Reflections on The Event

 

What if I told you that The Energies of the Event are already here ~ outside of the dome/net/matrix grid/bubble that has contained us.

What if I told you that some if not many of these QHHT Sessions on The Event are actually receiving downloads from the matrix (esp. those that speak “we’re not ready” or “she/he asks too many questions”, etc. etc.).

What if I told you the answers truly do come within and that going outside of ourselves likely leads us to speaking w/the program.

What if I told you there were other beings helping in breaking down the programs, the grid/net/dome/bubble.

What if I told you this growing almost “obsession” – this knowing – and wondering WHY hasn’t this event happened yet – is because it IS there and those most sensitive know this.

What if I told you this was the first lifetime that so many of us have collectively awakened to our enslavement.

What if I told you we have other beings who support freedom and are viewing this as an escape ~ much as many of us are.

The programs of karma and the rules of should and lessons still needing to be learned are being destroyed, quite rapidly.

Tune in.  Go within.  You will FEEEEL this.

Love sees one struggling, suffering, trapped, drowning, fill in the blank, and it steps up and HELPS.  It certainly doesn’t say “you aren’t ready yet” nor does it say “you need to learn more”.  All of that “stuff” is a power over play which is, again, part of if not THE MAIN matrix program.

I view a parent with a child.  The child needs assistance.  Parent, out of love and concern, for that child, steps in and provides, and quite often so that the child may be a more expanded, freer version of his/herself.

The energy of love that we call The Event is an even more expansive view of Love.  It literally will wake us up fully and remember – wow – this is who I really am.  REALLY AM.  I have fully acceptance and allowance that I have no real knowing of Who I Really Am – much less who I will really BE after the event.

I had another glimpse/feeling of this event energy of Love while I was out and about – alone.

I was thinking of what I had read earlier – lightworker/sensitive types saying wow – i cannot stop crying today.  Just as I thought “hmmm I am not feeling that” – I am overwhelmed with tears.

But not tears of just sadness but of joy.  Connection.  I stopped and said “is this MY experience?”

In a way yes – in a way – collective for those in tune.

The experienced continued and expanded to where I could look at others I did not know on the street and feel deep compassion and connection with them and a desire to see them fully free to Choose.  To Be.  To Do.

F R E E L Y.  (can I say that word any more?  yeah, i can and will…lol)

Awhile back, I made connection with a woman who, I just found out, like myself, has memories of Lemuria.  We had our first conversation about this a few nights ago.  Her words “YES I KNEW IT” (about me) when I mentioned that I too had that Lemuria connection surprised me while also confirming that little nudge I had had about her from the onset of our connection months ago.  Tears came to me as I asked if she had memories of standing around trees singing.  “YES!!!” she responded.

This morning she let me know she had a download on the event (she as well also gets her good stuff quite often in the shower ~ which is where most of the opening questions of this piece derived from).  She too feels the energy of this event is right outside the net.  She could see it – us inside a bubble – the energy outside.  Here are her a snippet of her words: “but the Earth is inside a bubble (it looked iridescent like a soap bubble) that was placed around us by beings with an advanced technology. When that bubble “pops” the wave will wash over the Earth quickly because the energy is already right here.

Wow.  Gave me chills and tears.  I have been feeling it is “right there” for months now.  And it would not surprise me if it has been “there” for years if not decades.  I feeeeeeeeeel it has been what has enabled so many to awaken from slumber 3d land.

POP THAT BUBBLE!!!  LET US GO HOME AND BE IN THAT ENERGY SPACE WE ONCE WERE IN.

While I was receiving some info in the shower, I tuned into my Highest Grandest Self (note – i went within – so important now).  I asked “what can I DO to help bring forth the event?  Bring it in NOW.  What can I do to pop that bubble.”  I suddenly could see myself/her.  She shared rapidly.

“Call it forth.  Visualize it.  Know it.  Feel it.”  As often as I can.

