Quick check-in: Dream (experience) last night – went “out there”. Saw the same person I saw last year. It’s personal so I keep it close – had to walk off the experience as I felt that deep sense of “home sickness” – haven’t felt it that deep in a long while. I kept feeling the term “team” instead of “family” – thinking perhaps that’s the term we use. Here is what I’m seeing so far. More later – likely. Perhaps. lol
I was feeling in the flow – starting to see some things happen – ever so slightly – in creating what I want/need. And then BAM. Sleep interference. Matrix hassles over money. Unwanted drama and chaos. And me in this current state wondering when my golden ticket is going to show up.
I feel I am pushing through this energy that is thick and unwanted with the need to create more financial abundance in order TO because the current has become simply a big ‘ole vibrational mismatch.
I saw a beautiful image in the sky today – the rays of sun peering through the thick cloud cover – casting a heavenly image. Gave me a moment of comfort. I called out to heaven for help. Loudly.
Like everything else in this ridiculous aggravating movie/war/show and tell/whatever other label you wish to insert……..WE WILL SEE.
Until then…..
Could be worse yes. And I know many of you reading this understand and are experiencing similar yourself.
Today – my heart screams IT COULD BE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS FOR YOU.
It’s coming………..so close – it’s coming…….
Seeing a lot of “we are going to” (fill in the blank) and “soon”………triggering words for those of us at it the longest and the most desperate and destitute. Play us carefully…….. 😂🙄😜
Love helps. Asks what is needed. Someone in pain and vocal – remember that. Having a very challenging time these days seeing others doing so well financially – traveling, upgrading, buying fun new toys etc. and just watching me struggle.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to Share, Donate, Subscribe, Like and leave a comment or two. Makes me feel better. Seriously – it really does.
this is so insulting………..who. cares. about. israel. and. that. dayem. wailing. wall. come sit with the homeless or the single mama's or those trapped due to finances – wail with them – with us – the REAL victims of this stink fest…https://t.co/rNXuzc2yzl
and last night there was a couple of podcasters who had thousands of people watching as they teased/implied they had the video……wonder how much they made in that little scam? on it goes – liars get the traffic and funds – while the real ones get lost in the crowd……….
can we JUST get this going already? how many more of us have to lose sleep and experience unnecessary suffering and stress due to money/debt??? pic.twitter.com/TAD7JND8uv
this…..long time – complex – changes the brain……….interferes with sleep and daily functioning……….chronic financial pressure just makes it that much worse……….i pray the children are all accounted for – if so – jesus end the movie here so we can all heal and enjoy life freely again………
I can feel I am suffering from long-term trauma. Even an administrative trip into the local court for advice has me on edge. The wait for justice cannot be indefinite, as there are moral injuries happening, with physical health consequences. Rescuing kids underground comes first.
now this is my kind of speak/truth information……….i did not know this. this is very. interesting – aligns with my feel that the eclipse (sun/moon alignments) are playing a role in our exit/transition/whatever you want to call it omg i am tired of talking about this lol……….SAVING ISRAEL FOR LAST (we are in Israel)……….X marks the spot……….sounds kind of like a play on heaven too (backwards)………
Today, Nineveh’s location is marked by two large mounds, Tell Kuyunjiq and Tell Nabī Yūnus “Prophet Jonah“, and the remains of the city walls (about 12 kilometres (7 mi) in circumference)…..The ruin mound of Kuyunjiq rises about 20 metres (66 ft)
interesting pop culture references:
In Jonah: A VeggieTales Movie, Jonah, much like his biblical counterpart, must travel to Nineveh due to God’s demands.
In the 1973 film The Exorcist, Father Lankester Merrin was on an archeological dig near Nineveh prior to returning to the United States and leading the exorcism of Reagan MacNiel.
“it’s going to be biblical”
I decided to do a gematria on this:
GEMATRIA: NINEVEH (77)
Wake Up
Come Home (those two are enough for me)
Bob Joyce
I Born To Break Curse (anyone else having the call to break the spells and doing so?)
Sleep was better. The astral was quiet until it was unpleasant. Clearing/releasing old energies. Remembering how do simply do Me – spending more time doing that and less on the movie. Below is what I am seeing atm.
