My support on my coffee page is down. Local agencies back to not returning my calls. My “job plan” programs I am on (2) – are not doing a damn thing to help me find work I can frigging do.
The anger I feel now. I honestly feel like I’m losing my mind now. All of my woo woo shit is not working like it was starting to a couple of months ago. It’s like I’ve hit a f’ing wall that is telling me “NO” at every. damn. turn.
So……I tried doing another type of work – mental tasks – remote work where you help teach the AI.
I failed. Miserably. My brain does not grasp certain tasks and directions now. am trying to f’ing heal. I am doing my best. I am starting to feel this dystopian fear that nothing is ever going to change out in the world and that I have fallen for a lie and I am going to end up homeless, unable to work at all. Collapsed from long-term stress and exhaustion that I can’t even label as exhaustion. There are no words to describe it. Close to tears all the time now. Experiencing “autistic-like” mental moments.
I. am. simply – numb. I deeply feel like I came out of a war zone and I need some frigging TLC and understanding and HELP THAT IS EFFECTIVE instead of useless advice, ghosting and blank looks of “sorry wish i could help”.
Does anyone know what this does to a person? Or a mother? Where is this “women and children first”? Where is this “it’s about the children”? Doesn’t that need to include their primary caregivers too?
Does anyone really care or are we all so desperately done, broken and exhausted we can’t help one another anymore?
This is all I have for today. I don’t give a giant u know what is going on out on the world stage. It’s a joke and it’s insulting. Now they are telling people how to dress in order to fly. If the point of this is to get more people to take a f’ing stand like some of us have been doing for DECADES – then it seems to be working.
But what has been the cost? Millions like me slipping/slipped through the cracks – too worn out – considered “useless” by this ongoing world mentality that only the young have something to offer – having to compete for resources and help, kids half my age with far more energy and skills.
I feel on the brink of collapse today. At least I have my girl and some chocolate pudding. 🙄😄
I am able to find some humor – but I am not going to pretend I am ok when I am not. This ptsd and mental/cognitive stuff is concerning me. I know what I need to heal. And I’m scared now – legitimately scared – I am not going to manifest what I need.
today – November 22 – is NATIONAL GO FOR A RIDE DAY. #88 #WEAREREADY
When it rains it pours. Which indicates I am due for some beautiful glorious abundance. Printer now not printing. CD player broke. Daughter’s laptop for school on its last breath. And now my phone dropped leaving 2/3 of the screen cracked. I’m literally like “REALLY? Are you FUCKING kidding me?”
JUST. NO.
Prioritizing spending money I don’t have (still haven’t purchased a turkey and bank account is about $5.00) and praying/intending $abundance$. I mean this. is. just. ridiculous! But seems to be rather collective atm. I spoke with a local friend – they suddenly needed a new roof, owed taxes, dishwasher and microwave broke – all around the same time. Another friend unable to generate leads ($). And now my city is planning on jacking utility bills 13% and gas jumped up $.20/gallon this week.
There is so much wealth. So much abundance. Obviously. WHEN does this flow our way and STICK AROUND instead of these little flows of incoming whereby new cage philosophies and gurus tell us “oooh good work” and when the flow stops up – we get the blame for not doing enough inner work.
We ALL know abundance is our rightful state of Being, we don’t need permission much less ask for it but only to ALLOW and yet this reality matrix whatever and whatever it really is does not want us having access to it unless “it” gives the approval. “Ok let’s give ’em a little bit to shut them up”. It’s like standing in your front yard on a sunny day enjoying the warmth and some idiot comes along and throws mud on you or cold water and you’re expected to remain in that blissful state.
That’s pretty much how it is here.
What’s going on out there? I don’t know – have not yet looked. The energy is wickedly ugh – it’s 11.22 – and I am looking at those numbers and stating “Not doing that 11.22 anymore.” What to trust anymore?
Chocolate. Chocolate pudding and my ability to make it by scratch – which I did late last night – and it is really good. Very tasty.
Today’s numbers:Â 88 and 17 (including new phone number/new friend – she has literally three 17’s in her number).
