The Finds. ENTHEOS drops tonight.

Currently in a relationship with myself. It’s complicated.

Feels feels feels feels and MORE feels:

I tried watching The Office. Just once. One of the most painful mental television experiences of my life.

Without this, there is no hope. Been at this for decades, leading up to this, and as Jake Ryan says in 16 Candles, it would be a “real drag” if all of these happenings and synchronicities turned out to be nothing.

Eh, good start. They have tech that can get us anywhere in under 20 minutes.

and who continue to pass out this poison:

Every. single. day.

HERO

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CERN SHUTS DOWN. Now We’re Slippin’ Into The Twilight Zone: A song synch. Sun’s firing up. TRUMP giving us the DEBT-FREE COMM? 6.29.26

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalmost done with June. The time r e a l l y slowed down a couple of weeks ago as I’ve said. Now I feel a wee bit of relief as though I am going to leap forward into a better space. Anyone else?

As of 1am PST today, CERN is officially shut down. Some of us have wondered – does this mean things like the cornucopia and the monopoly dude’s monocle return? Will the books now say BerenstEin Bears? Will this be what ends the looping program?

Who knows.

But I did reflect on the looping program today, especially after having this strong nudge to read the lyrics to The Twilight Zone (Golden Earring). I always loved that song but didn’t know why. It felt “otherworldly” to me. It invoked a sense that there was a totally different reality out there happening, parallel to us, and that just perhaps I belonged there (because I sure as F did not belong in this place).

So I looked up the lyrics. I am the one who unintentionally butchers lyrics, partly because I simply struggle to process a lot of words coming into my brain at once but also because my mind is so focused on each note, often playing the actual note with my hands on an invisible keyboard, each beat of the drum, each guitar riff, etc. Makes just the art of LISTENING challenging.

Still, that song was cool. These lyrics stood out for me the most:

Help! I’m stepping into The Twilight Zone
Place is a madhouse, feels like being cloned
My beacon’s been moved under moon and star
Where am I to go now that I’ve gone too far?

Feels like being cloned. I never realized that until today (or if I did and already did a decode on this, I’ve since forgotten). Then the line about his beacon, which for me represents his Light, has been moved under moon and star.

Now what have we read about that moon object and the stars?

The moon being the place where Souls are captured.

The stars some say are the energies of Souls who have left their bodies here.

We know we’re in a closed-loop (ing) system here.

What if each time our Light is captured as we leave the physical body, we are inserted into another body, cloned, and the remaining portion of our Light is tossed up onto the top of the dome where it sits there – reminding us of their twisted little game here. Q did say the further down the rabbit hole we go, the more bizarre it will become. And that theory is the epitome of bizarre.

Who knows. It was just one of those things that came flowing in quickly, all in a flash in my third eye mind, making me do my “whoaaaaaaaaa” while feeling a bit wobbly.

It’s also possible – if this is true- it isn’t something done to every one of us.

One final line from the tune: I’m falling down a spiral, destination unknown

Yeah, sounds just like what happens when your Soul leaves, gets trapped, tossed down into the pit for another round, not really knowing where you will end up. Although I have a hunch, based on that one experience of being returned to my moment of birth, that at least this time around, I made the choice of location and parents. In fact, I just got something else as I took a break to wash some dishes. Thinking back to the movie I just finished watching: Independence Day – which came out originally on July 3, 1996 (there is that end-year number I keep getting with movies wanting to watch this year – most of them have ended with a “6”). In the scene where President Whitmore is suddenly able to receive communications from the alien. A download occurs, leaving him suddenly overwhelmed and dizzy – which is very close to what happens to me when I get similar information. What if I am not receiving it from my higher self? What if I am receiving that from the enemy (now and then that is)? I’m not bragging – but now and then I have been able to “think” like them. Understand “ok what would I do if I were going to enslave a race of beings?” It does come in handy now and then – keeps you a bit more capable of seeing their horrors while understanding this game.

