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I have been occupied the past few days planning a party for our child, which we held today.  The house was full of children, laughing, screeching, running.  It was your typical party.  Cake.  Balloons.  Presents.  Snacks.  I relished watching our girl ~ the sparkle in her eye, her giggles of delight and the conscious awareness I continue to see grow and emanate from her.

I listened in on the conversations of the children.  The kids spoke of the time they spend on their i-pads.  Some teachers use them more than others.  The place is a wi-fi nightmare.  They spoke of certain “consequences” the school employs for inappropriate behavior.  Terms were used that had me thinking this was just p.c. speak for Mind Control and Conditioning.

I later learned how far this agenda is going.

After the celebrations, a few of the parents gathered.  It was there I heard a story that horrified me to the core, actually prompting me to write up this piece.

The classrooms participated in a fake lock-down event, under the guise that someone with a gun might come in and hurt them.  (mind you these are elementary children – not high school or junior high)  One of the parents children didn’t participate or behave “correctly” and was shamed in front of the class, essentially telling him because of his choice, if this had been a real situation, he would have caused his classmates to be seriously harmed if not killed.

For those who still support public schools are you getting a new picture of what “they” are doing to our babies?

Good.

That is the point of my sharing this.

The local school district is considered “top notch” and one of the best in the state.

The mother of this poor child was and is enraged and plans on going to the Superintendent.  One of the other parents who was a part of the conversation agreed at the outrage of this and offered to go to the Super w/the mother.

I asked the question:  Why in the hell are they engaging practices like this? It only serves to traumatize the kids.

One of the parents quickly responded back “Because the world is fucking insane right now!”

Yes, but not for the reasons you think, I said, thinking the programming is working.

I still wanted to know – are these drills that are traumatizing our children and (obviously) shaming them – worth it??  One said “I know, I’m rethinking that myself.”

I asked – are they announced?  Didn’t appear to be.  I was told they just talk about them – but then one day, they just decide to participate in one.

I ended up speaking privately with the mother of the child to offer my empathy and support and told her to definitely speak up about this.  An elementary aged child is not capable of doing that.

Nor are they even CLOSE to being emotionally prepared or capable of legitimately understanding much less participating in such a scenario.

What next?  The state will be seeking to hire 5 year old actors to recreate a terrorist attack?  Pre-school lock-downs?

And how many parents would blindly go along with something like this because of the belief that “the world is fucking crazy”.

Because, you know, the more we live in fear and engage in insane situations, the safer we all become, right?

The curtain must be pulled all the way back and it must be pulled back NOW.

We need more speaking out for the children.  They deserve to engage in an educational environment that is safe and loving and supportive.

Traumatizing them and shaming them is ABUSE.  No more excuses.  No more head in the sand parents.

No more sending our children to these wi-fi nightmares.

No more letting them sit in front of i-pads during the day and then again after school (because they are sent home w/the kids).

And NO MORE letting the schools create traumatizing situations in order to “educate”.  This is state agenda mind control.  Nothing more.  Nothing less.

As this conversation continued, I tuned back in to the kids.  They were finding joy in swinging like little monkey’s in a hammock.  Their giggles pulling at my heart.  This, I thought.  This is what they deserve.  Joy.  Fun. Play.

Nothing more.  Nothing less.

Something needs to change.  Today.

WE OWE IT TO OUR KIDS.

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enjoyed some alone time today….nice walk alone…weather is beautiful…clear blue sky….warmth….  got a chance to clear my mind…

lots of deep breathing…

then i began to feel and contemplate the possibility ~ this event energy we are speaking of (could possibly be) another program ~ but a “good” one…that will eliminate all viruses in this system/realm while putting an end to the simulation.

ok.  until today i had simply thought it was an organic, natural occurring event.  perhaps it is something created ~ to be of benefit for All (well all who support freedom….love).

i heard from a couple people who belong to the same social media event group and they too have said this sense of anticipatory anxiety is off the charts the past few days.  my goddess ~ yesterday at the breakfast table i don’t know how many deep breaths i had to take.  i finally just allowed it to pass through me.  i know all too well this feeling having dealt with it for much of my adult life.  HUUUUUGE anxiety/panic whenever i have faced something that either just caused me fear or something i simply did not want to do.  this time ~ i have nothing solid to assign it to.  so it was helpful to hear others are feeling it as well.

that is all for now….’lest something else comes through me.  for now i am going to ask for some assistance to help w/the anxiety energies.  it’s making it a bit challenging to be IN the now and find the fun.

