Category: Daily Notes

2017

The year the dark ones are gathered up and sent to Saturn.

The year for disclosure.

The year for reunion.

The year for the release of prosperity funds.

The year for the release of free energy devices and replicators.

The year for the release of healing technologies that heal and restore us to any age we wish, quickly, easily and painlessly.

The year for TRUTH.

The year for celebration and renewal.

The year we meet again with our galactic brother’s sister’s friends and family.

The year this woman gets her flying ship!  (Enough dreaming and pretending my human made automobile can fly.  Girl is ready to fly her ship again!)

The year I can talk about this with anyone and everyone without being given “the look”.

2017.

The year for transformation.

Healing.

Rejuvenation.

Remembering.

Forgiveness.

Love.

Beauty.

Truth.

I am ready and intending.

I hope you are too.

♥♥♥

A couple of things I have read recently on money have given me reason to write this piece.  The first author stated the opinion that we are to master money while in 3D, implying there will be no ascending until that skill is mastered.  The second author was writing about the currency re-set/reval, stating that those who were believing it to be released to the public were naive and it was time to learn about money.

To begin with, I admit I know little about money.  I have actually had a love/hate relationship with it.  Hated – always hated – I had to make it. Always hated once I do make some, someone is telling me I have to give it to them to eat, have a place to live, keep myself warm, clothed and the like.  And yet, likely due to social brainwashing, I have had a near-obsessed mindset in making it.  And yet, I have struggled in this regard. Desperately.  In a nutshell, I don’t understand money.  Don’t resonate with money management.  I got a “C” in my college economics class and to this day, I don’t know how I pulled off that little miracle.  I had a blank stare for each and every lecture and I yawned myself into more than one nap.  To this day, I am not interested in the stock market or investing.  It repels me.  It’s all rigged anyway and because I have been ready-set-go wanting a cashless (meaning resource-based), more evolved society since I was about 19, I have simply not had the mindset much less the patience for money.

I look at it like swimming or any other skill acquisition.  Some will have a better mindset and ability for it.  In fact, let’s use playing the piano as an example.  This is something I excel at.  I spent the first 3 years of my life listening to my mom play little tunes for me on the piano.  One day, I toddled over to the piano, climbed up and began playing what she had been playing.  Without lessons.  I had the intuitive, innate ability to understand that instrument, which many claim is the hardest one to master.  For me, it’s been easy.

Expecting someone to understand money and “master” it, as I said the author in the one piece I mentioned said we were here to do, is as ridiculous as expecting someone to master the piano.  I can guarantee that I can teach someone how to play the piano and chances are, they would not come close to having the same ability as I do on that instrument.  In fact, most simply would give up.

But in this reality, in this 3rd dimensional system of monetary crap, we are all expected to master money.  If you fail, you are judged.  Harshly – even among those in the new age and ascension communities.  I have encountered it.  I have often asked some of the healers if they offer a sliding scale fee on their services.  I have yet to find one who does.  Some have become offended (asking why I would ask such a thing) or offered up the excuse that “well you need to be in alignment with the Universe and the money will flow.”  Ok.  So when someone who is homeless desires a place to live and lacks the funds, we’ll just push them back out into the streets and tell them to intend better thoughts.

This is not the thought process of an enlightened being, in my opinion.  Or in my heart for that matter.

Then there is the topic of the currency revaluation.  I don’t see such folks following this as naive.  I see them as desperate.  Hopeful.  Perhaps some with hearts so pure they have not been tarnished by money.  And at the very worst, lacking in the skilled mindset of money management.  So this makes it ok to judge them?  If the currency revaluation is really not meant for the public, let’s not judge those who are hoping and wanting it to be so.  After all, it is long past due for the elimination of poverty, for a global financial jubilee, for a return of the wealth that has been stolen for eons. If there is indeed disinformation being spread on this topic, let’s not go after the desperate populace.  Let’s take the judgment and attack to those spreading the disinformation.

The question we need to ask ourselves is this:  Who do we really want to be?  Do we want to be an enlightened, ascended Being?  If so, then let’s stop this pointless judging of those who lack the knowledge and skill and mindset of money and money management.  It is a skill.  Nothing more, nothing less.  Some are better at it than others.

Using my piano analogy:  Would it be fair of me to judge others who cannot play that instrument the way I can?  Of course not.