Or remembering.

Who knows. I continue to question everything until I know for sure, including the plan, which really seems to trigger some people – those who are simply passive audience members, giving their energy to the people on stage while not really concerning themselves with the rest of the audience members, and God forbid I question the plan. 😂

That is just who I am.

Oh, before I forget, I had one of those Q cards made for me. Here it is. I think it’s quite perfect. Maternal energy. A mama and her child, busting through the illusions to create a better world for her child. Beach scene. Busted chains. He really did capture me. 🙏

Also had the nudge to do a Gematria on INDEPENDENCE DAY

Departures

Shooting Star

Third Dimensional Plane

Seven Eleven

One One Four

Great Scott

We don’t have a mental health crisis. We have a “I CANNOT TAKE THIS TOXIC BULLSHIT” situation.

Wrote this earlier today:

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We don’t have a mental health crisis.

We have a failure to see and a failure to acknowledge crisis.

People like me know that this world is toxic as f***. I felt this since I was a little girl.

People like me who speak out against The Matrix get labeled.
Doctors label us.
Mind rapists AKA therapist label us. The church labels us.
The school’s label us.
Government. etc
All of those doing the labeling are the puppets for what is evil and that evil is what is unhealthy and toxic because it intentionally fails to meet the basic biological and spiritual needs of the human being.

What we have here is toxic program that labels emotions as being the problem.

Emotions that we are told to control.

We are gas lit with advice such as breathe deep or pray or just let that go or hold a different thought.

No my friends those of you who see and feel the Matrix for what it is, the only problem you are is for the Matrix itself.
For what is toxic is that Matrix and all of the puppets who continue to support it.

If you aren’t angry and if you aren’t showing those emotions you’re part of the problem.

Speak louder.
Heal louder.
Because the only thing that happens in silence are two things:
one being evil and
two the wisdom that is found in moments of our own silence.

And that wisdom calls on us to speak as loud as we need to and as long as we need to until people remember just who the f*** they are.

Just like we did.

Sentencing Commission Nominations:

Still have a watchful eye considering FIFA opening was full of satanic b.s. and the World’s State Fair in DC is waving an Israeli flag next to the American Flag on the Capitol Grounds.

Israeli Flag Next to American Flag Sparks Outrage in The Great American State Fair in Washington DC: ‘It’s Like a Parent Company’

The incident occurred at David’s Tent in Washington, DC, right alongside the Great American State Fair. X user Stephanie Mencimer was among the first to notice and post about the Jewish mini-church near the National Mall, and her tweet, along with the caption, “I guess no one at the Great American Fair wants to listen to the Jesus music on the Mall,” has invited discussions online regarding the US and Israel.

In the video, you can see that the tent church was more or less empty, though that didn’t stop the singer from carrying on with the “Yahweh” anthem. Still, what caught the attention of many viewers was how the US flag was right beside the Israel flag. The clip has gained millions of views across multiple social media platforms, with some of the most viral comments asking, “Why is there an Israeli flag hanging in the back?”

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6.28.26 ~ Finds, etc.

Today is a potpourri of finds. Not seeing much in the way of connect-the-dots. Also simply feeling – quiet. Caring very little about “the plan” and much more about survival, healing, thriving and helping one another.

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Victoria

All roads lead to is ra el. Interesting how he took worldwide wars and added in 9/11.

https://wpde.com/news/nation-world/at-least-four-dead-severe-flooding-across-western-southern-central-kentucky-madison-jackson-county-deaths-floods-rain-heavy-rains-extreme-weather-wx-natural-disasters-ky-governor-andy-beshear-state-emergency-fema

KP is expected to go to a 5 tomorrow. June 29th. Full Moon. Day CERN is to “shut down”.

Well that’s convenient:

This is good to know as I have continued to buy this brand:

Real footage according to GROK. Allegedly spotlights or lasers or drone activity. Lions and tigers and bears, oh my!