I feeeeeeeeeeeel calling it forth helps weaken the energy grid surrounding this realm.  I see US doing this as sending out High Tech frequencies that destroy the disease that is the 3d matrix grid.

Does that make sense?  lol  I guess it isn’t supposed to necessarily.  This is indeed an inner feeling experience.

I also questioned how “real” our bodies are.  We know they are not the REAL human bodies given how dumbed down, shut down, altered.  A bastardized version of the real thing.  Does this mean then that once we are set free, our Consciousness jumps to a REAL body – that we have already chosen/created?

???

I don’t know….I’m just beginning to feeeeeel this one out and my thoughts are morphing into a space where I am questioning – considering – whether we take these bodies as they are with us upon THE transition.

I asked for more info and well to be honest, was so tired and felt nothing – as if the connection got “severed” (is that part of the matrix program or for our own well being/ability to receive that much info – if we are in a computer like simulation, I have to remember or at least consider it is possible to overload a system – human or otherwise).

So I will end it like this.

On the way home from being out and about, after having that nice, blissful “connection with all” moment, I pulled into one last store parking lot for some fruit (been craving and eating a lot of fruit).  I sat there, weeping, thinking “get a grip you’ve got one last human interaction” – but then thought “screw it – who cares?  just be real!”  I began to laugh at that, and was suddenly filled with this burst of energy where I felt I could jump out of my seat.

I was guided to look at the newspaper stand and this is what I saw (i only had my cell phone – which is old – and do not have the correct cable to upload photos from it so the pic you are seeing was taking OF my cell phone WITH my normal camera)…..

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Victoria

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A Musical Tribute ~ For The Children

 

I originally wrote this piece in 2004 or 2005.  It came to me after an image of a mother holding her dead child came to me ~ a result of war (the war in Iraq was raging).  I tried to get some publicity for it to show the side of war that MSM and others were refusing to see ~ death of the innocent.

As was and is with my music, it has just sat in isolation, until breakthrough comes or a chance to play comes my way.  I had forgotten about this song until tonight.  As I was enjoying some time alone playing freely, I suddenly began to just play this song.  It caught me off guard for even though I was in free flow, playing whatever came through me, whether a cover or one of my own, I had not given this song any tending to in years.  I was also surprised at how quickly it came back to me ~ as in instantly.  Also unusual.

As I played it, it took on new meaning, new energy.  Expansive.  I thought of the beautiful precious children who have been trafficked, raped, used for the sickest of “purposes” – if you can even use that word.  Given I recently spoke about this subject and how I could just not spend much energy going down that rabbit hole, certainly not able to stay “down there” for long, I thought the least I could do was what, honor? them with this song.

I song to say we feel your pain.  We see it.  As best we can.

We mourn.  We rage.

A song of solidarity.  A song to say “I see you”.  A song to say “you are not forgotten.  You never have been.  You never will be.”  A song to say YOU MATTER.

And a song to say we the human species will never allow this horror plagued upon our children to infiltrate our human experience again.

Here it is below ~ live, unedited.  “For The Children”.  Feel free to share.

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A Reflection on Our Differences

 

A neighborhood child was chatting with my girl outside today.  He asked me if there were girl bikes and boy bikes.  He insisted there were not whereas my girl insisted there was.

He looked surprised when I told him that yes, there were bikes for boys and bikes for girls.  He then wanted to know if there were things just for girls and things just for boys.

I said yes, in a way you can say that.  While people have the right to choose whatever “thing” they wish, there are differences overall between male and female.

I live in one of those inclusive (unless you can afford to live here and unless you support Hillary ~ then you’re not really all that welcome ~ although you will be treated with a polite smile and a very weak handshake), sanctuary city types.  We welcome all.  We don’t need to know a damn thing about you, where you came from, etc.  You get to come live here.

And we also support the right to be without a gender.  Because we are all the same.

Transhumanism.

