Well I will begin by saying those Schumann spikes are feeling like banging on my body. I know to tune in and release I need uninterrupted time ALONE to BE and allow. I rubbed my body and gave thanks ~ and am continuing to give thanks. Instead of saying “not again why why blah blah” more frustration ~ I am now giving love to my body.
The energies are bringing up some interesting things. Even the squirrel’s are going nuts and are being very aggressive today. Never seen this before. It isn’t mating season ~ that doesn’t happen until later in the summer.
The biggie for me is staying the course. Not allowing myself to get lost in doubt in any way. Not my own and not in others. I KNOW what I am here to do and experience and Be. I have had far too many experiences and nudges and synchronicities for over 2 decades. This realm is not my home. It never has been. It never has felt like home. And it is never going to. I know I am allowing and now preparing to welcome in the energy that reveals the All and gives us the full freedom to GO to where we CHOOSE. Our choice. MY choice. Choice without hindrance or rules or power-over by others. Freedom. I tune inward now and command forth that Freedom NOW. I accept no other option.
Some are saying the “rogue” planet (planet x, nibiru) is the new earth. I don’t feel that ~ but I do know and feel this object is playing a part in all of this. New Earth I feel is quite literally an overlay (a covering over of this realm) and we are seeing it merge. The amazing sky captures are showing new objects, images.
For now, I am going to get on my yoga mat and streeeeeeeeeeeeetch.
Stay the course.
We have come this far.
We got this.
KNOW it!
Much Love and full Freedom~
Victoria
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just had an inner KAPOW feeling then thought ~ the concept of “your life is about ready to be shaken up but good” (as is often shared on those astrological channels) is traumatizing and is part of the matrix programming. let us awaken through LOVE in ways that are helpful and supportive. i don’t know about you but i am quite done with surprise slams from life coming from power-over plays and players that have left me shaken and exhausted. love just doesn’t operate at that frequency.
Ok, so I have had this theory myself over the last few years. I have thought perhaps I am in this particular location for a reason ~ that reason being to anchor in the light frequency energies. Now my logical mind says “uh yeah right that is just woo woo stuff!” My ego says “ok now let’s not put yourself up on a pedestal ~ you ain’t that important ~ other beings get that honor”.
However, my heart says “You are important. You matter. You are serving a purpose right where you are.” No doubt. And hey, I LOVE the woo woo stuff because that is indeed Who I Am.
Not more important than anyone else. And certainly not less important either. Just important. Serving a purpose.
So I read the following tonight: “Here’s an interesting theory. Could it be that us lightworkers are spread along the Earth’s energy grid lines? I just did some research and it turns out that I live 100 meters (109 yards) from a leycentre: our church! This church apparently dates back from the 9th century. I also discovered that there have been many archeological finds in my very close neighbourhood, dating back as far as from the Iron Ages (the year 800 BC) ! How impressive! I only moved here 5 months ago! Have any of you done research on this? It can be easily found online! Just google earth ley lines and ley centres + your location.”
So I did a search and it turns out where I reside is in an area close to the anchoring point between two vortexes in my state.
Perhaps that explains why I have been more or less dragged to this place 3 times throughout my life ~ leaving has had me facing walls that rather annoy me.
So ok. I have served my purpose.
New Earth next step. Thank you!
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heard this one and ooooooh how i resonate deeply and have shared (usually to deaf ears) for years:
do not give advice unless asked for. do not offer criticism unless asked for. to engage in these behaviors is to violate free choice (freedom i would say).
this behavior choice creates division and is an energy of power-over. we need less of that and more love and support. the loving choice asks “what do you need?” or “is there anything i can do for you right now?” this is why i usually delete all comments that criticize or offer up advice i have not requested. i simply will not allow that behavior in my daily experience. (and i am engaged in stopping myself from doing the same to others.)
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now check out these photos i took. before i took these two i put out the strong thought “come on and let me capture something ~ it’s been awhile!” there you go….. the bottom 2 photos are of a distilled water jug that just one week ago was pristine clean. after we used the water, my mate began using it to water the plants outside (from water from the hose). on some days you can smell mildew everywhere – in the water and on the plants around the neighborhood, in the air. we have been feeling for years “they” are spraying this shit. here’s proof. i am hyper sensitive to the smell and can pick it up anywhere. explains why our sinuses are constantly plugged. i run the air cleaner around the clock and we filter our shower and drinking water.
Well, I dealt with some old stuff that I could discuss, but since I made the choice to let it go, knowing by talking about it I am reinforcing its power (especially when I speak from a helpless position), I will not be sharing those experiences in detail. I will say this though: I have never understood why some people choose to just attack and insult others without reason. Must be just a program insert designed to undermine those who are the most sensitive and thus prone to doubt. I sent a strong energetic “fuck off” and went on with my day.
