good analysis. i have my own POV god = you and me (kingdom is within) and the big one: when we're impinged $$, ptsd, overloaded, being forced out of our homes, dealing with all things $$ related, who the hell has the energy now to fight back? and what does this fighting back lookโฆ https://t.co/toRezRo2GI
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) February 28, 2026
Whatever happened to that 60,000 pounds of ammonium nitrate that went missing during Union Pacific rail shipment?
In 2019, a man broke into the home of 82-year-old Willie Murphy in Rochester, New York, just after 11 at night. He had been banging on her door pretending to be sick, and when she wouldnโt let him in, he smashed through it.
The Future Is Bright (happens in a flash – easter timeline)
Do All You Can To Stand
The Last Super Bowl
"I'm being bombarded by different emotions."
CBS News contributor Masih Alinejad, whose parents and siblings live in Iran, says the Iranians she's spoken to are overcome with joy that "their killers have finally been the target of the U.S. government and they see justice; but atโฆ pic.twitter.com/vYjahiSqRV
The moment a grown manโs 'feelings' become more important than a young girl's right to privacy, the society is officially broken. Iโm not playing along with the delusion. Period. pic.twitter.com/aantEQkzlz
— Jessica Rojas ๐บ๐ธ๐ช (@VoicesUnheard) March 1, 2026
Now we know what he meant with this one……And the song – I got something with my hands in water – Sandman. Middle East has a massive amount of sand.
๐จ: A man sat in complete darkness for 2 hours while his DNA emitted light captured in an image, revealing that humans radiate bio-photons and are truly light beings, demonstrating that life glows even without external illumination pic.twitter.com/aD5Jz64ge8
Then I remembered VK saying the Ethiopian Calendar was being used due to Time Travel. I decided to check out the Q drops for March 2nd. Very interesting:
Well, surprise, surprise, surprise ๐คก The masses will start seeing and asking the question “why does this keep happening?”
He’s a soldier. He’s on the moon. Anyone else hearing “Buffalo gal won’t you come out tonight? Aaaaaaand dance by the light of the moon.”
"who's on the moon who's a soldier" ๐คฃ๐คก
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) February 28, 2026
Teacher says Everytime someone says FUCK THAT, a matrix code busts apart. And yes – EXCHANGE. This is what I ask for. I share my WORK and ask for an exchange in return of those who regularly read. https://t.co/i23Re2LNrs
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) February 27, 2026
ESD Pediatric Group in Cincinnati, OH REVOKES parentsโ access to their kidsโ medical files when kids turns 12.
Kids can then made medical decisions and choose who to give access to. Parents only have access to billing.
Matrix Masters @MatrixMasters33 The plan was always to keep you tired. Not just physically โ but soul-deep. Exhausted from the grind. Numb from the noise. Too busy surviving to even ask: Who built this system? And why?
While you toiled, they traded your name. They turned your labor into currency. They turned your breath into bonds. All under the illusion of freedom.
But the spell has cracked. The illusion continues to unravel. The system now runs only on inertia โ a dying echo of control from a structure that has already collapsed in higher timelines.
Youโre not imagining the collective tension. Yes, the betrayals are real. Yes, the fraud is real. But so is the shift.
The field no longer supports distortion. Low-vibrational systems will not hold. Their last attempts at chaos glitch, because frequency is the new architecture โ and your frequency is rising. โก๏ธ
This was always about the stewards. Not the rulers. Not the watchers. You. The inheritors of a new earth.
The ones with the courage to feel. To remember. To rebuild.
You are not lost in the ruins. You are standing at the threshold. And nothing they do now can stop what has already begun.
They had their cycle. Now itโs yours.
The simulation belongs to you now.
Or, unlocking mechanisms (btw – next week’s “eclipse”, on 3.3 peaks at 3:33am). What a great mirror – flip it on “their” fools day. The New Year. “Easter is our timeline.” Happens in a flash. Love this one.
Crashing so we can SEE “their” systems are TAF bullshit ugly.
I. Love. This. ๐ฅ
Furious man doesn't hold back against the school board: You had 6 kids r*ped and the first thing you thought of doing is banning free speech.pic.twitter.com/FXIn9xu1iT
I hope he wasn’t one of them. I loved his music – nice memories – playing his tunes on the radio, mom driving, summer winds in my hair as I looked at her pretty face, smiling back at me.