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1. Where are all of these CEO’s going?  Some have cashed out.  They going places w/o extradition treaties?  Underground perhaps?
2. Why no attention on chemtrails?
3. Why not attention on the 5G network?
4. You or I commit any of the crimes these sick pedo treasonous traitors commit, we would all be in a prison cell.  These folks?  They are allowed to walk free and travel.
5. The pope is resigning.  So what?  Again ~ where are the effing handcuffs?
6. What is this “Sky Event” Q keeps mentioning?
7. Event date predictions ~ come and go.  QHHT sessions of clients have been wrong.  Who or What is really being “called” on?
8. In a nutshell:  What can we trust?  And who?  Feeling?  What we see?

 

Questions and thoughts galore today…

Lately I have been asking myself “is this real?”

Am I “real”?

Is there more to ME than this?  (pretty sure there is)

Am I dreaming?

Awake?

How “awake”?

Is my body just a simulation?

IS THERE ANYTHING IN THIS REALM THAT IS ORGANIC?  AUTHENTIC?  “REAL”??

What part of ME jumped into this realm?  Certainly not my human self.  She is just along for the ride so it annoys me when new ager’s proclaim “you chose to come here”.  Yeah?  What part?  Human me didn’t get that choice. Higher Self (or whatever we call this part of us that seems to be elusive most of the time) made that choice.  And even at that I say – prove it.  Not a one of us knows for sure.  We are simply feeling and theorizing.

Speculating.

Until the blinders are fully off, not one of us knows a damn thing really.

Until freedom is returned, same thing.

I was also thinking about being the Observer.

There is a purpose in that.  And yet to just remain in the Observation energy (certainly in this realm where “anything goes”) is feeling like it is, in a way, part of the programming.  To just observe can cause one to detach from emotions and it is our emotions that have driven us to awaken ~ that inner drive that says “this isn’t ok!”  Same for “allowing”.  While it has a purpose, being in this state of “Allowing” can also continue to “allow” for others with nefarious desires/behaviors to continue unabated.

Very little is resonating with me.  Much of what I share even on here, unless I say otherwise, is not doing much for me.

I feel as though I am on a crowded bus, having been on a very very long journey, seen enough, done enough and now I am waiting for my stop so I can FINALLY get off and “go home”.  Do what I really desire to do instead of what is expected of me.  Live fully free.  If others want to stay on the bus, so be it.  That is their right to do so.

Me?

I want off the fucking bus!  I want a NEW transportation method ~ one I choose.  

I was having a private chat with someone who has a youtube channel.  He was saying how “horrible” it is to be aware of the enslavement and to want out of it and to exist in each day – knowing what is “here now” and knowing all that has been withheld – just a breath away.  It can feel maddening at times indeed.

Some people I have stopped listening/watching/reading.  The moment I feel that pinge inside that says “does not resonate” I have to stop engaging.  As I said above, finding stuff to post here is becoming a bit of a challenge.  Even Q ~ which I see the purpose in ~ but this waiting game doesn’t feel like an option I wish to feed.  After watching the awesome video I shared last night, I began cheering and chanting “bring down the matrix grid!”  Let us SEE the Truth – let’s fully see where we are – NOW.  Come on wave that holds the frequency to do this ~ let’s get this done already!  

Speaking of “where are we what’s out there beyond this prison”, I have been noticing that on again, off-again glow to the WSW. There are no cities in that direction ~ just mostly forest/woods.  It was so bright last night (1am pacific).  I took a bunch of pictures and one video but it doesn’t show up ~ I don’t have the right camera/video for nighttime recording.  My mate saw it as well as my daugher (who woke up after hearing her dad and I in our excitement).

