4.16.23 ~ Reflecting and Finds………..in the Flow………….

 

 

It’s becoming quite painful to be here atm – awake – sensitive – knowing – feeeeeeeeeeeling.

Crying a fair a mount today.  Inner screaming.

Noise of any sort is overwhelming me now more than usual.

Fatigue is present.

Smells too.  Used to be dryer sheets.  Now?  Sheesha.  FUCH this realm and all of the crap we are forced to deal with from fake humans and NCP’s – without consequence – without escape other than to hibernate inside the house with the windows closed.

Enough has become enough.  HOW DO WE GET OUTTA HERE?  CAN WE GO NOW?

Humor gets me through.  Atm it is my girl who brought out those ugly cotton face diapers I had shoved into some corner many moons ago and said “mom – next fire pit – let’s burn these”.  I agreed it was a very good idea.  Intention Ceremony.  It’s better to burn out than fade away, right?

That and the FLOW (see below and my CERN piece).

Painted today – got into a nice space for awhile – still all temporary….. until….

Love,

V.

******

 

Saw this first thing – deserves to be shared first for the info/puzzle piecing this person has done.  Excellent.  And interesting as the last couple of days I have felt/heard “Not everything will be clean”.

 

5 year Delta tomorrow…………5:5………?………….1170……….711?  remember musk and VK showing the 711 images last year………also just learned CERN lies in a tunnel that is 17 miles in circumference………..on the France/Switzerland border………..

 

 

 

 

 

He is an amazingly powerful Light for sure.

 

oh wow – those trees are everywhere around here…………

 

 

 

Better drop that sheot and fast – losing patriots and awakened Souls daily now (know so many who have walked away, not reading headlines, not caring – we are just D O F’ING NE)…………cause as i feels, at the end of this movie we gonna have a mostly empty stage………..

 

 

 

 

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Doq Holliday @doqholliday
The boomerang is going to explode people’s consciousness.
12:55 PM – Apr 16, 2023
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We got another actor from central casting.  Check out his twatter profile now.  Got a woman playing the dude………..once those masks come off……….that’s the boomerang!

Opens profile photo

Tucker Carlson

@TuckerCarlson
Emmy-award-winning broadcast journalist, graduate of Harvard College & Yale Law School. Frequent visitor to the Aspen Inst. Fully vaccinated. She/Hers 🇺🇦
TuckerCarlson.com Joined March 2009

 

 

 

I agree with this one.  It’s where I part ways w/the right capitalists.  You making a hundred thous or half a million a year – you should pay more than someone making $15,000 or $25,000 a year.  Always did support sliding scale fees on everything (until we have something better than pay to live)…….

https://www.zerohedge.com/personal-finance/california-utilities-propose-charging-customers-based-how-rich-they-are

 

I have a feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel this may be the scare event – at least here in the states.  Who knows………….not me………

https://www.zerohedge.com/political/border-patrol-brace-fking-impact-end-trump-era-immigration-policy-looms

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4.15.23 ~ Finds, Reflecting, etc.

 

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Don’t know about ya’ll – I truly don’t need to see anymore info or “rabbit hole” intel……….new or not…….i keep it simple now – like george carlin said – it’s a giant club (of evil) and you ain’t in it – and we – i – don’t wanna be – just want the club and its members and those who support it all G O N E from our experience.  feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling both timelines in my personal experience out here – “theirs” trying to seep in thru – to keep me/us low.  not happening.  i remain focused on inner visions.  we all do.

speaking of, i sat out in the sun today and put together a vision board.  it has been awhile since i’ve done that.  i just grabbed the one (little) magazine we have and intended for the best – to be guided.  talk about being happily surprised.  i found the number 44 – more than once.  saw a clock that was set at 10:10.  i played john denver on my phone as i cut and pasted, colored, singing, in such a wonderful space, when i suddenly realized i had company in the form of singing along.  neighbors and their beautiful Light Soul child – who i was told after we had all finished singing was one of her favorite songs (Country Roads).  they had heard it playing in my yard, came outside and joined in.  it was – lovely.  brings tears to my eyes.  want much more of that.  thinking there must be something a bit magical about that space in our yard.  or maybe it was just Light drawing in more Light.  we humans are really needing more of that – especially now.  we’ve had absolutely enough of the other experience.

Love, V.

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Could be a Q….

 

 

there are a few who are defending the d.l. claiming it’s a cultural thing……….no…..it’s an evil thing.  end of discussion.

 

 

 

 

enough.

 

25 military up atm 11:15pm EST….

Kat istheSea3  @KatistheSea3
15 April, 10:36
2008 Anheuser-Busch bought by InBev for $52 Billion
becoming world’s largest brewing co. & includes
Bud, Michelob, Stella Artois, Beck’s, CoorsAnheuser-Busch Inbev world’s largest beer co.
annual sales $53 BillionShareholders: Vanguard Group, BlackRock Inc.

Largest shareholder InBev is Altria, parent company of
Philip Morris, Kraft foods, Miller Beer & vape co. Green Smoke

Biggest shareholders in Altria
Vanguard Group Inc., BlackRock Inc. State Street Corp.

👇ICYMI

4-22 🔥 @ qthestormrider
BlackRock owns Vanguard
& forms a triangle of super world power [w/State Street]..
These ELITE super powers CONTROL [40%+] global industries..