These well meaning, good-hearted folks here have been fooled by the agenda of transhumanism.  Make us all sooooooooo similar, we become One.

One.  Gender.  One prototype.

Yikes!

I proudly claim that I love to cook.  And nurture.  And wear make-up.

I don’t much like sports unless it’s a playoff (except football – total disdain for that violence).

I also have a knack for fixing small appliances and for taking things apart (and putting them back together).

I WANT to be Unique.

I don’t want to be like everyone else.

I just want the FREEDOM to do so.

I don’t need anyone telling me I have to be someone I am not.

And I don’t need to hear anyone promoting an agenda that threatens to remove the concept of “differences” lest we offend the p.c. protocol.

I WANT a girl’s bike.  I don’t want a boys bike.

I want to LOOK female.  I don’t want to look male.  (i see that a lot here in this town ~ it’s kinda creepy)

And I don’t want people pushing to do away with things that females naturally gravitate towards….males as well.

When my girl was 2, we took her to Kmart ~ to the toy section.  At first I purposefully took her to the boy section.  Cars.  Trucks.  etc. etc.

She was totally uninterested in spite of our pointing out toys.

We come to the girl’s aisle – all pink.  Dolls.  Barbies.  Dress up kits.

She was ENTHRALLED.

Same thing for her clothes.  A variety of clothes offered since birth and by the age of 1.5, all she wanted was PINK (that went on until she was 3.5).

She loves dolls.  Barbies.  Drawing.  Dress up.  Dance.

She loves to ride her bike and roller skate.

She likes to bounce the basketball and play softball/baseball.

She is 100% FEMALE SPIRIT and we encourage her to honor that about herself.  We let her be herself.  Without pressure to be like others.

And without pressure to follow the agenda of “everything and everyone is the same” of transhumanism.

Victoria

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Today’s Reflections…

 

I was pretty occupied most of the day taking care of the needs of the youngest family member, which began at 5am  (!!) so I am going to fire this off and go to bed.  Still very tired even after an hour nap at 8pm.

Earlier today I was feeling some guilt and wondering if I “should” be spending more time focused on the trafficking issue.  It isn’t as though I am not aware of this.  It was around 2002 I began down that rabbit hole, heard the story of Cathy O’Brien which lead me to other roads.  However I was not awakened to how pervasive and dark it was until the past year.  Each piece I have read, I feel traumatized and sick to the point where it knocks me out of my center.

As I felt this through, telling myself I “should” be stronger, etc….a message came to me (in the shower naturally).  I had the visual of a baseball field, the field representing humanity’s awakening and transition.  Each position holds its own unique purpose, with no position being above or more important than another.  I “heard” there are plenty of people covering this topic, doing what they feel called to do as this is what they are here to do NOW. It is their purpose.

I then felt this relief so I could tune in and again feeeeeel my purpose in this experience.  That is to speak of Love ~ the frequency ~ the Love Event ~ calling it forth by feeling it, expanding on it AND by sharing my feeel within that this is not something any of us must earn.  Nothing to do other than to ALLOW it.  Part of this is to see the programming (karma, lessons, etc.) and call it out for what it is.  It is such a driving force within me ~ at times I have felt a bit crazy ~ certainly doubtful ~ until I let myself relax into it and embrace it ~ ALLOW it ~ accept this IS what I am here to be doing NOW.  And then ~ I no longer feel crazy. For I know.  This “knowing” has been a long journey full of visions and experiences ~ awake and while sleeping.  Not ONE did I call for consciously.  You could say they just happened to me ~ each one keeping me going on this path ~ even when I have sworn I was DONE.  Finished.  Not gonna focus on something so “out there”.  3D was safer.  Easier.  Saner.

Never has that lasted long for me.  I get pulled back in.  Guided.  Prompted.