Hoping you are experiencing abundance in your own way.
Fuch this. I will never fly until these “security” nonsense ends. We have the power – stop participating.
The Department of Homeland Security has unveiled a massive billion-dollar push to upgrade security screening tech at airport checkpoints, framing it as essential for national security.
The expansion will bring biometric scanning directly into the immigration process.
By the time I checked this it had changed – but many people allegedly caught it and claim it’s legit – saving is ra el for last. we are being prodded now to STAND and say NO:
Wait a minute.. this wasn’t a troll. The DHS account legitimately showed that it was created in Israel and @DHSgov pointed it out with this meme.
Meaning they are pointing out the Mossad problem for us to see. They want us to see what is happening https://t.co/TvtjRaPQsd
My sense:Â More people believe in “alien” life than we do Jesus/similar.
🚨 Trump was inches away from UFO disclosure in his first term. It got so real that Treasury Secretary Mnuchin asked Jay Stratton how disclosure would impact the U.S. economy.
Now Trump is reportedly even more deeply briefed… and may speak before the end of the year. pic.twitter.com/EWSGQvHR6L
🚨 Private equity is now BANNING parents from filming their kids play sports, so they can push a $50/mo. streaming service.
This is why people want to burn it all down — a simple joy like sharing a memory is being paywalled by evil Wall Street ghouls!! 🤬 pic.twitter.com/JB26SuGvm4
United States Marine Corps sniper, Sgt. Tyler Vargas-Andrews,
TESTIFIES UNDER OATH: was denied permission to obliterate the suicide bomber in Afghanistan before Joe Biden, Mark Milley and Lyoyd Austin murdered 13 U.S. service members and over 170 civilians:… pic.twitter.com/MGsuPU3pYy
For those confused about MTG’s “feud†with Trump, her sudden resignation, and her statement that “There is no “plan to save the world†or insane 4D Chess game being playedâ€
Remember when she dropped this name in response to a post about Epstein? 👇ðŸ¼
For those confused about MTG’s “feud†with Trump, her sudden resignation, and her statement that “There is no “plan to save the world†or insane 4D Chess game being playedâ€
Remember when she dropped this name in response to a post about Epstein? 👇ðŸ¼
🚨 THE U.S. IS BLOCKING $10,000 TRUCKS AND $8,000 SELF-DRIVING CARS FROM AMERICANS – AND NOBODY WILL SAY WHY
A guy just exposed something wild on camera: Toyota sells brand-new $10,000 trucks in countries all over the world… except the United States. China sells $8,000 BYD cars… pic.twitter.com/F1CEnZgDzp
— Santa Trump.. 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 (@lovetocook12345) November 22, 2025
wtf are people supposed to do when they fight back and there is NO HELP from the people with the weapons? hmm? vote in new? WRONG petition and gather signatures to stop? WRONG EVIL WILL NEVER SURRENDER ON ITS OWN NOT WITHOUT A FIGHT https://t.co/RL6uwg80nm
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 22, 2025
these people need to be fired and let the homeless they have failed live in their homes and THEY can live on the streets. seems fair. https://t.co/j3vmUsccJr
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 22, 2025
"The wheels of justice move slowly" ONLY when evil is driving the system. Remember what Trump said about the pedo's? Speedy trial. Death penalty. NO MORE SLOW JUSTICE! NOT when there is EVIDENCE. https://t.co/b5qE2kOkQn
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 22, 2025
Ladies and gentlemen, you've just witnessed the ART of WAR.
President TRUMP taps judges in Florida federal court to unseal EPSTEIN TRANSCRIPTS already!
President Trump and AG Bondi argue that since Trump signed the release, the new law overrides the previous law. pic.twitter.com/TM1dXcAvJ4
Am I racist for this – or just awake and question everything? I saw a Somalian driving a $130,000 cybertruck today – delivering food for neighbors down the street.