What I am choosing to share is what I did while out on my walks. From my mind, silently, I greeted the trees and flowers, the blades of grass and those things we call “weeds”. I laughed in surprise as I began to greet one tree, which is part of a set of trees, planted a year or so ago, and the first one said they were sisters, had no names yet and said I was free to choose.
On New Earth we do not have the separation we have here. We have a connection with all that is Living. So today I began the practice of “living/being as if” ~ living being as if I am already there in the new realm. After spending the first part of the day caught up in the ridiculous stresses of this 3d prison, I decided enough is enough ~ I am going to BE the Being I Am of the New Earth realm NOW. As much as I am able to now.
That being said ~ I am also very much ready to experience the newness OF the new. The feeling of boredom and groundhog day and what feels to be so limited in terms of those things I wish to experience is a very real inner feeling experience.
I am ready to relearn telepathy.
I am ready to relearn instant manifestation.
I am ready to relearn teleportation.
I am ready to be with the tribe in the new.
I am ready for full DNA activation and to self-heal instantly.
I am ready to be in the new house ~ that spacious home with the replicator’s I have seen.
I am ready to assist with the healing technologies (while our abilities to self heal are retaught).
And oh how I am ready to assist in welcoming those who come to the new after us.
I am ready to be free to do all I wish without any hindrance (money, system imposed laws/rules/restrictions). True Freedom.
My mate and are having an anniversary later this week. We spoke of what we want to do. We concluded we just wish to go home to the new and experience the above. The “it is so close” experience/feeling just grows. Oh how wonderful it would be to actually be able to have such a conversation with others in this community. The loneliness is an experience we simply no longer consent to.
Today in the shower I tuned in and tried to feel what else I could be doing here in this realm (other than what I am already doing). Given the experience for NEW is so overwhelming at times, and given I have looked “out there” for something new and haven’t found anything that resonates with me in this realm, I tuned in and asked “is there anything else I will be doing here?” All I felt was at the time of the event, others in my ‘hood will be seeking me out ~ the neighborhood woo woo chick. This has been an ongoing feel ~ that at some point I will be stepping into a new role – temporarily – to assist.
Soon after having this feeling, I fell into doubt. Do I “feed” this feeling of what I have seen myself doing or do I let it go? Is it a bunch of delusional nonsense? Within I KNOW it isn’t ~ but that brain wants proof.
Two hours later, I happened to “find” an article detailing this very topic, what we are here for and what our purpose will be very shortly.
I read of a woman’s experience on a social media group I belong to (about The Event). She pulled into work, sat in her car and wept. “I can’t do this any longer,” she said. Not just her “job” but the whole 3D work pay for a living. The whole thing. All that is fake. All that is not of freedom.
I read her words, feeling it, taking it all in. What could I say other than “me too”. Lots of well meaning advice was forth coming and yet as many of us know, when you reach that “I am done” experience, no amount of advice cancels that out.
When we know we are We Are D O N E.
I headed to the store later and became overwhelmed. My girl, who we gave to so much the past 2 weeks, both my mate and I knocked out of our comfort zone to give her an amazing birthday celebration, suddenly was not happy with my choice of clerks. She wanted to go to another clerk and was being quite vocal about it. I did deep breaths and essentially ignored her demands. The clerk asked if she wanted a sticker and began engaging in a conversation with my girl. I was beginning to melt down on the inside but I kept it together.
I got into the car and the song “Runaway Train” was one ~ a song I love. As I heard the line “run away train, never going back” I could feel deeply ~ AGAIN ~ how DONE I am with all of this crap. I am so exhausted today after yesterday’s celebration. And my body responded very negatively to the food. Sensitivities to ALL that doesn’t support me and who I am only increase.
So hearing this song and taking in all of the whirl of activities and demands of the past 2 weeks plus recalling the woman’s experience was enough.
I exploded.
Well more like leaked.
I began to weep.
Made it home. Walked inside, dumped groceries on the counter and made it to the bathroom where I poured out tears. My mate heard me, came in and gave me a hug. My child, focused on yet another birthday celebration up the street (in which we were all invited), said her good-bye and took off for more cake.
My mate soon followed.
And now here I am ~ alone in the house ~ still feeling on the inside how DONE I am. How unfair it all is. Saw another piece saying “we have reached critical mass for the event”….and I want to scream. I have read this before.
As my mate says, “NOW is a good time!”
This has become too damn difficult. So many of our needs ~ health needs primarily ~ are going unmet because we are still in this pay to live matrix.
HOW MUCH LONGER???!!! A legitimate question.
I had the idea that it is TIME for US to proclaim WE are the Beings to be channeled into higher dimensions of Love and Freedom to NOT tell THEM how to “be/do in order TO….” as so many of these damn channeled messages entail but to proclaim WE ARE DONE HELP US PLEASE!