I want to know what is causing this.  I want to know what is there.  We are still trapped here in this anything goes environment which includes the allowance for power-over.  I will KNOW we are truly back in Freedom when I seek an answer and it is provided.  Seek and ye shall find.  That is a natural experience – one we all know of within.  Here in this realm it is seek and ye shall find….maybe….some day….year…..century….well, maybe in the next life.  Often told “you just weren’t ready”.

When I hear anyone say “the people aren’t ready” for the truth, I again think “programming alert!”  And how can anyone honestly know that?  I cannot proclaim to know what is “right” for another so it is obviously just one of the programs fed into us (that can be over-written).  Freedom provides the truth for ALL who choose and desire it.  For those who don’t wish to know, so be it.  Freedom says “ok” and respects the choice NOT to explore/know/do.

Love is Freedom.  Freedom is Love.  As I like to say, “John Lennon got it”.

This fellow musician is ready to stop speaking these words and begin authentically Living/Doing/Being them.

Much love,

Victoria

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There are so many things I (we) do not consent to but choose to do any way because I want to provide a house, heat, food and water to my child.

Where do we draw the line?

For me it’s when some institution tells me in order to enroll our child in their program, I must consent to allow them to photograph, video or audio record her ~ at their discretion ~ in order to allow her to participate.  Not only that, I must consent to allow them to use that material in whatever way they deem necessary, including but not limited to brochures, advertisements and on the World Wide Web as well as with their affiliates (whoever they are).

Oh fucking hell no way do we consent to that!  

We agreed to consent to all of their other ridiculous requests as well as answered a variety of personal questions I found absolutely unnecessary to answer (this is just a basic child activity class for 2 months for craps sake)…but giving them the right to photograph or video/audio record my child (who doesn’t wish to have that done either) against our wishes or hers in order to participate?  Let me repeat:  No.  Fucking.  Way.

I know I “should not” be surprised at this given what I know about how these institutions operate.  And yet, I am.  Surprised.  And angry.

And now my child is understandably sad, which breaks my heart, brings up that inner rage of “I am SO FUCKING DONE with this realm” and makes me question:  WHAT has been the purpose of my awakening to all of this filth and enslavement?  It still continues.  We’re still here.

Deep breath…..Damn.  I am tired today of intending and focusing and calling forth all that I desire ~ having the dreams and visions of seeing the New.

And yet we.  are.  still.  here.

I can continue to speak out, share, refuse to consent to certain demands of the system…and yet until enough of us do so, this will continue to drag on…

…unless all that I have seen is actually occurring….and will continue to transition…

In the meantime I have a sad child and her mama wants to smack some sense into these puppets for creating a policy that violates a basic human right (the right NOT to be photographed, videotaped etc.).

And at this moment, I am not quite sure how to “deal” with such insanity.

That is all for now.

NEW NOW.

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Do any of you feel the need to cleanse yourself and/or your house when you find yourself in a filthy environment?  Filth.  Clutter.  Horrid smells.

I do.

In a parallel dimension I am Ms. Clean.  I have lightened up a lot over the years, but I still feel so much like Me when I and my environment are clean.

Earlier today I went for a walk.  I passed by a house that had a couch sitting on the sidewalk (you see that often around here ~ it’s kinda gross ~ especially when the rains come and the thing sits there, rotting).  The smells coming from the couch was beyond what I could tolerate.  I actually gagged, covered my mouth and ran past it.  Out loud I said “oh my god some people are so unbelievably filthy!”  (if they are even human…)

I came home, did some yoga and given I had the eagle-eye view of the carpet, saw how my own house has been more neglected than normal.  For the first time in years, I got out a big scrub brush and got down on my knees and scrubbed debris and trapped hair (we really need a new vacuum).

And now my arms are tired, but the house not only looked better but feels better.