My daughter saw a picture of a parking lot from the 70’s and noticed the bright colors of the cars. “Everything is dull here,” she truthfully observed. It is. Even furniture – bland colors – grays. Gray furniture. Gray carpeting. BORING. Me? Give me purples and cranberry (color although i love the fruit) and shades of blues for my cars and clothes and furniture and walls. This place needs a SERIOUS makeover.
At the moment, my girl is putting together her dresser. It must have a kabillion pieces and she is rocking it with the power drill. 💥 “I want one of THESE!” she has been saying. I told her we can get a pink one and she said we can decorate it like Lorelei Gilmore. 🥰
Here is what I am seeing. Please remember to share, subscribe and donate. Thank you!
The CDC confirmed the shutdown today, and Science magazine was the first to report it.
The decisive action comes directly from aggressive advocacy and behind-the-scenes work by the White Coat Waste Project (WCW), a watchdog group that has been partnering with the Trump administration to cut wasteful, cruel government animal testing since his first term in 2017.
This is not the only good news coming out of the CDC. To the dedicated truth tellers and researchers and parents who for well over 20 years have known of this link – this is vindication. Now let’s have the healing released to end the suffering caused by this eugenics nightmare.
The new wording on the CDC’s site now states, “The claim ‘vaccines do not cause autism‘ is not an evidence-based claim because studies have not ruled out the possibility that infant vaccines cause autism.”
It also adds, “Studies supporting a link have been ignored by health authorities.”
What began as rare encounters off the Iberian coast now shows up in captain’s logs from Galicia to the Strait of Gibraltar, and in wary chatter on VHF. Experts say it looks learned, even coordinated. Insurers are watching. Mariners are changing habits mid-season.
This weekend marks a major milestone in payments: the coexistence period between MT and ISO 20022 message standards ends. From 22 November 2025, all FI-to-FI payment instruction messages will be delivered only in ISO 20022 format.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 22, 2025
Ukraine….Obama…..Money Laundering….
ToeCramp. Can’t find anything on that so I have asked Grok.
Identity and Role: ToeCramp (real name often speculated but unconfirmed in public sources; sometimes linked to community figures in QAnon lore) is credited as the app’s creator and a prolific “contributor” to QAnon media aggregation. They compile and share “media keywords”—searchable tags, summaries, and links to news articles, press releases, or documents that allegedly support Q’s narratives about global corruption, deep state cabals, and political scandals. These contributions often appear in QAnon forums, Telegram channels, or aggregated drop archives, framing mainstream or foreign news as “proof” of Q’s predictions.
So I decided to gematria TOECRAMP:
Palantir (Blackrock holds a big % of Palantir’s shares)
StarGate
Who Is Q
Darnkess
Final Phase
Space Force
Ohhhh boy… see where this is going? 👀
🚨 #BREAKING – President Trump says the U.S. Military Courts are looking into the Democrats Seditious Behavior
Trump was asked if he worries there will be Military Personel who will disobey Direct Orders?
Says the one who was on that flight list how many times? What a filthy pos – we need public arrests NOW. People do care about this issue. This is classic deflection by narcissistic behavior – instead of focusing on the issue itself – come up with some excuse to avoid the very issue attempting to be discussed.
Ana Kasparian destroys Alan Dershowitz and Josh Hammer, each of whom tried to run cover for Jeffrey Epstein’s international child-trafficking ring.
Dershowitz argues that calling out elite pedophiles in government is basically McCarthyism and insists everyone deserves “due… pic.twitter.com/llS0UTHt0g
This place is a simulated container – no one gets out unless elevated up and out and/or through wormhole/similar tech. 3I is not a comet – unless we don’t fully understand comets. They likely lied to us about those objects as well. They could very well be guided craft.
Close your eyes. Take in a breath and let it go. Then allow the sound and frequencies of this beautiful music enter into your body, flowing where it needs to, soothing you, calming you.
Feel-good story of the month. Be Like Raymond. 🥰ðŸ™
"My name's Raymond. I'm 73. I work the parking lot at St. Joseph's Hospital. Minimum wage, orange vest, a whistle I barely use. Most people don't even look at me. I'm just the old man waving cars into spaces. But I see everything.
