I could spend excess funds on massage.  Energy work.  Those things that work for me and with which I so resonate.

As I climbed into the car, I had this feeling I was falling down.  Crumbling. You ever get that feeling and then wonder “who will take care of me if I do”?

I turn on the radio and in a moment of beautiful synchronicity, “Drive” (The Cars) was on the radio.  Love that song.  The lyrics “who’s gonna come around when you break” sang.

Wow.

So apropos for that very moment.

I cried a bit.

Swore a bit.

Pounded the steering wheel.

Decades of old, stale energies coming up like lava in a volcano.

I wondered ~ are mountains destined to purge or is that all just due to this low density realm, where energy just gets stuck and trapped naturally, because of endless trauma’s and abuse and low vibe living/being/doing and all of the poisons, toxins dumped into and onto ALL….is it all just too much for ANY living being to keep on top of in cleaning up and out…..and as all is connected….ALL is being felt and purged.

I tuned in again to my physical symptoms.

ravishingly hungry to suddenly no appetite at all

nausea

feeling creepy crawly sensations on my body

trembling

anxiety

exhaustion

bloating

aches

and that damn heavy feeling….

PURGE, I heard

PURGE IT ALL.

I could see it.

Feel it.

Sense it.

Intuit it.

ALL is being felt and purged.

Individually.  Collectively.

It is no coincidence the purging of the dark systems is also occurring now.

All is connected

Purge away

Allow

Release

Let go

Forgive

and …..  deep breath in and releeeeeeeeeeeese…..aaaahhhhhh…..

and…..welcome in new codes, feels, experiences.

Oh. So. Ready!

much sleepy love,

victoria

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Deconstructing The Construct Ep 44 – 1 July 2018 (and some of my own thoughts/experiences for today)

 

editor’s note:  t/y patricia for the heads-up on this one.  the #44 is all around today ~ this episode number is 44.  earlier today i was guided to look at my odometer as i was driving and saw 44.4…  for the past 10 days or so have had this desire to communicate with leeloo.  i know, nuts, right?  but there it was, this desire.  so i put it out there and didn’t feel anything so i let it go.  got the desire again today while in the shower – so i said ok i am open.  i spoke a few words and then BAM – in my heart i felt a new energy – very high frequency – and got tears in my eyes.  when i first connected w/clair i had a very similar experience.  anyway – this is what came to me.  she is a real being.  she has an energy “cord” (connection) to this realm and she is every bit as ready to be free as we are.  she is here to gather info, monitor the ending of the program(s) and share with others.  this isn’t a competition as in more than one may tune in w/her.  (so give it a try if you want ~ we all have this ability). ALL who came here to participate in this end – whether outside or inside this realm – are ready to be free to pursue Being and Doing as truly free, heart-based experiences.  it is absolutely no coincidence to me that all of this “stuff” is going on here within – the exposing – the madness and chaos.  after a long “lull” all feels to be speeding up – definitely movement and quite fast.  all of the madness too i feeeeeeeel is the programming being shut down and unless one is aware of this – they are freaking out.  maybe it’s the holograms busting apart too.  i say this as it has been a feel of mine for some time that i have not wanted to look at that there are people who aren’t human but rather a program, a hologram.  hard for me to understand that one – innerstand yes but the rest of me – it just feels so horrible, you know?  but i have seen it.  i have seen people just shut down – shut off – like a computer shutting down only to turn back on again and it disturbed me.  anyway i read earlier, in relation to this video below, that someone (i don’t know if it was lisa or who this person was referring to) said according to their calculations, there are 1,440,000 beings here who are fully human with human souls (that for every one of us there are 5000 matrix type agent smith’s around us).  that is not very many and i would hope it is far greater than that.  just found the 144 number intriguing.  oh well, we will know soon enough, right?

i also feel and just know the ability to carry out anything globally catastrophic is impossible.  those programs have either been removed or so weakened, their power is in the red.  and i have also felt for a couple of years now that they will kick and scream until the very end – even if it’s just a silent scream as they crawl slowly along the ground.

for now and until….and on and on…..be in the heart.  speak, be, do kindness and peace.  with others.  with self.  listen to your own voice.

love to you all~

victoria

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Published on Jun 30, 2018

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Today and Tonight’s AMAZING Sky Captures ~ Cloudships, Orbs, Planetary Objects OH MY!