All is energy.

I had a friend once years ago who believed we didn’t have enough water on the planet to sustain all of us, so his contribution was to shower just 1-2x/week.

O M G.  

I was the first one to tell him, when he asked “do I smell?”, that yes, he did smell.  He also wore the same clothes several times before washing them. His house was no better.  I said even just a little 3 minute shower every day is not going to create water havoc.

Cleanliness is next to godliness.  Not being religious but being in a state of Purity is in a state of, well, purity.  You can meditate.  Clean out the inner debris.  But it is my feeeeeeeeling that if that cleaning doesn’t include your outer body and living space, you are missing some cleaning tasks.

I recently visited one of my girls friends house and felt so gross in my body. Ants crawling on the counters of the kitchen.  Food and dirt and who knows what else all over the floors.  Beds unmade.  Kids stuff all over the place.

I came home, grabbed the sage and then cleaned the bathroom.

It’s all energy.

Speaking of cleaning, as I was on my knees earlier, I had a flash of a memory – either a previous experience or a current version of the me that is already in the New Earth realm:  we don’t clean like this.  Our homes self-clean.  And the next time my child breaks her sunglasses, I don’t have to glue them back to-frigging-gether.  I take the material and w/my replicator, make another one in moments.  No waste.

And no mama grumbles.

So I have had some moments today where I have thought “my goddess, why did I come here?”  WHAT HAVE I DONE??!!  And funny how I heard the Talking Heads piece, “Once in a Lifetime” today, which usually leaves me wondering those same things….only this time I knew the answer.

The eternal awesomeness that is Me came here to see Freedom restored to us All ~ which comes by seeing an end to this realm.  I know it as much as I know anything.  Lisa Harrison’s latest video just reaffirmed it.  I did ponder for awhile if I was one of those who agreed to the free will idea and if I did how I seek forgiveness for that choice.  Nothing in me feels that.  If anything I would have been the one making the affirmation against ~ I would have cast my vote for Freedom.  Why any Sentient Being would make such a choice shows, well, while we are One we are indeed NOT the same.

I also know i have continued to come here to see Freedom restored.  It wouldn’t surprise me if that’s what Eternal Me does.  Only now I need restoration myself and to live it and be it for as long as I need it.  And that includes the ability to live in a clean, pristine environment ~ within and without.

And wow, the stories I will share.  As will we all.

Much love,

Victoria

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Well this shows I have either the “mama brain” or the “ascension brain” or the “middle age brain” or the “I don’t know what’s going on but wthey is happening w/that memory thing…..”  I had this beautiful message come to me in the shower (of course!) and I have promptly forgotten much of it.

Probably because I have been sidetracked.

“Mama I need some new flip flops!”  (it’s warm today and last year’s shoes no longer fit)

“Honey check out this energy pulse that went through the entire country last night!”  (it really is bizarre and hopefully i will remember to link it later today)

“Mooooooooooooooooooooom i neeeeeeeeeeed………xyz”…

“Honey are you busy???”………

Me: where are my shorts?  Seriously where did I put the rest of my warm weather gear?  look look tear apart closet look under bed ugh oh god it hurts to get up that fast…oh THERE they are o m g so that’s what mildew dampness looks like on clothes…

So where was I??

Oh yeah!  (i seriously did forget…lol)

I was thinking about not just being a mom but being female….feminine…. and feeling honor for all of us who nurture life.

I extend to you my blessings for quiet inner sacred peace and gratitude for all YOU ARE…and DO.

Whether you nurture a pet….

whether you nurture the wild animals in nature…

whether you nurture nieces and nephews and grandchildren…

whether you nurture children in your neighborhood….

whether you nurture your mate or ailing family members…

whether you nurture your own child….

or a combination of all of the above….

in nurturing we Serve.  So seriously ~ enough of this guilt coming from some who claim we are all so service to self.  If anything we NEED to be MORE in Service to our own needs wants and desires so we can Serve Fully the ALL.  That makes us even….. uh what does it make us i got sidetracked again with a story my child had to share with me about her trip around the neighborhood and of course suddenly she is hungry N O W…

But before I make lunch for her NOW….