So let us not judge those who lack the skill of understanding money and money management.  5d reality has no place for judgment or duality. Instead let us create, together, a System where knowing and mastering this skill is not necessary for survival.

THAT is the mark of a True Master.  ♥

I don’t know about you, but I found myself in a state of absolute frustration and weariness, waving the white flag, in my attempt at getting some Truth on several issues.  The RV/financial reset for one.  Redeeming certain bond notes.  Disclosure.  Arrest of the cabal. Even ascension and the steps we are to take to “get there”.

What inspired me to write this piece today was reading a writing that states in order to go through Ascension in a successful manner, one MUST have the following treatment(s) done.  Then I read further about these healing methods – all of which require you to fork over several hundred dollars.  No mentioning of doing this for free or a reduced amount.  No mention of even a donation option.

Excuse me for being, well, a decent human being, but isn’t the idea of Ascension about Love – expanding that energy?  So as such, wouldn’t that mean if you have some TOOL to offer humanity to assist in this process (and according to these folks, without this TOOL you ain’t ascending), you want to make sure to offer it to anyone who needs it?  Aren’t we all in this journey together, more or less?  Yes and yes!

Such folks are out for money first and foremost and as such, aren’t Of The Light, for lack of a better term.

Then there is the whole RV/Nesasa/Gesara issues which have so many people feeling left out, confused and disappointed.  It’s as though these folks pushing it are claiming to have magical answers while waving a magical carrot in front of the masses faces only to pull it away when the masses get too close.  After that experience we are told, once again, to be patient.  Hurry up and be patient, is more accurate.  You don’t do that to the people – fill them with a sense of hope only to pull it away then present it all over again.  You don’t do this to humanity, who have been needlessly suffering for far too long under this current debt/monetary enslavement system.

Shall we talk about the arrest of the cabal now?  We shall.  I have been hearing “intel” (a term I use loosely) that major parties are under house arrest for a long while now.  I have heard where minor parties have been arrested.  Many say “arrests are coming folks be patient”.  Last I checked, if any private citizen committed some of the horrible crimes these beings have, they would be immediately locked up and held, without bail, until their trial.  Sounds like either this is just a big grand deception or these elite are continuing to receive their “special treatment”.

Then there is Disclosure.  Apparently only a select few are privy to any sort of information on this topic.  The latest talk has centered around the idea of “partial disclosure” – as though full disclosure would be too much for humanity.  Last time I checked, the majority of us are adults, capable of making that decision for ourselves. “Partial disclosure” simply means “more of the same lies and dark”. But those pushing this agenda are pulling the “hurry up and be patient” agenda.

Then there is the whole Zim note story.  Supposedly you buy some African Zim notes and any day now, we will be able to redeem them for amazingly high exchange rates.  Not today though.  But this will happen by next week.  Really it will.  Next week comes and goes and get spoon fed the same crap.  Every few days there are pieces that, once again, fall under the “hurry up and be patient” mentality.

I certainly cannot be the only one screaming “EITHER PISS OR GET OFF THE POT” at this point.  Wait?  Wait for what?  As Jimmy Stewart’s character in It’s A Wonderful Life, George Bailey so beautifully said to Mr. Potter (metaphor for today’s banker/elite/cabal):

Wait? Wait for what? Until their children grow up and leave them? Until they’re so old and broken down that they… Do you know how long it takes a working man to save $5,000? Just remember this, Mr. Potter, that this rabble you’re talking about… they do most of the working and paying and living and dying in this community. Well, is it too much to have them work and pay and live and die in a couple of decent rooms and a bath?

This is about treating people the way you would want to be treated. This is about providing people with the TRUTH – WHEN you have it. This is about SHARING what you have so that it helps EVERYONE, not just a select few who happen to have enough pennies saved up. This is about saying “I DO NOT KNOW” when you really don’t.

This whole ascension/end of darkness/new financial system, etc. etc. has created a sea of filth, of those longing for their 10 minutes of fame, of creating websites in order to make a nice little profit and who cares if what they share is true or not.  And yet we the masses are supposed to use our Discernment.  How convenient.  And what a cruel thing to put on a trusting person.

