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Throughout my life, throughout the lives for many of us, I have head the words “you are so sensitive”.  At times it’s just been an observation.

On other occasions, a judgment.

Those who are sensitive can disrupt certain activities.  Having to leave a crowded, loud situation early (sometimes suddenly).  Needing to pass on certain foods.  Having to find shade or a/c ~ or warmth.  Needing to take a breather/time out to regain focus.  Being unable to focus in loud, bright, congested areas.

This is a deep running issue.

And yet I also challenge this “sensitivity” concept.  (and interestingly enough, as I type this, a strong chemical smell wafts through the open kitchen window causing me to think “how can people use such things??”)

I feeeeeeel the deeper truth is (oh wow – here comes that smell again – wtf???  shutting the window and going to investigate the source!)

….have no idea where it’s coming from.  strong metal/chemical smell.  someone is obviously burning.  yikes!!

Anyway…..I feel the truth behind this label placed upon so many of us is just the system’s way of telling us we must be ok with all things toxic and harmful to the human bodies and the Soul/Spirit.  I also feeeeeel part of the deeper truth is the awakened ones are just visitors here and are highly out of alignment with the “stuff” in this realm.

Many of us aren’t in alignment with chemtrails, vaccines, extreme weather conditions, gmo’s, processed foods, microwave technologies/frequencies, pesticides, toxins and chemicals, loud music, crowds, traffic congestion, big cities (cities period) and the entire pay-to-live system.

I remember in my 20’s, living in a big city, hearing the mayor speak of how we needed to build more high density living environments.

That was the first time I heard the voice within that said “that is totally contrary to the needs of the Spirit/Soul.”  I later read similar words shared by M. Scott Peck (the author of the first spiritual-type book I picked up).

Some can say the Soul just IS and has no needs.

I say the Soul is in alignment with certain energies put out by environment.

So I do not say I am sensitive.

I just flourish in an environment where I am totally free to BE/DO.

Where there is love, kindness, generosity, respect.

Where there is quiet, peace.

Where there are organic, natural elements.

Where there is abundant, clear, pure, pristine air, water and food.

That is where I align.

That is the frequency I call for, long for and intend every moment, consciously and subconsciously.

That’s all for now.

Much love,

Victoria

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Well after a most excellent night sleep (as compared to norm lately), largely thanks to the energies (thank you Schumann), I feeeeeeeeeeel more centered today.

I am often inspired to tune w/in and feel and think reading the thoughts of others.  Today I see where some of the food nazi’s as I call them are at it – in particular the vegan people.

I will state right up front ~ I prefer not to eat meat.  I don’t want to need to eat it.  But my body needs that protein.  I go without and I suffer.  A friend of mine went vegan months ago and was trying to convince me to do the same.  “No thank you,” I said.  I would see her every few weeks and noticed she looked gaunt and tired.  After not seeing her for a good month I saw her at a gathering last weekend and she looked amazing.  I asked her what she had been doing?  “Oh girlfriend, I am eating meat again.  I had to.  My body was starving.”

She holds a phd.  College professor.  She’s up on chemtrails and the systems ~ so she is a bright, awakening woman.  She ate all of the vegan foods – the beans, nuts, seeds, plant based proteins.  And yet her body pitched a major fit.

We have to accept not all bodies are the same.  DNA.  Blood types.  Lineage is huge too.  And then there are health issues.  My mate’s chinese medicine specialist insists on lean meats for his health issues as he cannot do nuts, seeds or beans.

Until we have our DNA fully restored and our health issues cleared as well as food replicators, many of our human’s simply need this protein found in meat.  I remember when I have tried tofu and other fermented based soy products.  Quite often it creates distress for my GI system.

So let’s remove the nazi food hat long enough to be aware of these issues. NONE of us want to see a living entity suffer.  I struggled for a long time with guilt over knowing animals were dying so that I could eat.  Survive. And yet I have accepted this is how it is in this realm and until all of this transitions and transforms, let’s at least be considerate of one another’s needs and choices and be conscious in where we get our meat and animal products and do the best we can with how we spend our dollars.

On we go….

I saw some posts of some saying they felt they weren’t doing enough as a “lightworker”.  One ~ just being here is enough.  Two just being here and being awakened/awakening is an extra bonus.  You don’t need a website. You don’t need to have a youtube video.

You just have to be YOU and SHARE your thoughts on your awakening journey, whether w/the world, community or just one person you happen to meet who then “gets it” and goes on to reach millions.

