continuing to work with my nervous system. i was told in recent days that we are 12% cognitive, the rest is our nervous system doing the work. there are specific yoga exercises and movements, breathing, to help with not only releasing stored energies/memories but to also regulate. very powerful work – and necessary – especially for anyone awake/awakening. that process alone is traumatizing. we will all be healed though. here’s what i’m seeing.
I was on a movie set of some sort – a variety of stages – going from room to room literally telling people to “get ready!” One of the scenes was an office environment – cubicles – two young asian males doing some computer work. I walked over to the desk they were working, pulled open the big, deep drawer on the bottom, which held a variety of snacks, and told them to “get ready – here are your snacks – there’s plenty”. They didn’t seem that interested, but they did look at the snacks I pointed out. Then I left and headed off to my next place, which included choosing to walk past Grandpa Don’s old house, telling myself I didn’t need to go there, then into what looked like my house. Some of my family was inside and on the front door hung a semi-automatic, unloaded, which seemed to be a sign of intimidation for anyone wishing to cause them harm. I removed the gun, walked inside and there they sat, eyes wide as they looked at me. I told them they didn’t need the gun, everything was fine and to get ready.
I was also seeing massive panels being moved around on the ceiling with geometric like images on them. And on the ceiling flashed a variety of “baddies” – including the Gates – whom I heard someone (male voice) say were the first removed. At that I told others in the room “that means they are gone and who you see now are just actors”. Then I was off to another room.
The final scene contained just myself, my girl (as she is today) and young girl from our past whom we both bonded with – myself especially as a mama figure to her. Today she’s a young adult, but in the experience she was as she was back when she used to visit regularly. She wanted to come inside our home, but was timid, so I reassured her, lead her to the couch, and with my girl on the other side, we both comforted her until she relaxed, and opened back up to us again.
When I woke up, it was like being brought back to life from some drug-induced coma. Major “cobwebs” in my mind’s eye – especially that 3rd eye area.
Very interesting – and very aligning with the song I’ve been hearing the past week – can’t you feel it growing day by day…..people getting ready for the news……….
Feeling as though time continues to change – feeeeeeeeeeeeels like speeding up but also feels like it’s simply chunks being removed in our normal day. What was 24 hours to our experience is down to maybe 16 or so…?? I simply cannot get done what I used to.
It is as it is.
Here is what I’m seeing. Please remember to share, donate what you can, leave a comment and follow me on one or more of the platforms below. Thank you! 🙏💖
Love,
V.
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uh speaking of my dream i had of the geometric panels – check this out – SYNCH:
4 hours ago. Not strictly a dream, but a view that came to me when I meditated. That's when I recalled that we were surrounded by geometry. And in the center of the dome stood a giant quantum computer pillar. It was blue like Cherenkov radiation. pic.twitter.com/Rlj10JXEfh
here we go………this is what i was waiting for when i reshared that 5 month statement last night…………
Today at CPAC POTUS Trump told Joe Biden “you’re fired.” 5 months ago, POTUS told us: “In less than 5 months from now, we’re going to defeat crooked Joe Biden, we’re going to take back our country & we’re going to Make America Great Again!” LSWH! 👀🇺🇸🦅pic.twitter.com/c0y31odCL3https://t.co/E1JPT0rdg4
Also of interest – her parents didn’t attend the Sundance Film Festival earlier this month where Malia was making her red carpet debut. Wonder where they are………..
Several years ago I had a dream – I shared it here at the time – it was sunny and a box showed up out front that contained advanced tech phones. My spouse had the same dream several weeks later.
“I need this purgatory experience to end with every fiber of my being now.”
I wrote this at the same time the above was posted (which I get because who isn’t broke as hell/in debt at this point??): – btw applied for a writing job tonight training AI……..lol………seriously – those jobs are starting to become more mainstream…….so i figured why not join in while it’s hot and make some money to increase my living standard while we’re still in this pit……
I. Need. This. Show. To. E N D. DONE with it. I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN!!!!!
It is so time for US to rise and hold this plan and the words shared ACCOUNTABLE! Are we DONE or are we really D O N E? CLAIM IT! RISE UP! SPEAK THE WORDS!