ELON MUSK
is staging a WAR against VANGUARD/BLACKROCK
(VANGUARD protected by DS MIL INTEL
MUSK backed by TRUMP & WHITE HAT MIL INTEL)

This WAR/ Battle is for control of TWITTER
& THE FLOW OF WORLD INFORMATION

BlackRock [now bankrupt] CEO Larry Fink:
“Our New World Order Has Failedâ€

#GenderConfusionIsADeepStateAgenda

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Twitter cheers Biden saying he’s ‘not going home,’ ‘staying’ in Ireland: ‘Good Riddance, they can have you!’

 

 

Lady 4Trump  @Dollface
15 April, 04:22

#wwg1wga #TheGreatAwakening #NSWIC #EndTheEndless #GodWins ðŸ¿ðŸŠ

Japanese prime minister evacuated from campaign event after explosion

Japanese Prime Minister Fumio Kishida was evacuated from a campaign event at a western Japanese port on Saturday after a man allegedly threw an explosive device at him.

No injuries have been reported from the explosion, and a young man was apprehended at the scene, according to officials.

Videos from the event appear to show a small device landing near Kishida, who can then be seen running away from the area with security. Footage also shows a man in the crowd being tackled by police. The device appears to go off seconds later.

https://thehill.com/blogs/…

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Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

 

 

San Tarot (oooooh – my kinda finds to share)………leaving a place you’ve resided in for quite awhile…………it’s time to Go…….Closing Door…emphasis on the closing door….courage….acting quickly…..willing to leave something/things behind……..strength card (#44 – see above regarding the vision board i made today)…….excited to take the leap…….Gathering of Vibrant Beings (feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeels as she says this is about where we’re going)……………a m a z i n g

Libra – As if you teleported.

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4.14.23 ~ A check in/reflecting and Finds

 

Well I can feel it coming in the air today and tonight.

Again.

A lot of military activity in the air – including over our area this morning.  Woke me up.  I went out into the kitchen, opened the curtains and watched one of them fly over at maybe 200′ up.  Shook the house.  Checked ads-b exchange and noticed a couple of dozen in the area – planes and heli’s.  It’s now around 10pm EST and I see there are about 90 up.  Earlier today it was close to 500 according to my mate.

The weather is bizarre.  The feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel of this place – more bizarre.  We finally had some decent weather so my girl and I headed out to the park/creek – walked around.  Felt so ghetto-like.  Just feeeeeeeeeeeeels better being in my own personal space now.  The two timelines/frequencies/whatever we wish to call this obvious dynamic we are seeing and sensing/feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling play out continues – waxing and waning.  After some struggles today it was wonderful to feel and experience the Divine.  Grandpa D came into our space via way of a bluebird – who perched on his tree – communicating with my girl and I.  I began to sing one of his favorite songs and the bird began moving and dancing.  It was almost unbelievable and went on for several minutes.  My girl and I were thrilled.  Mate stepped outside to witness – jaw dropped.  It was – magic.  Pure Magic.  In that space of no time – just being IN the moment – all of the other ugh – gone.

Apparently May is going to be important.

Brother Rick shared a dream with me earlier.  He saw the grid go down and as he waited for it to come back on, he was suddenly lifted up.

We are ready.

17 posts about the SKY EVENT – two in May on a very significant date – and two in April.

Not to interfere with optics or play guessing games and not trying to stop anything or mess with things – but well – let’s get outta this place.

Original pictures – taken from the Original timeline…………?  Now showing up now.  I am trying to understand the following shared from 17 with SKY EVENT ~ post 1335 ~ “Note the pictures we post are ALL originals.  Think about what that means.”  Something to do with the timelines.  Original picture from the ORIGINAL Timeline in which we are returning to.  Hmmm……….

That reminds me – I had another T dream last night.  Felt I was on the outside having a meeting.  He had on a white collared t-shirt and was apologizing – talking w/his hands the way he does – saying he knows people are frustrated and he knows WE know this should have been over by now – and knows people were disappointed in that – things didn’t go 100% as planned – BUT the end result was still the same.  Felt like things got a little messy.  Overall the feeeeeeeeeeeeeel was all of this info came from the outside – from the future.

Here is what I am seeing.

Love,

V.

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headlines at gateway are insane – not wanting to put all of “that” here so instead just a link

 

 

 

 

 

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in a nutshell………..

 

 

Wrath_ Eyez @Wrath_Eyez
14 April, 11:53
Brothers & Sisters 2023. False Flag.

 

 

NEO ONE @Neo
14 April, 12:08
Ice Ice Baby

 

 

 

sercorimo … @sercorimo
Danon4321234
4/13/23
8:10 PM EST’IT STARTS IN LONDON’ 🚨#MADEIT

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Silver Cat @silvercat
14 April, 06:43
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MEGHAN WALSH SPEAKS – John Walsh, Adam Walsh, CPS Corruption

Join us tonight on welcoming Meghan Walsh to Breaking The Matrix Live! Meghan has had her children taken away by CPS and her father John using Lawfare to take her children using false claims and lies

https://rumble.com/v2i9qhs-meghan-walsh-speaks-john-walsh-adam-walsh-cps-corruption.html

 

 

Elon Musk and Tucker Carlson Are Uniting for a Nationally Televised ‘Event’ That’s Sure to Make Waves

Elon Musk will be coming to Tucker Carlson’s Fox News show for two nights next week in a two-part in-depth interview.

https://www.westernjournal.com/elon-musk-tucker-carlson-uniting-nationally-televised-event-sure-make-waves

 

 

Stephanie Foster @AmericanFoster
14 April, 12:57
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BAM BAM @Q_TheRealMcCoy
14 April, 06:43
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the amount is pitiful – HOWEVER it sets a precedent….