“My name’s Raymond. I’m 73. I work the parking lot at St. Joseph’s Hospital. Minimum wage, orange vest, a whistle I barely use. Most people don’t even look at me. I’m just the old man waving cars into spaces. But I see everything.
Like the black sedan that circled the lot every morning at 6 a.m. for three weeks. Young man driving, grandmother in the passenger seat. Chemotherapy, I figured. He’d drop her at the entrance, then spend 20 minutes hunting for parking, missing her appointments.
One morning, I stopped him. “What time tomorrow?” “6:15,” he said, confused. “Space A-7 will be empty. I’ll save it.” He blinked. “You… you can do that?” “I can now,” I said.
Next morning, I stood in A-7, holding my ground as cars circled angrily. When his sedan pulled up, I moved. He rolled down his window, speechless. “Why?” “Because she needs you in there with her,” I said. “Not out here stressing.” He cried. Right there in the parking lot.
Word spread quietly.
A father with a sick baby asked if I could help.
A woman visiting her dying husband.
I started arriving at 5 a.m., notebook in hand, tracking who needed what. Saved spots became sacred. People stopped honking. They waited. Because they knew someone else was fighting something bigger than traffic.
But here’s what changed everything, A businessman in a Mercedes screamed at me one morning. “I’m not sick! I need that spot for a meeting!” “Then walk,” I said calmly. “That space is for someone whose hands are shaking too hard to grip a steering wheel.”
He sped off, furious.
But a woman behind him got out of her car and hugged me. “My son has leukemia,” she sobbed. “Thank you for seeing us.”
The hospital tried to stop me.
“Liability issues,” they said. But then families started writing letters. Dozens. “Raymond made the worst days bearable.” “He gave us one less thing to break over.”
Last month, they made it official. “Reserved Parking for Families in Crisis.” Ten spots, marked with blue signs. And they asked me to manage it.
But the best part?
A man I’d helped two years ago, his mother survived, came back. He’s a carpenter. Built a small wooden box, mounted it by the reserved spaces.
Inside?
Prayer cards, tissues, breath mints, and a note, “Take what you need. You’re not alone. -Raymond & Friends”
People leave things now. Granola bars. Phone chargers.
Yesterday, someone left a hand-knitted blanket.
I’m 73. I direct traffic in a hospital parking lot. But I’ve learned this: Healing doesn’t just happen in operating rooms. Sometimes it starts in a parking space.
When someone says, “I see your crisis. Let me carry this one small piece.”
So pay attention.
At the grocery checkout, the coffee line, wherever you are.
Someone’s drowning in the little things while fighting the big ones.
Hold a door.
Save a spot.
Carry the weight no one else sees.
It’s not glamorous. But it’s everything.”
Let this story reach more hearts…. Credit: Mary Nelson
Woke up this morning – didn’t like the feeeeeeeeeeeeeels – so I put up holiday lights out front, on the fence, around the door. Craving chocolate pudding and hot chocolate and ice skating at Rockefeller Center.
I’m noticing a rather depressed energy around here. People are decorating very early this year as well – probably to lift the spirits and escape the impinging cost to survive.
Enough was enough long ago. But I continue to hold that statement nonetheless.
Here is what I am seeing. Please remember to subscribe, share and donate (Anyone wanting to help with my thanksgiving meal please, I would really appreciate it!) The email notification has apparently been fixed.
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Victoria
ZELLE:Â themamatrinity@gmail.com
CASHAPP:Â $VictoriaT1144
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My first thought: what kind of a flag is that? Has the Vatican vibe. Wrinkled, too…C ([cheney] before D? Who would be D? Durbin?
Say it isn’t so, Biden child smuggling Ring…….
The DOJ’s own probe confirms the Biden administration funneled $7 MILLION to a child-smuggling network… …run by a trafficker who made $18 MILLION bringing kids illegally across our border. pic.twitter.com/yuxaWzwoS5
Thomas Massie: "I am sorry if one of your billionaire donors is going to get embarrassed because he went to Rape Island… How will we know if this bill has been successful? We will know when there are rich men in handcuffs being perp-walked to the jail."pic.twitter.com/UdzbBtlk4i
Freeways in Phoenix, Arizona were suddenly covered in ice just DAYS after locals reported unusual sky-spraying patterns and experimental cloud-seeding flights over the region.