Where does it go? Redistribution? Ongoing draining to lighten up the load on the ship?

A bit sensationalistic (RT) – but there has been flooding and heavy rains that began before the earthquake.

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Did something shift? Antarctica. John Kennedy Jr. CERN. Puzzle Piecing during this “experience of the 2 timelines”. The Nervous System and Our Awakening.

Some of that horrid energy I was feeling has shifted. Left. I woke up shaking all over, centered myself, let it all go, returned to sleep, woke again, and felt this inner calm that I am not used to feeling. Did I experience both timelines?

What if that “machine” is in Antarctica? And what if that “machine” is being dismantled, rendered inoperable?

TRANSLATION: A major explosion has occurred at Heard Big Ben Volcano, near Antarctica.

The explosion has generated a column of ash 10 km high.

An alert has been issued for aircraft transiting that area.

A quick decode on the name: ANTARCTICA.

ANT = ant-like beings

ARC = ship

TIC = parasite

Antarctica = A ship (underneath) controlled by ant-like parasitic entities.

A Convo:

Isaac on John:

CERN. Remember it “shuts down” in 3 days, June 29th. You know, I had this thought – what if this kid is Tesla returned? CERN is in the hands of GOOD.

WEATHER:

Timing for 4th of July event in DC. We want this war OVER. Idaho and MT are to get snow this weekend. Thunderstorms and rain in the NW. Ryan Hall Ya’ll:


This Next Heat Wave Is VERY Different…

Doing some intuitive speak on the nervous system, the awakening and healing:

Victoria, Certified Pattern Recognition Specialist

@nina_leone11

A little bit dramatic.

However, there’s truth in that.

I would say this describes the Awakening experience.

When we wake up and see the truth of what we have been living, this creates a trauma response in the body.

And the nervous system is naturally designed to keep us safe from any sort of outside threat.

Waking up to see you have had an outside threat around you continuously makes you want to escape that threat.

A very natural response that requires us to be compassionate with ourselves when we are having that natural internal experience.

The question remains for me how we either one, exit The Matrix or two, change the reality itself?

Or perhaps it’s both.

Perhaps Awakening changes the reality so that we do exit away from this controlling experience.

One thing that does need to be brought into this entire conversation is the needs of the nervous system. I have learned so much about that part of us. I look at it as the wiring harness of these vessels.

It has four core needs.

Safety.

Healthy activation.

Rest.

And connection.

In order to stay healthy and fully operational, it needs all of its inherent needs met consistently.

Something happened to us collectively after covid. With all the constant fear propaganda coming from the criminals inside the media, we were programmed to fear one another.

Add in The Awakening that has been continuing along with the Matrix paid to lose system that has become impossible for the majority of us to sustain, and we are left with nervous systems in deep need of healing.

And that’s the part that no one talks about.

But I believe that that is my role at this time to educate people about that.

Because if we awaken without addressing the needs of our nervous system, we are only doing half the work.

We truly need to remember not only who we are but how to connect with one another again.

I wrote a book on healing the nervous system. If anyone is interested, it is available on Amazon Kindle at the following link. You’re Not Lazy. You’re Dysregulated!: Help With Healing Your Nervous System From Stress and Trauma: A Practical Guide eBook

I could listen to this over and over (I already have).

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6.24.26 ~ Tornadoes. Storms. Earthquakes. Miami Airport “restrictions” due to “unusual aerial phenomena”. Realm is ACTIVE today.

I’m wondering – since I had a sense about the 24th (today) – I’m wondering if this is the start of the 10 days we’ve talked about for years. That would put the end on July 4th. Just saying.

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🔴 LIVE – TORNADO RISK COVERAGE – STORM CHASERS LIVE

EARTHQUAKES:

Venezuela: (10 KM)

https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2026/06/24/world/venezuela-earthquake.html

CALIFORNIA (by FORT BRAGG – and little over an hour from BOHEMIAN GROVE): 13km

https://www.sfchronicle.com/california/article/earthquake-redwood-valley-california-21248599.php

JAPAN and RUSSIA (initial – 51 km):

Florida’s been shaking too:

Reminder: Happens in a Flash. Things get better “all of a sudden”. BURST OF LIGHT.