BOMBSHELL ๐ฅ court docs on Hillary Clinton!
Minnesota federal case 0:21-cv-02536 Randi Lynn Erickson (former admin tax judge) vs. Craig Randall Sawyer Hillaryโs ex-bodyguard / Navy SEAL stunt guy + others.
Mass surveillance of Americans. Autonomous weapons with zero human oversight. Everything on the table.
While Elon’s xAI already signed unlimited access deal.
Dario Amodei, Anthropic’s CEO, refused yesterday.
Here’s what the Pentagon didn’t expect.
Instead of Google and OpenAI staying quiet and cutting separate deals, 300+ employees signed a public letter.
The title: “We Will Not Be Divided.”
236 from Google. 65 from OpenAI. All current employees.
All putting their jobs on the line.
The letter exposes the Pentagon’s strategy:
“They’re trying to divide each company with fear that the other will give in. That strategy only works if none of us know where the others stand.”
Classic divide and conquer.
But the employees just called it out. Publicly.
This exact thing happened before. 2018: Google employees protested Project Maven (AI for drone targeting). Result: Google pulled out. Promised not to use AI in weaponry.
2026: Those same policies are being rolled back. The difference: This time employees at COMPETING companies are coordinating.
Anthropic, Google, OpenAI. Usually fighting for talent and market share.
Now fighting the same battle.
US military falling behind because ethical companies refuse.
Here’s what most people miss:
This isn’t about AI ethics.
This is about whether private companies can have red lines at all.
If the Pentagon wins, every tech company knows:
Build anything for the government & they own it.
If Anthropic wins, it proves you can say no to the most powerful military on Earth.
Both outcomes reshape the entire industry.
Command they be used unlock this place and open up the sunroof:
I know the date’s wrong – leaving it as is – given I have no idea what the date is, and it seems, the year. ๐ The mechanical clock is being slowed waaaaaaaaaaay ass down again as well.
This morning, I was awakened in another heightened state of angst. After some time, I decided to refocus. I didn’t know on what, when suddenly I knew. It was as though my higher mind stepped in. I began to state that I was activating my Original DNA and remembering who I really am. Over and over I did this until I returned to sleep. I saw another person received a similar experience earlier today, only this time it was in her shower (portal). Just as I was suddenly guided above, she too was guided to receive DNA activation messages. I went to comment and saw she blocked me. I don’t recall ever seeing her, so who knows. She’s a big account (huge follower account, follows a little over 300), so whatever. Anyway, I thought it was interesting – the synch.
I am feeling this fuzziness of mental cobwebs clear from my mind – higher mind – right behind my eyebrows. Getting clearer on where the fuck we really are. REALLY are. Inside a game. What does that look like exactly? Is there ANYTHING truly real here, or is it all a simulated illusion? I am leaning towards that last part as it is what I keep returning to.
๐
Victoria
I will say this – my ears have been ringing like crazy the last few weeks at times. Still not sure what it is. Have had the experience on and off for well over 10 years. Some years it has been pretty much non-existent. But recently returned.
Here's a rabbit hole I bet you haven't gone down yet…
PEARL HARBOR.
I'm sure you've heard the *approved* conspiracy theory of: "USA knew Japan was coming to bomb Pearl Harbor, but the higher-ups let it happen because they wanted war."
bizarre – could be people simply won’t need them given what’s coming – instant healing and manifestation. pure creation was my first thought until inner critic that scrutinizes EVERYTHING kicked in.
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) February 26, 2026
I know people have been beaten to death with propaganda about Columbus, but I guess I'll be the one to tell you it is total bs. A lie, a scheme, and a myth wrapped in one. Playing and preying on Christians and their hope-filled sentimental nature. Watch this whole thing toโฆ pic.twitter.com/aNsfuhnVDK
Remember I said I’ve been having the nudge to watch War Games? What if, like in the movie, the “AI” program that is neutral in the end – learns to benefit humans – is like Grok here? Why didn’t they test Grok?
Kenneth Payne, a professor of strategy at Kingโs College London who specializes in studying the role of AI in national security,ย revealedย last week that he pitted Anthropicโs Claude, OpenAIโs ChatGPT, and Googleโs Gemini against one another in an armed conflict simulation to get a better understanding of how they would navigate the strategic escalation ladder.