Las Vegas has been hit with flash flooding this week, which isn’t great timing considering the highly anticipated F1 race is to take place this weekend.
The 2025 race marks the third time the sport has taken over the city, and the track is the streets of Vegas itself, including the famous Strip.
President Trump shared a wild video back in September spotlighting the medical benefits of hemp-derived CBD for seniors. The clip talks about the endocannabinoid system (discovered in the 1990s), calling it an overlooked "essential system" in the body that… https://t.co/Rpb8Vzg0HKpic.twitter.com/i3QJDwN8Ox
WE ARE NEAR. SO CLOSE I CAN ALREADY SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. IT IS NO LONGER A QUESTION OF IF OR WHEN THERE WILL BE EVENTS OCCURRING SHORTLY,THE WORLD IS ABOUT TO CHANGE. WE ARE ABOUT TO ENTER A WORMHOLE THAT WILL ALTER THE GLOBAL POLITICAL AND ECONOMIC SYSTEMS FOR EVER. pic.twitter.com/zJPGswrWRS
Internet is realllllllly slooooooooooooooooow atm. My email subscribe notification is not sending notifications atm. I’ve reached out to the plugin peeps and waiting to hear back. As I always say – I pretty much share daily – so if nothing shows up on your end, just check the LATEST POSTS menu. I checked out turkey prices today. 👀 Yeah, not seeing that number go down.
💖ðŸ™
Victoria
ZELLE:Â themamatrinity@gmail.com
CASHAPP:Â $VictoriaT1144
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The same Military Intelligence cap braid seen at Trump’s 2017 inauguration appeared again on the soldier standing directly beside POTUS during the welcome ceremony for Saudi Prince MBS
This is an extremely rare deviation from protocol for a White House arrival, not normally seen… pic.twitter.com/bFeZawfaRq
President Trump says he has signed a bill ordering the release of every single Jeffrey Epstein document the U.S. government holds.
The bill gives Attorney General Pam Bondi the power to withhold or redact anything that could threaten national security or disrupt an active… pic.twitter.com/GDBxK9gktC
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 19, 2025
HOLY CRAP! Tim Burchett is GOING OFF this morning over how BAD insider stock trading is in DC. I have NOT seen him this FIRED UP like this ever before.
"You know, everybody talks about this place being a dadgum swamp. It's NOT a swamp. A swamp is something cool God created. It… pic.twitter.com/QGUDO1uUG8
I’ve just issued SUBPOENAS to J.P. Morgan and Deutsche Bank for Jeffrey Epstein’s financial records.
I’m also requesting U.S. Virgin Islands AG Gordon Rhea to provide documents to further @GOPoversight’s review of the federal government’s investigation of Epstein. pic.twitter.com/7oEkMbp46V
I've always said LISTEN TO THE KIDS. That said it is PATHETIC a child has to share what is OBVIOUS. Sleeping adults refusing to see the truth need to get some f'ing balls and tata's and SPEAK UP AND OUT. STAND AND SAY SOMETHING. This girl sounds like my daughter, fyi. https://t.co/Lukukz6lNF
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 19, 2025
The best they can do, eh? lol Looks like images I take of their moon at night….(NASA’s capture of 3I Atlas):
North Star – the way out………like the tippy top of the corkscrew……..all revolves around that point……….