Waiting feels like torture at this point and while we can find the peace and calm when we set the intention/focus, we still have that inner “I AM DONE” experience that is NOT going to just dissipate or manifest into something different for it comes from Truth. Deep abiding knowing Truth.
Pull down the damn lying curtain and let those of us who are DONE….. GO.
I have occasionally read (past tense) Cobra’s material over the past few years. Last year I began to feel “off” and stopped reading. Recently there has been a big backlash against him for a recent post (which I read) that outlines the possibility that in the near future (time not stated – days weeks maybe months) a select group (between 20 and 200) Lightworkers will be contacted, people who don’t have strong attachments to family/relationships here in this realm. They will be taken underground within minutes of being approached by a Galactic, where they will then be healed and allowed to rest before joining in the Resistance movement.
Cobra recently responded to the backlash, stating this was not a harvest, reiterating the agenda.
I decided to state my concerns ~ only to offer them up in case one of you are approached (if this is something to believe will even be happening).
**(assuming this is true) These Beings have obviously been following this select group of Lightworkers, thus they have a very good know and feel for who they are. Do these Lightworkers know these Beings in the same capacity? Of course not. So to blindly trust someone on the spot (and to expect to be blindly trusted) with the promise of being healed, restored and serving a purpose in a spiritual resistance movement (via an underground tunnel), is highly suspect. Love would give the person time. Love would arrange multiple meetings so the Lightworker can have the same knowledge of who he will be interacting with as the Galactic Being has of the Lightworker. Seems like the fair and loving thing to do, right?
**Why the need to go right there and then? Love doesn’t pressure ~ unless of course it is a life/death emergency situation, which this obviously is not.
**Why the need to go underground? Don’t these Galactic Being’s have ships?
We know the saying ~ if it walks like a duck and talks like a duck it’s probably a duck.
The whole thing stinks to me – in a big way – and it isn’t because I am not “ready for contact” as Cobra is now accusing those who are questioning him and his post. Contact MUST be a mutually beneficial arrangement between two fully consenting, fully transparent Beings. If someone has had the tech to monitor (spy) on me ~ even benignly observe me ~ if you wish to have a relationship with me, you must allow me the same chance to get to know you ~ especially if you wish for me to go with you on a ship – above or under ground.
That is what love and freedom allow for.
And that’s what we are all working/doing diligently to create, right?
I have been occupied the past few days planning a party for our child, which we held today. The house was full of children, laughing, screeching, running. It was your typical party. Cake. Balloons. Presents. Snacks. I relished watching our girl ~ the sparkle in her eye, her giggles of delight and the conscious awareness I continue to see grow and emanate from her.
I listened in on the conversations of the children. The kids spoke of the time they spend on their i-pads. Some teachers use them more than others. The place is a wi-fi nightmare. They spoke of certain “consequences” the school employs for inappropriate behavior. Terms were used that had me thinking this was just p.c. speak for Mind Control and Conditioning.
I later learned how far this agenda is going.
After the celebrations, a few of the parents gathered. It was there I heard a story that horrified me to the core, actually prompting me to write up this piece.
The classrooms participated in a fake lock-down event, under the guise that someone with a gun might come in and hurt them. (mind you these are elementary children – not high school or junior high) One of the parents children didn’t participate or behave “correctly” and was shamed in front of the class, essentially telling him because of his choice, if this had been a real situation, he would have caused his classmates to be seriously harmed if not killed.
For those who still support public schools are you getting a new picture of what “they” are doing to our babies?
Good.
That is the point of my sharing this.
The local school district is considered “top notch” and one of the best in the state.
The mother of this poor child was and is enraged and plans on going to the Superintendent. One of the other parents who was a part of the conversation agreed at the outrage of this and offered to go to the Super w/the mother.
I asked the question: Why in the hell are they engaging practices like this? It only serves to traumatize the kids.
One of the parents quickly responded back “Because the world is fucking insane right now!”
Yes, but not for the reasons you think, I said, thinking the programming is working.
I still wanted to know – are these drills that are traumatizing our children and (obviously) shaming them – worth it?? One said “I know, I’m rethinking that myself.”
I asked – are they announced? Didn’t appear to be. I was told they just talk about them – but then one day, they just decide to participate in one.
I ended up speaking privately with the mother of the child to offer my empathy and support and told her to definitely speak up about this. An elementary aged child is not capable of doing that.
Nor are they even CLOSE to being emotionally prepared or capable of legitimately understanding much less participating in such a scenario.
What next? The state will be seeking to hire 5 year old actors to recreate a terrorist attack? Pre-school lock-downs?