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Is It Finally Happening? This Post Is Blowing Up With Hundreds Of Thousands Of Likes Saying Stop Paying Taxes Because We’re Being Replaced With Illegal Immigrants
MUST LISTEN 🔊
“There's a lot of people out there that agree with not paying their taxes this year. My strongest… pic.twitter.com/Fxcy030BkM
More Illegal Immigrant Child Trafficking Caught On Camera At The US Mexico Border
🚨🚨 They Admit NONE Of The Children Are With Their Parents – Group Of 42 – Illegals From Dominican Republic – Each Paid $4,000 – Came Across On Boat – Don’t Know What American City They’re Headed pic.twitter.com/7FGqT4ah9g
This is really a rub in the face for me at this point – for all of us who could do beautiful things with our lives with this level of abundance. Enough is enough. I could use a tiny portion of this and FINALLY change my life the way I need.
Continuity of Government……..makes me wonder if what the head of the DC Guard said on television on 1.21.21 was disclosure as to what sort of situation we had already been under………
Complete military control since 1/20/17
MI takes over ALL 3-letter agency investigations.
During war, criminals acting against US are "enemy combattants" subject not to criminal law (DOJ), but to the law of armed conflict – military/tribunal
unless the original images were photoshopped to remove that part……..i really don’t know for certain, ya know?
Just to clear this up for once and for all – there are people sharing the photoshopped version of this dress – making the O into a Q. Whoever started this was to mislead us. Question everything and vet your information first so we can put an end to the endless lies/disinfo. pic.twitter.com/EXuXZDDqsn
i purged decades of old stuff at the cellular level……….
as @kimrunner said – she's feeling edgy but not in a good way. i'm sensing – for me – it's purging old deep anger from my cells. feels that deep for me today. roar away – release – then let's get on with it. pic.twitter.com/iYvpqYRVYd
How are ya’ll feeling today? A bit better? Did you feel a shift/lift come in late am/mid-day? Sleep was still the same – but I realize that’s largely personal for me (the tension I have been feeling all week).
Enjoyed the sun and company of one of you’s in person friendship for expansive, heartfelt authentic conversation which is so. frigging. refreshing (because it happens in person). Had a beautiful dog walk over to us and gave so much love – it brought tears to my heart and eyes. I’ve missed having a doG – and really felt that in full today. I am ready.
Here is what I’m seeing on the stage. Please remember to Share, Donate, Comment, Subscribe and follow me on one of the platforms below. 🥰
With love,
V.
******
THIS:
I don't want to be toxic or angry or confused, ever again.
I would say this is the controlled actor doing his “community service part”…….
Former talk show host Phil McGraw (“Dr. Phil”) made an appearance on the southern border in Texas on Friday and blasted President Biden and Vice President Harris for sparking a “humanitarian crisis unlike anything we’ve seen before.”
i’m not sure if i already shared the following – wack of sweep…….make me zzzzzzz……..
Hey Cain. That's a soft disclosure. They've already got something out there but it's not a sail. It's a frensel Lens at Lagrange point 1. I made this video back in 2019pic.twitter.com/cnmJvHZ4PI
Scavino posted a video yesterday that flashed the Bat Signal at the :17 mark. His timestamp = 10:28 Q1028 = 5:5 and is signed Q+ This morning Trump (Q+) reTruthed Jon Voight’s ‘Believe’ video at 00:55am.
The matrix keeps hitting. Gotta take the car in. Outrageous electric bill. Needing some extra love this month from anyone who has it to spare.
Don’t like the energies. This horror show going to amp up until it is intolerable 24/7 then wala – all is sunshine happy? Really?
No thank you. I continue to intend creating what I want on my terms.
Sleep. Uh, no comment.
Throw in the whole survival mode so many of us are now living at a new level and wow. E N U F F.
So I intend for ALL detachments from any and all fear programs. All of the lies I bought – about myself especially. Seen loved released and removed. Now. It is done on My command.
On I go. On we go. Seeing a lot of similar struggles in the collective too. Which helps – a bit – but not really, you know? The power company wrote me (this is a first, btw) – telling me how much my power was up as compared to this time last year (hello snow ice freezing temps for close to 2 weeks which we didn’t have last year). I glanced through it – yep – and deleted it.