U.S. Government Approves First COVID-19 Jab Injury Claims, Here’s the Amount

 

 

San Tarot ~ guaranteed happiness……….quick growth/learning – “stretching”……….

Virgo – Very, very *YOU*

 

 

It’s almost 1am EST and there is still over 90 military up in the states.

 

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After noon lament……………as one of ya’s said – April has been hell……..All. By. Design.

 

SCOTUS is approving $6 BILLION in student loan forgiveness.  Not that I’m against that per say.  The cost of (often wasted) higher education is criminal.

I just want to know when I’m getting my f’ing long deserved $$ liberation.  My city utility bill jumped – AGAIN.  Just because they can.  Another $20-$23.  Squeezing the poor even more.

Feels just like another day of cr@p here.

Doesn’t matter what I do different or tell myself – how I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel inside never. changes.  I am able to manifest a small movement forward – then run into a wall.  I am so angry that this experience has created itself the way it is –  played out the way it is – all for others that don’t include myself or all of us awakened.  I am screaming inside – and out – for help – for relief – and none comes my way in the way I really need.  I can’t help my spouse – he fell again and broke the table in the garage.  My girl is so done with how this reality is – she wants her old life back or a new one.  I can’t give her either.  One, I don’t have a time machine (HA!) and two – I DO NOT HAVE THE MONEY TO GIVE HER WHAT SHE MOST WANTS.  (much less a strong healthy mama she also needs)

And that brings out a rage in me now – this huge growing rage – INJUSTICE – GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRR GAWD SCREAMING rage – over how I KNOW it is here and how I hear or read every. damn. stinking. f’ing. day. to be patient and wait and allow the old to crumble meanwhile I am suffering in a way that NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO – watching his health collapse – watching my girls anxiety soar – completely powerless now – but I just have to allow it all to happen – all of the suffering – the breaking down and collapsing – so one day – some day – some year – this will all finally switch and I will be singing kumbaFUCKINGya with all of those for whom we are said to be doing this stupid god damn slow as sheot molasses fucking movie for.

????

NOT. GOING. TO. HAPPEN.

Every tear I have cried over and for my child…………….every word I have screamed………every prayer I have sent out….EVERY FUCKING NIGHT NOW….every f’ing time i have had to witness my spouse fall or wake up at night moaning in pain or grunting as he wall walks down the hall to the bathroom every hour…. waking me up (WHAT IS SLEEP NOW??  a luxury??) or grumping over the lack of real care he has received and how his needs are not being met (because they’re not) while I sit here POWERLESS TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE FOR EITHER OF THEM much less myself………….every word I have put out into the world on social media to create the change I AM – we are – LONG PAST NEEDING……………..feels like a giant. waste. of. my time now.

HUGE waste.

HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE waste.

I feel I am fading away into nothingness.

I can handle change.

I can handle one situation ending so another comes in.

What I am struggling more than ever. before. to handle – certainly well (that is not happening these days) – is WHERE IS THIS DAMN CHANGE?!

I have had f’ing ENOUGH WINDOWS and DOORS close.

E N U F F.

I’ve had peeks of doors or windows crack only to slam back shut.

I can’t do this life anymore – on my own – the way I once did.  My spouse certainly can’t.  Fuch.  He needs a doctor who stays on top of the treatment plan (this new doc is brilliant but his communication stinks and he cannot provide the kind of care my spouse needs and he should have SEEN this from the start – and besides that he’s leaving the state next month).

For me it’s more of a mental challenge to keep at it – although I question my physical ability as I have noticed when I go out and am amongst the radiating ones, if I expose myself just a certain amount, I seem to shrink a bit and it takes me a good week to get back my full strength.  And the other night I had to take a trip inside where I was around – oh gawd – ya’ll know – this time the person had that same f’ing chemically/perfumy smell they emit.  I checked this out by going down the other aisles.  Nope.  Just this aisle where this one blue mask wearing stupid f’ing fake human store clerk was working (of food – no cleaning products – I know their smell by now).

How any one is able to be in these situations – how any of the sensitives and awakened ones can do this – and not have ANY effects?  Well all I can say to that is you are either having effects you’re not yet seeing or noticing or simply ignoring.

OR you have a special protection some of us don’t seem to have.

Typical matrix set up.  “Well I ain’t having an issue.  What’s your problem?”

DIVISION tactic.

Gawd this place is so twisted.

By design.

Deep breath…………..

I look around my living room.  Ripped up bills scattered all around.  All paid.

And me – broke.

AGAIN.

All by design.

And why?

Because that big dude in the sky the humans all call god loooooooooooooooooooooves you.  (thank you to George Carlin for his truth telling brilliance)

Eye roll to infinity and beyond coupled with a huge shout out to Heaven/Home/Jesus/Universe to BRING US SOME FUCHING MIRACLES ALREADY THE ONES I HAVE BEEN CALLING IN DAILY AND GIVING THANKS FOR AND DOING IT THE WAY I AM SUPPOSED TO BY FEEEEEEEEEEEEEELING THE EXPERIENCE AS ALREADY HAPPENED AND SAYING YES YES TO IT………….

My anger now – not really directed at evil anymore.  Evil is as evil does.  Never gonna change.  Don’t expect it to.  My anger is now at God.  Jesus.  Anything defined as “good” and “benevolent” and Divine in all Eternity and in all the Cosmos and throughout the Universe.  THAT is where my anger is directed now.  The pain.  The abandonment.  The HUGE sense of abandonment that I see now – is Truth.  Not just some false illusion, but this deep painful sense I’ve carried since childhood.