After having a phone conversation with one of you today – one of those flowing, intuitive types where we go deep into the all and connect things and bring in new energies – expanding out until something just *clicks*.
So – here’s what I am feeeeeeeeeling on a few things atm: I believe I said this earlier, but in case I didn’t, I have been seeing this merry-go-round type image where each year – for many years (6 years for me going back to 2018) – we go through these experiences that bring about the same feeeeeeeeeeel. For me, March/April, every year for the past 6, I have been sensing things like $$ event leading to sky event leading to out/new world. The feeeeeeel comes – then leaves – then returns again same time the following year, only the closeness of it feels greater – the energy more intense. Each time we go through this experience, we collapse a timeline and thus get closer to arriving at the final destination. And let me tell you this. feels. I T to me.
Grrrrrrrrr – I was in this flow of info when I got interrupted so now I have to find that energy flow again. lol
Ok – during our talk today, she was talking about what is it that will enable people to see. I had been talking about that Doobie Brother’s song – can’t you feel it flowing, day by day, people, getting ready for the news. some are happy – some are sad. She shared how another channel was talking about such an event to really wake up people. As she said this, I began to think people have to see it – which then lead to that small knowing within and had the image of John Kennedy followed by Princess Diana and said – as she was saying the same – “those we thought were dead are actually alive”. Cool synch!
I’ve also been thinking things like 10 days of darkness and the EBS were just distractions – never planned events that kept “them” on alert for it. Which then has led me to think ok – but if now is the time for me to have such a thought does that indicate the organic evil ones are now gone and all we have are just programs running? (as in the threat factor is not what it once was in terms of receiving information intuitively/consciously) I don’t know – but LH had this on her X page – a recent one by Michelle Walling (an excellent piece btw) – and this comment by Michelle aligns with what I have been pondering:
Where we are seems to be void of real evil and instead the only “bad” things here are just AI programs running that cause people to still act “as if”.
Something else we talked about – briefly – was something I’ve felt – how those still not yet awake or at a very beginning stage – they will need their own reality – another sim that looks like this place only a cleaned up version – in order to continue with their awakening. Michelle Walling had this to say about that in her recent piece linked above:
The information I was given was that back then on a higher level we voted to lessen the horror of the experience for those who could not move on to the next (highest) level. They would be living in another simulation of this world, slowly growing at their own pace, and it was even worse that what we are seeing now. The struggles were going to be probably more than a soul could handle, and growth from that struggle was difficult to achieve. So the last 6 years was an inside job on so many levels to “drain the swamp” of true evil so those that were choosing to stay in low frequencies would not suffer.
Absolutely align with this.
Michelle also talks about feeling we were very close 6 years ago as well – 2018 – which as I said is where that feeeeeeeeeeel began for me.
I’ve also been remembering old dreams I had – like decades ago – including one that keeps popping into my mind in recent days. I remember when I had it – at the time it was so bizarre/unusual but felt so real – I’ve never forgotten it. And this was before I was really awake – more like questioning things but nowhere near where I am now. I was in what looked like a subway station and though I saw no trains, I felt I was waiting for one. To pass the time, I did some shopping but kept looking out the door – waiting for something. Also of interest – most of the scene was in white – which could indicate a program. And though I saw no train tracks – only pavement – I still felt it was a train I was waiting for. Like that scene out of the matrix with the young couple and the little girl – only I felt I was the only one at the time waiting for something to arrive. Everyone else was doing their own thing. That train so many of us have seen over the years could be a metaphor for traveling to our new destination.
Also feeling less fear – not that it’s gone – but it’s changing. Be really beautiful to have that program completely removed/healed.
Oh yes – one more thing – speaking of programs. I was thinking about something today – a family member who was an alcoholic – the proverbial alcoholic uncle. Suddenly I think “how many families do we see that one play out?” It’s even in Back to the Future – the alcoholic uncle (only this one was in jail). Then this realizing spread over me like a warm blanket (followed by a mind trip that took me a minute or so to adjust to): it’s just a program here. A running program inside our collective movie – some have it, others don’t. I mean think about it – seriously – how many families have this same situation? It isn’t the drunk aunt or cousin – it’s the alcoholic uncle (who often does other things which I won’t mention).