WhatEVS on all matrix b.s. lies deception that doesn’t align with much less know anything about the Totality of Truth of ME.
And YOU.
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
******
I sense that a lot of us are struggling with the cumulative trauma of this genocide and war. I can do a few letters to corrupt authority in a day, then I am wiped out. Afternoon naps to regain my strength for an evening at the keyboard. Small stuff like car repairs feel huge job.
Ep. 71 Bret Weinstein traveled to the Darien Gap to understand who's behind the invasion of our country. His conclusion: “it's not a friendly migration.” pic.twitter.com/mY8TlrLPnm
CNN host Erica Hill was left speechless after their chief law enforcement analyst detailed the activities of the criminal illegals in the months since their arrival in the country
“They have crews here that operate in New York, do all their stealing, then go to Florida to spend… pic.twitter.com/lsMD1pX9mP
for what it's worth as we don't know what this is or what it's really measuring nor these black lines – just know when the black lines appear it often feels UGH like hitting a pothole………. pic.twitter.com/DpksxrW52O
locally it’s been – chaotic. had a dream last night that turned out to be prophetic. the matrix continues to crash glitch and fight to survive. stay in the heart – connect with others (for me it’s most important to make that connection w/those of like mind/heart – it isn’t about judgment but about what FEEEEELS right. it’s a frequency thing and allows for total authenticity/honesty)……..
sleep – weird. unusual. some nights better than others – some hours – better than others. it’s bizarre and frustrating for all of us atm. getting more moments of clarity on who i am.
here’s what i’m seeing. please remember to donate, share, comment, subscribe and follow me on the platforms below. thank you!
love,
v.
******
it went up to over 900 today – a first (that i’ve seen):
Young Radicals song again in my space – played it for Sister D yesterday who let me know it was one of the first to be added to her play list. It’s for those of us – we are the “kids” (others have theorized) – here inside this place – screaming to be free. The kids waking up – seeing – and this song I swears was sent in for us. Or at least it’s a song whose words were written outside and filtered in – the lead singer performed the song at Biden’s inauguration – which at first perplexed me but then I saw where he said the song was needed at this very dark time in our history which is quite interesting……. Anyway…..The Young Radicals had only this one album – Maybe You’ve Been Brainwashed Too. Here are the poignant/truth telling lines from their song You Get What You Give:
What, what, what, what
One, two!
One, two, three, ow!
Wake up, kids, we got the dreamers’ disease
Age 14, they got you down on your knees
So polite, we’re busy still saying please
Frenemies
Who when you’re down, ain’t your friend
Every night we smash a Mercedes-Benz
First we run, and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light (Light)
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight
You’ve got the music in you
Don’t let go
You’ve got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don’t give up
You’ve got a reason to live
Can’t forget
We only get what we give
I’m comin’ home, baby
You’re the tops
Give it to me now
Four A.M. we ran the Miracle Mile
We’re flat broke, but, hey, we do it in style
The bad rich, God’s flying in for your trial
Ha-ha-ha
But when the night is falling
You cannot find a friend (Friend)
You feel your tree is breaking
Just bend
You’ve got the music in you
Don’t let go
You’ve got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don’t give up
You’ve got a reason to live
Can’t forget
We only get what we give
This whole damn world can fall apart
You’ll be okay, follow your heart
You’re in harm’s way, I’m right behind
Now say you’re mine
You’ve got the music in you
Don’t let go
You’ve got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don’t give up
You’ve got a reason to live
Can’t forget
We only get what we give
Don’t let go
I feel the music in you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Fly high
What’s real can’t die
You only get what you give
You’re gonna get what you give
(Don’t give up) Just don’t be afraid to live
Health insurance, ripoff lying
FDA, big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they’re multiplying
Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson
Courtney Love and Marilyn Manson
You’re all fakes, run to your mansions
Come around, we’ll kick your ass in
Don’t let go
One dance left
Don’t give up
Can’t forget
Don’t let go
🚨Breaking: Rep. Marjorie Taylor Greene introduced a resolution to censure Ilhan Omar for her treasonous statements that she is serving as a foreign agent for a foreign country.