ðŸ‘ï¸I have been thinking about this for a long time… Growing up in manufacturing and then moving into IT, I watched every wave of technology take work that once required entire teams and collapse it into a single system… Every leap made life easier, every leap removed… https://t.co/FmwCx5fEgI
I have been thinking about this for a long time… Growing up in manufacturing and then moving into IT, I watched every wave of technology take work that once required entire teams and collapse it into a single system… Every leap made life easier, every leap removed friction, and every leap moved us one step closer to what Elon is describing… This is the natural endpoint of that arc… a world where intelligent systems handle the heavy lift across production, logistics, design, and decision making… A world where work is no longer tied to survival… it becomes something you do for the same reason people still garden… you do it because you enjoy creating, not because you are forced to… The transition between here and there is the real work… building the rails, aligning the systems, and stabilizing the landscape so this shift does not fracture society on the way up… That is why the current moment matters… the guardrails must be in place before abundance hits scale… Elon points to the Culture novels because they show a fully matured version of this path… AI reaches a level where scarcity dissolves and money loses meaning… not because someone abolished it, but because abundance made it irrelevant… When intelligence can produce anything at near-zero marginal cost, the economic foundation shifts… human creativity becomes the center again… This is where we are heading… I saw the early signals decades ago in factories, data centers, and enterprise systems… I see the acceleration now… The back half of this curve is abundance… work becomes optional as life becomes creation… this is the future we are walking into… I can feel it… can you? Question… what would YOU do if you had abundance and didn’t NEED to work? That is our north star…
Anyone able to help me provide for a nice thanksgiving dinner, I would appreciate it. I’m just going with the flow with this – for reasons I don’t quite understand – even my buymeacoffee site is not seeing the generated funds as I normally see. I’m at a standstill atm with all of this “what do I do NOW” $$ speaking. So – I ask – exchange for my work here (or there too). Blessings to us all and may we hold the space of Abundance that is rightfully ours to begin with – always has been – always will be.
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Victoria
ZELLE:Â themamatrinity@gmail.com
CASHAPP:Â $VictoriaT1144
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(something has been happening to the code here. i feeeeeel it. remember the simpson episode that spoke of worldwide outage set for nov. 17 2025? yup…)
Some of today’s finds will have to be shared as screenshots. First reason being, X is not allowing me to embed certain posts now and second, my page won’t allow the embedded material to appear. Major fuchery w/the internet – matrix fighting back not wanting the Truth out there.
There is a video I really want to share – and again X isn’t allowing me to embed it much less drop it here – so I will do what we used to do back in the day- I will report it as I saw it. A young woman is in DC and is walking next to Kash Patel who of course is surrounded by protection so as to not have to deal with people asking him the hard questions. She’s calling him out as an Is ra el sell out, accusing him of protecting pedo’s. It’s quite empowering. A man in a suit (agent smith) calls her an idiot because that’s often what these cowards have as their only line of defense when a woman has come into her Power and speaks it. I wish I could share it. So I’m going to stop for now as clearly “something” does not want me seen or heard. Not in cowardice – but as a statement of neutrality and surrender to the Higher Power.
Trump spoke at the McDonald Summit today – I had no idea what that was – and learned it was the meeting where Franchise owners gather to discuss business goodies. He’s pointed us to McD’s before having worked there during his campaign so I knew there had to be some COMMS. And boy did he deliver. It was funny – there was some youtube channel guy talking about Trump’s speech – clearly without a clue as to Q and COMMS, etc. – taking everything Trump said literally – thinking this was elder abuse and his handlers needed to step in. 😄 I was going to leave a comment but decided not to. Not worth the eye rolls and the looks and verbal diarrhea these days. My peace is more important.
Before Trump enters the stage, they play the Undertaker Song from WWE. I’ve heard this bell echo in the walls of my home for over 20 years so I know this song well. As we know, Undertakers handle the preparations after a person has died. During WWE he was known for being a supernatural character.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 18, 2025
He says the word “beautiful” – whenever T says that term it means he wants us to LOOK (for the corruption). Reference above photo of Ronald McDonald – we know what was in their food…
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 18, 2025
🚨 💥BOOM💥 Today at the McDonald's Conference Trump spoke of how he liked the "fish" best at McD's… My thought? COMM Catching a FISH. Check out this Q post from November 7, 2018: (and others – he's also referring to Epstein): pic.twitter.com/ID9ckbYUgB
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 18, 2025
Today he also did a shape of an "L" twice when talking about Fish. [L] DECLAS pic.twitter.com/n6YNQAKaEd
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 18, 2025
How do you catch a fish? You use BAIT. The TRAPS have been set. RONALD MCDONALD was the CODE for GO for DECLAS.