Just. A. Program. An illusion. Our bodies feel it though of course making it seem very real here. But perhaps seeing so much of this experience really IS a movie we are playing out plus watching elsewhere – 17 has told us countless times “you are watching a movie” – maybe that can allow us to detach more. I no longer think it’s just about watching the disclosure playing out with the actors on stage – I think it’s also about us literally being in a movie now with another part of us – the rest of us – watching – prepping and guiding us to see/awaken/remember more.
Anyway, that’s what I have been getting lately. I don’t always put it all together much less remember it. I have to be in a really quiet space to have these experiences – or be in conversation with a like-minded/frequency person – especially if it’s a female friend. Something about that just allows the magic to happen. And atm, I have hijacked my spouse’s recliner with the warm blanket, totally relaxed and thinking I may not let him sit in it the rest of the evening. 😂🥰
so i’ve been “hearing” a new song when i wake up the past week – a song that although i like, i don’t hear it – not one of “my songs”. but it’s come to me and it feeeeeeeeeeeels like it has a message: Listen To The Music – Doobie Brothers. These lines in particular stand out:
Don’t you feel it growing day by day? (y e s)
People gettin’ ready for the news
Some are happy some are sad
Whoa, we gotta let the music play, mmm-hmm
What the people need is a way to make ’em smile
It ain’t so hard to do if you know how
Gotta get a message get it on through…
Like a lazy flowing river
Surrounding castles in the sky
And the crowd is growing bigger
Listening for the happy sounds and I have to let them fly…
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That “castles in the sky” in particular – and that’s how the experience began for me – hearing those words – which was aligning with the song T/Scavino shared in a video – Glory of Love. “Take me to your castle far away”. That had me thinking of castles – and the sky – then the DB song showed up the next morning.
Anyway – just sharing. Something is growing – those opening lines – I feel it. We all do. And something about the eclipse – the comet – others referring to it as The Big Event. And as we know for years so many of us have felt an event coming – some have a clear vision of what it is – some a bit of a vision – others just a knowing that SOME Big Event is coming. Waxing and waning – for me – that energy – been going through that cycle every March/May timeline beginning in 2018. I feel it again. Let’s make this year it already! 🙄😩
WATCH: American travelers are frequently displaced to accommodate individuals traveling without proper identification at the government's expense. pic.twitter.com/oywifEkd9n
BREAKING REPORT: ⚠️ United States CELL PHONE OUTAGES are being reported across multiple service providers including AT&T, Verizon, T-Mobile, and US Cellular..
DEVELOPING..
Some reports now indicating a possible "Cyber Attack On Our Nation" that may have began early Thursday…
ALERT: Chinese firm breached foreign governments, infiltrate social media accounts and hack personal computers, a massive data leak analysed by experts revealed. https://t.co/48pnNnLylT
doesn’t it feel like – for some of you/us that is – that we are at the center of this holding space/energies – watching it all – experiencing it all – and awake as we are we FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL the repetition which is why we began using the term “groundhog day” because that. is. exactly. what. we. experience.
it’s becoming clearer – or else i’m just allowing myself to surrender to this truth – for myself – that we all have our own perspectives as to the end – what happens – what we see happening – and it varies – as it’s supposed to. we’re One but not the same – not all came here from the same place – or as i sometimes hear in my mind and remember from the matrix – some of the people were born free (outside the matrix) while the rest were born/created inside. just a metaphor i feel/see lately.
weary and worn the masses are commanding the end. you will see below.
me thinks those who truly need this “repenting” are those who engaged (and remain engaged) in evil………but – forgiveness/love of self goes a long ways too in getting back in the heart………difficult here of course hence forgiveness of self.
still waiting to get the car fixed. 😠 had an appointment – turns out the place wanted to break up the dates to fix the issues instead of doing it all at once which meant more money for them. so we found another garage to take it to who can do it all at one appointment (and said the other place was “asinine” for telling us what they did). we’re in it “up to here” financially. if this financial sheot doesn’t switch by late spring/summer – i have no. clue. what to do next. none. zero. zip.
read something how when things crumble it means it’s time for the light to bring in the new.
how long we wait for that new before we realize that’s just another matrix new age pacification narrative?