I feel so abandoned and unseen – like a used tissue – not even placed in a garbage bin – but left in a mudpuddle on a cold winter’s afternoon.

Until I see and experience otherwise – that is how I view this reality and the experience in it.

What is real here?

And who and what actually hears us?

How locked inside this twisted place are we?

UGH.

All. by. design.

Love,

V.

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4.12.23 ~ Finds…………Reflections………..and what i feel is a big ending piece disclosure

 

 

i always say “it can’t get any weirder” – and then – it does.  appetite is a bit off – for my girl as well.  not having that strong desire to get out of the house every day as i normally experience.  starting to really long in a new way for what i can only call a real family.  having moments where i feel i am in a dream and speak the words as i know it’s true.  then it’s gone.  dreams – continue to be unusual and absolutely new – doing new things seeing new people – have no idea who they are but in the dream/experience i do.  so really feeling the in between spaces in a way that is becoming fuzzier, for lack of a better term.

seeing where i have moments where i can manifest then it’s shut off.  waxing and waning.  perhaps that’s why VK shows us the images of the moon waxing and waning.  between the 2 timelines.  that’s my feel.

here’s what i’m seeing.  just a few tonight.  tired.

love,

v.

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Big disclosure.  Heather always said when we get to Antarctica disclosure/sharing, it means the end.  Mountains 5x the size of Everest.  “inner earth”.  How about outside the wall?  Wonder if we walk outside the ice wall then exit up and out of the dome.  Hmmm……….

https://www.sciencealert.com/earths-core-appears-to-be-wrapped-in-an-unexpected-ancient-structure

Scientists have stitched together the most high-resolution map yet of the underlying geology beneath Earth’s Southern Hemisphere, revealing something previously undiscovered: an ancient ocean floor that may wrap around the core.

“Analyzing [thousands] of seismic recordings from Antarctica, our high-definition imaging method found thin anomalous zones of material at the CMB everywhere we probed,” says geophysicist Edward Garnero from Arizona State University.

“The material’s thickness varies from a few kilometers to [tens] of kilometers. This suggests we are seeing mountains on the core, in some places up to five times taller than Mt. Everest.”

 

 

 

We got some interesting internet issues on down detector.  Twitter.  AOL.  Yahoo.  Google.  Saw this:

 

 

 

Spicy Margarita is what I first think of (VK phrase) – always felt there was a comm hidden in there somewhere w/that one……

 

 

 

Still sayin’ “Qanon”…………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

444………..

 

 

Mask…

 

Two TOTALLY different McC’s.  The one today that we see in the chamber – looks younger.  Some say it’s John………

Lady 4Trump  @Dollface

12 April, 08:28

#wwg1wga #TheGreatAwakening #Nothingcanstopwhatiscoming #GodWins ðŸ¿ðŸŠ

Is it already time? Remember this?
Motion To Vacate:
One of the key demands of the Republican holdouts was the ability for just one legislator to trigger a vote on whether to remove the Speaker from office.
————

Glenn Greenwald
For those who didn’t see it, here’s GOP Speaker Kevin McCarthy – who before the 2022 midterms, pretended to harbor reluctance about further funding Biden’s proxy war in Ukraine – now saying he’s always been fully supportive, and “we” must win that war.

 

 

McCarthy Endorses Designating Cartels as Terrorists, Using Military at Southern Border

Republican House Speaker Kevin McCarthy has endorsed the idea of designating drug cartels as terrorist organizations and embedding …

https://www.theepochtimes.com/mccarthy-endorses-designating-cartels-as-terrorists-using-military-at-southern-border_5190972.html

 

 

Wlim Elgof @johnny1x

12 April, 08:19
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Kris Williams @KrisWilliams
12 April, 08:30

Video

President Donald J Trump Speaks at the NRA Annual Meeting, LIVE from Indianapolis. 4/14/23 – YouTube

April 14th, 2023 – 1:30 PM ETStay up to date on Right Side Broadcasting Network coverage, go to rsbnetwork.com/newsletter or download our new mobile app to g…

 

 

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Law & Physics @physics171
12 April, 08:20
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Flim Flam @JDscramble
11 April, 10:20
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MARY L. KIRBY BRYANT @MARYLKIRBYBRYANT
12 April, 06:41
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San Tarot:
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…..hmmm…..

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Late night reflecting – grateful for those who SEE and frustration over those who don’t/won/t

 

My daughter’s local yoga teacher – who cancelled classes after cv and opened them up a year later but only if the girls were outside – masked – and 6 feet apart (ya’ll know how well that went over with me – and what my decision was) – has sold out completely.  Lost herself in the agenda.  And obviously is NOT SEEING.

Just one year ago those classes, as they had been all along, were for girls only.  Yoga for Girls.  P E R I O D.

Today?  Yoga for girls and those who identify AS girls.

Tweens and teens.

Frigging little $(%*^&(* sell-out.

I want to be polite and accepting.  But being accepting is the same as allowing.  And this continues to be war – even during the show and tell phase.  And I refuse to accept evil’s obvious agenda in a way that allows for it to continue.  NOT HAPPENING.

The more time passes – even though I’m not really seeing anything new (brand new) – the more sensitive I am becoming OF all of “their” perversions.  It’s almost as though I am literally becoming more unplugged and sensitive at the same time.  It’s almost as though this is being done to make my transition outta their frequency of fooking yug as easy as possible.  If so – it’s working.  lol

But for now – UGH!