Remember there is a game tonight – and there is airspace “restriction” due to strange things flying above: Scotland vs. Brazil – he shared this 3 years ago.

“It ties into viral memes and jokes about the real Scotland vs. Brazil World Cup Group C match (June 24, 2026, at Hard Rock Stadium/Miami Stadium), amplified by a Brazilian psychic’s alien abduction prediction that went viral.

The match itself was real: Brazil won 3-0.”

Speaking of “strange things in the skies”, we are watching Close Encounters again on my laptop. We paused it around the mark where Ronnie is asking Roy to describe what he saw, using a variety of descriptions, including Little Debbie’s Snacks. Today, I get on my phone, go to a Google search as I typically do, and what is in the list of “popular” searches? Little Debbie’s Snacks. WTF? I thought as I pressed the search button to go to where I had intended to go, backed up, refreshed the page, thinking it would come up again – the search – with the Little Debbie’s Snacks in the results. Nope. Strange Times. Watch the skies. And the lights in your house.

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Victoria

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6.22.26 ~ QUANTUM. STORM. ACTIVATION RONALD MCDONALD. MAGA is really MEGA (Make EVERYTHING EVERYONE and EVERYWHERE Great Again).

The power of the F bomb. 😂

Just another day in the matrix.

More $$ b.s.

I headed out on a walk and went straight to a favorite spot. Sat on the bench and listened to some nice music from decades past. Eyes closed, body relaxing, some guy with an asshat for a dog walks by – the dog suddenly lunging at me, barking aggressively. You talk about a heart-pounding moment. I even said on instinct, “Jesus Fucking Christ, your dog scared me!” Fucking DONE with asshat matrix dogs attacking me like this. The guy apologized, scolded his dog – but the whole time that damn dog looked right at me – and I looked right back at it – saying, “I see you”. At least I was greeted to a real dog on the way home, happily rolling in the grass, flipping over, looking at me, shaking his tail, giving that dog smile.

I’m tired.

I’m tired of pushing myself.

I’m tired of trying new things. (I am STILL NOT hearing back from the person who is supposed to arrange for $$ payment for schooling.)

Am I the only one for whom you see/think/feel that NOTHING you do is working? And your only option now is to just park it in bed and stay there until something shows up your way that actually works for you and aligns with your needs? I feel like I’m losing my f’ing mind now! Oh well, at least I have no issue barking back now. lol

We get away from this b.s. when again? Not. soon. enough.

Here is what is on stage today.

So apparently there are only 3 days of schedule being shared by the White House. Nothing after Wednesday the 24th, nothing after the rally, which, for whatever in God’s green earth this may mean if anything at all, the 24th has stayed with me for a week or two.

P6

Chasing Trump’s New Air Force One

Significant date here:

Hard as hell now to trust anything that begins with “trust”.

Well, if I heard Mitch say it last night and Melania said it 17 years ago to the date, then we must be here now:

Don’t think so Nutnick:

The land beneath Washington, DC was once a Maryland plantation called Rome, owned by a man named Francis Pope.

https://justthenews.com/accountability/whistleblowers/biden-administration-buried-whistleblower-complaint-alleging-fauci

Helpful:

When your super power is making nasty trolls disappear:

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Doing Some Puzzle Piecing: NEW JERSEY. TIME TRAVEL. 9/11 and PEARL HARBOR. SAVING IS RA EL for LAST.

Everything will be ok.