i still feeeeeeeeeeeeel new is coming and the old is crumbling – but i absolutely have no feels over the concept that anyone must suffer – especially long term – during that process. suffering creates trauma which only creates pain. positive intending focus or not – the body knows and feels and it ain’t pleasant. everyone i talk to regularly – regardless of where they are/who they are – is done – suffering unnecessarily – doing the best they can. if this plan can allow for the story for immigrants to receive thousands of dollars (paid actors perhaps?) – then someone can find a way to funnel that money towards those who have held on and NEED HELP YESTERDAY.
difficult to know who to trust – with the jabbed – many – not being the same. heard from another sister friend who confirmed the shedding. 2 years later – slowly becoming a bit more “mainstream”. two. dayem. years. long time – too long.
all of this – too long.
but i hang on and hang in – just like we all do. cursing the whole way.
W h e w. E x h a u s t i o n. zzzzzzzzzz Haven’t gone “out there” yet today – feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels though tell me the amping up continues. Here’s what has been in my mind: Castles in the Clouds………Music speaks to you listen to the words that stand out………Remember to Love again…….Live Forever….
For now feels like I could sleep forever – lol – well at least a full 8-10 hours would be lovely.
Comet 12P/Pons-Brooks – visible 2 weeks after the above eclipse………like the word “coincidentally”………
In 2024 Comet 12P/Pons-Brooks is predicted to become bright enough to see with the unaided eye. Coincidentally, it’ll be closest to the sun about two weeks after the total solar eclipse on April 8 2024. So there is a chance observers may be able to see the comet during totality.
I’m going to gematria that one: COMET TWELVE P PONS BROOKS (1818 and 303):
A Purple Super Lunar Eclipse
I Will Live In Heaven
Jesus Loves You
Good This World Needs To Be Freaked Out A Little Bit (lol)
Promises Made Promises Kept
Something Big Is About To Drop (mebbe from the skies)
Matrix Neural Network Dream
They Can’t Hide In The Dark Anymore (a they live moment would wake up everyone)
Feels different today – again. More detached. More unfamiliar. Also a lull – another one but this one feels more palpable. I’ve been having some strange visions flash in my minds eye – cartoon characters/scenes. Very strange. I’ve been remembering a very vivid dream I had about 20 years ago where I saw a large group of darker skinned males with weapons come up the coast line and go inland. I wasn’t afraid – even though I hid behind a mound of sand I felt they weren’t there to cause any harm – but were there to show people something (as they headed inland). Perhaps I was seeing an upcoming movie scene w/the “illegal immigrant” narrative.
I don’t know what to believe – even wondering if T isn’t part of it and will be exposed in the end. Apparently people bought those gold shoes – and are now reselling them on ebay for over $5k/piece. Check it out:
Is T calling out the insanity? Engaged in this ongoing lookie me self promotion? I see he’s now sharing a new donation campaign.
Like I said – nothing makes sense to me now. Truly now – in full – in that moment of lost w/that character who asks “guys where are we?”
I have no answers. Just things to share that I see.
Love,
V.
******
but then there’s this ($5k ain’t nuthin’, apparently)……….45, eh?
all by design………..isn’t it possible that the eclipse on 4.8 flips it all? sun and moon aligned juuuuuuuuuuuuuust right – we blast outta here and leave them in our dust.
I read something online – someone I follow – that has me deeply. triggered. today. I don’t know how to let it go or shake it, tbh. I see the above – it means something – giving me the power – ultimately – and I also know where I am now – more or less – and how things work. This woman was saying she just doesn’t have it in her to take all of the help that’s being offered her – she’s energetically spent and done – however, help has come her way – help which includes promotion and means to make money – as well as people in her comment section saying they are sending her money because she’s a spiritual warrior in this battle (which she is – but also has sensitivities that make being “out there” in battle very challenging some ways – which I understand)….. And yet she is in need – great need – her tribe stepped in to help in the ways she needed.
Pretty much every. thing. I. have. been. seeking and asking. for. in. very. specific. terms. Seems the more I request – the more disconnected I feel – and experience. I mean yes – I receive support here. Thank you so much to those who do support my work. You have allowed me to provide food for my family. I value each of you for your generosity and support. That said, I’m under no illusion that many who come here are quiet – take the information – and leave nothing behind – not even a share. I see the numbers.
But this woman – fellow spiritual warrior – has that love come her way but she doesn’t want to accept it.