The hair colors.  Can they become more hideous?  I am not seeing pink.  I am not seeing green.  I am seeing putrid pink and putrid green.  I KNOW how “they” smell – I used to smell “them” as a child (after I stopped seeing “them”).  And these hair colors now have the same. feel/energy.  They’ve changed.  As someone who used to dye her hair red on occasion – who grew up as well in the 80’s and saw all sorts of colors – what we have today is a whole new array of colors that don’t belong on any pure color palette.  Intentional filth.  I see it all over the place now.  I have to look away.

Then there are those who step in – people I don’t even know – people who have never commented on anything I share in public forums – but who step in when I am expressing my frustration or pointing out, you know, obvious E V I L – and who claim not to judge.  “I don’t judge.”  I allow for it all.  blah blah blah  Or feign confusion as to why it’s so rough now.  “My life is beautiful why isn’t yours?”

Come here sweetie pies and dudes – I got some glasses to toss onto your face.

I feel like John Nada now.  Beaten up.  So f’ing weary of being criticized for speaking the dang beautiful necessary TRUTH and SO DONE feeling like I have to explain myself to ANYONE for what is so OBVIOUS now.  That rock too many are still living under need it removed and smacked with it.  Yes, that’s how I feel at times – esp. when I read this is happening for those rock dwellers while my kid has to deal with yoga teachers who allow for boys to enter into the girls only class and drag queen storytimes that continue and homeless junkies peeing on the sidewalk.  (and NO of course we don’t expose her to any of this – just that all of that filth blocks us from going where we would otherwise go and doing what we would otherwise do)

And I also feel even more gratitude for those of you who SEE.  I don’t share this much – but when I communicate/tune in to the Universe – to Love – to what is Eternal – I give thanks to all of you brave souls who followed the nudge to look and question and SEE.

It’s hard now ain’t it?  Really really hard.  But we have each other – even if at a distance – but I am grateful for that connection and support.

Love,

V.

 

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4.11.23 ~ Finds and a check-in………….Something’s happening…………

 

 

How are you all doing?

Slept deep last night.  Before going to sleep – body felt like it was buzzing again.  Or was that the night before?  Yeah, I think it was the night before.  Highly agitated deep within – voice within – wanting to bust out of here so badly now – getting challenging to soothe – which may also be behind the upset tummy been dealing with off and on the past few days.

Distractions distractions distractions.  Where are they now?  Tried watching Little House last night – I couldn’t do it.  Felt so fake.  I could even feel “their” energy.  In fact watching ANYTHING now – I feel “it”.  It’s a feeeeeeeeeeeeeeling.  An energy.  And oh my gawd – the hair color people are putting onto their hair.  One word:  putrid.  I have to look away.  Again – it’s an energy – a frequency.  “Theirs”.

So I focus on the spring flowers and the beautiful little birds who visit our yard.  And I watch the sun as it sets as I prepare meals.  And pray with all I got that this switch/end/moment busts into our experience and transforms us all back to PURE DIVINE.  N O W (is always a good time).

Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to share, donate, subscribe, leave a comment (even if it’s a repea ted phrase or “same” lol).

Love,

V.

******

 

This is the “something’s happening”.  10pm EST we have over 170 military up here in the states.

 

 

“cloud”………….looks like that pock-marked object we’ve been seeing for the last several years………….remember i captured it (w/o knowing at the time) during the solar eclipse in august 2017?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my mate feeeeeeeeeeeeels something about this date…..has for awhile now……….

 

 

 

i giggled at this one…………

SHOWDOWN: Alvin Bragg Sues Jim Jordan to Block Congress From ‘Interfering’ in His Trump Case – Jim Jordan Responds

 

 

BREAKING: LEAKED US DEFENSE DOCUMENTS SHOWS WESTERN FORCES ON THE GROUND IN UKRAINE! …And Countries ARE NAMED in Leaked Document!

 

 

RFK……….which recently i wondered is John playing another role……….or getting the “Kennedy” name back into the minds of the masses………..

Roger Stone Identifies a Vice President that President Trump Might Consider – This Will Surprise You

 

 

anyone seen her?  where’d she go?

Feinstein’s Prolonged Absence From Senate Holding Up Biden Judicial Confirmations

 

 

 

Schumann’s back online after over 36 hours “in the black”………..Or timeline stuff jumping………..Dunno………

 

Just realized:  Starlink and new “twitter” (X CORP) – both have same symbol of X.  Hmmm…..Moving on……….

 

 

Yeppers – some of the stores here still jacking up those prices…………I get my meat from the small local store because it is healthier AND CHEAPER than the big box stores factory farmed garbage.  Still – $7/lb for ground hamburger is INSANE.  Those of us at the bottom of the income chart need some frigging HELP just to eat now.  sigh…………….deep deep breathing……….as we are told don’t focus on money just detach from this place while we’re still here having to rely ON the very systems in which we want to end to eat and survive………….i pause – and reflect – no way to really be at Authentic REAL Peace until we’re outta prison.  Period.

https://www.zerohedge.com/personal-finance/online-grocery-prices-103-percent-march-inflation-continues-bite

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/intel-leaks-confirm-sabotage-attacks-belarus-russia-were-backed-directly-kiev

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/weather/dramatic-footage-shows-massive-russian-volcano-spewing-ash-12-miles-high

 

 

SAN TAROT………..Fire cards – “I TOLD YOU SO”…….intensity bordering on anger….i think this may be a collective……

Leo – Look at me now!