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 18, 2025
He also in the above video speaks of water coming from Heaven above (“it comes down from heaven”)….
and this too drip drip FLOOD FISH How do you catch a FISH? BAIT And that L he made too?? DEC[L]AS anything else we need to get this f'ing party started?? https://t.co/puvlU1lTmX
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 18, 2025
FBI if what Mike Johnson “slipped up” and said a few months ago is accurate…
To the “Oh we got him this time†crowd:🤣
Is Trump is in the Epstein Files? YES (as an informant)! Trump was chosen for this current role! Trump was also tested throughout the yrs & was also a Gov’t informant that led to the… https://t.co/PhMiSuzwJkpic.twitter.com/F7TNyiZLQv
BQQM: Trump’s post is the reveal of a new structure… The “Board of Peace†is not UN language… it is a new governance layer placed on top of the old system, now publicly acknowledged by the UN… By naming himself Chairman, Trump signals that the global… pic.twitter.com/pILN21UjQ1
Thomas Massie says Kash Patel and Dan Bongino have shifted their stance on Jeffrey Epstein since their podcasting days, suggesting they may now be covering for foreign intelligence agencies.
Massie says he believes Trump did nothing wrong in the Epstein saga but suggests he… pic.twitter.com/7Ri3D1jGAl
(thanks to JW for divinely sharing this image earlier today)
It seems the more I step into my own Power – diligently – and share that through written word – and spoken – the more resistance I receive. There is indeed support, but there is also resistance as is often the case when a person, a woman in particular, has found her voice and is using it to change her life and this reality. Regarding a recent piece I put together, which was actually empowering if anyone cared to read the whole thing with an open mind and heart, I am being advised to seek professional treatment, to call the suicide crisis line while my keen eye to see hidden elephants in the room was criticized because, you know, got to keep those elephants hidden.
What was strange about this particular elephant is that part of that elephant included me and my own inner stuff.
God forbid a woman step on stage and get loud. Even though this is 2025, there is still a discomfort when a woman gets up and speaks with power and authority. Men are able to do this for obvious reasons. But if a woman does the same? We still face judgment. We get told to get our depression and rage under control. We get told to “get over it”, stop complaining and other unwanted and totally unhelpful advice. Not like we did in generations past, but it’s still there. I’ve received it many times since I started this page in particular.
Advice.
Notice the last 4 letters in that word:Â Vice.
When advice is forthcoming, especially when it’s unwanted and unasked for, it can leave your body feeling as though you’ve been put IN a vice.
Words matter.
Which is why I channel my power through them on these pages and elsewhere.
Just like a child will stop crying and “whining” when it actually feels heard, while it may not get what it wants, once seen and heard in a space of love, that inner “HEY I MATTER SEE ME” quiets down.
Holding space is what heals – something humanity is grossly incapable of doing – still – because we have not yet learned to hold space for ourselves.
Which brings me to the title of my piece. When I began holding space for myself, that meant I went within and listened. I listened and honored all of those unspoken words. And as they have been coming out and continue to come out, I’ve faced blowback as I said, from men AND (sadly) women.
Stop complaining.
Stop whining.
Here is my response to those words today.
What you see as complaining and whining is my attempt to be seen, heard and validated.
What you see as complaining and whining is my need for my truth and my voice to be given the same right to be put on stage and receive the same respect that is given to countless big-name guru’s and trailblazers.
What you see as complaining and whining is deeply held trauma that has stored decades of unspoken words, silenced by threats of abandonment and punishment.
What you see as complaining and whining is mental, emotional and Spiritual fatigue from doing the very best I can in a world of systems in which I do not align.
What you see as complaining and whining are moments where when my truth comes out, it is often messy and unrefined.
What you see as complaining and whining is my deeply held frustration from years of trying to seek a place for myself, from trying to find the right healing modalities that will actually work and from this toxic worlds pay-to-live system telling me “You cannot enter” through these healing doors because you don’t have enough money.