Much like Richard Dreyfuss’ character Roy in Close Encounters ~ which we watched tonight.  He had the encounter which implanted visions he could not shake, no matter how much he tried.  And all along he thought he was going crazy.  He couldn’t explain all of these strange feelings and calling’s and visions he was having.  And it wasn’t until he got clear on the shape of that Mountain that he knew ~ he was not crazy.  He got it.  At a breaking point, Life stepped in and let him know – this is REAL.  This is your purpose NOW.

This Love Event IS real.  I don’t know when it will happen (I would like to know) ~ although I have a feeling we can help bring it forth as we are co-creating this.

I don’t know how it will happen.  I just know it is real.  I know I am to talk about it. I know I am to be here as a support person for it.  And I know I can help bring it here NOW.  And I know it is ok to ask others to do the same ~ if one is so inclined.  And as I said, most especially, because I have had a few tastes of it over the years, I KNOW it is my purpose now to offer reassurance to anyone feeling they need to “do” something ~ eat differently or meditate more or be totally healed and all that ~ none of that resonates with me as being necessary (I was given brief moments of the immensity of this ~ and I was not fully healed or eating vegan or even in a high vibe state at the time).

Love doesn’t work that way.  Love is not that way.

The frequency of Love welcomes all.

All who are open to receiving.  Even if the door to openness is just slightly ajar.

Let us call it forth.

Let us welcome it.

Let us be open to it.

That is all for now.  I must stop.  I am quite tired as I said above and my body is feeling funky ~ almost as if I am being sparked up (which is not so comfortable at times).  Serious bloat.  Acidic.  I am suddenly wanting a diet of fruit, rice and root veggies (esp. carrots and potatoes).  And my cell phone and computer are doing weird things at times in my presence, cell phone especially.  I am wondering if it has something to do with these guys (critical frequencies)….This is NOT my area of expertise by any means but when I see spikes like this I gotta ask if this is having an affect on the body:  

Event Love Frequency for us All~

Victoria

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Love…Is the 7th Wave….???

 

I am putting together pieces of that puzzle again today.  I am putting together what I have heard Lisa M Harrison (Deconstructing the Construct) has said ~ how wave 7 will be the final wave to reveal the All (we are experiencing wave 6 now according to her insight/messages received).

I have also felt a call to listen to Sting – Love is the 7th Wave.

Did he know something intuitively back then?  (major chills as i listen to the words “love is the 7th wave”)

I have felt for awhile now, and have said as such, that the event wave, the final wave whatever label we want to put on it at this point, is a frequency of Love.  The real deal.  Highest Frequency of All.

Anyway, I pulled up the lyrics to Sting’s song.  It seems to be speaking of what we are here to experience.  And I know as a composer myself, those lyrics often come from deep within ~ the highest of high of frequencies.  I know many of my lyrics cause me to step back and think “wow ~ where did those ideas and words/terms come from?”  Nothing my human mind or ego created.

Here are the lyrics.  And below that, the video.  (and interestingly enough, the next song up on youtube, on my browser that is, is Purple Rain. Coincidence?  Or synchronicity?  I’ll pick door 2 with a discerning eye…)

“Love Is The Seventh Wave”  source

In the empire of the senses
You’re the queen of all you survey
All the cities, all the nations
Everything that falls your way, I say
There is a deeper world than this that you don’t understand
There is a deeper world that this tugging at your hand
Every ripple on the ocean
Every leaf on every tree
Every sand dune in the desert
Every power we never see
There is a deeper wave than this, swelling in the world
There is a deeper wave than this, listen to me girlFeel it rising in the cities
Feel it sweeping overland
Over borders, over frontiers
Nothing will its power withstand, I say
There is no deeper wave than this rising in the world
There is no deeper wave than this listen to me girl

All the bloodshed, all the anger
All the weapons, all the greed
All the armies, all the missiles
All the symbols of our fear, I say
There is a deeper wave than this rising in the world
There is a deeper wave than this, listen to me girl

At the still point of destruction
At the centre of the fury
All the angels, all the devils
All around us, can’t you see?
There is a deeper wave than this rising in the land
There is a deeper wave than this nothing will withstand