And how many parents would blindly go along with something like this because of the belief that “the world is fucking crazy”.
Because, you know, the more we live in fear and engage in insane situations, the safer we all become, right?
The curtain must be pulled all the way back and it must be pulled back NOW.
We need more speaking out for the children. They deserve to engage in an educational environment that is safe and loving and supportive.
Traumatizing them and shaming them is ABUSE. No more excuses. No more head in the sand parents.
No more sending our children to these wi-fi nightmares.
No more letting them sit in front of i-pads during the day and then again after school (because they are sent home w/the kids).
And NO MORE letting the schools create traumatizing situations in order to “educate”. This is state agenda mind control. Nothing more. Nothing less.
As this conversation continued, I tuned back in to the kids. They were finding joy in swinging like little monkey’s in a hammock. Their giggles pulling at my heart. This, I thought. This is what they deserve. Joy. Fun. Play.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
Something needs to change. Today.
WE OWE IT TO OUR KIDS.
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enjoyed some alone time today….nice walk alone…weather is beautiful…clear blue sky….warmth…. got a chance to clear my mind…
lots of deep breathing…
then i began to feel and contemplate the possibility ~ this event energy we are speaking of (could possibly be) another program ~ but a “good” one…that will eliminate all viruses in this system/realm while putting an end to the simulation.
ok. until today i had simply thought it was an organic, natural occurring event. perhaps it is something created ~ to be of benefit for All (well all who support freedom….love).
i heard from a couple people who belong to the same social media event group and they too have said this sense of anticipatory anxiety is off the charts the past few days. my goddess ~ yesterday at the breakfast table i don’t know how many deep breaths i had to take. i finally just allowed it to pass through me. i know all too well this feeling having dealt with it for much of my adult life. HUUUUUGE anxiety/panic whenever i have faced something that either just caused me fear or something i simply did not want to do. this time ~ i have nothing solid to assign it to. so it was helpful to hear others are feeling it as well.
that is all for now….’lest something else comes through me. for now i am going to ask for some assistance to help w/the anxiety energies. it’s making it a bit challenging to be IN the now and find the fun.
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What a heavy, dense rather schizo type energy we are in. Well I am in. But what I am seeing and hearing from others this feels like a collective. As one friend said – she feels she has been in a void of hell. For myself, the past 2 mornings I have awoken with anxiety hell.
It does seem as though our “issues” are smacking us all over right now ~ very hard for some. For me (and this is just for me only) I feel enough is enough. Certain issues given who we are now and what we know now are needing tending/healing by means not found in this realm ~ or at least not being SHARED in this realm. Some issues I claim “i see you i have experienced you enough, given you enough attention, i bless you and let you go”. Some roads I will no longer travel.
I do not see the purpose of such suffering. To my core I call ENOUGH.
We keep hearing “heal thyself….you have the power…”
Then we hear “be of service to others ~ use your healing abilities to heal others.”
Which is it???
I have witnessed an online friend battle and overcome numerous health issues. Her outlook and thought process is near impeccable in its purity. And yet recently, out of the blue, issues have cropped up and at times she feels she is in hell again.
Again….what is the purpose of this?
A timeline…perhaps a temporary program… created by lingering controllers? I don’t know. It doesn’t matter.
Suffering ends NOW.
Pain ends NOW.
Disease ends NOW.
That is what we need. HEALED. HealED. Not “healing in progress which may take x time” but healED N O W.
ALL programs and thought forms to the contrary cease to exist NOW.
They are gone. Poof. Vanished. Forever.
Love NOW for ALL.
Whatever it is each of us desires we have the full freedom to manifest it NOW.
All old programs we may still be knowingly or unknowingly running that keep us low and struggling and out of the alignment of Love and Freedom – all of those END NOW. (as I tell myself these days – it is just a program)
Love steps in NOW.
That is what Love Does.
It Services in the NOW.
I know I continue to harp on this. And I will continue to intend such UNTIL.
Three times today I have heard the concept of creating a portal ~ an exit portal. There is only one place I and my family will be going ~ the realm…the home….the community I have seen and dreamed of for years. I call forth the full memory of knowing how to use portal’s to travel to where one calls forth.
What are your thoughts on creating these portals? Creating a mass exodus. We have all done this before. Does it resonate with you to remember how? If so, give it a try. Our manifestation abilities increase. Earlier today I awoke w/the thought “I wonder if i will see our new neighbor today again at the store” (I have run into him several times in the past week). I let it go (which I feeeeeeeeeeeel is the key here) and sure enough ~ we saw him at the store today. We both commented on it.
Not a huge creation but still ~ a sign that there IS a means to create what we desire. And I command the full memory and ability to do just that.
Keep on rockin’….FOR a (REAL) free world.
Lots of crazy woozy love,
Victoria
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