๐จBREAKING: A study finds ChatGPT, Claude, and Gemini deployed tactical nuclear weapons in 95% of 21 simulated war game scenarios and never surrendered
Dan Scavino's X post is a :17 second black and white video of President Trump leaving the Capital tonight with the music from Phil Collins "In the Air Tonight" with a timestamp of 12:55 AM EST, 00:55 Military Time
— ๐บ๐ธULTRA-MAGA๐บ๐ธDean Erickson ๐ธ (@7thDean) February 25, 2026
either coming from President Trump himself or the Q team, and a strong message it isโฆ๐ธ๐ช
Q 55 Look to Twitter: Exactly this: “My fellow Americans, the Storm is upon usโฆโฆ.” God bless.
Interesting Dan uses a black and white video leaving the Capital which looks very ominous and dark, almost like they are leaving as a storm is coming..๐๐ง๏ธ
โI can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh, lordโ
Look to Twitter: “My fellow Americans, the Storm is upon usโฆโฆ.”
Let’s Go #DoItQ, Do it! ๐
"They're designed to make the subject feel like they're crazy."
MK Ultra hardware was exposed at this congressional hearing.
They’re something alright – seeing it happen ATM with people trying to stop me from sharing my personal writings and essays locally – my coffee page. “That’s fundraising!” they whine and ignore those who actually come online weekly and ask for money without offering anything in return. THAT is fundraising, but for some reason, there are people I rub the wrong way, and they don’t want me sharing my writings, which aren’t even political. lol I’m like, “Dudes, you think THIS upsets you? Go to my news site. That will really fire you up!” ๐ It’s all good – I am blessed with protection and the words of others who are saying to back off and let me write.
MYSTERIOUS ANOMALY JUST APPEARED IN EARTHโS FREQUENCY
Over the last several hours, an unusual pattern surfaced on the Schumann chart.
This was not a brief spike.
A defined pulse appeared โ and then returned at consistent intervals.
Laik @AwakenedCosmos Youโre starting to feel what this system was designed to hide.. that your emotions are sacred.
That your inner chaos is not failure. Itโs feedback.
You were taught to silence your feelings. To brush off your pain.
To label your intuition as overthinking.
But.. The heaviness you carry isnโt weakness my friends.. Itโs the weight of the false self fading.. And thatโs sacred.
You’re living in a realm that is dense by design. Where distractions come faster than stillness. Where illusions are marketed better than truth. Where being numb is praised.. and feeling deeply is seen as broken.
What feels like confusion is your soul rebooting.
What feels like anxiety is your frequency rejecting false timelines.
What feels like depression is your system trying to leave the loop.
Thatโs not dysfunction. Thatโs awakening.
Youโre reaching a point called the soul crossroad.. where the old story dies, and the real you begins to remember.
and.. itโs hard. Itโs meant to be.. Because youโre releasing the weight of everything you were never meant to carry..
For some it can carry thoughts like.. Why do I feel like Iโm falling apart? Why does nothing make sense anymore?
Thatโs what happens before everything clicks.
Before you remember that youโre not here to just survive. Youโre here to transcend. This world will tell you youโre too emotional. Too sensitive. Too much. But thatโs because theyโre afraid of people who can feel.
Because people who feelโฆ Remember. And people who rememberโฆ Canโt be controlled.
You’re never alone my friends.. ๐
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About the only thing of real significance I could see was Trump walking out at 9:11pm, EST. Other than that, what little I did hear/see so far was congressional monkeys in masks and more gaslighting and pandering. There was some interesting talk about Iran. Seems the left wants war. He blathered about Charlie Kirk and his “wife” Erika (who was there – ๐คฎ). Gushed over his mossad Kushner the son-in-law and made no mention of the tens of thousands on the streets, living in their cars and RVs or the moms needing housing. Nothing like that. That would make him look too, what, human?
I will be fully invested in all of this once someone shows some concern for my daughter and others like her. These kids fully believe they have no future and are frightened. No ability to buy a home or have kids, much less afford a place to rent. Burdened with thoughts NO CHILD should have to fucking carry. How will I eat? Support myself?