I’ve shared this a few times over the years. On 9/11, one thing stood out to me: Brian Williams kept saying we were witnessing America’s “New Pearl Harbor”. A couple of weeks later there was a letter to the editor in my local paper. The writer guided us to look at a website called Project For A New American Century (PNAC) – which went silent in 2006. A think tank of heads of state and big business- conservative, mostly Republicans. The link in the letter brought up a paper where these folks were talking about the need for US Military presence in the Middle East, but to achieve that, they would need the American people behind it. The idea was to have another “Pearl Harbor”. Now take a look at what is being presented to us from the masterminds of 9/11:

I put this together earlier today:

Adding info to today’s tornadoes:

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Doing Some Digging on Sidley Austin – that Q post from way back. Asmongold Reads the entire report by Restore Britain of the biggest scandal in modern UK history

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Is this part of the 10:10 for the win comm?

The Iran Deal: No Surrender, No $300 Billion Gift, and We Can Still “Bomb the Hell Out of Iran”

Archaeologists Discover Mysteriously Marked Ancient Artifacts Under Notre Dame Cathedral in ‘Dig of the Century’

A 1,700-year-old Roman coin stamped with the face of Emperor Constantine has been found, as have fragments of medieval pottery with marks no one has yet interpreted.

Legit – but nothing unusual – unless perhaps it is.

MDW is an official U.S. Army command — It’s the U.S. Army Military District of Washington (MDW) / Joint Task Force-National Capital Region (JTF-NCR), a real major command headquartered at Fort Lesley J. McNair in D.C. It handles ceremonial support (honor guards, Old Guard, bands), defense of the capital region, and events at the White House, Arlington, etc.

I cannot imagine any parent letting their child sit by someone posing like that:

So many arrests going on now:

People are getting really creative with these flock cameras:

I didn’t know this.

My income will drop by $110 next month plus I have 2 additional expenses I don’t normally have on top of that. And….My kiddo still needs some summer clothes. My tummy clenches immediately when the topic of money goes through my mind. I’m just like:

Yeah, I don’t believe any talk of “cease fire” now:

Israel Commits to New Lebanon Cease-Fire, Ambassador Says, but Troops Will Remain

Over 250,000 Victimized White UK Girls… | FULL 2026 Inquiry Reading

This is a very powerful, difficult to listen to video. 😭

Asmongold Reads the entire report by Restore Britain of the biggest scandal in modern UK history

The UK covered this up for 70 years..

Interesting puzzle piecing – SIDLEY AUSTIN

What is Sidley Austin?

Who worked there? Anyone we know? Oh, yes:

Here is a link to list of more notables:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:People_associated_with_Sidley_Austin

Do they have ties with Israel and pro-Israel groups?

What do they do to employees if you don’t follow along with their pro-Israel policies?

For fun, I did a Gematria on SIDLEY AUSTIN:

Flip The Switch

Release the Kraken

Remember Remember

Beginning of the End

Perfect Storm

These conversations became too draining. I don’t engage. And that said – if this plan is to take up humanity – and the NPC’s seem to be the ones not seeing – WHY THE FUCH is it taking so long? Who is this plan really for?

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Storms. Comms. Trump signs Iran Deal in Versailles. Financial RESTITUTION. Personal Proof Time is Speeding Up. Finds. And a story.

The only thing I know that is grabbing our attention today is the unbelievable number of storms and tornadoes going on here in the central United States, including SIDEWAYS tornadoes. Ryan Hall Ya’ll (link below) has been live for 11 hours. It’s 10:17pm PST and he’s still reporting. You know it’s very intense when Ryan continues to say “this is unbelievable!”

LIVE – TORNADO OUTBREAK ONGOING – STORM CHASERS ON IT

https://www.nytimes.com/2026/06/17/weather/tornadoes-news-illinois-wisconsin-indiana.html

https://www.wcia.com/news/illinois-news/gallery-central-illinois-storm-photos-from-june-17-2026

THIS, friends. And a Sun Tzu moment – as Trump had said he may sign it on Friday. Instead, he signed on the 17th. There’s significance in this. I feel it.

Another Sun Tzu move:

Time is speeding up. I’m seeing it on my clocks now.