 

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Yeah, so it’s 4.10 – or is it 10/4 (good buddy)………

 

 

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mama by day.  exposer of truth by night.  like underdog……….and mighty mouse.  ready to retire.  

 

like i was feeling last year –  10.4 good buddy – kept hearing it.  began hearing it again in the mind a few days ago.  then my mate mentioned it today and apparently it’s a thing.  i haven’t seen what he shared yet – so your surprise will be mine.

funny tale to tell.  trying out the sewing machine – zig zagging some borders for doll clothes.  naturally my girl wanted me to do while she watched – which was ok as i have control issues and i wanted to relearn what i was taught when i was my girls age.  oh wow was i brought back in time about 40 years.  lol  i could still hear my mom telling me how i needed to learn to get a husband and how i screamed back maybe i WOULDN’T get married and IF i did he’d know how to sew and cook and clean as i planned on flying space cars or running a business.

i sometimes wonder how i made it through some of the cycles here – as i am – me being forced to wear long dress and corset and have babies.  i don’t think that ever worked out for me.  i once had a vision of me out on a field where i was taking off that dress and corset and stripped down to my under garments – not caring if i was risking arrest.

so today as i sat at the machine – grumbling because the fabric got stuck inside the bobbin case and then realized i had threaded the machine wrong (kinda missed a step) – girl singing playing with her dolls – i found myself saying “i would rather be flying vehicles throughout the cosmos than dealing with THIS nonsense OMG what is WRONG with my hands and this bobbin just came up out of the case and i don’t know how to reinsert it give me the @#*(*)&! dvd please and the player because now i have to teach myself how to do THAT now!”

girl still giggling – keeps giggling – i’m like “what’s so funny?” and she pretends to read to me from the manual she is holding:  “Mom it says in the manual here if you are a first time sewer from decades ago and couldn’t make an apron back then you are BANNED from ever sewing again!”

yeah – i laughed – hard.  lol  she has the best sense of humor.

here is what i’m seeing.  (btw – i got it put back together – correctly – and made the zig zag seams – like a boss.  putting it together though will come next and uh well my “C for effort” apron from 7th grade – uh…..i’m just hoping it looks like doll pants without causing others to frown – then try not to laugh.

yeah.

other than that, here’s where i and many of us are with all of this movie/show and tell.  even the frogs be done.

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love,

v.

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10.4……………..we know “they” don’t want it over so we got another WH actor JB doing this…………..

 

 

 

 

hmmm…..well i did say DARK TO LIGHT last night and this morning…….some part of me feeling this (coming in likely) – my tired mind and other pieces needing to SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE yeah not yet…………

 

 

schumann is still “off line”………..

 

 

 

 

israel:

Thousands of Israelis march to illegal West Bank outpost as tensions mount

 

 

did i tell you someone found it?  on a remote beach in hawaii………drinking a fruity drink……….over-heard telling a fellow virus “didn’t you hear?  i’m off duty.  they are pushing this thing called covid and told me to take a little vacation.”

 

 

tune in – yes…………..

 

i thought this was really interesting……..

 

 

 

17th………….maybe we really are finally hitting wrap drive………..keep it going………..faster faster faster…………

House Republicans Set Hearing on Manhattan DA Alvin Bragg’s ‘Pro-Crime’ Policies | NTD

The House Judiciary Committee announced on April 10 it will hold a field hearing in New York City on April 17 to discuss Manhattan District Attorney Alvin Bragg, just weeks after the unprecedented indictment and arraignment of former President Donald Trump in Bragg’s district. The hearing is titled ..

https://www.ntd.com/house-republicans-set-hearing-on-manhattan-da-alvin-braggs-pro-crime-policies_912394.html

 

 

 

10.4 – war with “invisible enemy” over?  T said over by easter timeline.  lines up with ENOU[G]H IS EN[O]UGH.  ?

https://nypost.com/2023/04/10/biden-signs-bill-ending-covid-national-emergency-with-month-to-spare/

 

 

California Suspends Meal Funding for Christian Preschool Over Stance on Gender, Sexuality

Thinking about the fact this is preschool.

https://resistthemainstream.com/california-suspends-meal-funding-for-christian-preschool-over-stance-on-gender-sexuality/?utm_source=gab

 

 

SHOCKING UPDATE: FBI Now Admits to 40 Undercover Agents Infiltrated the Crowds on Jan. 6 #Fedsurrection | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/04/shocking-update-fbi-now-admits-40-undercover-agents-infiltrated-the-crowds-on-jan-6-fedsurrection/

 

 

 

Kim Runner  @kimrunner
10 April, 08:49
VK on Twitter – 2:50pm Eastern…
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and more…………ya’ll tired yet of hearing “this isn’t for you this is for those still not awake”?  yeah – ME TOO!  and YRFT and others say most are gone – replaced by west replacement which begs the question who is this movie for – which i asked – and got told “for those not yet awake” even though i said if most are gone and most still here are those like us – WHY THE DAMN MOVIE?!  o m g………….anyway – like the 7’s – same formation as the day T was first inaugurated………….
Kat istheSea3  @KatistheSea3
10 April, 11:12

👇 ICYMI

@ qthestormrider777 [edited]
THERE WILL BE →NO↠NUCLEAR WAR!!!

Now we are COMING closer to World War
BUT!!
ONLY TRUMP CAN STOP THE WORLD WAR!