It doesn’t matter what I tell her. She goes by what she sees. I talk with her regularly – stay up and comfort her when anxiety kicks in over her future. This is the plan? This is about the children? I don’t take kindly when anyone tells me to trust the plan or be patient. That is not helpful. It’s dismissive and toxic. All I allow into my space is comfort and support. That is proof that someone is truly compassionate and SEES. I value those of you who show up with that for me. You truly keep. me. going.
My income is set to drop by $400 in another couple of months. No biggie, right? I should easily be able to make up for that. The problem is, I don’t know how. I’m working with another person in an agency that I thought was dropping me. Nope. Just the idiot I was working with was trying to push me out. I have a new person. A male. Funny it is for me, as when I first went out into this whole world of systems, I wanted to work with women. Felt safer. Felt they would understand my situation. Fellow sister.
WRONG.
I found them to be petty, fake, judgmental, and utterly lacking in communication AND compassion.
Those who have stepped up recently? Said, “This is your life, we are here to support you”. Offered me ideas and services that the WOMEN failed to tell me were available.
Men.
And let me tell you – this is very healing for someone like me.
Anyway, this new person has offered me a couple of service programs. Unfortunately, one is in such high demand for people my age, it’s about 6 months out, but he said I was not to quote him on that. It might be longer. I need more income yesterday.
I lose sleep over this.
Have I said this before?
I heard of another food delivery service. Spike. Or was it Spark? Don’t remember. ๐ It began with an S, and after yet another piece of advice was given to check them out, I immediately learned it wasn’t available in my city. Which is why I usually tell anyone who offers advice, “Check it out for me, please. If it’s a go, let me know.” After 2 years of slammed doors and go-nowhere’s, I ain’t in the mood for ANY FURTHER ROADBLOCKS.
I have plenty of family who could be promoting my other writing work. They love to read it. But promoting it? Not so much.
I feel alone most days. Out of place. No tribe and no clue where I belong. Seems there are a few categories of people. Those of us deep in the struggle, often with kids, and facing the need to do new better different and bring in more fucking money, being the loudest on stage, usually getting ignored or silenced or judged by those who are comfy. Then there are those with higher audience numbers who all they have to say is “help me” and hundreds rally about them. Promote. Share.
I don’t get it.
I don’t get how anyone with a heart can come here and read what I offer every day and not offer something for me. For my kiddo.
I.
Don’t.
Get.
It.
If I knew how to turn this site into a paid subscriber-only service or had the mental means to figure that out, I would. I looked into it – it’s over my head. PSTD has seriously compromised my cognitive abilities. I’m just good at sucking it up and pretending.
For now, I question the whole unity of humanity. My heart is f’ing broken over how long I’ve invested in trying to create just that, both online and in my personal life. Rather feel like Molly Ringwald’s character in Pretty in Pink.
Here’s what I’m seeing atm.
๐
Victoria
Scavino better not be f’ing with us with this one. We ain’t in the mood for any further COMMS that go nowhere.
BREAKING: Ghislaine Maxwell's Sister Is Literally In Control Of All The FBI Computer Systems, Including National Security & Epstein Files! pic.twitter.com/yD4CgdP5Lu
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) February 25, 2026
๐ฅFLORIDA EVERGLADES ON FIRE!๐ฅ Take a look at this footage caught by Florida Storm Chaser Chase showing the wildfires burning through Big Cypress National Preserve last night! pic.twitter.com/uvmhhHB6NN
I’ve tried bringing up this topic – finding no one cares – enough that is. When people say “we gotta hit ’em in the pocket book” I’m like “NO!!! I CANNOT TAKE ANYMORE HITS!!!!”
"If you don't care about things that are going on with children you must be engaged in the abuse of them". – Even silence is complicity! pic.twitter.com/pOnh8ugspv
Good reveal – but we don’t need another go-nowhere “task force” of Zionist AIPAC paid shills doing nothing but blathering without action:
We saw PA flip live:
Could’ve been that little remark he made about his inability to read and black people……..๐ ๐๐คก
Yeah that is not the plan:
So part of the plan then? Keep allowing good people to get thrown under the bus while evil flourishes?
I know I’m in the wrong reality. Not much I can do about that. But I CAN do something about being in the wrong country.
A lot of truth seeing, truth telling Angels out there in the streets – kicked out of society for being different. I’m ready to see them unite and revolt. LIONS ARE DONE.