Enough.  This is more “blame the victim” mentality that TRULY has no place in an ascending populace.  How about instead of allowing these folks to continue to share their perception of Truth, we make it clear on a few things:

1. No more guessing games.  Intel must be truthful and accurate.  If one doesn’t know for sure, SAY IT.
2. Got a service to offer humanity that will offer healing?  Offer it in such a way that ALL who seek and are in need can benefit.
3. No more mentioning of financial paradise and debt relief until the deal has been done and there is visible PROOF of said deal.

Some of us are tired of using our Discernment.  Some of us are fed the fuck up with getting our hopes up only to be let down again. Some of us are absolutely ready and willing to heal parts of ourselves with means and methods that are not provided by mainstream but just because we lack the funds does not mean we are any less deserving.  Pro bono work, people.  Incorporate that. Please.  With Truth. With Love.

Anything else means you’re just continuing to serve the dark.  And we can ALL admit we have had far enough of that.

Earlier today someone on my facebook feed posted the question, “What if life is really like the movie The Truman Show”?  Interesting question – one I have asked myself.  Later this evening, as I watched a video on Tesla, a clip from The Truman Show was presented, making the comparison that our Reality is a giant illusion just as presented in the movie.  I had also heard today that Antartica is an illusion but a further explanation was not forthcoming, so naturally I was intrigued to learn more.  The Universe helped me with this.

Later in the evening I tried accessing Antarctica on google maps with the “earth image” option.  However doing so I was told the entire continent has no images for me to zoom in on.  Universe wasn’t done yet helping me out.  If that weren’t enough, a friend of mine just “happened” to inform me a brief time later that viewing Antartica on google earth, when viewed from underneath or the bottom of the earth, you cannot see the rest of the earth.

When the Universe speaks to me in duplicate or triple, I know to pay attention – especially when it is combined with numerical patterns, which today was INSANE with them.  111, 1122, 1211, 311, 911, 1111 – you name it folks I have been seeing the #11 everywhere I look and today was off the charts.  Also had a paranormal experience that we refer to as “ding dong ding dong”.

I am going to risk my reputation (as though I have one – LOL) and say the following.  Well wait, let me first quote Tesla instead then I will give you my theory of what’s going to happen with these incoming energies, especially the one expected to hit within the next 6-7 days.

NIKOLA TESLA: “Earth is a realm, it is not a planet. It is not an object, therefore, it has no edge. Earth would be more easily defined as a system environment. Earth is also a machine, it is a Tesla coil. The sun and moon are powered wirelessly with the electromagnetic field (the Aether). This field also suspends the celestial spheres with electo-magnetic levitation. Electromag levitation disproves gravity because the only force you need to counter is the electromagnetic force, not gravity. The stars are attached to the FIRMAMENT.”

Makes you question your reality doesn’t it?  I know when I have watched the skies, for years I have felt I am inside of some dome, a part of some experiment, and the stars and planets are not at the distance NASA and mainstream scientists claim.  That intuitive feeling (of which I have a Phd in) has lead me to others who share the same pov – only these folks back up things with real science and awesome, thought-provoking questions.

The “veil” between dimensions has been weakening.  Both science and spirituality tells us that.  That is why we are seeing more “strange” things – unicorns, dragons, even the object Nibiru.  UFO sightings are off the charts as well – begging the question: are some of them, perhaps most, dimensional as well? Heck, a friend of mine insists she and her friend saw a werewolf this past summer.  She is not one to lie much less exaggerate.  All previous examples I believe are dimensional objects that we are finally being privy to seeing because of this weakening.  Each energetic wave, or pulse, whatever you wish to call it, weakens the energy grid between the dimensions.  Those who are more “awake”, thus operating at a different vibrational frequency from those who are still in slumberland, are more likely to have such experiences.  Speaking for myself, the more I have expanded my mind, the more out-of-the-norm experiences I have had.

So without further ado, do you want to know what I think is going to happen with this incoming blast of plasma energy? The big one? The mother of all energy blasts that has even system scientists worried?

The grid is gonna collapse and we’re gonna see the truth of where we are.

What say you fellow travelers?

I have had two experiences this week where I was letting others define me.  I had reached out to a couple of people, inquiring as to who I am on this Ascension journey as well as my purpose.

Both responses disappointed me.  Why?  Well, because I didn’t get the answer I had originally wanted and expected to receive.