🿠You’re watching a movie 🎥
THIS NUCLEAR EVENT UNFOLDING WWar is not for you!
It’s for the sleeping sheep

This WAR (NCSWIC MIL. ALLIANCE OPS)
was the only way to bring down
the OBAMA.CIA.DARPA ROCKEFELLER etc.
World MONEY LAUNDERING OPS, EXPOSE THE BIOLABS
& END THE HUMAN/CHILD TRAFFICKING RING—IN UKRAINE…

U.S. MIL IS DENYING BIDEN INTO U.S. LARGEST MIL BASE
IN CHEYENNE Mt.
THAT CONTROL SPACE FORCE OPS & NUCLEAR COMMANDS…

TRUMP
KASH
PUTIN
XI (he wants to END CCP)
BIN SALMAN
are all letting you know MILITARY TRIBUNALS ARE ON THE WAY

TRUMP IS BRINGING BACK PUBLIC EXECUTION
(This is a huge WARNING âš ï¸ to [those] inside TREASONOUS ACTS)

Lots of SAFETY measures in place from a REAL NUCLEAR EVENT

It was always PLANNED that TRUMP would be a HUGE KEY ðŸ—ï¸
TO SAVE THE WORLD & Stop The Wars ðŸ¿

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we’re all here in that same space aren’t we?  totally absolutely feeling the same as i know many of you are too……………
Kathy Jean@Kat113
10 April, 04:55
I returned to the matrix today after being insulated for 3 months. Very little contact with people. No time clocks. Just going with my flow. I’m on overload right now physically, mentally, emotionally & spiritually. One day at a time I keep repeating. This world is hard…So many souls fighting this spiritual battle and many don’t even yet know that is what’s happening. 💔 I trust God to guide me as to what I’m supposed to do. I’d rather be a hermit with my cat….he gets me 😅🤣😂
30 is over…………..DONE in 30…………….so what we still waiting for????  why we still here???  anyone??!!
sercorimo …@sercorimo
10 April, 04:53
Saving Israel (Adesanya) for last!
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Anonymous ID: 3AGLrGdq No. 150414073 

>>150413820
My actual conclusion is probably what’s delayed me the most as it’s been mind blowing understanding our country now…. I totally get it.. Current conclusions? so Titanic -> Rothchild screws America by making our money worthless -> crash of 29 -> Tons new government which doesn’t fix the problem Rothchild created (but a war helps) -> cia -> everyone blackmailed with sex tapes -> media consumed cia -> Country forced hard left -> population to puppets -> Causes uprising by certain Patriots like Kennedy/Reagan/Trump and while they managed to kill Kennedy and outlast Reagan enough lessons were learned that we are now finally ready to clean house and become America again? First time in about a hundred years…. wow…
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An Easter Reflection

 

 

Not that I celebrate this day – but I had an experience this morning – all of us did.  Between the hours of 6-8am we all felt very peaceful (we were all in bed at the time) – that we only all spoke of hours later and realized we all had the same experience.  The collective around us were all engaged in easter church services and thus were putting out that “happy joyful he has risen” energy.

I thought about this.  What if instead – as I’ve said in recent weeks – we take that energy we put towards someone who is not here with us any longer (“Jesus”) – someone we cannot see – and instead put that energy into each other?  I don’t know – I feel that would be a far better use of our time/practice and energies.  Help out one another.  Or divide up that energy – you know – spend 5 minutes doing daily comms with God or Jesus or whatever – and then spend another 5 sending out that energy to Humanity.

The peaceful feeling was so powerful this morning – I absolutely know if we were to maintain that focus and send it out to one another – we could at least have a less challenging time energetically in this here and now.

Some reflecting to pass along.

Love,

V.

 

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4.8.23 ~ Reflecting…………..and some finds…………..

 

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that’s a convo i would start or join in on…………

Today I am REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY struggling when I see ANYTHING that is not full. throttle. T R U T H.  So when it’s either a lie or a puzzle piece of the whole – I. Just. Can’t. Do. It.

I slept last night – far better than I have in days – perhaps weeks.

But I feel even more tired.

Just want to go Home.

GO.  Just want to G O.

That’s all.

EVERYTHING else now – E V E R Y T H I N G – a distraction.

Every day – I get through it – until I can get into this Captain’s Chair here in front of the laptop and look for clues and signs that Home is upon me.

I know not everyone resonates with that.  I know some cannot fathom the idea of a new body or leaving this place.  They want to stay here and rebuild.  And I know I have really pushed joining in together – rebuilding the New here now with others.  But when I am absolutely honest with me, while I may have brief moments of energy to DO just that NOW…..  Where I am now?  Overall?  As in most moments now?  I don’t have that energy in me anymore.  At all.  Not. Even. Close.  

And I have tried.  I have resisted it.

And……Oh how I have tried to convince myself of something different than what I have felt and known for my entire experience this time around.  I want. to. go. Home.

And even IF New were to be rebuilt HERE – I will need a whole restored ME in order to do that.  Not gonna pretend anymore.  This spiritual war with the invisible enemy has taken a life long toll on me.  Big. Time.

I lament a lot about moving.  The idea of packing a box – see above.  SAME FEEEEEEEEEEEEEL.  It would have to be ez and at this point – done for me.  I am in need of serious hand holding and E Z.

I want EZ.

T L C.

If I want to travel – I want to teleport or fly in my own craft.  I have travel issues and I saw clearly today how it isn’t about WHERE.  I can BE anyplace new – talk with people – no problem.  But GETTING to that new when it involves being jammed inside some damn crowded tube or on a stinky bus or confined space inside a car for hours or days?

AIN’T HAPPENING.

Nope.

Just N O P E.

At least not sober.  lolol

I drove around today alone – just drove.  And drove.  And drove.