We forget the impact we have on people.  I do.  I get down and then I hear from someone how I have touched them and wow I remember again the beautiful eternal piece within me and I know to shine her Brightly.

Same as we all can.

Much love ya’ll~

Victoria

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This has been a very rough week for me, things I do not speak of here, but still have an impact on me.  Some days quite profoundly.  This past week I have had someone offer to make me dinner as a gesture of kindness then forgot and blew me off.  I have asked for assistance/help of several people and have been blown off.

I am not saying that this applies to me or that I intend this to be my path, but I “get” why people give up, why some die of heartbreak and disappointment.  I get it.

But that is not me.  I am far too damn stubborn and aware of how amazing I am.  (not better than ~ i just know my own worth)

This enslavement system turns us all into lower life forms in one way or another.  I get that.

But that is no excuse.

LOVE HELPS.

It is time we begin BEING these Higher Dimensional Selves isn’t it?

I get what money does.  I get how it limits us in our choices.  If I had the income I seek desire and deserve, my life would look a lot different.  It would free me up greatly to do those things I need and desire to do NOW.  Not this “some day” when there MAY be financial liberation for us all or “some day” when this energy wave may sweep over this realm or whatever it is we are existing in (because not one of us knows for sure), liberating us.

It is a very chauvinistic world.  I have several hillary supporting left leaning “friends” who go to those damn rallies that speak of respect and freedom for women and yet who don’t do a god damn thing for me and those things I struggle with.  Friends?  Ha.  Not any longer.  Not after what I finally called them on today.

Chauvinism.  What I provide ~ what I do ~ has no $$ value in the world. That is not MY perception ~ it is the reality of this system.  We have a neighbor for whom my mate works for on occasion.  Yard work. Mowing.  Pruning. Edging.  Will this neighbor let me perform the work?  No. He wants my mate to do it because he’s a man.  But when I cook him a meal, will he pay me?  No.  (that’s why recently I cut off the gravy train ~ he wants my food he pays for it)

Most people don’t want to talk about this stuff.  It’s easier to offer up some pretty words than it is to step up, point out the elephant in the room, do what’s uncomfortable or inconvenient and actually help out a fellow brother or sister.

And I for one am DONE with the fakeness of people.  And in myself.

Walk the talk.  You.  Me.

For now, I face my own crap, my disappointment.  I hear the words in my head ~ the fear based talk ~ of fearing someone reading these words and judging me or criticizing.  You know what though?  Go ahead.  I have the power to delete ~ which I do at will these days.  (wish I could do that in the face to face conversations…i would be muting often)

If it ain’t spoken or shared in Love ~ if it isn’t words of support ~ if it isn’t one who hears and responds in kind ~ and if it isn’t one who asks what do I need (instead of assuming they know what is best) ~ I am not having it.

I wish to be the best version of Me.

It is time we all “ascend” into our highest version of ourselves.

No waiting.

We do the right thing even if everyone else screams “you can’t do that!”

We give the finger to the rules of this broken disgusting shit pit of a system and say “I see you but I am choosing to do this instead.”

We take back our beautiful amazing power and we live/be/do it NOW….not some day when…

We all deserve the freedom to be/live/do without restriction NOW!

Spoken with a shaky voice but solid in knowing this is how I deeply truly eternally feel~

Victoria

 

 

 

 

Well I will begin by saying those Schumann spikes are feeling like banging on my body.  I know to tune in and release I need uninterrupted time ALONE to BE and allow.  I rubbed my body and gave thanks ~ and am continuing to give thanks.  Instead of saying “not again why why blah blah” more frustration ~ I am now giving love to my body.

The energies are bringing up some interesting things.  Even the squirrel’s are going nuts and are being very aggressive today.  Never seen this before. It isn’t mating season ~ that doesn’t happen until later in the summer.

The biggie for me is staying the course.  Not allowing myself to get lost in doubt in any way.  Not my own and not in others.  I KNOW what I am here to do and experience and Be.  I have had far too many experiences and nudges and synchronicities for over 2 decades.  This realm is not my home.  It never has been.  It never has felt like home.  And it is never going to.  I know I am allowing and now preparing to welcome in the energy that reveals the All and gives us the full freedom to GO to where we CHOOSE.  Our choice. MY choice.  Choice without hindrance or rules or power-over by others. Freedom.  I tune inward now and command forth that Freedom NOW.  I accept no other option.

Some are saying the “rogue” planet (planet x, nibiru) is the new earth.  I don’t feel that ~ but I do know and feel this object is playing a part in all of this.  New Earth I feel is quite literally an overlay (a covering over of this realm) and we are seeing it merge.  The amazing sky captures are showing new objects, images.