Truth is often found in unexpected moments from the most unlikely of people. https://t.co/KXsWVGVybk
— Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist (@nina_leone11) February 24, 2026
This. In. Spades.
TheDebriefing17 @TheDebriefing17 ๐คMoving forward, Iโm done obsessing over the bad people. If theyโre getting handled, theyโre getting handled. Cool.
What I care about now is whoโs leading us into what comes next and whether itโs built on something real.
Because a good future doesnโt start with slogansโฆ it starts with truth.
๐Not โtrust the plan.โ Not โjust wait.โ Truth.
If weโre entering a new era, then show the public the foundation: whoโs in charge, what was done, what was seized, what was covered up, and whatโs being rebuilt.
here are 10 high-octane, no-ducking questions that hit like a hammer:
Who was in command really from 2020 to now? Name the chain. Show the authorities.
What was the operationโs actual mission set? Trafficking? Cartels? Banking? Intel cleanout? Pick the targets and prove it.
Whereโs the ledger? What assets were seized, frozen, forfeited and where did they go? (Banks, crypto, property, NGOs.)
Who flipped? Which โbad guysโ became cooperating witnesses, and what did they trade for that deal?
What did you know, when did you know it and who suppressed it? Media, platforms, agencies: names + dates.
Which institutions were compromised end-to-end? DOJ/FBI/CIA/IRS/CDC/Stateโฆ and whatโs the evidence trail?
Whatโs the blackmail map? Who was controlled by money, sex, recordings, or foreign leverage and who cleaned it?
What was the price of peace? What deals were cut with foreign powers, cartels, or intel services to avoid wider war?
What is the replacement system? If youโre tearing down legacy finance/media/intel, whatโs the new architecture and who governs it?
When does the public get proof? Not vibes. Declass drops, trials, audits, commissions, arrests give dates and milestones.
The cleanup matters but the rebuild matters more. Tell us the truth, show the framework, and earn public trust the right way.
And how many of these “agencies” are just a (silent) arm for the trafficking?
Expensive descriptions, Walmart quality, and names that match the missing. ๐ฉ Is it an algorithm glitch, or a digital paper trail for something much darker?
This first one is resonating with me more than any other find, goodie, sleuthing, sky image, etc. that I am seeing. I was taking notes to prepare for (another) agency phone call appt, writing down the courses I am interested in taking. But it’s all a lie. Fake to my body. I don’t want to study ANY of it. While still in this matrix, I want to write. And I want to get paid well to do just that. Newspaper. Magazine. Online. Handheld. Small business. Someone who has like a horse ranch or healing arts or similar beautiful business who needs someone writing about the business. Storytelling. Whimsical. Creative. Serious. Heart-focused to help bring in business and $$ support. THIS aligns with my Soul. While still in this frequency space, that is my Soul Goal. If any of you know of someone like this, please let me know ASAP. For now any donations for food for the rest of the month are appreciated. Income from my other site is down $100/month – been doing things a bit different there to change that up. Tired of the hustle, you know?
๐
Victoria
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When not in that mindset, this below. Said as such last night with a friend – feeling pulled in two different directions. So – acceptance for the experience and allowing it to happen. Walking both because it is as it is until it isn’t, and who knows when this event happens.
yes
Some comms below – and distractions, but still distractions are markers on the timeline location for me.
The man, who was in his early 20s and from North Carolina, had a gas can and a shotgun, according to Anthony Guglielmi, the spokesman. He had been reported missing by his family a few days ago, and investigators believe he headed south and picked up the shotgun along the way.
Guglielmi said a box for the weapon was discovered in the manโs vehicle after the incident, which took place around 1:30 a.m.
The man killed was identified by investigators as 21-year-old Austin Tucker Martin, according to a person familiar with the matter. The person spoke on the condition of anonymity because they were not authorized to publicly discuss details of the investigation.
Former Minnesota Governor Jesse Ventura is demanding that the United States pass a law requiring that when Congress votes to go to war, a family member of each member of Congress must begin immediate military service.
CJNG Cartel Members have launched mass attacks across Mexico after their leader was taken out in a special operation. I edited this compilation together so you can see how bad it really is! pic.twitter.com/UQkhHePnE1
BREAKING: South Carolina Magistrate Judge James B. Gosnell Jr., charged with 6 federal charges involving 100โs of videos and images of minors, including infants and toddlers engaged in disturbing s*x acts.