I’ve pretty much seen it all here.

So many people out.

I felt more lonely than ever.

Could not tune in or feeeeeeeeeeeeeeel anything real.

Sometimes I would grimace – even close my eyes – look away for there are just some things I absolutely cannot.  look.  at. anymore.

I made chocolate tonight.  Been awhile since I did that.  I LOVE my chocolate.  I don’t even mind prepping it.  But the clean up?  UGH!  I began doing that – but stopped and said “fuch it” and left the measuring cups and spoons and pot in the sink.

Another “cannot. do. anymore.”  (and completely out of character for me as well)

Energetically.

As I said – in all pure honesty – most of the time now – my days are moments I get through until I can plant myself here – alone – without having to be responsible for or tend to anyone else or anything else – so I can look for clues that “Yes Victoria, you really are returning to where You belong and here are more markers for that.  KEEP GOING.”

Crazy?

Perhaps.

But it’s MY crazy.

On the menu for tonight after my captain chair fun – Back to the Future movie with my girl.  We both had a nudge to watch it this week – which I didn’t know she had until earlier tonight when she mentioned it to me.  We have been playing cards a lot lately (just like that KABOOM dream I had uh when was that – was that this year or last fall?!  lol) anyway……tonight before dinner she wanted to play again so we did.  Lots of diamond cards drawn by us tonight – and that 10 of diamonds is coming up a lot now.

Those of you for whom are my choir in which I “preach” to – those of you who GET ITTHANK YOU from the depths of my Heart and Soul!

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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still on the outside of this place………….and this place is so toxic and poisoned now………we must get out and the ship. must. sink.

 

 

Fuching BRING IT ALREADY:

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Can we trust them?

Spirit & Truth @Cath2344
08 April, 01:39
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https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2023/04/breaking-texas-governor-greg-abbott-to-pardon-sgt-daniel-perry/
Saving to watch later:
Derek Johnson breaks down CIC Trump’s Maralago Speech on April 4, 2023

A lot of great Comms in this speech. This “indictment” isn’t what most of the world thinks it is… as anything else. Have fun with this Operation… You’re living through the most Biblical, Historica

https://rumble.com/v2ge3l2-derek-johnson-breaks-down-cic-trumps-maralago-speech-on-april-4-2023.html

 

 

 

Bob Enslow @cmbwsu
08 April, 08:53
Currently The ports of Los Angeles and Long Beach have been closed for a third day now due to widespread worker shortages apparently linked to ongoing contract talks shutting down and halting all cargo traffic at the massive shipping complex while disrupting the local economy and the global supply chain.

 

 

 

 

looks like the actor to me………

 

the other side of the awakening…………real people struggling………..

 

 

had the nuclear football the entire time – as he entered the timeline………which is why WWIII will never. be. on. the. returned. to. timeline………or whatever we are calling it now…………..

We’ve had the ball the entire time.
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ok so i am seeing calendar stuff resetting and talk about new monies and digital currency crap while i am over here with there with the rest of you’s saying GET US OUT AND AWAY FROM ALL OF THAT!!!!  O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  sorry just not really seeing anything in which i align.  seeing info about real estate – most of the money moving in that area is due to cash only buys (LAND GRABS) by those who have been f’ing w/the entire market LONG ENOUGH.  WHEN IS IT OUR TIME??!!!! TO DO AND BE AND LIVE WELL??!!!

 

They now have a DeLorean SuperCar………..

ok my feel on this car?  NO THANK YOU.  that is “their” lure to get us to stick around and enjoy a virtual AI experience.  I’ll pass.  Moving on…………..

Israel strikes Syria ‘in response to’ new rocket attacks: Israeli army  – Insider Paper

This is a breaking news story.. check back for updates

https://insiderpaper.com/israel-strikes-syria-in-response-to-new-rocket-attacks-israeli-army/

 

BTW – the Bird is back on twitter.  dog is gone.  no answer either……….

 

this one was sent to me by a fellow traveller.  i resisted watching at first – but decided to give it a go.  happy i did.  really resonating with the words on subconscious and trauma.  i needed the validation/explanation.  it explains, for me, my emotional processing i’ve been undergoing in recent months – and what i have seen in others with whom i am closest to.  interesting commentary on the carrington event.  makes sense.  this is more than just a war on our DNA – it’s been a war for our consciousness.  our very Souls.  subconscious mind that operates outside of “time” remembers everything – so with each lifetime we don’t get out – this leaves behind trauma – which explains the huge sense of abandonment and bitterness many of us are feeling – esp. now (as we are awakening more – which awakening is not just about seeing where we are – it is more than just gaining new knowledge – it’s a very deep deep process – like coming out of a coma in a way??).  interesting many of us are so focused on releasing our trauma – working with the vagus nerve – but the subconscious mind also needs to be included – methods that bypass the conscious mind.  anyway – got chills with this one.  interesting choice of flowers too – and how they are closed up then open up.  the when we don’t know – but the why – i see – saving as many higher minds as possible.  interesting she talks about the party at the end – minutes before i decided to watch this i was vacuuming – then suddenly stopped and paused and said I am NOT going to get old here – i REFUSE to age – i am a youngster who just wants to party.  i’ve also been tuning in more naturally to remember my experience prior to the war – who i know outside and who i don’t remember.  anyway – enjoy.

Wave and Flash Update 4-8-23

 

Schumann (which btw has not updated for about 6 hours)……….

this one captured at 3:51pm PST:

 

this one captured at 9:27pm PST:

 

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