For now, I am going to get on my yoga mat and streeeeeeeeeeeeetch.

Stay the course.

We have come this far.

We got this.

KNOW it!

Much Love and full Freedom~

Victoria

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just had an inner KAPOW feeling then thought ~ the concept of “your life is about ready to be shaken up but good” (as is often shared on those astrological channels) is traumatizing and is part of the matrix programming. let us awaken through LOVE in ways that are helpful and supportive. i don’t know about you but i am quite done with surprise slams from life coming from power-over plays and players that have left me shaken and exhausted. love just doesn’t operate at that frequency.

 

Ok, so I have had this theory myself over the last few years.  I have thought perhaps I am in this particular location for a reason ~ that reason being to anchor in the light frequency energies.  Now my logical mind says “uh yeah right that is just woo woo stuff!”  My ego says “ok now let’s not put yourself up on a pedestal ~ you ain’t that important ~ other beings get that honor”.

However, my heart says “You are important.  You matter.  You are serving a purpose right where you are.”  No doubt.  And hey, I LOVE the woo woo stuff because that is indeed Who I Am.

Not more important than anyone else.  And certainly not less important either.  Just important.  Serving a purpose.

So I read the following tonight:  “Here’s an interesting theory. Could it be that us lightworkers are spread along the Earth’s energy grid lines? I just did some research and it turns out that I live 100 meters (109 yards) from a leycentre: our church! This church apparently dates back from the 9th century. I also discovered that there have been many archeological finds in my very close neighbourhood, dating back as far as from the Iron Ages (the year 800 BC) ! How impressive! I only moved here 5 months ago! Have any of you done research on this? It can be easily found online! Just google earth ley lines and ley centres + your location.”

So I did a search and it turns out where I reside is in an area close to the anchoring point between two vortexes in my state.

Perhaps that explains why I have been more or less dragged to this place 3 times throughout my life ~ leaving has had me facing walls that rather annoy me.

So ok.  I have served my purpose.

New Earth next step.  Thank you!

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Victoria

 

heard this one and ooooooh how i resonate deeply and have shared (usually to deaf ears) for years:

do not give advice unless asked for.  do not offer criticism unless asked for.  to engage in these behaviors is to violate free choice (freedom i would say).  

this behavior choice creates division and is an energy of power-over.  we need less of that and more love and support.  the loving choice asks “what do you need?”  or “is there anything i can do for you right now?”  this is why i usually delete all comments that criticize or offer up advice i have not requested.  i simply will not allow that behavior in my daily experience.  (and i am engaged in stopping myself from doing the same to others.)

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now check out these photos i took.  before i took these two i put out the strong thought “come on and let me capture something ~ it’s been awhile!” there you go…..  the bottom 2 photos are of a distilled water jug that just one week ago was pristine clean.  after we used the water, my mate began using it to water the plants outside (from water from the hose).  on some days you can smell mildew everywhere – in the water and on the plants around the neighborhood, in the air.  we have been feeling for years “they” are spraying this shit.  here’s proof.  i am hyper sensitive to the smell and can pick it up anywhere. explains why our sinuses are constantly plugged.  i run the air cleaner around the clock and we filter our shower and drinking water.

 

Well, I dealt with some old stuff that I could discuss, but since I made the choice to let it go, knowing by talking about it I am reinforcing its power (especially when I speak from a helpless position), I will not be sharing those experiences in detail.  I will say this though:  I have never understood why some people choose to just attack and insult others without reason. Must be just a program insert designed to undermine those who are the most sensitive and thus prone to doubt.  I sent a strong energetic “fuck off” and went on with my day.

What I am choosing to share is what I did while out on my walks.  From my mind, silently, I greeted the trees and flowers, the blades of grass and those things we call “weeds”. I laughed in surprise as I began to greet one tree, which is part of a set of trees, planted a year or so ago, and the first one said they were sisters, had no names yet and said I was free to choose.

On New Earth we do not have the separation we have here.  We have a connection with all that is Living.  So today I began the practice of “living/being as if” ~ living being as if I am already there in the new realm.  After spending the first part of the day caught up in the ridiculous stresses of this 3d prison, I decided enough is enough ~ I am going to BE the Being I Am of the New Earth realm NOW.  As much as I am able to now.

That being said ~ I am also very much ready to experience the newness OF the new.  The feeling of boredom and groundhog day and what feels to be so limited in terms of those things I wish to experience is a very real inner feeling experience.