I say love is the seventh wave
I say love is the seventh wave
I say love is the seventh wave
I say love is the seventh wave
I say love is the seventh wave
I say love is the seventh wave
I say love

Every ripple on the ocean
Every leaf on every tree
Every sand dune in the desert
Every breath you take with me
Every breath you take, every move you make

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The Religion of Karma

 

Been thinking a lot about karma today.  I believe I shared my bank card info was stolen.  Or maybe I didn’t share that here.  I am so mentally crumbled at the moment, I don’t know what I have done or where or how or with who. The phone calls this has entailed has overwhelmed my circuits…

This fucker who decided to steal from me, I am learning (to no surprise) will likely never be caught, thereby allowing them to continue their “anything goes” choices in this “anything goes” realm for years, decades.

Where is the karma, I ask.

The only answer I feel within is that karma is simply one of those programs put into the most honest, kindest of people.  If the energy of karma applied to all, then the pedophiles, rapists, thieves, cabal cattle and their ilk would have been rounded up and disposed of by now.

But nope.  They continue with their ugly freedom taking dark shit because this realm, the energy of this realm, supports that.

Certainly explains why the most innocent, sensitive, kindest of Souls experience the most assault.  Struggle.  Sickness.  etc. etc.  I have this nagging feeling that this sick realm hears just one little low vibe thought and tosses back to these Souls (souls like us) what they put out.  But those who vibe low and relish in harmful, destructive behaviors are immune.

We can’t have TRUE karmic experiences here until we have TRUE energies of freedom.  So until then, we have controlled, manipulated experiences.

And I am starting to let myself “go there”, after 52 years, that there is little we can do about it.

New age communities throw the karma mantra in our face when we experience an attack or harm.  They claim to suddenly know your entire thought train that lead to the attack, putting the entire experience upon you.  Blame the victim.  That’s a lot easier than going down the rabbit hole of karma and, goddess forbid, help the victim. Yeah, victim.  I said VICTIM.

I don’t want to be a victim.  I want to be fully FREE to live and be as I WISH. I want to be FREE OF POWER OVER games.

PERIOD.

UGH!!!  (punch punch punch on the punching bag)

This whole criminal system, which IS set up to enable the criminals, essentially told ME, the VICTIM ~ “not much you can do about it.”

How is any of this ok?

I’m supposed to be ok with this, right?

Well, I’m NOT ok with it.

I feel violated.  (how often does that happen?  walk outside, breath the chemtrail air, drink the polluted waters and eat the polluted foods ~ we get violated constantly here)

In the meantime, we await for some magical energy wave.  Oooh, but we are supposed to vibe high enough to feel that.

Rolling my eyes.  Shaking my head.  And holding my heart.

Meltdown today.  I am tired of speaking my truth.  Tired of holding the hope for this event.  Tired of visualizing what I want and desire.  Tired of letting go, allowing only to rinse and repeat.

I have no answers in terms of what to do different.  Next.  New.  I have engaged in that approach so many times throughout my life.  And yet here I still am.  In this moment.  Feeling just plum worn out and not seeing the point of all of these “things” I have done.  Created.

Some say the journey is what matters ~ not the end result.

Yeah, well, not for me.  That’s as ridiculous as saying “is your cup half empty or half full.”

I say the journey AND end result “matter”.

And I say if my cup isn’t full, what needs to happen to fill it up.

Popular sayings ~ just more matrix programming.

Every bit as much for this thing called karma.

A weary ending and a weak offering of love~

Victoria

 

 

 

 

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New Product I Offer!

 

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Quick Reflection: Needing a Hug

 

I’ll get right to it:  I awoke to see someone stole my debit card info and went on a spending spree.  My bank notified me and the usual happened ~ card canceled, new one ordered, claim filed and credit issued.  My exact words were “these fucking idiots picked the wrong account to hack.  I am broke!” No merchandise for the criminal.