So I let myself sit with that for awhile.  The disappointment.  The pain. Until earlier today when I was in the bathroom.  I often receive clarity when I am either in or around water.  In fact, people close to me know to listen when I say I received a message in the bathroom as that is the one place I receive most of my Insights.

I had a visual of Neo from The Matrix.  He has just visited the Oracle, inquiring as to whether he is “The One”.  He isn’t quite sure Who He Is much less what is Role is in his new-found Awakening.  Here is a portion of their conversation:

Usually when I begin one of my pieces, I start with the title first. Tonight though, I have no idea what to call this piece.  Goodbye? Hello?  Purging? I am sitting here by the fire, the air outside is chilled by winter’s calling, and as I was reflecting, the song below comes on the music channel I listen to.  It always moves me to tears.  It brings out thousands of lifetimes of pain, celebrations, disappointments, hello’s and good-bye’s.

We are in amazing times and I do not say that lightly.  We sit on the cusp of something huge.  The “IT” moment.  And if my body is telling me the truth, we have made this attempt before, only this time we are crossing the finish line.  If you are reading this, chances are you have been on this journey with me – perhaps in the metaphoric sense, perhaps in the literal sense.  We each have had thousands of lifetimes, each one a spark in our awakening.  Our Amazing Souls have spoken to us, lifetime after lifetime, calling us to Remember so that we may escape this dark matrix of control. The light has spoken to us through our connections with others as well as the dark.  A tug-of-war you can say.

Do we go with what we feel in our bodies and in our hearts?  Do we listen to the skepticism and doubt of the mind?  We have all had thousands of lifetimes where we are faced with this decision.

It’s all energy and it comes down to Love.  Does it make us feel alive?  Go with that.  Everything else is an illusion – illusion in that there is something more – something more awesome and wonderful.

I have loved for thousands of lifetimes.  And so have you.  Let’s pull up all of that love throughout those experiences and feel it and share it.  And then let’s all go experience thousands of lifetimes of loving one another in the higher dimensional frequencies, away from control, away from those who have sought to keep us in the dark as to Who We Really Are.

♥Love♥

Life has sure been showing me where my pain still resides.  Reminding me of all of these silly games we humans play with one another.  How we think we’re smarter than another.  Or better.  More aware.  More deserving.  How we think because we have more education or money or stuff or a bigger house that makes us secure.  Important.  Protected.

We had learned to live our lives in these frenzies, fighting to keep up. Fighting to keep ahead.  Fighting to improve.  Fighting to hide.  Just fighting.

When all along we have been running.  Running from ourselves.  Running from fear.  Fear to show the world – I feel alone.  I am afraid.  I am TERRIFIED.  I HURT.  I feel empty.  I feel lost.  Am I ok?  You sure seem ok to me but as for myself, well I feel a mess.  Could it be we are really alike? Do you look around to the outside and think how messed up everything is? Do you long to look into the eyes of every person you encounter and see yourself?  Do you long to hold and hug every person you see?  Do you long to have someone do all of this for you?

Don’t you just want to stand up or sit down and let it all go.  Let the tears go.  Forgive everyone who has ever hurt you.  Forgive yourself for not believing in yourself.  Forgive yourself for thinking you were small and insignificant.  Forgive yourself for believing all of those false beliefs others and you thought you were deserving of.  Freedom is forgiveness.  Forgiveness is freedom.  Let the liberation begin.  Now.

You see, your pain is my pain.  Your anger is my anger.  Your fears.  Your struggles.  Your happiness.  Your celebrations and your breakthroughs and your ups and downs and in-between’s.  We all share this experience today.

For when I appear invisible to you…you really are invisible to yourself.  For we are all a part of the same Life.  Look inside.  You know it’s true.  Reach out to me and take my hand.  And we can walk together into Eternity.

Earlier today I read a piece on ascension/energy updates and came across this little goodie:  “Need is lack.”  Immediately my body went on the defensive.

Ok, I thought, so now we’re not supposed to “need” anything.  I began walking around my kitchen saying “I don’t need money.  I don’t need food.  I don’t need shelter.  Or love.  Heck, I don’t need a DAMN thing!”

I can be quite dramatic at times.

My response was my classic passive-aggressive response for something that makes me feel exasperated, especially when challenged and this challenge was no exception given saying “I need” is a pretty common statement that runs through my brain on a regular basis.