I am ready to relearn telepathy.

I am ready to relearn instant manifestation.

I am ready to relearn teleportation.

I am ready to be with the tribe in the new.

I am ready for full DNA activation and to self-heal instantly.

I am ready to be in the new house ~ that spacious home with the replicator’s I have seen.

I am ready to assist with the healing technologies (while our abilities to self heal are retaught).

And oh how I am ready to assist in welcoming those who come to the new after us.

I am ready to be free to do all I wish without any hindrance (money, system imposed laws/rules/restrictions).  True Freedom.

My mate and are having an anniversary later this week.  We spoke of what we want to do.  We concluded we just wish to go home to the new and experience the above.   The “it is so close” experience/feeling just grows. Oh how wonderful it would be to actually be able to have such a conversation with others in this community.  The loneliness is an experience we simply no longer consent to.

Today in the shower I tuned in and tried to feel what else I could be doing here in this realm (other than what I am already doing).  Given the experience for NEW is so overwhelming at times, and given I have looked “out there” for something new and haven’t found anything that resonates with me in this realm, I tuned in and asked “is there anything else I will be doing here?”  All I felt was at the time of the event, others in my ‘hood will be seeking me out ~ the neighborhood woo woo chick. This has been an ongoing feel ~ that at some point I will be stepping into a new role – temporarily – to assist.

Soon after having this feeling, I fell into doubt.  Do I “feed” this feeling of what I have seen myself doing or do I let it go?  Is it a bunch of delusional nonsense?  Within I KNOW it isn’t ~ but that brain wants proof.

Two hours later, I happened to “find” an article detailing this very topic, what we are here for and what our purpose will be very shortly.

And on we go….

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I read of a woman’s experience on a social media group I belong to (about The Event).  She pulled into work, sat in her car and wept.  “I can’t do this any longer,” she said.  Not just her “job” but the whole 3D work pay for a living.  The whole thing.  All that is fake.  All that is not of freedom.

I read her words, feeling it, taking it all in.  What could I say other than “me too”.  Lots of well meaning advice was forth coming and yet as many of us know, when you reach that “I am done” experience, no amount of advice cancels that out.

When we know we are We Are D O N E.

I headed to the store later and became overwhelmed.  My girl, who we gave to so much the past 2 weeks, both my mate and I knocked out of our comfort zone to give her an amazing birthday celebration, suddenly was not happy with my choice of clerks.  She wanted to go to another clerk and was being quite vocal about it.  I did deep breaths and essentially ignored her demands. The clerk asked if she wanted a sticker and began engaging in a conversation with my girl.  I was beginning to melt down on the inside but I kept it together.

I got into the car and the song “Runaway Train” was one ~ a song I love.  As I heard the line “run away train, never going back” I could feel deeply ~ AGAIN ~ how DONE I am with all of this crap.  I am so exhausted today after yesterday’s celebration.  And my body responded very negatively to the food.  Sensitivities to ALL that doesn’t support me and who I am only increase.

So hearing this song and taking in all of the whirl of activities and demands of the past 2 weeks plus recalling the woman’s experience was enough.

I exploded.

Well more like leaked.

I began to weep.

Made it home.  Walked inside, dumped groceries on the counter and made it to the bathroom where I poured out tears.  My mate heard me, came in and gave me a hug.  My child, focused on yet another birthday celebration up the street (in which we were all invited), said her good-bye and took off for more cake.

My mate soon followed.

And now here I am ~ alone in the house ~ still feeling on the inside how DONE I am.  How unfair it all is.  Saw another piece saying “we have reached critical mass for the event”….and I want to scream.  I have read this before.

As my mate says, “NOW is a good time!”

This has become too damn difficult.  So many of our needs ~ health needs primarily ~ are going unmet because we are still in this pay to live matrix.

HOW MUCH LONGER???!!!  A legitimate question.

I had the idea that it is TIME for US to proclaim WE are the Beings to be channeled into higher dimensions of Love and Freedom to NOT tell THEM how to “be/do in order TO….” as so many of these damn channeled messages entail but to proclaim WE ARE DONE HELP US PLEASE!

Waiting feels like torture at this point and while we can find the peace and calm when we set the intention/focus, we still have that inner “I AM DONE” experience that is NOT going to just dissipate or manifest into something different for it comes from Truth.  Deep abiding knowing Truth.

Pull down the damn lying curtain and let those of us who are DONE….. GO.

Be free.

Freedom.  Freedom to choose fully.

Freedom to create as we wish.

Enough IS enough.

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Victoria