So now I write checks in case it happened locally by someone carrying a portable card reader.  I notified local businesses.

As this happened my girl received an invite to a friend’s b-day party.  I saw the list of activities ~ musical hoola hoops.  T-shirt decorations.  Slip and slide.  My heart sank.  This family has a lot of money and can afford all of this.  My girl’s recent b-day party had homemade kettle corn and cake and a pinata.  We don’t have the kind of money to buy t-shirts and decorating supplies for 6-8 girls much less hoola hoops.  I know my girl had a great time at her party.  And that’s what matters.  But I know how this world is – kids begin to see how other families do THIS or THAT – and they complain about it.  “How come we don’t do that?”  It’s already happening.  Neighbors up the street have cool folding down campers.  All the supplies.  They have money to give their kids the best.  Many families around here do.

And here today ~ some fucker decides to attempt to steal from me – someone in my $$ position.

WTF??!!!

Yes, yesterday I was in a place of gratitude over money.  And I still feel that within.

And yet now I had this ugly attack on me that is rather tarnishing the beautiful stone w/in.

Deep breathing……..accepting…….reminding myself how amazing and worthy I am of ALL that is possible.

And yet….I see no manifested proof….yet…but I claim it and call it in NOW.

The road “out” of the pit seems to have the hands staying behind reaching out to grab at ya as you exit.  So be it.  I am still exiting.

I long once again for the new realm ~ clean playing field.  Board wiped clean.  No one has “more” than another unless it is by pure – PURE – freedom of choice.

For now I am still here in a realm of so much potential..and beauty..and yet where I obviously need to be more on guard for those who have no respect for what is pure…who have no respect for freedom.

No lesson.  No karma.  Just free will anything goes insanity.

Freedom from the insanity cannot come soon enough for me.

That is all for now.

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Today’s Reflection ~ Gratitude. Everything is ok.

 

I awoke this morning with apprehension and anxiety.  Damn, I thought. What is going on “out there” today?  What had “they” done now?  I lay in bed as long as I could, blankets pulled up around me like a cocoon, chanting “I am in my happy place.  I am in my happy place.”

Later on, after getting out of bed, my mate went through some of the headlines which all screamed deep state trauma.  Soros announcing major financial crash.  Ebola outbreak.  Iran bracing for economic “war”. Roseanne getting axed by the demonic forces of AbsoluteBullCrap.

I had no interest in any of it.  It felt like little bullets bouncing off my energy body.

I found this really nice space within that simply refused to give the happenings of the world any energy.  She was at complete peace.

She reminded me why I am here.

She reminded me of how much is going on behind the scenes, behind the veil.  I KNOW this.

KNOW it.  It has morphed from mostly feeling to K N O W I N G.

The feeling is undeniable.

Well…. so…. not all I encountered today held that state of Being.  And that’s ok.

It was interesting to note that at one point I was engaged in a few conversations.  The energies of two were of absolute polar opposites. Something told me I had a choice of which I would feed.

Inner ME knew which one to focus on (in terms of outcomes of current situations).  Inner ME was not just focused on what I WISHED to be the outcome.

But on what I KNOW would happen and IS happening.

I headed out for awhile to get some food.  I am so nearly broke I was literally counting out dimes and nickels to see how much loose change I had in case the amount in my bank account wasn’t enough to pay for a few staples for the week.  As I did this ~ I laughed.

Yeah, I laughed.  I saw so much humor in this.  Even if it was humor of the “this is so effing ridiculous” kind.  And….Even with the story of the twisted pay-to-live system that went through my mind ~ I felt no fear. Just….humor.  I am finding that when I let go of the stress, when I fully face those dark fears, a part of me just surrenders now and says “ok well this is how it is.  I will be ok.  Universe will just provide.”  This has not happened quickly though….over the years there has been a LOT of stress, trauma, fear and other unpleasant bullshit.  lol

Arriving at the store, I go to the produce section to get a few things.  One of the clerks asked how I was.  I paused.  In my mind I heard “it’s been a day”….”a LIFE”….but something within pulled me back.