🚨🚨🚨 This lady asks a crowd of people in British Columbia, Canada 🇨🇦 to raise their hands, if they know someone that’s been injured by the #Covid#Vaccine :
What a f’ing last few days it’s been in this matrix. Sleep – whuz dat? Anxiety 😩….crying 😧😢…. Tissue. Chocolate. CBD. Bach remedies. Breathing exercises. And movement.
Every one of us in the house had an EBS go off on our phones – radio too. It was strong – that pulse was intense too – wowser! It was one of those IPAW tests – like the one they did last 10.4. Why today? Why now? I checked and I did see this – first of weekly tests from 2 weeks ago – eastern US. Also hearing from others locally who received the same. Anyone else?
I see – many – not waking up – not wanting to. Today was rough – had a session and was talking about the pay to live reality – how confining it is – limiting – even downright blocking us at times. My experience to it? All on me and has nothing to do with anything external. The stress I feel – the frustration – all due to my inner workings and perception.
Healer’s opine.
Oh dear, I thought. This is not going to go well. I used to believe that. Now I know different.
I was ok in general with how the convo was flowing until I was presented this: “You expect people to pay you for your work. How is that any different than a utility company expecting you to pay for a service and you arguing it?” For some background, I had already told her our utility outlet charges us not just for water/sewer but also taxes for services I don’t use. Taxes that were not given the right to citizen vote. Instead, they call them fees. Anyway – I told her at one point I said I would pay for water and sewer and all affiliated fees – but I would be removing the rest of their “fees” from my bill. I was told “if you do that, and we will shut off your water”. Even though I technically PAID for that water, I asked. Yes, I was told.
So I said “First, I ask for donations for the work I do. Even if I did require fee for work/service, I wouldn’t turn off water or electricity or kick my readers out of their home for refusal to pay. How on earth is that even the same thing?”
It isn’t.
That’s pretty much how the session went after that. Life has always been expensive, I was told. Oh yeah? In the 80’s I worked a minimum wage job at 30 hours a week and that was enough to afford my own apartment. Not the same today. Not. even. close.
My inner experience – my frustration and struggles come down to what I am telling myself. Doesn’t matter what I am experiencing. Doesn’t matter who is around me saying or doing whatever. Her opine. Nothing more than that. Outside doesn’t impact within – not unless we allow it to. Doesn’t matter if my bills keep going up or if I need to change my life but am unable to do so simply because of the cost of housing and food. Nope.
Blame the victim, anyone? Gaslighting? I didn’t think this person fell into that category. I just can’t imagine saying those words to someone. I appreciate empowering – but to say “i cannot validate your belief that the outside world is creating internal stress for you”.
Life here is not so easily categorized. It’s all connected. WE are connected to it. I am more than a biological brain for fook sake. We all are. But I guess that’s what sheep tell themselves so they can go to their secure little worlds at the end of the day – tune out – and not have to feeeeeeeeeeeeel. I swear today I was in the presence of a computer program. In fact – as things began to get interesting and I brought in the pay to live piece – I kid you not – my computer glitched and she suddenly sounded robotic. She experienced it to (as being unable to hear me).
So………..this awakening is not going to impact everyone. Those like her would have their brains implode if they were to see it all. Take years and years of deprogramming. They’re going to need a special place. And I have no desire to hold their hands. I used to really think that – align with it – but today? Once liberation hits, I’m outta here – off and doing with my own projects and doing’s that are at this point ONLY held up due TO money.
But that’s just me. lol Nothing out there that can touch me. I’m a emotional-less AI robot. None of that humaning for me. 😂
In fact – at this moment – let’s try this out shall we? I hold in my hands my current utility bill – sealed in an envelope. Was told it was going to go up again for next month. Let’s see if that’s true and let’s see if there is any inner experience other than total neutrality. I’m in a fairly calm space – feeling a bit humorous you could say (I have a small smile on my face as I type this).
Hey – it changed – it dropped $20. I was not expecting that. I haven’t looked to see the reasons why yet – but did that do anything for me within? YES. IT. DID. Of course it did. I’m a HUMAN. Made me feel a teeny tiny bit of “oh ok – that’s a bit of good news”. Nothing intense or WOW AMAZING A MIRACLE – but something I felt.
And why?
Because. I. Am. A. Human.