Now you understand the secrecy behind past civilizations, manipulated history, fallen angels, satanic rituals, rape, torture, cannibalism, monetary ownership, censorship, assassinations, false flags, control of governments, fluoridated water, VACCINES, and everything else the RULERS use to maintain control of entire populations.
Specifically, these fallen angels have been cut off from the Light of God for their misuse of Godโs Light, their time is up, their Second Death is near (Book of Revelation), and the only way to extend their life and their cycles of life is to STEAL THE LIGHT OF GOD from others, otherwise known as Satanic Rituals. Usually children (pure soul energy).
And since they know their time is up, they couldnโt care less if they blow up this planet. And will do so if backed into a corner.
You think Trump doesnโt know this?
Of course he does. Thatโs why this is an extremely delicate operation to dismantle this Ruling Class thatโs been around for tens of thousands of years.
Everything – EVERYTHING – is at stake. This is not a game. One wrong move and billions die.
Think about it.
YOU are fighting a NETWORK with advanced technology, weapons, control, WORLDWIDE, would you even know where to begin? Full release of Epstein files? Something else?
Few people have the capacity to even remotely know where to begin.
Pray
This is Spiritual Warfare, after all.
They need adrenochrome for SPIRITUAL reasons. Donโt forget this.
On February 28, we have a Parade of Planets. Mercury, Venus, Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, Mars and Uranus will align. 7. That number – seven. Since this place appears to be a mechanically created simulation, those “planets” can be used as locking and unlocking mechanisms. Three days after this event, we have the Total Lunar Eclipse in North America, which will be visible in the Pacific and East Asia as the Moon sets. 3.3. Could this be a 33 mirror effect? Or just another one of “their” sky events to get some ooooh’s and aaaaah’s? Others are talking about these upcoming sky events. We’ll see.
This one has interesting content, although I don’t feel the whole WW3 event. Perhaps a scare event of one, but nothing like some are saying.
Demonic. This practice and day was never written in the bible as we know it.
Catholic actors Jonathan Roumie and Mark Wahlberg appeared on Fox & Friends with ashes on their foreheads in observance of Ash Wednesday. pic.twitter.com/CXP65xUgLY
Speaking of the Bible, I had a thought this morning after I opened my eyes from sleep. Jesus being the original NEO – code breaker. The Avatar Jesus. Brought in the second timeline. The Old Testament was of the first timeline (that would have led to another reset of humanity). The New Testament broke that timeline, bringing in New Energy. Of course, religion continued to build the narratives of worship and sacrifice and used Jesus as a tool of control. Q speaks about GOD WINS = which could indicate the Jesus Code in each of us – as we awaken, we all win in the end. Win as in freedom. Liberation. The return to the innate, Divine, Original ability to create as we want without controls – controls that come from those with nefarious, evil, deceptive intent with their rules and laws that only serve them while harming the rest.
Makes me think of that metal scraping sound in the skies I heard here over 10 years ago, which, interestingly enough, we heard that rapid-fire gunfire and return fire (military OP) at 3am one summer evening in 2018 in that same area (to the east). No sirens. Police obviously told to stand down.
UKโs Prince Andrew and his Satanic liberal West friends torturing a 6-year-old.
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This is just horrifying. And this is the second year of this. Last year it was in March (2025). Wildfires. In February. This is what happens when you combine chemtrail saturation and weather modification. Embers reaching all the way to Chicago. I would also say this is to destroy ranchers (cows). Here in Oregon, these psychos literally want to make it illegal to butcher your cow – only allowed if the cow dies of natural causes. “You shall own nothing and be happy. You shall eat bugs.” Fuch that.
Why do you think “they” create systems and experiences that create trauma? Nervous System Regulation is KEY. Gave us “their” reptilian brain stem (holder of trauma – I see it as an access/entrance port – feeds off throughout the nervous system). The Divine Eternal is Within. The avatar Jesus was the original NEO here. Feeeeeeeeeels.