I am going to take time for ME NOW…..

and finish this one….

and send my love to ALL of you who nurture.

All who are in touch with your Divine Feminine and who share that with those around you in a nurturing manner.

You make a difference.

We all do.

And so…..

I thank You.

I Honor You.

And I celebrate You.

Much love,

Victoria (who yes was sidetracked again with a request to go to the college girl’s house on the corner who adore her and i said “what about lunch” and get the confused thinking look that says “ok i want to go over there really bad right NOW but i also need to eat so what do i do????”………all in a day’s gathering of little such miraculous moments….no matter how comical or annoying or beautiful they are)

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I watched a video earlier today that stated privacy would not be on the New Earth.  My first thought was “whaaaat?”  I gave the video a go.  Apparently, according to this person’s realm, because we have nothing to hide (due to not fearing one another) we will have no privacy (unlike this realm).  We will want to mix with all and share all with the all.  Anything to the contrary is ego.

Oh dear.  Oh boy.  Oh man.  Oh goddess.  That just won’t be a part of my reality, my realm.

First of all let’s define privacy.  The right to be free from being observed and/or disturbed by other being’s.  We do not have that here, even if we live in a remote location.  Big Brother and their tracking devices can monitor us anywhere at any time.  Solicitors will knock on your door even if you have a “no solicitor’s” sign.  Dog walkers will walk their dog onto your property and let them do their business ~ even if you have a sign stating otherwise.

No.  Privacy is not observed here in this realm which could explain why it is a near-obsession for many of us ~ it is because we do not have it.  We NEED personal space.  Alone.  And, imho, lots of it.

I headed out on a walk as I pondered this topic.  Walking out the door the neighbor walks in and says he needs to speak with my mate.  My phone chimes with a new text message to which my mate says “your phone is going off” and to which I reply “I will check it later”.  A familiar conversation in this house.  I am the type to get to such things when I feel the desire to and realize some carry the same feeling and some do not hold this sentiment (my mate being one such being).

Privacy, huh?

I had on my shades, ear buds in, camera in hand.  Walking with a purpose. Shield up.  Projecting the thought “please do not disturb I wish to be with my own thoughts and experience.”  1 mile and 6 people later who wanted to speak with me to some degree and I wanted to strangle this person who said on New Earth we have no privacy because we have no NEED for it.  If I were on New Earth I would naturally have shared the entirety of Me with all of these people I had just encountered.

Um.  No.

Here is what I have seen ~ for myself.  I live in a very remote location with perhaps a few hundred people ~ at the most.  It was created this way by us for a reason.  It simply will not be allowed to become populated.  There is great distance between homes.  We can speak or use telepathy. We gather ~ when we desire to.  I spend a lot of time with my own company ~ the trees and flowers, plants, water and animals every bit as much of companions as are my family and chosen friends/tribe.

I still utilize my discernment (only it is more fine-tuned and fully online).  I do not blindly share my ALL with a new connection simply because this Being resides in my community.  I use my discernment ~ which I see is a tool of Spirit.  Nor do I invade another’s personal space with a telepathic thought.  I ask first.  I respect their personal space by offering a request to speak.  And I certainly do not “expect” them to be inclined to engage with me at that moment.

New Earth energies….I feel the connections will simply be more Pure and Authentic.  That does not mean we lose our sense of self/individuality.

I see us having more privacy ~ true privacy and not the fake version we have here.  And that privacy is as valuable as is freedom ~ the two forming a symbiotic relationship.

Privacy ~ the right to decide who comes into our personal space.  I desire that fully, purely for the All and I will always maintain that energy within. Let us all claim it.

Signing off as 2 of the doors in this house have just opened and shut and 3 people just walked by, 2 coming onto the property to say hello.  Haven’t we spoken today already?  Deep deep sigh……..  [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]

Much love (and obviously needing much more privacy),

Victoria