I caught myself this time though and instead of going further down the path of human drama, that Wise One inside said “look deeper for the real meaning.”  This wasn’t about blame.  Or judgment.  Or even questioning or doubting myself.

“I need.”  What else could I say instead, I pondered.

“I have.”

Hmmm.  Ok.  I have.  So instead of saying “I need __” I can say “I have __”.  Since we’re jumping all over the place with the timelines, maybe stating things knowing – or at least attempting to get to that place of knowing – I already have it, that will switch things up a few notches for me on the manifestation wheel.  And given I believe one of the things I will be accomplishing for myself as I continue to Ascend is a return to my power of instant manifester, it felt right to me to say “I have” in place of “I need.”

Onto the symptoms.  Energetically, right now, I feel I am being compressed, for lack of a better word.  I experience tightness in my chest at times lately and in other parts of my body.  The drugged sensation is back again and my ability to form sentences at times, well the more tired I feel, that just ain’t happening.  Earlier tonight, while getting ready to scrub the tub, I called out to my partner to bring me the “thing”.  What thing?  You know, the THING, I said, waving my hand in exasperation, not understanding why he couldn’t just read my mind and bring me the damn bathroom cleaner.  I then just imitated myself scrubbing the tub.  Oh how I long for telepathic communication where TALKING is an OPTION.

I am also becoming nocturnal.  I have always preferred the night hours and have never been a morning person.  However, it is as though my entire Being is shifting in this direction and demanding I stay up later and later and sleep longer and later each day.  My mate is experiencing this as is our child.

Then there are the food cravings.  I am female and I certainly get food cravings during certain times of the month.  However, I am not in that particular time right now. I am in the time of my normal cycle where food cravings just aren’t a “thing”.  Right now though – WOW!  I want chocolate.  Doesn’t matter what form it comes in, I want chocolate. Chocolate cake (which I made one today).  Milk chocolate candy bars. Dark chocolate.  And maple syrup – with peanut butter.  On french toast.  (Yes that is a thing and yes it is DELICIOUS!  That was today’s lunch.) Thankfully I am craving fruit and lemon water just as desperately, so I am getting some good “healthy” alternatives mixed in.  Although I have to ask these days just what is normal and just what is healthy anymore?  If everything is changing (and it sure feels that way to me at every level of my existence), all of the old ways are becoming meaningless.

One last thing.  The questions.  I have been having more questions lately about this process.  I am the type who wants to know the Truth – yesterday.  Are we really ascending?  Are all of these symptoms that seem to be Universal, more or less, for so many, really due to Ascension?  Is it instead some part of the Matrix – another agenda – another energy grid being laid out that will just give us another illusion of freedom and if so, how would we even know?  If this process is all about Faith and Trust, wouldn’t it be nice to know just exactly WHAT we are putting our faith and trust into?  Some seem to be almost blindly walking this journey, no doubt whatsoever as to what is happening.  Are they naive?  Or do they just know something I don’t?

Who knows.  What keeps me going are the little marks along my journey I have experienced since childhood that have told me I am here to be a part of something Big.  The moment at age 3 or 4 when I was watching my family mingle during a Christmas morning, and I felt my body freeze as I thought “they don’t get it – they don’t see what’s really happening”.  This strange moment of pure insight was gone as quickly as it came and I snapped out of that state and returned to playing with my dollies.  Then there was the moment when I was 19 and had a woman tell me I had the brightest aura she could recall seeing on a person – the most awesome insight and compliment I had ever received.  At the time I heard my Wise One again say “remember these words” – I did and I am grateful for it. They have gotten me through some lonely, dark moments.

Then the numbers began showing themselves, making up countless moments since that time.  Then there were the dreams of a completely brand new way of Living and Being coupled with daytime visions.  Add in the numerous paranormal experiences and the one telepathic communication with a Light Orb in the night sky that completely took away the feeling of homesickness I had felt my ENTIRE life – for just a few moments – until it winked out.

In between these little moments was a never-ending feeling of KNOWING I am here to be a part of something really amazing.  An escape.  A return to Self.  A liberation.  A reclaiming of Truth of all that I ever was and ever will be.  And a wish that Humanity as a whole would also be breaking free.

So be good to yourself Human People’s.  Be kind to one another.  And enjoy this ride we all are experiencing.

Love and blessings~

Victoria