Where am I? lol Seriously – What kind of a reality is this place where something like this would happen? Inverted and twisted leaving me with my head spinning, my heart aching – and my mind screaming with this rage. Yeah, as my spouse is telling me – the matrix is attacking you – knows how to poke – knows your triggers – just breath and let it go.
Yes. My trigger. But – I also pause and consider. Is it only the matrix doing this or am I also being guided to see something that still needs healed? I like to think my highest guidance wants me to heal and is far more brilliant than some AI program. And perhaps this warrior soul above is also being guided to heal something in her that rejects love.
My wounds – getting triggered. The need to feel safe and be seen. My love languages. To know I matter. Tonight I asked myself – do I really love myself. Do I really know what love really is? What does it feel like – how do I carry it – how do I live it – be it – allow for it. I came up with something – over the following 2 hours or so after reading the original post that got me so worked up: We Grow With Love. We Grow In Love. and We Grow Because OF Love.
Nothing more.
I am a work in progress.
Something switched in the last 48 hours.
It’s become more – what is it – unfamiliar.
More – intolerable?
The energy of ugh is constant – even if pushed away or quiet – it’s still there. Something’s up – something’s amping up. Feeeeeeeeeeeeeels.
Panic and anxiety have been a challenge.
Things I normally do w/o issue – there is the anxiety popping in to say knock knock -helloooooooooo.
I push it back.
I say, “nope – not today – not me – that’s the old me”.
It’s a continuous battle now. For me. For others too I see.
Trying to be the strong one – the one who says WE GOT THIS. Come on tribe – hang in there with me – keep going.
But man – jesus – today – I want to hide in my room and just stay there until this passes. Have a few meltdowns. Eat some chocolate.
And then take the Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep mudder flipping fracking frooking twit twat breathe and move. on.
Had a couple of quiet “knowing’s” earlier when I was having some moments of clarity – HA lol – Assange is the original Anon and Jesus – the original Neo. I already had felt that about Jesus a few years ago (or whatever his name was or who he – maybe even she – was) – but today got clearer. It’s the anti-virus to the matrix simulation – spreading throughout – touching our hearts – reminding us of who we really are and that this place – the frequency here – the systems – aren’t us. Hence the term “worship jesus” really means take the proverbial red pill and be the cure for the virus here. Crash the system. (evil of course hijacked that by inserting fear programs – making it about worship and sin and if you don’t you get to hang out for eternity in dat der lake o fire)
Because God loves you so. 🙄😂
Thank you, Carlin, for putting that one inside this place – allowing millions of us to see the hypocrisy of religion.
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
******
mebbe………..i can see that……………still feeeeeeeeeeeeels unpleasant when i struggle to figure out how to buy my girl spring/summer clothes……….that $400 amount has to be for the entire year……….
They thought they got Trump down with their $360 million fine. Next day he broke their brains with some sneakers and a shit-eatin grin.
we’ll see how this works out………..when i see such things, after i push through the “this will only hurt the real people – the evil twats can get on their jets and go to one of their other homes” – i also remember T telling big retailers to stock up for 3 months………if this ain’t part of the plan and will produce good – this, well, any plan don’t want to further piss of the populace at this point. we’re all on edge……..seeing some love this move – wanting horror on nyc……..that ain’t beneficial – horrible way to talk…….
The UK High Court has confirmed that a public hearing will take place on 20-21 February 2024. The two-day hearing may be the final chance for Julian Assange to prevent his extradition to the United States.
NEW – Australia's parliament has passed a motion calling the US and UK to allow Wikileaks' Julian Assange to return to Australia.pic.twitter.com/wE19GWul1y
Y'all notice we do this every month? We start out strong full of hope then the last couple weeks we're fkn crying & wanna check out…I woke up that way this a.m. and I knew I would too 😭 I cry but I'm not giving up… But I'm fkn tired tho
semantics. gender = sex. IDENTIFY is the difference – which means if i want to IDENTIFY as a millionaire that means the check i wrote for $250,000 is legit. yeah – see how that works? https://t.co/8Zn0kV7EKP
Imagine a world without greed and manipulation. Where your connection is strong. Where the whispers come in for guidance for your highest good and you have no reason to doubt the message.