What you see as complaining and whining is simply fatigue, frustration, loneliness and deeply held disappointment from a life lived of abuse that is largely held in private.
Calling some number talking with a stranger is not the answer.
Taking a pill is not the answer.
And going away quietly and being a “good girl” so as to not upset someone else’s illusion that “hey the world is fine and so are you” or some narrative that says “I got mine go get yours” is also not the answer.
We are adults.
But we also have that childlike Spirit within.
We hold the same needs to be loved and seen and heard as we did when we were children.
So no – to those with whom I have upset or offended – I will NOT be quiet.
I will NOT keep my pain to myself.
I will write whatever I want and share it wherever I want.
And if you aren’t strong enough to handle that, you can crawl back into your little protective bubble. Because my days of taking toxic criticism and ghosting and surrounding myself by fake, uncaring people are O V E R.
I know Who I Am.
I know my worth.
And I know I have something important to say and share.
Thank you to all of you who do show up, hold space and See. You are the gems that remind those parts of me within that I do have something important to offer this crazy reality.
Something felt like it changed overnight. A sense, plus I was up at 6am doing yoga. I couldn’t sleep. It’s like everything is off. Sleep schedule. Eating. Then the weather today was unheard of as in spectacular, as in I went for a bike ride, as in almost 70 degrees. And the sun felt hot – warmer than usual – certainly for this time of year. Something within me – energetically – feels different. Younger.
We’ll see how it is tomorrow. 🙄😄
Then tonight on the way to the store, I turned on the radio and had one of those “stop here on this station” experiences, which I did, and what I heard kinda blew my mind. “We hate to interrupt this broadcast with breaking news, but it is being reported we are in a TIME WARP and it’s really 1988.” Now what’s interesting is this is a radio station that does not engage in such silly things. They play more elevator-type music from decades past, which I love. I have not heard them do the silly before. And of note: in 1988 I was 22. ✨👀
There’s your daily dose of personal Woo. Here is what I’m seeing today out on stage.
This is – interesting. If valid (how do I even verify something like this?), it does make sense for me. Aligns. Before the dude even says “reboot” towards the end, I was already sensing that, although unlike some of those listening, I feel no fear. If we are truly in a simulation, a giant mechanical object, in order to liberate those trapped inside of such a space, there will be frequency changes to unlock the reality – every bit of it. I would say a reboot is more like being moved – shifted – out of a timeline frequency space – much like what Lisa Harrison once called “Pocket Realms”. Those could simply be copies of the original design here, only at a different frequency, higher and higher vibing up until POOF – BOOM: Shift. NCSWIC.
Ok so here are my current thoughts on this 3I Atlas – object/thing. Where exactly is it? What is Dobsonian actually capturing? Is it inside the petri dish with us? Or – is it possible to see things outside of this place with the right telescope because there really isn’t water above but instead just frequency – a frequency barrier? (btw – this is not about 3I – just saying because I follow his work and share here – his captures of 3I) BTW this large object takes me back to high school biology and what I used to capture on my microscope (bacteria).
.@POTUS on his tariffs dividend proposal: "When I pay people $2,000 each for low- and moderate-income and middle-income people — everybody but the rich will get this — that's not made up. That's real money. That comes from other countries." pic.twitter.com/3mb7icsKhq
I wonder if white hats purposely made the part about "blowing bubba" a different font style and color as a wink wink to the anons that it's their trade mark psy op and to trust the planhttps://t.co/VuQtFGuOTv
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) November 15, 2025
I get this image of Trump being the one to get people riled up so we STAND…It is absolutely NO coincidence to me the terms “gaslight” and “narcissism” are EVERYWHERE now. They rather just crept into this timeline the last few years. Kind of like the Red Panda.
Every single person who goes against Israel and stands for America First is being attacked by Donald Trump. pic.twitter.com/JFD5eYVdi5
'Covering up a child sex trafficking ring, in order to send more missiles to bomb children. The most evil shit imaginable' MAGA will not survive being Israel first. America First is the future @NickJFuentespic.twitter.com/S0otVWBvG0