You know how I know time is speeding up?
I have a digital clock in my bedroom.
Over 10 years old.
It is not keeping up with the time on my Android phone.
Just earlier this year, there was a 3-minute difference.
Now there’s a SIX-minute difference.

PEDO arrests continue. It’s appalling how many of them there are.

https://www.spokesman.com/stories/2026/jun/17/upriver-fire-remained-steady-overnight-night-evacu

YES!

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Storytime. A woman. A walk. And a Dog named Boise. My latest piece:

“…As my mind was lost in memories of the past, I suddenly wished my daughter were there with me, reminding myself that in just a few short years she will be leaving the nest, so our times together are something I absolutely do my best to not take for granted. Suddenly wanting to snuggle something and having no one there, the Universe must have picked up on that mama need, for what did I see next, eyeing me from across the street, but a dog.

A terrier.

Older. Gray around his muzzle.

As he eyed me, I eyed him back. We considered one another, he seeming to think, “should I walk over and say hello?” and me, the same. Instead, we both slowly approached one another. I noticed his owner was out front.

“He’s friendly,” she said, smiling. I nodded, crouched down, and let the little guy walk over. Smell my hand. He looked up at me, hesitation in his eyes. “It’s okay,” I said, smiling. “I’m a dog person.” He let me stroke his head, his ears. He liked that. I asked the owner his name.

“Boise,” she said.

“Boise,” I said to my new friend. “Just like the city. That’s a nice name.” There’s something that happens when we greet one another by name. It adds a personal touch, another layer that says, “this person is safe.”…

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Earthquakes. Floods. 911 OUTAGE. EBS COMM. Planes Down – align with a Q post? Invasion of the MORMON CRICKETS (yeah not joking). In today’s DUH file: Congress launders tax $$ to friends, etc. Health Tips. Keepin’ It Real. 6.15.26

I was recently asked why I do this work here.

Because I have faith.

And because I have hope that my words will reach enough people to awaken more people.

And because I have hope that my words and work will generate more income as I wait – yet again – for funding to focus on a new direction.

And because when I started this site 10 years ago – next month – I felt I was serving a lifelong purpose.

And let’s be f’ing honest here – I stop? That income goes away. And I cannot afford to lose one dollar at this point.

So I do what I do.

Until I am called in a new direction.

I just never thought I would become this exhausted and worn down. I used to be able to do more. Handle more. Help more. Today? I’m the one needing a fucking rescue.

💖

Victoria

This is toxic think. Simplistic. Does nothing to truly shift life or provide real healing.

I grew up watching Mr. Rogers. My dad could not stand him – thought he was gay – too feminine. I, however, loved Mr. Rogers. I saw a man who could be a man and be gentle, kind, soft-spoken – behaviors that were lacking in my own father (who still misspells my name to this day). He was on from 5-5:30 pm – a safe time for me before my father arrived home. Usually the show was over by the time he arrived from work, but now and then he would be early, and I would hear him comment to my mom. Today I see he was deeply insecure, as he could sense my attachment to this gentle man on television.

I still don’t understand why some MAGA call out people who make money off of the movement, but turn a blind eye to b.s. like this:

Many planes down. Q predict this?

Something in their drinking water? When we call out Israel, it is never the people – it’s the parasites inside the government.

EBS Comm. Another one.

Mechanic calling it out:

I feel like Charlton Heston when he was up on stage at the 2A rally, holding his gun, loudly affirming: “from my cold dead hands” – only we are holding up steak.

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At least this happened:

And we KNOW “their” sporting events are involved in trafficking:

In today’s DUH file:

Will “they” ever stop?

And then (you cannot make this up), you have the Mormon Crickets. The little critters who show up and don’t leave until you listen to their sermon.

Not strange to anyone dealing with PTSD, trauma and does what she/he can to feel safe:

It’s hard being here, isn’t it? Like REALLY hard.

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