And thank goodness for it. Without we humans there would be no awakening. Without we awakened humans we wouldn’t be fighting so hard to change this world so above conversations are no longer an occurrence nor are such services necessary. And utility and other pay to live expenses become null and void because, as I also shared (to no avail), we now have REAL freedom – not this fake definition pushed on us.
THIS in a nutshell:
Something’s missing. More than ever in our history, as I said to her, it’s more acceptable to talk about our issues. We have a plethora of counselors, etc. to choose from in which to do so. And yet why is it there are more people experiencing depression and anxiety? Don’t you think part of that if not most of it is due to what has been happening out in the world?
OMG I am a genius – give me one of them degrees – I’ll take over now please!
UGH……
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please share, donate (unless you want me to turn off your water – lol – sorry – feeling salty) subscribe and let me know how you’re doing. You don’t have to go through this time alone. I’m here. Many of us are.
so – i don’t follow this intel tonight but this came up on my feed so i decided to share:
also of interest: our local wells fargo bank is suddenly closed – they aren’t saying for how long – claiming our recent snow/ice storm – which was an inconvenience but certainly not a disaster. all other businesses that i know of nearby and next door are open.
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…..i like her – but this doesn’t go deep enough. pretty sure what 17 referred to was where we are and who has been here with us all along – “invisible” to our hijacked eyes…..
:::detaching from the matrix narc program in progress:::
Heightened anxiety atm. I have fidget spinners, tacky poster putty and pop-its by me. Cookies and chocolate on stand-by.
I feel so solid now in this knowing and feeling that this entire sim/ai/matrix experience is THE narc program – the main Operating program – attached to each of us – some more than others dependent upon things like gender, levels of awakening, trauma, ability to self-reflect and heal, etc. It’s obviously behind the pay to live system – in government, education, religion, family, marriage – every institution “they” push on us to “sign up and join in and be like everyone else so you too can be happy and free”.
I am seeing it B I G time on social media today – certainly in recent days. A lot of finger pointing and poking including seeing an account I have been on the fence about throwing judgment towards those who are questioning the plan and showing impatience saying in a rather derogatory manner that the military rescuing the children is not interested in your impatience – then later laughing emoji’s saying hey i am not into drama (or something similar). Yeah? Then perhaps watch word choice – especially when there was no concern shown for those who are struggling (much less questioning gawd forbid that happens w/some of these folks) nor offer of help.
You know – “hey I’m sorry you’re struggling because of all of this – is there anything I can do for you?”
NARC program still running having some fun with its pokes – swooping in – attaching to someone and firing off words and energies of anger and frustration in others.
This isn’t about ego. It’s about the background running program of this matrix: N A R C.
Self-seeking. Self-serving. Inability to empathize. Seeks to poke, incite violence, chaos and harm then sit back and watch in enjoyment. It is truly – literally – a program. Nothing organically human about it. (but we have the ability to see it – own it – and detach from it and get back to the Heart)
I’m just sharing what I feel and observe here. Obviously I don’t see it all here. I can sense what I feeeeeeeeeeeel is truth but can’t offer much of anything – if anything solid – that this or that is happening.
Which is very frustrating when one is awake – and extra frustrating when one is awake, living in poverty, struggling to eat, struggling with health conditions, and/or alone/isolated and as such is literally waiting on the world to change and shift – tech released, abundance released – ALL that was taken returned in order. to. have. that. experience. the. heart. and. Soul. seek. I really experienced this during the recent winter storm when we lost power for awhile. I KNOW tech exists that would free us from the concern of going without power/electricity. I KNOW about weather manipulation/control. I KNOW there is so. much. more. and. better. KNOW. K N O W. And when that frustration kicks in because one is having to deal with the total unadulterated b.sheot of this petri dish…………
Anyway…………….
Here are some finds – some bizarre. 🙄😜😂 Please Share, Donate, Comment, Subscribe and follow me on the other channels listed below the finds.
"Calabrese held that the sheriff, two deputies, and the two county commissioners named in the lawsuit, one of whom has since left the board, are personally liable for damages."https://t.co/8WUgiuMJlC
US w/the polar vortex last week and now this in Europe……….
On Sunday evening, Storm Isha wreaks havoc, leading to significant disruptions and leaving thousands of homes without electricity in Ireland…the British Isles, and Scandinavia Might be affected… pic.twitter.com/2vaDkAPMew