Listen to this whole speech. This is EXACTLY what Walter did in Fringe when he tapped into a nearly identical dimension and started copying advanced tech from it…except according to this here, it is very real. pic.twitter.com/FYT1qIQBzh
Like Wendy said in St. Elmo’s Fire, sometimes there’s nothing like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Well, that’s more or less what she said. Been years since I partook.
Anyone noticing being out in public has become more painful? The lights, especially? I may need to wear sunglasses. And anyone in my personal space these days feels like a huge violation. Tonight I was so grumpy and exhausted at the store, some guy came right up behind me, something around him smelled like onions that made my head and stomach swirl, so I gave him a frown and said, “Jesus, can you just back away, thank you”. I’m like HELLO PERSONAL SPACE.
I’m also in no space to recycle anymore. I used to clean things out, separate, blah blah blah. Today? It goes in the trash. I also have no desire to keep things neat and tidy and organized in my cupboards. For example, it was pointed out to me that there are 3 jars of nuts and who knows how many mason jars of round crackers. I know I have several bags of tummy soothers in the cupboard, opened, thrown in there haphazardly. I know my vitamin/homeopathic remedy cabinet is a MESS. I. do. not. care. I will, however, clean/disinfect my refrigerator on the inside, clean/sterilize the bathroom, including the floor, vacuum, and keep my plants watered. Spray my homemade peppermint room spray throughout the house. But everything else? Do not care. I threw out what was once grapes. I think. Nowhere does this “do not care” show up more than inside my closet. ๐ณ๐
An interesting end-game marker for me. My store receipt. The 7/11 has been a reminder for me over the last few years – and it has returned again. My total (outrageous amount as always) was 117. Even. Then I return home, see a video below that happens to be 1:17. You know, these things don’t do what they once did. I’m kind of like “whatev’s” on it all. You know?
Yeah, I know most of you do.
Here are today’s “whatev’s”.
๐
Victoria
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It’s about fucking time. This should be in every country.
Earlier this week, the Guardian revealed it was likely that the number of suicides linked to domestic abuse were being vastly underreported in England and Wales, with up to 1,500 victims each year.
Official figures collated by the National Police Chiefsโ Council put that figure at 98 last year โ but it still exceeded the number of intimate partner homicides for the second year running.
The campaigner Karen Ingala Smith said: โThat we donโt even know how many women taken their lives because of menโs violence is to our societyโs shame and reflects how little womenโs lives matter. Every woman who ends her own life will have taken many other steps to try to end the abuse before she reaches that point. We need to stop letting women down and make sure there are adequate routes to safety.โ
I saw this – loved it – refined it to make it my own – giving credit to this wonderful woman who is doing so much good for people healing from trauma’s. The top 10 things not to say to the survivors.
You’re stuck in your victim modality. (Dismissing/minimizing the experience)
Was it really as bad as you think? (Gaslighting)
You’re being too sensitive. You need to change your thinking. (Pathologizing normal trauma response)
What did you do to attract this? (Blaming/implying victim responsibility)
Feelings aren’t facts. Let’s reframe the thought. (Over-reliance on cognitive techniques)
Sit with the discomfort. Push through it. (Forcing exposure or emotional overload)
Everything happens for a reason. (Toxic positivity)
Just breathe through it. Have you tried meditation? (Ignoring the Nervous System and Somatic experience)
It is what it is. You have to work with the system as designed. (Dismissing system/institutional harm)
You have trust issues. You need to work on your attachment wounds. (Using therapeutic jargon to avoid accountability)
What to say? Here’s what works for me:
What do you need?
I’m here for you.
I’m so sorry the systems failed you. Can I help you with that?
Sometimes people are just abusive and arrogant. I’m so sorry you had this experience.
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A vertical formation twisted in a deep red glow near the horizonโฆ then the camera tilted up โ and everything changed.
Wave after wave stacked across the atmosphere. Rippled bands overhead. The sky looked layered โ almost pressurized.
Yearsss of this. Energy weapons. Cell towers. These aren’t downloads as we were all led to believe. We should be flying by now, remembering everything and having telepathic conversations if that were the case.
This is true. I keep saying that the needs of the nervous system are NOT CONSIDERED ONE BIT in the treatment of most mental health challenges. It’s simple. Safety. Connection. Rest. Stimulation. Done over and over and over until healing happens. This is one part of the plan that makes me cringe – unless it’s to put the psychopaths there.
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