editor victoria’s comment ~ the most. intense. week. i was reminded of KP’s tarp episode how our squirrel this week tore apart our girl’s rope swing – completely w/the piece of rubber hose my mate used to secure it along w/the massive amounts of duct tape. totally destroyed it. so much purging this week – it all but has overwhelmed me. i ask “what is the purpose of this?!” i feel like a child at a meal. i’ve eaten my veggies. the food has been bland and i ate that too. and now I WANT MY DESERT. [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”] trying to find some humor in an otherwise frustrating-at-times experience. and perhaps key is finding – creating – JOY. just – do it.
all i can go on is my inner Me stuff. what i feeeeeeeeeeeeel is happening even though i have no proof and some real solid PROOF would be VERY WELCOME right about now. grumpiness in this household is strong now. paid to get more wood because winter doesn’t want to vacate and that money would have been much better used elsewhere – savings to move (although have yet to feel a draw anywhere – still feeling that “stay put” energy and i ain’t liking it most days). some sort of a vacation. still wanting that NEW NEW NOW NOW. today i was able to sit in the sun – a first in what feels like weeks. air was cold but the sun was warm. closed my eyes. buuuuuuuuut the “i need to do something new and different” remains in the background. it’s a restlessness i cannot shake….and i have heard from many of you this week and the story is the same: the. most. intense. of. energies. e v e r.
kp speaking of a block to go do something fun. joyful. then he gets hurt in his playing. my mate has been having that experience as well. he likes to look through rolled coins to find treasure. (silver – old coins) so he visited 5 banks here in town including our own. nope. either the banks didn’t have rolled coins or what was the norm – not allowed. one bank had armed security and requested he not only remove his sunglasses but his hat, provide ID and they began to ask him questions – to exchange PAPER MONEY for COINAGE. wtf?! lol insane. he was not going to answer their questions so he walked out. he came home defeated. so you feel drawn to do that – guided – and then either get injured and/or blocked? WHAT….is up with that??!! he’s a treasure hunter by heart and his health issues and his body (bad knees – can’t do much walking) have put a huge dent in that. so he too is exhausted and fed up w/the endless waiting for the, well, treasure.
when in truth – our inherent right IS to not only BE the treasure but to have it – whatever that treasure happens to be. Universe, Heaven, Creator, Higher Selves all align NOW to deliver us our inner and outer treasures IN FULL (plus interest…some lame 3d humor but that keeps nudging at me tonight….)
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victoria
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There have been a few items occurring in the Kp 3D life path the last two days, and they felt rather “severe”!! All of it OPR* material (Old Paradigm Release (Removal)). No doubt about it. So here’s the deal…
Felt drawn (strongly) yesterday to go to White Sands Beach and go into the water. VERY strong sense to do this. Walked across street to check items out at the beach. First of all, there is no more beach (sand) leading into the water. Rocks entry only. So I walked (barefoot) over the rocks and stepped firmly into a sand spot… except it wasn’t sand only… there was a pointy rock there. I stepped right on it (left foot). Painfully knew I had bruised the sole of my foot.
Drove back, stopped at a quickie mart to get ice, and iced it down on the drive home. It’s feeling less painful today, and I know it is soon to be pain free.
Then today, I tried walking my usual walk, and it was more discomfort that I knew was helpful, so decided I’m going to just take the day off anything and just rest the foot.
So at around 4 PM I’m doing my “resting thing” in my house, and I hear a tearing (ripping) sound, and I see Mira falling through the tarp I put up outside my door (to keep rain away from the door). The tarp was pretty old (maybe 2 years old), and I guess Mira’s claws started a rip and it kept going. Mira is okay (she’s a cat, remember?). But I was NOT amused. Now I had more work to do, with my sole feeling all that discomfort.
So I went down to Walmart and picked up a new heavy duty tarp. I’ll put it up tomorrow.
I was able to talk to (bitch and moan at) a couple of BAMF* people I know (* Bitch And Moan Friendly), and I went through a few minutes of BAM-ing. Thanks to them for being there as BAMFs*.
This is all old paradigm recognizing and releasing stuff. Yes, there’s Higher Cosmic Energies coming through, supposedly Schumann resonances are more and more “through the roof” (which could be why Mira went through my outside “roof” (tarp)), and other things, but in the end (just like astrological stuff and “predictions”), all those “explanations” mean NOTHING to me, and I really give them NO daily attention. The only thing that matters is what is occurring in each and every “now moment”.
Personally, I’m continually looking at the “inner messages” in what has been occurring with these items (and other items like this, during the past year), and I’m continuing to “get” that a majormove is on the horizon… but the timing for that major move needs to be fully honored, and not pushed or rushed or “figured out exactly what or where or when it means”. Not yet.
We are all moving STRONGLY into a new paradigm dimension and way if BEing, one step at a time, it’s different for everyone, but as a Hue-manity group, it is the same. Upward and outward.
As the “crap” (fertilizer) nourishes the soil and helps crops grow, so the “Holy Crap” experiences, like the ones I’ve had the last couple days, are nourishing the soul (sole) and assisting the New Paradigm crops to grow.
Well, enough of all that. This may be more than I need to “put out” there about this, but it definitely helps my own Higher Self to express itSelf. Hopefully it assists one or two others.
Aloha, Kp