I smiled and told the clerk “Well, today, right now, I am grateful I have enough money to buy this beautiful food for my family.”

And I meant it.

It was such a beautiful experience for me.  And unusual.  As I felt it I added to my grandest self/divine “thank you more please ~ i will take more of THAT experience!”

You know how it is.  You can SAY something ~ but the feeling doesn’t align with the words so it feels forced and fake and I don’t like doing either.

The divine feeling though is when the words are spoken and the inner feeling says “YES”.  Surrender perhaps?

It really was a powerful experience for me.

As I paid for my few items, I saw the amount, did a quick calculation in my head and I said, “well that leaves me with 69 cents in my account.  i just made it!  good guess work, girl!”  And laughed again.

I felt a part of me watching myself in a way, thinking “uuuuh who is THIS girl?” Someone new?

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I will tell you my feel about today ~ I felt a shift.  A split.  One path said “walk this way come on you know you want to go down this road.”  I felt it.  It did not feel good.  No thank you.

The other just presented itself without a story.  I felt I naturally just vibed to it.  I let go, went within and found myself naturally gravitated to it.  She knew.  That feeling just KNEW.

The song “Riding the storm out” went through my mind.  That’s what I’ve been doing.  What most of us have been doing.  The song stayed around me throughout the day.  Alone, in those quiet moments, when we weed out what doesn’t align, we find home.  Within.  I had that today. Everything is ok.

That is all for now.

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Victoria

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Speaking of The Event Energy of Love…

 

I had this experience come through me after I shared the latest Diane Canfield piece.  As I have shared here previously, I have felt (what I feel to be) the energy of the event several times over the past 13 years.  Suddenly I am hit with this wave of energy that sweeps over me and I feel such an amazing connection with everyone I see and can pull up in my mind.  I feel full connection with All.  I feel compassion. Understanding.  I can feel the unity.  It’s amazing.  Tear’s always flow.  It’s powerful.  It is centered in my core.

It can be overwhelming too.

I was telling my mate a little bit ago that I feel to help call forth this experience we give the name “The Event”, go within and get comfortable ~ totally comfortable ~ with telling oneself how Amazing you are.  How beautiful.  Awesome.  Glorious.  Worthy.  Precious. Whatever “words” align with the feeling you are looking to experience about yourself. Bring it forth from the heart.  Feeeeeeeeeeel it.

We can practice this with one another too.  If you had a person or animal/pet, sit together and tell this special one how much you love them. Appreciate them.  What you see in them.  The beauty.  Intelligence.  Wisdom. The kindness.  I do this with my girl and let me tell you when she tells me what she sees in me (usually she sings) I admit I can only take in so much. My heart goes into shutdown after a time.

I no longer want that experience.

When we get totally comfortable with fully embracing our amazing, beautiful selves/Selves ~ and I mean totally comfortable ~ I am feeeeeeeeeeling this is going to open us up completely to the energies of this event.

Does that make sense?  Practice before the “real thing”.

Or maybe in a way this energy is just waiting on us to do just that ~ open up fully to our beauty ~ swirling around giving us little kisses when it really wants to hug the heaven into us.

Just a thought….

We can call it forth from our head.  Our ego.  The “g.d. already come ON and arrive!”  (which is where I go at times)  OR we can try the heart approach which makes the connection between self and the event even more powerful when we are fully aware of and embracing Amazing Us.

Let’s give it a try (for those who aren’t “there” yet ~ and I am the first to say I am not).  While I know, for I have seen, this energy of Love allows us to remember Who We Are, opens up fully our Heart Space (either in one blast or slowly, in increments) we can begin to play with that now.

Just an idea I feeeeeeeeeeel called to share.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Love,

Victoria

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