 

editor’s note:  ok just gonna share a lot of photos with descriptions below.  i am trying to upload 2 brief videos on youtube to share but am not being allowed to do so.  the first video (which i was guided to make) was of an obvious cloudship right next to venus (a photo is included below).  i watched it for awhile, went inside plugged in my camera to upload, then went to the kitchen window to look outside and the entire thing was gone.  no way would a cloud of that size fully disappear like that within what was perhaps a minute at most.  earlier today while in the kitchen i heard “you are gonna capture some really cool things in the sky later tonight”.  i forgot about it until i saw. the cloudships began appearing about 8 pm.  as i looked at one of them around 9:30pm, i asked “what is it i am really looking at?” and immediately heard “your form of transportation in the near future.”  YES BABY!!  girl is soooooooo ready for this!  [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]

sneaking this one in ~ captured yesterday ~ a cool rainbow column

sharing this one full size.  hopefully you can see the bottom of a greenish object at the top along with a massive round object above the sun and a cool “cloud” formation off to the right.  

i looooooooooooved this one.  i watched it for awhile.  check out the white “line” running through it….

this is the circular cloudship i mentioned above next to Venus that after watching it for awhile, disappeared in under a minute.  

check out the orb/object above the cloud (near the top and off to the left)

i took this shot looking directly up and did not see the orbs or the bright white object near the top.  

cool cloud w/some orbs

cloudship with an unknown light at the top right (not seen w/the naked eye)….as we watched this one my mate says he saw a flashing light within the mass…looking NNW

same object as above w/some orbs…

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Tiffany Stiles Energy Update ~ Crystalline Energies and My Reflections for the Day

 

well it looks as though i cannot copy and paste from this particular site, so i will link the article here for you to read: https://eraoflight.com/2018/06/27/energy-report-update-crystalline-energies/

i will add my own perspective/experiences resulting from reading this piece. have i got the itchies YES!!!  quite an intense case of it.  woke this morning with a new spot that is not “prone” to itching/rashes.  lathering up with coconut oil.  cool water on the skin.

and i have the gloomy sulky stuff going on too – really big today. overwhelming big.  it kinda scared me – thinking ok if i “go there” will i come out?  i allowed it.  face the fear, right?  trust, surrender.  i have wanted to write about this the past few days but when i go to write, i feel too depleted.  sulky.

today was a beautiful summer day.  i headed out on a bike ride alone, thinking it would lift my spirits.  i couldn’t get there.  i tried but it felt like i was being a fake so i just let myself ride in a gloomy apathetic state.

then i came to this house that i had forgotten about.  a new area in which i have begun to ride.  i saw this yesterday but forgot about it until i was upon this house today again, looked over, saw the signs You Are Not Alone and Don’t Give Up…. and felt the tears pool in my eyes.  (I took pics – tried linking them below- but received an HTTP error)

i’m just tired, so damn tired, and want a new start with so many new doings, things, experiences, surroundings.  it is hard for me to feel that “you are not alone” experience.  i’m currently facing an old wound from childhood ~ being bullied by people once thought to be friends. the feeling of surprise.  wanting to know “why are you doing this to me?  i thought we were friends.”  this continued for me until i was a junior in college, believe it or not.  at the time, even I had a hard time grasping how such behavior was to be found in college.  but when you find out your roommates and supposed friends plotted and carried out a plan to slowly kill the houseplant you had brought into the house, only to watch me try various ways to save it, was just a bit too much for me to stomach.  today it still is.  i can accept a lot, but understand and comprehend?  nope.

my girl is currently dealing with a few bullies in the neighborhood.  one such occurrence happened last night (the threat ~ twice ~ of physical violence upon her) and while i was there to stop it quickly, i could see the look in my girl’s eyes.  i could see that spark go out for a bit, confusion setting in.  she looked at me, her eyes pleading with me.  totally tore at my heart and stirred the inner pot we call mama bear.

talking about it with her she said yes, she could not believe this was happening to her ~ especially from someone who was supposed to be a friend.

so that gave us the chance to talk about friends.  the importance of choosing wisely.  the importance of not letting one act of kindness from someone with a history of abuse and mistreatment to fool you.

learn from mama’s mistakes.  

i so deeply to the core of who i am and who I AM want something new for me and my girl N O W.  for myself a life long experience of being bullied because i am “trusting, soft, gentle” has left me a bit too hardened and distrustful, i know.  i know deep within i am still that soft, trusting gentle Being.  i am adult – i can handle it all.  it is my girl in which i want something new more than anything.  her light is huge – soft – gentle.  very opinionated.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”smiley” wrap=”i”]

i do not wish her to grow up in this cold, harsh realm where bully behavior is considered “normal” and the child must “toughen up”.   where others power over her.  my god we have teachers abusing children in first grade. no wonder these children are violent and acting out sometimes.

i had no one to protect me when i was a child.  i am indeed stepping up to protect my child and i have made it clear to both the children engaged in the bullying and most importantly the parents that this behavior is not tolerated ~ adding to STOP accepting this as “normal” behavior (which a surprising number of programmed parents chant).

not.  one.  damn.  more.  second of it is acceptable.

deep breath………

you are not alone.  don’t give up.

that sign today felt like a prompt….

change is here.

the new i desire, about ready to reveal itself.

some itching (and purging) is just part of the trip there….

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